][.15 days.][
had gp today.
haha dun haf too high an expectation.
so nt feeling too much.
haha ok.
dear heaven n divine n all gods of the earth,
pls bless mi w e strength to last thur e nite!
ok!
off to fungi's hse!
take gd care every1!
hang in there! =D
][.10.fe.15.][
][.be brave.][
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
][.woah.][
][.woah.][
haha that's e onli thing i can tell u now.
in less than 12 hrs, i wuld be taking my 1st paper - gp.
wish mi gd luck!
pray hard for mi yah!
i wuld gan ji bu jing!
haha ok..
off i go to study gp!
haven touched it for e whole day =P
n it's 16 days to e end!
start w e end in mind =P
jkjk
take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.JIA YOU FE!.][
haha that's e onli thing i can tell u now.
in less than 12 hrs, i wuld be taking my 1st paper - gp.
wish mi gd luck!
pray hard for mi yah!
i wuld gan ji bu jing!
haha ok..
off i go to study gp!
haven touched it for e whole day =P
n it's 16 days to e end!
start w e end in mind =P
jkjk
take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.JIA YOU FE!.][
][.song of the day.][
][.song of the day.][
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
pure random-ness XP take gd care every1! byeee..
ps. thanks llz for ya help! =D
][.10.fe.15.][
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
pure random-ness XP take gd care every1! byeee..
ps. thanks llz for ya help! =D
][.10.fe.15.][
Monday, October 29, 2007
][.wadever it is, jus be strong.][
][.wadever it is, jus be strong.][
Epiphany.
dunno wad came over mi.
a sudden wave of thought came.
n it told mi.
everything is gg to be fine.
wadever e results is,
i deserve it.
so jus be strong for nw.
self-delusion or wadever it is,
con-fe-dence.
wadever u noe, u noe.
wadever u dun, u dun.
so..jus hang in dere.
heaven has it's plans for mi.
my fatalistic resign.
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.i will be strong.][
Epiphany.
dunno wad came over mi.
a sudden wave of thought came.
n it told mi.
everything is gg to be fine.
wadever e results is,
i deserve it.
so jus be strong for nw.
self-delusion or wadever it is,
con-fe-dence.
wadever u noe, u noe.
wadever u dun, u dun.
so..jus hang in dere.
heaven has it's plans for mi.
my fatalistic resign.
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.i will be strong.][
Sunday, October 28, 2007
][.sighs.][
][.sighs.][
went to airport to study.
but gosh.
it's e most unproductive day!
i spent my time stoning n thinking abt so many stuffs (apart frm work).
sighs.
SIGHS.
sighs.
e onli gd thing of e day.
i haf fungi on my right.
n wen on my left.
at least it din feel so bad.
agrh.
i haf to stop thinking.
saw u.
n memories surge back.
let go.
let go.
let go.
felicia, jus let go.
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
went to airport to study.
but gosh.
it's e most unproductive day!
i spent my time stoning n thinking abt so many stuffs (apart frm work).
sighs.
SIGHS.
sighs.
e onli gd thing of e day.
i haf fungi on my right.
n wen on my left.
at least it din feel so bad.
agrh.
i haf to stop thinking.
saw u.
n memories surge back.
let go.
let go.
let go.
felicia, jus let go.
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.i can feel it tickling away.][
][.i can feel it tickling away.][
mind blowing.
dead.
it's 2:24am in e morning.
n i had nt bathed.
had nt rest a wink for 16hrs.
n yet i done nth much.
for 16hrs of my life,
trying to.
it's too much,
counting down every min.
racing w every sec.
life is like a never ending race.
my stamina is running out.
faints.
i need a miracle.
i need a guardian angel.
end here le.
take gd care every1!
bye.
][.10.fe.15.][
mind blowing.
dead.
it's 2:24am in e morning.
n i had nt bathed.
had nt rest a wink for 16hrs.
n yet i done nth much.
for 16hrs of my life,
trying to.
it's too much,
counting down every min.
racing w every sec.
life is like a never ending race.
my stamina is running out.
faints.
i need a miracle.
i need a guardian angel.
end here le.
take gd care every1!
bye.
][.10.fe.15.][
Friday, October 26, 2007
][.epiphany.][
][.epiphany.][
dunno if i spelt e word correctly,
but it kind of meant a moment of realisation.
if dere's realli 1 such moments.
culd it pls let it be now?
1 thing worth noting down today.
8 yrs ltr de today,
jing n mi wuld be opening our own shop, 4ever5 vie.=]
it's a pact.
lets work hard towards it! =]
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.let go.][
dunno if i spelt e word correctly,
but it kind of meant a moment of realisation.
if dere's realli 1 such moments.
culd it pls let it be now?
1 thing worth noting down today.
8 yrs ltr de today,
jing n mi wuld be opening our own shop, 4ever5 vie.=]
it's a pact.
lets work hard towards it! =]
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.let go.][
Thursday, October 25, 2007
][.wad a day.][
][.wad a day.][
today or rather 4mins ago de ytr, is realli..wad a day.
e memories that gushed back like nobody's business.
e strong urge to turn back to say hi.
e emotional struggle of wanting to be seen n yet at e same time not.
e moment when our eyes met n turned away.
it's realli wad a day.
last nite, due to an acute headache, i culd not sleep.
it was so pain tt i woke up n read i-mag n listen to music n take deep breath n did all sort of stupid stuffs while trying to make it ok.
finally fell asleep at ard 2plus 3?
i had a dream.
it's been so long since i haf a dream.
in e dream, we were doing stupid stuffs..
suan-ing each another, "bickering", "fighting".
those were e day.
those moments tt would nv come bac.
due to my words.
i refused to wake up,
in e dream, there was so much laughters..
e friendship, so fun, so special.
when i finally woke up n realised tt it's jus a dream,
n tt it's impossible to go bac to e past,
i can onli say.
hit by reality.
dreams vs reality.
tried to get e dream out of my mind.
tried to stop all e reminisicing of e gd old days.
tried to.
went to airport n tried to study vectors.
after an hr plus,
was exhausted n mind started drifting off once again.
lunch time,
was stoning n u walked past.
i stoned for e moment.
dunno to be thankful or not tt u din see mi.
cz it's been a period of time since i studied at e airport.
n whenever i studied dere, i wuld tink if we wuld meet.
n if we do, how wuld i react?
msged llz immediately.
n she agreed tt dunno if tt's gd,bad or nth.
cont stoning n decided to drop u a msg.
e nd to consider if i shuld drop u e msg,
mirrors e difference from e past.
n this difference is created by mi.
tt's sumthing tt i culd nv erase off my mind.
bac to work while waiting for e reply.
exchanged a few msg.
it's so familiar yet so agrh.
left for lit.
n i m pretty sure tt i m in e stone,
reminisicing the past.
unactivated mode.
so sorry to ppl who tried to talk to mi n discovered tt i was kind of distracted
n kind of lagging.
cz..i was tinking of e past.
took 36 n went bac to airport to meet jing n cont my day, or rather start my day.
jus as i was abt to alight,
i caught sight of a super familiar figure.
i stared hard to cfm,
n i noe u looked bac too.
at e moment,
i can onli say..
it's a super mixed emotion.
alighted n "hid" behind e bus,
not knowing if i shuld jus walk up n say hi.
or shuld i jus walked past n drop u a msg after tt.
final decision: walk past.
was turning bac to see once i m up on e escalator.
but too late.
had e urge to turn bac to say hi.
but thankfully, ur msg came jus in time.
resolved all e ? n wad to do.
headed to bk n awaited jing's arrival.
thankfully for jing,
i was more or less settled down n get bac to work.
was studying half way n suddenly sum1 covered my eyes.
hah e split second was so scary.
like i m suddenly in e dark xp
tried desparately to get em off my eyes.
n guess who lai de =P
haha chee fungi!
n so w llz's msg support n constantly allowing mi to rant n rant,
my mood pi xi duo le..
xie xie ni llz!
thanks for always allowing mi to rant!
thanks for always being dere to guide mi in almost everything!
n of cz w jing who constantly bei mi suan.
xiexie ni jing!
haha
n of cz fungi's drop by
n sinkin mi into darkness..
thanks fungi =P
n suddenly, wen u r missed! =P
at e end of e day, e mood pi xi duo le..i noe i wuld look bac n laugh at myself.
but at least for nw, i noe i had nt completely fang shou.
but, thankfully, there r always these pigs - thanks so much!
u guys = wo yong yuan bu hui fang shou de lifetime friends! =]
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.memories,i will keep em tight.][
today or rather 4mins ago de ytr, is realli..wad a day.
e memories that gushed back like nobody's business.
e strong urge to turn back to say hi.
e emotional struggle of wanting to be seen n yet at e same time not.
e moment when our eyes met n turned away.
it's realli wad a day.
last nite, due to an acute headache, i culd not sleep.
it was so pain tt i woke up n read i-mag n listen to music n take deep breath n did all sort of stupid stuffs while trying to make it ok.
finally fell asleep at ard 2plus 3?
i had a dream.
it's been so long since i haf a dream.
in e dream, we were doing stupid stuffs..
suan-ing each another, "bickering", "fighting".
those were e day.
those moments tt would nv come bac.
due to my words.
i refused to wake up,
in e dream, there was so much laughters..
e friendship, so fun, so special.
when i finally woke up n realised tt it's jus a dream,
n tt it's impossible to go bac to e past,
i can onli say.
hit by reality.
dreams vs reality.
tried to get e dream out of my mind.
tried to stop all e reminisicing of e gd old days.
tried to.
went to airport n tried to study vectors.
after an hr plus,
was exhausted n mind started drifting off once again.
lunch time,
was stoning n u walked past.
i stoned for e moment.
dunno to be thankful or not tt u din see mi.
cz it's been a period of time since i studied at e airport.
n whenever i studied dere, i wuld tink if we wuld meet.
n if we do, how wuld i react?
msged llz immediately.
n she agreed tt dunno if tt's gd,bad or nth.
cont stoning n decided to drop u a msg.
e nd to consider if i shuld drop u e msg,
mirrors e difference from e past.
n this difference is created by mi.
tt's sumthing tt i culd nv erase off my mind.
bac to work while waiting for e reply.
exchanged a few msg.
it's so familiar yet so agrh.
left for lit.
n i m pretty sure tt i m in e stone,
reminisicing the past.
unactivated mode.
so sorry to ppl who tried to talk to mi n discovered tt i was kind of distracted
n kind of lagging.
cz..i was tinking of e past.
took 36 n went bac to airport to meet jing n cont my day, or rather start my day.
jus as i was abt to alight,
i caught sight of a super familiar figure.
i stared hard to cfm,
n i noe u looked bac too.
at e moment,
i can onli say..
it's a super mixed emotion.
alighted n "hid" behind e bus,
not knowing if i shuld jus walk up n say hi.
or shuld i jus walked past n drop u a msg after tt.
final decision: walk past.
was turning bac to see once i m up on e escalator.
but too late.
had e urge to turn bac to say hi.
but thankfully, ur msg came jus in time.
resolved all e ? n wad to do.
headed to bk n awaited jing's arrival.
thankfully for jing,
i was more or less settled down n get bac to work.
was studying half way n suddenly sum1 covered my eyes.
hah e split second was so scary.
like i m suddenly in e dark xp
tried desparately to get em off my eyes.
n guess who lai de =P
haha chee fungi!
n so w llz's msg support n constantly allowing mi to rant n rant,
my mood pi xi duo le..
xie xie ni llz!
thanks for always allowing mi to rant!
thanks for always being dere to guide mi in almost everything!
n of cz w jing who constantly bei mi suan.
xiexie ni jing!
haha
n of cz fungi's drop by
n sinkin mi into darkness..
thanks fungi =P
n suddenly, wen u r missed! =P
at e end of e day, e mood pi xi duo le..i noe i wuld look bac n laugh at myself.
but at least for nw, i noe i had nt completely fang shou.
but, thankfully, there r always these pigs - thanks so much!
u guys = wo yong yuan bu hui fang shou de lifetime friends! =]
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.memories,i will keep em tight.][
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
][.555.forever5.][
][.555.forever5.][
today's title is super random-ness..this is my 555th post =P
n 555 reminds mi of forever5..so..pardon mi..haha
had my maths mock today..woo hoo..paper1 was sucky shit..
paper2 was more humane..
felt super light headed after both papers..
ate medi n went airport to study..
wasn't realli productive but feels gd n stress when e engine gets started =]
after dinner..took sum random pic..shall post em up sumday when emo1 uploads it =P
aw..came across this while studying my onli subject of e day lit..
Old friends, like old swords, still are trusted best.
how true is it to u? =]
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.memories.][
today's title is super random-ness..this is my 555th post =P
n 555 reminds mi of forever5..so..pardon mi..haha
had my maths mock today..woo hoo..paper1 was sucky shit..
paper2 was more humane..
felt super light headed after both papers..
ate medi n went airport to study..
wasn't realli productive but feels gd n stress when e engine gets started =]
after dinner..took sum random pic..shall post em up sumday when emo1 uploads it =P
aw..came across this while studying my onli subject of e day lit..
Old friends, like old swords, still are trusted best.
how true is it to u? =]
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.memories.][
Sunday, October 21, 2007
][.5ick.][
][.5ick.][
woman's instinct is always v zhun.
i predicted tt i wuld fall sick.
n i realli did.
had to miss e lunch..realli sorry to van,employer n 1031.
slept my whole day away.
n gg to sleep e whole night away sooon.
not gg for maths mock tml.
wow.
mugging at airport ytr w llz was gd =D
but for e nxt few days.
it's e heck care, i m sick mode =X
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.sumtimes, i jus hoped tt u care.][
woman's instinct is always v zhun.
i predicted tt i wuld fall sick.
n i realli did.
had to miss e lunch..realli sorry to van,employer n 1031.
slept my whole day away.
n gg to sleep e whole night away sooon.
not gg for maths mock tml.
wow.
mugging at airport ytr w llz was gd =D
but for e nxt few days.
it's e heck care, i m sick mode =X
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.sumtimes, i jus hoped tt u care.][
Saturday, October 20, 2007
][.bi feng gang.][
][.bi feng gang.][
hafing a splitting headache for dunno wad reason.
been slacking ard for e past 3 days due to celebrations n everything.
tml shall not be one.
haha aw v random.
but yups.
jus wanna say..
thanks to my bi feng gang..
haha u noe wad i mean =P
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.i will stand by u.][
hafing a splitting headache for dunno wad reason.
been slacking ard for e past 3 days due to celebrations n everything.
tml shall not be one.
haha aw v random.
but yups.
jus wanna say..
thanks to my bi feng gang..
haha u noe wad i mean =P
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.i will stand by u.][
Thursday, October 18, 2007
][.numb.smile.][
][.numb.smile.][
thankie employer! haha u shall be e employer of e day! jkjk
aw today is another slacked day..
n another pig day..
ate loads..haha
aw super tired now..
n haha numbed..
it's a kind of relief..
n a tinge of mixed emotions..
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..n o yah..how stupid can i get..i sprained my wrist while hafing dinner =P
][.10.fe.15.][
][.zzz.][
thankie employer! haha u shall be e employer of e day! jkjk
aw today is another slacked day..
n another pig day..
ate loads..haha
aw super tired now..
n haha numbed..
it's a kind of relief..
n a tinge of mixed emotions..
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..n o yah..how stupid can i get..i sprained my wrist while hafing dinner =P
][.10.fe.15.][
][.zzz.][
][.Happy 18!.][
][.Happy 18!.][
haha wo 18 le!
it's 2am in the morning n i m super tired.
but at e same time super high too!
i dun care..i mus blog be4 i slp =P
haha paiseh tt i wanna blog every detail down..cz i dun wanna forget anything abt today =]
ok so haha start from ytr nite..
heh w fungi's surprise visit at my door w a present n stating tt they cmi to pei mi on my bday =P
haha e cards realli made mi v touched..n e vcd =P woohoo..haha love it!
countdown!
haha thankie llz n jing for staying online n pei wo countdown =P
haha thanks loads llz for e e-card! haha e singing was..lol
den thanks to all those tt droped mi an sms..grace,jiao hua,xue li, iris,ah rum,jocelyn,ms tan,god parents n c mei,snail,buddy,tricia,employer,da 1031!
haha every msg light up my day! thanks loads for remembering! =D
haha morning while nua-ing jiu received employer's explict n not conventional way of greetings..haha xiexie ni! den jiu left for sch..haha stoned at e stone table n slept during maths cz vectors n complex is jus too complex for mi..
den..haha concourse kid's prezzie! haha soft toy! thanks loads! (finally i get my soft toy =D)haha n sh! thanks for e chocs! haha yums!den went for lit lect to study my hist..n hist lect while counting down to my hist mock..n it ended up tt i was e onli 1 to take e mock..haha realli had a little urge to jus go home..but nopes i noe i mus complete it today..if nt i wuld jus not do it! haha so did e paper from 3 plus to 6plus..seeing e sky turn dark n feeling my batt running out cz for e whole day i onli ate a burger n 3 addition liao..so after e paper jiu cabbed hm (haha under mummy's instructions cz gg out for dinner.)
haha so came hm n placed my prezzie all on e table n went for dinner! haha yum yum chillie crab, butter crab! haha crabbys! lucky there's c mei to pei mi eat..cz daddy n mummy both sick =P n received llz's call! wahaha another pleasant surprise! but psps llz hands were too oily n dirty w e crabs (but it was realli a big smile!) =P
haha after e super full dinner, went to get my cake! haha so bhb sia..but dun care la..i wanna cut my cake n blow candle..it's e 18th =P while choosing my cake, fungi called..haha sensed sumthing fishy..but hmm not that much for mi to guess too..cz afterall they realli haf super valid reason not to be here w mi today =P n i can understand..realli..so for e whole day i wasn't realli expecting em to appear..thou haha a tiny little part inside sumwhere in e heart does hope tt wuld happen *bleah* haha
den came hm w my cake..dunno wad went wrong..tink is e dinner too full le..so was realli high! (didi said i was siao) jus roll on my bed..den after a while i chao zhe wanna cut cake! haha jus den..fungi appeared to pass mi e thing tt apparently she had forgotten to pass mi ytr den left le =P haha so i jus watched tv n prepare to cut my beautiful cake =P haha n if e best is for e last..i guess it's realli quite true for today =P
haha my sweetest surprise *ta da* THE PIGS! haha while nua-ing on my sofa..ahem sum1's voice v low =P haha wen ji dan! although it was onli for a split sec..haha knew it was em! haha bleahs! they came jus in time to sing bday song n cut cake! haha so it started e cam whore-ing..n nua-ing on e sofa while watching tv n eating n haha loads of my fav food..but i cannot eat le..so wen jiu "helped" mi finish em - sushi, xia jiao, bbt n there's pea snack n wasabi seaweed =P haha onli e tibits r left now =P haha jkjk aw after tt jiu begin e process of "persuading" mi to go my rm..haha knew tt there's a gift..but ppl paiseh mar =P haha jkjk
so haha ta da! my super big gift of e day! haha was to open it..haha realli v touched..but i din acted touched n ahem caused those pigs to be "sianz!" haha jkjk but realli thanks lots! haha do u guys noe tt..it was e 1 tt i was gg to get when my old 1 failed mi for a day? =P haha jus double checked on e net to cfm =P haha so after tt..e lazy mi jiu asked jing to help mi dl e cd n register online n load songs! wahaha gan xie ni lo jing! haha realli ma fan her cz ahem we jus nua-ed on e bed n play dai dee! =P haha den for e nxt 2hrs, it was spent on laughing at how silly we were in pri sch ( while looking at my bi ye ji nian che) haha every single moment..i was realli happy..realli..from e heart de smile =D haha n guess wad..e mp3 is u3 n it's super baby de blue..haha n i conclude tt it's too sweet a colour for mi..BUT..heh if i was to buy it, i wuld buy black or white (e dull n boring mi!) but haha baby blue wuld perfectly describe n always remind mi of US! hah sweet, unchanging, forever, lifetime friends! love it! haha thanks pigs! i wuld definitely use it starting from tml! (thou i love my old one lots lots too!) but..haha
haha n happy times always flies..after cam whoring n mass blue toothing n crapping..be4 we noe..it was 12am! haha gd morning! n mass bus service check for e last bus timing..n off they go! (for e last bus!) haha n off i go! with a smile w my face! thanks forever5! thanks for staring my day n ending my day w a smile! love u guys so! =D haha
n of cz thanks to my beloved family n friends! thanks for remembering! thanks so much for making my special day a memorable one! thanks so SO so SO so much!
haha this is realli a great bday! thanks heaven! n haha i guess all tt i had hoped for today had came true ba! hmm maybe apart from 1 (npo forgotten =P) haha but yups thanks n to a special friend, thanks for remembering, when i saw tt msg, i smiled =]
hao la..end here le! take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.blessed.][
haha wo 18 le!
it's 2am in the morning n i m super tired.
but at e same time super high too!
i dun care..i mus blog be4 i slp =P
haha paiseh tt i wanna blog every detail down..cz i dun wanna forget anything abt today =]
ok so haha start from ytr nite..
heh w fungi's surprise visit at my door w a present n stating tt they cmi to pei mi on my bday =P
haha e cards realli made mi v touched..n e vcd =P woohoo..haha love it!
countdown!
haha thankie llz n jing for staying online n pei wo countdown =P
haha thanks loads llz for e e-card! haha e singing was..lol
den thanks to all those tt droped mi an sms..grace,jiao hua,xue li, iris,ah rum,jocelyn,ms tan,god parents n c mei,snail,buddy,tricia,employer,da 1031!
haha every msg light up my day! thanks loads for remembering! =D
haha morning while nua-ing jiu received employer's explict n not conventional way of greetings..haha xiexie ni! den jiu left for sch..haha stoned at e stone table n slept during maths cz vectors n complex is jus too complex for mi..
den..haha concourse kid's prezzie! haha soft toy! thanks loads! (finally i get my soft toy =D)haha n sh! thanks for e chocs! haha yums!den went for lit lect to study my hist..n hist lect while counting down to my hist mock..n it ended up tt i was e onli 1 to take e mock..haha realli had a little urge to jus go home..but nopes i noe i mus complete it today..if nt i wuld jus not do it! haha so did e paper from 3 plus to 6plus..seeing e sky turn dark n feeling my batt running out cz for e whole day i onli ate a burger n 3 addition liao..so after e paper jiu cabbed hm (haha under mummy's instructions cz gg out for dinner.)
haha so came hm n placed my prezzie all on e table n went for dinner! haha yum yum chillie crab, butter crab! haha crabbys! lucky there's c mei to pei mi eat..cz daddy n mummy both sick =P n received llz's call! wahaha another pleasant surprise! but psps llz hands were too oily n dirty w e crabs (but it was realli a big smile!) =P
haha after e super full dinner, went to get my cake! haha so bhb sia..but dun care la..i wanna cut my cake n blow candle..it's e 18th =P while choosing my cake, fungi called..haha sensed sumthing fishy..but hmm not that much for mi to guess too..cz afterall they realli haf super valid reason not to be here w mi today =P n i can understand..realli..so for e whole day i wasn't realli expecting em to appear..thou haha a tiny little part inside sumwhere in e heart does hope tt wuld happen *bleah* haha
den came hm w my cake..dunno wad went wrong..tink is e dinner too full le..so was realli high! (didi said i was siao) jus roll on my bed..den after a while i chao zhe wanna cut cake! haha jus den..fungi appeared to pass mi e thing tt apparently she had forgotten to pass mi ytr den left le =P haha so i jus watched tv n prepare to cut my beautiful cake =P haha n if e best is for e last..i guess it's realli quite true for today =P
haha my sweetest surprise *ta da* THE PIGS! haha while nua-ing on my sofa..ahem sum1's voice v low =P haha wen ji dan! although it was onli for a split sec..haha knew it was em! haha bleahs! they came jus in time to sing bday song n cut cake! haha so it started e cam whore-ing..n nua-ing on e sofa while watching tv n eating n haha loads of my fav food..but i cannot eat le..so wen jiu "helped" mi finish em - sushi, xia jiao, bbt n there's pea snack n wasabi seaweed =P haha onli e tibits r left now =P haha jkjk aw after tt jiu begin e process of "persuading" mi to go my rm..haha knew tt there's a gift..but ppl paiseh mar =P haha jkjk
so haha ta da! my super big gift of e day! haha was to open it..haha realli v touched..but i din acted touched n ahem caused those pigs to be "sianz!" haha jkjk but realli thanks lots! haha do u guys noe tt..it was e 1 tt i was gg to get when my old 1 failed mi for a day? =P haha jus double checked on e net to cfm =P haha so after tt..e lazy mi jiu asked jing to help mi dl e cd n register online n load songs! wahaha gan xie ni lo jing! haha realli ma fan her cz ahem we jus nua-ed on e bed n play dai dee! =P haha den for e nxt 2hrs, it was spent on laughing at how silly we were in pri sch ( while looking at my bi ye ji nian che) haha every single moment..i was realli happy..realli..from e heart de smile =D haha n guess wad..e mp3 is u3 n it's super baby de blue..haha n i conclude tt it's too sweet a colour for mi..BUT..heh if i was to buy it, i wuld buy black or white (e dull n boring mi!) but haha baby blue wuld perfectly describe n always remind mi of US! hah sweet, unchanging, forever, lifetime friends! love it! haha thanks pigs! i wuld definitely use it starting from tml! (thou i love my old one lots lots too!) but..haha
haha n happy times always flies..after cam whoring n mass blue toothing n crapping..be4 we noe..it was 12am! haha gd morning! n mass bus service check for e last bus timing..n off they go! (for e last bus!) haha n off i go! with a smile w my face! thanks forever5! thanks for staring my day n ending my day w a smile! love u guys so! =D haha
n of cz thanks to my beloved family n friends! thanks for remembering! thanks so much for making my special day a memorable one! thanks so SO so SO so much!
haha this is realli a great bday! thanks heaven! n haha i guess all tt i had hoped for today had came true ba! hmm maybe apart from 1 (npo forgotten =P) haha but yups thanks n to a special friend, thanks for remembering, when i saw tt msg, i smiled =]
hao la..end here le! take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.blessed.][
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
][.n u guys made my day.][
][.n u guys made my day.][
thanks forever5!
haha thanks for ending my nite n starting my day w a smile!
thanks for not keeping mi wait n no worries tt i wuld nt wait tml too =P
thanks for e gift!
realli appreciate it!
loves!
pls take gd care of yaself n haf a great day ahead too!
n rest assured..i wuld spend my day meaningful w my hist mock =D
][.10.fe.15.][
][.thanks for standing by me.][
][.touched.][
thanks forever5!
haha thanks for ending my nite n starting my day w a smile!
thanks for not keeping mi wait n no worries tt i wuld nt wait tml too =P
thanks for e gift!
realli appreciate it!
loves!
pls take gd care of yaself n haf a great day ahead too!
n rest assured..i wuld spend my day meaningful w my hist mock =D
][.10.fe.15.][
][.thanks for standing by me.][
][.touched.][
Monday, October 15, 2007
][.jus when i needed you most.][
][.jus when i needed you most.][
heartbreaking song..=]
here's jus a part of e lyrics..
'Cause you left me just when I needed you most
Left me just when I needed you most.
Now most every morning, I stare out the window
And I think about where you might be
I've written you letters that I'd like to send
If you would just send one to me.
haha hao la..end here le..jus wanna say..i m thankful for all e silly laughters n joy brought to my life by eg. FANG DENG LONG =P..n if it's within my means..i wanna spread e smile too! SMILES! (rmb it's infectious) byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.i promise to stand by u.][
heartbreaking song..=]
here's jus a part of e lyrics..
'Cause you left me just when I needed you most
Left me just when I needed you most.
Now most every morning, I stare out the window
And I think about where you might be
I've written you letters that I'd like to send
If you would just send one to me.
haha hao la..end here le..jus wanna say..i m thankful for all e silly laughters n joy brought to my life by eg. FANG DENG LONG =P..n if it's within my means..i wanna spread e smile too! SMILES! (rmb it's infectious) byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.i promise to stand by u.][
][.i rather not tink abt it.][
][.i rather not tink abt it.][
today started w mi loading loads of new songs into my mp3.
den out i go to study hist.
not v productive.
den hm i came.
had dinner.
watched jus follow law w mummy.
den watched "my wife is onli 18".
den here i m online.
haha wad a boring.
dull.
lonely.
unexciting.
empty.
lifeless life.
i m so...
culd my guardian angel cum n ease my fear now?
culd U cum n tell mi tt it's ok.
sighs.
dun even noe where's my guardian angel =X
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.too afraid to.][
today started w mi loading loads of new songs into my mp3.
den out i go to study hist.
not v productive.
den hm i came.
had dinner.
watched jus follow law w mummy.
den watched "my wife is onli 18".
den here i m online.
haha wad a boring.
dull.
lonely.
unexciting.
empty.
lifeless life.
i m so...
culd my guardian angel cum n ease my fear now?
culd U cum n tell mi tt it's ok.
sighs.
dun even noe where's my guardian angel =X
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.too afraid to.][
Saturday, October 13, 2007
][.loves.][
][.loves.][
woohoo! confession to make! i haf not studied today!
woke up like noon? den watched high sch musical..
den nua a bit..
den off to sakae..
den arcade..
den ben n jerry..
wahaha n cam-whore-ing..haha
den bac hm to my tian ya xia yi..
my beloved ken n qing qing =P
aw thanks lots to my beloved family!
which includes daddy,mummy,gan die, gan ma...
n of cz C MEI and B DI!
heh n c mei..we wuld go n break e high score nxt time =P
haha thanks for e early one!
realli appreciate it =D
haha hmm..when everything goes wrong..u guys r jus e one who puts it right =]
thanks ohana (i tink it mean family..lilo n stitch said sumthing like tt ;p)
haha aw mid nite r realli vulnerable moments..=P n yups..i m gg to get a box n place all e stuffs inside n tie it up..n when i m ready, i wuld throw these away =] i believe it wuld be soon..=]
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.no expectations.][
woohoo! confession to make! i haf not studied today!
woke up like noon? den watched high sch musical..
den nua a bit..
den off to sakae..
den arcade..
den ben n jerry..
wahaha n cam-whore-ing..haha
den bac hm to my tian ya xia yi..
my beloved ken n qing qing =P
aw thanks lots to my beloved family!
which includes daddy,mummy,gan die, gan ma...
n of cz C MEI and B DI!
heh n c mei..we wuld go n break e high score nxt time =P
haha thanks for e early one!
realli appreciate it =D
haha hmm..when everything goes wrong..u guys r jus e one who puts it right =]
thanks ohana (i tink it mean family..lilo n stitch said sumthing like tt ;p)
haha aw mid nite r realli vulnerable moments..=P n yups..i m gg to get a box n place all e stuffs inside n tie it up..n when i m ready, i wuld throw these away =] i believe it wuld be soon..=]
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.no expectations.][
][。人。][
][。人。][
人体的构造真的很复杂，
但人的心灵更复杂。
因为了解而分开。
因为得不到而永远那么完美。
得不到的，总是那么的完美。
但人却总是想得到。
得到后，却又因了解而分开。
把完美的变成不完美。
就连快乐的回忆也会带着丝丝的痛。
既然得不到的总是那么的完美，
人为何又要坚持，
要得到那样东西呢?
][.10.fe.15.][
][.so near yet so far.][
人体的构造真的很复杂，
但人的心灵更复杂。
因为了解而分开。
因为得不到而永远那么完美。
得不到的，总是那么的完美。
但人却总是想得到。
得到后，却又因了解而分开。
把完美的变成不完美。
就连快乐的回忆也会带着丝丝的痛。
既然得不到的总是那么的完美，
人为何又要坚持，
要得到那样东西呢?
][.10.fe.15.][
][.so near yet so far.][
Thursday, October 11, 2007
][。宁静。][
][。宁静。][
宁静的夜晚总是让人有说不出的心情。
就像此时此刻，
有好多话，
但却又不知该从何说起。
所以，只好自己享受着夜晚的宁静。
聆听心灵那孤寂的心房。
我不敢想得太多，
因为我一个人。
][.10.fe.15.][
宁静的夜晚总是让人有说不出的心情。
就像此时此刻，
有好多话，
但却又不知该从何说起。
所以，只好自己享受着夜晚的宁静。
聆听心灵那孤寂的心房。
我不敢想得太多，
因为我一个人。
][.10.fe.15.][
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
][.i need tt bit of encouragement,][
][.i need tt bit of encouragement.][
jus wad's wrong w everything.
or jus wad's wrong w me?
i haf no idea.
i jus wanna hibernate n wake up when everything is over.
yet i noe it's impossible.
sighs.
i jus hope tt u wuld make my day n give mi tt little bit of encouragement.
it's seems so far.
n as impossible.
it's an overwhelming emptiness.
no matter wad,
i wuld jus try my best =]
take gd care every1..byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.dependent kid.][
jus wad's wrong w everything.
or jus wad's wrong w me?
i haf no idea.
i jus wanna hibernate n wake up when everything is over.
yet i noe it's impossible.
sighs.
i jus hope tt u wuld make my day n give mi tt little bit of encouragement.
it's seems so far.
n as impossible.
it's an overwhelming emptiness.
no matter wad,
i wuld jus try my best =]
take gd care every1..byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.dependent kid.][
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
][.H.I.T.][
][.H.I.T.][
to all those ke lian cong out there "suffering" e same fate as mi..jus wanna say..HIT! Hang In There!
all i can say is..i m feeling dead tired.
n e work nv seems to end.
n i culd nv start w my revision.
n that's one word ="wonderful".
spent my day after sch at e airport w econs, coffee n onion rings.
bid gdbye to e old granny working at bk.
n sighs..if i haf e ability, i wuld make sure tt all e elderlys dun haf to work n culd jus enjoy life.
but i dun.
so i can onli work hard n make sure tt my parents do not haf to work when they r old.
for that, i wuld jia u.
haha such a way to "motivate" myself ;p
hao la..shall end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.i was so afraid tt i wuld meet u.][
to all those ke lian cong out there "suffering" e same fate as mi..jus wanna say..HIT! Hang In There!
all i can say is..i m feeling dead tired.
n e work nv seems to end.
n i culd nv start w my revision.
n that's one word ="wonderful".
spent my day after sch at e airport w econs, coffee n onion rings.
bid gdbye to e old granny working at bk.
n sighs..if i haf e ability, i wuld make sure tt all e elderlys dun haf to work n culd jus enjoy life.
but i dun.
so i can onli work hard n make sure tt my parents do not haf to work when they r old.
for that, i wuld jia u.
haha such a way to "motivate" myself ;p
hao la..shall end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.i was so afraid tt i wuld meet u.][
Saturday, October 06, 2007
][.looking back.][
][.looking back.][
my mp3 died on mi today.
it's 10 more days to it's 2yrs anniversary.
haha i wuld rmb it cz 2yrs ago cz tt day was such a mixture of emotions =]
n my beloved n faithful mp3, i will miss u so =[
aw was reading thur e past post.
haha hmm n discovered jus how much i depended on my idol then.
n how distance we r now =P
haha not tt we had been close.
but compare the present to e past.
haha..i was realli a kid then.
so childish n dependent.
haha not that i m not now.
but it's jus.
haha people cum n go.
friends enter n leave.
sum ppl r jus meant to be short term, while some r for a lifetime.
whatever it is, jus wanna thank all those that..
enter..
changed..
n saved themselves in my M (memories) drive forever =]
hao la..take gd care every1! byee..
my mp3 died on mi today.
it's 10 more days to it's 2yrs anniversary.
haha i wuld rmb it cz 2yrs ago cz tt day was such a mixture of emotions =]
n my beloved n faithful mp3, i will miss u so =[
aw was reading thur e past post.
haha hmm n discovered jus how much i depended on my idol then.
n how distance we r now =P
haha not tt we had been close.
but compare the present to e past.
haha..i was realli a kid then.
so childish n dependent.
haha not that i m not now.
but it's jus.
haha people cum n go.
friends enter n leave.
sum ppl r jus meant to be short term, while some r for a lifetime.
whatever it is, jus wanna thank all those that..
enter..
changed..
n saved themselves in my M (memories) drive forever =]
hao la..take gd care every1! byee..
Friday, October 05, 2007
][.06A13.][
][.06A13.][
today is such a wonderful n happy day!
it's been quite long since e whole day seem to be submerged in such a happy mood!
soo...i MUST blog abt it! =D
haha today's blog is specially dedicated to my beloved class -06A13! haha
farewell assembly was..haha nt too bad nt too gd..no tears but jus a little of..haha yah..
den received fungi's msg..n smiles!
haha after which..for e 1st time (and last time) we did a mass dance tgt! n haha woohoo..it's realli v wen xin..haha 1st time tt i so much wanna do mass dance n nt simply run away from it =P opps!
haha after which..dere's this special CT session n dere starts our mass pic taking session which took everything n anything for like 2hrs plus? haha n we went to an "art exhibit" haha it's cool shit..n realli v impressed and admire those tt take art..haha esp MATONG! haha n of cz eunice n chaoxu too..it's so impressive dudes..=P
haha o yah..back to e photo taking session which was so tiring n fun..i tink in tt 2++ hrs, we took enff pics to last for e 2 yrs..haha n after which went to raffles city..heh n guess wad..met wen dere! haha wad a pleasant encounter..haha n wen ni de ren bu hui hao ah =P thanks for e potato salad tt u shi she gei wo =P haha ok..bac to my class! heh we jus sat by e "fountain" n ate like junks? haha my fav calarmaries! yummy yummy yum yum! n i saw cute babies! o mian..babies r jus so cute n innocent..tt's e reason why i love em! haha nt becoz i wanna kidnap em la kids =P den took a few pics be4 gg to e mrt..haha culd nt join e others to go kino le..cz tt wuld cause jing to wait super duper long..haha so off i go w zhaoey..n heh chatted abt our pw grp, e class etc..haha it's jus pure happiness =]
haha after tt went to meet jing be4 cuming hm n gg to study again..haha after which wanted to go play basketball..but din get to..cz IRRITATING PPL KICK SOCCER AT THE BASKETBALL COURT! haha tt's e onli thing tt kind of irritate my day..but humph! nt realli irritated la..jus dun like tt kind of ppl! haha aw jing did a super brave thing..haha jing hor? =P
n now i m back home..woohoo! haha in conclusion..today is a HAPPY DAY!
thanks to..
06A13!
Fungi!
Jing!
Wen!
haha e simple things tt made mi smile for e day!
take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.smile.][
today is such a wonderful n happy day!
it's been quite long since e whole day seem to be submerged in such a happy mood!
soo...i MUST blog abt it! =D
haha today's blog is specially dedicated to my beloved class -06A13! haha
farewell assembly was..haha nt too bad nt too gd..no tears but jus a little of..haha yah..
den received fungi's msg..n smiles!
haha after which..for e 1st time (and last time) we did a mass dance tgt! n haha woohoo..it's realli v wen xin..haha 1st time tt i so much wanna do mass dance n nt simply run away from it =P opps!
haha after which..dere's this special CT session n dere starts our mass pic taking session which took everything n anything for like 2hrs plus? haha n we went to an "art exhibit" haha it's cool shit..n realli v impressed and admire those tt take art..haha esp MATONG! haha n of cz eunice n chaoxu too..it's so impressive dudes..=P
haha o yah..back to e photo taking session which was so tiring n fun..i tink in tt 2++ hrs, we took enff pics to last for e 2 yrs..haha n after which went to raffles city..heh n guess wad..met wen dere! haha wad a pleasant encounter..haha n wen ni de ren bu hui hao ah =P thanks for e potato salad tt u shi she gei wo =P haha ok..bac to my class! heh we jus sat by e "fountain" n ate like junks? haha my fav calarmaries! yummy yummy yum yum! n i saw cute babies! o mian..babies r jus so cute n innocent..tt's e reason why i love em! haha nt becoz i wanna kidnap em la kids =P den took a few pics be4 gg to e mrt..haha culd nt join e others to go kino le..cz tt wuld cause jing to wait super duper long..haha so off i go w zhaoey..n heh chatted abt our pw grp, e class etc..haha it's jus pure happiness =]
haha after tt went to meet jing be4 cuming hm n gg to study again..haha after which wanted to go play basketball..but din get to..cz IRRITATING PPL KICK SOCCER AT THE BASKETBALL COURT! haha tt's e onli thing tt kind of irritate my day..but humph! nt realli irritated la..jus dun like tt kind of ppl! haha aw jing did a super brave thing..haha jing hor? =P
n now i m back home..woohoo! haha in conclusion..today is a HAPPY DAY!
thanks to..
06A13!
Fungi!
Jing!
Wen!
haha e simple things tt made mi smile for e day!
take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.smile.][
][.goodbye.][
][.goodbye.][
wooo hooo..dunno wad struck mi..but haha
a big smile is plastered over my face now.
i tink i finally see the light.
i tink i finally understand.
we r jus too extreme to be friends.
too different.
too hard.
thanks for allowing mi to see all these.
thanks for all e wonderful memories.
from this very moment onwards,
i declare..
i m ready to let go.
n dere goes e card.
goodbye to our friendship.
jus hope e nxt time we meet (if we ever do) it wuld be a situation whereby each leads their own happy life. =] zhu fu ni!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.pain,no more.][
wooo hooo..dunno wad struck mi..but haha
a big smile is plastered over my face now.
i tink i finally see the light.
i tink i finally understand.
we r jus too extreme to be friends.
too different.
too hard.
thanks for allowing mi to see all these.
thanks for all e wonderful memories.
from this very moment onwards,
i declare..
i m ready to let go.
n dere goes e card.
goodbye to our friendship.
jus hope e nxt time we meet (if we ever do) it wuld be a situation whereby each leads their own happy life. =] zhu fu ni!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.pain,no more.][
Thursday, October 04, 2007
][.it struck mi.][
][.it stuck mi.][
haf to credit this to mamajan..she tinks it's beautiful..
i tink this following "passage" is super beautiful n meaningful..
so dun care if she wuld piak be for e copyright..but jus wanna share it..
There comes a point in life when you realise
who matters, who never did, who won't anymore
and who always will.
So don't worry about people from your past;
there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.
during this period of mugging and detachment,
when everything n every1 seem so far.
when u jus feel like breaking down many a times.
when special friend leave ya life n u try to adapt to it,
when memories of e past yr flashes past e mind.
it all boils down to a wow.
wow at how time realli files.
n how things changed.
tml is gg to be graduation ceremony.
n i tink i wuld realli miss my class -06A13!
quote mr sayers :" we r e best class."
nt in terms of results, but in terms of e ppl in it.
despite e distinct cliques, there's always nt much of a prob to inter clique, esp this yr.
n onli this yr did this happen.
short but better than nv..
i wuld nv forget it =]
despite all e changes,
parting and all,
sumthings will always remain unchange.
faithful as ever.
i believe.
thanks to all e friends that stood by mi all these yrs. realli v grateful to u guys.
forever5
- wen: u r e best n always will be!somethings r more than words can say. =P
- jing: i m more thankful than anything tt u hang in..cz if nt i wuld haf lost a wonderful friend in u! thanks esp during these days =]
-moi: thou we r no longer like wad we r in e past n thou we culd nv ever be friends like wad we used to be..i jus wanna say, thanks for all that u had done in e past, u r realli 1 tt go all out for ya friends. jus rmb not to be too reckless in e future, u haf my well-wishes,always.
-fungi:u wuld always be my lifetime friend no matter wad. fight hard for ya aims, i believe in u n will always support u..n i m thankful for e friend i found in u..n hope tt u wuld nt be angry w mi anymore =[
llz-wow! 2yrs..sooo fast it's gg to be 2yrs..i guess like wad u said, i zhang da le..but haha i nv do feel tt i zhang da le in ya presence =P thanks for always being dere n hear mi rant n advice n guide mi..i m thankful to haf found a friend in u! quote u: "u r e best thing that came out of e trip" *big smiles*
n to all those special ones that seem sooo far in my life now..eg, ah rum,employer n da 1031..i jus wanna say..thanks for e wonderful memories that u all had brought to my life during my j1 period. every now n then when i walk ard in sch, i wuld still tink of all e times we spent tgt doing stupid stuffs..esp to da 1031, memories jus flood back like a dam without a barrier..it's an end, n i sincerly zhu fu ni..zhen xin de zhu fu ni,u were my special friend n wuld always remain as part of e memories. =]
hao la..end here le..tt was jus another random post..these days r jus so random. =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.i wuld keep e memories safe.][
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
][.n i feel better.][
][.n i feel better.][
with the voice over e phone,
e tears stop,
n e smile reappear.
thanks for e comfort, my best friend.
i shuld stop tinking abt all these. =]
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with the voice over e phone,
e tears stop,
n e smile reappear.
thanks for e comfort, my best friend.
i shuld stop tinking abt all these. =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.i can't stop it.][
][.i can't stop it.][
after so many days of telling myself that if i m unhappy,
that's only my own fault,
there's no1 i can blame.
if i m sad,
that's my own fault,
becoz it's me who allow myself to be sad.
but at this v moment,
i can't take it anymore,
n tears fell.
i feel like my communication system is breaking down.
why is it that whatever msg that i wanna convey,
it would always end up e other way?
2 person that matters to mi,
n yet when i try to get e msg across,
i jus failed,
n e wrong idea is given.
both of the cards to em lay there lying in my files for days.
to e 1st one,
my heart sank, n i tink it's time to give up after ur persistent refusal to reply.
it's not ya fault,
i noe it's mine.
i noe it's becoz of my words.
i knew that it was gg to hurt to lose a friend in you.
i knew that u wuld nv be e 1 to salvage.
however, this is e 1st time tt u refuse to respond no matter how i try to salvage.
maybe that's e best way out.
many moments when my thoughts drift away,
when memories appear, i wuld jus stone for a moment.
i do regret.
but maybe that's meant to be.
maybe we r too different to be best of friends.
allow mi to stone n tink abt e past.
when i m completely ready to let go,
i would cut e card n throw it away.
but for now, let mi keep e tinge of hope n keep it in my file.
n u will always be my special friend.
to e 2nd one,
i m sorry.
e card is still lay there lying in my file n brought ard w mi everywhere.
there r many things i dun und.
but i tink tt's jus my stupid-ness that caused mi to tink so much.
do u noe why i wanna meet u tt day to get back my file?
that's becoz i wanna pass u sumthing.but i din get e chance.
sorry.
but to e 2nd special friend,
rest assured, e card wuld always lay there lying in my file till e day u r free to meet mi.
n i m sorry if i hurted u in any way.
n tears cont to fall n blur my vision.
i nd a shoulder to lean on now.
i m tired.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.n it hurts.][
after so many days of telling myself that if i m unhappy,
that's only my own fault,
there's no1 i can blame.
if i m sad,
that's my own fault,
becoz it's me who allow myself to be sad.
but at this v moment,
i can't take it anymore,
n tears fell.
i feel like my communication system is breaking down.
why is it that whatever msg that i wanna convey,
it would always end up e other way?
2 person that matters to mi,
n yet when i try to get e msg across,
i jus failed,
n e wrong idea is given.
both of the cards to em lay there lying in my files for days.
to e 1st one,
my heart sank, n i tink it's time to give up after ur persistent refusal to reply.
it's not ya fault,
i noe it's mine.
i noe it's becoz of my words.
i knew that it was gg to hurt to lose a friend in you.
i knew that u wuld nv be e 1 to salvage.
however, this is e 1st time tt u refuse to respond no matter how i try to salvage.
maybe that's e best way out.
many moments when my thoughts drift away,
when memories appear, i wuld jus stone for a moment.
i do regret.
but maybe that's meant to be.
maybe we r too different to be best of friends.
allow mi to stone n tink abt e past.
when i m completely ready to let go,
i would cut e card n throw it away.
but for now, let mi keep e tinge of hope n keep it in my file.
n u will always be my special friend.
to e 2nd one,
i m sorry.
e card is still lay there lying in my file n brought ard w mi everywhere.
there r many things i dun und.
but i tink tt's jus my stupid-ness that caused mi to tink so much.
do u noe why i wanna meet u tt day to get back my file?
that's becoz i wanna pass u sumthing.but i din get e chance.
sorry.
but to e 2nd special friend,
rest assured, e card wuld always lay there lying in my file till e day u r free to meet mi.
n i m sorry if i hurted u in any way.
n tears cont to fall n blur my vision.
i nd a shoulder to lean on now.
i m tired.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.n it hurts.][
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