][.ye zi de li qu jiu jing shi feng de zhui qiu hai shi shu de bu wan liu?.][

][.ye zi de li qu jiu jing shi feng de zhui qiu hai shi shu de bu wan liu?.][

haha i haf always been asking myself this qn every now and then since e day i heard this frm music diary..it means e departure of the leaves from e tree is becoz of the pursue by the wind or becoz e tree jus refuse to hold on to it ? ..i realli miss e days where i can listen to music diary..now there's no more music diary..or maybe is jus that i miss it..haiz..i miss e days..

i knew it..i knew i m so gonna haf sunday blues..cz tml is monday..n i guess we r gonna get bac e results le ba..n it jus suxz..haiz..today suxz too..woke up early in e morning at 7am..cz pw grp supposed to cum at 9am..but in end..haiz..den its pw e day away..den rushed to watch match..in btw i gotta pissed over things that i also dunno why i m pissed at..maybe its with myself..yup..haha

ok..so ya..jus ain't feeling gd abt anything..n den..haha yah..knee hurting for no reasons now..din even exercise today..but..shugs..haiz..still waiting to print pw =)..jia u ba da jia..

haf sum kind of a hunch that there will be sumthing..but i jus walked past it..n din turned bac..cz i always believed that wadever is meant to be will be..thou deep in my heart i was praying that it will happen but it din in e end..n i expected it..i expected that it wun..n maybe..in e 1st place..i was tinking too much..haha yah..i m a passive person without courage..thats at least wad i feel ba..dere's lots of things that i wun fight for..n onli live in regrets..wad a coward isn't it ?? hate myself for that too..i realli do..maybe i shuld change..i will try..

n yah..blues..i love blue but not blues..psycho myself to smile..but haha e smiles that are forced are realli sucky..n when u jus can't do it..u jus can't..so no pt..hee another theory..dun force yaself to do wad u can't..haha n yah..i discovered one more thing today..when u r down..those that u hope to haf by ya side..jus sitting by u..lending u a shoulder..ain't e ones beside u..but i m still thankful for those by my side..i realli appreciate u all..yup =)

hao la..end here le..so many theories learnt in a nite..woohoo..shall go nap while waiting for tricia's call..byee..take gd care every1 ! byee..

][.FEarless.][
][.i hoped u was e one by my side.][
][.but u ain't dere.][
][.n thats when i decided to let go.][
][.i shall be independent.][
][.but u appeared jus as i was abt to give up.][