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hello bloggy! i am back! sorry that i had not been posting for the past months. been really caught up with exams and tiredness. even till today, still v much tired. =] life had been good. scored the highest i can ever expect for my final semester -- 4.7. thankful. that's all i can say. thou i am still a second lower but no regrets. i don't believe in blaming basketball and the commitments that i had. for, those were the time of my life. life had been good. back from two grad trips and gosh i am really exhausted. taiwan was food n food n sight seeing <3 thailand was shopping n massage n shopping! haha life had been good. i had cleared both interviews and received the call for the post. thou there are still medical check ups and job attachments to clear before i get the letter of acceptance, but still a 1st step is awesome. especially since it is something i love. i m thankful for things gg my way. i really am. =] life had been good. but there's this part in me that ain't feeling too good. i need to find back myself. i hate to feel down and there is no reason for me to be down. i just need to sort out my thoughts and emotions. if i can, i will perhaps grab my bike and cycle around for a day all alone. cause, i seem to had lost myself. this is not me. or at least, this is not the one that i want myself to be. i don't like all these selfish-ness and lack of energy to be bothered about things about me. i don't like these self-isolation (thou i am still v much interacting) i don't like myself for being so insecure and all. fe, pull your strings together and find what really makes you happy. take gd care every1! =] ][.10.fe.15.][ ][.get back on your feet.][