][.much better.][

][.much better.][

y0z bloggy ! haha y0z y0z ! hmm feeling much better today..thou its not anywhere veri gd la..but at least better yeah..e day started wif mi dreaming abt not finishing my o lvl hcl paper de zhao ju..den going to find mr lee yong kang..den all those examiners..den they help mi find my paper n agree to let mi finish e session within 1 min..haha den my alarm woke mi at 6:42am..but i went back to slp..coz mr lee yk haven found my paper yet..n i wanted to noe wad happened ;p den i woke up at 7:34..n rushed like siao..coz trng ish at 8:30..n i noe i m late for sure..rushed for my 53 n 36..n was still late la..by 10 mins ?..haha anyway today is e best vj trng that i ever go up till now..sumhow quite fun la..imagine being in a dustbin ;p

anyway after that went tamp wif moi to pay sek $..den met up wif mummy n didi for lunch..n i saw a snoopy de cartoon vcd..haha sort of amazed coz i din noe snoopy gotta cartoon de..hee wanted to buy..but no $ la..den after that..came home n i watched a whole day of tv up till now..n i realli mean it..its like one show after e other..channel U..channel 8..channel 55..i pity my tv sia..n i hope i can stay awake to watch my show at channel 55 later at 1 plus am..

haha anyway i watched yummy yummy too..n i felt touched by wad ji zai said..sumthing like we shuld rmb how well others treat us..n cont our future happily..sumthing like that la..hmm..so sorta feeling better..n he also say..life will pass in a twinkle..so gotta treasure..hee n i tink i shuld be thankful ba..for wad ne ?..i dunno..jus ought to be ba..

coz i tink i may not be feeling too happy..so are others..u can't always expect others to be ya perfect listener ba..they are ya friends..u may be down..but they may be down-er..(no such word ;p psps)..

anyway end here le la..feeling much better =D dun worry !
..i will be here with you..
..coz i believe in you..
..coz you are my friend..
..thank you my good friend..

haha n say real de..i realli looking ahead to hk de trip..i need a breather..a holiday ;p still got ard 2 wks ba..hao la..byee every1..tc !

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][.npo.][
][.thanks.][

][.wo xiang zhi wo cui mian.][

][.wo xiang zhi wo cui mian.][

today..i slacked my whole day away..
woke up ard 12..coz ytr slept quite late..due to prom..
watched tv e whole day..n i realli mean e whole day..
ate lots..
sorta moodless..
sorta lost..
sorta sad..

heard be4 rubbing salt on e wound ?..
feeling so "pain" now..
rather sad today..coz everything seems to be drifting apart..
tune radio to 933 n listened to music diary..
den there came this song - > vit C 's graduation (friends forever)..
sad..sadder..saddest..
ytr prom..everything realli ended le ba..
soon every1 gonna embark on a new journey le ba..

followed by vitC's song..there is this 933 programme..
for ppl to express their feelings de..
den today ish a gal wanting to thank her best friend..
den e story veri gan ren..
i was praying that she dun dedicate "Di Yi Shi Jian" to her friend..
but she did..
n when i heard it..
*sobz*..

this is for u all :
time for us to go our seperate ways again..
soon we will embark on a diff journey like wad we did 4 yrs ago..
sad..is all i can say..

drifting apart once again..
this should not be e case..
but it happened anyway..

to u :
u called..i wanted to cont e conversation..
but u hung up be4 i could..
we were once e best buddies..
but we seems to drift apart now..
i noe u still regard mi as a gd frend..
but its no longer like wad u did be4..
we no longer share e bond we once shared..
n u nv noe how it breaks my heart..

to u :
u r a gd friend..
4 yrs ago..we went on our separate ways..
i did not make e effort to maintain our friendship..
sorry..
now we are going on our separate ways again..
wanna wish u all e best..
n jia u..

to u :
everything is drifting apart..
due to our separate ways..
u seems to be e only one that is going on e same way as mi..
i felt lost n wanted to call u..
but u sounded so cold that i can't say a thing..
i hung up after telling u abt wad i shuld..
wanted to confide in u..
but u'r voice showed ya unwillingness to cont e conversation..
i felt disappointed n angry at e same time..
why is it so..

to u :
u r e only one that saw thru mi..
u knew sumthing was wrong wif mi..
but my mummy was beside mi..
so i acted as thou i was ok..
but do u noe how much i wanted to tok to u..
at this veri moment..
i feel like calling u..
feel like crying out to u..
but i dun haf e courage to do so..
i know u wuld acc mi..
but i dunno how to tell u everything..
i dunno how to tell u how i feel..
but thanks..
coz u r e onli 1 that i can sense e care now..

to u all :
how long more can we go..
how long more will it last..
i haf no idea..
maybe wad happened on that fateful day this yr..
had already give mi a sign that..
a sign of wads happening..

bloggy..feeling down now..thanks for letting mi type out wad i feeling now..i tink i m going back to drown myself wif e endless tv shows n slp n wake up for trng tml ba..n e "monotonous" life will go on ba..
tc every1..byee..shall blog abt prom nite when i m more in e mood..byee..

][.FEarless.][
][.npo.][
][.ying wei wo de xin hao tong.][

][.which route would u choose.][.give up.hang on.][

][.which route would u choose.][
][.give up.hang on.][
][.i chose e 2nd one.][

i wanted to say life is unfair..
but i can't..

i dun tink life is unfair..
but i feel that life can be rather saddening at times..

sumtimes..sumthings..
u may work veri hard..
but ya efforts will jus go into e drains..

suddenly felt this way coz of sum1..
it sets mi thinking abt myself..
we seems to be in e same boat..

e efforts we put in is inversely propotional to e results..
yes..theres sumhow this saying that its not e result..but e process that matters..
i believe in that too..
but after "hearing" wad sum1 had say..
my belief is shaken..

i remembered writting a chi compo..title : "every1 is hao sheng de (wanna win de)"..
in that compo..
i wrote..no1 will ever pay attention to e loser..
once u lose a game..
no1 will bother abt how hard u train..
once u score badly..
who cares how hard u studied..

so tell mi now..
is it e process or result that matters..
no1 will care abt e process if u nv produce e result..

thats jus wad i feel personally..at this moment..
of coz i still believe in e importance of process..
but how many wuld care..
i dunno..

anyway..
i m sorta at lost..
i dunno if i shuld ask "sum1" not to give up ma..
i told sum1 not to give up..
n up till now i m still asking sum1 not to give up..

but now i m thinking..
if i ask sum1 not to give up..
will sum1 be happy..
is it realli wad sum1 wans..

i dunno..
but i m afraid that sum1 will regret upon giving up..
yet i m worried that sum1 haf to go thru e process of disappointment once again..

i realli dunno..
so all i hope now is..
sum1 will be strong..
believe in "yourself" (sum1)..

hmm psps..today's blog is meant for mi to sort out my thoughts..haha ytr was a rather disappointing day for mi too..din go alj da dui trng today..went for a normal sun break n prepare for tml..den luckily it ended wif sumthing nice..i felt encouraged once again..
so now..how shuld i encourage sum1 ne..so that sum1 will feel encouraged n not demoralised..like how i felt for a moment ytr..

jia u sum1 ! i believe if u read this blog..u will noe i m refering to u..but i doubt u will cum here ;p so jus wanna tell u..i will always be here for u,my friend =D..

hao la..take gd care every1 ! byee..gotta go slp le..tml gonna be a long day..

..i was demoralised..disappointed..
..but once again..
.."encouraged" by u..
..thank you..

][.FEarless.][
][.npo.][
][.thank you.][

][.mvp qing ren.][

][.mvp qing ren.][

yeah ! today's bloggy ish dedicated to mvp qing ren ! but haha of coz there will be other things here n there la..hee

firstly..today i din go vj de trng..cannot take it le la..so slept like a pig n woke up ard 10 plus..n jiu started watching mvp qing ren till now ! haha n i finally finish watching le..chao(super) shiok de..if i got e time..i m sure i will stay at home n watch all e vcds i wan..jus 3 days jiu ok le..instead of one wk..coz i finished half e vol. today..haha anyway i love it man..i love e show..

haha i think mvp qing ren veri gan ren (touching)..i din thought that it was so touching when i watched it on tv 2 yrs ago..anyway i saw e way they work hard..they play e matches..i jiu tink of ahs..n while i watch e last disc..their finals..i jiu realli hope to get e video that amelia's mother had taken during our finals n see our game..i miss playing wif em..

hee then their love stories part also super funny..xiao xi..cheng feng n tai zi..haiyo 3 of em ah..a while this one sacrifice for that..a while that one sacrifice for that one..haha see le veri touching but funny also la ;p hee..den gao xing n barbie also veri funny..den haha of coz iceman ish shuai ! hee..i veri lazy to go on n on le..but i like e show la..n mummy n c mei also addicted to e show wif mi today..hee we are like this disc finish le..quick quick nxt disc ;p haha veri funny..

hmm hao la..enff of mvp qing ren..hmm wad else..haha my arms pain sia..mus be strained ;p den tml going trngs..haha wish mi gd luck..lucky sun take "off" le..coz scared mon cannot walk properly..haha..o mian..i quite looking forward to mon de prom n 10/12 de..can't wait to go n play n play..haha


`to : most respectable person`

..memories can only be kept..
..sometimes..things only happen for a moment..
..for once..
..it wun happen for a 2nd time..

..now that "its" over..
..everything seems to be back like be4..
..no more sms-es..
..no more encouragment..
..many a times i wanna msg u..

..but i din..
..coz i tink its weird n inappropriate..

..sumtimes jus how much i wish..
..wish that u wuld still encourage mi..
..tell mi jia you..
..wish mi all e best..

..but haha..
..i noe it wun happen..
..but i noe u wuld still encourage mi on court..
..now all i wanna do is to play well..
..to make u proud of mi..

haha..hmm thats jus some laming la..n wanna add on sumthing..e last disc of mvp qing ren that i watched..e last past btw gao xing n duan chengfeng..reminds mi of e pass btw sakuragi n rukawa..haha realli ish chao touching de..hee

hao la..end here le..quite tired de..tc every1 ! byee..

][.FEarless.][
][.npo.][
][.focus.][

][.breaking.tearing.][

][.breaking.tearing.][

haha i had a slacked day today..i onli went for 1 out of 3 trainings..skipped alj trng for my class gathering..n say real de..i realli veri slack during vj trng too..dunno why sia..but my muscles super tensed..its like its gonna tear le la..*choi*..n its like both hands n my thigh de..super pain..den i din wanna go for vj trng tml le..but luisa say jus go n see em train la..n she ish nice..so i can't say no..

haha anyway jus wanna blog down abt ytr n today..

ytr..went to search for prom dress wif forever5..we went to orchad..n we saw many weird things..
1) we saw milk (niu nai)..energy de la..n sun ho..den all those fans there shouting n shouting..haha (this one not counted as weird la)
2)we saw "chun li"..
3)we saw a cleaner auntie wearing a "suit" made from rubbish bags..
4)we saw fa lun gong..n police..
5)we saw a guy wif onli e center portion of his head left..like e gastbi de ad de..
haha thats abt e weird stuffs ba..we din manage to buy our stuffs there..but went to many places..den i suddenly feel that..sum friends will onli stay for a period of time..whereas some will stay longer..sum..forever..haha coz went to sum places that i went wif my "jie" last time..but now already nv contact le..haha so..hmm yah la..short or long..each friendship still haf its own special memories..n i will treasure it la..

haha ok..den we went bac to TM..n we were all tired out le la..went metro..search for wad we wan but din realli found it..haha as u noe..u bring a grp of gals who seldom wear skirts(apart from sch uni) to go search for gown..ish like..erm..haha jing had a hard time..den i called mummy la..den she came down..n we did sum serious choosing of our gowns..haha n i got myself one black n simple one..den fungi de also black de..whereas wen n moi de..diff colour..sumthing close to red ba..
hee..den jiu went to eat wif didi n mummy..whereas they went home la..coz its already like..close to 10 le..so late le la..we spent one whole day searching for 1 gown..haha

den came home jiu tired si le la..den hmm today..morning went to meet mummy n moi to search for moi de stuffs again..den after that went trng..we were late..haha anyway e ball trng ok la..but my thigh veri strain..cannot take it le la ;p..den after trng jiu went zheng hui's hse..played dai dee..eat pizza..play truth or dare..den now home sweet home..haha n i m so dark once again..sun block ish useless for mi..:p

now i calling moi..wanna ask her things..but she nv ans !!! agrh i bet she ish slping la..wakey moi !!! haha hao la..end here le..quite tired de..although i din went alj trng today..hee anyway i tink i veri slack sia..not going trng on sun..moi also..cz scared mon we will walk veri er xin if we go trng on sun n tire our legs out ;p haha..quite lame la..but..haha..go le..tctc..byee..

][.FEarless.][
][.npo.][
][.pain.how.focus.][

][.qian nian lao wu gui is tired.][

][.qian nian lao wu gui is tired.][

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yes tired..thats e word to describe how i m feeling now..hiz bloggy..few days nv blog le..not becoz i nd to study or wadever..but simply becoz..i m soooo tired..freaking tired..haiz..i had told myself..i gotta train this n that..i will work hard..i will not give up..but now all i noe is..i m very tired..n i m realli glad that tml i finally gotta a "day-off"..a day which i dun nd to touch bball..dun nd to train..a day when i can go out n do wad i wan..

past 3 days..+ today jiu 4th day le..for 4 consectutive days..my life surrounds ard e court..training..den bus..den home..den watch a bit vcd (if i still got e energy)..den slp..yah..thats my life after o levels..haha hmm n now..i can't even lift up my hands..n i m walking wif a speed so slow that my mummy call mi a qian nian lao wu gui(tortise)..ytr when i climb e over head bridge..a old ah ma was even faster than mi la..n she was looking at mi..haha probably tinking why this person so young jiu so slow..haha

hmm bloggy i m sorry..jus let mi moan ok..i noe a lot of ppl also like this train..maybe even tougher..but haiz..i m realli tired..i din noe i can be so tired..till today..my muscles realli cannot take it le..or rather my fats cannot take it le..n i gotta a class gathering on thurs..n deres 3 trng on thurs too..haha nice try..wad shuld i do..i tink gotta go vj de ba..but wad abt alj..go vj jiu cannot go xiao dui de..but still can go da dui de..but if go da dui..i jiu dun nd go my class gathering le mar..haiz..i dunno la..i realli dunno..shugs..tml den decide la..

den hmm i very sad now sia..moi dun wan to help mi print my ying mu..if onli i gotta my printer full of ink..i will definitely print my bao bei ying mu de..so cute la..haiz..suan le suan le..i no energy le..wadever will be will be..

n yah..haiz..despite all these trng..i gained 3.5 kg..o m g..thats a lot man..haiz..how m i going to shed these wt off be4 prom la..haiz..n tokin abt prom..when will i haf time to shop for it..tml forever5 going orchad..dun expect mi to go dere buy..coz i dun haf a budget so high..haha..i tink i will onli see em buy ba..den thurs..fri..sat..sun..all gotta trng..tell mi den..when m i free..agrh !!! sickening !!! sickening !!!

i dun mind trng..but i nd time off..i nd to spend time for other things too..why mus there be so many trngs..if its jus 4 or 5 days a wk i still dun mind..actually i din mind 7 days a wk de..but now..i discovered..deres still other things that i nd to do during my hols..eg. go out wif family..wif forever5..wif friends..but where is e time..haiz..give mi more time hao ma..i nd my rest time..

haha now i jus can't wait for dec..to go hk..taiwan..wherever it is..jus let mi go for a break..i seriously nd one..

haha *breathe in*breathe out*..enff of moaning..enff of complaining..i noe thats all craps..in e end..i will jus go trng still rite(i noe myself)..haha n i shall make full use of each to train..to improve..thats all i can do..make e best out of wad i can..n enjoy every moment of it ba..

hao la..end here le..i m so tired le..super tired..byee bloggy..nitey..

][.FEarless.][
][.npo.][
][."dead".][

][.life after o levels.][

][.life after o levels.][

y0z bloggy ! haha i m free le free le..realli free until a bit lost le..coz past 2 wks ish like u study..mug..den u slp that pathetic few hrs..n u wake up..go take exam..on e way de time u read n read n read e book..den after that u go in e hall..take exam..cum out..again u take e nxt sub de book n u read n read..i mean study la..den all e way home..rest a while study again..haha n e cycle goes on..2 pathetic wk..which u dunno wad to do..apart from study eat slp..haha so realli hope it ish over soon..n muhaha its finally over =D hee but a bit lost la..too much "things" to do le..haha..den hmm wad else..o yah..jing n sh jia u ba !!! veri soon its gonna be over ! jia u jia u !

haha den today ish my 1st day after o levels..haha ytr went to tm wif em after chem paper..n i fell asleep like a dead log after i came home la..
den today wake up 9plus..almost late for trng..coz van say 11..but ish 11:30 la..haha den hmm i almost die during trng..n bei ms leo "scold" la..haiz..haha nbm nbm..will go n train it back..den wad else..haha we played wif paige..e cute cute gal..haha but she a bit fierce sia ;p jkjk..den after trng..i asked yaqi how to do e bounce twice den roll e ball thingy la..den she teaching mi..den van jiu came n teach mi how to train my wrist..so that my wrist can be stronger n less stiff..haha thank u yaqi thank u van ! i will go train on it de..

haha den after that went alj xiao dui trng..coz haha cindy coach saw mi at sbc today..so haha u noe la..tml jiu mus go back alj da dui trng le..so if today i dun go train a bit..tml sure die de..haha anyway xiao dui trng quite fun la..haha its better than sbc de..haha maybe becoz of e surroundings la..den hmm..haha i keep on bei "scold" la..haha not realli scold la..but haha u noe..haiyo..coz my jiao bu all these..agrh stupid mi ! haiz..anyway coach cindy taught mi how to do proper jump shot n shooting..haha i knew it..i gotta change it someday..n its here ! haha gotta change it now..since now gotta no match..no studies..no everything..haha so now realli ish time to change le..ooo wish mi gd luck ba ;p haha..den haha i din train finish e whole trng la..missed e last part..of chiong-ing..coz i dunno why ish bei who step or wadever la..i gotta a blue-black de toe now..n ish pain tor..i jus hope it will drop off quick quick..n grow a new one..if not veri er xin sia..jus like my pri sch de time ;p

haha hao la..so its my 1st day of life after o levels..wahaha hmm a bit lost la..but nbm..i realli gotta lots of things to do le..hee
1)train my wrist
2)change my shooting to e correct one..
3)train stamina
4)try to train speed
5)rest
6)watch tv

haha see see i gotta so much so much to do..haha so can keep myself occupied le ;p haha lame shit man mi..haha hao la..go le..take care every1 ! byee..

][.FEarless.][
][.npo.][
][.ouch.][

][.last lap.][

][.last lap.][

y0z bloggy..jus feel like bloggin so here m i..shall restrict myself to 10mins of bloggin..coz tml gotta 2 papers..chem n hist n i haven realli prepare myself for it *bish*..

haha anyway today ish a happy day la..i mean apart from my a maths paper la..it isn't realli those super happy day..but jus feel great n energetic la..hmm today ish didi de prize giving..too bad i was hafing a maths n can't go..haha or else can go see cute cute de little kids ;p haha den hmm wad else..today i finally gotta my new hp le..haha sort of unexpected de la..coz mummy n daddy jus suddenly call n asked my preference as to which one i wan..den haha they jiu bought le..hmm this fone ish quite nice la..haha i onli noe how to use..dunno if it ish gd or not..but hope it is la..still waiting for it to charge for a full 8 hrs..super long sia..

haha n yah..tml ish e last day le ! finally its gonna be over =D haha jus now listen to 933 den got ppl sms in n say they now fantacising how to celebrate after e end of e paper le..n cannot focus le ;p haha mi a bit like this also la..*bish*..haha yeah after tml..gonna do so so so so so many things ! wahaha nobody's gonna tell mi.."jia u n study le"..hee i mean at least for a month ba ;p haha yeah..

haha hao la..10 mins ish up..shall end here ! take gd care every1 ! jia u ;p byee..

][.FEarless.][
][.npo.][
][.huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si lian.][

][.Thru e rain.][

Through The Rain

When you get caught in the rain with no where to run
When you're distraught and in pain without anyone
When you keep crying out to be saved
But nobody comes and you feel so far away
That you just can't find your way home
You can get there alone
It's okay, what you say is
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain
And if you keep falling down don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly
And you'll find what you need to prevail
What you say is

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And when the rain blows, as shadows grow close don't be afraid
There's nothing you can't face
And should they tell you you'll never pull through
Don't hesitate, stand tall and say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

I can make it through the rain
And I live once again
And I live one more day
And I can make it through the rain (Yes you can)
You will make it through the rain

was listening to this song after my a maths today..felt quite upset de la..but listened to that song le jiu hmm haha felt much better..so haha..this song ish for all those feeling down now..jia u..believe in yourself..jus as e song said.."You can make it thru e rain"..yes i can..",)

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 ! byee..

][.FEarless.][
][.npo.][
][.15.10.5.][

][.bu xiang gu fu ni.][

][.bu xiang gu fu ni.][

jus here to blog a while..
tml ish a maths..
its driving mi crazy..

n i realli mean it..
its e onli sub apart from higher chi that i m so worried..
its e sub that i realli veri scared man..

haha agrh how ne..
hee let mi let out some steam ok..
i dunno how also..

haha hao la..enff of craps le..
every1 jia u ba..

~..dun wanna disappoint u..~
bu xiang gu fu ni..
suo yi..xian zai de wo..
zai relax..ying wei wo bu xiang na mer stressed le..
ni fang xin..wo hui jing li er wei de..

today i m touched..realli touched by 10 n 15..i will jia u de..dun stressed le !!! haha hao la..feel much relaxed le..take gd care every1 !

][.FEarless.][
][.npo.][

][.tong hua.][

][.tong hua.][

morning bloggy! haha actually not early le la..its already 10 le..i slept till 9plus today..n i was still lazing..nv had such a gd sleep for days le ;p haha *lamin*..

anyway i m now listening to Tong Hua la..haha been a long time since i hao hao de listen to that song le..hmm ytr i say i regret..haha i mean yah..i regret for wasting my time watching tv n stuff..but not regret bball la..i realli wun regret playing bball esp 14/4/05..hehe but jus wanna say..jia u la every1 =D hee..i also dunno wad i crapping..jus jia u la..

take gd care too ! byee..

][.FEarless.][
][.npo.][
][.coughing.][

][.regret.reflect.advice.][

][.regret.reflect.advice.][

hiz bloggy..been abt 1 wk since i blogged ba..haha psps..gotta o levels mar..haha o levels ;p

alright..today my main purpose of bloggin ish to..
haha i also dunno..
but i realli hope that i can bring across an impt msg la..

jus now..as i was walking home..
listening to all those sad sad songs..
den under e stars..
haha e feeling was realli great..
e songs..e sky wif stars..

haha alright thats all crap..
jus now as i walked home..
dere is sumthing which i realli felt..
regret..as i reflect..

regret..i realli regret..
regret for not preparing well enff for my o levels..
regret for not studying hard enff..
i realli regret..
i placed all my focus on bball for 3/4 of this yr..
n i neglected my studies till recently..
n e last min effort put in is definitely not enff for gd results de..

i m realli sad by the thought of it la..
coz haiz..o level results ish gonna be wif mi for life de..
why din i worked harder..
why din i..
i realli hate myself man..
why wasn't i like e others..
muggin practically e whole yr..
haiz..

so sad..
but its already 50% over le..
so all i can do now is cont to work hard for e remaining papers..
thats all i can do now..

so i realli wanna tell all that ish younger..
realli mus work hard ok..
starting of e yr jiu work hard..
dun do last min work le..
u will realli regret de..
jia u ok..
balance your work n bball (or wadever is impt to u) well la..
dun neglect ya studies..

haha hao la..enuff of nagging n crapping..i now regret also no use le..jus pray that i can get into a jc..n after today..i realli need to work hard for my a maths, chem n hist le..esp my a maths..

den hmm today realli tired sia..morning e-maths paper..afternoon lit paper..after that ish tuition wif lqjl..haha n i mus realli declare that my hp ish in a "wu yao ke jiu" de stage le..no more hope that kinda..i was 5 mins late for e "tuition" cz e examiners made us stay back..cz he veri bu shuang we tok..haha..den i reached waited till 5:30..wanted to sms lqjl..cz e mac so big..n i haf no idea where she is or she reach le ma..so i jus sat in e corner..den 5:30 le..i wanted to msg to ask..but my hp la..cannot even type ! agrh..so pek che u noe..haha or more of used to it le..but luckily for mi..lqjl msg-ed n asked la..den i went to find her..in another corner of e mac..lucky she nv wait n wait..or shuld i say..lucky her hp is in gd condition..haha lame sia..but i realli wanna change my hp le..but haha dunno how to tell daddy n mummy sia..my end-yr expenses are like so heavy la..wif e hk trip..e prom nite..haiz..i tink they veri ke lian le..

yah..den had tuition till 6 plus..cindy coach came..haha she also sick..worst den mi sia..but still ate mac..haha jkjk..den they veri funny la..hee..i "disappoint" lqjl coz i failed to count a fraction properly..haha regarding e age diff de..den jiu slacked dere while they had their dinner..n left for home after they left for trng..den tot abt a lots..haha tot abt - not studying hard enff ;p den now back home here..bloggin my life away..

haha dunno if shuld go for trng tml ma..van last wk said that we shuldn't go till after o levels..n i feel so too..so i told her i wun go for 2 wks le..last wk n tml..but i dunno la..den luisa msg-ed ytr n i din reply..coz my hp n coz i dunno la..den i realli dunno shuld go tml ma..sheryl dunno too..den sh haven reply..so i haven asked..thou she told mi she wun go la..but i wanna ask if nd to msg n inform van..luisa or ms leo ma..

haha hao la..stop tinking so much le..later den ask em again..go le..go rest be4 waking for my muggin..if i can wakey la..hee..take gd care every1 ! n for all e o levels peep..cont to jia u la..for others..hmm..jia u too..dun regret like mi..

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virus virus go away..
cum again sum other day..
big me need to study..
virus virus go away..

haha alright..thats so lame..haiz sad ah..mi invaded by virus le..so slacked my whole day away..den went to see doc..haha at e clinic theres this super duper cute little boy..haha i tink he ish indian..yet he ish those kinda of fair indian la..he gotta beautiful eyes man..n haha he smiled at every1 at e clinic..showing his 4 teeth..haha so cute!!! even mummy also thinks he is cute..n he sick le..still so active..no wonder his mother so skinny la..coz need to look after such a active de him..den he wanted to "ta shan" with this chubby chi gal..haha so funny sia him..hee i guess he will grow to be a handsome guy ba ;p haha

den see doc le..doc help mi measure temp n he shocked dao..haha he was like..huh? 38deg ah..sure not..measure again..38.5deg..haha den he say confirm i fever le..den asked mi i nv gan jue dao i fever ah ?..haha he realli looked shocked ;p hee mi too..i tot i flu..sore thoart onli..n maybe a bit fever..but not that much..haha maybe ish fever too high le..i siao le also..

anyway ate medi le..hope its gonna get better..no..it mus get better ! or else i how to face my o levels ne ;p hee..hao la..now jus wanna blog be4 i watch kang xi lai le..n cont wif my revision..haha cham..i done nothing much sia..apart from e-maths..hist..n going to start on ss..haha wadever it is..i shall take it by my stride ba..haha

n yah..wang zi bian qing hua realli veri touching le..haiz..ziqian gonna be bad soon..*shugs*..

hao la..go le..take gd care every1..n i realli mean it..sick de feeling realli suckz man..haha..byee..;p

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o o o .. sick le sick le..haiz..
haha alright..jus feel like blogging..
i feeling veri hmm now..

haha a kinda of feeling that i cannot describe la..
now listening to 933..den gotta e live "telecast" of e Jin Qu Jiang..
den hmm trying to do bio notes..
wah..i wanna sleep !

but haiz i can't..

haha psps i dunno wad i crapping also..not feeling too well now..running nose..but shall hang on la..wad else can i do rite..hee now my motivation is..later can watch e fri nite movie..xiang zuo ai..xiang you ai..it better be nice ;p hee

den hmm nothing much happen la..jus a few normal day..went to pray..went airport for curry rice..haha normal yet nice la..n scenery realli veri nice..realli..s'pore de jiu veri nice le..everytime i take bus from aiport back home during evening..i jus love e sunset man..hee

hao la..shall end here le..go slp be4 i cont bio..if i ever wakey la..haha which ish veri hard..hao la..tc every1 ! drink more h2o..dun fall sick..n all sec4s..jia u la..i still gotta lots to study too..but we dun stress out ok..hee take gd care..

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][.Northern Light.][

i haf a new wish..
n that is to see the northern light and take pics of it myself..
moi say its expensive..
so i m going to save up..
maybe 10 yrs later i can make it dere..
i realli wanna see it..
its realli veri nice..
jus went to a webby..
its gotta over 1700 pics..i onli managed to see ard a 100 today..
coz realli a lot..
n realli nice..
blog a few of it..which i like..
actually i liked every1 of it ;p hee

haha hao le..apart from northern light..today i went econ n was so scared ;p coz theres this few workers..u noe..those from indian etc..den they were in econ also..den e uncle n auntie of e shop was keeping close notice of em..coz they were in e dere for so long le..n jus loitering ard la..den veri scary..later e auntie came back to e cashier n asked e uncle go take a look at wad they were doing..den e uncle went to get a penknife n put in his pocket be4 he go see wad they doing..i shocked dao..n was realli scared la..den i came home le..jiu told mummy..n she say e uncle do this for zi wei la..to protect himself..if not if e workers attack him how..o mian..e atmosphere inside econ was realli scary man..haha o n yah..didi jus came back wif a gd news..haha proud of him man..hee didi jia u !

hao la..end here le..tc every1 ! byee..

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haha alright..another day is going to pass soon..did nothing much..apart from sum e-maths n my hist..haha den later going for dinner wif daddy n mummy n of coz ah di..coz today public hols mar..haha actually supposed to go visit 4th gugu de..but haha i dunno why..i dun dare to go visit her..i dunno wad to say to her when i see her..haha den i told mummy n daddy that i veri scared to tok to adults..haha..i dunno..i jus think i rather coward or..put it in a nicer way..reserved..i dun realli like to tok..but if i noe u well..den i can tok a lot..if i dunno u well..i rather smile n keep quiet..haha maybe thats why i dun haf lots of friends ba ;p hee..but nbm la..e friends that i haf are veri gd le mar ;p hee

alright..blog now..coz wanna wish 2 grps of ppl yi lu shun feng n haf a safe n nice trip..haha 1st grp = my god-daddy,god-mummy n god-sis la..haha they went thai for hols le ;p haha..hope they haf an enjoyable + safe trip la..n buy mi some thai tortise ;p n of coz nice goodies ;p hee jkjk la..den 2nd grp = lingqin jiao lian..coach cindy..alj seniors n their s'pore team la..coz if not wrong..they are off to taiwan today ba..hope they haf a nice n safe trip too..hee..

hmm hao la..shall end here for now..tc every1 ! byee..

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