][.夜晚的宁静，总让人胡思乱想.][

][.夜晚的宁静，总让人胡思乱想.][

对于夜晚的宁静。。
我是又爱有恨。
爱是因为，能让我静下来好好的反省。
想一想过去所发生的一切。
恨是因为思绪总在这时候起伏不定。

输了。
输了大学联赛的第一场比赛。
眼泪并没有落下。
因为我没资格。
因为成长了吗？
我不知道。
只知道，在差点落下的那一刻，被发现了。
一句鼓励，让眼泪往肚里流。
谢谢学姐！（老学姐，哈哈，开玩笑的啦！）

虽然只打了短暂的大学篮球，
但我真的领悟到了很多东西。
我们是输了。
但，绝对不能输掉精神。

而且，也学会了多一样东西。
能健健康康的享受打球的乐趣时就要好好的打。
把每一场球当作最后一场的努力一下。
加油！珍惜啊！

每场输赢都教会了我很多东西。=】
谢谢南大！
希望我能继续的成长。

当遇到这种情况时，
一小部分的我，想回到小时候。
希望你能指点我。
引导我。
守后天使，你在哪儿呢？

好啦，累了。
晚安大家！


recess wk is cuming to an end.
n it's gg to be sch again =[
BUT wells..did ketchup up w ppl during this wk!
1) a gd day Eating, Studying (thou i was a huge distraction =P) n Chilling out with llz! n of cz our da tous gui! haha super lucky de =D
2) met up w van, mf n employer for a supper =]
gdgd. at least caught up w ppl =]

ok! gd nite every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i will be bac.][

][.过去的回忆，我会好好的保存着.][

世上有很多东西是钱买不到的。
其中一个就是珍贵的回忆。

那球场有太多充满着我们的回忆了。
今天打完球后，你们都不在我身旁。
我躺在地上，望着天上的星星。。
顺便看见了那颗依然耸立在哪儿的大树。
那是我们的野餐大树。

欢笑，汗水，回忆。
在哪儿，我找到了打球的乐趣。
在哪儿，我们随性的，自由的打我们喜欢的篮球。
在哪儿，我总能找到跌倒后再爬起来的勇气。

你们把我带进了篮球的世界里。
但，偶尔却引退起来。
我会好好的打，
继续的打。
直到你们回来陪我的那一天。

过去美好的回忆，
我会好好的保存着。
它们永远是我最宝贵的回忆。

现在的回忆，
我也会好好的珍惜。
因为，你不会知道，
一切几时会结束。

真的很感激！
感激猪头们！
也感谢陪我们磨练的伙伴们！
和你们打球时，
我真的很快乐！ =】
谢谢！

好啦，我也该去休息了。
晚安大家！

我，不该再想了。
因为，那是永远也不可能的。
专心的打球吧！
用心灵的力量来打明天的比赛。
不去想结果。
只要努力的享受过程。
加油！
南大加油！

][.10.fe.15.][
][.cherish em.][

][.tt instance.][

][.tt instance.][

woohoo!
break BREAK break!
finally! recess break is here! =D
e long awaited one!
so much to catch up on!
ppl tt u had lost contact w,
readings tt u had neglected.
sleep tt 1 is deprived off.
haha so much so much.

so tired.
jus came hm frm kem trng.
haha bball, still enjoying e game.
as much as e legs can't go as fast..=]
but e moments on court is still as nice.
learning frm e mistakes,
playing e game.
sweating it out.
how many more yrs can i go on?
no idea,
jus wanna enjoy it all =]

wells..jia u fe!
do not live in regret!
do not live in worries!
jus live in this moment!
start living! =]]

hao la..aching all over..shall go nua le!
take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.is a motivation.][

][.crushed.][

][.crushed.][

since how long has i felt this lost?
i have no idea.
cz that was realli long ago.
screwed up all 3 tests for the 1st 3 in uni.
sighs, Sighs followed bac a even larger sigh!

the course is nice.
it realli nice.
but screwing up all.
it's jus a moment of silence n trying to plaster a smile across e face.
but, deep inside, it's crushed..
completely crushed.
full stop.

but wells, to get the rainbow, fe! u haf to pull thru this thunderstorm!
nth can put mi down! *self psycho!* lol
wells, haf to be positive! =]
if i can find a reason to be sad n down,
i will definitely find one to cheer up! =]

special thanks to llz for cuming down for e 1st match ytr!
haha yups, 10/9/08, 1st match played for ntu.
hmm haha was quite nice.
but e heavy pt is, thanks llz! =]]
realli appreciate u!

haha n to wen,
thanks!
sumtimes, a random call realli makes my day =]]
n to moi as well ;p

hao la..end here le..
take gd care every1! byeee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i will get up again.][

][.growing up.][

][.growing up.][

time is passing faster than be4..
another wk of uni had zoom-ed pass again =]
handed in e 1st assignment of uni.
attend e interesting lects n tuts (thou i may doze off at times)
but..truly enjoying em all too.
all e walks frm hall to sch n bac.
all these routines haf became parts of life..
n memories tt will be etched to my mind forever ba =]

thou i m nt a gd linguistic students who keep up with all her readings.
however, frm all e tuts n lects tt i attend n enjoy,
e linguist ears n mind is slowly developing..haha i tink..=P
e ear starting to pay attention to the way ppl are speaking.
trying to und more frm their lang.
n always remembering tt we r nt supposed to be prescribtive but descriptive. =]]
we dun judge! =]]
n e mind twisting in weird ways such tt e additional suffixes of -ing is an ongoing process.
subconciously, all these jus echoes at me when i see words.
haha tt's why learning n growing. (cz it's still ongoing..haha e effect of hg234 : structure of grammar, a course tt i din envisioned myself taking in my life =P)

haha n all e catching up w e tones of readings can realli drive mi crazy at times.
BUT they r interesting..they realli are =]]
little amazing facts such as a children by e age of 18mths had acquire up to 50 vocab n they r capable of learning up to 12 new words each day! (rapid rate)
haha isn't lang jus interesting?
w/o these, how m i communicating to u at this moment?
how wuld i be noting down how i feel at this moment?
n jus to quote my tutor nala "what can be more interesting than chasing a kid ard with a recorder?"
haha thou things may be quite uncertain about the future..cz afterall we r e pioneer batch..
BUT..things will be ok =]]

n haha growing up..
in this month time,
i realli feel myself growing up wk by wk..
slowly but definitely..=]]
staying away frm hm (thou it's nt another country..but haha in a ulu place) teaches 1to take care of yourself.
furthermore, learning from mistakes and solving problems.
haha slowly but definitely..i sense e older n inner me getting out.
the desire to resolve things by myself instead of jus calling out to daddy n mummy to get everything done for me (thou to a large extent, i m still dependent on em but haha gradually, growing)

haha so many random thoughts..
guess this is e after effect of not blogging regularly ba =P
random thoughts =]

alrite..i shall end here! haha
take gd care every1!
no matter wad u faces in life..jus rmb, u r always stronger than wad u perceive..n escaping is nv a way out!
you will be able to pull thur it all!
n fav line frm jc: whatever don't kills u jus make u stronger!

i shall start planning n make full use of my day!
n be thankful for it!
but wells..plans may go wrong at times..jus work ard w it den! =]]
things will be ok =]]
take gd care every1!
byee..

o n yah..i wanna go ard e world to enjoy all e beautiful sceneries =]]
super random-ness!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.learning.][