Sunday, September 30, 2007

][.happiness.][

][.happiness.][

no1 has e ability to make u unhappy.
if u r unhappy,
u r e 1 tt is making urself unhappy.
dun blame others. =]

if u r able to find a reason to be sad abt.
why nt find one to be happy over?

end here le..there's this disparity and this distance btw us that i can't bear to let u noe..jus wanna say..u will always haf my best wishes..mo mo de zhu fu ni..=]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.wu nai.][
][.ni bu ming bai.][

Saturday, September 29, 2007

][.emo period.][

][.emo period.][

sighs..mugging period are such a gd time for emo-ing.[jing, agree?.]
it's weird, but it feels super empty.
n super lonely.
it's like u are all alone in this battle.
feels so..sighs.

but nbm..shall jus HIT!
we will brave this tgt!

n is it fate?
we wun meet tml.
n does tt mean i shuld nt hand u e card?
i guess so.
sighs.its over?

take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.sumtimes, i jus hope u can be here.][

Friday, September 28, 2007

][.drifted.][


][.drifted.][

sentences r too long.
let e words + pic summarize my day.

1) drifted.distance.sighs.
2) HIT [Hang In There; HIT by reality]
3) disgruntle; dun und e changing worlds n e eroding morals [but everything has its reason n i shall nt rant abt it further =]]

take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.look up, so tt e tears wun fall.][

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

][.maybe, it's time to let go.][


][.maybe, it's time to let go.][

remembered reading that onli those ppl that haf no courage would blame a failure of something on fate.
if that's realli true, den i m e one with no courage ba.
fatalistic n boring. [tt wuld describe mi]
maybe our friendship was onli meant to be shortlived, if this is realli e case, jus wanna say -you'll always be my very special friend. =]tc.

that was jus random thoughts again.take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.guo wang de hui yi, wo hui hao hao zhen xi.][

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

][.dependence.][

][.dependence.][

i realli dun like e feeling of waiting.
especially when u haf no idea wad u r waiting for.
sighs.
if there's realli guardian angel, wuld u be here for mi now?

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i nd to learn to be independent.][

][.sometimes,somethings.][

][.sometimes,somethings.][

sometimes, there's jus somethings that i can never understand.

had a great chat on e phone till e wee hrs.
n many memories jus came to my mind.
be4 i fell asleep, i remembered whispering to myself..don't i jus miss those days? sighs.

another thing i cannot und.
but like u said, i shuld nt be bothered by such tiny little stuffs.
sighs.
jus wanna say, lucky u was dere to hear mi. thanks my old great pal.

n sumtimes, i jus dun understand myself.

take gd care every1! byee.

][.10.fe.15.][
][.wanna run away.][

Sunday, September 23, 2007

][.mixed emotions.][

][.mixed emotions.][

sometimes..there's jus no words that could describe how u feel. =]

no matter wad happened..once my friend..forever my friend..=]
it's time to plan n start!
take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.it's time.][

][.thankful.][

][.thankful.][

kind of lots of things happened during e past few days..
post prelims had been kind of fun..n i realli pei fu those ppl that take art! n i guess after mon i realli haf got to settle down jia u le! last lap!!!

aw..shopping can realli tire u out man..that's why at times i prefer joggin than shopping..(unless it's for stuffs that i like!)..haha aw today is a fun day..got to eat my calamaris! n eat sweets etc w no xing xiang ke yan! haha n e noobs who nv got further than TM..n getting lost at marina square..wad a noob =P

den bac to thurs..chuck n larry was funny..esp e ring..a ring..is a circle..haha ignore mi..but if u go n watch e movie..u will get wad i mean la..haha thou we r extreme poles..but i jus wanna say..u will always be my special friend =]

den fri..haha been a looong time since i get to play basketball that way le..=] thanks for letting mi play under e stars..it's jus a diff feelin when u play at nite n sweat a little n allow e steam to go..=]

hao la..end here le! n 23/9..haha quite a few ppl's bday! happy bday to all..n esp my beloved bro who is sleeping on my bed n leaving no space for mi! but still wanna wish him a super happy bday! n thanks for being so nice n forgiving to mi! haha *hugs* take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.cong shang tian.][

Thursday, September 20, 2007

][.wad does time means to u?.][

][.wad does time means to u?.][

today's blog is i copy n paste from auntie joy's blog de..found it realli meaningful..so ahem..nv ask for patent jiu copy n paste le =P psps ah..haha aw i read it n found it realli meaningful n true..hope u will und n like it as much as i do =]

The Best Expression of Love is Time

the importance of things can be measured by how much time we are willing to invest in them. The more time you give to something, the more you reveal its importance and value to you.

TIme is your most precious gift because you only have a set amount of it. You can make more money but you cant make more time. When you give someone your time, you are giving them a portion of your life that you'll never get back. Your time is your life. Thats why the greatest gift you can give someone is your time.

The essence of love is not what we think or do or provide for others but how much we give of ourselves. To your loved ones, nothing can take the place of your eyes, your ears, your time, your attention, your presence, your focus - your time.

Love concentrates so intently on another that you forget yourself at that moment. Attention says "i value you enough to give you my most precious asset - my time". Whenever you give your time, youre making a sacrifice, and sacrifice is the essence of love.
-The Purpose-Driven Life by Rick Warren-

haha hao la..jus wanna share it..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.if onli we could.][

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

][.things running thur my mind.][

][.things running thur my mind.][

when i said things running thur my mind..
i meant in both literally n haha nt literally..(dunno how to express myself)..
aw many things haf been going thur my mind these few weeks..esp with the lonely mugging sessions n e few moments of spacing out..hah..u wuld be amazed by how ur mind drift off to these things subconciously..=P

haha lots haf been gg thur my mind..but a few pertinent ones in particular..basketball n human relations..=]

basketball =]
haha this had realli been going thur my mind like every moment tt my mind drift off to sumthing =X..e struggle of whether to cont playing competitive basketball or jus play for e joy and fun of e game..=] started playing it becoz of them..forever5..those were e carefree days where title meant nth..where getting 3rd/4th placing is already sumthing to rejoice over =] those were e simple n happy days..those days tt u played n enjoyed e game =]

den sec sch..it were e days which i learnt e real game n respect it..those were e days which basketball seems to be indispensible n taught mi lots..those were e days when life revolves ard basketball =P..frm water gal to sum1 who got a chance to play..to sum1 who nv wanted to get bac to e sec1's feeling..those were e days..when winning title was sumthing tt's like a mus n when nat champs were an aim right frm e start..those were e days when u start to hold on to e desire to win..n when losing is more painful than be4..those were e days..realli learnt a lot and grew..=]

nxt up was jc..haha these 2 yrs( can include e last part of sec4 life too) were realli full of ups n downs..realli many moments of wanting to give up..when hard work meant nth n when e reality spam in e face tt talent is realli sumthing tt is needed n sumthing tt i dun haf..all those down moments realli made playing basketball least joyful as be4..j1 was e down valley..but it tot mi lots too..j2 was slightly better..everything of my teenage life w regards to basketball ended in close to perfect mode..w a smile =]

n here i m..no longer hafing e chance to play youthcup etc anymore..n 1 qn sparks my train of thoughts n made mi reflect lots..after 6yrs of hafing to play with the need to retain e title..when champs was e necessary thing..when winning no longer bring as much joy while losing brought so much tears n heart break..when u no longer play carefree-ly n happily..when u haf to seek constant improvement in order to get e chance..when u trained so hard tt injuries jus keep befriending u..when..when..haha so many ?..dun deny e joy tt i gained frm those titles thou..=]

however..this period of stepping away from basketball n into studying mode realli made mi tot abt lots..would i be able to dedicate as much effort and time into playing n training for basketball again? tt realli takes a lot of passion..choosin btw constant improvement n a chance to play a finals..vs a chance to play e happy game..w ppl who realli had e passion..which wuld be ur choice? haha i realli dunno wads mine nw..dere's always pros n cons..n to a libra..everything is balanced..i wuld jus wait for As to be over be4 i make my choice ba..wadever it is..i m thankful for e gift tt basketball brought to my life =]

human relations =]
haha ok..tt's another pertinent issue gg thur my mind especially during this lonely mugging period for prelims..realli made mi c thur lots of things..n determine sumthings..it's realli hard to maintain a relationship..in this case i meant friendship..u nd constant care n concern..e nd to haf both hands clapping..u nd to..haha it takes efforts dude..a constant effort by onli 1 party is nv enff ;p during this period when u mug n feel like dying..sum msgs realli brings a smile to ur face n made u feel tt u ain't alone in this fight..thanks llz =] while sum ppl r those tt u instantly turn to when u felt like u had screwed up n nd sum1 dere for u..thanks wen,thanks jing,thanks fungi! n wen..u this childish shit..stop suan-ing mi w vinegar la! =P n sumtimes sum ppl..u jus can't help it but drift apart due to e work..shi yi zhong wu nai..but aw..after this period of reflections..i tink i noe who r e ones tt matters n cares most le ba =] wo hui hao hao zhen xi zhe suo you de yi qie..xie xie ni men! in particular xiexie ni..wo de hao peng you =]

hao la..i dunno why dere's this acute pain in my heart n stomache nw..but shugs..haha so haf to end here le..a bit tired also..aw did i mention tt Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi has been making mi look forward to fri nw! cz youtube still can't find e complete links..haha n i like e song! mi gong! =D it's by 7duo hua..free de hua go check it out ba ;p take gd care every1!byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i wanna be dere.][

Friday, September 14, 2007

][.thankful for e gift.][

][.thankful for e gift.][

A friend is sum1 u turn to when u feel u have no place to go..
but a true friend is sum1 u stop to when u have a million places to be..and yet you want to see how they are..

A friend is sum1 who tells u that it will be ok..
a true friend reminds u that sum days..e sky can be blue..

-ashely rice-

n i smiled.
thankful for this ship. =]
我只能说,有你真好。

我发现你和我的距离开始越来越远。

take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

][.friendship.][

][.friendship.][

friendship?
it's when i shed a tear
n u r always dere to catch it..
and turn it into a smile..=]

thou i nv told u..
but i jus wanna let u noe..
you ni zhen hao =]
xie xie ni!

few days of prelims had passed..
had an equal share of ups n downs..
today realli sux..
when it end i realli felt like crying..
sighs..

but thankfully..dere's always lifetime friend =]

hao la..shall go do my maths le..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i wanna be dere.][

Sunday, September 09, 2007

][.fight it.][

][.fight it.][

in a few hrs time..
i m gg to take my 1st prelims exams..
can't say i m prepared for this exam..(cz there's tons more)
but all i wuld say is..
i wuld fight it w all i can =]

take gd care n jia u every1! fight on!

i m thankful for e gift! =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.conFEdence.][

Thursday, September 06, 2007

][.miss.][

][.miss.][

when all u do is eat n study n stone..
after all e "rush hours"..
e body jus felt like shooting some hoops..
jing..i wanna tou tou lan ji tml! dun care le XP

when e life becum a standard routine..
dun u jus miss e gd old times..
but lets jia u n make this period a meaningful 1..=]

after slacking n nt trng for so long..
i noe tt i m gg to be a worse shooter than be4..
n i truly m..
cz i mus be a bad shooter to be missing..! =P

hao la..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i'm nt missing u.][

][.n i smiled.][

][.n i smiled.][

when i feel tt i can't go on.
u guys made mi smile.
n let mi noe tt..
together we will =]

take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

][.process.][

][.process.][

i m dead.
nv ever gg to make it for prelims.
but shall nt give up for e big one.

michael jordan - when u see a wall, dun turn ard n walk away! think of a way to get over it =]

o n yah..933 roxz! haha e onli faitful companion =P

take gd care every1! byee..

p/s: n tears realli lighten e burden a little.

][.10.fe.15.][
][.be strong.][

Monday, September 03, 2007

][.too scary to be true.][

][.too scary to be true.][

haha tt's jus a random title..
aw realli dead beat nw..
super duper tired..
mac cafe turned out to be a pri reunion..haha kind of funny..=P

aw..haha studyin makes one mad..
dun believe..ask jing =P
i drank my bnj =X
haha aw take gd care every1!
byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.hang in dere.][

Sunday, September 02, 2007

][.daze.][

][.daze.][

jus glad tt everything is ok.
glad tt everything is gg on fine.
thankful for all tt i haf.
feeling..restless.
got my dream hp like finally.
but feel so bad for abandoning e old one =X
haha life goes on no matter wad goes wrong.

thanks for e help llz!
take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.sumthings are meant to be.][

Saturday, September 01, 2007

][。纪念日。][

][。纪念日。][

这是我们的纪念日,
纪念我们开始对自己诚实。

放下了原有的倔强,
拿起了手机,慰问许久没联络的你。。
得到的是疲惫的回复。

字迹中,我能感觉你的不快乐与疲惫。
责怪自己没进朋友应有的 “责任”。
没在你不快乐时陪伴你。。

但也不经意的有点难过。
为何你不快乐时没向我发泄,
为何你。。

我不知道你是如何看待我们之间的友情,
但对我而言,朋友是应该互相扶持,互相依赖的。
像我的好友所说的-“好朋友就是要一起度过苦与乐,香与臭的".


random-ness again =] take gd care every1!bye..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.passer-by.][