][.29/3/08.][

][.29/3/08.][

haha yups u r right tt today is 30/3/08.
but i wanna note down e special day ytr.
cz 2 things happened.
1) i got e 1st n hopefully e onli stitch in life.
2) forever5's bbq.

haha had friendly ytr w u18 n got myself a stitch on the upper right lip.great one.
haha din exactly rmb wad happened.jus noe tt i felt this sharp pain after being elbowed frm e opponent while she got e rebound n came down. but e game was play on. wipped e blood, thinking tt it was jus e usual inner mouth bleeding till coach saw it n asked me to wash it.haha it was v scary. super reluctant to go n stitch it but coach say haf to. thanks loads to coach, daisy,jing hui n gwen! esp gwen who acc mi to e clinic. e lousy pok mi here is super scared of stitching. *yikes* dun wanna recall e scene.

aw after tt cmi..so cancelled tuition n came hm to rest. eat super demure n slow den off to forever5's bbq! haha it was nice..but a little tired to go into e details today ;p so e main pt is..they had fun saying jokes n making mi ctrl my laughters cz i cannot laugh!! er xin de pigs!! n i was laming n they say i jiu you zhi qu (which was quite true thou) but felt thankful too! cz they peel e food hao hao for mi..wahahaha nt shuang ma..small small pieces de..even e seldom serve mi de wen dou peel la..so dun nd to mention abt e rest la hor ;p jkjk aw xiexie ni men le! haha iloveus! hmm after tt stay over at moi's hse n went for guitar, bac hm to prep e presents n trng..trng was quite ok..all on shooting so quite shuang de n it ended early! wahahaha.. aw haha happy bday lqjl! ;p

n nw i m super tired..tink wanna go zzz le ba. take gd care every1! byee..

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][.i m who i m.][

][.rest-less.][

][.rest-less.][

haha restless n restless.
= no rest n restless itself.
haha started e wk w work n tuitions.
den today trng.
haha dunno wads wrong w myself too ;p
but tink keeping e time occupied is quite nice ba.
at least u noe wad u r supposed to do.
n when u haf e break..
u realli rest completely ;p

jus came hm frm trng.
agrh.
defence.
attack.
everything is like so bad.
feels guilty for hai-ing e da de(s).
thankful for high frequency de!
haha tink w/o high frequency de hua..
i wuld be super lost nw ba ;p
so xie le high frequency de!
tgt we jia u yah!
it's amazing how fate brings ppl tgt =]
hence i always believe tt..if it was meant to be, it wuld be =]

den wad else ne?
haha many bdays cuming up!
gosh gosh..haha this sun jiu got one le =P
lol time flies..n i haven prep for it =X
but everything is bought la ;p
haha n my 2 idols de bday is jus 2 days apart ;p
haha lqjl n sakuragi! haha so qiao =P

hao la..better go practice my nice nice de solo piece le.
guitar-rapy time =]
n jus wanna say,
i m so glad tt i m done w e uni applications.
they squeezed my life out of me =X

take gd care every1! byeee...

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][.learning.][

][.chill.][

][.chill.][

been quite long since sat haf been so chilling.
relaxing.
time alone.

woke up early to go bac to vj.
guilty for nt gg back for so many wks =X sorry2!
aw played 5 on 5 w e jnrs..n gosh, e sun can jus bbq mi to death.
i m lobster colour now.
which means..i m gg to be real dark tml! or rather nw.

haha after which cabbed down w moi to 230 to another bbq session.
enjoy playing dere.
it's e relaxing n jus be yaself de street ball time =]
wonder how long more wuld we be playing this.
cz..nth is forever, u see? =]
will cherish these moments.

after which, it rained n so i walked hm in e rain.
haha nt emo..is too tired to take a umbrella ;p
plus..i loves walkin in e rain (as long as i m nt gg out or wadsoever la)
came hm n cooked myself maggie mee! (my 1st meal of e day!)
haha n watched dou niu yao bu yao!
haha gosh..loved it!
Zi Cong!!!
haha he's realli like a guardian angel la =P
i wanna such a guardian angel!! haha jkjk

n i m slacking ard nw.
blogging after i jus finished my garlic bread. *fei si le*
n listening to bei ying - by yoga lin you jia.
it's e dou niu yao bu yao de cha qu.
exactly describe Zi Cong.=]
my wei da de Zi Cong. =]

感 谢 我 不 可 以 住 进 你 的 眼 睛.
所 以 才 能 拥 抱 你 的 背 影.


haha hao la..cont my nua-ing sat le ;p
cz after tml..nxt wk onwards will be..busy shit =P
take gd care every1! byee..


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][.our diary.][

][.our diary.][

they made my day. =]
things changing.
change is e only constant.
but i m thankful tt to a big extent,
sumthings remain unchanged. =]

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][.iloveus.][

][.cross-roads.][

][.cross-roads.][

headache now.
18yrs of my life has passed.
but jus wad i wanna do in e future is kinda of a ?.

choices haf to be made w regards to uni now.
to add on to e headache is not hafing gd results.
with em, u realli haf so many doubts abt ya chances.

leaving these headaches for tml nite.=]

for today..
things tt made my day a little.

guitar lesson thou i m unable to catch up w e change of chords.=P

watching AuGuSt RuSh w moi, it was a random choice but it definitely had nt disappoint mi =P haha e guitar is nice nice! n e little boy is duper cute de! music-rapy =D
check this out ba => http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WnoeD9Xb6Xw

after which met llz for a brief moment be4 gg for trng.
gosh..e cough(nt to mention tt i spent at least 3mins tryin to subdue it in e cinema *embarassing*) made my thoart super dry n hard to breathe.
n e few moments realli reminds mi of e joy of competitive bball.
give mi 5yrs more =]

hao la..end here le..kinda of tired. thou tml got leave..but btt test is much earlier than working!! =X tc every1! byee..

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][.fool.][

][.fool.][

if dere's a tunnel now.
i jus wanna go into it n reach another place.

if dere's a memories eraser,
i jus wanna erase e past few wks.

if dere's a place i wanna go.
i haf no idea where it is.

if dere's constant in this world.
i tink it's jus tt everything is not a constant.

taking full day leave on mon.
jus wanna get away frm this for a while.

tired.
guess i m still adapting.

e onli comfort nw.
is to play ball under e stars.

e onli comfort nw is to get away for a moment.
maybe sumday i shuld be a lone ranger n cycle out.
all by myself.

cz..it's getting hard.
things jus can't stop changing.
cz life is moving on.
time wun stop jus becoz u wish for it to.

northern lights.
i wanna be dere now.

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][.hope to nv see u again.][

][.Laugh.][

][.Laugh.][

it's amazing how we gradually forgotten how to laugh as we grow.
do u noe..
laughter adds 8yrs to our life?
haf a gd laugh over this -> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cXXm696UbKY&feature=related if u had not haf one for long =]
cheer up my friend!
gd bye monday blues! =D

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][.everything will be well.][
][.give up.][

][.Thankful.][

][.Thankful.][

today, i felt my heart in my mouth.
today, i felt e shivers down my spine.
today, i felt a tinge of relieve.
today, i feel love.

i did nt do well.
but i met my own expectations.
tried e best.
so, nt much regrets.
wadever will be will be.
cz e future is up to see =]

realli thankful to many.

1st of all..daddy + mummy for their constant support thur e mugging periods n till today..nv giving mi stress..always telling mi tt trying ya best is all tt matters.
thank you piggy daddy n mummy n of cz ah di =P and of cz my godparents n ah yi n cousin =]

thankful for e ships tt kept mi afloat =]
forever5 for e nite be4 today w e movie n msges.
thanks to moi for treating mi to arcade to calm mi down n e herbal tea for my throat. =]
thanks to wen for cuming down to meet us.
thanks to jing for being my best mugging partner n constant support thur' out these days.
thanks to fungi for e sweet encouraging msg in e morning =]

all e msges received by xy,cousin jack,kim guan, chai luan , li xue,employer n 135 etc..thou simple,but realli appreciated =]

e wonderful teachers tt i had in vj.
thou i din did well..but i met my own expectations =]
thankful to mr sayers, ms goh,mr young, mr ho, mr lee, mr kwok n etc.
esp hist n gp n lit..e period of time spent late at e tables outside staffrms.
realli v thankful tt i haf such nice n dedicated teachers who nv gave up.
special thanks to ms goh for her note. cz w/o which..i wuld nt haf e courage to flip over my result slip =]

thankful for e hugs by e jnrs.

thankful for e CKs for calming mi down n being so nice thur out these 2yr =]
w/o em, jc life wuld nt haf been nice =]
n also to my wonderful class 06A13..we always haf a special kind of bond =]
settling comfortably in our cliques yet able to inter-link.

n of cz..thankful to llz for making my day! =]
haha helping mi start by "throwing" away wad's irrelevant XP
nice meal at central be4 gg to e airport to chill.
n all we nd is a mp3 n seats =]
haha thanks for keeping mi afloat,always pig!
haha fate fate fate!
our f/ship is = wine..e older it gets..e better it is. =]
let e pics memo my day ba!
when u put felicia n joy tgt = double happiness!
why?!
cz felicia = happy 1 + joy = happiness therefore = double happiness.


tt's in parkway parade =]


a random nice shot taken be4 gg to airport =P


haha lol..e nice n spacious t3 ;p



e waterfall beside e jungle!



"bing ma yong"




on e way to t2's viewing mall..cz t3's was too noisy to enjoy e ya kun =P



mp3 + seats = shuang =] hahaha



summary of e nice day =] haha

hao la..e throat is hurtin more. shuld end here le..take gd care every1! n no matter wad..jia you! tc!

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][.loved.][

][.jus wanna get away for a while.][

][.jus wanna get away for a while.][

now it's 12am ++.
so i m officially left w 2days be4 i get my result.
got leave for tt day itself.

after trng..
i jus feel like taking leave for thurs too.
i wanna get away..
i wanna haf time to myself.
i wanna go do e things i like..
i dunno wad's it thou..
but i jus noe tt..
i realli feel like getting away.

v tired recently.
everything is gg on rather well n normal.
but..it's tiring.

work.
tired of e adult world at times.
thou it's a little bit least stress than mugging non-stop.
but wells..still glad tt i m in a gd dept who will protect mi frm all those yikes ppl.
so..w em..things r well.
but been rather tired.
so quite lazy to talk.
but when u r working in e society,
u haf to be professional..even if u r unhappy n tired n moodless..
when u ans e call, u haf to be warm n sincere.
when u transfer e call to others..u haf to be nice to em even thou they shuld pick up e call tt they din.
when u do e ppt..u haf to tink if it's too childish.
u jus haf to put up a happy front no matter wad.
cz..this's work.
this is not hanging ard w ya best friends whereby u can jus be dao n nt talk at all.
jus be yaself.
quiet.
stone.
not possible at work.
maybe tt's why i wanna take off on thurs ba.
wanna get away n haf sum time to myself.
but no matter wad..thankfully i m in a gd dept =]

nxt up is competitive basketball.
today's trng was power.
e feet was tired.
but e runnings had made e stamina recovered a little la. =]
sighs.
e rebuilt con-fe-dence is shaken once again.
jus where m i n wad can i be?!
i m tired.
realli.
when u fu chu mre but in e end when reality sets in..
e truth is dere.
u r jus nt gd enff than those tt dun train jus as hard.
dun ask mi to be positive or be wei da.
cz it's tired.
tired of saying "it's ok" cz at times.."it's realli nt ok".
i dunno wad i m ranting.
but i guess i m jus ranting how i feel at times ba.

sighs.
life is so beautiful!
but i jus wanna get away frm my routine!!!
do sumthing crazy on thurs!
n face e reality on fri.

hao la..take gd care every1! byee..

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][.i hate myself for loving u.][

][.Happy 19!.][

][.Happy 19!.][

this wk had been quite a tiring wk.
but..
ytr was our da zhu's bday!!
haha happy bday wen!! =D
thankful for e guys' help cz w/o em,
ytr wuld be quite jia lat ba ;p
wells..aw..let pics be part of e memo ba =]

















den after tt went for jap buffet at elias dere. haha hmm too tired tt i spent leng-ing all at e dinner ;p after which went to moi's hse dere to play beach bball le zai came hm..haha so..i m v tired nw! haha lack of slp ;p

aw yups..HAPPY 19 Wen! haha thanks for every1's help!
iloveus! =D
take gd care every1! byee..

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