][.when you say nothing at all.][
its amazing how you could speak right to my heart..
without saying a word..
you could light up the dark..
Try as i may..i can nv explain..
wad i hear when u dun say a thing..
e smile on ya face let mi noe that u nd mi..
dere's a truth in ya eyes saying u'll nv leave mi..
e touch of ya hand say u'll nv leave mi..
e touch of ya hand says u will catch mi whenver i fall..
u say it best when u say nothing at all..
all day long i hear ppl talking aloud..
but when u hold mi near..you drown out e crowd..
try as they may..they culd nv defined..
wads said btw ya heart and mine..
chorus twice
haha felt like listening to this song once again..so jiu jus blog down e lyrics..1st heard it when ms tay made us e video last yr..nice songs..n while doing so..i fa xian dao..ronan keating haf gd songs man..ok i may sound like a noob..but nbm =P..
hmm this christmas n eve has jus been crazy foto-taking..haha but i noe i will miss these times..hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.if tml nv cum.][
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Saturday, December 23, 2006
][.maybe.][
][.maybe.][
maybe its time that i learn to let go..
let go of certain things..
maybe..
][.FEarless.][
][.if only i noe.][
maybe its time that i learn to let go..
let go of certain things..
maybe..
][.FEarless.][
][.if only i noe.][
][.kou bu dui xin.][
][.kou bu dui xin.][
time is running out..
i m feeling e stress yet i ain't studying much..
wad craps is that..
today is jus such a sad day..
a day which i made 2 ppl that matters to me disappointed n sad..
sumtimes i jus feel that i m such a lousy friend..
haiz..
my mind is in a whirl..
deres so much that i haf been wanting to tell u..
but whenever i tot of wad i haf done..
i hold bac..
haiz..to another..
i haf so much to tell u..
yet everytime u mus say things that u dun mean it but jus to qi wo..
sorry i ain't that nice to nt say bac..
but i do wanna try to be..
hao la..end here le every1! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.hate to see e tear in ya eye.][
][.why can't we jus be frank.][
time is running out..
i m feeling e stress yet i ain't studying much..
wad craps is that..
today is jus such a sad day..
a day which i made 2 ppl that matters to me disappointed n sad..
sumtimes i jus feel that i m such a lousy friend..
haiz..
my mind is in a whirl..
deres so much that i haf been wanting to tell u..
but whenever i tot of wad i haf done..
i hold bac..
haiz..to another..
i haf so much to tell u..
yet everytime u mus say things that u dun mean it but jus to qi wo..
sorry i ain't that nice to nt say bac..
but i do wanna try to be..
hao la..end here le every1! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.hate to see e tear in ya eye.][
][.why can't we jus be frank.][
Thursday, December 21, 2006
][.updating.][
][.updating.][
heyo bloggy..seems quite long since i blog le..haha nth much is happening in my life nowadays..but stilll yup..everyday is a special day la..i m enjoying it =P..omg so lame..
haha act dunno wad to say too..sooo fast 2007 cuming le..haha dunno if i shuld look forward to it? or?..haha 2006 hasn't been a great yr for mi..instead its kinda of bad..but 2007..haha i dunno if i shuld look forward ma..but wadever it is..life is abt moving on..isn't it ? =)
haha hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.wo zao ni zao le hao jiu.][
heyo bloggy..seems quite long since i blog le..haha nth much is happening in my life nowadays..but stilll yup..everyday is a special day la..i m enjoying it =P..omg so lame..
haha act dunno wad to say too..sooo fast 2007 cuming le..haha dunno if i shuld look forward to it? or?..haha 2006 hasn't been a great yr for mi..instead its kinda of bad..but 2007..haha i dunno if i shuld look forward ma..but wadever it is..life is abt moving on..isn't it ? =)
haha hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.wo zao ni zao le hao jiu.][
Saturday, December 16, 2006
][.feeling high.][
][.feeling high.][
its been so long since i felt so high n happy..
thou be4 e game today everything dun seems to be gg in e right way..
but things jus seem to work out well after e game today..
thanks team anglican !
thanks for making my day!
thou i din play well..
but i enjoyed e game..
finally after so long..
i enjoyed e game..everything abt it..
n to make it even better..we won..
thanks team! thanks for e gd game!
haha..e last 2.54 secs will always stay in my memo with me doing such a stupid thing..
haha yup..always remember..never forget..
thanks for e beautiful nite Team ! haha
*sheng zhong woosh*
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 ! byee...
][.FEarless.][
][.trust.][
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
][.wo zao ni zao le hao jiu.][
][.wo zao ni zao le hao jiu.][
no1 believes mi that there is this song..haha onli wen did..n yeah i found e lyrics..its super nice..v true too..but i can't find e song! *sobz*
aw its wo zao ni zao le hao jiu by Pin Guan..yup..so any1 who haf this song..pls pls pls send mi ok ! haha
aw..here's e lyrics..its v simple a song..i shall try my best to translate =P
...我找你找了好久...
[It took me so long to find you]
可以彼此分享得意骄傲 不担忧谁的心里不是味道
[We share the happiness and pride not worrying about who is feeling sour over it]
可以传染给你心情不好 连说个理由都不需要
[We just spread the unhappiness btw/among ourselves without even needing to say a reason]
可以直来直往提醒劝告 就算争吵也都是为对方好
[We treat each another with such frankness and advice..even quarrels are meant to let e other party learn from the mistake]
我找你找了好久 一个互相了解的朋友
[I took such a long time to find u..a friend that understands mi n i understand too]
生活有人分享的时候 快乐就变得容易许多
[With sum1 to share the life..happiness seems much easier]
我找你找了好久 一个拿心来换的朋友
[I took so long to find a friend that treat each other with such sincerity]
伤痛有人抱紧的时候 未来有什么路不敢走
[With sum1 mending the wounds when i m hurt..wad road wuld i nt dare to venture in e future? =P]
love this song man..once again..any1 with this song..pls send me! haha hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 !byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.cz u all r in my life.][
no1 believes mi that there is this song..haha onli wen did..n yeah i found e lyrics..its super nice..v true too..but i can't find e song! *sobz*
aw its wo zao ni zao le hao jiu by Pin Guan..yup..so any1 who haf this song..pls pls pls send mi ok ! haha
aw..here's e lyrics..its v simple a song..i shall try my best to translate =P
...我找你找了好久...
[It took me so long to find you]
可以彼此分享得意骄傲 不担忧谁的心里不是味道
[We share the happiness and pride not worrying about who is feeling sour over it]
可以传染给你心情不好 连说个理由都不需要
[We just spread the unhappiness btw/among ourselves without even needing to say a reason]
可以直来直往提醒劝告 就算争吵也都是为对方好
[We treat each another with such frankness and advice..even quarrels are meant to let e other party learn from the mistake]
我找你找了好久 一个互相了解的朋友
[I took such a long time to find u..a friend that understands mi n i understand too]
生活有人分享的时候 快乐就变得容易许多
[With sum1 to share the life..happiness seems much easier]
我找你找了好久 一个拿心来换的朋友
[I took so long to find a friend that treat each other with such sincerity]
伤痛有人抱紧的时候 未来有什么路不敢走
[With sum1 mending the wounds when i m hurt..wad road wuld i nt dare to venture in e future? =P]
love this song man..once again..any1 with this song..pls send me! haha hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 !byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.cz u all r in my life.][
Friday, December 08, 2006
][.how i wish to see my friends again.][
][.how i wish to see my friends again.][
today's bloggy title is inspired by C mei..went to her blog n saw this line n jus felt so much..went to see sum friendship poems..haha
yup..how i wish to see my friends again..nt that i dun c em..but right after i saw that line..i went to visit forever5's blog n saw e last post dere was still e same old last post..e tagboard was still e same old last tag..
haha it hurts a little here n dere..den i sit back n think of wad e 4 others are doing..haha n i can't help but blame myself too..wad can i say when even mi myself n i dun even care for em here n dere in their daily lives?..
haha i guess its jus hard ba..things ain't e same in sum ways once u haf gone on ya separate ways..but certain things will remain e same thats wad i believe..
i guess its jus hard to prevent things from changing..cz things change..ppl changes..i change..but all i can say is..e beautiful friendship n memories that u once shared will always remain here => <33
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 ! byee..cherish ya friends n memos ba..=)
][.FEarless.][
][.work harder than any1.][
today's bloggy title is inspired by C mei..went to her blog n saw this line n jus felt so much..went to see sum friendship poems..haha
yup..how i wish to see my friends again..nt that i dun c em..but right after i saw that line..i went to visit forever5's blog n saw e last post dere was still e same old last post..e tagboard was still e same old last tag..
haha it hurts a little here n dere..den i sit back n think of wad e 4 others are doing..haha n i can't help but blame myself too..wad can i say when even mi myself n i dun even care for em here n dere in their daily lives?..
haha i guess its jus hard ba..things ain't e same in sum ways once u haf gone on ya separate ways..but certain things will remain e same thats wad i believe..
i guess its jus hard to prevent things from changing..cz things change..ppl changes..i change..but all i can say is..e beautiful friendship n memories that u once shared will always remain here => <33
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 ! byee..cherish ya friends n memos ba..=)
][.FEarless.][
][.work harder than any1.][
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
][.wei sher mer bu shuo xin di hua.][
][.wei sher mer bu shuo xin di hua.][
jus came bac from thai ytr..haha nt exactly a wonderful one..but nt bad la..hee..shall nt go on to elaborate abt it..cz dere's sumthing else that i wanna blog instead..n yah..read it onli if u feel like doing so cz its specially dedicated to 2 friends thou i haf no idea if they will read it la..
ooo hooked on to ni na mer ai ta by li sheng jie nw..haha nowadays i feel that li sheng jie's song realli express how i feel la..hee..oook..these few lines frm e song describes how i feel..
直到爱消失 你才懂得 去珍惜身边每个美好风景 只是他早已离去
zhi dao ai xiao shi ni cai dong de qu zhen xi shen bian mei ge mei hao feng jing zhi shi ta zao yi li qu..
[its only when everything is lost n gone will u noe how to cherish everything..but that person haf already left]
为什么不说心里话
wei sher mer bu suo xin li hua..
[why dun u say e words in ya heart n how u feel]
this 2 lines in e song describes how i feel..
1st line is towards a friend that i haf let down..thanks for everything that u had done nowadays..its realli a lot n enff le..dun go on n make yaself tired out jus becoz of me nt knowing how to appreciate u..learn to care more n appreciate those that haf been standing by ya side all these times..u noe who they r..those that cares more for u than i do..cherish em..dun wait till its too late..understand?..haha maybe btw u n me..its too late le ba..thou there's such a line as "its nv too late to turn bac"..but yup..dun turn bac anymore my friend..look front..walk ahead..cherish those that cherish u more than i do now..dun let e same things happen again..i bet u dun wan it to..jus as how much i dun wan things to turn out this way n how much i hate it that things can't turn bac n haf a backspace button jus as u hope for a restart button..und ? =) do take care..i believe we can still be gd friends down e road in e future..its jus that things wun be e same anymore la..but no worries..we will still be friend..i dun wanna be selfish n ask u to hold on anymore..cz it will hurt u onli more..und?..so smiles n look ahead my friend =) thanks for everything n sorry for everything too..take care !
e 2nd line is how i feel towards another friend..why is it that we always say e opp thing from how we exactly feel..ming ming wan yet say e opp things..haha so stubborn..wo men zhen de hen zhi zhuo o..why zhui ying xin luan ne..always say things that we dun meant..its jus to agitate e other..haha is it worth it huh? can't we jus say wad we wanna say n how we exactly feel?..haha hao la..jkjk..jus wanna say e 98degress de song..i do..cherish u..=P..
jiu ying wei hen zai hu ni
suo yi cai hui ku hong le yan
rang xin tong de bu neng zhi ba..
haha yup..thats how i feel..e more sum1 matters to u..e more it hurt..hee n yah..hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.hen zai hu ni.][
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
][.yuan fen yi jing.][
][.yuan fen yi jing.][
do u believe in fate?..
i do..
maybe like wad my mummy says..
sumtimes when fate is over btw ppl..its jus over..
i dunno..
but all i freaking feel nw is..
sum ppl are jus nt meant to be in ya life..
or rather..
u jus ain't suppose to be in that person's life..
i dunno la..
feeling lousy over all these shit..
wadever it is..it is..
anyway..jus wanna say thanks to wen..
when every1 change (including mi)..u r e onli one that stilll makes mi feel like everything will be ok..thanks..hao la..end here le..nt realli in e mood to blog nw..v tired..gg off to thai tml..take gd care every1..byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.off for 6 days le.bye.][
do u believe in fate?..
i do..
maybe like wad my mummy says..
sumtimes when fate is over btw ppl..its jus over..
i dunno..
but all i freaking feel nw is..
sum ppl are jus nt meant to be in ya life..
or rather..
u jus ain't suppose to be in that person's life..
i dunno la..
feeling lousy over all these shit..
wadever it is..it is..
anyway..jus wanna say thanks to wen..
when every1 change (including mi)..u r e onli one that stilll makes mi feel like everything will be ok..thanks..hao la..end here le..nt realli in e mood to blog nw..v tired..gg off to thai tml..take gd care every1..byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.off for 6 days le.bye.][
Monday, November 27, 2006
][.hearts can't lie.][
][.hearts can't lie.][
hearts can't lie..
at least mine can't..
e mind try to psycho it..
but e heart will remain e same..
e same ans..e same mind..e same thoughts..e same mi..
not in e best of mood..
not in e worst of mood..
its jus not feeling gd..
wanna say it out loud..
yet i dunno wad to say..
or how shuld i say..
deres so much jus so much that i wanna tell u..
but yet when i see u..
i dunno how shuld i tell u..
even when i dun see u..
deres jus so much i wanna tell u..
but i haf no idea how..
so i jus keep everything to myself..
i m afraid..
after so much that had happened this yr..
i m afraid..
afraid of how things change..
how weak things n ppl can be..
how fragile a heart can be..
be careful..
it will break..
if there's backspace..
allow mi to return back to e past..
n re-live that moments..
enjoy e happiness..
i hate myself for wanting to go back to e past once and again..
but sumtimes i realli yearn for e simple moments..
e moments so happy..
take away my jealousy..
take away my negativity..
let mi be happy with wad i haf..
n nv to expect anymore frm u..
one is trying hard to salvage
while another is pushing mi bac to wad everything used to be..
sorry to one..dunno wad to do with another..
maybe i shuld jus leave n everything will be jus gd..
but i can't..so i leave it to time..
maybe slowly..
gradually..
i will learn to live as wad i shuld be..
ps. i m contented with my life..n ignore my craps..
alright..shall end here.. take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.maybe its jus a moment of foolishness.][
hearts can't lie..
at least mine can't..
e mind try to psycho it..
but e heart will remain e same..
e same ans..e same mind..e same thoughts..e same mi..
not in e best of mood..
not in e worst of mood..
its jus not feeling gd..
wanna say it out loud..
yet i dunno wad to say..
or how shuld i say..
deres so much jus so much that i wanna tell u..
but yet when i see u..
i dunno how shuld i tell u..
even when i dun see u..
deres jus so much i wanna tell u..
but i haf no idea how..
so i jus keep everything to myself..
i m afraid..
after so much that had happened this yr..
i m afraid..
afraid of how things change..
how weak things n ppl can be..
how fragile a heart can be..
be careful..
it will break..
if there's backspace..
allow mi to return back to e past..
n re-live that moments..
enjoy e happiness..
i hate myself for wanting to go back to e past once and again..
but sumtimes i realli yearn for e simple moments..
e moments so happy..
take away my jealousy..
take away my negativity..
let mi be happy with wad i haf..
n nv to expect anymore frm u..
one is trying hard to salvage
while another is pushing mi bac to wad everything used to be..
sorry to one..dunno wad to do with another..
maybe i shuld jus leave n everything will be jus gd..
but i can't..so i leave it to time..
maybe slowly..
gradually..
i will learn to live as wad i shuld be..
ps. i m contented with my life..n ignore my craps..
alright..shall end here.. take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.maybe its jus a moment of foolishness.][
Sunday, November 26, 2006
][.wei zhi.][
][.wei zhi.][
ni zai wo xin li zhan le zhe ge wei zhi..cai neng dui ni tou lou suo you xin shi..
[ u stand a certain(impt) place in my heart..thats why i can tell u all my problems]
wo zai ni xin li you duo shao wei zhi..zhi you ni ji zi jui neng gou jie shi..
[how much place do i stand in your heart?..i tink only u can explain..]
haha thats how i feel nw..and its li sheng jie song de lyrcis..so jus blog down ba..aw..another qn..why is it that ppl expect n noes sumthings will happen but yet do nth to stop it frm happening?..isn't it an irony?..thats wad i do at times too..haiz..
aw..hmm wuld u say.."always remember" or "never forget"?..
hao la..end here le..bye..
ps. i realli dun und myself..=
][.FEarless.][
][.u matters lots.][
ni zai wo xin li zhan le zhe ge wei zhi..cai neng dui ni tou lou suo you xin shi..
[ u stand a certain(impt) place in my heart..thats why i can tell u all my problems]
wo zai ni xin li you duo shao wei zhi..zhi you ni ji zi jui neng gou jie shi..
[how much place do i stand in your heart?..i tink only u can explain..]
haha thats how i feel nw..and its li sheng jie song de lyrcis..so jus blog down ba..aw..another qn..why is it that ppl expect n noes sumthings will happen but yet do nth to stop it frm happening?..isn't it an irony?..thats wad i do at times too..haiz..
aw..hmm wuld u say.."always remember" or "never forget"?..
hao la..end here le..bye..
ps. i realli dun und myself..=
][.FEarless.][
][.u matters lots.][
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
][.u haf to endure e rain if u wan e rainbow.][
][.u haf to endure e rain if u wan e rainbow.][
sum1 once told mi this..
u wan e rainbow?
endure e rain 1st..
i tink its v encouraging n nice..so i always try to tell myself that..but these few days..every1 ard mi seems to be so troubled..like..every1 is v e u noe..bu kai xin..yah la..at least those ard mi..those that matters lots to mi..dou nt happy..i tink all those that matters to mi de ren de guardian angels go on a hol tgt le =P if thats realli e case..guardian angels men..pls enjoy ya hols n cum bac asap to protect my dear ones pls pls pls x infinity !!
hmm i realli pray..pray that all ard mi will be happy..n things will go smoothly for em..n of cz..mummy will get well soon ! e best is NOW !!..n all n each n every1 to be happy n may all e troubles go away !! pls pls pls..guardian angel pls! fairy god mother pls !
dear fairy god mother..pls bless all my dear ones with gd health..happiness n troubles free !..thanks x infinity !
hao la..end here le..take gd gd gd care every1 ! byee..
ps. happy thoughts do help =D
][.FEarless.][
][.still waiting for my guardian angel.][
sum1 once told mi this..
u wan e rainbow?
endure e rain 1st..
i tink its v encouraging n nice..so i always try to tell myself that..but these few days..every1 ard mi seems to be so troubled..like..every1 is v e u noe..bu kai xin..yah la..at least those ard mi..those that matters lots to mi..dou nt happy..i tink all those that matters to mi de ren de guardian angels go on a hol tgt le =P if thats realli e case..guardian angels men..pls enjoy ya hols n cum bac asap to protect my dear ones pls pls pls x infinity !!
hmm i realli pray..pray that all ard mi will be happy..n things will go smoothly for em..n of cz..mummy will get well soon ! e best is NOW !!..n all n each n every1 to be happy n may all e troubles go away !! pls pls pls..guardian angel pls! fairy god mother pls !
dear fairy god mother..pls bless all my dear ones with gd health..happiness n troubles free !..thanks x infinity !
hao la..end here le..take gd gd gd care every1 ! byee..
ps. happy thoughts do help =D
][.FEarless.][
][.still waiting for my guardian angel.][
Sunday, November 19, 2006
][.sumtimes,i jus dun und myself.][
][.sumtimes,i jus dun und myself.][
why is it that ppl always dunno how to appreciate those that realli care for em..
why is that e person u care most for wun be the person that care most abt u ?..
maybe thats life ba..
there will be sum1 that care most abt u..
similarly..there will be sum1 that u care most abt..
but it will be a diff person..
maybe..
at least thats how i feel now..
ignore mi..
haha aw..ytr n today was gd..watched endless movie n endless food..thanks wen =) n i m so FAT now..gained 10+ kg..i swear i m gg on a diet..so pls help to stop mi if i eat yeah..thanks !
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1..i wanna go watch love on diet le..tml mus start to mug hard le..byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.sumtimes i wish i can ignore everything.][
why is it that ppl always dunno how to appreciate those that realli care for em..
why is that e person u care most for wun be the person that care most abt u ?..
maybe thats life ba..
there will be sum1 that care most abt u..
similarly..there will be sum1 that u care most abt..
but it will be a diff person..
maybe..
at least thats how i feel now..
ignore mi..
haha aw..ytr n today was gd..watched endless movie n endless food..thanks wen =) n i m so FAT now..gained 10+ kg..i swear i m gg on a diet..so pls help to stop mi if i eat yeah..thanks !
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1..i wanna go watch love on diet le..tml mus start to mug hard le..byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.sumtimes i wish i can ignore everything.][
Friday, November 17, 2006
][.wo xiang wo ke yi xi guan yi ge ren shen huo.][
][.wo xiang wo ke yi xi guan yi ge ren shen huo.][
haha today de blog title is how i m feeling nowadays ba..translation = i tink i can get used to living all by myself..
haha that song is kinda of stucked to my head nowadays..maybe thats how i m feeling now ba..stayed at hm e whole of today n watched Er Zuo Ju Zi Wen=>" It started with a kiss"..haha sumthing like that la..n yeah i kan wan le ! wahaha =D ya da! haha Bi sheng bi sheng ! gambate ! hee..ok..qingzi v high..so make mi v high too..haha zi shu also v nice..haha all in all its a nice show..n i jus eat non-stop today la..omg..gg to be so darn fat..
aw..thats nt e main pt la..haha sh say i blog onli a few sentence..haha paiseh la..sumtimes e moment over le..e gan jue to blog wun be so strong le ba..aw..feeling quite a bit now..a levels is over..congrats to all e yr2s..but that seems to symbolise sum new start or wadsoever..i dunno..but thats how i m feeling now..or rather nowadays =P..
was toking to wen abt it that day..haha wen say it all takes e effort to maintain all e relations..thats v true..but sum changes can't be helped isn't it =P haha i dunno la..feeling lost once again..wake up! wake up! hee i guess i jus gotta get past this..hee another stage of my life..xing xing ba ! jia u ba ! hao la..end here le..wanna go watch chong shang yun xiao le =P..hee n find that song de lyrics =D..hee take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.lla uoy ssim lliw i.][
Thursday, November 16, 2006
][.why is it so.][
][.why is it so.][
so many ??? in my mind..
no ans to the endless qns..
or rather i m escaping from all e ans..
if i culd..
i wanna hui dao guo qu..
go back to e day when things were so normal n so gd..
i m realli sorry..
i can't forget all that u had say..
everytime when i see u..
i will recap e moments when those words were said..
n i m sorry..
i can't forget as u asked mi to..
n hence i can't..
can't be friends like wad we used to be..
thats a msg dedicated to a friend..n i haf no i dea if u will c this or not..but yup..thanks for all that u had done for mi..=) i do appreciate..
aw..here's another one..
time jus pass so fast..
sumtimes i realli hope that it will slow down..
so that i can have more time to spend with my love ones..
n be dere for em..
n rmb every single moment..
every moment..
haha hao la..end here le..tc every1! byee...=P
][.FEarless.][
][.i miss u.][
so many ??? in my mind..
no ans to the endless qns..
or rather i m escaping from all e ans..
if i culd..
i wanna hui dao guo qu..
go back to e day when things were so normal n so gd..
i m realli sorry..
i can't forget all that u had say..
everytime when i see u..
i will recap e moments when those words were said..
n i m sorry..
i can't forget as u asked mi to..
n hence i can't..
can't be friends like wad we used to be..
thats a msg dedicated to a friend..n i haf no i dea if u will c this or not..but yup..thanks for all that u had done for mi..=) i do appreciate..
aw..here's another one..
time jus pass so fast..
sumtimes i realli hope that it will slow down..
so that i can have more time to spend with my love ones..
n be dere for em..
n rmb every single moment..
every moment..
haha hao la..end here le..tc every1! byee...=P
][.FEarless.][
][.i miss u.][
Sunday, November 05, 2006
][.chong xin kai shi.][
][.chong xin kai shi.][
haha yup..e title of today's blog = restart..starting from the scratch once again..thats my new motto..=) went bac to ahs to play bball ytr n learnt so much more again..haha was a v happy day..but i shall jus blog abt my insights n reflection (I&R) ooo..PW =p..haha jkjk..yup..shall jus blog abt e main pts..cz gotta go out soon..
aw yah..went bac to ahs n play..n played like shit..literally shit..was put down by male coach like nobody's business..n jus as sh has said..i m becoming less receptive..n i tink its v true as i tink bac..haha i tink that's wad had changed after undergoing all those scoldings in VJ ba..like rong say..u will get immune and used to coach's scoldings de..haha maybe its so immune that i practically shut everything off n can't stand scoldings..but..haha i shall start to listen to all these valuable scoldings again..esp my male and female coach de..=)..
yeah..going bac to ahs to play again nxt sat..shall rmb wad male coach told mi ytr n try to improve on it so that at least by nxt sat he wun be so angry =p..n of cz for my own gd..haha as for myself..i realli gotta improve..haha "its not that i like to win..its jus that i hate to lose"..haha..yup..so lets jia u ba! chong xin kai shi ! chong xin nu li de lian qiu ! chong xin kuai le de xiang shou lian qiu de le qu !..
haha shi de..i wanna chong xin kai shi..same for my life..this had been a total screwed up yr ! shall not screw futhur more =P..haha hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.restart.][
][.on a journey to find my old self.][
haha yup..e title of today's blog = restart..starting from the scratch once again..thats my new motto..=) went bac to ahs to play bball ytr n learnt so much more again..haha was a v happy day..but i shall jus blog abt my insights n reflection (I&R) ooo..PW =p..haha jkjk..yup..shall jus blog abt e main pts..cz gotta go out soon..
aw yah..went bac to ahs n play..n played like shit..literally shit..was put down by male coach like nobody's business..n jus as sh has said..i m becoming less receptive..n i tink its v true as i tink bac..haha i tink that's wad had changed after undergoing all those scoldings in VJ ba..like rong say..u will get immune and used to coach's scoldings de..haha maybe its so immune that i practically shut everything off n can't stand scoldings..but..haha i shall start to listen to all these valuable scoldings again..esp my male and female coach de..=)..
yeah..going bac to ahs to play again nxt sat..shall rmb wad male coach told mi ytr n try to improve on it so that at least by nxt sat he wun be so angry =p..n of cz for my own gd..haha as for myself..i realli gotta improve..haha "its not that i like to win..its jus that i hate to lose"..haha..yup..so lets jia u ba! chong xin kai shi ! chong xin nu li de lian qiu ! chong xin kuai le de xiang shou lian qiu de le qu !..
haha shi de..i wanna chong xin kai shi..same for my life..this had been a total screwed up yr ! shall not screw futhur more =P..haha hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.restart.][
][.on a journey to find my old self.][
Thursday, November 02, 2006
][.i am a fortunate kid.][
][.i am a fortunate kid.][
a simple msg that touches my heart n warms my day..
when things go wrong..
all i tink of is that few special angels..
had a screwed day with OP..
but wads over is over..
shall be positive n cont to haf faith jus as wad U told mi..=)
no matter how ugly the world may seem to be..
i dun care..
or rather can't care anymore..
its too much..
so all i can say is..
thanks for being there..
that special few..=)
U told mi u r fortunate..
so am i =)..
love u all so..
][.FEarless.][
][.isolation.][
a simple msg that touches my heart n warms my day..
when things go wrong..
all i tink of is that few special angels..
had a screwed day with OP..
but wads over is over..
shall be positive n cont to haf faith jus as wad U told mi..=)
no matter how ugly the world may seem to be..
i dun care..
or rather can't care anymore..
its too much..
so all i can say is..
thanks for being there..
that special few..=)
U told mi u r fortunate..
so am i =)..
love u all so..
][.FEarless.][
][.isolation.][
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
][.more than words.][
][.more than words.][
things seem to take a change of direction..finally..haha maybe its jus me..but yeah..kinda of glad that things are going back to wad it used to be..
tml will be nov le..i shall make a change to my life n enjoy e last 2 mths of yr 2006..=)..
haha yup..n i m a lucky fellow who nv knew how lucky i ever was =p..
hao la..thats all i can say now..cz..its more than words..
and jus as i say..there are things to be happy in life =)..
ytr sumthing happened..
n it set mi thinking..
sumthing impt seems to be gone..
does that snap symbolises sumthing?
maybe i m jus thinking too much..
maybe its time i learn to let go bit by bit..
so that it wun hurt that much when nxt yr cums..
but no worries..
sumthings that matter to mi wun change..
it still means a lot..
n it always will..=)
][.FEarless.][
][.outshine.][
things seem to take a change of direction..finally..haha maybe its jus me..but yeah..kinda of glad that things are going back to wad it used to be..
tml will be nov le..i shall make a change to my life n enjoy e last 2 mths of yr 2006..=)..
haha yup..n i m a lucky fellow who nv knew how lucky i ever was =p..
hao la..thats all i can say now..cz..its more than words..
and jus as i say..there are things to be happy in life =)..
ytr sumthing happened..
n it set mi thinking..
sumthing impt seems to be gone..
does that snap symbolises sumthing?
maybe i m jus thinking too much..
maybe its time i learn to let go bit by bit..
so that it wun hurt that much when nxt yr cums..
but no worries..
sumthings that matter to mi wun change..
it still means a lot..
n it always will..=)
][.FEarless.][
][.outshine.][
Monday, October 30, 2006
][.if only i can leave.][
][.if only i can leave.][
hey bloggy..sorry for not updating u..since 17th till today..i haf been wanting to tell u so much..tell u wads going on with my life..but i m jus too tired to do it..
aw..17th was my 17th bday..n yup..mus thank a few grps of ppl who made my day..
-> mama jan,mamamatong, sh, tricia,jo,shu hua,mel
-> floating gang
->vj bball gals
->forever5..
yup..had pleasant n unplesant memories on that day itself n i found out that e most meaningful gift is non other than the cards..its wad i treasure e most..
aw..sorry that i can't go on elaborating..life has been in a mess since 17th till today..n its still in a mess thou it seems that e sea is beginning to become calm and all once again..but e heart isn't feeling any gd..everything jus suxz..
if only i can leave..
i will..
to a place only i noe..
n start my life all over again..
2006 has been a bad yr..
n oct which was supposed to be a gd mth..
has been dark..
maybe its jus becoz of my stubborness..
but ya..
things jus can't be undone..
wads done is done..
all i can do now is..
slowly forget every single unhappy memories between us..
on the other hand..
to another special one..
maybe its time i learn to be independent and stop leaning on u as much as i wish i could..
hao la..end here le every1 ! take gd care ! byee..hafing a bad headache now..shugs..but ya..jus gotta say..thou so many unhappy things happened..dere are still happy memories ! thats wad i always believe..life isn't all that smooth..but things will be ok in e end =)..
][.FEarless.][
][.i will.][
][.learn to be independent n strong.][
hey bloggy..sorry for not updating u..since 17th till today..i haf been wanting to tell u so much..tell u wads going on with my life..but i m jus too tired to do it..
aw..17th was my 17th bday..n yup..mus thank a few grps of ppl who made my day..
-> mama jan,mamamatong, sh, tricia,jo,shu hua,mel
-> floating gang
->vj bball gals
->forever5..
yup..had pleasant n unplesant memories on that day itself n i found out that e most meaningful gift is non other than the cards..its wad i treasure e most..
aw..sorry that i can't go on elaborating..life has been in a mess since 17th till today..n its still in a mess thou it seems that e sea is beginning to become calm and all once again..but e heart isn't feeling any gd..everything jus suxz..
if only i can leave..
i will..
to a place only i noe..
n start my life all over again..
2006 has been a bad yr..
n oct which was supposed to be a gd mth..
has been dark..
maybe its jus becoz of my stubborness..
but ya..
things jus can't be undone..
wads done is done..
all i can do now is..
slowly forget every single unhappy memories between us..
on the other hand..
to another special one..
maybe its time i learn to be independent and stop leaning on u as much as i wish i could..
hao la..end here le every1 ! take gd care ! byee..hafing a bad headache now..shugs..but ya..jus gotta say..thou so many unhappy things happened..dere are still happy memories ! thats wad i always believe..life isn't all that smooth..but things will be ok in e end =)..
][.FEarless.][
][.i will.][
][.learn to be independent n strong.][
][.if only i can leave.][
][.if only i can leave.][
hey bloggy..sorry that i hasn't been updating u as much as i wish i could..cz..too many things have been happening since my bday till now..which is why my last post was on the 16th..17th was my 17th bday..it wasn't an exactly great day..but still thanks to many for making my day..eg.
1st- mama jan, mamamatong, sh, tricia, jo, shu hua. mel..haha for e ice cream cake n card..
2nd- floating gang..
3rd- forever5..
haha n yah..all i can recall is..i feel that e most meaningful gift that one can ever receive is e bday cards which had melted my heart..yup..
18th till now has been a v dark period..quarrels out of no reasons which is not resolved up till now due to my stubborness n refusal to turn back..shitty results that i haf to face..wad else..its jus been such a shitty period..n i m v sorry to 2 grps of ppl in particular..forever5 and floating gang..becoz of us..or rather mi..e 6 0f u..3 frm each side has been so tire out..that sum even fell sick becoz of us..i m realli sorry..
actually there's lots of things that i realli can't understand..u told mi to forget everything n jus be bac friends as we were on the 16th..but its realli hard for mi..how do u expect sum1 to forget sumthing after its been done..e hurt inflicted jus can't be undone..same for mi n you..e hurt that u inflicted on mi..n e hurt that i inflicted on u..its not jus words and talks that can resolve everything..if i m nt wrong..ur current nick says..culd u stop torturing mi anymore?..haha i dunno wad to say..all i can say is..if wad happened on the 18th din happen..we will still be wad we used to be..maybe its my pride..maybe its my stubborness..maybe its my heart..maybe its my mind..i dunno wads it that is keeping mi frm turning back completely..but yup..i m realli sorry to all..all i can say is..let time do the job..i m sure that it will be able to..=)
n yup..i m jus such a disappointment as according to a few that i care..sorry for being a disappointment to u..but yup..that's jus mi..i will try to change..but sumtimes its jus best not hafing any expectations isn't it ? =)
hao la..end here le..gotta go bac to pw..n like i always say..there's of cz happy things that happened in e mist of all these unhappiness..but yup..shall blog em in my nxt entry tgt with all my happy thoughts..meanwhile take gd care every1! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.tears.][
hey bloggy..sorry that i hasn't been updating u as much as i wish i could..cz..too many things have been happening since my bday till now..which is why my last post was on the 16th..17th was my 17th bday..it wasn't an exactly great day..but still thanks to many for making my day..eg.
1st- mama jan, mamamatong, sh, tricia, jo, shu hua. mel..haha for e ice cream cake n card..
2nd- floating gang..
3rd- forever5..
haha n yah..all i can recall is..i feel that e most meaningful gift that one can ever receive is e bday cards which had melted my heart..yup..
18th till now has been a v dark period..quarrels out of no reasons which is not resolved up till now due to my stubborness n refusal to turn back..shitty results that i haf to face..wad else..its jus been such a shitty period..n i m v sorry to 2 grps of ppl in particular..forever5 and floating gang..becoz of us..or rather mi..e 6 0f u..3 frm each side has been so tire out..that sum even fell sick becoz of us..i m realli sorry..
actually there's lots of things that i realli can't understand..u told mi to forget everything n jus be bac friends as we were on the 16th..but its realli hard for mi..how do u expect sum1 to forget sumthing after its been done..e hurt inflicted jus can't be undone..same for mi n you..e hurt that u inflicted on mi..n e hurt that i inflicted on u..its not jus words and talks that can resolve everything..if i m nt wrong..ur current nick says..culd u stop torturing mi anymore?..haha i dunno wad to say..all i can say is..if wad happened on the 18th din happen..we will still be wad we used to be..maybe its my pride..maybe its my stubborness..maybe its my heart..maybe its my mind..i dunno wads it that is keeping mi frm turning back completely..but yup..i m realli sorry to all..all i can say is..let time do the job..i m sure that it will be able to..=)
n yup..i m jus such a disappointment as according to a few that i care..sorry for being a disappointment to u..but yup..that's jus mi..i will try to change..but sumtimes its jus best not hafing any expectations isn't it ? =)
hao la..end here le..gotta go bac to pw..n like i always say..there's of cz happy things that happened in e mist of all these unhappiness..but yup..shall blog em in my nxt entry tgt with all my happy thoughts..meanwhile take gd care every1! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.tears.][
][.if only i can leave.][
][.if only i can leave.][
hey bloggy..sorry that i hasn't been updating u as much as i wish i could..cz..too many things have been happening since my bday till now..which is why my last post was on the 16th..17th was my 17th bday..it wasn't an exactly great day..but still thanks to many for making my day..eg.
1st- mama jan, mamamatong, sh, tricia, jo, shu hua. mel..haha for e ice cream cake n card..
2nd- floating gang..
3rd- forever5..
haha n yah..all i can recall is..i feel that e most meaningful gift that one can ever receive is e bday cards which had melted my heart..yup..
18th till now has been a v dark period..quarrels out of no reasons which is not resolved up till now due to my stubborness n refusal to turn back..shitty results that i haf to face..wad else..its jus been such a shitty period..n i m v sorry to 2 grps of ppl in particular..forever5 and floating gang..becoz of us..or rather mi..e 6 0f u..3 frm each side has been so tire out..that sum even fell sick becoz of us..i m realli sorry..
actually there's lots of things that i realli can't understand..u told mi to forget everything n jus be bac friends as we were on the 16th..but its realli hard for mi..how do u expect sum1 to forget sumthing after its been done..e hurt inflicted jus can't be undone..same for mi n you..e hurt that u inflicted on mi..n e hurt that i inflicted on u..its not jus words and talks that can resolve everything..if i m nt wrong..ur current nick says..culd u stop torturing mi anymore?..haha i dunno wad to say..all i can say is..if wad happened on the 18th din happen..we will still be wad we used to be..maybe its my pride..maybe its my stubborness..maybe its my heart..maybe its my mind..i dunno wads it that is keeping mi frm turning back completely..but yup..i m realli sorry to all..all i can say is..let time do the job..i m sure that it will be able to..=)
n yup..i m jus such a disappointment as according to a few that i care..sorry for being a disappointment to u..but yup..that's jus mi..i will try to change..but sumtimes its jus best not hafing any expectations isn't it ? =)
hao la..end here le..gotta go bac to pw..n like i always say..there's of cz happy things that happened in e mist of all these unhappiness..but yup..shall blog em in my nxt entry tgt with all my happy thoughts..meanwhile take gd care every1! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.tears.][
hey bloggy..sorry that i hasn't been updating u as much as i wish i could..cz..too many things have been happening since my bday till now..which is why my last post was on the 16th..17th was my 17th bday..it wasn't an exactly great day..but still thanks to many for making my day..eg.
1st- mama jan, mamamatong, sh, tricia, jo, shu hua. mel..haha for e ice cream cake n card..
2nd- floating gang..
3rd- forever5..
haha n yah..all i can recall is..i feel that e most meaningful gift that one can ever receive is e bday cards which had melted my heart..yup..
18th till now has been a v dark period..quarrels out of no reasons which is not resolved up till now due to my stubborness n refusal to turn back..shitty results that i haf to face..wad else..its jus been such a shitty period..n i m v sorry to 2 grps of ppl in particular..forever5 and floating gang..becoz of us..or rather mi..e 6 0f u..3 frm each side has been so tire out..that sum even fell sick becoz of us..i m realli sorry..
actually there's lots of things that i realli can't understand..u told mi to forget everything n jus be bac friends as we were on the 16th..but its realli hard for mi..how do u expect sum1 to forget sumthing after its been done..e hurt inflicted jus can't be undone..same for mi n you..e hurt that u inflicted on mi..n e hurt that i inflicted on u..its not jus words and talks that can resolve everything..if i m nt wrong..ur current nick says..culd u stop torturing mi anymore?..haha i dunno wad to say..all i can say is..if wad happened on the 18th din happen..we will still be wad we used to be..maybe its my pride..maybe its my stubborness..maybe its my heart..maybe its my mind..i dunno wads it that is keeping mi frm turning back completely..but yup..i m realli sorry to all..all i can say is..let time do the job..i m sure that it will be able to..=)
n yup..i m jus such a disappointment as according to a few that i care..sorry for being a disappointment to u..but yup..that's jus mi..i will try to change..but sumtimes its jus best not hafing any expectations isn't it ? =)
hao la..end here le..gotta go bac to pw..n like i always say..there's of cz happy things that happened in e mist of all these unhappiness..but yup..shall blog em in my nxt entry tgt with all my happy thoughts..meanwhile take gd care every1! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.tears.][
Monday, October 16, 2006
][.ye zi de li qu jiu jing shi feng de zhui qiu hai shi shu de bu wan liu?.][
][.ye zi de li qu jiu jing shi feng de zhui qiu hai shi shu de bu wan liu?.][
haha i haf always been asking myself this qn every now and then since e day i heard this frm music diary..it means e departure of the leaves from e tree is becoz of the pursue by the wind or becoz e tree jus refuse to hold on to it ? ..i realli miss e days where i can listen to music diary..now there's no more music diary..or maybe is jus that i miss it..haiz..i miss e days..
i knew it..i knew i m so gonna haf sunday blues..cz tml is monday..n i guess we r gonna get bac e results le ba..n it jus suxz..haiz..today suxz too..woke up early in e morning at 7am..cz pw grp supposed to cum at 9am..but in end..haiz..den its pw e day away..den rushed to watch match..in btw i gotta pissed over things that i also dunno why i m pissed at..maybe its with myself..yup..haha
ok..so ya..jus ain't feeling gd abt anything..n den..haha yah..knee hurting for no reasons now..din even exercise today..but..shugs..haiz..still waiting to print pw =)..jia u ba da jia..
haf sum kind of a hunch that there will be sumthing..but i jus walked past it..n din turned bac..cz i always believed that wadever is meant to be will be..thou deep in my heart i was praying that it will happen but it din in e end..n i expected it..i expected that it wun..n maybe..in e 1st place..i was tinking too much..haha yah..i m a passive person without courage..thats at least wad i feel ba..dere's lots of things that i wun fight for..n onli live in regrets..wad a coward isn't it ?? hate myself for that too..i realli do..maybe i shuld change..i will try..
n yah..blues..i love blue but not blues..psycho myself to smile..but haha e smiles that are forced are realli sucky..n when u jus can't do it..u jus can't..so no pt..hee another theory..dun force yaself to do wad u can't..haha n yah..i discovered one more thing today..when u r down..those that u hope to haf by ya side..jus sitting by u..lending u a shoulder..ain't e ones beside u..but i m still thankful for those by my side..i realli appreciate u all..yup =)
hao la..end here le..so many theories learnt in a nite..woohoo..shall go nap while waiting for tricia's call..byee..take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.i hoped u was e one by my side.][
][.but u ain't dere.][
][.n thats when i decided to let go.][
][.i shall be independent.][
][.but u appeared jus as i was abt to give up.][
haha i haf always been asking myself this qn every now and then since e day i heard this frm music diary..it means e departure of the leaves from e tree is becoz of the pursue by the wind or becoz e tree jus refuse to hold on to it ? ..i realli miss e days where i can listen to music diary..now there's no more music diary..or maybe is jus that i miss it..haiz..i miss e days..
i knew it..i knew i m so gonna haf sunday blues..cz tml is monday..n i guess we r gonna get bac e results le ba..n it jus suxz..haiz..today suxz too..woke up early in e morning at 7am..cz pw grp supposed to cum at 9am..but in end..haiz..den its pw e day away..den rushed to watch match..in btw i gotta pissed over things that i also dunno why i m pissed at..maybe its with myself..yup..haha
ok..so ya..jus ain't feeling gd abt anything..n den..haha yah..knee hurting for no reasons now..din even exercise today..but..shugs..haiz..still waiting to print pw =)..jia u ba da jia..
haf sum kind of a hunch that there will be sumthing..but i jus walked past it..n din turned bac..cz i always believed that wadever is meant to be will be..thou deep in my heart i was praying that it will happen but it din in e end..n i expected it..i expected that it wun..n maybe..in e 1st place..i was tinking too much..haha yah..i m a passive person without courage..thats at least wad i feel ba..dere's lots of things that i wun fight for..n onli live in regrets..wad a coward isn't it ?? hate myself for that too..i realli do..maybe i shuld change..i will try..
n yah..blues..i love blue but not blues..psycho myself to smile..but haha e smiles that are forced are realli sucky..n when u jus can't do it..u jus can't..so no pt..hee another theory..dun force yaself to do wad u can't..haha n yah..i discovered one more thing today..when u r down..those that u hope to haf by ya side..jus sitting by u..lending u a shoulder..ain't e ones beside u..but i m still thankful for those by my side..i realli appreciate u all..yup =)
hao la..end here le..so many theories learnt in a nite..woohoo..shall go nap while waiting for tricia's call..byee..take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.i hoped u was e one by my side.][
][.but u ain't dere.][
][.n thats when i decided to let go.][
][.i shall be independent.][
][.but u appeared jus as i was abt to give up.][
Friday, October 13, 2006
][.friday the 13th.][
][.friday the 13th.][
heyo bloggy..haha ps that i hasn't realli been blogging..hmm today is fri the 13th wow..black fri..haha mine is ok la..cz went to sch n came hm n had a great slp from 2plus all e way till 6plus..had a bad stomache thou..
hmm haha no black fri..but daddy gotta his black thurs n we in turn gotta too..that piggy daddy gotta into an accident again..haiyo..was at changi with the airplanes right abv my head..den mummy called..but lucky he was not realli seriously injured la..but got hitted at e old injuries again..i was scolding that guy while on my way there..can't help it..i m sorry la..haha den reached dere le..that guy apologised..den i learnt sumthing..what's done cannot be undone..a thousand apologises is useless..=P..so do drive carefully yeah every1 out dere !!!
hmm ok..lets recap on my wk..went to princess n watched my 1st movie at princess and watched 2 in a row..haha thanks la moi..dragged her to watch e 2nd movie with mi to minus e waiting time..haha so we watched little man and the banquet..n hmm haha e 2nd movie jus isn't e type for mi..n went cycling at ecp that nite..yeah man..went to bedok jetty..had been longing to go dere..e last time i was dere was with zhu tous..we gotcha e sunset..n this time round..gotcha e nite view..haha n learnt sum moon and its gravitional force thingy that affects e wave..haha a lesson by sum proclaimed tian cai =P..haha
hmm wad else ne..nothing much ba..had trngs..gym..running..n my quads is hurting..haha yup..thats abt all..wanna nxt wk to cum n yet i dun wanna it to cum..i dun wanna get back my results..i tink i will be in a damm sian mode on sun ba..haha..
hao la..n yah..i haf been listening to one song..its Bu Zai Hu You Mei You Yi Hou by Energy..haha i realli like that song..but e irony is..Wo Hen Zai Hu You Mei You Yi Hou..so..haha yah..hen duo shi qing wo dou..haha hao la..end here le..take gd care ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.i dun wanna feel e way that i feel.][
][.i jus wanna be right here for u.][
heyo bloggy..haha ps that i hasn't realli been blogging..hmm today is fri the 13th wow..black fri..haha mine is ok la..cz went to sch n came hm n had a great slp from 2plus all e way till 6plus..had a bad stomache thou..
hmm haha no black fri..but daddy gotta his black thurs n we in turn gotta too..that piggy daddy gotta into an accident again..haiyo..was at changi with the airplanes right abv my head..den mummy called..but lucky he was not realli seriously injured la..but got hitted at e old injuries again..i was scolding that guy while on my way there..can't help it..i m sorry la..haha den reached dere le..that guy apologised..den i learnt sumthing..what's done cannot be undone..a thousand apologises is useless..=P..so do drive carefully yeah every1 out dere !!!
hmm ok..lets recap on my wk..went to princess n watched my 1st movie at princess and watched 2 in a row..haha thanks la moi..dragged her to watch e 2nd movie with mi to minus e waiting time..haha so we watched little man and the banquet..n hmm haha e 2nd movie jus isn't e type for mi..n went cycling at ecp that nite..yeah man..went to bedok jetty..had been longing to go dere..e last time i was dere was with zhu tous..we gotcha e sunset..n this time round..gotcha e nite view..haha n learnt sum moon and its gravitional force thingy that affects e wave..haha a lesson by sum proclaimed tian cai =P..haha
hmm wad else ne..nothing much ba..had trngs..gym..running..n my quads is hurting..haha yup..thats abt all..wanna nxt wk to cum n yet i dun wanna it to cum..i dun wanna get back my results..i tink i will be in a damm sian mode on sun ba..haha..
hao la..n yah..i haf been listening to one song..its Bu Zai Hu You Mei You Yi Hou by Energy..haha i realli like that song..but e irony is..Wo Hen Zai Hu You Mei You Yi Hou..so..haha yah..hen duo shi qing wo dou..haha hao la..end here le..take gd care ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.i dun wanna feel e way that i feel.][
][.i jus wanna be right here for u.][
Monday, October 09, 2006
][.cuore confuso.][
][.cuore confuso.][
jus reached hm from trng..o mian..damm tired..feel like sleeping le la..but can't gotta go out for pw soon..agrh!..but bo bian la..nobody wans this too isn't it =P..
hmm lots of things running thur my mind nowadays..now that promos are over..i haf all e time in e world to think abt lots of things..n sumtimes i jus hope that these thoughts will cum to a stop..haiz..but i jus could not stop it..can't stop myself thou i wanna..
dunno if u ever encounter this..but..
why is it that we mus pretend as thou we dun bother n dun care abt sumthings when deep in our heart it actually matters a lot..so much so much..
why is it so??..
is it becoz we lack e courage to face it..
i guess thats e case for mi ba..
courage..
sumthing that i dun haf..=
haha hao la..dun bother abt mi..jus being crappy..hao la..end here le..shall go n catch a 10mins nap be4 i go out..take gd care every1 !..shall blog again when i haf e gan jue ba..tc..byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.devo dimenticare ciò sentendo.][
jus reached hm from trng..o mian..damm tired..feel like sleeping le la..but can't gotta go out for pw soon..agrh!..but bo bian la..nobody wans this too isn't it =P..
hmm lots of things running thur my mind nowadays..now that promos are over..i haf all e time in e world to think abt lots of things..n sumtimes i jus hope that these thoughts will cum to a stop..haiz..but i jus could not stop it..can't stop myself thou i wanna..
dunno if u ever encounter this..but..
why is it that we mus pretend as thou we dun bother n dun care abt sumthings when deep in our heart it actually matters a lot..so much so much..
why is it so??..
is it becoz we lack e courage to face it..
i guess thats e case for mi ba..
courage..
sumthing that i dun haf..=
haha hao la..dun bother abt mi..jus being crappy..hao la..end here le..shall go n catch a 10mins nap be4 i go out..take gd care every1 !..shall blog again when i haf e gan jue ba..tc..byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.devo dimenticare ciò sentendo.][
Saturday, October 07, 2006
][.i m a bad shooter.][
][.i m a bad shooter.][
hey bloggy..i dunno why i m here again..haha sumtimes sumthings..u jus nv noe why..
jus like u nv noe why u feel so comfortable when u r ard wif sum friends..
jus like u nv noe why u will dial a certain no. when u r down..
jus like u nv noe why tears roll down ya face when u tink of sumthings..
jus like u nv noe why u will lol to ya hp when u received a msg frm sum1..
jus like u nv noe why u will unknowingly do sumthings for sum special peeps..
haha there's jus so many times so many things that u nv noe why..haha maybe thats life ba..
i m thankful for mine..thanks for all those ard mi..thanks lots..
haha end here le..take gd care every1 !..
ps.i realli long for my silver compass santa papa..n nice bottles to bottle up my memories..=)
][.FEarless.][
][.smilez.][
hey bloggy..i dunno why i m here again..haha sumtimes sumthings..u jus nv noe why..
jus like u nv noe why u feel so comfortable when u r ard wif sum friends..
jus like u nv noe why u will dial a certain no. when u r down..
jus like u nv noe why tears roll down ya face when u tink of sumthings..
jus like u nv noe why u will lol to ya hp when u received a msg frm sum1..
jus like u nv noe why u will unknowingly do sumthings for sum special peeps..
haha there's jus so many times so many things that u nv noe why..haha maybe thats life ba..
i m thankful for mine..thanks for all those ard mi..thanks lots..
haha end here le..take gd care every1 !..
ps.i realli long for my silver compass santa papa..n nice bottles to bottle up my memories..=)
][.FEarless.][
][.smilez.][
Thursday, October 05, 2006
][.Pid-Kon-Laaw.][
][.Pid-Kon-Laaw.][
hey bloggy..another random day that i couldn't think of a nice title..so jus do with this yeah..its a song that i m listening to now..its by dragon5..haha how random huh..slacked my day away..feeling that sucky over my maths..it jus suxz..haiz..damm disappointed..
ooo aw haiz..suan le..now i m listening to Yahk-dee-kwa-nee..haha meaning wei ni gai bian yi qie..n yah aw e blog title de meaning is (bu yao dui wo tai hao)..haha nbm..all quite nice..haha bought this cd when they were having sales la..lalala..
alright..jus feeling a sense of lost with promos over n noeing that i m over n so dead..haha ahhh!! *STOP*
ok..shall stop toking abt studies..lets think back on my life..haha how agrh has e past few wks been..its w mi man..quarrels which used to be sumthing so alien is happening to mi so often nowadays..sumtimes i noe its my fault..but that stubborn mi jus refuse to giv in..maybe e closer u get..e more u wun give in ba..at least thats for mi..
haha ok..i m not thinking straight..ignore mi !..haha shall end here n go watch sum vcds..take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.zxusi.][
hey bloggy..another random day that i couldn't think of a nice title..so jus do with this yeah..its a song that i m listening to now..its by dragon5..haha how random huh..slacked my day away..feeling that sucky over my maths..it jus suxz..haiz..damm disappointed..
ooo aw haiz..suan le..now i m listening to Yahk-dee-kwa-nee..haha meaning wei ni gai bian yi qie..n yah aw e blog title de meaning is (bu yao dui wo tai hao)..haha nbm..all quite nice..haha bought this cd when they were having sales la..lalala..
alright..jus feeling a sense of lost with promos over n noeing that i m over n so dead..haha ahhh!! *STOP*
ok..shall stop toking abt studies..lets think back on my life..haha how agrh has e past few wks been..its w mi man..quarrels which used to be sumthing so alien is happening to mi so often nowadays..sumtimes i noe its my fault..but that stubborn mi jus refuse to giv in..maybe e closer u get..e more u wun give in ba..at least thats for mi..
haha ok..i m not thinking straight..ignore mi !..haha shall end here n go watch sum vcds..take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.zxusi.][
Saturday, September 30, 2006
][.special ppl.][
][.special ppl.][
heyo bloggy..another wasted day..but shall nt look back n regret anymore..jus wanna blog sumthing down 1st..
They remember :
all the things they did together..
all the mistakes they made..
all the fun they had =)
no matter how much their lives might change..
their friendship remains e same..
i know that throughout my life..
wherever i am..
i will always treasure our friendship..
haha yup..that msg abv is dedicated to all my friends out dere..u noe who u r..haha 1st saw this msg on a card..haha woohoo..was so true..at least that was how i felt la..haha..den was listen to vitamin c de graduation today..haha n sum stupid woman say she might sing it to mi nxt yr..wahaha thanks ah..but better dun la..later all e glass in e world piang..haha
aw i kinda of like e lyrics..so here it goes..
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
1 - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
Repeat 1
La, la, la, la…
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la…
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this townI keep,
I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
Repeat 1 (3x)
haha yeah..so thats e lyircs..realli v nice..haha hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 ! n jia u ba..=))
ps.thanks mamajan =P
][.FEarless.][
][.weird feeling.][
heyo bloggy..another wasted day..but shall nt look back n regret anymore..jus wanna blog sumthing down 1st..
They remember :
all the things they did together..
all the mistakes they made..
all the fun they had =)
no matter how much their lives might change..
their friendship remains e same..
i know that throughout my life..
wherever i am..
i will always treasure our friendship..
haha yup..that msg abv is dedicated to all my friends out dere..u noe who u r..haha 1st saw this msg on a card..haha woohoo..was so true..at least that was how i felt la..haha..den was listen to vitamin c de graduation today..haha n sum stupid woman say she might sing it to mi nxt yr..wahaha thanks ah..but better dun la..later all e glass in e world piang..haha
aw i kinda of like e lyrics..so here it goes..
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
1 - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
Repeat 1
La, la, la, la…
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la…
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this townI keep,
I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
Repeat 1 (3x)
haha yeah..so thats e lyircs..realli v nice..haha hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 ! n jia u ba..=))
ps.thanks mamajan =P
][.FEarless.][
][.weird feeling.][
Friday, September 29, 2006
][.tired mind.][
][.tired mind.][
heyo bloggy..jus woke up..haha i m so dead..today is fri le n i haf done nth for my promos revision yet..wanted to mug hard ytr but ended up wif a tight chest pain which linked to e stomache which almost caused my life..curled up at e bk chair n table in e middle of e nite n jus felt like dying..freaking pain that i was too tired to say anything..
n o yah..eccentric gui gotta a partner le ! hee i haven name it..cz its frm my ou xiang =)..haha so mus name it nice nice de..haha hafing my dinner now..shall go n start my econs soon..my hist n maths is like so dead..not that my lit isn't..its jus that i decided to study e day be4..n econs seems much managable than hist n maths..sianz..
haha hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 ! byee..
sumtimes
sumthings
jus make mi feel like nt caring anymore..
][.FEarless.][
][.zhen xi.][
heyo bloggy..jus woke up..haha i m so dead..today is fri le n i haf done nth for my promos revision yet..wanted to mug hard ytr but ended up wif a tight chest pain which linked to e stomache which almost caused my life..curled up at e bk chair n table in e middle of e nite n jus felt like dying..freaking pain that i was too tired to say anything..
n o yah..eccentric gui gotta a partner le ! hee i haven name it..cz its frm my ou xiang =)..haha so mus name it nice nice de..haha hafing my dinner now..shall go n start my econs soon..my hist n maths is like so dead..not that my lit isn't..its jus that i decided to study e day be4..n econs seems much managable than hist n maths..sianz..
haha hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 ! byee..
sumtimes
sumthings
jus make mi feel like nt caring anymore..
][.FEarless.][
][.zhen xi.][
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
][.cool.][
][.cool.][
haha..another random blog title again..nth much..had my gp n i m so damm freakingly screwed it..dunno how to say also..is that kind that u will feel ok abt it..den e nxt moment..u will tink abt it n feel so damm sianz abt it..aw thanks matong =p..
alrite..that shall be e last time i get all down n blue over it..gotta move on !!..hmm ok..finally went to get bac my sony ericsson fone..haha wow..felt like strangers wif it la..maybe too long nv see it le..haha but i guess i will soon be able to use it jus like be4 ba..isn't it jus like friends..u will feel a bit weird n awkward after not meeting each other for a long time..but jus giv each other a few moments n it will soon be all familiar n more isn't it..haha lalala i m crapping..woohoo been quite long since i crap le ba..=P..i mean crap in this sense..
haha can promos jus quickie be over..i jus wanna get out from this..i dun deny..i m feeling e stress..its sucky..n yah..haf u ever thought of getting into an accident n more jus to find out who is e one that realli cares for u?..i dun deny i haf..but at e same time..i tink its so stupid of mi..haha i mean..yah..life is valuable isn't it =] so cherish it yeah! haha n yah..ignore mi..i tink i had that kinda of thoughts is becoz watch too much drama serials le ba =P haha..n yah..if u ever tink that no1 cares abt u..rmb i do huh =)
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 n any1 !..dun tink u r not impt..cz every1 is special n u r impt ! =]
][.FEarless.][
][.cherish.so easily said.but is it done.][
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
][.i always look back as i walk away.][
][.i always look back as i walk away.][
haha jus being random..
think thats nice..yup..
been on a swing nowadays..
sorry to those ard me that suffered from it..
psps..
hao la..tml is gp..
i m so dead..
gd luck to all..
n most of all i nd it too =P..
haha
take gd care too !
byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.=).][
haha jus being random..
think thats nice..yup..
been on a swing nowadays..
sorry to those ard me that suffered from it..
psps..
hao la..tml is gp..
i m so dead..
gd luck to all..
n most of all i nd it too =P..
haha
take gd care too !
byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.=).][
Monday, September 25, 2006
][.if u culd c e tears in my eyes.][
][.if u culd c e tears in my eyes.][
felt so useless as i turned my back n walked away..
took 2 slow steps forward n tears rolled down unknowingly..
it isn't ya fault..
its wif myself..
felt so useless that i can't do anything for u as a friend..
maybe i m too sensitive..
but i jus feel that sumthing is not rite..
is it becoz of my bullying..
if it is..
i m realli sorry n i promise to try my best nt to anymore..
sat quietly thur out e journey not knowing wad to say..
not knowing wad to do..
if sumthing is wrong..
n i ain't e friend (if u regard mi as 1) that u wanna share e prob n burden wif..
pls make sure that u ain't alone..
i noe u wun..
i hope u wun..
let sum1 share e burden wif u..
e load is always easier wif 2 than 1..
hope u will be fine..
worried..
sorry..
take gd care..
][.FEarless.][
][.pls be ok.][
felt so useless as i turned my back n walked away..
took 2 slow steps forward n tears rolled down unknowingly..
it isn't ya fault..
its wif myself..
felt so useless that i can't do anything for u as a friend..
maybe i m too sensitive..
but i jus feel that sumthing is not rite..
is it becoz of my bullying..
if it is..
i m realli sorry n i promise to try my best nt to anymore..
sat quietly thur out e journey not knowing wad to say..
not knowing wad to do..
if sumthing is wrong..
n i ain't e friend (if u regard mi as 1) that u wanna share e prob n burden wif..
pls make sure that u ain't alone..
i noe u wun..
i hope u wun..
let sum1 share e burden wif u..
e load is always easier wif 2 than 1..
hope u will be fine..
worried..
sorry..
take gd care..
][.FEarless.][
][.pls be ok.][
Saturday, September 23, 2006
][.angels.][
ANGELS EXIST but some times, since they don't all have wings, we call them FRIENDS.
haha yup..waiting for my bro's bday party to start now..n be4 it even start..my gan ma jus say wa u bian fei le =(( haha xin ping ping piang piang le la =P..haha jkjk..aw..feel lots..think of lots..
wad can i say..lots that i wanna say..but..haha summary..
i act as though it dun matter..
i act as though i haf forgotten..
i dun wanna care for u..
but deep in my heart..
sumwhere..
u r e friend that i will nv allow u to walk alone..=)..
things that matter more..
i act as if they dun matter..
][.FEarless.][
][.=).][
haha yup..waiting for my bro's bday party to start now..n be4 it even start..my gan ma jus say wa u bian fei le =(( haha xin ping ping piang piang le la =P..haha jkjk..aw..feel lots..think of lots..
wad can i say..lots that i wanna say..but..haha summary..
i act as though it dun matter..
i act as though i haf forgotten..
i dun wanna care for u..
but deep in my heart..
sumwhere..
u r e friend that i will nv allow u to walk alone..=)..
things that matter more..
i act as if they dun matter..
][.FEarless.][
][.=).][
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
][.shhh.lets enjoy a nite of silence.][
][.shhh.lets enjoy a nite of silence.][
shhh..
silence..
lets enjoy a nite of silence yeah..
walked hm from downtown east..
listened to jay's songs..
tot that there ain't any stars..
but e more i look at e vast sky..
e more i concentrate..
e darker e route became..
e stars started to appear..
so nice..
walked under e starlight..
so nice..so nice..
e wind is so nice too..
decided to go for a jog..
reached hm n went for a jog..
yes..
under e starlights once again..
nothing beats that..
its so nice..
ran at a slightly faster than norm pace..
enjoyed e wind..
its jay's songs again..
how sad can they get..
now i m hm..
haven done any work for today..
shall go bathe n settle down to do some..
shugs..jus rem i got lit essay outlines to do..
o.O..
alright..shall stop here..
n yah aw..switched off my hp tonite..
wanna enjoy a nite of silence..
i mean yah..
jus a nite of silence..
byee bloggy..
take gd care every1!! gotta go bathe n do work le..tctc byee..
ye wan shi ru ci de ning jing..que you bao han dan dan de shang gan..
][.FEarless.][
][.a nite of silence.][
Saturday, September 16, 2006
][.feeling?.][
][.feeling?.][
dunno how to describe how i feel now..
hi bloggy..
i haf been listening to jay's songs..
love 3 of his new songs in particular..
bai se feng che..
tui hou..
xin yu..
they are all so sad..
feel like crying out loud n singing it out loud..
wanna escape from this..
wanna get out of this..
i noe its a process every1 goes thur..
but its still..
haiz..
ok..happy thoughts..shall not feel so blue over all these thou i love blue..o mian..i m hungry AGAIN..yes i m a pIg..
hao la..take gd care every1 ! byee..
in e end..i still can't be independent..
][.FEarless.][
][.if only.][
dunno how to describe how i feel now..
hi bloggy..
i haf been listening to jay's songs..
love 3 of his new songs in particular..
bai se feng che..
tui hou..
xin yu..
they are all so sad..
feel like crying out loud n singing it out loud..
wanna escape from this..
wanna get out of this..
i noe its a process every1 goes thur..
but its still..
haiz..
ok..happy thoughts..shall not feel so blue over all these thou i love blue..o mian..i m hungry AGAIN..yes i m a pIg..
hao la..take gd care every1 ! byee..
in e end..i still can't be independent..
][.FEarless.][
][.if only.][
Thursday, September 14, 2006
][.Care and Concern.love.][
][.Care and Concern.love.][
i had my 1st interaction wif a dog today..
it licked my hand..
=)..
hee..it makes mi feel..
hmm how to say..
everything on earth nd love..
haha i noe this is cliche..
but yah..
love does make e world goes by =)..
i told myself..
e next time i see it..
i will sayang it again =))
i will try to not fear it =))
hee..i m thankful..
thankful for wad i haf..
thankful for my Family..[father n mother i love u..of cz didi too la =P]
thankful for my best of friends..
thankful for every special ppl that had entered my life..
thanks for this beautiful life..
no matter how stressful life can be..
dere's always a reason to smile..
n they are my reason to smile..=))
hao la..shall end here le..aw take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.love makes e world goes by.][
i had my 1st interaction wif a dog today..
it licked my hand..
=)..
hee..it makes mi feel..
hmm how to say..
everything on earth nd love..
haha i noe this is cliche..
but yah..
love does make e world goes by =)..
i told myself..
e next time i see it..
i will sayang it again =))
i will try to not fear it =))
hee..i m thankful..
thankful for wad i haf..
thankful for my Family..[father n mother i love u..of cz didi too la =P]
thankful for my best of friends..
thankful for every special ppl that had entered my life..
thanks for this beautiful life..
no matter how stressful life can be..
dere's always a reason to smile..
n they are my reason to smile..=))
hao la..shall end here le..aw take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.love makes e world goes by.][
][.wuld u jus be here.][
][.wuld u jus be here.][
haf u ever found sum scenerio so familiar..
like sumthing that is happening now had happened be4..
i m feeling that now..
its e period of be4 exams period again..
e stress cuming up etc..
but its diff le ba..
i mean..
sumthings in life onli happen for once..
so do cherish everything yeah..
i guess its time i learn to be independent n stop hoping to haf u as my motivation =)
haha alrite..sorry bloggy..suddenly felt that way..=..haha aw..jia u ba da jia ! jia u for wadever u facing..rmb..tml may not be better..but a better tml is bound to cum..jia u =)
n yah..jay's new album realli v nice..i dunno listen how many times le..n pls dun mistaken..i m not his fan thou=P..haha but e songs r real sad..
hao la..end here le..byee every1! take gd care..n stay happy ! =)
][.FEarless.][
][.time to learn to be independent.][
Sunday, September 10, 2006
][.culd u jus be here for mi.][
][.culd u jus be here for mi.][
such a random bloggy heading for today..haha dunno why i put this too..gotta no specific meaning..jus think its nice..
haha remembered i once saw sum1 dp is e backspace button on the keyboard..wif e caption of gg bac to e past or sumthing like that la..i forget le..haha think its jan de dp ;p haha
ooo thats so random..but nbm..haha listening to lots of songs now..thanks to e suppliers =p..saw a pic jus now..n it seemed so long n far bac although its jus taken during e start of this yr during new yr..haha..
like wad fungi said..this yr realli lots haf happened ba..jc life..new pharse of life..new ppl met..new everything..things then happens so fast..now as i look bac..haha wad can i say...life is all about moving on isn't it ?..
hao la..end here le..tctc every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.time files.][
such a random bloggy heading for today..haha dunno why i put this too..gotta no specific meaning..jus think its nice..
haha remembered i once saw sum1 dp is e backspace button on the keyboard..wif e caption of gg bac to e past or sumthing like that la..i forget le..haha think its jan de dp ;p haha
ooo thats so random..but nbm..haha listening to lots of songs now..thanks to e suppliers =p..saw a pic jus now..n it seemed so long n far bac although its jus taken during e start of this yr during new yr..haha..
like wad fungi said..this yr realli lots haf happened ba..jc life..new pharse of life..new ppl met..new everything..things then happens so fast..now as i look bac..haha wad can i say...life is all about moving on isn't it ?..
hao la..end here le..tctc every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.time files.][
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
][.tears.][
][.tears.][
past 2 nite hasn't been great..
slept wif tears in my eyes..
so tired after crying that i slept unknowingly..
it hurts mi to hear those that matters to me cry..
thats e 1st nite..
it hurts mi to "hear" from u all these after a friendship for 7 yrs..
thats e 2nd nite..
n for both nite..
i held on tight to e fone as i tremble n tries to stop..
shugs..
but e tears jus wun allow mi to do so..
tonite will be another nite..
i hope i wun haf to slp wif tears in my eyes once again..
let mi jus haf a gd nite..
i wanna a bike for my bday..
i realli wanna a bike..
cycled from pasir ris to bedok today..
my longest ever bicycle journey..
thought of quite a lot as i cycled..
all i had was my mp3 blasting..
a friend who tinks she noes mi no more in front of mi..
why is it so..
haf i realli changed so much that u tink u noe mi no more..
i m not offended when u tell mi so..
it jus hurts..
i refused to tok n so do u..
we toked a little finally..
r we back to e norm?..
i dunno..
i jus noe sumthing..
if a friendship ever cum to an end..
it had nv ever started..
hao la..end here le every1..take gd care..byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.peun.][
past 2 nite hasn't been great..
slept wif tears in my eyes..
so tired after crying that i slept unknowingly..
it hurts mi to hear those that matters to me cry..
thats e 1st nite..
it hurts mi to "hear" from u all these after a friendship for 7 yrs..
thats e 2nd nite..
n for both nite..
i held on tight to e fone as i tremble n tries to stop..
shugs..
but e tears jus wun allow mi to do so..
tonite will be another nite..
i hope i wun haf to slp wif tears in my eyes once again..
let mi jus haf a gd nite..
i wanna a bike for my bday..
i realli wanna a bike..
cycled from pasir ris to bedok today..
my longest ever bicycle journey..
thought of quite a lot as i cycled..
all i had was my mp3 blasting..
a friend who tinks she noes mi no more in front of mi..
why is it so..
haf i realli changed so much that u tink u noe mi no more..
i m not offended when u tell mi so..
it jus hurts..
i refused to tok n so do u..
we toked a little finally..
r we back to e norm?..
i dunno..
i jus noe sumthing..
if a friendship ever cum to an end..
it had nv ever started..
hao la..end here le every1..take gd care..byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.peun.][
Saturday, September 02, 2006
][.bus guide.][
haha lalala morning bloggy..jus here to leave u a short msg to remind myself of sumthing as i look bac nxt time..
Bus guide..
haha yeah..thats all..end here le..shall go joggin liao..wish mi e best of luck ba..haha take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.guardian angel.][
Bus guide..
haha yeah..thats all..end here le..shall go joggin liao..wish mi e best of luck ba..haha take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.guardian angel.][
Thursday, August 31, 2006
][.special people.][
][.special people.][
sum ppl are jus so special..
they change ya life jus by being in it..
haha heyo bloggy..jus feel like bloggin all of a sudden again..haha cz i feel so xing fu..yup..fortunate..this 2 days
hasn't been great wif all e pw n hw..but it has been great cz i get to see =="interrupted by PW==
haha see i told u..its pw again..but nbm la..every1 gotta go thur it..so jia u ba da jia !..alrite bac to my bloggin..haha these 2 days been great too cz i gotta meet e few special ppl of my life =p..haha
some panda went to vj to mug wif rong n i almost could nt recognise her cz her eyebags were bad..haha jkjk..mus take care la ! or else i mus nag again le ! haha she's none other than a auntie as well as a letter box =P..aw hope u feeling better! jia u! take care !! mus rest ok ! =)
den gotta meet nu ren at short mary gold today..her wif her choc ice blend which looked like sHiT..haha jkjk..althou din tok much..but still glad to haf met her today..=)
nxt up..haha my 8 yrs companion..haha..its still e same relaxed n comfortable gan jue..haha n yah..rmb wad i blogged sum days ago..glad that everything is bac to norm..maybe thats e magic of true friendship ba..everything will be fine no matter wad happens..haha thanks wen =)
haha see..i gotta meet up wif this few special ppl that i dun get to see everyday..shuldn't i feel xing fu?..haha aw tml teacher's day..gonna get to meet up wif coach after that..haha ahs.b.gals'05..hee yeah..
feel kinda of happy..n oo yah..apart from this 3 that i met ytr n today..of cz still got many special ones la..haha..thanks heaven for bringing em into my life..haha sumtimes i jus find it so amazing when 2 ppl frm complete diff paths meet n walk together towards a beautiful future wif no ends..haha wads e onli ship that wun sink??..friendship..=)
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.nv told u how great it is to haf u all by my side.][
sum ppl are jus so special..
they change ya life jus by being in it..
haha heyo bloggy..jus feel like bloggin all of a sudden again..haha cz i feel so xing fu..yup..fortunate..this 2 days
hasn't been great wif all e pw n hw..but it has been great cz i get to see =="interrupted by PW==haha see i told u..its pw again..but nbm la..every1 gotta go thur it..so jia u ba da jia !..alrite bac to my bloggin..haha these 2 days been great too cz i gotta meet e few special ppl of my life =p..haha
some panda went to vj to mug wif rong n i almost could nt recognise her cz her eyebags were bad..haha jkjk..mus take care la ! or else i mus nag again le ! haha she's none other than a auntie as well as a letter box =P..aw hope u feeling better! jia u! take care !! mus rest ok ! =)
den gotta meet nu ren at short mary gold today..her wif her choc ice blend which looked like sHiT..haha jkjk..althou din tok much..but still glad to haf met her today..=)
nxt up..haha my 8 yrs companion..haha..its still e same relaxed n comfortable gan jue..haha n yah..rmb wad i blogged sum days ago..glad that everything is bac to norm..maybe thats e magic of true friendship ba..everything will be fine no matter wad happens..haha thanks wen =)
haha see..i gotta meet up wif this few special ppl that i dun get to see everyday..shuldn't i feel xing fu?..haha aw tml teacher's day..gonna get to meet up wif coach after that..haha ahs.b.gals'05..hee yeah..
feel kinda of happy..n oo yah..apart from this 3 that i met ytr n today..of cz still got many special ones la..haha..thanks heaven for bringing em into my life..haha sumtimes i jus find it so amazing when 2 ppl frm complete diff paths meet n walk together towards a beautiful future wif no ends..haha wads e onli ship that wun sink??..friendship..=)
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.nv told u how great it is to haf u all by my side.][
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
][.who cares.][
][.who cares.][
haha heyo bloggy..i shuld be doing my pw..but yeah..jus nd a break from it..my head is aching from it le..1st time that i find pw actually so draining n tiring..hope my group mems are doing fine too..jia u to all out dere pia-ing pw ! =)
alright..feel like blogging..so shall blog abt sum random stuffs for e day..
#1 : agrh my hp is siao le..for eg.. it made sum weird noise during maths lect today..n i was so paiseh !! n i realli mean it la..haha ps to karl-la and sh ah =P n e external screen is forever in a black out mode..agrh !! haha..but nbm..shall live wif it..at least for e time being..=)
#2 : played 2 on 2 during trng n denise n vk gotta injured..hope they are feeling better le..=)
haha alrite..forgot wad i wanna blog le..haha aw..o yah..denise said a v nice quote which i wanna blog down "basketball is like photography..once u lose ya focus..u get all e negative!"..so rmb mus focus !
n yah..hao la..jus sum random comments regarding a qn asked today..
many things in life happens for a reason..
everything in life happens for a reason..
however in meeting that special person, that special friend..
who cares about the reason??..
i m jus glad that i met U..=)
haha hao la..thats abt all..hee take gd care every1 ! gotta go back n do my pw le =P..byee..
ps. e pic abv ish Jonathan Bennet !! haha shuai ba =P
][.FEarless.][
][.my guardian angel.][
][.5milez.][
haha heyo bloggy..i shuld be doing my pw..but yeah..jus nd a break from it..my head is aching from it le..1st time that i find pw actually so draining n tiring..hope my group mems are doing fine too..jia u to all out dere pia-ing pw ! =)
alright..feel like blogging..so shall blog abt sum random stuffs for e day..
#1 : agrh my hp is siao le..for eg.. it made sum weird noise during maths lect today..n i was so paiseh !! n i realli mean it la..haha ps to karl-la and sh ah =P n e external screen is forever in a black out mode..agrh !! haha..but nbm..shall live wif it..at least for e time being..=)
#2 : played 2 on 2 during trng n denise n vk gotta injured..hope they are feeling better le..=)
haha alrite..forgot wad i wanna blog le..haha aw..o yah..denise said a v nice quote which i wanna blog down "basketball is like photography..once u lose ya focus..u get all e negative!"..so rmb mus focus !
n yah..hao la..jus sum random comments regarding a qn asked today..
many things in life happens for a reason..
everything in life happens for a reason..
however in meeting that special person, that special friend..
who cares about the reason??..
i m jus glad that i met U..=)
haha hao la..thats abt all..hee take gd care every1 ! gotta go back n do my pw le =P..byee..
ps. e pic abv ish Jonathan Bennet !! haha shuai ba =P
][.FEarless.][
][.my guardian angel.][
][.5milez.][
Saturday, August 26, 2006
][.evisessop.][
][.evisessop.][
there's sumthings hard to describe
there's sumthings that words can't bring across the meaning
there's jus so much things that i wanna tell u guys..
but i can't find e right word to tell it to..
i teared as i toked to u..
i teared this v moment as i tot of that..
but i din wanna let u hear my cry..
cz u dun seems to be e one that i wanna do so..
i hated myself for feeling that way..
i realli hated myself for feeling that way..
u asked mi not to be lame..
i m sorry..
coz i dunno wad got into mi too..
there's jus so much that i wanna tell u n yet i dunno how..
in e end..
i hung up..
cz i could felt your irritation..
i called another one that i trust to seek comfort..
things changed..
maybe..
jus hope that everything will be fine by nxt sat..
all i can say is..
e more sumthings matters to u..
e more u hold on to it..
but i guess its time i learn to let go bit by bit again..
let e kite fly..
ps.Jonathan Bennet is so shuai ! =)
][.FEarless.][
][.its time i learn to let go once again.][
Monday, August 21, 2006
][.random 5weet friendship msgs.][
][.random 5weet friendship msgs.][
# Sometimes you find a friend who makes you laugh until you can't stop..
someone who makes you believe that there realli is good in the world..
someone who convinces you that there is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it..
this is forever friendship..
when you're down and the world seems dark and empty..
your forever friend lifts you up in spirit
and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full..
your forever friend gets you through the hard times..the sad times and the confused times..
if you turn and walk away..
your forever friend follows..
if you lose your way..
your forever friend guides you and cheers you on..
your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be ok..
and if you find such a friend..
you feel happy and complete..
because you need not worry..
you have a forever friend for life..
and forever has no end..-> lauieann kelly #
#a friend is some1 you turn to when you feel you have no place to go..
but a true friend is some1 you stop to when you have a million places to be and yet..
you want to see how they are..
a friend is sum1 who tells u it will be ok..
a true friend is sum1 who stays with you or calls until it is..
a friend is like a day of fine fine weather..
a true friend reminds you that some days the sky can be blue (if it isn't right then)
a friend will meet you at the finish line..
a true friend lights the way..ashley rice#
#friendship begins with meeting sum1 along the path of life..
sun1 you get to know and gradually get to know even better..
you discover what a joy it is to spend your moments with this person..
it's nice the way the good feelings of friendship always remain..
the happiness lasts and the memories you make start to turn into some of your favourite treasures..
friendship is 2 paths converging on e way to e same beautiful view..
friendship is walking the way together..
friendship is opening up to one another..sharing thoughts and feelings in a way that never felt v comfortable be4..
it is a complete trust..
sweetened with a lot more understanding and communication..that many people will ever know..
friendship is 2 hearts that share and which are able to say things no outsiders ever could..
friendship is an inner door that only a friend has the key to..
friendship is a gift continually giving happiness..
it is strong and supportive and few things in the world will ever compare with the love that comes from its wonderful bond..#
#Friends are very special people who accept each other with an unconditional caring..
they Recognise each other's talents and faults and acknowledge them without judgement..
they are Incapable of turning away when times are tough and life's problems seem hard to bear..
instead they Encourage each other so they can enjoy the good times and find strength to endure the bad times..they're Never afraid to say what they feel and can be honest without causing hurt or pain..they can Depend on each other because they have e kind of trust that allows em to Share e best and worst of their lives with laughter and without fear..#
haha quite nice de..hee hao la..end here today le..take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.loving you.][
# Sometimes you find a friend who makes you laugh until you can't stop..
someone who makes you believe that there realli is good in the world..
someone who convinces you that there is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it..
this is forever friendship..
when you're down and the world seems dark and empty..
your forever friend lifts you up in spirit
and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full..
your forever friend gets you through the hard times..the sad times and the confused times..
if you turn and walk away..
your forever friend follows..
if you lose your way..
your forever friend guides you and cheers you on..
your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be ok..
and if you find such a friend..
you feel happy and complete..
because you need not worry..
you have a forever friend for life..
and forever has no end..-> lauieann kelly #
#a friend is some1 you turn to when you feel you have no place to go..
but a true friend is some1 you stop to when you have a million places to be and yet..
you want to see how they are..
a friend is sum1 who tells u it will be ok..
a true friend is sum1 who stays with you or calls until it is..
a friend is like a day of fine fine weather..
a true friend reminds you that some days the sky can be blue (if it isn't right then)
a friend will meet you at the finish line..
a true friend lights the way..ashley rice#
#friendship begins with meeting sum1 along the path of life..
sun1 you get to know and gradually get to know even better..
you discover what a joy it is to spend your moments with this person..
it's nice the way the good feelings of friendship always remain..
the happiness lasts and the memories you make start to turn into some of your favourite treasures..
friendship is 2 paths converging on e way to e same beautiful view..
friendship is walking the way together..
friendship is opening up to one another..sharing thoughts and feelings in a way that never felt v comfortable be4..
it is a complete trust..
sweetened with a lot more understanding and communication..that many people will ever know..
friendship is 2 hearts that share and which are able to say things no outsiders ever could..
friendship is an inner door that only a friend has the key to..
friendship is a gift continually giving happiness..
it is strong and supportive and few things in the world will ever compare with the love that comes from its wonderful bond..#
#Friends are very special people who accept each other with an unconditional caring..
they Recognise each other's talents and faults and acknowledge them without judgement..
they are Incapable of turning away when times are tough and life's problems seem hard to bear..
instead they Encourage each other so they can enjoy the good times and find strength to endure the bad times..they're Never afraid to say what they feel and can be honest without causing hurt or pain..they can Depend on each other because they have e kind of trust that allows em to Share e best and worst of their lives with laughter and without fear..#
haha quite nice de..hee hao la..end here today le..take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.loving you.][
Sunday, August 20, 2006
][.i will wait.][
][.i will wait.][
i hate it..
i hate it when we haf no time for each another..
i hate it..
i hate it when i get no replies from u all..
i hate it..
i hate it when i can't make time for u all..
i hate it..
i hate it when i dunno if u all are still doing well..
i hate it..
i hate it when u all r sad n i ain't there for u all..
i miss e gd old times..
many a times i asked myself..
why do i still bother..
why do i still miss u all so..
why do it..
life moves on each day..
same for mi n u all..
but i noe i can't bear to not bother..
so i m still waiting..
i still believe..
believe..
i miss e days..
e days we go sch tgt..
e days we go hm tgt..
e days we..
e list goes on n on..
i will nv forget a single thing..
i will treasure every bit of it..
n hope that there will be more..
take gd care..
wherever u go..
whatever u do..
i hope that u r happy..
i hope that u r doing well..
i hope that if u nd to crash n burn..
u will not hesitate to allow mi to acc u..
][.FEarless.][
][.i miss e gd old days.][
i hate it..
i hate it when we haf no time for each another..
i hate it..
i hate it when i get no replies from u all..
i hate it..
i hate it when i can't make time for u all..
i hate it..
i hate it when i dunno if u all are still doing well..
i hate it..
i hate it when u all r sad n i ain't there for u all..
i miss e gd old times..
many a times i asked myself..
why do i still bother..
why do i still miss u all so..
why do it..
life moves on each day..
same for mi n u all..
but i noe i can't bear to not bother..
so i m still waiting..
i still believe..
believe..
i miss e days..
e days we go sch tgt..
e days we go hm tgt..
e days we..
e list goes on n on..
i will nv forget a single thing..
i will treasure every bit of it..
n hope that there will be more..
take gd care..
wherever u go..
whatever u do..
i hope that u r happy..
i hope that u r doing well..
i hope that if u nd to crash n burn..
u will not hesitate to allow mi to acc u..
][.FEarless.][
][.i miss e gd old days.][
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
][.Turn your head to the sun and let the shadow fall behind you.][
][.Turn your head to the sun and let the shadow fall behind you.][
haha yoohoo bloggy ! haha i wanna blog blog..been kinda of long since i blog..thou its onli a wk..haha but was sick..den e philips cup etc..n e overwhelming loads of hw that i haf yet to clear is killing mi..but no matter wad..jus feel like bloggin n i shall..
haha today is a norm norm day..den after sch went to do some exercise..cz realli fat dao wanna explode le nowadays..den after that went for dinner be4 taking 15 wif moi..haha been so long since we chatted like this..haha chat dao i still feel a bit tired and out of breath now..cz e bus journey was so long..but its ok =p haha both agrees that it feels nice to be chatting like this..haha since we cum to jc dou nv like this chat le..haha each busy wif life..yah la..got chat on e way hm la..but cum on..frm vj bac to hm is quite short a distance de..n usually we will be so tired that we zZz..haha
haha aw..we were chatting abt this yr..all e things that happened in particular bball n stuffs..haha it realli ain't a easy yr for both of us..one is physically and mentally..whereas e other is psychologically..haha tok dao v shuang..haha xie la moi..recover soon ! nxt yr we shall fight alongside with each another's support..haha then that stupid woman jing rang will tell mi "Turn ur head to e sun and let e shadow fall behind u"..haha shi shi..i will de..u too yeah ! haha
hmm yah lo..it kinda of made my day..haha being tgt with friends that u can fall bac on is jus so nice *shy*..n yah.. this is jus random la..haha sumtimes i wonder..why bother?..but i noe my heart can't bear to not bother abt em..n i miss em so..haha
hao la..i shall stop here le..take gd care every1 ! i shall go listen to my music diary be4 watching tuo qiang shi jie later =p..haha n yah..i mus do hw..haha byee every1 !
][.FEarless.][
][.thanks for coming into my life, my true friends.][
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
][.The furtherst distance is - e distance of e heart.][
][.The furtherst distance is - e distance of e heart.][
heyo bloggy..sudden haf a urge to blog..so jiu blog ba..haha hmm dunno wad i wanna blog too..so gotta be random la..haha
1st of all..i wanna thank sum1..thanks for being so understanding.."Ok.u all dun wan watch 2nd time oso nvm.No need always like that de.Since we accept ur other frens.We noe that u hav to spend time with them oso.We will understand."..to that special friend..haha thanks lots for ya understanding..it realli touches mi when i read that msg..we grew..chances to catch a particular movie tgt is getting harder n harder..cz of time..n e clashes..cz most prob that movie sum1 else will haf watched it too le..realli thankful that i gotta u all in my life..sum1 to lay bac on..i wun take u all for granted..n i hope no1 will..hee love u all always..=>u lean on mi and i lean on u and we will all haf support and stay strong..haha
den..hmm i came up wif a few ren shen dao ni while buying oreo..haha..=> we always noe that e particular place sells that thing..but after we left that place..we wun wanna turn bac..in fact we will jus walk n walk..jus to discover that in e end..we jus gotta go bac to e same old place to get that thing..is it stubborness ?..haha i dunno n dun realli tink so..its jus human..or maybe jus mi..
haha den e nxt one that i came up wif is..ppl always assume that e place that sells that thing will always sell it..haha taking things for granted..hee yah..i m like this too..i dun deny..
alright..aw ytr nite was fun..wif e oreo cheesecake n food..today was nat day celebration..so came hm super early be4 gg out wif bro..haha how much haf he grew man..from e little baby till sum1 who can take care of himself..soon he will jus be like mi ba..wanted to go take neoprint wif him..but e shop closed..yah..den today nat day celebration de time..i msg-ed wen..miss e times in ahs which we will stand up tgt to sing all we wan n throw face..but enjoy e process..i realli enjoyed em..this yr was jus sitting n stoning day..with occasional paint fights..it was fun..but when they were singing..i realli hope wen was dere wif mi..she was at ecp..hafing srjc road run..haha where u go? i miss u so..jkjk
den yah..haven get down to my work..but guess i gotta go pack my file n start work le ba..hee take gd care every1 !! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.guardian angel.][
heyo bloggy..sudden haf a urge to blog..so jiu blog ba..haha hmm dunno wad i wanna blog too..so gotta be random la..haha
1st of all..i wanna thank sum1..thanks for being so understanding.."Ok.u all dun wan watch 2nd time oso nvm.No need always like that de.Since we accept ur other frens.We noe that u hav to spend time with them oso.We will understand."..to that special friend..haha thanks lots for ya understanding..it realli touches mi when i read that msg..we grew..chances to catch a particular movie tgt is getting harder n harder..cz of time..n e clashes..cz most prob that movie sum1 else will haf watched it too le..realli thankful that i gotta u all in my life..sum1 to lay bac on..i wun take u all for granted..n i hope no1 will..hee love u all always..=>u lean on mi and i lean on u and we will all haf support and stay strong..haha
den..hmm i came up wif a few ren shen dao ni while buying oreo..haha..=> we always noe that e particular place sells that thing..but after we left that place..we wun wanna turn bac..in fact we will jus walk n walk..jus to discover that in e end..we jus gotta go bac to e same old place to get that thing..is it stubborness ?..haha i dunno n dun realli tink so..its jus human..or maybe jus mi..
haha den e nxt one that i came up wif is..ppl always assume that e place that sells that thing will always sell it..haha taking things for granted..hee yah..i m like this too..i dun deny..
alright..aw ytr nite was fun..wif e oreo cheesecake n food..today was nat day celebration..so came hm super early be4 gg out wif bro..haha how much haf he grew man..from e little baby till sum1 who can take care of himself..soon he will jus be like mi ba..wanted to go take neoprint wif him..but e shop closed..yah..den today nat day celebration de time..i msg-ed wen..miss e times in ahs which we will stand up tgt to sing all we wan n throw face..but enjoy e process..i realli enjoyed em..this yr was jus sitting n stoning day..with occasional paint fights..it was fun..but when they were singing..i realli hope wen was dere wif mi..she was at ecp..hafing srjc road run..haha where u go? i miss u so..jkjk
den yah..haven get down to my work..but guess i gotta go pack my file n start work le ba..hee take gd care every1 !! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.guardian angel.][
Sunday, August 06, 2006
][.sinne mi moro.][
][.sinne mi moro.][
unforgotten love..
haha this one ish copied from Love at 0 degree de show de..hee yah..aw haven been bloggin for ages..n this is such a bad time to blog..cz i jus reached hm..yesh..1plus am in e morning..n i gotta wakey at 6plus later..n i haf gotta do my pw eom n researched be4 i go out tml..thats like how POSSIBLE man..cz e other hw i can do outside..but pw cannot..i nd my com..
but aw nbm..in addition to that..i haf a whole CHUNK of hw..n i realli mean CHUNK..all by mon..wow..haha i m so going to survive thur mon man..promos is cuming n i m so not prepared la..realli not prepared..*shugs*..
aw..yah ytr was a fun day..got inter-hse captains ball..n soccer..den today ne..also quite fulfilling ba..haha went to catch e fireworks..hmm beautiful..n jus to quote from weixiang in love at 0degree.."Firework is v short-lived..i hate e short lived..but my mummy like the beautiful and magnificient beauty that they displays during that short moment.." are u one that enjoys short moments of joy..or everlasting moments..i wuld wanna everlasting moments..but if these everlasting moments ain't happy..i wuld choose e short n happy moments and keep em in my memories forever..
jus saw e lyrics of Photograph at wen's blog..e lyrics are so nice..memories..memories are essential in our life ba..memories in e past i treasure n rmb..walking past a certain place..doing sumthing silly..listening to a certain song..eating a certain kind of food..certain choice of words..practically everything will jus remind one of sum1 ba..i dun dare to assume..but at least thats for mi..=)..memories are meant to be kept and treasured..present is meant to be enjoyed and cherish..future is full of surprises..but i m still living at e present..so all i noe is..enjoy this special moment..
haha hao la..v crappy today..but e beautiful fireworks realli set mi thinking..hee n now i tink i m realli tired le..shall wakey later to do my pw..take gd care every1 ! byee..
..hate to see that tear..
][.FEarless.][
][.esto perpetual.][
unforgotten love..
haha this one ish copied from Love at 0 degree de show de..hee yah..aw haven been bloggin for ages..n this is such a bad time to blog..cz i jus reached hm..yesh..1plus am in e morning..n i gotta wakey at 6plus later..n i haf gotta do my pw eom n researched be4 i go out tml..thats like how POSSIBLE man..cz e other hw i can do outside..but pw cannot..i nd my com..
but aw nbm..in addition to that..i haf a whole CHUNK of hw..n i realli mean CHUNK..all by mon..wow..haha i m so going to survive thur mon man..promos is cuming n i m so not prepared la..realli not prepared..*shugs*..
aw..yah ytr was a fun day..got inter-hse captains ball..n soccer..den today ne..also quite fulfilling ba..haha went to catch e fireworks..hmm beautiful..n jus to quote from weixiang in love at 0degree.."Firework is v short-lived..i hate e short lived..but my mummy like the beautiful and magnificient beauty that they displays during that short moment.." are u one that enjoys short moments of joy..or everlasting moments..i wuld wanna everlasting moments..but if these everlasting moments ain't happy..i wuld choose e short n happy moments and keep em in my memories forever..
jus saw e lyrics of Photograph at wen's blog..e lyrics are so nice..memories..memories are essential in our life ba..memories in e past i treasure n rmb..walking past a certain place..doing sumthing silly..listening to a certain song..eating a certain kind of food..certain choice of words..practically everything will jus remind one of sum1 ba..i dun dare to assume..but at least thats for mi..=)..memories are meant to be kept and treasured..present is meant to be enjoyed and cherish..future is full of surprises..but i m still living at e present..so all i noe is..enjoy this special moment..
haha hao la..v crappy today..but e beautiful fireworks realli set mi thinking..hee n now i tink i m realli tired le..shall wakey later to do my pw..take gd care every1 ! byee..
..hate to see that tear..
][.FEarless.][
][.esto perpetual.][
Sunday, July 30, 2006
][.perpetual.][
][.perpetual.][
~mei tian yi shou ge~
Everytime when I’m thinking of you
I just don’t know what to do
Tinge myself when I’m dreaming of you
Making sure that you can love me too.
How it slipped away
All my happy days
So I’m acting cool when I’m feeling blue
Just to show you that I’m through with you
Oh I never wanted to
How can love so beautiful ever slip away?
When I get to the place
I swear I’ll write you a song each & everyday
Oh god I’m missing you, is driving me so insane
Standing all alone in the pouring rain
Can’t explain..
Can’t explain..
All the pain..
haha this is e song that i haf been listening to..n repeating once n again..i finally dropped lit to h1 le..choice is made..=)..ytr n today had been great..i mean my fri n sat..our slumber party n our talks abt e past..i love these special moments spent wif these special peeps of my life..thanks for cuming into my life..6 ppl..+ 1 mixed species..
haha hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 ! byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.perpetual.][
Thursday, July 27, 2006
][.wad was i doing.][
][.wad was i doing.][
hey bloggy..psps haven been bloggin for a wk le..act everyday i wanna blog..but jus dunno how to start..or else jiu shi too tired le..
life hasn't been a gd one this wk..but at least its still nice la..hai..got bac my results..gotta drop 1 sub to h1..i hate such choices..why mus there be choices in life..why are there decisions..i realli dread n hate making decision..but its part n parcel of life ba..
aw as i looked bac at my jc life..i realli feel like a useless piece of shit..compared to pri n sec sch..i realli feel like a small fry..sum1 so small n insignificant..haha results are like shit..how did i wasted my mths away man..gotta wake up n prove e world wrong..at least mus scrape thru promos n get promoted !..if not..i dunno wad will happen to mi..n i realli mean i dunno wad will happen..
haha hao la..feeling tired le..mentally n physically tired..i gotta rest 1st..tml i will hand in my drop to h1 form..n everything is going to start afresh..
to those who have been by my side n giving mi advice :
thanks..i realli appreciate..=)
take gd care every1..theres lots of nice song that i haf been listening to nowadays..shall share wif u guys nxt time..bye..eye lid dropping le..zZz..
][.FEarless.][
][.weak.][
][.thanks for being here for mi,my friend.][
hey bloggy..psps haven been bloggin for a wk le..act everyday i wanna blog..but jus dunno how to start..or else jiu shi too tired le..
life hasn't been a gd one this wk..but at least its still nice la..hai..got bac my results..gotta drop 1 sub to h1..i hate such choices..why mus there be choices in life..why are there decisions..i realli dread n hate making decision..but its part n parcel of life ba..
aw as i looked bac at my jc life..i realli feel like a useless piece of shit..compared to pri n sec sch..i realli feel like a small fry..sum1 so small n insignificant..haha results are like shit..how did i wasted my mths away man..gotta wake up n prove e world wrong..at least mus scrape thru promos n get promoted !..if not..i dunno wad will happen to mi..n i realli mean i dunno wad will happen..
haha hao la..feeling tired le..mentally n physically tired..i gotta rest 1st..tml i will hand in my drop to h1 form..n everything is going to start afresh..
to those who have been by my side n giving mi advice :
thanks..i realli appreciate..=)
take gd care every1..theres lots of nice song that i haf been listening to nowadays..shall share wif u guys nxt time..bye..eye lid dropping le..zZz..
][.FEarless.][
][.weak.][
][.thanks for being here for mi,my friend.][
Thursday, July 20, 2006
][.if u need to crash den crash and burn.u r not alone.][
][.if u need to crash den crash and burn.u r not alone.][
hey bloggy..hee today's blog ne..i also dunno wad i wanna blog abt..but abt my treasured friends ba..i guess..hee ytr n today..sumthings happen n it realli make mi noe sumthing..n understand sumthings..haha..shall try to express how i feel via poem ba..dun like it to be in words sumhow..
ytr..
for everything there's a limit
even the most elastic rubber band will snap and break if u stretch it overboard
i saw e tears and i felt a sense of guilt..
overwhelming guilt and a sense of heartache..
was stunned and shocked..
was lost and din noe e right words and right thing to do..
first time ever i felt so helpless..
pray and hope that u will be ok..
finally when i saw ya smile..
i felt a sense of relieve..
haha yup thats how i felt ytr..hee ok..now shall try to write a poem abt today..
today..
everything was not going in the perfect way..
its not a nice day..
its jus another normal day which i haf many things on my mind..
was worried due to things that happened ytr..
was not realli in the mood..
but when i saw that msg..
i forgotten abt everything..
i felt a sense of helpless again..
u told mi to say anything..
n i was dumbfounded for a min..
i din noe the words that wuld cheer u up..
i was worried..
realli worried..
i hate e physical distance..
cz i realli hope to be by ya side at that moment..
u told mi u was crying..
n it jus worries mi even further..
i was helpless..
i jus wanna rush over n be by ya side..
i dun wanna noe e reason that u r sad..
but jus hope that u will feel better..
u told mi u r feeling better..
told mi not to worry anymore..
but that wun stop e worries my friend..
cz u r my friend forever..
hmm yeah man..thats how i felt ytr n today..din noe that i wuld ever feel so helpless when my friends tears..ha..was realli lost n din noe wad to do..haha maybe cz its always mi that is crying like a baby n em who always comfort mi ba..hai..useless man fe..onli noe how to cry..hao peng you cry le que dunno how..
but yuppy..jus wanna say this to my best n most treasured friends..
i may not be the best comforter
i may not have the right words for u..
i may not noe wad to do..
but i promise u..
i will be the best listener..
i will sit beside u..
i will stand by u..
i will be with u till u r feeling better..
if u need a shoulder to cry on..
take mine..
if u need a listener(a ear) for ya complains..
take mine..
if u need a punching bag to vent ya anger..
punch mi..
if u feel that your world is crushing down on u..
if u need to crash and burn..
rmb..
u r not alone..
yuppy..so hee bloggy ah..i pray..pray that both that i cherish is feeling better le..i pray that they will be ok..i pray that they will smile from the bottom of the heart soon..i pray n hope that if the pain is too much for them..jus give mi a call..n yuppy jus to let those that i treasure noe..if u need to cry..jus cry..there's no need to hold em back..cz i always believe that after a gd cry..u will feel much better than holding bac ya tears..dere's no nd to be strong in my presence..cz i haf nv been strong in front of u too..yup..thats how i feel..so u dun haf to agree with mi..=)..
hao la..aw..today's trng was not too bad..take gd care every1 ! a bit tired le..byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.=) u all r my reasons to smile.][
hey bloggy..hee today's blog ne..i also dunno wad i wanna blog abt..but abt my treasured friends ba..i guess..hee ytr n today..sumthings happen n it realli make mi noe sumthing..n understand sumthings..haha..shall try to express how i feel via poem ba..dun like it to be in words sumhow..
ytr..
for everything there's a limit
even the most elastic rubber band will snap and break if u stretch it overboard
i saw e tears and i felt a sense of guilt..
overwhelming guilt and a sense of heartache..
was stunned and shocked..
was lost and din noe e right words and right thing to do..
first time ever i felt so helpless..
pray and hope that u will be ok..
finally when i saw ya smile..
i felt a sense of relieve..
haha yup thats how i felt ytr..hee ok..now shall try to write a poem abt today..
today..
everything was not going in the perfect way..
its not a nice day..
its jus another normal day which i haf many things on my mind..
was worried due to things that happened ytr..
was not realli in the mood..
but when i saw that msg..
i forgotten abt everything..
i felt a sense of helpless again..
u told mi to say anything..
n i was dumbfounded for a min..
i din noe the words that wuld cheer u up..
i was worried..
realli worried..
i hate e physical distance..
cz i realli hope to be by ya side at that moment..
u told mi u was crying..
n it jus worries mi even further..
i was helpless..
i jus wanna rush over n be by ya side..
i dun wanna noe e reason that u r sad..
but jus hope that u will feel better..
u told mi u r feeling better..
told mi not to worry anymore..
but that wun stop e worries my friend..
cz u r my friend forever..
hmm yeah man..thats how i felt ytr n today..din noe that i wuld ever feel so helpless when my friends tears..ha..was realli lost n din noe wad to do..haha maybe cz its always mi that is crying like a baby n em who always comfort mi ba..hai..useless man fe..onli noe how to cry..hao peng you cry le que dunno how..
but yuppy..jus wanna say this to my best n most treasured friends..
i may not be the best comforter
i may not have the right words for u..
i may not noe wad to do..
but i promise u..
i will be the best listener..
i will sit beside u..
i will stand by u..
i will be with u till u r feeling better..
if u need a shoulder to cry on..
take mine..
if u need a listener(a ear) for ya complains..
take mine..
if u need a punching bag to vent ya anger..
punch mi..
if u feel that your world is crushing down on u..
if u need to crash and burn..
rmb..
u r not alone..
yuppy..so hee bloggy ah..i pray..pray that both that i cherish is feeling better le..i pray that they will be ok..i pray that they will smile from the bottom of the heart soon..i pray n hope that if the pain is too much for them..jus give mi a call..n yuppy jus to let those that i treasure noe..if u need to cry..jus cry..there's no need to hold em back..cz i always believe that after a gd cry..u will feel much better than holding bac ya tears..dere's no nd to be strong in my presence..cz i haf nv been strong in front of u too..yup..thats how i feel..so u dun haf to agree with mi..=)..
hao la..aw..today's trng was not too bad..take gd care every1 ! a bit tired le..byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.=) u all r my reasons to smile.][
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
][.relishing my precious memories.][
][.relishing my precious memories.][
remembered that i came across this quote sumwhere..
"you can take away everything from my life..but never will you be able to take away the memories that i had"..
yuppy..i like that quote..haha u can take away everything..but the memories that i shared will always be with me..
ooo aw..ytr (55 mins ago)..was a day full of memories..n looking back..n yah la..moi's bday..happy bday la moi !..haha
memories so sweet
memories so nice
memories worth keeping for life
as i look back at those memories
i smiled
i miss them so
jus how much i wish to have em by my side
sumthings change
but sum jus dun
n i believe that they nv will..
haha alrite..haf a nice chat wif wen today..hee or rather is i tok she listen ?..haha i dunno..reminds mi of the days at the back of e class..when lessons was going on n we lived in our own world chatting abt everything..haha its been years..so much memories that are treasured and remembered..now that we are on separate paths..sumthings changed..but sum remains..hee its jus all amazing fate..
thanks for this fate..
thanks for bringing my friends to my life..
thanks for turning my life ard like a windmill..
was realli kind of disappointed and worried for my freakingly poor mye results..realli but wad can i do?..jus gotta start working hard n buck up le ba..was kind of sianz inside..but hai hao ba..get to meet wen n recall all the beautiful memories..it nv fails to make my day..but lets cont to make more memories that will be with us forever yeah..hee n of cz had lots of laughs n was e "clown" during moi's mini celebration in sch..haha another page of beautiful memories to be kept..
diff friends
diff characters
diff joys and tears shared
but similar precious memories treasured.
n yup..din noe if i shuld msg sum1..cz realli nt feeling that great abt my results..so jus msg-ed n got a reply..was realli happy..
din noe that i wuld still be so happy abt receiving a msg frm U..
however my immediate reaction had betrayed the calmness that i tot i wuld haf..
i miss those days..
days which i will mug hard n scroll down my hp to look for encouragin msg by U..
its been long since that happen..
but whenever i m down..
i jus hope that u will be here..
jus be here
to tell me to go on..
if wad i do is a little act of kindness..
then wad u do wuld be..
e greatest motivation..
haha hao la every1..gd nite..go le..byee ! tc..
][.FEarless.][
][.npo.][
][.guardian angel.][
remembered that i came across this quote sumwhere..
"you can take away everything from my life..but never will you be able to take away the memories that i had"..
yuppy..i like that quote..haha u can take away everything..but the memories that i shared will always be with me..
ooo aw..ytr (55 mins ago)..was a day full of memories..n looking back..n yah la..moi's bday..happy bday la moi !..haha
memories so sweet
memories so nice
memories worth keeping for life
as i look back at those memories
i smiled
i miss them so
jus how much i wish to have em by my side
sumthings change
but sum jus dun
n i believe that they nv will..
haha alrite..haf a nice chat wif wen today..hee or rather is i tok she listen ?..haha i dunno..reminds mi of the days at the back of e class..when lessons was going on n we lived in our own world chatting abt everything..haha its been years..so much memories that are treasured and remembered..now that we are on separate paths..sumthings changed..but sum remains..hee its jus all amazing fate..
thanks for this fate..
thanks for bringing my friends to my life..
thanks for turning my life ard like a windmill..
was realli kind of disappointed and worried for my freakingly poor mye results..realli but wad can i do?..jus gotta start working hard n buck up le ba..was kind of sianz inside..but hai hao ba..get to meet wen n recall all the beautiful memories..it nv fails to make my day..but lets cont to make more memories that will be with us forever yeah..hee n of cz had lots of laughs n was e "clown" during moi's mini celebration in sch..haha another page of beautiful memories to be kept..
diff friends
diff characters
diff joys and tears shared
but similar precious memories treasured.
n yup..din noe if i shuld msg sum1..cz realli nt feeling that great abt my results..so jus msg-ed n got a reply..was realli happy..
din noe that i wuld still be so happy abt receiving a msg frm U..
however my immediate reaction had betrayed the calmness that i tot i wuld haf..
i miss those days..
days which i will mug hard n scroll down my hp to look for encouragin msg by U..
its been long since that happen..
but whenever i m down..
i jus hope that u will be here..
jus be here
to tell me to go on..
if wad i do is a little act of kindness..
then wad u do wuld be..
e greatest motivation..
haha hao la every1..gd nite..go le..byee ! tc..
][.FEarless.][
][.npo.][
][.guardian angel.][
Monday, July 17, 2006
][.nice.][
][.nice.][
head is still aching..
damm it..
headache seems to be wif me..
hee aw today's bloggy is to post a nice song de lyrics..
i tink e lyrics are realli nice..
but when i listen to that song..
its realli slow dao..
n i realli like sentimental n slow songs de la..
but its even slow to me la..
haha but i realli tink e lyrics is v meaningful..
so dere u go..
dedicated to all out there (esp my friends)..
forever5 !
When you're down and troubled
And you need a helping hand
And nothing, nothing is going right
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest night
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You've got a friend
If the sky above you
Should grow dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together
And call my name out loud, yeah
Soon I'll be knocking at your door
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running, oh yes I will
To see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Ain't it good to know that you've got a friend
When people can be so cold
They'll hurt you, and desert you
And take your soul if you let them
Oh yeah, but don't you let them
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yes I will.
You've got a friend
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again (oh baby don't you know)
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is callLord,
I'll be there yes I will.
You've got a friend
Oh, you've got a friend.
Aint it good to know you've got a friend.
Aint it good to know you've got a friend.
You've got a friend.
haha hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 !..byee..
][.FEarless.][
][.where u go.][
][.i miss u so.][
][.i hate e physical distance btw us.][
][.how much i hope that i will haf all of ur to be by my side always.][
][.swing.][
][.swing.][
i m sitting on a swing now..
hafing mood swing..
haha thats so lame..
ha
ha
ha..
been hafing headache for the whole of last wk..i mean realli headache..those head pain that kind..dunno wad kind of pain is that too..damm sianz jiu shi le..
aw today had trng..hmm haha wad can i say..i will rmb wad cindy coach n daisy snr say ba =)
thanks lots to both..den went to eat mee sua..
hmm head still pain..damm it..haha hao la..go le ba..take gd care every1 ! byee..
When I smile
I smile for you
When I cry
I hope you are nearby
You see
You are everything to me
You are my special friend
You are my beginning
and my end..
i jus hope you are nearby..
jus be here for me..
whenever i m lost n unmotivated..
all i do is recall all those that you had told me..
][.FEarless.][
][.headache.][
][.jus be here for me.][
][.n i will be strong.][
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
][.friendship poems.][
][.friendship poems.][
haha hmm after printing out all e wilfred owen's war poems..i haf a sudden urge to write a poem regarding friendship..haha but realli v tired le..so decided to go search for sum friendship poems online..hee yeah..so e below are wad i haf found..they r realli nice..n i tink they does reflect how i feel abt friendship or maybe my friendships..haha read on if u haf e time to spare..hope u enjoy e poems as much as i do..n of coz..enjoy n cherish ya friendship as much as i do..=)
Friendship isn't always easily described. The Eskimos, they say, have a hundred different words for snow. Unfortunately, the English language isn't quite as innovative, though it has vast opportunities to differentiate meaning. Certainly, Love is one of those opportunities. And so, too, is Friendship.
Instead of different words, however, we're stuck with simple adjectives. Close friend. Best friend. Childhood friend. Intimate friend. Trusted friend. Beloved friend. But whether you use adjectives or different words, few could deny the nearly infinite meaning in such a simple word.
Friends are special people. We can't pick our family, and we're sorely limited in the number of them at any rate. Society and mores (and often our own conscience) dictate we select a single mate. But our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life.
Forgiving Friends
by Hunniebe
You are my best friend
You always will be
Yet sometimes I get mad at you
And you get mad at me
Sometimes I don't understand
Sometimes I don't know what to do
But remember always
That I will forgive you
Promise
by Jessica Sills
As you sit in silence,
Wondering whyI'll be your shoulder to cry on
Until your tears run dry.
When you've been hurt,
And can't believe what they've done
If you need someone to talk to
I'll be the one.
If a close friend hurts you,
And you don't understand
Remember I'm here,
I'll lend a helping hand.
Burdens are lighter when carried by two,
And I just want you to know
I'm here for you.
Friends 4-Life
by Doryan Hallicy
Friends 4- life is what we are
Through thick and thin you were my friend
Leaning on you, you gave me support
The strength to get up and go again
If my heart was shattered, you'd heal it
If my heart was happy, we both rejoiced in it
You are my best friend
always and forever
It's been good
the best friendship ever
Never end, now and forever
True Friend
by Rochelle Bue
Excitement and fear fill our hearts.
Soon a new way of life will start.
Thirteen years have almost past.
But in our mind the memories last.
We've been through it all.
And realized who are true friends are.
The one that was there.
When no one else seemed to care.
So as our senior year comes to an end.
I want to say, thanks for being a true friend.
What You Mean To Me ...
by Nikkie
You turned my darkness into light;
You made everything all right.
You picked me up when I was down;
You turned my life around.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A blessing is what you are to me.
When I needed you the most, you were there;
Even if it seemed like you didn't care.
When I didn't think I could make it another day,
You chased all my doubts away.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A treasure is what you are to me.
The world is full of many people, it's true;
But there is only one of you.
You fill my heart with love;
You're a God-sent gift from above.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
An angel is what you are to me.
Lost and alone, I will no longer be;
Because you are here with me.
There is no reason to be sad;
You've taken away all the bad.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A best friend is what you are to me!!
haha yuppy..thats sum of e poems that i tink are realli nice..so jus wanna blog em down n share..haha hao la..kind of late le..gd nite every1!..byee..take gd care..
where u go..
i miss you so..
memories treasured..
now and forever..
all i hope for is a reply to e msg..
a random phone call..
wherever you go..
whatever you do..
i will be right here..
waiting for you..
my most treasured friends..
][.FEarless.][
Monday, July 10, 2006
][.against the odds.][
][.against the odds.][
hey bloggy..haha hasn't blog for a v long time le..hee thou its onli a wk..but it seems quite long to mi ba..but nbm..shall blog now while waiting for humphery kor kor to cum n be4 i can go slp..haha
alright..kind of decided to blog abt my last wk ?..hee it was kind of beautiful day ?..haha i cannot rmb exactly wad happened..but i will jus note down wad i rmb ba..hee
5/7/2006
jing's bday..haha be4 that went for a jog and bike at ecp..met auntie joy lame si ren aka letter box..haha den kind of beautiful day ba..a day filled wif laughters..haha wif jing dian moments of ppl blading into a tree..falling down etc..haha den met up wif wen n went to celebrate jing's bday..haha jus a sweet simple day..which i say is beautiful..
6/7/2006
haha if i nv rmb wrongly..went to wen's hse again..cz moi left her wallet dere e day be4..den decided to pei moi go swim..she do her rehab..i practice my swimming..den jacuzzi..haha another slacked n nice day..
haha ok..den fri..hmm kind of forgot wad i did..but mus haf been a nice day too la..den sat..went cycling at ecp again..cycled to one end of ecp wif 2 pros..haha or rather i m jus slow..but i swear i did tried to pick up speed n i did ok..jus that still lagged..aw thats nt e main pt..e main pt is..we get to c aeroplanes flyin past us at e end of ecp..den went to sbc to watch e nationals team against sum aust team..den went for swimming lessons n pia cab down to meet fat french fries,yq and hui2 n of cz janice..haha had bbq..n did i mention..e cabby brought mi to sengkang instead of pp in e 1st place..so i almost vomit on e cab..cz of car sick n heart pain coz of e cab fare..yup..
haha ok..sun was kind of a norm n sianz day..cz trng was cancelled n was kind of lost..but haha wc finals kind of made my day..hee slept at ard10pm..n woke up wif daddy to watch e game till ard 5plus..haha go against e odds *beams*..hee..ok..so is today morning ! woohoo i was praying for a day off ! but dere wasn't la..but at least there was off at 12:25..haha gao xing dao siao ! haha..yup..n quite a nice n normal day la..hee
hao la..shall end here..kor kor reached le..but went out to eat again..*faints*..haha..bye every1 ! nitey..tc !
..a friend who misses his/her bus to acc u to wait for ur bus..
..thanks for giving mi so many wonderful friends..
..n of coz..at least 2 who had acc mi to wait for my bus by missing em on purpose..
..thanks..
..its more than words =P..
][.FEarless.][
][.jus be here for me.][
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