Monday, March 26, 2012

][.because, life is a journey.][

][.because, life is a journey.][

hello bloggy!
i'm back =]
a much normal me.

the past week had not be rational.
had not been easy.
had been slightly demoralizing.
tiring moments.
weak moments.
upsetting moments.
but all's good.
all's good.
be thankful for wad you have in life. =]
everything happens for a reason though at times you won't have an answer as to why.

will try my best to keep thoughts out of me and just focus on this very moment =]
有些事不是看到了希望才去坚持,而是坚持了才会看到希望。
坚持和希望都会让人很累,但放弃就是一切的结束和未来的遗憾?
what is it that i want?
i guess with the ongoing season and stagnant progress, i'm feeling the heat BUT it's ok. =] fe is ok.

a few more weeks to end of sem.
end of whole uni.
haha gosh. just how time flies.
started on job search.
clicking on 8 jobs and crossing my fingers.
what do i want in life?
i want something meaningful.
i want something more than a normal job.
i wanna be out there to change someone's life.
secretly hoping to be able to get prison warden (and hope my knee will not get in the way)
i want a job out of the ordinary but not teaching.
lao tian bao you me pls.
thank you much much. =]

and just some random thoughts over the week,
be thankful for those who make an effort to stay in your life and make e effort to stay in their life.
be thankful for those who cares for you from the bottom of their hearts.
it's really hard to maintain the bond as we fight against time and our lives.
it's really hard as we moved on and get busy.
to all those who makes the effort, xie xie ni men.
to all those who seems to have drifted, sorry that i did not do my best to maintain.

and to the one that have been suffering my downs and endless tantrums, thank you. <3


with more grad trips being booked, the excited-ness sets in. =D
less than 6 weeks to the trips!! =]]
T.T here i come!!

take gd care every1!
bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

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][.if.][Hello bloggy! This is e first time i am blogging using my phone :) Hmmm loads of thoughts running through my mind. They need to run out of my mind and heart. I can't put e words down. But there's just so much. I can't or maybe rather i don't wanna talk about it cause i know e answers that each Will give me. This is taking a toil out of me. The route ahead seems so far. The people are moving fast ahead while i am stagnant. Am i ready for all these once again? Am i? So many factors so many questions. If i would to, i would wanna be there there and not just there there. If i would to, i wanna be on it. I won't be able to take a back seat for i would rather choose e other seat. For this, i gotta work harder. But am i ready? Are you ready my dearest knee? I know you are not. How much more must i do for you? A lot more right? Are you, am i, are we ready to go through it once more? Ok night everyone. Night. We Will be ok :) ][.10.Fe.15][][.strong.][

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

][.Wicked.][

][.Wicked.][

wickedly awesome!!
thanks loads to terry tho for getting the tics & planning it! =]
enjoyed myself throughout the 2hours plus.






went to shoot 120 shots be4 gym-ing.
felt really helpless when i stood rooted to the ground and can't jump.
as the balls enter the basket, for a moment, i let it fall.


it's so hard to press the "restart" button.
everything all over again.
from the scratch.
it was much easier to press the "enter" button back then.
but it's ok.
to be or not to be.
it's not the time to decide yet. =]

on a side note..
some thoughts on the back of my head.
if you don't agree with someone or what he/she is doing, will you tell him/her?
somehow all the things from the past is coming back to haunt me.
and i just decided to shut up. it's his/her life.
but somehow, shutting up is making me seem so superficial. so f-ing superficial.
发生过的事不能当作没发生。


][.10.fe.15.][
][.shut up, fe.][

Friday, March 16, 2012

][.le MJ.][

][.le MJ.][

hello bloggy!
all's going on well.
coming home to discovery channel and animal planet.
can't express my amazement by all these prog and how much i can just watch them non-stop.

i almost got away. the haunted. i am alive.
exciting. heart-racing. inspiring.
see how criminals escape from the police.
seeing how paranormal activities happen.
and most importantly see how people stands up from all the downs and fight to survive.
as long as you don't give up on life, it won't give up on you.

really appreciate life and all.
and always believe in picking yourself up.
no1 else can pick you up.
you are the only one.

it's been more than 6months since i last ran and jumped and play.
time flies.
i missed everything but i am getting used to everything too.
life is good.
really.
the same question running through my mind over and over again.
but it's ok.
i am loving my life as it is.
gym-ing 3 times per wk.

mj once a week.
tuitions x 10 a week.
training x 0 for 6months.
haha great fe great.

final sem.
translation is taking the toil of my load.
but it's ok.
all for the last sem.
time flies.
gosh.

alright! end here le!
life's gd.
thanks for giving me what i have.
i will cherish it.

take gd care every1! =]
looking forward to "Wicked" tml =P

][.10.fe.15.][
][.be strong for yourself.][

Thursday, March 01, 2012

《愛 LOVE》

《愛 LOVE》

除了《那些年,我们一起追的女孩》后,真的很喜欢这部戏。

舒淇 飾 柔依:你擁有的,都不是你想要的。
陳意涵 飾 宜珈:如果這世上,有人能為我拍了一支這樣的片..
郭采潔 飾 小霓:為什麼我不能跟自己最喜歡的人在一起?

若不曾拥有就不会依靠,不会依靠就不会懂得思念。

many nice quotes from the show.
love it!
recess week is coming to an end.
woohoo. so dead.
but it's ok - zen! everything will be ok =]

take gd care every1!
nitez =]

][.10.fe.15.][
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