Sunday, June 27, 2010

][.Get Away!.][

][.Get Away!.][

in 7 hours, i am getting away!

e get away was a plan to get away from the routine of just training non-stop.
but now, it serves another purpose.
i will use it to get away from the volcano eruption and let things cool down 1st.
stay strong jing n fungi!
moi n me will be back and we will face all this together.

take gd care every1!
bye!
esp fungi n jing! take gd care *hugs*

when you cry till you have no more strength to cry anymore.
that's when you know, you need a break.
it breaks my heart to see them so sad.
we are in this together.

ok..off for the trip.
will not bring too much emotions over.
it's not fair to affect others. =]
let's go sh,ling,sheryl and moi!
let's have a gd trip!

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][.take a break.][

Saturday, June 26, 2010

][.speechless.][

][.speechless.][

i typed a whole page.
but i deleted everything.

cz people who truly care will continue to care even though they are disappointed.
just that they get tired.
but they will continue to care.

i hate quarrels.
iloveus.
jus don't say "disappointed" easily.

in 20++yrs of life.
only 2 person ever told me tt they are disappointed in me.
n it made me really upset.
never easily say that word to people who truly cared for you.
never.
i hate the word.

ok..rest well every1!
nitez.

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][.status: tired. 1 day to get away!.][

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

][.Happiness.][

][.Happiness.][

happiness can be very simple at times.
for me, it's doing something that you love and enjoy doing it. =]

i had been happy for e past few days.
end of work.
dinner with family on father's day due to cancellation of training.
massage, chill out by myself at starbucks, tuition, training, world cup with fungi yesterday.
shopping with mummy, met pri sch teachers who treat me sushi and tuition and training today.

things can be very simple.=]

love to see the smiles on the faces of my loved ones.
especially my family and best friends.
ur smile brings on my smile =]

ok! end here already!
today is a v random day with a v random post.
but these random-ness is bringing me happiness.

and not to forget.
the talk that jasmine gave me.
thanks jas. =]
thou u will nv see this.

take gd care every1!
nitez =]

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][.i am happy.][

Thursday, June 17, 2010

][。最熟悉的陌生人。][

][。最熟悉的陌生人。][

昨晚临睡前,翻看了i-周刊。
不经意看到了叶咏梅写的这篇稿。
觉得很有意义。
所以决定和大家分享。。
希望你从中也能领悟些。。

相爱需要靠运气,分手后有没有机会成为朋友,那就要看有没有这个必要了。
情人在提出分手后总会说出这句 - “不如我们做回朋友吧!"
听起来,对方似乎是想把伤害减到最低。
但是,如果你曾深深地爱过对方,在勉强自己接受分手事实的当儿是绝对无法在短期内把对方视为朋友看待的。
除非你们协议分手或因为工作的关系而必须保持朋友关系。
最近跟一位十年没联络的旧爱在电台碰上了。
我们终于打破了十年的沉默,简单的一句问候,跟同事简要的交代我们的过去,就真的没有好聊了。
说真的,当初很渴望与他保持朋友关系,但对方选择不告而别。
几年后,我们在路上不期而遇,我还主动跟他打招呼,但他却视而不见。
生日的时候,对方也没有发简讯祝你更别说主动联络你。
在这样的情况下,真的有必要勉强成为朋友吗?
如果你刚刚提出分手,为了避免不必要的藕断丝连的暧昧关系,最好彻彻底底地断了所有联络的管道,感觉对方好像在人间蒸发了一样。
虽然这种方式很残酷,但分手后不再成为朋友绝对是让对方心死的最佳途径。
在网上看到这段字:分手后不可以做朋友因为彼此伤害过。
分手后也不可以做敌人因为彼此曾经深爱过。
因此分手后只能做最熟悉的陌生人。
我觉得这是再贴切不过的形容词了。
除了爱与恨,爱情也有它的灰色地带,做不成朋友就做彼此最熟悉的陌生人吧!

haha ok! end here le!
take gd care every1!
Bye~~

waiting for fungi to join me for e nxt world cup match! =P

p/s: finally there's no trng and i could dye and cut my hair. =]

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Wednesday, June 16, 2010

][.3 more days to the end of 人性的丑陋.][

][.3 more days to the end of 人性的丑陋.][

i really can't wait for ahyi to come back!
i think i will go to the airport to welcome her back and hand all the docs to her.
i swear, i seen some of the worst side of human beings during this 2 wks.
all sorts of excuses when ppl can't make it for things.
all sorts of shit.

i could tolerate everything.
at most just 委屈 a little.
but today was the last straw.
allow me to express my anger in the most crude way.
it's really wtf.
i swear i don't scold the word easily.
but it's really can't help it.

this person today is the worst person that i had ever met.
she did not hurt me.
but she insulted me.
questioned me.
i swear, no1 had every insulted me in this way in 20 plus yrs of life.

i am not perfect,
i am not good.
but in the sense of responsibility, i can account to myself.
fine.
u scold, u insult.
i will do it in a more educated way.
if education means demanding, insulting and questionning another person,
i think u are not educated.
and it's seldom tt i have courage to tell any1 this.
but ur f-ing attitude was more than enough for me to be sparked.

i am gg to keep all the insulting message and show ahyi once she is back.
i am gg to inform the coordinator and parent and make sure that you can take things in ur hands.
i will see how u take things in ur hands.
if u wan to make things diff for me.
i can make it even more diff for you.
rubbish.crap.

for once, i feel that irresponsible ppl are most annoying.
but for now, they ain't.
cz at least they don't insult.

agrh.

i ranted at least 5times but it still can't get e steam off.
ok..cool down.cool down.

there are bad ppl.
but there are definitely gd ppl too.
this is life.
this is world.
this is humanity.

hate to blog unhappy incidents down.
but i will blog this down to remind me of the ugly side of the world.
and teach myself to not be nice to ppl who are unkind.

take gd care every1!
bye! =]

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][.3 more days!.][

Monday, June 14, 2010

][.the past.][

][.the past.][

randomly reading blog post to find our msia trip with kem.
saw many other post and discovered how much i had forgotten.

saw something tt i blogged in 2005.
to forget some1 is as hard as remembering some1 you had nv met be4.

woohoo..been 6yrs since i joined kem.
loads of gan chu.
but all boils down to thanks to npo n coach.

esp npo.
seeing 2005 post really brought back loads of memories.
how you tutored me maths and all.
you din have to put in e effort to tutor me and bring my qn back home to solve.
but u put in e effort and encouraged me.
i guess without your help, i could not have done as well for "o" levels ba. not tt i done v well. but acceptable.
how you coach me patiently, which seats we always sit at macs.
haha everything is in my memory.

from my coach to my team mate.
don't worry. i will watch ur back and we shall play a gd lan zhong bei.

i heard what u say when i din have e courage to do e move during trng tt day.
dun worry.
i will work hard n ensure tt my bad habit will be kicked be4 lan zhong.=]

alright 5hrs for slp!
rest well every1!
this is a super random post written by a super random person at a random time of 3:23am. =]

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][.npo.][

][.Can't wait for get away!.][

][Can't wait for get away!.][

i can't wait for ahyi to be back.
i can't wait for get away!
but be4 tt, i will just make do and have a gd laugh each day be4 i go for a gd break =]

watched kangxi..n saw this.
nice song! so wanna share!



den randomly found this song..


haha ok! tired le..rest well every1!
nitez =]

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][.sat. pls come faster.][

Friday, June 11, 2010

][.Busy.][

][.Busy.][

it's 2am in the morning.
need to get up at 6am to get to camp.
finished packing my bag, finished tidying work tt i have to do in camp.
pls let e phone be peace for tml n sun.
dun tink i m able to entertain e hp and camp at the same time.

camp + work + camp + trng + farewell dinner.
nxt 2 days is gg to be busy n busy.
wells..sometimes 忙忙碌碌过一天又一天没有不好。
还不错。因为至少不是盲目。 =]

alright!
end here and go rest le!
2 loong days ahead!
it's world cup again!
still remember placing my bet on italy during e finals n won $5..haha tt was 1031.
n i m gg to snr's camp and there will bound to be night games. but this time round, i will be a brave girl. there will be no1 tt i can msg to ease e fears.
but o wells..i can do it.
time will fade away e memories.
take these away pls. =]

nitez every1!
anything jus sms me. thou i may not get bac to u immediately.
but definitely =]

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][.孤单,不一定不快乐.][

Thursday, June 10, 2010

][.thanks santa papa, i m getting away!.][

][.thanks santa papa, i m getting away!.][

nothing beats the green light for me to get away! =]
really vv happy after coach let me go ahead with my short getaway!
woohoo.

so for now, it's just work, train n get away! =]
it feels gd to have something to look forward to when life becomes a routine.

can't wait for ahyi to be back.
she says will treat me go big meal.
but i just want her to be back.
haha cz these work is haha not easy.

what's more..i m gg to hss snr camp 11th till 13th.
haha..all e best man fe!
i realli is 吃饱没事做。
明明就很多事做。
哈哈。o great.
it will be fine.
lao tian ye..pls pls.
i will settle more case.
n pls let me have some peace for sat n sun during e camp!
拜托了!

最近很喜欢听周笔畅的歌。

haha ok! end here le!
take gd care every1! =]
Bye~~

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][.为自己努力.][

Wednesday, June 09, 2010

][.成长.][

][。成长。][

在某个地方,看到了这一段有意义的感触。。
任何承诺都一样,在我们说“我永远爱你”的时候,大都千真万确。
真心真意。
后来,变的其实不是承诺而是人心。
台湾作家 -- 吴淡如。

承诺是真的,只是心变了。

我想,我终究明白了。

我以為很忙 儘量不要想 就是遺忘
不過一年後 我們終於 變了朋友
却是朋友的朋友 再想不出什麼藉口 還有要求
不過一年後过一年后 我们终于 只是朋友
回憶里有相同鏡頭 現實是 不同出口

现实是不同出口。

昨晚,我做出了决定。
这决定让我再次肯定了。。
有些人注定相识后就是离别。
捉不住的,我不会再强求了。
再也不会。
这是我最后一次这样说了。

因为,不想再为回忆难过。

还有,我不会轻易说任何承诺。
因为,我明白心会变。

好啦!继续去忙工作了。
忙完工作就去练球。
好好的练。
练完就休息。
期待放个假。
教练,拜托了。

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][.why?.][

][.why?.][

been on high level stress for the past few days since ahyi went away to shanghai.
trying to cope with her work.
which i swear is causing me to go bonkers.
so if i nv reply ur sms or ans ur calls in time, forgive me.
cz the other phone is already eating my life away.

sudden waves of thoughts came crashing towards me.
the past came back to find me.
made me wonder why did things turn out the way it is now.
why?

thanks to fungi!
i m feeling so much better now.
thanks to her i see things in some way tt i don't.
i used to ponder upon why?
why did things change?
why did promises break?
but i failed to see that people change.
promises break.
nothing is forever.

fungi taught me e lesson today.
there's no forever in promises.
things changed.
i made a choice and i made another tonight.
i have decided to leave it to fate.
n fate told me tt e decision i made in e past is right.
let time fade away things ba.



super nice song.
loved it in e past.
n addicted to it now.

ok! take gd care every1!
bye..

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][.get away!.][

Thursday, June 03, 2010

][.Forest Adventure! - ZIPP!.][

][.Forest Adventure! - ZIPP!.][

超人不会飞。
但是,我们会!=P
haha jkjk!
been a while since i enjoyed myself, doing things tt's fun!

2 kids set off on a forest adventure.
conquering their fear for heights.
doing things that they would never thought they could till they tried.
sweating it out.
some cuts and scraps.
but ended it with a smile and confidence of doing things tt they din knew they could =]

let e pics memo the good morning ba!



all ready to go on OUR OWN! =D



forest adventure!



red-on! safety briefing be4 we go off by ourselves =P
it was scary cz unlike adventure camps, you're on ur own. =X (thankfully i have a gd buddy to remind and encourage me thur out =D)



the tarzan trial!




the 4 storey tarzan fall =X
gosh..i must be siao at the moment i jumped off.
all i tot of was..i mus scream TARZAN!! n jumped off.
haha i had e scream of my life and it echoed.








a few of the climbs. haha there were quite a lot ;p



the scars tt we got from the double black = extreme difficulty obstacle!
haha but we din captured it cz was too focused on encouraging n getting over =]
on that obstacle, i got a sudden gush tt if i don't do it myself.
no1 would be able to help me with it.
being up there really made me feel tt even if you cry, you have to complete it yourself. =]
n when u finally do, i was quite certain tt somehow something is growing within. =]
thanks loads to kid & instructor's encouragments and instructions as to what to do.
cz it was all a blur.
rmb seeing e pinky and feeling faint once i reached the platform.
tt was e 2nd scariest apart frm tarzan jump!







some zip-line pics!
initially, i tot zipping would be the scariest thing =X
BUT..it turned out to be e best one!
all you do is relax and enjoy e view at a height tt you would nt be able to usually.
*shiok* haha as long as u dare to take e 1st step out to zip.
it's just so nice =]



haha and here's a big smile be4 we went off for e last zipline to conclude e day! =]
i like this pic. =]
tired but smiles.
it was really fun!

haha love to try things tt you din noe you could.
but you really could =]
thanks loads for e wonderful morning kid! =D
nxt up! 42.195!

ok! end here le!
take gd care every1!
give it a try! =D
it's fun!
n many times, you won't know till you try. =]
u will be amazed by yourself!
n i love tt. =]

p/s: i need more random funs =]

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][.random funs!.][

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

][.The Choice.][

][.The Choice.][



been a while since i read my hours away.
did that till 5am this morning jus becoz i wanted to finish the book.
daddy popped by ard 4am and asked.."too interesting to not finish it huh?"
indeed =]

bought myself 3 bks to on sun.
wanted to just get dear john.
cz i like e movie but sad at the not so perfect ending.
so wanna get the bk n read since many said tt e bk is much better than e movie.

however, there was this get 3bks and a 30% discount.
so..haha here's 3 for me.
"Dear John", "The Choice" and "Nights in Rodanthe"

finished "The Choice".
it's nice.
those kind where humour is here and there making you lol.
those kind whereby ur tears will just flow..
ur heart will just pound as you await the answer..
and at the end..it's a smile.
i love books which made me smile in e end.
no matter how much i have to cry in the midst.
just make sure it's a happy ending.
cz i do not like to dwell in sadness =]

reading the book made me consider certain things too.
touching on the issue of euthanasia.
how far would you go to keep the hopes of love alive?
i am against the idea of euthanasia.
i would want to keep the hopes alive.
but mummy always told me tt she would be for it as she don't ever want to be a burden to those living.
if seeing it from her point, i would nt want to be a burden to my love ones too.
but when faced with the choice, i would wish to believe that miracles do exist.
n tt as long as u dun remove the feeding tube, there would be a chance.
wells..it's something tt i will always think about once in a while.
but given a choice, i hope i would nv have to make a choice in this.
*pray hard*

choice choice choice.
life is all about this isn't it.
you make a simple choice of what to eat, what to wear, what to say.
you make the choice of which sch you wanna enter.
you make the choice of whether you want to work hard or give up without a try.
you make the choice of who enters your life and who leaves yours.
you make the choice for every single thing.
and the choices you make determines who you are and who you will be. =]

moving on to read the 2nd bk now - night in rodanthe.
jing says all this is too unrealistic to be true.
but it's ok. =]
i like it.
haha..i dun nd this to be true.
i just want to enjoy reading it.
shall read a bit more n slp.
tml shall be forest adventure with kid! =D
looking forward to it!

haha n ankle, pls brace up n get well soon.
one inflammed ligament.
regaining stability and strength is needed.
but breaks are needed too.
time alone are much treasured too. =]

take gd care every1!
Bye~~

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Tuesday, June 01, 2010

][.聊天.][

][。聊天。][

what a random tues!
no training!! haha unbelievable huh!
i also cannot believe..but yups.
a vv gd tues spent.

woke up..helped didi with his maths.
den went to meet e pigs!
nua at ws.
great right..ws also can nua.
ate at superdog, went popular den went cotton on.
haha ok..maybe shuld say jus wen n i shopping at cotton on.
jing n fungi jus can't take it.
n moi had left to fetch her cousin by den.
was on a shopping spreed! bought myself a vest and a pair of sunglasses =]






here's my shopping buys! =]
n e necklace tt jing gave me - jigsaw. (for me to find my right half - lol. e others jus =_=)

den went to ntuc to buy franks and drinks n went to jing's house - like finally.
played mahjong all e way.
with us eating franks, kimchi, jing's mum's cheese cake and hating each other as always and jing wanting to play bball. =]
left jing's hse ard 9plus.
took a stop den..wen n i saw pasar malam!
immediately alight and went to play at pasar malam!
haha play e lame games n eat!
we just love pasar malam don't we? =]

came home.
ate dinner w daddy.
n he gave me a lecture on how to play mahjong!
haha cool daddy huh =]

so all in all..it's a gd gd day spent w ppl i love.
wen say i step.
but i dun care.
i really love what jing says..
when one heart breaks, four other echoes with it.
mushy but true.
ours is a tough love.
but through the tough times, you can be sure tt you won't be alone.
i promise.

ok! end here le!
take gd care every1!
bye~~
love this song..


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