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hey bloggy..sorry for not updating u..since 17th till today..i haf been wanting to tell u so much..tell u wads going on with my life..but i m jus too tired to do it..

aw..17th was my 17th bday..n yup..mus thank a few grps of ppl who made my day..
-> mama jan,mamamatong, sh, tricia,jo,shu hua,mel
-> floating gang
->vj bball gals
->forever5..

yup..had pleasant n unplesant memories on that day itself n i found out that e most meaningful gift is non other than the cards..its wad i treasure e most..

aw..sorry that i can't go on elaborating..life has been in a mess since 17th till today..n its still in a mess thou it seems that e sea is beginning to become calm and all once again..but e heart isn't feeling any gd..everything jus suxz..

if only i can leave..
i will..
to a place only i noe..
n start my life all over again..
2006 has been a bad yr..
n oct which was supposed to be a gd mth..
has been dark..
maybe its jus becoz of my stubborness..
but ya..
things jus can't be undone..
wads done is done..
all i can do now is..
slowly forget every single unhappy memories between us..
on the other hand..
to another special one..
maybe its time i learn to be independent and stop leaning on u as much as i wish i could..

hao la..end here le every1 ! take gd care ! byee..hafing a bad headache now..shugs..but ya..jus gotta say..thou so many unhappy things happened..dere are still happy memories ! thats wad i always believe..life isn't all that smooth..but things will be ok in e end =)..

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