][.959 post.][

][.959 post.][

this is my 959 post.
one more to a 1000.
thanks to bloggy, i get to note down things tt had happened to me for the last 5yrs.
those precious memories.
happiness, tears, anger, disappointment and everything that was worth my memo.

it's a normal day of tuitionsss.
spent time w my "kids" and decided to invite em to my party. =]
had family dinner n came home to rest. =]
randomly watched videos and all e nan da videos.
if there's something memorable when i leave ntu, it would be ntu basketball.
the different seasons with different things.

sunig is starting on wed.
jiayou nan da! jiayou threes!
as i re-watched our victorious season and our lost for ivp 09/10, there was an overwhelming emotions within.
sunig may not be as wow as ivp.
but one thing for sure,
let's fight hard together ok, team! =]
63 = the lost to ite - 6pts. 3 = let's win it threeS!

hao la. tired le.
take gd care every1!
nitez. =]

listening to 933 is really gd therapy.

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][.剪断，放开，遗忘.][

][.the end of one & beginning of another.][

][.the end of one & beginning of another.][

seeing more n more 21st parties.
signals the nearing of my own 21st.
the end of childhood and beginning of adulthood.

haha not tt 20 to 21 is going to transform me.
but jus feel diff.
haha it's gg to be e 1st party tt daddy n mummy is gg to leave it to me =]
from 1st to 12th bday..every party was done by them <3
thank you daddy n mummy!

haha n now tt it is only weeks away..
getting a bit excited n hope everything will go well?
thanks loads to 3 person in particular..moi, sh n llz. =]
thanks for helping me to settle down amidst e gan chiong-ness and offering me your help. really appreciate it!
thanks to moi - logistic and photographer =]
thanks to sh - image consultant and manager =]
thanks to llz - bday games and cake sourcing =]
thanks for helping me set things on e track!

heh..things had been really fast paced with school.
tired-ness within is beyond words can say.
but with the nearing of sunig.
there's something within which i m unable to express in words.
excitement? anticipation?
don't know.
let's go THREES!
i promise to give my very best. are you ready? =]
let's enjoy e season tgt!

ankle is nt doing v well.
so stay strong ankle. thank you. =]

ok la! take gd care every1! =D
nitez! tc!

p/s: looking forward to some changes to hair!

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][.=].][

][.Distance.][

][.Distance.][

ever felt the distance with some1 tt used to be a regular in your life?
very random.
suddenly feel that..
distance could be said to be by choice?

when you are part of each other's life..
you are walking side by side.
standing by each other =]

when you gradually walk out of each other's life..
there could be 2 possibilites..
1) you walked too fast and left the person behind and did not turn back.
2) you couldn't catch up with the person that left you behind.

we could say that these are by choice.
we could also say that these are things that are not within our control.
things are just moving on so fast.
n hence sometimes we walk so fast that we left people behind.
sometimes we are so tired that we decided to let the person that left, get further n further away from us.

ever felt this way?

the furthest distance is not in the actual distance.
but in the heart.
the choices that you made to allow some1 to be near or far away.

a long n tiring day.
but it was not bad.
sat was friendly.
sun was tuition n taking photos at marina barrage.
i would really ask for a kites party if daddy agreed =]
but he din..haha so i m still thinking of a theme.
e kites at marina barrage at nite was awesome too!

less than a month to my party.
cake, food, guest list etc - things to be done.
but there's more on hand.
we will be fine =]

take gd care every1!
nitez =]]

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][.tired.][

][.Universal Studio!.][

][.Universal Studio!.][

if only there's a universal studio daily. =]
i officially declare that universal studio = happiness.
when you feel like a kid all over again.
when you just wanna go here n there n try things, clap to the beat of move it move it and see the characters dance about, taking all the rides that you don't dare but turned out to be awesome!

in summary, universal studio = brrraaavvvo!
had a wonderful wed night at US (universal studio) =]
once u stepped in, u feel as thou u r not in Singapore.
really kudos to the efficiency n e little waiting time cz there's always things to keep u occupied! =]

wonderful night.
wonderful experience.
n i m thankful for yog for it allowed me to see so many other things.
e revenge of the mummy coaster ride was gd.
i jus screamed my lungs out with all my might.
as thou screaming away a year's worth of unhappiness n hatered.
n it felt so gd after that. =]

if u have a chance, visit Universal Studio and find the happiness that u may have forgotten =]







they say pictures say a 1000 words.
gv12 says that line is an irony.
cz what we see thru pic may not be reality.
but for these, it's true.
universal studio is awesome n i had nt been these happy for long =]

n i m glad to have my "dumb-bell" bottle which sh n i agree tt water tastes much better with our new bottles.
hahahaha totally feel like a young kid =]

ok la! take gd care every1!
smile n pass e smile on.
things will be ok! =]]


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][.where you find happiness again.][

][.smiles.][

][.smiles.][

it's 1:44am.
i just finished eating indo mee from xiao hei's rm w sh n pris. =]
it had been a long day.
6 hrs of lesson stretching frm 1130 till 1830.
followed by training after that.

the tiredness within is woohoo.
but talking w jayne on e way back made me =].
i m really glad tt i m in ntu.
n i tink nan da basketball is a big part of e happiness.
everything seems to fall into place when you know tt there's e team there.
a team whereby you wanna work hard tgt for the champs.
there's just a sudden wave of awakening tt i wanna do more for this team.
one more champion.
one more wonderful season ahead. =]
cz all of you made my life in ntu a big =D.
esp this sem where we have to work harder tgt in terms of academic and bball.
jiayou nan da!
the fixtures are out - 29th sept, 4th oct, 7th oct.
can i have an advanced 21st present? =]
let's work hard for it!

haha aw..e reason for smiles is becoz tml is union day.
just one seminar den gym w yan2 n lunch w bx.
den rest n make notes.
n gg universal studio at nite!
compliments of yog!
woohooo! shiok!
can u imagine a weekend nite not spent on training and gg somewhere fun?!
haha woohoo! =]]
dun get e wrong idea..i und e nd to train even harder than ever for this period.
but 1st of all, i wanna get fit by myself 1st.
knees n left ankle feeling weak.
so are my limbs.
get fit fe!

going to jog w llz this sun in preparation for our 42.195km =]
haha i tink she would nd to drag me along le man.
run fe run.
get slim n fit! muhahah

with so many things to fulfil within e nxt few months,
everything feels organized n planned.
jus have to jiayou! =]

take gd care every1!
jiayou ba!


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][.一个人的我依然微笑.][

][.settled!.][

][.settled!.][

haha hey bloggy!
there's so much within that i wanna say..
but i have no idea where to start from..

haha hmmm..1st of all..
let me let out a vvv big haaaa ok..
take away e "i" cz no sighs. no regrets.
everything happen for a reason.
you can't have everything in life.
sacrifices have to be made.
n for this sem, i made e sacrifices of dropping HT 201 and CBC 811.
my heart really dropped to rock bottom when i have to drop ht 201.
but it will float back. it will be fine it will be fine.
the 2 wks worth of work poof gone.
another 2 wks worth of work to catch up on.
poof poof poof.
it will be fine =]]
收拾心情！and face the start again!
with decision made, sem would be shorter than others.
but 6 of us have each another.
so we r in this tgt!
don't worry! we will pull thur it! =]]
come on fe! jiayou!
jiayou sh,cynthia,jayne,baoxian n jieqi!
we can do it!!

apart from that..
this weekend had been family funs!

thurs was stayover with nan da in hall =]
e usual games of murderer.
i swear i hate to lie.
n i shiver inside when i lie.
so..haha maybe i had evolved. maybe i had not.
nonetheless, it was a nice night.
miss all the stayovers we have.
season is starting soon.
let's jiayou nan da! =]

so with sleep over (whereby we dun slp) but i slept for 2hrs.
came home after tt for tuition den didi's party.
basically, sleeping for onli 2 hrs in 36hrs really drove my moves to turtle speed.
but it was nice. =]
had e whole family packed in under a roof. =]
den wen,moi n fungi came over for mj at nite.
we mj till we jus bored si diao.
but still mj.
really is compulsive gamblersss.



Family <3

sat was another family day spent w c mei =]
we watched love cuts n resident evil!
thanks to the free tickets tt coach gave me during last yr's x'mas.
it was a nice day out w c mei! =]



haha we tried archery too! thanks to gan die who sponsored us n joined us for e 2nd movie =]

so all in all..
it had been a gd weekend.
a break from the game.
quality time spent w family.
n i m jus back frm lingyi's 21st!
happy 21st tookie! =]]

n i m jus super duper tired now.
maybe it's time for bed n clearing of sleep debt.
take gd care every1!
nitez =]]

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][.=].][

][.blow wind blow.][

][.blow wind blow.][

blow wind blow!
pls blow away my dark clouds!
they are gathering above my head too often these days.
dark clouds above my head.
dark clouds in my eyes.

things had not been going on easy these days with harsh reality.
not feeling the best of time.
hopefully aug and seaba would come to give me some comfort in this period of dark clouds.
let it be the reason for me to smile since you are part of the reason that causes my darkness now.

day had been rather dark but thankfully there's my team mates back in hall in the same block (Y) =]
the mail tt pris sent us made my nite =]
running up and down was tiring but so fun.
it's like you being a kid all over again!!

hao la.
v tired tonite!
take gd care every1!
nitez =]

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][.it will be ok.right?.][

][.hmmm.][

][.hmmm.][

things had been going on as usual.
the usual things, the usual routine, the comfort yet uncomfortable situations.

hg222 is a headache.
sociolinguistics in Europe. plops.
everything is there..no boundaries.
n hence it feels like walking in the maze which just gets bigger n bigger.

ht201 is still good =]
dozed off for seconds during tutorial but felt safe still cz things tt were taught was taught in hg342.
but still..have to be on e ball.

haha these are the 2 lessons tt i have for my 1st day of 2nd wk back in sch.
i wun give a =] nor a =[.
it's jus =X breathe fe. breathe.

scanned thur lect notes for tml.
hg311 - lang n brain feels like it is gg to be bio lesson tml.
cbc 811 - seems like it is gg to be a chem lesson.
good luck to me.
i had not touched sci stuffs since sec4 man. lol.

alright.
shall go ketchup on 311's stuffs. =]
take gd care every1!
nitez.

haha n rest assured..i m not a kid-napper!
just that babies really made my day =]
n jere jere is the baby tt made my dayss.
not gg to see him for 2 wks =X
cz this fri is bao bei didi's party =]
den nxt sat nt gg to bbaxn's games cz it's ntu's friendly.
not sure if a kid can remember some1 who he had not seen for 2 wks. (cz i dun rmb anything frm tt age) =]

在大人的世界里，
我们常常都忘了最可贵的快乐。
你今天有开环的笑吗？
好像只有在小孩身上才会看到那快乐吧。
开心就放声大笑。
难过就放声大哭。
无需理会世上的一切。 =]







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][.=X.][

][.time machine.][

][.time machine.][

do you feel so tired at times that you just wanna be young all over again? =]
have people to carry you, dote on you?
haha just random.

maybe playing too much w jere jere this two days ba. =]
this seriously don't feel like the 1st week back in school.
things are like heaps after heaps.
breathe. jus breathe fe! =]

secretly quite tired out.
by everything.
that i jus feel like stoning n keeping quiet for the night.
tml is gg to be another long day.
so is tues.
so is wed.
so is thurs.
another week to pull thru! =]

ahhhhhh!!!
ok shut up fe!
every1 is gg thru this too!
jiayou!
you made the choice, so bear with it!

on a separate note,
jere jere made my day again. =]
here's one w my happy pill!



went to pinic and fly kite w kem today.
marina barrage is nice. =]
daddy used to fly e kite so high be4 letting me take over <3
so today is the 1st time tt i tried running n running just to get the kite up into e
air.
and when it is up there, i feel like flying w it too! (zipline?) haha
a few pics. i can't have a kites party. but i get to see many kites today! =]




alright. take gd care every1!
i hope my bday wun be affected cz moi say there's changes to the dates.
roars! but who knows..able to go or not is another prob. i will work hard but tt's all i can do.
nitez ppl!

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][.怎麼開始忘了我还能微笑.][

][.Babies nv fail to make my day!.][

][.Babies nv fail to make my day!.][

haha today is a normal day which is full of smiles thanks to babies!
tuition, bbaxn game (which earned me a cut) den ikea dinner n kite buying with kem n their little babies (coach's godson(s)).

haha jere jere really made my day!
had always tink tt he is v cute.
but kids nd to warm up.
you can't jus go up to em n expect them to let u carry etc.
had v much wanted to carry him n play w him but like failed for v long.
today finally succeeded. =]

haha had a full day of fun with jere jere.
feeding him fries (n him feeding me), playing on e car, chasing him ard ikea n letting him do things he love, carry him ard n hearing him call jiejie,jiejie.
haha really meltz =P

but e part which really made my day was when he was dozing off when his mum sent me back but yet he woke up and say.."byebye jiejie!" haha meltz =X
one whole nite of playing with him really (Y).

haha i not 恋童症 la..jus love kids.
love their innocence.
love their laughters.
love the way they 撒娇 and hold your finger cz ur hand is too big.
love the way they gets happy so easily with the simplest things. =]

n coach asked me again, how many kids you want?
haha i used to say 3.
but i tink 2 is enough for now.
i chase one n e dad chase e other.
haha think too far.
but yes, i really love kids.
maybe i will just go for "The Backup Plan" if i can't find e right one.
haha i want to have a kid. =]

and parents are really vvv wei da!
yes, playing with children are easy.
but taking care of em and seeing them grow is nv easy.
you have to teach them, feed them.
when they fall, you have to make sure tt they learn from it and not do it again.
when they do something wrong, you have to reprimand them despite their tears n ur heart in pain.
父母的爱真的很伟大。

haha ok! tired le!
shall go rest. tml is tuitions, pinic with kem and e kids (jere jere will be going too!! =D), tuition n rest!
nitez every1!
take care! =]

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][.单纯，简单，很快乐.][

][.it had been a week.][

][.it had been a week.][

hello bloggy!
i survived 1st wk of sch.
print notes, go lect (nv doze off), readings, trainings.
haha everything falls into a routine again.
a comfortable routine.

over n over again.
this had been e life for 2+ yrs since uni.
saw this somewhere..
"body is like a machine. the more you use it, the faster it will spoil"
haha my dear body, pls dun die on me =]
keep going!

nxt wk is gg to be tougher with the intensity of trngs gg even higher.
i really pray hard tt i can take it.
e muscles are screaming every inch tt they are being stretched ttm.

on a separate note, been to a few 21st n gg to go for a few more be4 my own.
makes me wonder how should my party be like =]
the idea of being 21.
all e big dreams be4 reaching 21.
it's only when you are reaching it tt u realised tt things don't go as planned.
计划永远赶不上变化。
人生的变化实在太多了。

haha ok. v random.
now i jus look ahead to 2 gd days of rest.
tml will have bbaxn game.
but i jus wanna enjoy e game =]
it can be relaxing n nt as tiring as trng.
it's diff kind of tiring.
den tuition in a morning and looking forward to catching up w wen in e evening.
been a while since we ketchup w each another le.

life is moving at such a fast pace tt we can't press the bell in time to let the bus driver know tt we wanna alight to meet a friend.
do you feel how i feel?

n sun is gg to be tuition, marina barrage w kem n tuition n rest.
looking fwd to e rest at nite.
some alone time is needed at times esp w all e madness of sch.
just breathe n things will be ok =]

so..breathe, breathe and breathe fe!
breathe hard too every1! =]

take gd care la!
go off le!
nitez =]]


a pat on e shoulder =]
jiayou people!

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][.其实，我要的真的很简单.][

][.真的蛮累的.][

][.真的蛮累的.][

2nd official day back in sch.
language and the brain is gd =]

interesting stuffs!
i was awake for e whole lect n all e slides *pats on the back*
went to print readings after lect, get lunch w employer n went to shift into hall =]

had a small hall warming (house warming) w employer.
yes. i m back at home now.
enjoying every moments back at home 1st.
will be back in hall nxt wk - need to study!

only managed to finish one reading for today's mod.
haha nt bad but nt gd enought but it's ok!
start from now and make a new ending. =]

shall go back hall earlier tml to do my readings, print notes n go lect n go gym n go trng!
haha love to agar agar plan my days ahead.


hao la!
super tired frm training n early mornings.
shall go rest le!
take gd care every1!
nitez =]]

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][.毅力.][