Monday, January 30, 2012

][.One of the best decisions.][

][.One of the best decisions.][



this is probably one of the best decision of my uni academic life.
receiving my feedback and hearing from Francesco regarding co-publishing the paper.
it's one of the best things in my uni academic life. =]
the happiness within.
很开心。
真的。
looking forward to the day. =]

ok! should get back to work!
take gd care every1!
bye~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][

Thursday, January 26, 2012

][.beer.][

][.beer.][

hello bloggy.
all's good.

it's a humid night.
too much is going through my mind.
i need a beer.
and the only reason that's stopping me from opening the fridge to reach for one is..
i am on antibiotics.

communication exist daily between between and even within yourself.
tonight is just a night of self-communication that is beyond words.
it's overwhelming.

i need my beer.
rest well every1!
take gd care!
all's good. no worries.
night~

][.10.fe.15.][
][..][

Monday, January 16, 2012

][.hi, i miss you.][

][.hi, i miss you.][

hi bloggy, i miss something.
i miss..


finally touched the ball after 4 months.
it had been 4months.
i know there are many things in life and i had moved on.
i know i had recovered and i'm thankful for every step i take. really.
but damm it.
when you first step on the court, you will really feel as thou the court is so big and the rim is so high and i really did feel so small within the court.

but, once the ball reaches your hands,
you really will feel as thou all is good.
when the ball reach your hand and when you release it..
damm. the feeling is so good and once again, you will feel that the game is in your hands again. the court is no longer big.
it's just you and the game.
the focus is scary.



it's something so familiar.
it's something that had been part of you for so long.
it feels so good to sweat it out.
with the ball in your hand and all you wanna do is get it into the rim.
and having the shot enter, the flick on your wrist, it's too good to be true.
i miss you.
i have to admit this.
i really do.

on one hand, i really really miss you.
but on the other, i am not certain just how much will i be going back to competitive.
am i ready to risk it all over again?
there's a voice deep within which gives me an answer.
i know i will when the time comes..
i guess the decision i make will be the best one.
for now, i miss you and every step i am taking now is towards the road of recovery so that i can enjoy and stop missing you.

but no worries to all who fears that i may do something silly =]
i won't..cause what's lost is most cherished.
i will not jeopardize my second chance and make unnecessary risks.
thanks for being here with me.
take gd care every1!
bye~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.<3.][

Thursday, January 12, 2012

][.Journey Alone.][

][.Journey Alone.][

Hello bloggy!
if a picture depicts a thousand words..this is my picture for these few days.



it had been a lonely journey.
many things had changed.
beyond words can describe.
i can't put it down into words.
it's really hard to say out how i feel but i am thankful for the shoulders and ears around me.
the world goes on no matter what happens.
there is only so much one person can do.
there is only such amount of strength within one.
but there is just no way that i can be responsible without being in it.
or rather, there is no need for me to be responsible cause no1 is indispensable.
every1 grows and it is awesome to see them grow.
at the same time, it marks the time for you to leave.
to leave something which you spent the past years building and investing everything in.
this is life.
i am just undergoing early graduation of leaving.
i can take it.
i really can.

for now, i will just be a spectator, cheer and departs.
on to a new journey of hope and happiness.
i had my fair share of happiness here.
it's time to move on and find my happiness in other things.


my new best friend - hydro belt and the pool.
loves the serenity of just the water and me and the sky.
the peaceful-ness of working quietly back into life.

thanks loads to 5-yr-old for standing by with the words and experience. for its the person who been through the same route understands it most.<3
要记得,每一人要走的路都不一样。现在你走的路凹凸不平,似乎感觉没人有那种了解或耐力,陪在你身边。 No one said life is a bed of roses. 但是,要有信心能过这一关; ‘山重水复疑无路,柳暗花明又一村’.

take gd care every1!
bye~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.goodbye.][

Saturday, January 07, 2012

][.Same same but different.][

][.Same same but different.][

hello bloggy!
went back to 4 kids today.
all is good. 2 more tml =]
haha all seems to be going back to normalcy.

life is good but all has its little troubles.
some thoughts that only you yourself understand and it's just hard to tell any1 cz some things are hard to explain..those mixed emotions and all. it's just =]

overall life is still good.
and a random thought..same pics taken at the same time same place through diff cams do look diff =]


the best relationship is when you two can act like lovers & best friends. =]

ok take gd care every1!
nitez~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.simple happiness.][

Friday, January 06, 2012

][.Spoilt.][

][.Spoilt.][

hello bloggy!
today is quite a long & good day! =]
went for hydro in e morning.
gosh, was really dragging myself out of bed.

den did 1.5hours of hydro n saw chen han wei =]


following which..went to tiong baruh plaza to have lunch - aijisen ramen (daddy's treat) and haha enjoyed being spoilt by daddy. spent 30bucks - 8toys and loads of sweets! haha just nice for cny! =P






went to sgh for 1month check up for knee.
all's good.
finally not feeling loose and saw my repaired ligament for the 1st time =]


followed by mi4 with moi.
nice show. haha

and thus, ultra tired now.
need to prep for tuitions and sleep.
back to tuition le!
jiayou fe! =]

take gd care every1!
nitez~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.LG.][

Wednesday, January 04, 2012

][.cherish.][

][.cherish.][

hello bloggy!
official 1st post of 2012! =]
life has been good! not promoting for LG but Life's Good! =]

being able to take the train, cycling and all.
it feels so good =]
so many simple joys of life which you used to take for granted till you lose it.

counting down with forever5 and family and terry with arsenal and pizza is awesome.
can't imagine my life without those pigs.
so much happiness whenever we get together. <3

and on another note, i had been having many random dreams.
haha meet-the-parents session, jc classmates, and yesterday was the best..
dreamt that i can play ivp. the dream felt so real but woke up, lol at my leg and went back to sleep. haha and yes, i really miss playing. i miss the game. so so much but i know it's something i can't do in the near future. i know mummy don't want me back to it cause this whole injury wasn't easy process.

and..it really makes my day when friends make the effort to maintain the bond that you share <3<3
catching up with jiaying mama really made my day.
and all the msgs exchanged daily.
little efforts from friends to maintain the friendship makes my day. =]
it's not all that difficult. all it takes is two person who cherish the friendship. =]

in all, life is good. =]
take gd care every1!
bye~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][