Thursday, October 29, 2009

][.Random Fun.][

][.Random Fun.][

once in a while..
you just have to have some fun.
do things randomly and lol at ur stupidity.

last night was such a nite =P
spent hours packing my rm and cleaning up!
n it's still in the same shape! BUT at least i feel happier la =]
with all the work stress coming up..
it's a needed packing.
it's time i get some neat-ness and get organised! =]

but what was more random was "role-switching" with sh.
gosh.
it was so lame but so fun n hou tiring ah.
her trying to be me.
and me trying to be her.
what's more..i just learnt "discourse and identity" during HG330 ytr.
define identity.
it's too broad!
how would you define yourself? =]

n there's our merry-go-round in the small small room btw 2 laptops.
eating 2 doughnuts each and feeling fat.
going for a jog and some sprintings!
thanks dude! u knew tt i needed some sprinting n sprinting w some1 beside you is realli woohoo! hou fun ah! u run till you haf no idea which gear you are man.

n we cont our random-ness by doing more exercises outside our rm.core.jumping.squats.
a little silly.
but fun!
haha how many times will you be so motivated to exercise by urself and do some much?!
haha once in a while! =]

that was my fun night!
my 1st night without trng since this sem ba!
cool-ness!

n ta da!
it's time to get my heart settled down for work le =]
n can i jus say it once more..
i realli love 方炯鑌's song.
somehow..it touches my heart.
haha loads of songs..
but jus some links here..jus in case i wanna listen n can't find it nxt time =]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=feapgU_fnX8&feature=player_embedded
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N1ffWxDSV0U

haha ok! end here le!
take gd care every1!
Byee..


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][.放开.][

][.Home Sick.][

][.Home Sick.][

i miss home.
i really really do.
when things don't go in the right way..
somehow you just wish to get home.
and be the kid once again.
hiding behind your parents n let them protect you.
i m such a pampered kid.

but no.
no. i miss home.
but i m already 20.
can't hide behind mummy n daddy n asked them to protect me anymore.
face it.
come on fe!
face it. =] *brave smiles*

academically..things are not going in the right way.
20days to the 1st paper.
brace up! let's go!
whack for the nxt 20days!
rarrs!

n so this is how it feels back in hall at night.
n i mean night, not mid night.
since when did i have the luxury to eat a proper dinner at the proper dinner time? =]
it just feels so relaxed.
shall enjoy my dinner, and start to pack my table to face the battle which is in 20days!
Jia You!
Jia You every1! =]]

shall end here!
rest a while more..n go for hall trng ltr =]
take gd care every1!
Byee..

最近,我买了一本书。。
上面写着..
“不爱比较快乐吧。
有些人就是只适合当朋友而不适合当情人吧。”

相信我。。
真的不是故意。。
我也在重新习惯,现在的我们。

最近很喜欢听--方炯鑌的歌。
很好听。


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][.坏人.][

Monday, October 26, 2009

][.Sometimes when we touch.][

][.Sometimes when we touch.][

been trying to find a nice song.
songs n lyrics nv fail to express what i can't with words.
n here's one.
enjoy this nice song ba =]

Sometimes When We Touch - Olivia Ong

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you


And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides


a soothing song to go with work.
for u.
谢谢你的潇洒。
谢谢你曾做过的一切。
谢谢你!

约好了。。
十年后,还会是好兄弟哦!=]

ok! back to work!
it's going to be another challenging wk!
let's go every1!
jiayou!! =D

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Saturday, October 24, 2009

][.my lava lamp!.][

][.my lava lamp!.][

ha.
ha.
ha.

today is a ha ha ha day.
thanks for to roomie for providing me a place to study!
haha feels like study camp thou we did not study much =P
BUT still enjoyed it!
thanks loads =P

n ha ha ha.
buy 4d also not so accurate.
i told moi tt u wun be here today.
somehow i just had e feeling tt u can't make it today.
ha ha.
n in e end..despite pushing it back for a wk.
u realli can't make it due to last min stuffs.

ha ha hai.
if it was in e past..
i wuld be quite sad ba ;p
but ha ha.
it has been so long le.
things changed till it can't changed and we had remained so since then.

ha ha.
nowadays realli reminded of that past.
e past tt made me grow.
made me learnt.
ha ha.

ok! enough of ha ha hai.
thanks loads to employer n van n moi for taking out time to celebrate w me! =]
realli appreciate it! =D

haha yups! take gd care every1!
Bye! =D

was talking to moi.
n life is realli a cycle.
esp these few occurances.
get hurt.hurt others.
things jus comes in a circle.
let me get back to my circle.
no more hurting and no more of being hurted.

sorry.
i can't make ur dreams come true.
someday somewhere somehow, there will be someone for u.
thanks for everything tt u did.
everything.
thanks for being there at the darkest moments.
sorry that i can't.
sorry.


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][.libra.][

Friday, October 23, 2009

][.The same old route.][

][.The same old route.][


taking 36.
climbing the overhead bridge.
watch the sun sets.
it's the same old route.

2 years of memories of jc.
those days when assays were tiring but fun.
those were the days.

haha n watching my lava lamp is really therapeutic man!
so much thoughts and all.
but jus laying on my bed,
seeing the lamp, the neat room, the aircon.
it jus feels so gd to be back home. =]

20 already.
no more escaping.
face it fe!
jiayou!


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][。utruhannawnudi。][

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

][.Impermanance.][

][.Impermanance.][

haha does nostalgia comes with age?
maybe?
lol.
for the past few days, flashes of past memories, moments would occur.
these will remind me how much things had changed.
Change.
Change.
Change.
It is the only constant.
this used to be jing's nick and i agree with it.

some happens bit by bit.
some happens so suddenly.
those that occurs suddenly put you in a state of shock for that moment and cont to feels so whenever u look back.
those that happens bit by bit will leave u with a tinge of sadness when you pause for a moment and look at it.

i m always contented with things that i haf now.
always.
i m very thankful for everything tt i haf now.
but there are still moments when the past will take me back for a sec.
n make me smile n think abt it.
n make me resign at the state it is in now.

those things tt used to matters so much.
those things which used to matters so much to us.
how things change.
how things which used to be of high importance became just another event.
how ppl which can used to mean so much fades away from ur life.
how u fade away from their life too.
it's something so far now.
all that's left is tt u guys did shared a nice moment be4.
tt's enough.
n at the end, you will have a smile on ur face, once again!

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][.memories, that's all is left.][

Sunday, October 18, 2009

][.Happy 20!.][

][.Happy 20!.][

haha yes i am finally back to blog!!
sweep away the dust on my blog!
haha lol..had always wanted to blog..but din want to do a brief one =P
there's just so much that had happened over this few wks!
so many big big events!
haha..ok! bit by bit ok! =]

10/10/2009!
SgUni Champions!


yay! we made it once again! =]
let's keep gg ok!
hopefully with each season, we can get even better!
on and off court! =D
may e bond stays strong! (i haf e faith!)
may e mo qi gets even better!
may e power be with us!
keep gg nan da! =]
this team had made me grew in so many ways. =]
so many so many! and i m thankful for it! haha

den 11/10/2009.
kem's carnival!
*xingxin* my last u21 cup!
it's gg to be a new lvl frm now on.
no longer a teen.
it's gg to be woman's bball league frm nw on =]
jiayou!!


den..haha what's nxt?
there's many mre little things here n dere..but all ok la ;p
so here's my 20th!
gosh! 20 le. i can no longer say i m 19+.
cannot say i m a teen le =X
but haha nbm..move on!
time to be more responsible for my own life.
time to be more determined.
time to make some changes.

haha aw..thanks loads for all e well wishes!
really appreciate it!
all e msgs and facebook's msgs too!
thanks thanks! realli appreciate it! =]
reminds me of how many diff phrases of life had i been thur =]
and lastly..thanks loads to all who made an effort to give me a nice birthday! =]

1st up!
LMS course mates with a nice choc cake! thanks loads! =]

Nxt on the list!
Nan Da!
haha thanks loads for e choc cake! (thankfully there wasn't much smashing)
thanks loads for making it at timber! i realli love tt place. e one at old sch!
it brings back nice memories! =]
thanks for being there!
thanks for the bag which i realli love..reminds me of my sec sch days n i love how i can stuff so much n it still looks so slim!
love the 10 days after! it's something which i realli like =D hee e pics are so cool!
thanks loads for everything! =]

haha we dun haf a team photo that nite! but i will rmb everything! thanks loads! <3

n here's one of my roomie =P
realli love this pics! thanks for listening to all my rants!
thanks for always being there =]


haha what were u thinking man? =P

so here's my bday present be4 e actual day!!
thanks loads to e team and ah kor for e crocs too!
haha came hm on fri wanting to blog abt my 19yrs of life..but was too tired.
so k.o! ooo n mummy n didi bought me a wallet and a card holder n some $_$ inside! <3

den went trng n chalet n chalet n chalet n only back on sun!
so din get a chance to blog.
haha..aw during chalet..lol
i can realli eat till i roll for these few days!
timber's pizza!
chalet's bbq!
chalet's sakura!
coach realli take gd care of us man!
every single meal n e tons of food! *rolll*
n yups! thanks to team kem for getting me a cake n celebrating at sakura! =]]
ooo talking abt cake!
i haf a triple combo of choc cakes for this yr!
1) lms course mates =D thanks thanks to em too!
2) nan da! =D
3) team kem!
haha..but it's all vvv nice =]]
n i discovered tt i m realli quite camera n crowd shy when it comes to such things =P

haha n of cz..there was forever5 =]
thanks loads for e lava lamp!(which i m praying hard tt it's nt spoilt nw =X)
the gelare treat!
n e 20bucks for me to kiap kiap!
haha thanks loads for coming down too!
thanks for another yr of friendship <3 it's a wonderful decade w u all!

haha thanks loads for e book n bookmark too npo!
wad else? haha..
had dinner w gan die, gan ma n c mei at changi v with my family!
haha food again! i tink i put on a few kgs over these few days! haha
thanks loads for e treat, e hong bao n e card c mei and gan die and gan ma!
thanks loads to daddy for the hong bao too!

so it comes today! shop till you drop!
i realli feel tt now!
my legs are gone! shopping can realli qie w trng! (in fact, it's so tiring!)
haha so here's my mon! tut at 9am (which i was late) den k-lunch! den shop n eat n eat n shop!
haha k-lunch was nice! jieqi can realli realli sing!
n cynthia was super funny! haha gd sport! =D
proceed on to shopping w pris n sh with em trying hard to transform me ;p xin ku lo ;p
n cont to shop w sh! our plan to come bac hall earlier to do work failed!
we realli shopped n shopped! or rather i buy n buy while she controlled?
lol..i got a dress, belt, tank top, ju zi's story bk!
n loads of gd food! haha we had tako and loads of food be4 proceeding on to shop w pris n sh! realli loads of gd food w e champions!
den shop n we eat again!
ate ice cream!
n came bac to ntuc express to stock up and buy more food!sushi and cherry tomatoes!
i m so gg to eat e wind for this wk le! =D
hou broke ah!

haha so many pics tt i wanna post! but i tink my blogger a bit siao siao so can't post it =[ tt's also e reason why i took so long to blog! cz i wanna post e pics but can't! haha but nbm. =P

here's the happy post!
thanks loads to every1 for making it a HAPPY birthday! realli appreciate it! =D
知足!幸福!
haha ok! shall end this happy post here! will get a chance to post e pics la!
take gd care every1!
Bye!
n once again..thank YOU! =D

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][.thankful!.][

Sunday, October 04, 2009

][.This Moment.][

][.This Moment.][

got loads to blog.
but for nw..the stress lvl is high.
There's a song "Love will keep you up all night"
I guess there's another on my list now - "Stress will keep you up all night" =P jk!

just wanna blog something down be4 gg back to assignment =]
always wondered why i love the word moment so much.
and thus my blog add and all.
the following line explains it all..
"We do not remember days; we remember moments." - Cesare Pavese.

haha ok! back to work!
Take gd care every1!
Byee..
till i blog again! (mad wk ahead!)

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][.10/10/09.][

Thursday, October 01, 2009

][.Let's go 7s!.][

][.Let's go 7s!.][

currently it's 12:48am (fri morning).
this recess wk had been crazily fun n tiring.

had a game against smu on tues!
wonderful game 7s!
let's keep this up and fight our last battle ok! =D
went down to nus earlier to meet the mamas and ah xie!
haha had fun! those were the vj days!
they were the ones tt made my stay in vj less stressful n more fun!
thanks loads mamas!

o n thanks loads to daddy, moi, mei and kor for coming down to support n helping out w e video-ing =]

went to cascaden be4 joining the team for stayover!
gosh gosh gosh!
we are feng le!
played charades and murderer till ard 7am.
tian hei till tian liang.
den..went for my hotcakes breakfast!
den went back to slp!
with pris n cynthia jumping on us! (ah mole, sh, ah qin n me!)
but we jus ignored them and fell asleep.
was woke up at 1pm by cynthia who wanted to get e toothpaste to attack ah mole.
den den..be4 u noe..every1 was attacked n wide awake!
went for lunch n gym trng after which.
not tired ah.

haha..went to walawala for the live band!
gosh! i love live band man!
love the music! the atmosphere!
n ah mole's jing dian!
i m nt drunk! i m just a little more excited!
haha her walking zig zag and the jing dian : "of coz la!".
one pharse to make the whole car scream! lol

n here comes today (thurs) or rather ytr!
woke up w sh telling me.."dun scream! but it's already 230pm now!"
*faints*
wanted to wake up earlier to do work de.
so here comes trng.
super duper tired frm gym so can't realli run n do things.
n gosh.
i kinda look fwd to sun's kem's trng.
to haf some1 guide me along.
tell me what's right n what's wrong.
tell me what i can do.
what i m able to and what i can't and shan't.
the tiredness and ?s in e mind is enough to keep me shut my mouth.
super no mood de.
for some reasons,
i jus wanna stone.
so sorry 7s!
becoz of all these incompetent feeling..i really look fwd to playing the kem's carnival nxt sat.
cz i know what coach is capable of!
she is fit to scold me till i m worthless.
cz she is able to get me up and fight.
she is able to show me the light.
she is able to.
n nowadays during kem's training..
i just feel tt i m given more trust.
i haf more faith in myself when i m dere.
i noe i m in safe hands.
i noe wad i m supposed to do.
n i believe tt i can.
thanks coach! =]

aw after trng..was super hungry..
went back to hall n had 2 plates of rice!
twisties!
apple tea!
after which went clementi and cont to haf cheese chicken pasta.
bread.
curry fish balls.
mos's milk tea.
n went on to bbq to haf chicken wings and choc cakes!
gosh gosh!
super fattening de!
BUT..
food jus never fail to make my day =D

hao la! end here le!
enough of fun!
the nexts 3 days gonna be hell loads of work!
take gd care every1!
Byee..

最近常听人诉说相同的故事。
让我偶然想起些事。
最终的结局,任何人都无法预测。
人生总是这样让人无法预测。
马吗?

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][.banzai banzai! fighting!.][

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