Thursday, July 20, 2006

][.if u need to crash den crash and burn.u r not alone.][

][.if u need to crash den crash and burn.u r not alone.][

hey bloggy..hee today's blog ne..i also dunno wad i wanna blog abt..but abt my treasured friends ba..i guess..hee ytr n today..sumthings happen n it realli make mi noe sumthing..n understand sumthings..haha..shall try to express how i feel via poem ba..dun like it to be in words sumhow..

ytr..
for everything there's a limit
even the most elastic rubber band will snap and break if u stretch it overboard

i saw e tears and i felt a sense of guilt..
overwhelming guilt and a sense of heartache..

was stunned and shocked..
was lost and din noe e right words and right thing to do..

first time ever i felt so helpless..
pray and hope that u will be ok..

finally when i saw ya smile..
i felt a sense of relieve..

haha yup thats how i felt ytr..hee ok..now shall try to write a poem abt today..

today..
everything was not going in the perfect way..
its not a nice day..
its jus another normal day which i haf many things on my mind..

was worried due to things that happened ytr..
was not realli in the mood..

but when i saw that msg..
i forgotten abt everything..
i felt a sense of helpless again..

u told mi to say anything..
n i was dumbfounded for a min..
i din noe the words that wuld cheer u up..

i was worried..
realli worried..
i hate e physical distance..
cz i realli hope to be by ya side at that moment..

u told mi u was crying..
n it jus worries mi even further..
i was helpless..
i jus wanna rush over n be by ya side..
i dun wanna noe e reason that u r sad..
but jus hope that u will feel better..

u told mi u r feeling better..
told mi not to worry anymore..
but that wun stop e worries my friend..
cz u r my friend forever..

hmm yeah man..thats how i felt ytr n today..din noe that i wuld ever feel so helpless when my friends tears..ha..was realli lost n din noe wad to do..haha maybe cz its always mi that is crying like a baby n em who always comfort mi ba..hai..useless man fe..onli noe how to cry..hao peng you cry le que dunno how..

but yuppy..jus wanna say this to my best n most treasured friends..
i may not be the best comforter
i may not have the right words for u..
i may not noe wad to do..

but i promise u..

i will be the best listener..
i will sit beside u..
i will stand by u..
i will be with u till u r feeling better..

if u need a shoulder to cry on..
take mine..
if u need a listener(a ear) for ya complains..
take mine..
if u need a punching bag to vent ya anger..
punch mi..

if u feel that your world is crushing down on u..
if u need to crash and burn..
rmb..
u r not alone..

yuppy..so hee bloggy ah..i pray..pray that both that i cherish is feeling better le..i pray that they will be ok..i pray that they will smile from the bottom of the heart soon..i pray n hope that if the pain is too much for them..jus give mi a call..n yuppy jus to let those that i treasure noe..if u need to cry..jus cry..there's no need to hold em back..cz i always believe that after a gd cry..u will feel much better than holding bac ya tears..dere's no nd to be strong in my presence..cz i haf nv been strong in front of u too..yup..thats how i feel..so u dun haf to agree with mi..=)..

hao la..aw..today's trng was not too bad..take gd care every1 ! a bit tired le..byee..

][.FEarless.][
][.=) u all r my reasons to smile.][

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