][.thank yOu.][
haha alright be4 i start..i need to say..i tink is either my com siao le..or my tag board siao le..coz i cannot see anything..haha so paiseh paiseh n thankie lots if u had left a msg behind..
hee now i shall start...hmmm today is not a v nice day ba..haha coz of many issues going on in my mind..which i tink dun nd to say out la..haha hmmm den went for training..haha becum more disappointed wif myself la..haha lots of stuffs jus ran thru my mind..n theres this few kids who keep on find snails n smash em ( when they (da dui ) were practising 5 on 5 )..o my gosh..so cruel man..haiz..poor snails..n if i m e parents of these kids..i will definitely give em a gd scolding man..snails not life ah ?..haiz...
alright..not veri depressed..but i cannot deny that i m..haha wad e craps..i guess onli sum will understand wad i saying ba..anyway thats not e main pt..
my main pt of e day is..i wanna thank sum1..realli thank yOu..realli..maybe u tink its nothing..but its realli sumthing in my not nice de day..its e only thing that i can smile as i reminisce my day now..haha..unknowingly..u made my day..*5milez*..i will rmb wad u say n work on it..work realli hard on it..coz i m deeply touched..*gan dong*
haha anyway enff of my craps..was trying to practice jump stop after trng..haha coz today din play much..so gotta lots of energy la..den hmmm starting to get a grip of it..i mean realli starting those kinda la..den today i was "taught" of another thing..jump stop le..need to bend low..bend real low..n it does works man..hee..shall work on it too...
anyway..tml till wed wuld be full of dance pract for council investiture..haha hope i can ta han la..hee..n wads up for this wk ne?..i dunno..but i m looking forward to nxt sunday..haha..
hao la..shall end of here le..hmmm every1 take gd care of yaself n rest well wow..nitey..hee
][.i will try my best.][
Sunday, July 31, 2005
][.allow mi to live in my little world.][
][.allow mi to live in my little world.][
i m a "small small" gal
living in my small small world
jus allow mi to
continue doing so
lalalalala
lalalalala
haha suddenly feel like blogging this down..hee dun ask mi why coz i also dunno ;p..hee sumtimes i can't help but feel that this world hor..wun get to fulfill wad giodano says de " A world without strangers"..this is impossible..esp for sum1 like mi..i m jus a "small small" gal who wishes to live in my own "small small" world..a world wif my parents , my bro , my god-dad n mum n sis...n maybe a few other family members..as well as true best friends who realli understand mi..apart from that..i need no1 else..coz these are jus so fake..a person only haf 1 heart..how much care n concern can 1 person give to every1..
i once tot that as long as u try..u will be able to give every1 sum love n concern n make e world be a happy 1..but haha nah..its jus impossible..so every1 out dere *listen up*..jus focus on that few special ppl n give all u can ba..hee rather than making e whole world ya friend n in e end not being able to give em anything..that kinda of feeling is nv nice to the many ppl out dere ba..
haha hmmm ytr tok to moi..actually not counted as tok ba..onli exchanged a few words n jus feel so nice..i mean her own thinking..despite shouting at her..she nv say anything..she jus say..why bother to make others understand u..u are in your own shoes n others will nv be able to understand wad u r going thru de..so why bother to explain so much..waste your own strength onli..haha so simple n nice de thinking ba..
haha n hmmm thats about all ba..forgive mi if u dun agree wif wad i m blogging..but this is jus my own life de ideology..dun agree also nbm nbm la..n sorry if u feel uncomfortable n feel like bashing mi after reading this..realli sorry..paiseh paiseh..
][.cont living in this "world".][
i m a "small small" gal
living in my small small world
jus allow mi to
continue doing so
lalalalala
lalalalala
haha suddenly feel like blogging this down..hee dun ask mi why coz i also dunno ;p..hee sumtimes i can't help but feel that this world hor..wun get to fulfill wad giodano says de " A world without strangers"..this is impossible..esp for sum1 like mi..i m jus a "small small" gal who wishes to live in my own "small small" world..a world wif my parents , my bro , my god-dad n mum n sis...n maybe a few other family members..as well as true best friends who realli understand mi..apart from that..i need no1 else..coz these are jus so fake..a person only haf 1 heart..how much care n concern can 1 person give to every1..
i once tot that as long as u try..u will be able to give every1 sum love n concern n make e world be a happy 1..but haha nah..its jus impossible..so every1 out dere *listen up*..jus focus on that few special ppl n give all u can ba..hee rather than making e whole world ya friend n in e end not being able to give em anything..that kinda of feeling is nv nice to the many ppl out dere ba..
haha hmmm ytr tok to moi..actually not counted as tok ba..onli exchanged a few words n jus feel so nice..i mean her own thinking..despite shouting at her..she nv say anything..she jus say..why bother to make others understand u..u are in your own shoes n others will nv be able to understand wad u r going thru de..so why bother to explain so much..waste your own strength onli..haha so simple n nice de thinking ba..
haha n hmmm thats about all ba..forgive mi if u dun agree wif wad i m blogging..but this is jus my own life de ideology..dun agree also nbm nbm la..n sorry if u feel uncomfortable n feel like bashing mi after reading this..realli sorry..paiseh paiseh..
][.cont living in this "world".][
Saturday, July 30, 2005
][.i m a jinx today.][
][.i m a jinx today.][
today went to play nus 3 on 3 wif sh n moi ( a team)..together wif van , big cheryl and liying...we came in 4th ;p they came in 2nd..*claps* for van de team..
hmmm today is not a gd day..sorry to sh n moi 1st..for all those luan luan lai de shots..i rmb sh hate ppl saying sorry yeah..but yah realli sorry..dunno wad e hell is wrong wif mi today man..*shugs*..
n yah..i m a jinx today..i injured serene..rjc de..her nose bei mi elbow dao..both of us fell down..but i heard e tong ku de shen yin when she fell..n there was blood..i dun dare to look..i mean her nose like nose bleed like this..realli dun dare to see..after that van,moi,sh,big cheryl n liying jiu ask mi dun nd to be guilty..coz this is bball..not u injured jiu shi she injured..not purposely de jiu hao le..agrh..i jus hope she is alright n get well soon..buddha pls pls pls pls pls bless her..n hope that dere wun be any scars wadsoever de..bai tuo le..
but thats not e worst part man..wad makes mi feel worse is..their grp withdrawed coz serene is injured..hate this man..feel like i deprive em a wining chance de..feels like a qian gu jui ren that cause others to injure..dunno how to say la..its a mixtures of feelings..haiz..reminds mi of e incident when i caused van to injured when vj came to play friendly wif ahs..haiz..why is it always like this..why do i always injure players..thou they say nbm..but that kinda of feeling realli suxz man..cause they are like e star of e team..n if sum1 injure my team mate i will also surely vvvvv angry de mah..agrh..craps craps craps..realli sorry to all players that i haf injured..hope they recovered le..yeah..truly sorry..
den wad else ne..feel so crappy n sucky today..nv felt in this manner for so long le..jus so crappy..i played all craps today..but mus say...there was sportsmanship within e players there..
n secondly..i m a jinx coz i wanted to buy soya bean to share wif mummy..den this auntie wanna take giv mi de time..e can slipped n fell onto e ground den whole thing "explode" n splash on her..haiz..realli sorry auntie...
today i saw lots of craps..realli so many craps man..wads wrong wif human being..dun they noe wads manners man..went to buy newspaper at 7-11..den deres this uncle who cut my queue n jus smack e 70 cents at e cashier n left..cum on man..wads e problem wif him man..cut my queue already not correct le..still smack e 70cents at e cashier..cum on la..your 70cents veri big man..nv even freaking show some respect for e person behind e cashier la..wad e hell ?! u realli so rush for time meh ?!..rush till e extend that u r so rude ?..i jus feel like giving u a punch la..how freaking old are u le..n such simple manners u also dunno..go n smell la !!!!! always felt that this world is so wonderful n nice..but these ppl that i met today jus makes mi feel like bashing em man..*agrh*
anyway enff of e crappy kinda of feelings..dere are still nice souls on earth..for eg. e hor fun auntie
hmmm maybe is my own mood today ba..everyday i felt that this world is jus so nice..but today everything seems so sucky..n i can onli cum to this conclusion that..when your mood is bad..everything is as bad..i nv understand why my frends like to use bad words..i m always irritated when they jus f here n dere..but i guess its an expressions of negative feelings ba..den now i feel that..e more u put this world down..feel that it is so negative..it will jus become worse..e more u feel your life suxz..e more it will suxz..coz your psychological mindset is pulling you down n down..
haiz..alright..end of this depressing post le..anyway thankie butts for telling kelly wow :D..hee n sorry that i hung e fone..coz i was in e toilet..n not much reception is dere..sorry sorry..
haha hao la..anyway every1 take care la ",)..hee n i received an unexpected sms today..haha maybe onli these few things can make my day ba..take care..byee..
][.i suxz.][
today went to play nus 3 on 3 wif sh n moi ( a team)..together wif van , big cheryl and liying...we came in 4th ;p they came in 2nd..*claps* for van de team..
hmmm today is not a gd day..sorry to sh n moi 1st..for all those luan luan lai de shots..i rmb sh hate ppl saying sorry yeah..but yah realli sorry..dunno wad e hell is wrong wif mi today man..*shugs*..
n yah..i m a jinx today..i injured serene..rjc de..her nose bei mi elbow dao..both of us fell down..but i heard e tong ku de shen yin when she fell..n there was blood..i dun dare to look..i mean her nose like nose bleed like this..realli dun dare to see..after that van,moi,sh,big cheryl n liying jiu ask mi dun nd to be guilty..coz this is bball..not u injured jiu shi she injured..not purposely de jiu hao le..agrh..i jus hope she is alright n get well soon..buddha pls pls pls pls pls bless her..n hope that dere wun be any scars wadsoever de..bai tuo le..
but thats not e worst part man..wad makes mi feel worse is..their grp withdrawed coz serene is injured..hate this man..feel like i deprive em a wining chance de..feels like a qian gu jui ren that cause others to injure..dunno how to say la..its a mixtures of feelings..haiz..reminds mi of e incident when i caused van to injured when vj came to play friendly wif ahs..haiz..why is it always like this..why do i always injure players..thou they say nbm..but that kinda of feeling realli suxz man..cause they are like e star of e team..n if sum1 injure my team mate i will also surely vvvvv angry de mah..agrh..craps craps craps..realli sorry to all players that i haf injured..hope they recovered le..yeah..truly sorry..
den wad else ne..feel so crappy n sucky today..nv felt in this manner for so long le..jus so crappy..i played all craps today..but mus say...there was sportsmanship within e players there..
n secondly..i m a jinx coz i wanted to buy soya bean to share wif mummy..den this auntie wanna take giv mi de time..e can slipped n fell onto e ground den whole thing "explode" n splash on her..haiz..realli sorry auntie...
today i saw lots of craps..realli so many craps man..wads wrong wif human being..dun they noe wads manners man..went to buy newspaper at 7-11..den deres this uncle who cut my queue n jus smack e 70 cents at e cashier n left..cum on man..wads e problem wif him man..cut my queue already not correct le..still smack e 70cents at e cashier..cum on la..your 70cents veri big man..nv even freaking show some respect for e person behind e cashier la..wad e hell ?! u realli so rush for time meh ?!..rush till e extend that u r so rude ?..i jus feel like giving u a punch la..how freaking old are u le..n such simple manners u also dunno..go n smell la !!!!! always felt that this world is so wonderful n nice..but these ppl that i met today jus makes mi feel like bashing em man..*agrh*
anyway enff of e crappy kinda of feelings..dere are still nice souls on earth..for eg. e hor fun auntie
hmmm maybe is my own mood today ba..everyday i felt that this world is jus so nice..but today everything seems so sucky..n i can onli cum to this conclusion that..when your mood is bad..everything is as bad..i nv understand why my frends like to use bad words..i m always irritated when they jus f here n dere..but i guess its an expressions of negative feelings ba..den now i feel that..e more u put this world down..feel that it is so negative..it will jus become worse..e more u feel your life suxz..e more it will suxz..coz your psychological mindset is pulling you down n down..
haiz..alright..end of this depressing post le..anyway thankie butts for telling kelly wow :D..hee n sorry that i hung e fone..coz i was in e toilet..n not much reception is dere..sorry sorry..
haha hao la..anyway every1 take care la ",)..hee n i received an unexpected sms today..haha maybe onli these few things can make my day ba..take care..byee..
][.i suxz.][
][.wei le "ni".][
][.wei le "ni".][
wooo..jus came back from vj de bball de bbq..hehe hmmm quite nice la..but wad i can say is..i still haf a phobia towards seniors..no matter how nice seniors are..i jus can't seems to get over e idea that they are my seniors kinda of things yah..*lame shit right*...dun ask mi why..but i believe sumday i will ba..
haha hmmm..most or rather all e seniors speak eng de..haha so unlike e environment that i m living now..its like a diff world man..haha but thats why i wanna go vj..wanna score for my GP paper..hee n of coz..wanna play bball..its onli in a gd sch wif a gd squad that u will haf challenges n improve ba..thats wad i personally feel like..can ignore mi ",)..hee
hmmm anyway the seniors are v friendly n nice n fun-loving ba..they throw each other into e pool..woho..if i ever managed to get in..i haf to learn how to swim 1st..haha n they sit on laps convienently as thou its a chair ( eg.RongShan is e ke lian de)..hee
alright..after saying so much..i can onli say..i haf no confidence at all to get into vj..not even 0.1%..everybody start their revision le..n i m still here revolving my life ard bball..i guess its jus too hard to put it aside n focus on studies ba..but i haf to..maybe after 7/8 ba..agrh..i need to balance..need to focus..can sum1 scold mi n pull out all my com de wires n lock mi in my room man..
agrh..laming again..shall do sumthing abt it le..better do it be4 its all too late..my friends out there..pls scold mi n knock sum sense in mi when u find mi slacking my life away ok..thanks lots !!! n take care every1..byee..
][.wo yuan yi.][
wooo..jus came back from vj de bball de bbq..hehe hmmm quite nice la..but wad i can say is..i still haf a phobia towards seniors..no matter how nice seniors are..i jus can't seems to get over e idea that they are my seniors kinda of things yah..*lame shit right*...dun ask mi why..but i believe sumday i will ba..
haha hmmm..most or rather all e seniors speak eng de..haha so unlike e environment that i m living now..its like a diff world man..haha but thats why i wanna go vj..wanna score for my GP paper..hee n of coz..wanna play bball..its onli in a gd sch wif a gd squad that u will haf challenges n improve ba..thats wad i personally feel like..can ignore mi ",)..hee
hmmm anyway the seniors are v friendly n nice n fun-loving ba..they throw each other into e pool..woho..if i ever managed to get in..i haf to learn how to swim 1st..haha n they sit on laps convienently as thou its a chair ( eg.RongShan is e ke lian de)..hee
alright..after saying so much..i can onli say..i haf no confidence at all to get into vj..not even 0.1%..everybody start their revision le..n i m still here revolving my life ard bball..i guess its jus too hard to put it aside n focus on studies ba..but i haf to..maybe after 7/8 ba..agrh..i need to balance..need to focus..can sum1 scold mi n pull out all my com de wires n lock mi in my room man..
agrh..laming again..shall do sumthing abt it le..better do it be4 its all too late..my friends out there..pls scold mi n knock sum sense in mi when u find mi slacking my life away ok..thanks lots !!! n take care every1..byee..
][.wo yuan yi.][
Friday, July 29, 2005
][.its gonna be over.][.i m sorry.][
][.its gonna be over.][.i m sorry.][
haha alright..time for mi to say my apologises 1st..realli sorry for many things..
1st - sorry to sh..i on my com n i fell asleep without saying byebye..so i din reply e msgs..coz i m in my fairyland wif zhou gong le..realli sorry
2nd - sorry to moi..for all e mis communications n stuffs..causing u to bring ya stuffs..
3rd - sorry to fungi..promised you to go see sinseh de..but got dance pract in e end..i missed many sessions le..so realli sorry..
den hmmm ytr n today not veri nice de days sia..ytr both c gals n boys managed to clinch e 1st runner up..haha hmmm jus wanna say jia u for ya all de nationals ok ! hmm n haha..like shi hui say de..attitude determines ya..haha forget le..anyway if u wanna win..u need to give more than wad u can..
hmmm ok thats my craps..shugs man..supposed to pract 3 on 3 wif moi n sh today de..but got dance pract..n i mus go..i missed all e sessions except for one..n if i nv go..i m so gonna chu chou on council investiture man..n even wif going..i can say..it wun be any much better too..but realli wanna thank denise, sin hwee, hui min,cassendra for teaching mi how to dance..in council..after jiao hua left..its onli wif these sports player that i can be more relaxed..maybe sports player haf a diff kinda of character ba..or maybe we shares e same kinda of attitude ? hee i dunno..
anyway nxt thurs jiu shi invest le..after that everything no more..haha its gonna be over..no longer haf to balance wif council meetings..trainings..friends waiting for mi..n getting irritated n pissed off..haha its been fun in council..but i mus admit..not much friendship foster..apart from wif sports players..hee n realli thankful that my grp of dear friends wait for mi to go home together still despite e long meetings n stuffs..thou they nag n nag..show mi e pissed off face..but still i m thankful..all this is gonna end le..no longer haf to juggle wif this n that le..yeah..after that..its gonna be onli sun trng..mon-sat study life...yeah..thats it..thinking abt it alone makes mi feel so relaxed n relieved man..haha huuuhuuu
hmmm hao la..shall get going le..gotta go bathe n go out le..gonna go vj de bball bbq...hmmm hope everything gonna be great yeah..n jus saw melissa jus now..hee hope buddha will guide mi n stuffs la..coz i realli cannot communicate wif seniors de ;p hehe..byebye..take care every1..
][.feel so relieved.][
haha alright..time for mi to say my apologises 1st..realli sorry for many things..
1st - sorry to sh..i on my com n i fell asleep without saying byebye..so i din reply e msgs..coz i m in my fairyland wif zhou gong le..realli sorry
2nd - sorry to moi..for all e mis communications n stuffs..causing u to bring ya stuffs..
3rd - sorry to fungi..promised you to go see sinseh de..but got dance pract in e end..i missed many sessions le..so realli sorry..
den hmmm ytr n today not veri nice de days sia..ytr both c gals n boys managed to clinch e 1st runner up..haha hmmm jus wanna say jia u for ya all de nationals ok ! hmm n haha..like shi hui say de..attitude determines ya..haha forget le..anyway if u wanna win..u need to give more than wad u can..
hmmm ok thats my craps..shugs man..supposed to pract 3 on 3 wif moi n sh today de..but got dance pract..n i mus go..i missed all e sessions except for one..n if i nv go..i m so gonna chu chou on council investiture man..n even wif going..i can say..it wun be any much better too..but realli wanna thank denise, sin hwee, hui min,cassendra for teaching mi how to dance..in council..after jiao hua left..its onli wif these sports player that i can be more relaxed..maybe sports player haf a diff kinda of character ba..or maybe we shares e same kinda of attitude ? hee i dunno..
anyway nxt thurs jiu shi invest le..after that everything no more..haha its gonna be over..no longer haf to balance wif council meetings..trainings..friends waiting for mi..n getting irritated n pissed off..haha its been fun in council..but i mus admit..not much friendship foster..apart from wif sports players..hee n realli thankful that my grp of dear friends wait for mi to go home together still despite e long meetings n stuffs..thou they nag n nag..show mi e pissed off face..but still i m thankful..all this is gonna end le..no longer haf to juggle wif this n that le..yeah..after that..its gonna be onli sun trng..mon-sat study life...yeah..thats it..thinking abt it alone makes mi feel so relaxed n relieved man..haha huuuhuuu
hmmm hao la..shall get going le..gotta go bathe n go out le..gonna go vj de bball bbq...hmmm hope everything gonna be great yeah..n jus saw melissa jus now..hee hope buddha will guide mi n stuffs la..coz i realli cannot communicate wif seniors de ;p hehe..byebye..take care every1..
][.feel so relieved.][
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
][.GTO theme song's translation.][
hey every1..if i m not wrong..this song ish Poison..e gto de theme song..n below is a translation of it..i find it quite nice..so jus wanna share la ;p hee
Lyrics for POISON (GTO theme song)
...I won’t be manipulated by lies and empty words ...
...I’ll never turn away from what is in my heart ...
...Even in this world where we can never say what’s in our hearts ...
...I’ll never hide my dreams and I’ll live my own life ...
...Even in this world where we can never really live our slightest dreams...
...I’ll keep on going, I’ll keep on doing my thing...
...Yeah I want to stand beside you ...
...And I want to live free...
...And together we will never be afraid again...
...Even in this world where we can never say what’s in our hearts ...
...I’ll never hide my dreams and I’ll live my own life ...
...But sometimes a man’s got to turn around and faces his fears ...
...And sometimes a man’s got to take a stand and fight ...
...Yeah , sometimes a man’s got to take a stand and fight ...
Lyrics for POISON (GTO theme song)
...I won’t be manipulated by lies and empty words ...
...I’ll never turn away from what is in my heart ...
...Even in this world where we can never say what’s in our hearts ...
...I’ll never hide my dreams and I’ll live my own life ...
...Even in this world where we can never really live our slightest dreams...
...I’ll keep on going, I’ll keep on doing my thing...
...Yeah I want to stand beside you ...
...And I want to live free...
...And together we will never be afraid again...
...Even in this world where we can never say what’s in our hearts ...
...I’ll never hide my dreams and I’ll live my own life ...
...But sometimes a man’s got to turn around and faces his fears ...
...And sometimes a man’s got to take a stand and fight ...
...Yeah , sometimes a man’s got to take a stand and fight ...
haha hmmm thats all..hope ya like it..
][.life is unpredictable.][
][.life is unpredictable.][
haha hmmm jus chatted wif wen on e fone..hee n yeah..glad to hear her laugh..haha wen veri mushy hor...but haha u realli mus laugh more n stay happy always ok..dun keep saying "ah i m going to die"..pls dun..coz u are not going to die !!!! not so soon !!!! u r gonna be my frend till i shuang de ok..haha n hmmm pls be guai n eat ya medi yeah..hee jia u jia u..time ish gonna fly veri fast de..all will be fine soon de :D jia u !!!! xiao cai sao jia you tor !!!! haha
den hmmm wahaha jus watched e project superstar de guys de 1st semi !!!! wahaha ooooo lx listen up...wei choong is so cute !!!!! haha i m gonna support wei choong n kelly le...haha butts dun worry..wei jian can make it de ;p hee wif ya fan club de fan base n his talents ;p hee
alright la..allow mi to be frank..hee today is e 1st time i watch project superstar den dun feel like hafing any1 of em eliminated..haha 1st time i tink all ish not bad la..from my pt of view :
M1 - Jason = haha not realli haf much comments la..but quite cute de..realli a bit like a bear dancing la..care bear (like wad fang zhong hua lao shi say)
M2 - Wei Choong = wahaha so cute...his bad boy xing xiang..haha den he dance de time veri cute..(thou mus admit he cannot dance la) hee..den he haf a korean boy look..n he sings quite nice de..haha n he earns 2 more fans tonite = wen n mi ;p haha
M3 - Jun Yang = haha i tink his singing realli not bad la..quite nice de..but he veri cute when he like tio stunned when e judges giving him marks..haha like a little boy..den he earned 1 fan tonite..= shi hui ;p
M4 - Wei Jian = haha cute la..hee den he dance de time veri cute also la ;p hmmm singing not bad ba..haha but a bit blur..hehe maybe thats his style la :D
M5 - Wei Lian = haha woohoo..he sings quite gan ren de..jia you o wei lian !
hee hmmm above are jus my vvvvv personal impressions onli ah..all of em haf their own gd points ba..hee *impressed* ..haha all jia you ba !!! hee hmmm n tml ish e gals de le..qi dai-ing wow..haha kelly jia you ! kelly gotta e highest if e forum nv bluff mi la..hee
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haha alright...enff of project superstar..hmmm tml ish c boys n gals de finals le !!! jia you wow :D hope both will win !!! hee jia u jia u jia u!!!
n hmmm moi thanksz for helping mi find open ya eyes this song ;p haha xie le...
den hmmm hao la..thats abt all la ;p hee finally i can say..tml no test for this wk..shiok man..hee jkjk..fri jiu got le ;p haha..hao la..shall go slack a while be4 i go study ss...hee every1 take gd care of ya health yeah ?..n jia u for everything :D
][.live it to e fullest my friend.][
haha hmmm jus chatted wif wen on e fone..hee n yeah..glad to hear her laugh..haha wen veri mushy hor...but haha u realli mus laugh more n stay happy always ok..dun keep saying "ah i m going to die"..pls dun..coz u are not going to die !!!! not so soon !!!! u r gonna be my frend till i shuang de ok..haha n hmmm pls be guai n eat ya medi yeah..hee jia u jia u..time ish gonna fly veri fast de..all will be fine soon de :D jia u !!!! xiao cai sao jia you tor !!!! haha
den hmmm wahaha jus watched e project superstar de guys de 1st semi !!!! wahaha ooooo lx listen up...wei choong is so cute !!!!! haha i m gonna support wei choong n kelly le...haha butts dun worry..wei jian can make it de ;p hee wif ya fan club de fan base n his talents ;p hee
alright la..allow mi to be frank..hee today is e 1st time i watch project superstar den dun feel like hafing any1 of em eliminated..haha 1st time i tink all ish not bad la..from my pt of view :
M1 - Jason = haha not realli haf much comments la..but quite cute de..realli a bit like a bear dancing la..care bear (like wad fang zhong hua lao shi say)
M2 - Wei Choong = wahaha so cute...his bad boy xing xiang..haha den he dance de time veri cute..(thou mus admit he cannot dance la) hee..den he haf a korean boy look..n he sings quite nice de..haha n he earns 2 more fans tonite = wen n mi ;p haha
M3 - Jun Yang = haha i tink his singing realli not bad la..quite nice de..but he veri cute when he like tio stunned when e judges giving him marks..haha like a little boy..den he earned 1 fan tonite..= shi hui ;p
M4 - Wei Jian = haha cute la..hee den he dance de time veri cute also la ;p hmmm singing not bad ba..haha but a bit blur..hehe maybe thats his style la :D
M5 - Wei Lian = haha woohoo..he sings quite gan ren de..jia you o wei lian !
hee hmmm above are jus my vvvvv personal impressions onli ah..all of em haf their own gd points ba..hee *impressed* ..haha all jia you ba !!! hee hmmm n tml ish e gals de le..qi dai-ing wow..haha kelly jia you ! kelly gotta e highest if e forum nv bluff mi la..hee
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haha alright...enff of project superstar..hmmm tml ish c boys n gals de finals le !!! jia you wow :D hope both will win !!! hee jia u jia u jia u!!!
n hmmm moi thanksz for helping mi find open ya eyes this song ;p haha xie le...
den hmmm hao la..thats abt all la ;p hee finally i can say..tml no test for this wk..shiok man..hee jkjk..fri jiu got le ;p haha..hao la..shall go slack a while be4 i go study ss...hee every1 take gd care of ya health yeah ?..n jia u for everything :D
][.live it to e fullest my friend.][
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
][.Zhen Chen.][
][.Zhen Chen.][
haha hmm alright..today is another simple day ;p rained so heavily in e morning..woho ;p den today fungi nv go sch..leave mi all alone climbing e wet wet de chang cheng..haha sianz ;p
den lessons...test..den wanted to go home early..but hate going home alone..so waited for moi..den meanwhile went for trng..haha played 5 on 5 wif juniors..n earned myself a big blister coz my sch shoes spoil le ;p haha anyway thats not e pt..we did e 50 squats thingy n i keep on bth den sit down..haha paiseh paiseh..chu chu n margaret too tall le..hee feel so short beside em man..haha jkjk..mus be too long nv haf sch trng le ;p so cannot tahan ba..hee shall get back my stamina ! i need it man..haiz ;p
haha den hmmm now i m back home..haha jus watched my yao tiao su nu de last esp..wahaha ish a cliche ending..but thats wad i love..coz real life dun haf so cliche de thingys de ba..haha e songs are nice..how i wish i can buy e soundtrack or sumthing..haha or maybe i shall buy e vcds...wahaha *hinting* 17/10 not too far away le wow..*ahem*ahem* listen up ah ;p haha jkjk la..hee n wen ah..u start on my bao bei p0pc0rn de 2nd cd le ma..haha i mus admit that its not a vvvvv nice show..but i still love it la..hee
den hmmm anyway back to Yao Tiao Su Nu aka My fair lady de last esp..it says about being Zhen Chen = Sincere..woohoo..suddenly think zhen chen this 2 words veri nice..jus like Yong Hen de Hen..haha..this last esp tok abt being sincere..sincere when doing sumthing..sincere when saying an apologise..sincere when...haha a lot of thing..in fact everything u do..jus be sincere n it will touch ppl de hearts ba..hee even if nv..being sincere at least u du de qi your own conscious ba..haha i shall try to be more sincere to everything i do from today onwards..sincere towards all my friends yeah..haha..hmmm den yong hao also teached mi lots of things today..i rmb once read a buddha de teaching den i came across these :
~forgive those who hurted you.coz they made you more determined~
~forgive those who cheated you.coz they broaden your insights abt life~
~forgive those who beat you.coz they helped you reduce your karmic obstacles~
~forgive those who abandon you.coz they taught you how to be independent~
~forgive those who cause you to taste failure.coz they strengthen your abilities~
~forgive those who denounced you.coz they made you firm and resolute in reaching your achivements of today.~
haha haf not felt so much abt these words till i watched how yong hao forgive dong kui today..haha yah its jus a show..but it shows how much forgiving can do..haha jus so much..shall try to be more forgiving yeah..n maybe its onli in that way that we can leave a much more carefree n happy life ba :D hehe *5milez*
den hmmm n yah..414 ah 414..pls eat ya medi n eat food ok...haha even if u pian fat..u will still always be my best frend de la..so pls eat healthy n eat ya medi..dun wanna see ya faint yeah..
haha n yah.. to all my friends n every1 out dere ! jia you ! take care ! esp to all sec4s..i noe studies now a bit stress le..pls cont to jia you and take things by ya stride yeah...take a rest if u need...dun overwork ya health ;p hee hao la..shall go study my chem test le..take care every1 ! hee and wooohoo..i looking forward to music diary cd3..shall write in sumday..n hope it will bei selected la..even if nv..also nbm la..jus wanna share wif ling zhi my own Ying Yue Ri Ji..but this period of time a bit hard la ;p music diary wait for mi wow ! :D
][.Neng Da Dong Yi Qie.][
haha hmm alright..today is another simple day ;p rained so heavily in e morning..woho ;p den today fungi nv go sch..leave mi all alone climbing e wet wet de chang cheng..haha sianz ;p
den lessons...test..den wanted to go home early..but hate going home alone..so waited for moi..den meanwhile went for trng..haha played 5 on 5 wif juniors..n earned myself a big blister coz my sch shoes spoil le ;p haha anyway thats not e pt..we did e 50 squats thingy n i keep on bth den sit down..haha paiseh paiseh..chu chu n margaret too tall le..hee feel so short beside em man..haha jkjk..mus be too long nv haf sch trng le ;p so cannot tahan ba..hee shall get back my stamina ! i need it man..haiz ;p
haha den hmmm now i m back home..haha jus watched my yao tiao su nu de last esp..wahaha ish a cliche ending..but thats wad i love..coz real life dun haf so cliche de thingys de ba..haha e songs are nice..how i wish i can buy e soundtrack or sumthing..haha or maybe i shall buy e vcds...wahaha *hinting* 17/10 not too far away le wow..*ahem*ahem* listen up ah ;p haha jkjk la..hee n wen ah..u start on my bao bei p0pc0rn de 2nd cd le ma..haha i mus admit that its not a vvvvv nice show..but i still love it la..hee
den hmmm anyway back to Yao Tiao Su Nu aka My fair lady de last esp..it says about being Zhen Chen = Sincere..woohoo..suddenly think zhen chen this 2 words veri nice..jus like Yong Hen de Hen..haha..this last esp tok abt being sincere..sincere when doing sumthing..sincere when saying an apologise..sincere when...haha a lot of thing..in fact everything u do..jus be sincere n it will touch ppl de hearts ba..hee even if nv..being sincere at least u du de qi your own conscious ba..haha i shall try to be more sincere to everything i do from today onwards..sincere towards all my friends yeah..haha..hmmm den yong hao also teached mi lots of things today..i rmb once read a buddha de teaching den i came across these :
~forgive those who hurted you.coz they made you more determined~
~forgive those who cheated you.coz they broaden your insights abt life~
~forgive those who beat you.coz they helped you reduce your karmic obstacles~
~forgive those who abandon you.coz they taught you how to be independent~
~forgive those who cause you to taste failure.coz they strengthen your abilities~
~forgive those who denounced you.coz they made you firm and resolute in reaching your achivements of today.~
haha haf not felt so much abt these words till i watched how yong hao forgive dong kui today..haha yah its jus a show..but it shows how much forgiving can do..haha jus so much..shall try to be more forgiving yeah..n maybe its onli in that way that we can leave a much more carefree n happy life ba :D hehe *5milez*
den hmmm n yah..414 ah 414..pls eat ya medi n eat food ok...haha even if u pian fat..u will still always be my best frend de la..so pls eat healthy n eat ya medi..dun wanna see ya faint yeah..
haha n yah.. to all my friends n every1 out dere ! jia you ! take care ! esp to all sec4s..i noe studies now a bit stress le..pls cont to jia you and take things by ya stride yeah...take a rest if u need...dun overwork ya health ;p hee hao la..shall go study my chem test le..take care every1 ! hee and wooohoo..i looking forward to music diary cd3..shall write in sumday..n hope it will bei selected la..even if nv..also nbm la..jus wanna share wif ling zhi my own Ying Yue Ri Ji..but this period of time a bit hard la ;p music diary wait for mi wow ! :D
][.Neng Da Dong Yi Qie.][
Monday, July 25, 2005
][.moments of life.][
][.moments of life.][
haha jus tried to put some pics on my blog..n yeah..haha can :D haha alright jus mi laming..but hehe those pics are moments of life which i wanna jus stay at that moment "forever" la..hee..hmmm forever5 de..ahs b gals'05 de..aljunied de..n those 3 nice nice de pics *credits to moi* i mean onli for e 3 nice nice de pics..haha realli hope that i can reach sumwhere like those 3 pics of scenery sumday..haha realli breathe taking man..its jus like paradise on earht man..haha so nice so nice..
hee anyway today is a simple day wif skill test n hist test..n haha tml bio..yeah..shall go study later..hehe n hmm wed got chem..haha chem is my worse subject le..thou everything is jus as bad..anyway wanted moi to help mi tuition chem de..but har..haha tml ish Yao Tian Su Nu last esp le !!! cannot afford to miss it man..mus cum home haf nice nice dinner n be prepared to watch it..haha another last esp of a show le..haiyo..so sianz..i haf been watching so many last esp of a show for these few days..
sat - mei nu yu ye shou (jap show - beauty n e beast..abt "evening news" those news reporters determination to report e correct news for e civilians)
sun-ai xiang sui ( jap show - abt mizuho (female lead) who aspire to be a novlist but in e end be editor de la..haha den kenji sakaguchi also got act..wahaha so cute !)
hmm den tml i m gonna watch Yao Tian Su Nu de last esp le..*sobz*..haha so many shows last esp le..haha watching last esp is always so contradicting sia..u wan it..and at e same time u dun wan..haha wad lame craps from mi again ;p hee *ignore mi*
hmmm haha thats abt all for today ba..haha n yah..butts tor..thankie lots for trying to help mi get e tickets wow ;p hee its ok la..relax i not sad :D hee watch on tv jiu hao le ! hehe hao la..jia u every1 & take care too ^_<
][.pls allow mi to stay.][
haha jus tried to put some pics on my blog..n yeah..haha can :D haha alright jus mi laming..but hehe those pics are moments of life which i wanna jus stay at that moment "forever" la..hee..hmmm forever5 de..ahs b gals'05 de..aljunied de..n those 3 nice nice de pics *credits to moi* i mean onli for e 3 nice nice de pics..haha realli hope that i can reach sumwhere like those 3 pics of scenery sumday..haha realli breathe taking man..its jus like paradise on earht man..haha so nice so nice..
hee anyway today is a simple day wif skill test n hist test..n haha tml bio..yeah..shall go study later..hehe n hmm wed got chem..haha chem is my worse subject le..thou everything is jus as bad..anyway wanted moi to help mi tuition chem de..but har..haha tml ish Yao Tian Su Nu last esp le !!! cannot afford to miss it man..mus cum home haf nice nice dinner n be prepared to watch it..haha another last esp of a show le..haiyo..so sianz..i haf been watching so many last esp of a show for these few days..
sat - mei nu yu ye shou (jap show - beauty n e beast..abt "evening news" those news reporters determination to report e correct news for e civilians)
sun-ai xiang sui ( jap show - abt mizuho (female lead) who aspire to be a novlist but in e end be editor de la..haha den kenji sakaguchi also got act..wahaha so cute !)
hmm den tml i m gonna watch Yao Tian Su Nu de last esp le..*sobz*..haha so many shows last esp le..haha watching last esp is always so contradicting sia..u wan it..and at e same time u dun wan..haha wad lame craps from mi again ;p hee *ignore mi*
hmmm haha thats abt all for today ba..haha n yah..butts tor..thankie lots for trying to help mi get e tickets wow ;p hee its ok la..relax i not sad :D hee watch on tv jiu hao le ! hehe hao la..jia u every1 & take care too ^_<
][.pls allow mi to stay.][
][.duo bi bu yi ding duo de guo.mian dui bu yi ding jui nan shou.][
][.duo bi bu yi ding duo de guo.mian dui bu yi ding jui nan shou.][
haha hmmm rmb i once blog sumthing like :
duo bi bu yi ding duo de guo ( escaping dun mean that u will manage to escape successfully)
mian dui bu yi ding jui nan shou ( facing it might not be e worse feeling)
haha tonite i realli feel so..hee hmm why ne ?..since sec sch..nu jiao lian n nan jiao lian had been trying to teach mi jump stop..but i jus din make it..1 yr after another..n i still din manage to learn that from em..realli regrets it now..coz they realli nice coaches..n i tot it was ok..hee i mean i tot i can cont to play bball without mastering how to do a jump stop..but after tonite..i will definitely not feel that way again..hehe n i m not gonna tink that i can escape from learning jump stop..i wanna learn how to do a proper jump stop from today onwards..dun wanna "escape" from that problem le..i need to face it..n i wanna face it..thou its not gonna be easy..esp for a slower n stubborn learner like me..so i pray yeah...
haha n yah..is it true that gd friends haf e same kinda of traits de ah..haha coz last wk when i asked daisy senior to go 1st..she said " dun crazy la..go.."..den today i asked hui hui senior to go 1st..she said " dun crazy la..go.."..haha alright that was mi laming onli...hee but haha jus wondering if human will become similar in sum ways after yrs together ? haha esp friends..hee *wondering*..anyway yah..pardon mi..but jus wanna share a joke..hee one day a woman saw a man carrying a fishing rod n fishing at a area where fishing is not allowed..she went up to that man and say.."whey why are u fishing here..its not allowed..u noe ma ?"..den e man replied " i m not fishing la..i m jus trying to drown e earthworm.." wahaha end of my joke..paiseh paiseh..laming time..haha hmmm life de pace too fast le..relaxed n smile ok my friends :D hee
haha n yah..hafing skill test tml..den hist mock..eng test..tues bio..wed chem..thurs rest..fri ss mock..haha hmm wish mi all e best yeah..haha i haven finish studying my hist..haha i shall try my best not to slp tonite..i mean slp "earlier"..jus now after trng..saw jiao lian de serious faces..both cindy n ling qin..telling manager steven that we realli cannot play le..i mean matches to malaysia..coz we hafing our prelims which will determine which jc we go..den if our o levels cannot make it..we cannot play in aljunied anymore le..den cindy jiao lian also say..bball cannot be an exucuse...after much reflections..i realli too slack le..n my heart ish still not settled down for studies..i need n realli need to settle down to study le..not much time left..n i jus imagined all e reactions that i will be facing if i nv score for o levels..esp my mummy de..dun wanna disappoint her..realli dun wan..n i wanna cont to play in aljunied..so cannot do badly..i wanna play in aljunied..its jus so nice..so many things that i can learn..i wanna learn more..more..n more..but be4 that..i wanna correct my stupid foots-steps 1st..hehe..pls grant me e strength to change it ;p
haha hao le..i better go soon..still got lots of hist to study..hee everybody jia you ba !!! n yah..tonite de training was fun..n i hope hui hui senior de leg is ok..coz i like fall down on her once or twice..n yun yun too..realli sorry..coz they injured..den mi this heavy wt still fall on em *guilty*..hope they are alright..n all peeps wif injuries recover soon *5milez*..take care every1 !
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haha hmmm rmb i once blog sumthing like :
duo bi bu yi ding duo de guo ( escaping dun mean that u will manage to escape successfully)
mian dui bu yi ding jui nan shou ( facing it might not be e worse feeling)
haha tonite i realli feel so..hee hmm why ne ?..since sec sch..nu jiao lian n nan jiao lian had been trying to teach mi jump stop..but i jus din make it..1 yr after another..n i still din manage to learn that from em..realli regrets it now..coz they realli nice coaches..n i tot it was ok..hee i mean i tot i can cont to play bball without mastering how to do a jump stop..but after tonite..i will definitely not feel that way again..hehe n i m not gonna tink that i can escape from learning jump stop..i wanna learn how to do a proper jump stop from today onwards..dun wanna "escape" from that problem le..i need to face it..n i wanna face it..thou its not gonna be easy..esp for a slower n stubborn learner like me..so i pray yeah...
haha n yah..is it true that gd friends haf e same kinda of traits de ah..haha coz last wk when i asked daisy senior to go 1st..she said " dun crazy la..go.."..den today i asked hui hui senior to go 1st..she said " dun crazy la..go.."..haha alright that was mi laming onli...hee but haha jus wondering if human will become similar in sum ways after yrs together ? haha esp friends..hee *wondering*..anyway yah..pardon mi..but jus wanna share a joke..hee one day a woman saw a man carrying a fishing rod n fishing at a area where fishing is not allowed..she went up to that man and say.."whey why are u fishing here..its not allowed..u noe ma ?"..den e man replied " i m not fishing la..i m jus trying to drown e earthworm.." wahaha end of my joke..paiseh paiseh..laming time..haha hmmm life de pace too fast le..relaxed n smile ok my friends :D hee
haha n yah..hafing skill test tml..den hist mock..eng test..tues bio..wed chem..thurs rest..fri ss mock..haha hmm wish mi all e best yeah..haha i haven finish studying my hist..haha i shall try my best not to slp tonite..i mean slp "earlier"..jus now after trng..saw jiao lian de serious faces..both cindy n ling qin..telling manager steven that we realli cannot play le..i mean matches to malaysia..coz we hafing our prelims which will determine which jc we go..den if our o levels cannot make it..we cannot play in aljunied anymore le..den cindy jiao lian also say..bball cannot be an exucuse...after much reflections..i realli too slack le..n my heart ish still not settled down for studies..i need n realli need to settle down to study le..not much time left..n i jus imagined all e reactions that i will be facing if i nv score for o levels..esp my mummy de..dun wanna disappoint her..realli dun wan..n i wanna cont to play in aljunied..so cannot do badly..i wanna play in aljunied..its jus so nice..so many things that i can learn..i wanna learn more..more..n more..but be4 that..i wanna correct my stupid foots-steps 1st..hehe..pls grant me e strength to change it ;p
haha hao le..i better go soon..still got lots of hist to study..hee everybody jia you ba !!! n yah..tonite de training was fun..n i hope hui hui senior de leg is ok..coz i like fall down on her once or twice..n yun yun too..realli sorry..coz they injured..den mi this heavy wt still fall on em *guilty*..hope they are alright..n all peeps wif injuries recover soon *5milez*..take care every1 !
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Saturday, July 23, 2005
][.living in memories.][
][.living in memories.][
haha hmmm in e end..i still din went for e project superstar thingy..despite a whole nite of toking wif mummy..haha hmmm yeah..feeling ok le la...haha i mean..i understand why mummy dun let mi go..hee she supports mi in supporting my bball idols..but not singing idols..haha everything sorted out n hmm yeah..but i will still support kelly la ;p hope she makes it to the finals..haha "Pu tong peng you" is realli a nice song man..haha n yeah butts hope ya had fun seeing wei jian ?..hee paiseh paiseh too..
haha den hmmm went to see shi hui's blog..wahaha *bang bang* thumbs up for that..hee ][.Team Anglican.][ de columm..haha yah i realli agree man..when ppl smiles from e bottom of their heart..e pic is jus so nice..regardless of e background ;p haha..den went to look at all our pics again n again..jus so nice..so nice..i can't wait to watch e video that was taken on our finals by amelia's mummy..hee amelia aka coconut says she is editing it now..hee realli hope i can get to watch it n relish e moments once again..14/4/05..a day that i will nv forget..
hehe nowadays e team seems to be separated etc..there's definitely sum sadness etc..but whenever i looked at our fotos..i m still hopeful..hopeful abt hafing alumni..hafing mama team..i'll nv let go of these dreams..coz its dreams that makes life goes on hopefully..no dreams no meaningful life..<>..
haha anyway back to those sweet sweet memories..*humph* chou shi hui de blogskin can put so many nice nice pics..i also wan change blogskin le la ;p haha jkjk..hmm yah..anyway..i do remember who gave us e name as Twin Towers..its coach..male coach who gave us e name when we were sec2..hee i will nv forget it..we were practising some formations..den we need to screen each other to run de at e 2 corners of e free throw line..is a formation for quite a impt match ba..every1 veri serious till a bit scary de atmosphere..den he jiu suddenly say..den every1 jiu luff..haha thats wad i remember la..but haha..ppl always say i haf poor memo de..haha but whatever..i prefer to believe in wad i remember ;p hee
den hmmm haha big3 ? studying hist ah ;p hee jkjk..see those pics..den i recalled abt our sec2 de time..when we make ppt slides..yours was full of pics less words..mine was full of pics too..but quite wordy..den u say ppt shuld not be wordy..den i remember sumthing in particular..u said that we were invincible not becoz we haf 5 great players..but its becoz we haf 12 great players n 2 gd coaches..its becoz of 12 wonderful players that we haf a invincible team..jus wanna say this once again..its becoz we haf 12 great players n 2 gd coaches...
haha hao la..i shuld get going le..going out for dinner le..better go be4 i m late..hee shall blog more later..n sh..psps ytr i din online..talked to mummy till i zZz..realli sorry ;p haha..
][.hen xiang ni men.][
haha hmmm in e end..i still din went for e project superstar thingy..despite a whole nite of toking wif mummy..haha hmmm yeah..feeling ok le la...haha i mean..i understand why mummy dun let mi go..hee she supports mi in supporting my bball idols..but not singing idols..haha everything sorted out n hmm yeah..but i will still support kelly la ;p hope she makes it to the finals..haha "Pu tong peng you" is realli a nice song man..haha n yeah butts hope ya had fun seeing wei jian ?..hee paiseh paiseh too..
haha den hmmm went to see shi hui's blog..wahaha *bang bang* thumbs up for that..hee ][.Team Anglican.][ de columm..haha yah i realli agree man..when ppl smiles from e bottom of their heart..e pic is jus so nice..regardless of e background ;p haha..den went to look at all our pics again n again..jus so nice..so nice..i can't wait to watch e video that was taken on our finals by amelia's mummy..hee amelia aka coconut says she is editing it now..hee realli hope i can get to watch it n relish e moments once again..14/4/05..a day that i will nv forget..
hehe nowadays e team seems to be separated etc..there's definitely sum sadness etc..but whenever i looked at our fotos..i m still hopeful..hopeful abt hafing alumni..hafing mama team..i'll nv let go of these dreams..coz its dreams that makes life goes on hopefully..no dreams no meaningful life..<
haha anyway back to those sweet sweet memories..*humph* chou shi hui de blogskin can put so many nice nice pics..i also wan change blogskin le la ;p haha jkjk..hmm yah..anyway..i do remember who gave us e name as Twin Towers..its coach..male coach who gave us e name when we were sec2..hee i will nv forget it..we were practising some formations..den we need to screen each other to run de at e 2 corners of e free throw line..is a formation for quite a impt match ba..every1 veri serious till a bit scary de atmosphere..den he jiu suddenly say..den every1 jiu luff..haha thats wad i remember la..but haha..ppl always say i haf poor memo de..haha but whatever..i prefer to believe in wad i remember ;p hee
den hmmm haha big3 ? studying hist ah ;p hee jkjk..see those pics..den i recalled abt our sec2 de time..when we make ppt slides..yours was full of pics less words..mine was full of pics too..but quite wordy..den u say ppt shuld not be wordy..den i remember sumthing in particular..u said that we were invincible not becoz we haf 5 great players..but its becoz we haf 12 great players n 2 gd coaches..its becoz of 12 wonderful players that we haf a invincible team..jus wanna say this once again..its becoz we haf 12 great players n 2 gd coaches...
haha hao la..i shuld get going le..going out for dinner le..better go be4 i m late..hee shall blog more later..n sh..psps ytr i din online..talked to mummy till i zZz..realli sorry ;p haha..
][.hen xiang ni men.][
Thursday, July 21, 2005
][.my 100th post.][.support kelly.][
][.my 100th post.][.support kelly.][
today is my 100th post..and as i had said..i wanna share e popcorn de story...
popcorn = wo yuan yi = e korean show that i fell in love wif..its a veri ulu show unlike qiu tian de tong hua etc..everybody tinks its a wu liao show..everybody suspects wad the is with my taste to watch that kinda of show..but i jus love it..coz it can activate e sad hormones in mi..haha anyway thats jus laming..e main pt is..in that show..e female main actress made a promise that she mus reach e 100th wedding couples target be4 she wanna die..haha den i suddenly rmb Music Diary once say..why mus we set a day a special day to do a special thing...to use a special gift etc..had we ever imagine that wad if tml nv cums..haha everyday is special..dun wait till be4 its too late..
anyway i m now eating my yan yan choc biscuit and anxiously waiting for 11:30pm to noe e results for e revival round..ahhh kelly mus get in !!! she realli roxz man..see her high high marks n special n talented singing abilities..always 30 + de...den today 40.5 !!! 40.5 oh my..gosh..guess ish one of e highest or in fact highest le ba..if she still dun get in..i tell hui min le..i will sleep throughout e whole founder's day programme..i mean my mind will be sleeping..coz she realli roxz man..her voice..haha its been a long long time..that i support ppl (apart from my bball idols le)..realli a veri long time le..jus now kelly sing de time..i also veri touched..haha so pls pls..leave it to fate..but i voted for kelly..haha dunno why i realli voted more than once..not a lot..onli 3..but haha this is my 1st time voting..haha den hmmm voted for macy too coz when she sing "she bu de ni" de time realli veri touching..kelly sing "open your eyes" its a nice song too..all e female de revival candidates are good man..hmmm but still hope kelly can get in...*pray*
den hmmm for e guys side..pray wei jian will get in..hee he will de..butts dun tink too much le ok..jia u ! mus jian qiang ! he can de :D
haha alright..rather slacking now de..anyway no mood to do anything..jus waiting for 11:30pm now..hope that kelly and wei jian will get in la ! leave it to fate..but still bai tuo le lao tian !!!
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today is my 100th post..and as i had said..i wanna share e popcorn de story...
popcorn = wo yuan yi = e korean show that i fell in love wif..its a veri ulu show unlike qiu tian de tong hua etc..everybody tinks its a wu liao show..everybody suspects wad the is with my taste to watch that kinda of show..but i jus love it..coz it can activate e sad hormones in mi..haha anyway thats jus laming..e main pt is..in that show..e female main actress made a promise that she mus reach e 100th wedding couples target be4 she wanna die..haha den i suddenly rmb Music Diary once say..why mus we set a day a special day to do a special thing...to use a special gift etc..had we ever imagine that wad if tml nv cums..haha everyday is special..dun wait till be4 its too late..
anyway i m now eating my yan yan choc biscuit and anxiously waiting for 11:30pm to noe e results for e revival round..ahhh kelly mus get in !!! she realli roxz man..see her high high marks n special n talented singing abilities..always 30 + de...den today 40.5 !!! 40.5 oh my..gosh..guess ish one of e highest or in fact highest le ba..if she still dun get in..i tell hui min le..i will sleep throughout e whole founder's day programme..i mean my mind will be sleeping..coz she realli roxz man..her voice..haha its been a long long time..that i support ppl (apart from my bball idols le)..realli a veri long time le..jus now kelly sing de time..i also veri touched..haha so pls pls..leave it to fate..but i voted for kelly..haha dunno why i realli voted more than once..not a lot..onli 3..but haha this is my 1st time voting..haha den hmmm voted for macy too coz when she sing "she bu de ni" de time realli veri touching..kelly sing "open your eyes" its a nice song too..all e female de revival candidates are good man..hmmm but still hope kelly can get in...*pray*
den hmmm for e guys side..pray wei jian will get in..hee he will de..butts dun tink too much le ok..jia u ! mus jian qiang ! he can de :D
haha alright..rather slacking now de..anyway no mood to do anything..jus waiting for 11:30pm now..hope that kelly and wei jian will get in la ! leave it to fate..but still bai tuo le lao tian !!!
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
][.little things in life.adds up to happiness of my life.][
][.little things in life.adds up to happiness of my life.][
haf a veri simple day...more simple than anything i can ask for..
supposed to haf 5 periods..
1st - 3rd had em in com labs..
=rEcEsS=
4th - chi in lecture rm
5th - bio pract in lab..and its e best bio pract that i haf ever done man..
e ratio of hafing a baby boy or a baby gal = 1:1
den e ration of hafing blue eyes kid to brown/black eyes kid = 1:3
if i nv rmb wrongly la..haha wad a fun n slacking bio pract la..haha
den assembly...
den do class notice board...
den go home wif moi n fungi..
haha tell mi is it a slacking day ? hee at least to mi..it was la..
hmmm den on e way back home..played those tootpid things wif moi n fungi..running down e chang cheng..splashing water despite kc "warning" us that "how can we let our founders down"...den went to buy $1 / durian de durian..i bought 2 n e uncle jus refused to giv mi a box..haha ap man..nbm.anyway had durians n durians tok wif my mummy while eating durian..haha i love that man..simple simple n wen xing de gan jue..
den after that i slack..den suddenly rmb that i got to pack my chi file ! o shit..n i become like a feng bo zi..searching for all my ws n tests..haha dun deny..i realli dun like my current chi teacher man..maybe coz zheng lao shi roxz ba..haiz...den din manage to find e ws n test..den i decided to fang qi and go watch project superstar...haha butts i voted for wei jian..hee coz he sing till quite gan dong de wow..there were tears in his eyes too..haha den i see 4 of em sing de time..wa i cannot wait to watch tml de revival round man..hoped kelly performed well man..n i decide le..gonna save up my seaweed chicken money..to vote..maybe 5 ? pray pray that they get in..
hmmm den after that i m back at my messy room searching for my ws n test..still cannot find..den i beg mummy for help..she is sick..so rather reluctant to help de..thou she nag n nag..but she yi chu ma..my things all found le la ;p so amazing right..haha thankie mummy...
alright part of e problem is solved..now i m left wif chi ws which are not realli complete..n i jus discovered that for e whole of sec4..i had not learnt a word for chi la..*slap mi man*..n my chi grades are like..roller coaster..going down..cannot let this happen man..anything but my onli hope = chi..mus buck up le..so tonite need to pia for those ws le ba..haiz..but jia you le la !
den hmmm haha..thou now i seems ok wif it le la..but i m still hopeful..i am still standing at the same court waiting for you all to turn back and enjoy e game together my friends..i noe..i understand..u'r love for bball had yet to cease..its jus that..e mates that u all wan is no longer mi..i can onli be your best of friend..but no longer ya best of team mates anymore..haha no longer?..i am still hopeful that we will get to play together one day..still hopeful...ya change of attitude is drastic..it even scares mi..but i pray that..1 day..we can play again...
n ya..for all those who are feeling e same as mi now..i apologise on their behalf for e drastic change in attitude..n pls do not give up on em..and at the meantime..lets cont to jia you together..i will jia you and look forward to e day they return..jia you le..
and muahaha so unbelievable..but i haf reached my 99 post today le..nxt one gonna be e 100..n i m gonna write abt popcorn !!! haha muhahah wahaha hee hoo do re mi fa so la ti do...haha ok la..take care every1 ! and tml results for revival round jiu announce le..pray hard man...hee n butts dun too jing zhang le wow ;p hehe :D
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haf a veri simple day...more simple than anything i can ask for..
supposed to haf 5 periods..
1st - 3rd had em in com labs..
=rEcEsS=
4th - chi in lecture rm
5th - bio pract in lab..and its e best bio pract that i haf ever done man..
e ratio of hafing a baby boy or a baby gal = 1:1
den e ration of hafing blue eyes kid to brown/black eyes kid = 1:3
if i nv rmb wrongly la..haha wad a fun n slacking bio pract la..haha
den assembly...
den do class notice board...
den go home wif moi n fungi..
haha tell mi is it a slacking day ? hee at least to mi..it was la..
hmmm den on e way back home..played those tootpid things wif moi n fungi..running down e chang cheng..splashing water despite kc "warning" us that "how can we let our founders down"...den went to buy $1 / durian de durian..i bought 2 n e uncle jus refused to giv mi a box..haha ap man..nbm.anyway had durians n durians tok wif my mummy while eating durian..haha i love that man..simple simple n wen xing de gan jue..
den after that i slack..den suddenly rmb that i got to pack my chi file ! o shit..n i become like a feng bo zi..searching for all my ws n tests..haha dun deny..i realli dun like my current chi teacher man..maybe coz zheng lao shi roxz ba..haiz...den din manage to find e ws n test..den i decided to fang qi and go watch project superstar...haha butts i voted for wei jian..hee coz he sing till quite gan dong de wow..there were tears in his eyes too..haha den i see 4 of em sing de time..wa i cannot wait to watch tml de revival round man..hoped kelly performed well man..n i decide le..gonna save up my seaweed chicken money..to vote..maybe 5 ? pray pray that they get in..
hmmm den after that i m back at my messy room searching for my ws n test..still cannot find..den i beg mummy for help..she is sick..so rather reluctant to help de..thou she nag n nag..but she yi chu ma..my things all found le la ;p so amazing right..haha thankie mummy...
alright part of e problem is solved..now i m left wif chi ws which are not realli complete..n i jus discovered that for e whole of sec4..i had not learnt a word for chi la..*slap mi man*..n my chi grades are like..roller coaster..going down..cannot let this happen man..anything but my onli hope = chi..mus buck up le..so tonite need to pia for those ws le ba..haiz..but jia you le la !
den hmmm haha..thou now i seems ok wif it le la..but i m still hopeful..i am still standing at the same court waiting for you all to turn back and enjoy e game together my friends..i noe..i understand..u'r love for bball had yet to cease..its jus that..e mates that u all wan is no longer mi..i can onli be your best of friend..but no longer ya best of team mates anymore..haha no longer?..i am still hopeful that we will get to play together one day..still hopeful...ya change of attitude is drastic..it even scares mi..but i pray that..1 day..we can play again...
n ya..for all those who are feeling e same as mi now..i apologise on their behalf for e drastic change in attitude..n pls do not give up on em..and at the meantime..lets cont to jia you together..i will jia you and look forward to e day they return..jia you le..
and muahaha so unbelievable..but i haf reached my 99 post today le..nxt one gonna be e 100..n i m gonna write abt popcorn !!! haha muhahah wahaha hee hoo do re mi fa so la ti do...haha ok la..take care every1 ! and tml results for revival round jiu announce le..pray hard man...hee n butts dun too jing zhang le wow ;p hehe :D
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005
][.no1 can ever understand how another person feel.][
][.no1 can ever understand how another person feel.][
yeah..thats how i feel now..no1 can ever understand how another person feel..there i m printing my class deco de thingy...n my mummy who was joking n toking wif mi hrs ago..suddenly jus scream at mi..say i waste time..nv study..waste electricity..waste this waste that..wad e..i almost volcano eruption can..like all of a sudden..u doing ya work..den sum1 suddenly scream at u..how will u feel ?..haha but hmmm now feeling ok le la..jus that min i wanna ask her to shut up nia..cannot angry too long or else will old and die easily..n why take her anger to torture myself..i wanna live happily de...hee
alright anyway..hmmm today see sum events..den i realli tink..realli no1 understands another person..no1 man..not even ya best of friend or ya parents..sumtimes not even yaself ba..haha..i dunno..but jus feel that way la ;p
den now i m reading a book "If tml nv cum" wahaha den i suddenly feel like asking every1 i noe..if tml nv cum..will u regret...hee i tink i not realli will ba..apart from..1) not knowing how to swim 2) yet to see the real snow 3) haha is a secret ;p haha up till now shuld be onli haf 3 regrets ba ;p hee
n yah..hmmm i dunno..maybe ppl grow..i grow u grow..we are all mature le..that day was toking to moi..den we agree that..thou our friendship is bac..there's still a bball in between us..this is sumthing which cannot be helped n changed ba..
den jus now i was asked a qn..i haf no ans for it..i m jus sorry..sorry for all my actions n not being able to ans that qn."whats the problem with..."..coz i guess its my bu jing yi de actions that had hurted em..hence now they haf a change in attitude..its not their fault..i dun nd em to change back too..coz its my past actions that haf caused em to behave in this way..they not wanting to play wif us le..is got reasons de..in fact everybody got their own reasons..everybody is right..theres no right or wrong on earth..its jus how u see it..from which point of view ya view it..it all depends...n yah..life is uncertain...jus relax and take a step back..things might not be as bad as u believe..hee
alright man..take care every1..jia u too ! :D
][.dou shi wo de cuo ba.][
yeah..thats how i feel now..no1 can ever understand how another person feel..there i m printing my class deco de thingy...n my mummy who was joking n toking wif mi hrs ago..suddenly jus scream at mi..say i waste time..nv study..waste electricity..waste this waste that..wad e..i almost volcano eruption can..like all of a sudden..u doing ya work..den sum1 suddenly scream at u..how will u feel ?..haha but hmmm now feeling ok le la..jus that min i wanna ask her to shut up nia..cannot angry too long or else will old and die easily..n why take her anger to torture myself..i wanna live happily de...hee
alright anyway..hmmm today see sum events..den i realli tink..realli no1 understands another person..no1 man..not even ya best of friend or ya parents..sumtimes not even yaself ba..haha..i dunno..but jus feel that way la ;p
den now i m reading a book "If tml nv cum" wahaha den i suddenly feel like asking every1 i noe..if tml nv cum..will u regret...hee i tink i not realli will ba..apart from..1) not knowing how to swim 2) yet to see the real snow 3) haha is a secret ;p haha up till now shuld be onli haf 3 regrets ba ;p hee
n yah..hmmm i dunno..maybe ppl grow..i grow u grow..we are all mature le..that day was toking to moi..den we agree that..thou our friendship is bac..there's still a bball in between us..this is sumthing which cannot be helped n changed ba..
den jus now i was asked a qn..i haf no ans for it..i m jus sorry..sorry for all my actions n not being able to ans that qn."whats the problem with..."..coz i guess its my bu jing yi de actions that had hurted em..hence now they haf a change in attitude..its not their fault..i dun nd em to change back too..coz its my past actions that haf caused em to behave in this way..they not wanting to play wif us le..is got reasons de..in fact everybody got their own reasons..everybody is right..theres no right or wrong on earth..its jus how u see it..from which point of view ya view it..it all depends...n yah..life is uncertain...jus relax and take a step back..things might not be as bad as u believe..hee
alright man..take care every1..jia u too ! :D
][.dou shi wo de cuo ba.][
Sunday, July 17, 2005
][.finally i understand.xie2.][
][.finally i understand.xie2.][
haha today i wanted to blog about all my coaches..but hmm haha decided to leave that for tml..coz today already lots to blog le ;p hee hmmm today is e 1st time that i went n train wif da dui..haha yeah i enjoyed it..
haha how to say ne ?..e 1st one was to do 8 zi..den is hui hui,n cindy coach..den i ask daisy to go 1st la..den she say "go la"..haha i scared sia..hee coz she like irritated or sumthing..haha veri paiseh too..den jiu do..etc etc..den after that got this full court defence thing..den was in same team as daisy senior..den i keep on defence wrongly..den i tink e coach also sianz la ;p den daisy jiu tell mi wad to do..haha this time round no fierce fierce de gan jue...so yeah..realli wanna thankie her..hmmm den we play 5 on 5..those cannot pass ball de..den in same team as daisy n hui hui senior and yaqi and li ying..den daisy n hui hui tell us wad to do la..den they veri funny..instead of doing e whole hand de "XingXin"..they put 1 finger onli..haha den veri funny la..den during that i keep on posting when i wanna daisy they all to pass ball..then after that daisy told mi that shuld go towards the person n e ball...coz during 1 on 1..if post den sure bei intercept de..haha thankie lots daisy senior..haha thou u wun see this..den hmmm played e real 5 on 5..haha as usual i did badly..hui hui senior pass those nice shots i also cannot score..haha feel guilty sia..yah sorry sorry..
den today doing shooting n stuff de time..e coach correct my shooting..i mean jump stop..den cindy coach see le..she jiu cum help mi pass ball n teach mi..den yeah..finally..after so many years i understand why my body will sway here n there when i shoot..why i haf no balance n stuff..i mean many coaches haf been telling mi this n that..den demo to mi once or twice n teach mi (i m a slow learner..so veri paiseh n xin ku all my coaches le..hee)..but no coach haf ever realli take ball for mi n see how i shoot for ard 10 times..den finally i gotta a slight feeling of doing a real jump stop n jumping up to shoot..woho..e feeling is bang bang..i wanna master it..i mean it..i dun wan those sway abt de shootings anymore..jus give mi sum time..haha maybe i need lots of time..but i dun mind..i jus wan it..wan that feeling..
den hmm wads nxt ne..today during training..i made lots of mistakes..n yeah thats how i find out wad i need to improve on n train on..den on the way to take 53..walked wif cindy coach den she talked to mi la..hee i jus say haha orh hee i c i c..coz i realli lost for words..but wad she says realli veri nice..i mean haha talking to her is nice..she told mi to practise on e jump stop thing..den she is e 1st coach that told mi sumthing which no other coaches had tell mi be4..haha n yeah..i wanna do it..hee i haf been wanting to do it..yeah.. *tniopeerht* haha finally sum1 told mi i culd practise n use it sumday..haha no hurry..but jus at that moment..practise n keep it..haha i do anticipate towards that moment..n i will nv gonna forget it ! hee..den hmmm coach talked abt da dui..den she told mi sumthing which i find it extermely meaningful..A player's saddest n sianzest thing is when there's nothing else for her to improve on..coz its like its ya max..ya limits le..nothing else u can do..haha sumhow veri inspired by it..n jus wanna share it..haha..yeah..i still gotta lots of things that i need to improve on..n i m glad that there is..n coach also said..e greatest feeling is when u improved from that..haha i hope i will get to feel that feeling..haha
den yah..thats about all ba ;p haha realli enjoyed today's trng despite all e mistakes..n yah..jus wanna thank everybody for correcting my mistakes..its onli den i can learn..
n yah..all my coach roxz man..haha pri sch-mr wong..sec sch -nu jiao lian n nan jiao lian..aljunied - baoling,cindy,lingqin n seniors too..haha lalala jus feel like this all of a sudden...dun ask mi why..maybe i m getting high le ;p haha lalala..
haha tml ish a maths test..haha wish mi all e best..i got study a little bit la...but differentiation n integration is 2 opp thing which is gonna be tough on my toot brain ;p haha take care every1 n jia u always ! haha n yah hor..few mins later got 1 pig de bday le hor..if my memory not wrong de hua la..may this pig been happy always la ! i guess this pig already veri high n happy today le ba ;p haha but i wish her always..",) everybody too..always stay happy wow :D hee
][.i promise.][
haha today i wanted to blog about all my coaches..but hmm haha decided to leave that for tml..coz today already lots to blog le ;p hee hmmm today is e 1st time that i went n train wif da dui..haha yeah i enjoyed it..
haha how to say ne ?..e 1st one was to do 8 zi..den is hui hui,n cindy coach..den i ask daisy to go 1st la..den she say "go la"..haha i scared sia..hee coz she like irritated or sumthing..haha veri paiseh too..den jiu do..etc etc..den after that got this full court defence thing..den was in same team as daisy senior..den i keep on defence wrongly..den i tink e coach also sianz la ;p den daisy jiu tell mi wad to do..haha this time round no fierce fierce de gan jue...so yeah..realli wanna thankie her..hmmm den we play 5 on 5..those cannot pass ball de..den in same team as daisy n hui hui senior and yaqi and li ying..den daisy n hui hui tell us wad to do la..den they veri funny..instead of doing e whole hand de "XingXin"..they put 1 finger onli..haha den veri funny la..den during that i keep on posting when i wanna daisy they all to pass ball..then after that daisy told mi that shuld go towards the person n e ball...coz during 1 on 1..if post den sure bei intercept de..haha thankie lots daisy senior..haha thou u wun see this..den hmmm played e real 5 on 5..haha as usual i did badly..hui hui senior pass those nice shots i also cannot score..haha feel guilty sia..yah sorry sorry..
den today doing shooting n stuff de time..e coach correct my shooting..i mean jump stop..den cindy coach see le..she jiu cum help mi pass ball n teach mi..den yeah..finally..after so many years i understand why my body will sway here n there when i shoot..why i haf no balance n stuff..i mean many coaches haf been telling mi this n that..den demo to mi once or twice n teach mi (i m a slow learner..so veri paiseh n xin ku all my coaches le..hee)..but no coach haf ever realli take ball for mi n see how i shoot for ard 10 times..den finally i gotta a slight feeling of doing a real jump stop n jumping up to shoot..woho..e feeling is bang bang..i wanna master it..i mean it..i dun wan those sway abt de shootings anymore..jus give mi sum time..haha maybe i need lots of time..but i dun mind..i jus wan it..wan that feeling..
den hmm wads nxt ne..today during training..i made lots of mistakes..n yeah thats how i find out wad i need to improve on n train on..den on the way to take 53..walked wif cindy coach den she talked to mi la..hee i jus say haha orh hee i c i c..coz i realli lost for words..but wad she says realli veri nice..i mean haha talking to her is nice..she told mi to practise on e jump stop thing..den she is e 1st coach that told mi sumthing which no other coaches had tell mi be4..haha n yeah..i wanna do it..hee i haf been wanting to do it..yeah.. *tniopeerht* haha finally sum1 told mi i culd practise n use it sumday..haha no hurry..but jus at that moment..practise n keep it..haha i do anticipate towards that moment..n i will nv gonna forget it ! hee..den hmmm coach talked abt da dui..den she told mi sumthing which i find it extermely meaningful..A player's saddest n sianzest thing is when there's nothing else for her to improve on..coz its like its ya max..ya limits le..nothing else u can do..haha sumhow veri inspired by it..n jus wanna share it..haha..yeah..i still gotta lots of things that i need to improve on..n i m glad that there is..n coach also said..e greatest feeling is when u improved from that..haha i hope i will get to feel that feeling..haha
den yah..thats about all ba ;p haha realli enjoyed today's trng despite all e mistakes..n yah..jus wanna thank everybody for correcting my mistakes..its onli den i can learn..
n yah..all my coach roxz man..haha pri sch-mr wong..sec sch -nu jiao lian n nan jiao lian..aljunied - baoling,cindy,lingqin n seniors too..haha lalala jus feel like this all of a sudden...dun ask mi why..maybe i m getting high le ;p haha lalala..
haha tml ish a maths test..haha wish mi all e best..i got study a little bit la...but differentiation n integration is 2 opp thing which is gonna be tough on my toot brain ;p haha take care every1 n jia u always ! haha n yah hor..few mins later got 1 pig de bday le hor..if my memory not wrong de hua la..may this pig been happy always la ! i guess this pig already veri high n happy today le ba ;p haha but i wish her always..",) everybody too..always stay happy wow :D hee
][.i promise.][
][.wo men dou zhang da le ba.][.wo men de gu shi.][
][.wo men dou zhang da le ba.][.wo men de gu shi.][
haha pls bear wif mi..this blog gonna be veri long n windy...gonna be rather "selfish" coz its all my thoughts n feelings abt sumthings..so read it onli if u haf e time to spare la ;p hee realli paiseh..
ok yah..today went to watch "Na Yi Ye" by our sch de CDS..haha be4 i went to watch..i was so xin tong coz my $15 jiu like this gone le..but after watching..haha i can say i nv regret..*claps* for ahs CDS members..hee realli veri touched by their performance...i personally love e 2nd n 3rd show even more...in fact...e 3rd show was e best to me..
why i love the 3rd show..coz it says in real life there is no fairytales..haha den they say ppl shuld not leave in e memories..but shuld cont creating new memories..it jus express all that i m feeling now...haha no1..theres no fairytales..no forever in reality..haha no2..i feel that i m leaving in my own memories land..where i keep on reminding myself of all those happy moments..i relish em over n over..but new memories do cum in..but its nv like be4..den no3..i looked at forever5 now..i jus dunno wad to say..so sad so sad..sorry seems to be e word to say...i tink i failed badly as a frend ba..during e whole show..i jus recalled our past..e days when we sat on e "fitness corner" that 2 bars n occupy it during the whole recess...not letting any1 play..e days where we spend all our free time at e bball court..playing those kido bball which we laugh when we see those young kids playing now...e days when we jus luff at each other n speak our minds out without any considerations..e days we fight n say dun frend u and yet patch up e other day...
while watching that show..i tot of a lot a lot...i tot of how we grew..how old are we now..how we change..we are no longer e same us..we pursue diff dreams going on diff journeys of life..2 wks ago.."feng bo" happened..i tot its over..but it came back to mi..i tot its all ok..n today i felt e strain again..i feel so agrh...in e middle of nowhere..being a sandwich..being a bridge..running here n dere..i saw the disappointment n sadness in their eyes when ya choose to leave n was so quiet when wif us...i understand e reason that u chose to be so quiet wif us..its like u understand how both sides felt n here u are in e middle..not knowing wad to do as a frend..at lost..i m a libra*jus for lame*..but that dun mean that i can balance both sides at e same time..i m not able to decide where to go n what to say...who to comfort..who to tok to..haha lalala ( my new invented "word")..i m realli not a gd frend ba...why m i getting e feeling that its nv gonna be saved le ne ?..haiz dun wanna tink so much...but my heart dun seems to be able to control my mind..i jus tink n tink of it..
to mi..friendship is when u can speak ya mind out..i mean when i regard sum1 as my real best frend..i wun hesitate..wad i wanna say i jiu say..i m not afraid that u will get angry n stuffs..but today wad moi told mi realli veri saddening..i tink its like..hmm haha i dunno..but to mi..when i m wif my frends..i feel no stress..i feel relaxed..when i m wif em..i m having e happiest moment n not e worst moment..i wan to stay at e moment n not wanting e moment to be over soon n wanna go home..i wuld wanna share all my happiness n sadness wif em rather than keeping everything to myself..i shuld not be afraid that i wuld hurt em..coz if i do..i m not treating em as my real best frend le..haha all those are jus my own definations..but after all these..i tink i grew n i learnt sumthing..it seems like only when u haf e same interests that u will be able to communicate..n it onli when u communicate that the friendship conts..haha thats wad i feel up till now..but i dun believe..i mean haha maybe i m foolish..but i do feel that if its true..everything can be overcum..but i guess thats jus a dream ba...
hmmm nbm shuld i console myself ?..at least it did improved as compared to 2 wks be4..but its not going anyway if we cont this way..n i believe like wad moi say..she will jus let go..i noe how i will react when that day cum..but no matter wad..all of u all are gonna be my greatest n nicest memories when i look back...i m jus holding on now..coz i dun wanna haf any regrets when i look back..n i believe that it will sumwad last..haha den hmmm pri sch will always be my greatest memories..coz at least up till now..i tink my sec life haf got nothing except bball team n bball which i will look back n miss..but pri sch life..i miss everything..coz theres u all..
i jus wanna all my frends to be happy..esp u all..when i was young..i tot that it wuld at least last till be4 we leave to work in e society..but now..its like gonna be over ?...from pri sch to sec sch..we overcum a barrier..which makes us sumwad closer n further..now we haf not faced e jc/poly barrier n we are already drifting..piao yi...is it realli becoz we are all old le n we tink in a more mature way..we grow n our circle of friends widen..i tink its sumthing that cannot be avoided n hafing more frends is jus part of life..ling zhi once say..at diff stage there will be diff friends acc-ing u thru..is it true that u all acc mi de period is already over le ne ?..haha i dunno n i dun wanna noe...
den hmmm i jus noe..being alone wif 4 of u..i still feel veri veri veri happy n relaxed..but when 5 of us is together..i feel so awkward..so diff atmosphere as be4...maybe when we were young..we shared e same dreams ba...made so many promises...tokyo tower..go to same sec sch..live under e same roof..play as main5 together..win everybody..form a band..haha maybe all those are onli my own dreams den..but i m sure at least when we were young..we enjoyed each others' company n nv felt sianz n awkward...but now we all grow old le..we change le..its sumthing that cannot be helped ba..haha i knew it...
jus wanna say..4 of u will always gonna be my best of friends..(of coz there are sum others too) and that even if 5 of us de friendship ends..4 of u will each remains as a special one to mi..this is not gonna change..
hmmm haha i crapped so much le...haha but thats how i feel ba..lalala i wonder how e others feel..no matter wad decisions u all make..i jus wanna u all to be happy..i will always be behind..in e journey of friendship..i will not be in front leading u e way..neither will i be beside u to hold u thru everything..coz i choose to be at ya back n give u a pat on e shoulder n a push ya on when u face difficulties..n be ya support...i may not able to do this..but at least for u all..i will try my best...lalala can take it as i crapping..can take it as mushy..can take this blog as anything u tink..but u will nv change how i feel n wad i mean..lalala
][.zhi yao ni men xing fu.she mer dou wu suo wei.][
haha pls bear wif mi..this blog gonna be veri long n windy...gonna be rather "selfish" coz its all my thoughts n feelings abt sumthings..so read it onli if u haf e time to spare la ;p hee realli paiseh..
ok yah..today went to watch "Na Yi Ye" by our sch de CDS..haha be4 i went to watch..i was so xin tong coz my $15 jiu like this gone le..but after watching..haha i can say i nv regret..*claps* for ahs CDS members..hee realli veri touched by their performance...i personally love e 2nd n 3rd show even more...in fact...e 3rd show was e best to me..
why i love the 3rd show..coz it says in real life there is no fairytales..haha den they say ppl shuld not leave in e memories..but shuld cont creating new memories..it jus express all that i m feeling now...haha no1..theres no fairytales..no forever in reality..haha no2..i feel that i m leaving in my own memories land..where i keep on reminding myself of all those happy moments..i relish em over n over..but new memories do cum in..but its nv like be4..den no3..i looked at forever5 now..i jus dunno wad to say..so sad so sad..sorry seems to be e word to say...i tink i failed badly as a frend ba..during e whole show..i jus recalled our past..e days when we sat on e "fitness corner" that 2 bars n occupy it during the whole recess...not letting any1 play..e days where we spend all our free time at e bball court..playing those kido bball which we laugh when we see those young kids playing now...e days when we jus luff at each other n speak our minds out without any considerations..e days we fight n say dun frend u and yet patch up e other day...
while watching that show..i tot of a lot a lot...i tot of how we grew..how old are we now..how we change..we are no longer e same us..we pursue diff dreams going on diff journeys of life..2 wks ago.."feng bo" happened..i tot its over..but it came back to mi..i tot its all ok..n today i felt e strain again..i feel so agrh...in e middle of nowhere..being a sandwich..being a bridge..running here n dere..i saw the disappointment n sadness in their eyes when ya choose to leave n was so quiet when wif us...i understand e reason that u chose to be so quiet wif us..its like u understand how both sides felt n here u are in e middle..not knowing wad to do as a frend..at lost..i m a libra*jus for lame*..but that dun mean that i can balance both sides at e same time..i m not able to decide where to go n what to say...who to comfort..who to tok to..haha lalala ( my new invented "word")..i m realli not a gd frend ba...why m i getting e feeling that its nv gonna be saved le ne ?..haiz dun wanna tink so much...but my heart dun seems to be able to control my mind..i jus tink n tink of it..
to mi..friendship is when u can speak ya mind out..i mean when i regard sum1 as my real best frend..i wun hesitate..wad i wanna say i jiu say..i m not afraid that u will get angry n stuffs..but today wad moi told mi realli veri saddening..i tink its like..hmm haha i dunno..but to mi..when i m wif my frends..i feel no stress..i feel relaxed..when i m wif em..i m having e happiest moment n not e worst moment..i wan to stay at e moment n not wanting e moment to be over soon n wanna go home..i wuld wanna share all my happiness n sadness wif em rather than keeping everything to myself..i shuld not be afraid that i wuld hurt em..coz if i do..i m not treating em as my real best frend le..haha all those are jus my own definations..but after all these..i tink i grew n i learnt sumthing..it seems like only when u haf e same interests that u will be able to communicate..n it onli when u communicate that the friendship conts..haha thats wad i feel up till now..but i dun believe..i mean haha maybe i m foolish..but i do feel that if its true..everything can be overcum..but i guess thats jus a dream ba...
hmmm nbm shuld i console myself ?..at least it did improved as compared to 2 wks be4..but its not going anyway if we cont this way..n i believe like wad moi say..she will jus let go..i noe how i will react when that day cum..but no matter wad..all of u all are gonna be my greatest n nicest memories when i look back...i m jus holding on now..coz i dun wanna haf any regrets when i look back..n i believe that it will sumwad last..haha den hmmm pri sch will always be my greatest memories..coz at least up till now..i tink my sec life haf got nothing except bball team n bball which i will look back n miss..but pri sch life..i miss everything..coz theres u all..
i jus wanna all my frends to be happy..esp u all..when i was young..i tot that it wuld at least last till be4 we leave to work in e society..but now..its like gonna be over ?...from pri sch to sec sch..we overcum a barrier..which makes us sumwad closer n further..now we haf not faced e jc/poly barrier n we are already drifting..piao yi...is it realli becoz we are all old le n we tink in a more mature way..we grow n our circle of friends widen..i tink its sumthing that cannot be avoided n hafing more frends is jus part of life..ling zhi once say..at diff stage there will be diff friends acc-ing u thru..is it true that u all acc mi de period is already over le ne ?..haha i dunno n i dun wanna noe...
den hmmm i jus noe..being alone wif 4 of u..i still feel veri veri veri happy n relaxed..but when 5 of us is together..i feel so awkward..so diff atmosphere as be4...maybe when we were young..we shared e same dreams ba...made so many promises...tokyo tower..go to same sec sch..live under e same roof..play as main5 together..win everybody..form a band..haha maybe all those are onli my own dreams den..but i m sure at least when we were young..we enjoyed each others' company n nv felt sianz n awkward...but now we all grow old le..we change le..its sumthing that cannot be helped ba..haha i knew it...
jus wanna say..4 of u will always gonna be my best of friends..(of coz there are sum others too) and that even if 5 of us de friendship ends..4 of u will each remains as a special one to mi..this is not gonna change..
hmmm haha i crapped so much le...haha but thats how i feel ba..lalala i wonder how e others feel..no matter wad decisions u all make..i jus wanna u all to be happy..i will always be behind..in e journey of friendship..i will not be in front leading u e way..neither will i be beside u to hold u thru everything..coz i choose to be at ya back n give u a pat on e shoulder n a push ya on when u face difficulties..n be ya support...i may not able to do this..but at least for u all..i will try my best...lalala can take it as i crapping..can take it as mushy..can take this blog as anything u tink..but u will nv change how i feel n wad i mean..lalala
][.zhi yao ni men xing fu.she mer dou wu suo wei.][
Saturday, July 16, 2005
][.jus sum updates ;p.][
][.jus some updates ;p.][
ytr went wen's hse after sch to do gym wif wen,fungi,li na and constance...yeah hmmm i enjoyed doing gym yeah...haha n i jus found out sumthing..while others love to dry their sweat wif towels..i finally found sum1 who loves letting the perspiration "drip" de feeling le..hee n that person ish--fungi..wahaha guo rang ish same surname de ;p maybe our ancestors love that too la ;p haha alright i m jus laming..anyway did gym den quite lots of perspiration de la..n yah..i love it man..den my wt shot back to my sec1 de time le..ooo sad..but after doing gym felt much better...who noes once i reach home..mummy cooked western food la..alamak my gym effort all wasted ;p haha jkjk..anyway it was nice..den i had tuition..
o mian..differentiation n integration together for a test..even my teacher say ish killing la...ya brain need to switch from this mode to another mode..n for a toot person like mi..its gonna be even worst la ;p haha alright..so after tuition..i m *exhausted* i mean my brain..so jus lay there n read slam dunk 10-13..haha its nice..esp how sakuragi was taught by akagi how to snatch a gd rebound..how sakuragi so stupid yet cute de say he is XingXing de younger bro..how rukawa fight althought veri solo la..how miyagi's speed n skills cover his weakness of being short..how mitsui say he will perform esp during those tired de moment..haha all veri gan ren..haha yah..feel like watching e animation again...
n hmmm yeah..now having stomach ache sia..hope will quick quick ok..or else later how to enjoy e CDS performance wif forever5 ne ? haha...hope tonight will be fun wif em...even if not fun..at least dun be like that day like this la ;p *choi*..haha hao la..shall pray for my stomach ache to be gone n my fried rice quickie cum bac...n yah..haha nowadays i keep on eat sweet corn wif butter for breakfast..haha its nice ! haha lalala
den quite sianz n sad la ;p jus saw e advertisement...den those go revival round in jue dui superstart de hao xiang onli got 1 chance to get into semi..means 8 contestants vying for 1 chance la..haiz..i think those at revivial round are real gd la..so ke xi..hope they will get recognised by sum bo le la...coz who dun wan to be recognised ne ?..hee take care la every1 !
][.yi lu xiang bei.][
ytr went wen's hse after sch to do gym wif wen,fungi,li na and constance...yeah hmmm i enjoyed doing gym yeah...haha n i jus found out sumthing..while others love to dry their sweat wif towels..i finally found sum1 who loves letting the perspiration "drip" de feeling le..hee n that person ish--fungi..wahaha guo rang ish same surname de ;p maybe our ancestors love that too la ;p haha alright i m jus laming..anyway did gym den quite lots of perspiration de la..n yah..i love it man..den my wt shot back to my sec1 de time le..ooo sad..but after doing gym felt much better...who noes once i reach home..mummy cooked western food la..alamak my gym effort all wasted ;p haha jkjk..anyway it was nice..den i had tuition..
o mian..differentiation n integration together for a test..even my teacher say ish killing la...ya brain need to switch from this mode to another mode..n for a toot person like mi..its gonna be even worst la ;p haha alright..so after tuition..i m *exhausted* i mean my brain..so jus lay there n read slam dunk 10-13..haha its nice..esp how sakuragi was taught by akagi how to snatch a gd rebound..how sakuragi so stupid yet cute de say he is XingXing de younger bro..how rukawa fight althought veri solo la..how miyagi's speed n skills cover his weakness of being short..how mitsui say he will perform esp during those tired de moment..haha all veri gan ren..haha yah..feel like watching e animation again...
n hmmm yeah..now having stomach ache sia..hope will quick quick ok..or else later how to enjoy e CDS performance wif forever5 ne ? haha...hope tonight will be fun wif em...even if not fun..at least dun be like that day like this la ;p *choi*..haha hao la..shall pray for my stomach ache to be gone n my fried rice quickie cum bac...n yah..haha nowadays i keep on eat sweet corn wif butter for breakfast..haha its nice ! haha lalala
den quite sianz n sad la ;p jus saw e advertisement...den those go revival round in jue dui superstart de hao xiang onli got 1 chance to get into semi..means 8 contestants vying for 1 chance la..haiz..i think those at revivial round are real gd la..so ke xi..hope they will get recognised by sum bo le la...coz who dun wan to be recognised ne ?..hee take care la every1 !
][.yi lu xiang bei.][
Thursday, July 14, 2005
][.learning to be contented with the little things in life.][
][.learning to be contented with the little things in life.][
haha alright..today is a nIcE day !!! hee i m veri high today too ;p haha mus be becoz ytr i slept at 10..all e way till today morning 5plus..woho..so shuang man ! haha yeah :D lalala
anyway today ms tay n mdm ho nv cum..so dun haf 2 sci..den e teacher who traumatize hui min last time came to relief our chem period..haha ooo hai hao today la ;p but guess our class got more ppl bth her le la ;p den mdm ho de bio period..mrs ganesan brought us to library..i read a few stories in chicken soup..den borrowed a book..n i went to do my fav task..zZz..e air con in e library so shuang summore..haha xin fu de mi ! haha den din play bball during both recess today..coz moi n i wan to eat during e 1st recess n 2nd recess need to hand over e council fund n stuffs...
haha den e other 3 periods were ok still...maths pass veri fast wif mr chan ard..den chi had ting xie for e whole hour..den lit..haha its always my relaxed period..coz i nv seems to understand wad mr peach is saying..haha den jiu sch over le..went for meeting..den i tink my attention span quite short sia..nxt time i need to go for those work without meetings de..coz i tink i will most prob be bore to death..n jus end up slping n get sack..yeah shuld be like this...
haha den after meeting went to meet moi for "trng"..met e pai car de sek on e way...haha den ran 20 rounds..60 alleys..den do some lay ups..den play a bit de 5 on 5..haha n e juniors are so cute..haha i enjoyed today's trng esp e one where we haf to stand in a circle n do 50 squats..haha den mi chu n margaret are always slower than e others..coz *ahem* we slightly taller la ;p haha jkjk..so i gave a v stupid suggestion to do separately from e others..but e moment e 3 of us do..wahaha our knees banged la..den sek n nana was doing..den their knees nv bang..this ish e diff between legs long n legs short de la ;p haha jkjk jkjk dun angry ah..ish sek n nana veri de yi de say de ;p haha den dismiss de time did sheng zhong wosh !~ling lead us de;p haha den sek wanna do g0 break g0 break..den we pei he her la ;p
den after that played 4 or rather 5 on 4 wif juniors...haha quite fun de ;p haha tyco-ly de shot in 2 3 pts ;p hee shuang dao ;p haha jkjk..anyway my knees are giving ways le la ;p i told moi..n she say she felt exactly e same for a period of time..haha anyway nbm..jus hope it dun break..hee its not as serious as chu n ling de ba..haha so any1 who sees this..pls ask chu chu n ling to take gd care of their knees la ! haha n yah..hope sek haf a speedy recovery for her ankle ;p hee n coconut needs a hairpin to clip all her hair up be4 we do e squats..or else she may ask who's pulling her hair again..n i will lol n bth ;p haha n yeah..hope nana will cont to jia u for her 3 pts..can de :D hee
ooo n yah..haha jia jia you ben nan nian de jing...hee every1 haf their own family de kun rao ba ;p jus hope that every1 will let go n be more patient n yeah esp wif parents huh ;p haha den yah wad else..let mi quote from shi hui "be contented" haha yeah..zhi zu chang le wow ! haha *5milez* every1 ;p tctc too ;p
n i m so broke..coz july so many peeps bday sia ;p haha lalala...lucky i m born in oct..at least i will haf some money to buy myself a bday present by den :D hehe jkjk take care every1 :D i go le..lalala..
][.fun.][
haha alright..today is a nIcE day !!! hee i m veri high today too ;p haha mus be becoz ytr i slept at 10..all e way till today morning 5plus..woho..so shuang man ! haha yeah :D lalala
anyway today ms tay n mdm ho nv cum..so dun haf 2 sci..den e teacher who traumatize hui min last time came to relief our chem period..haha ooo hai hao today la ;p but guess our class got more ppl bth her le la ;p den mdm ho de bio period..mrs ganesan brought us to library..i read a few stories in chicken soup..den borrowed a book..n i went to do my fav task..zZz..e air con in e library so shuang summore..haha xin fu de mi ! haha den din play bball during both recess today..coz moi n i wan to eat during e 1st recess n 2nd recess need to hand over e council fund n stuffs...
haha den e other 3 periods were ok still...maths pass veri fast wif mr chan ard..den chi had ting xie for e whole hour..den lit..haha its always my relaxed period..coz i nv seems to understand wad mr peach is saying..haha den jiu sch over le..went for meeting..den i tink my attention span quite short sia..nxt time i need to go for those work without meetings de..coz i tink i will most prob be bore to death..n jus end up slping n get sack..yeah shuld be like this...
haha den after meeting went to meet moi for "trng"..met e pai car de sek on e way...haha den ran 20 rounds..60 alleys..den do some lay ups..den play a bit de 5 on 5..haha n e juniors are so cute..haha i enjoyed today's trng esp e one where we haf to stand in a circle n do 50 squats..haha den mi chu n margaret are always slower than e others..coz *ahem* we slightly taller la ;p haha jkjk..so i gave a v stupid suggestion to do separately from e others..but e moment e 3 of us do..wahaha our knees banged la..den sek n nana was doing..den their knees nv bang..this ish e diff between legs long n legs short de la ;p haha jkjk jkjk dun angry ah..ish sek n nana veri de yi de say de ;p haha den dismiss de time did sheng zhong wosh !~ling lead us de;p haha den sek wanna do g0 break g0 break..den we pei he her la ;p
den after that played 4 or rather 5 on 4 wif juniors...haha quite fun de ;p haha tyco-ly de shot in 2 3 pts ;p hee shuang dao ;p haha jkjk..anyway my knees are giving ways le la ;p i told moi..n she say she felt exactly e same for a period of time..haha anyway nbm..jus hope it dun break..hee its not as serious as chu n ling de ba..haha so any1 who sees this..pls ask chu chu n ling to take gd care of their knees la ! haha n yah..hope sek haf a speedy recovery for her ankle ;p hee n coconut needs a hairpin to clip all her hair up be4 we do e squats..or else she may ask who's pulling her hair again..n i will lol n bth ;p haha n yeah..hope nana will cont to jia u for her 3 pts..can de :D hee
ooo n yah..haha jia jia you ben nan nian de jing...hee every1 haf their own family de kun rao ba ;p jus hope that every1 will let go n be more patient n yeah esp wif parents huh ;p haha den yah wad else..let mi quote from shi hui "be contented" haha yeah..zhi zu chang le wow ! haha *5milez* every1 ;p tctc too ;p
n i m so broke..coz july so many peeps bday sia ;p haha lalala...lucky i m born in oct..at least i will haf some money to buy myself a bday present by den :D hehe jkjk take care every1 :D i go le..lalala..
][.fun.][
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
][.5tress tor.][
][.5tress tor.][
haha ok..today 1st of all is wanna apologise to frends..esp moi n sh..coz i haf such a qian bian de black face rite after i receive the msg that tml got council meeting..haha i dunno why my mood suddenly change till like this also..i guess maybe becoz nowadays i feel like cuming home early..rest..watch tv..online...den do some studying ?..i dun like staying out n hanging round after sch le..i mean i feel 5tress..
its like O levels is approaching soon soon soon..everybody is like so prepared..tuitions n stuff..den its like so li suo dang rang thing that u should noe this n that la..n there i sit in class..not knowing this n that..its realli a veri scary de gan jue man..haiz...thats why i feel that cuming home early seems to give mi e gan jue that i haf more time to "study" n do my hw..yah thats how i m feeling now ba..thats why when they stay in sch..i jus feel like running home..but i hate e feeling of loneliness..i hate walking e road all by myself..yah..
and yah..my right knee cap hurts..i also dunno why..i din fell on it..i din bang it into sumthing..but it jus hurts la..i sit down also pain..i walk also pain..i play bball de time also pain..sianz sia..wonder wads wrong with it...gonna ask mummy help mi rub it later..i guess maybe overstrain ba ;p haha dunno pray its jus a temp thing la ;p hee
den wads nxt..ooo i tink my pri sch days is back..i m eating like siao..haha i simply love it ;p love eating n enjoying e gan jue of eating..hee so my wt is going up up..thats why mus play more bball during recess le ! haha *hinting moi* haha..
den yah..after today i seriously think that every1 haf their own views..n theres simply no need to explain to em ya views..haha thats always wad i personally tink n feel la..hee its like they wun listen to ya views de ba ;p jus like i haf my own thinkings..u cum n tell mi this this that that..i will jus orh orh haha orh orh..but i still tink in my own way..haha so wads e pt ne..waste my saliva onli la ;p haha anyway e above is onli my personal views la ;p dun nd to agree with mi la..hee
yeah feel much more relaxed after blogging..haha yeah..everybody yi qi jia u o ! haha gambate ! take care always too :D
][.sparked my change.][
haha ok..today 1st of all is wanna apologise to frends..esp moi n sh..coz i haf such a qian bian de black face rite after i receive the msg that tml got council meeting..haha i dunno why my mood suddenly change till like this also..i guess maybe becoz nowadays i feel like cuming home early..rest..watch tv..online...den do some studying ?..i dun like staying out n hanging round after sch le..i mean i feel 5tress..
its like O levels is approaching soon soon soon..everybody is like so prepared..tuitions n stuff..den its like so li suo dang rang thing that u should noe this n that la..n there i sit in class..not knowing this n that..its realli a veri scary de gan jue man..haiz...thats why i feel that cuming home early seems to give mi e gan jue that i haf more time to "study" n do my hw..yah thats how i m feeling now ba..thats why when they stay in sch..i jus feel like running home..but i hate e feeling of loneliness..i hate walking e road all by myself..yah..
and yah..my right knee cap hurts..i also dunno why..i din fell on it..i din bang it into sumthing..but it jus hurts la..i sit down also pain..i walk also pain..i play bball de time also pain..sianz sia..wonder wads wrong with it...gonna ask mummy help mi rub it later..i guess maybe overstrain ba ;p haha dunno pray its jus a temp thing la ;p hee
den wads nxt..ooo i tink my pri sch days is back..i m eating like siao..haha i simply love it ;p love eating n enjoying e gan jue of eating..hee so my wt is going up up..thats why mus play more bball during recess le ! haha *hinting moi* haha..
den yah..after today i seriously think that every1 haf their own views..n theres simply no need to explain to em ya views..haha thats always wad i personally tink n feel la..hee its like they wun listen to ya views de ba ;p jus like i haf my own thinkings..u cum n tell mi this this that that..i will jus orh orh haha orh orh..but i still tink in my own way..haha so wads e pt ne..waste my saliva onli la ;p haha anyway e above is onli my personal views la ;p dun nd to agree with mi la..hee
yeah feel much more relaxed after blogging..haha yeah..everybody yi qi jia u o ! haha gambate ! take care always too :D
][.sparked my change.][
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
][.yeah.1st step to e journey of recovery.][
][.yeah.1st step to e journey of recovery.][
haha yeah..today wen tok to mi..haha yeah..i tink fate n faith in this friendship is back le ba..haha thankie buddha for making my prayers heard ! ",) haha realli glad..but my mummy jus looked at mi as thou i m a xiao hai n say..haha chao gou le har ;p haha nbm..i noe she is happy for mi too..haha fungi,moi,sh,lx,ah min,butts also ba..haha or maybe i hallucinanting onli la ;p haha but nbm la..i m happy..hee or rather relieved ? hee who cares ;p
haha ooo n wad else ne ? haha..i also dunno..i onli noe i m repeating Yi Lu Xiang Bei & Hei Se You Mo by jay over n over again..haha quite nice huh ;p hee den now jus say hi to cindy jiao lian on msn ;p but she nv reply..haha
lalala i also dunno wad i blogging..hee maybe jus slacking some time off be4 i watch my last 5 esp of Yao Tiao Su Nu ba ;p haha yeah..a lot ppl ask mi wads this show so gd abt ;p haha dun ask mi..i also dunno..but maybe a kinda of wanna watch finish since i started watching it ? hee
den hmmm yeah i need to seriously cut down my usage of com..wanna pluck out all e wires..but i doubt i haf e "courage" la..haha shall try my self discipline more ! lalala ;p hehe hoho haha ;p laming my way to 7:30...
haha n yah..take care everybody ! hee
][.praying.][
haha yeah..today wen tok to mi..haha yeah..i tink fate n faith in this friendship is back le ba..haha thankie buddha for making my prayers heard ! ",) haha realli glad..but my mummy jus looked at mi as thou i m a xiao hai n say..haha chao gou le har ;p haha nbm..i noe she is happy for mi too..haha fungi,moi,sh,lx,ah min,butts also ba..haha or maybe i hallucinanting onli la ;p haha but nbm la..i m happy..hee or rather relieved ? hee who cares ;p
haha ooo n wad else ne ? haha..i also dunno..i onli noe i m repeating Yi Lu Xiang Bei & Hei Se You Mo by jay over n over again..haha quite nice huh ;p hee den now jus say hi to cindy jiao lian on msn ;p but she nv reply..haha
lalala i also dunno wad i blogging..hee maybe jus slacking some time off be4 i watch my last 5 esp of Yao Tiao Su Nu ba ;p haha yeah..a lot ppl ask mi wads this show so gd abt ;p haha dun ask mi..i also dunno..but maybe a kinda of wanna watch finish since i started watching it ? hee
den hmmm yeah i need to seriously cut down my usage of com..wanna pluck out all e wires..but i doubt i haf e "courage" la..haha shall try my self discipline more ! lalala ;p hehe hoho haha ;p laming my way to 7:30...
haha n yah..take care everybody ! hee
][.praying.][
Monday, July 11, 2005
][.it will nv be e same.][
][.it will nv be e same.][
many times in life..u make a certain decision n it jus changed ya life..haha i mean..yah twist ya life in a certain way..n even if its twisted back..it will nv ever be e same..its jus like u fold a paper..n if ya open it back again..it will still have e folded lines there la..haha alright i am crapping once again..but ya..thats life ba..once u make a decision..theres no turing back..even if u managed to turn back..it will nv be the same...
hehe hmmm yeah today is quite a nice day la ;p haha i mean short simple easy ;p went sch..had ss test..den 5 simple periods..den came home quite early..haha took 9 alone..coz shi hui took 31 , fungi went for lunch wif wen..moi went wif cheryl they all for her early bday lunch treat...haha yeah n i m all alone..haha hmmm hai hao la ;p i mean i chose sumthing and i haf to face up to e "consequences"..haha mus admit that being alone isn't a nice feeling..but its still nice la..i mean being alone..let things run thru ya mind n stuffs huh..hee relaxing..n yeah life..haha wad can i say ne ? .. haha i m so sianz..jus let it be ba..haha
den yah..now e weather at my hse de area here ish like going to rain..haha ooo i love this kinda of weather..slightly dark..den i open e window let e dark dark de atmosphere "diffuse" into my room..n i jus simply refused to on my light...haha i dun like to on my light during the morning and noon..but at night..i die die also mus on my light...so contradicting hor..haha i also dunno wad i saying..yeah jus laming again la ;p and yah now i listening to Yi Lu Xiang Bei by jay and jus now listening to Tian Kong by jolin..haha yeah nice songs to go wif e weather...
haha n yah..ytr is e last match of e sec4 yr..yeah last match n e 1st match lost..haha hmmm haha dunno how i feel also leh...haha jus noe that defences n focus realli veri impt ba..haha..den wad else ne..i tink i noe wad i wanna do le..rmb i once say every1 haf to haf their own move?..i haf tot of wad i wan to haf as my own move le..haha n yah..bball is gonna be even more impt now...becoz of e choice i made..yah..
oo yah..today ah min..lx n butts they all help mi create chance to go back to class wif wen n so can tok la..but i m a timid or rather reserved person huh...haha i chose not to..haha or rather..i m afraid of e awkwardness...haha i m lousy yeah..i always take very long jus to make a simple decision n it jus slips pass mi everytime i decided..haha but i also dunno la..hee oo yah tml is my maths test le ! shall go study now...shall start to be guai le..or else my Os will be die till siao ;p
time will heal all things
fate will bring us back if its meant to be
but it will nv be the same
][.nv e same.][
many times in life..u make a certain decision n it jus changed ya life..haha i mean..yah twist ya life in a certain way..n even if its twisted back..it will nv ever be e same..its jus like u fold a paper..n if ya open it back again..it will still have e folded lines there la..haha alright i am crapping once again..but ya..thats life ba..once u make a decision..theres no turing back..even if u managed to turn back..it will nv be the same...
hehe hmmm yeah today is quite a nice day la ;p haha i mean short simple easy ;p went sch..had ss test..den 5 simple periods..den came home quite early..haha took 9 alone..coz shi hui took 31 , fungi went for lunch wif wen..moi went wif cheryl they all for her early bday lunch treat...haha yeah n i m all alone..haha hmmm hai hao la ;p i mean i chose sumthing and i haf to face up to e "consequences"..haha mus admit that being alone isn't a nice feeling..but its still nice la..i mean being alone..let things run thru ya mind n stuffs huh..hee relaxing..n yeah life..haha wad can i say ne ? .. haha i m so sianz..jus let it be ba..haha
den yah..now e weather at my hse de area here ish like going to rain..haha ooo i love this kinda of weather..slightly dark..den i open e window let e dark dark de atmosphere "diffuse" into my room..n i jus simply refused to on my light...haha i dun like to on my light during the morning and noon..but at night..i die die also mus on my light...so contradicting hor..haha i also dunno wad i saying..yeah jus laming again la ;p and yah now i listening to Yi Lu Xiang Bei by jay and jus now listening to Tian Kong by jolin..haha yeah nice songs to go wif e weather...
haha n yah..ytr is e last match of e sec4 yr..yeah last match n e 1st match lost..haha hmmm haha dunno how i feel also leh...haha jus noe that defences n focus realli veri impt ba..haha..den wad else ne..i tink i noe wad i wanna do le..rmb i once say every1 haf to haf their own move?..i haf tot of wad i wan to haf as my own move le..haha n yah..bball is gonna be even more impt now...becoz of e choice i made..yah..
oo yah..today ah min..lx n butts they all help mi create chance to go back to class wif wen n so can tok la..but i m a timid or rather reserved person huh...haha i chose not to..haha or rather..i m afraid of e awkwardness...haha i m lousy yeah..i always take very long jus to make a simple decision n it jus slips pass mi everytime i decided..haha but i also dunno la..hee oo yah tml is my maths test le ! shall go study now...shall start to be guai le..or else my Os will be die till siao ;p
time will heal all things
fate will bring us back if its meant to be
but it will nv be the same
][.nv e same.][
Saturday, July 09, 2005
][.quite a nice day.][
][.quite a nice day.][
after 7 days..after a week of "feng po"..today finally have a quite nice de day sia..haha hmmm today went out wif "jie" to watch initial D for the 2nd time..haha i mean watched the show for the 2nd time la ;p hee its onli 1 week apart..but its a diff feeling..a complete contrast...
last wk..rushed down like siao..missed part of e show n got into a feng bo ;p but today still nice la ;p can luff n haf fun walking ard orchad ;p hee same cinema diff therater diff atmosphere..haha thankie "jiejie"..haha for letting mi haf some nice memo in mixture wif the "feng bo"..mixed together le jiu not too cham to recall the place ;p haha thanksz ;p and ooo yah...today met so many peeps...met gen they all..met priscilla..met fnq..haha so many peeps la..haha one of my better feeling day after a week le ;p hee yeah..
den wads nxt ne..i tink everybody haf their own troubles sia..every1 gotta their sad story..so i shall not share any of mine today..hee n i realli hope that we will be enlighten by buddha n "work hard" towards that too..hee hmm yeah *learning to let go* is the best way to be happy ba :D n tml ish e last match of this sec sch "season" le..haha xue lian bai vs xue lian hong..haha hope that it will be a nice one ;p hee den wads nxt ne..let mi tink ah..ooo you fu ytr so cute..tsamania he say tamanide haha so funny (to mi la)..hehe
paiseh today sort of like veri messy de blog..coz quite long nv blog le la ;p haha sorry sorry..i tink of wad i jiu blog wad le..hmmm wads nxt ?? oo yah..i hope e thingy that happened at london wun haf more peeps dying n that every1 on earth will be blessed la...those nan ming in africa etc etc..every living thing haf a life...treasure it always ok..hee n take care every1 !!!
][.i wish for a world where e word unhappy dun exist.][
][.i wish for a world where all the relationship will last.][
][.i wish for a world where ppl wun haf troubles.][
][.i wish for a world where every1 will live happily in it.][
][.i wish for a world where ppl will not haf so much temper.][
][.i wish.][
after 7 days..after a week of "feng po"..today finally have a quite nice de day sia..haha hmmm today went out wif "jie" to watch initial D for the 2nd time..haha i mean watched the show for the 2nd time la ;p hee its onli 1 week apart..but its a diff feeling..a complete contrast...
last wk..rushed down like siao..missed part of e show n got into a feng bo ;p but today still nice la ;p can luff n haf fun walking ard orchad ;p hee same cinema diff therater diff atmosphere..haha thankie "jiejie"..haha for letting mi haf some nice memo in mixture wif the "feng bo"..mixed together le jiu not too cham to recall the place ;p haha thanksz ;p and ooo yah...today met so many peeps...met gen they all..met priscilla..met fnq..haha so many peeps la..haha one of my better feeling day after a week le ;p hee yeah..
den wads nxt ne..i tink everybody haf their own troubles sia..every1 gotta their sad story..so i shall not share any of mine today..hee n i realli hope that we will be enlighten by buddha n "work hard" towards that too..hee hmm yeah *learning to let go* is the best way to be happy ba :D n tml ish e last match of this sec sch "season" le..haha xue lian bai vs xue lian hong..haha hope that it will be a nice one ;p hee den wads nxt ne..let mi tink ah..ooo you fu ytr so cute..tsamania he say tamanide haha so funny (to mi la)..hehe
paiseh today sort of like veri messy de blog..coz quite long nv blog le la ;p haha sorry sorry..i tink of wad i jiu blog wad le..hmmm wads nxt ?? oo yah..i hope e thingy that happened at london wun haf more peeps dying n that every1 on earth will be blessed la...those nan ming in africa etc etc..every living thing haf a life...treasure it always ok..hee n take care every1 !!!
][.i wish for a world where e word unhappy dun exist.][
][.i wish for a world where all the relationship will last.][
][.i wish for a world where ppl wun haf troubles.][
][.i wish for a world where every1 will live happily in it.][
][.i wish for a world where ppl will not haf so much temper.][
][.i wish.][
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
][.leaving it to fate.][
][.leaving it to fate.][
hee now i m leaving all this in e hands of fate..whether this friendship will cum bac not i m leaving it to fate too..haha i noe thats veri stupid n coward of mi..but i m sianz la..i mean i tink hui min,lingxie as well as fungi be my middle "man" btw wen they also will tired de ba ;p hee n thanksz lots too..i noe fungi feel that its not impossible to get bac..i felt so everytime too..but this time round..i m not going to do anything le..leave it all to fate..if it can't..den like wad hui min say la..ke xi ;p
i guess now she dun wan to tok to mi n moi also suan le ba ;p hee she dun wan to tok..force her also useless la ;p she wanna go diff directions..wanna walk far apart..wanna tok to fungi n ignore my presence n stuff all suan le ba..haha i look open le ba..hee both parties got so many misunderstandings..its not any of our faults..both got reasons to be angry..i m not angry..jus sianz n sad..realli veri la ;p haha jus let it be..she happy wif other frends jiu hao le la ;p got mi no mi as her frends also no diff to her life de ba...8yrs so wad ? haha can't even survive such a simple test ma ?..i leave it to fate..but i still haf a little faith in this friendship..hope it wun disappoint mi furthur ;p hee
den wads nxt ne..this period of time also let mi see e another side of a frend..thanksz lots..esp to moi,fungi,shi hui,hui min,ling xie n butts..haha without moi i will feel so alone on e journey home..n onli she understands how i feel now..fungi is giving mi lots of support n encouragement now..thanksz nu ren..den shi hui , hui min , ling xie n butts letting mi feel happy n less worries abt the leng zhan(cold war) n stuffs la ;p realli wanna say thankie..n yah..butts wan mi to hu yu every1 to vote for superstar de m3 ;p hee yah thats abt all..i wanna go watch you fu le ;p take care every1 ;p hee n i pray that everything will end the way heaven wans it to ;p hehe
][.leave it to fate.][
hee now i m leaving all this in e hands of fate..whether this friendship will cum bac not i m leaving it to fate too..haha i noe thats veri stupid n coward of mi..but i m sianz la..i mean i tink hui min,lingxie as well as fungi be my middle "man" btw wen they also will tired de ba ;p hee n thanksz lots too..i noe fungi feel that its not impossible to get bac..i felt so everytime too..but this time round..i m not going to do anything le..leave it all to fate..if it can't..den like wad hui min say la..ke xi ;p
i guess now she dun wan to tok to mi n moi also suan le ba ;p hee she dun wan to tok..force her also useless la ;p she wanna go diff directions..wanna walk far apart..wanna tok to fungi n ignore my presence n stuff all suan le ba..haha i look open le ba..hee both parties got so many misunderstandings..its not any of our faults..both got reasons to be angry..i m not angry..jus sianz n sad..realli veri la ;p haha jus let it be..she happy wif other frends jiu hao le la ;p got mi no mi as her frends also no diff to her life de ba...8yrs so wad ? haha can't even survive such a simple test ma ?..i leave it to fate..but i still haf a little faith in this friendship..hope it wun disappoint mi furthur ;p hee
den wads nxt ne..this period of time also let mi see e another side of a frend..thanksz lots..esp to moi,fungi,shi hui,hui min,ling xie n butts..haha without moi i will feel so alone on e journey home..n onli she understands how i feel now..fungi is giving mi lots of support n encouragement now..thanksz nu ren..den shi hui , hui min , ling xie n butts letting mi feel happy n less worries abt the leng zhan(cold war) n stuffs la ;p realli wanna say thankie..n yah..butts wan mi to hu yu every1 to vote for superstar de m3 ;p hee yah thats abt all..i wanna go watch you fu le ;p take care every1 ;p hee n i pray that everything will end the way heaven wans it to ;p hehe
][.leave it to fate.][
][.balancing is nv easy.i m falling soon.][
][.balancing is nv easy.i m falling soon.][
supposed to do my compre n chem which need to be handed in tml..esp eng..if not demerit pt..haha but i m not even in a single mood to do...i haf no strenght left le la..all drained..nothing is left..i dunno wad to do..i dunno wad shuld i say..all i noe is..i m all lost..
being a libra..i always tot that i m able to balance everything in life..give everything a share of my time..a share of my concern (thou it means nothing much)..but i finally came to understand..e ans is N O..NO ! u may tink that u haf tried ya best but others wun tink so..or rather feel in that way..
those ppl waiting for u will always feel irritated coz they wait for so long le..those ppl rushing will always feel that they had tried their best too coz there's simply no rest time left for em...anyway everything is a two way thing..love = ni qing wo yuan..same for quarrels..its always becoz both sides feel that they r correct..i dunno if its true..but haiz..i tink too many misunderstandings is wad that leads to quarrels ba..dunno..i realli dunno..i m so sianz now..can sum1 duplicate mi ?..split mi into many many many many many felicia..so that i can haf time for everything..every single thing..if not i tink soon i will fall..or rather i already fell..n its hard n pain..jus wanna sit there n not stand up...
today is jing de bday..jing happy 16th bday !..went to jing de hse quite late..coz got combine trng..rushed a cab down n my $15 gone..lucky ah ma got share wif mi half..so its onli ard $8 gone..haha i cannot take 53 le ba...if not..haha will reach ard 10 ?...den i can foresee that tonite's weather will be not too nice ?...haha i dunno..we went up to jing's hse n wanna place e "present" outside..its onli at that few secs that wen look at mi n i can sense e communication..we were hiding at e dustbin dere..n jing was listening to her 933 attentively..its that few mins that i felt that everything was ok..onli that few mins when we do stupid things n haf fun together..after we enter jing's hse..there's no communication i mean direct communication..i was tinking so hard to find a thing that will make wen happy n it was hao hao xian shen..thats all ba..den jing de mummy cooked nice noodles for us ;p den fungi wanna take fotos but wen need to go..so we din take a single one..quite disappointed..but nbm also la..how to smile wif e mood ?..den after that moi took a cab..wen n fungi took a cab too..actually ish wen shun lu send fungi home...fungi asked mi to join em lots of times..but i din..i jus headed for my 53 ;p coz i vvv scared that if fungi alight le..e atmosphere in e cab will be veri qi guai ba ;p realli sorry...i guess i made a wrong choice..but at that split sec..i walk wif my zi jue..
den today tok to fungi in her class..e tears so bu zhen qi de liu chu lai..haiz..i m so tired out le..i m falling down down..realli sorry to wen n fungi esp..coz they plan so hard for e sat thingy..no reason..but jus wanna say e chi pharse.."sheng bu you ji"...there are many things which i m unable to explain..n i guess u dun wanna e explanation too...den on bus9 de time..(hey thanks sh..i guess today u wanna take 31 ish wanna let mi take 9 n tok to fungi ba..i mean zi jue tells mi so..;p haha) tok to fungi..den she say..wen veri angry coz plan so hard for us le..den we in e end late..den she feels that we place bball more impt than em..den its like everything we tok abt now is aljunied..i listen to fungi like this say..i also dunno wad to say..i realli dunno la ;p i mean wad can i say..my heart inside they are more impt..but my actions seems to be showing that bball is more impt(thou its realli impt la)..but sumtimes..its a kind of responsiblilty too..going for trng n stuffs is wad i realli look forward to..n its sumthing that i can't possibly giv up jus becoz i need time for u all..i mean..haiz dunno how to say also..
den today pe de time..hui min tell mi wen angry..i was like rather helpless de ba ;p haha i mean wad can i do huh ?..hee tok to ya ? i noe i can't..i will most prob break out la ;p haha den wad else ne..i tink like wad fungi n moi say..everything has a starting n an ending..i always say i dun wan e ending..but i guess if we dun wan e ending..we need to haf more understanding..like wad hui min say.."yi ren rang yi bu"..all giv in...i mean ya..fungi say last time still can feel e care n concern but not now...but i also wanna say...same here..i started playing bball becoz of u all..n i wanna cont..i will nv stop..coz its wad brought us together..n now its brinigng us apart..i need ya all de understanding too..or else i m falling soon...
sumtimes it may be nicer to be a loner ?
nbm..enff of sad things..ytr had aljunied outing..we went to eat n fish for prawns ! haha quite a fun day..den i din revise my chi test for today jiu slp le ;p hee *expected* de ba ;p haha
n yah..psps jiao hua..saw u today..but rather "busy" wif solving e misunderstandings..so din get to tok to ya ;p hee psps
take care every1 !
][.will u all?.][
supposed to do my compre n chem which need to be handed in tml..esp eng..if not demerit pt..haha but i m not even in a single mood to do...i haf no strenght left le la..all drained..nothing is left..i dunno wad to do..i dunno wad shuld i say..all i noe is..i m all lost..
being a libra..i always tot that i m able to balance everything in life..give everything a share of my time..a share of my concern (thou it means nothing much)..but i finally came to understand..e ans is N O..NO ! u may tink that u haf tried ya best but others wun tink so..or rather feel in that way..
those ppl waiting for u will always feel irritated coz they wait for so long le..those ppl rushing will always feel that they had tried their best too coz there's simply no rest time left for em...anyway everything is a two way thing..love = ni qing wo yuan..same for quarrels..its always becoz both sides feel that they r correct..i dunno if its true..but haiz..i tink too many misunderstandings is wad that leads to quarrels ba..dunno..i realli dunno..i m so sianz now..can sum1 duplicate mi ?..split mi into many many many many many felicia..so that i can haf time for everything..every single thing..if not i tink soon i will fall..or rather i already fell..n its hard n pain..jus wanna sit there n not stand up...
today is jing de bday..jing happy 16th bday !..went to jing de hse quite late..coz got combine trng..rushed a cab down n my $15 gone..lucky ah ma got share wif mi half..so its onli ard $8 gone..haha i cannot take 53 le ba...if not..haha will reach ard 10 ?...den i can foresee that tonite's weather will be not too nice ?...haha i dunno..we went up to jing's hse n wanna place e "present" outside..its onli at that few secs that wen look at mi n i can sense e communication..we were hiding at e dustbin dere..n jing was listening to her 933 attentively..its that few mins that i felt that everything was ok..onli that few mins when we do stupid things n haf fun together..after we enter jing's hse..there's no communication i mean direct communication..i was tinking so hard to find a thing that will make wen happy n it was hao hao xian shen..thats all ba..den jing de mummy cooked nice noodles for us ;p den fungi wanna take fotos but wen need to go..so we din take a single one..quite disappointed..but nbm also la..how to smile wif e mood ?..den after that moi took a cab..wen n fungi took a cab too..actually ish wen shun lu send fungi home...fungi asked mi to join em lots of times..but i din..i jus headed for my 53 ;p coz i vvv scared that if fungi alight le..e atmosphere in e cab will be veri qi guai ba ;p realli sorry...i guess i made a wrong choice..but at that split sec..i walk wif my zi jue..
den today tok to fungi in her class..e tears so bu zhen qi de liu chu lai..haiz..i m so tired out le..i m falling down down..realli sorry to wen n fungi esp..coz they plan so hard for e sat thingy..no reason..but jus wanna say e chi pharse.."sheng bu you ji"...there are many things which i m unable to explain..n i guess u dun wanna e explanation too...den on bus9 de time..(hey thanks sh..i guess today u wanna take 31 ish wanna let mi take 9 n tok to fungi ba..i mean zi jue tells mi so..;p haha) tok to fungi..den she say..wen veri angry coz plan so hard for us le..den we in e end late..den she feels that we place bball more impt than em..den its like everything we tok abt now is aljunied..i listen to fungi like this say..i also dunno wad to say..i realli dunno la ;p i mean wad can i say..my heart inside they are more impt..but my actions seems to be showing that bball is more impt(thou its realli impt la)..but sumtimes..its a kind of responsiblilty too..going for trng n stuffs is wad i realli look forward to..n its sumthing that i can't possibly giv up jus becoz i need time for u all..i mean..haiz dunno how to say also..
den today pe de time..hui min tell mi wen angry..i was like rather helpless de ba ;p haha i mean wad can i do huh ?..hee tok to ya ? i noe i can't..i will most prob break out la ;p haha den wad else ne..i tink like wad fungi n moi say..everything has a starting n an ending..i always say i dun wan e ending..but i guess if we dun wan e ending..we need to haf more understanding..like wad hui min say.."yi ren rang yi bu"..all giv in...i mean ya..fungi say last time still can feel e care n concern but not now...but i also wanna say...same here..i started playing bball becoz of u all..n i wanna cont..i will nv stop..coz its wad brought us together..n now its brinigng us apart..i need ya all de understanding too..or else i m falling soon...
sumtimes it may be nicer to be a loner ?
nbm..enff of sad things..ytr had aljunied outing..we went to eat n fish for prawns ! haha quite a fun day..den i din revise my chi test for today jiu slp le ;p hee *expected* de ba ;p haha
n yah..psps jiao hua..saw u today..but rather "busy" wif solving e misunderstandings..so din get to tok to ya ;p hee psps
take care every1 !
][.will u all?.][
Sunday, July 03, 2005
][.2nd n last u16 aljunied cup.][`
][.2nd n last u16 aljunied cup.][
3/7/05..haha my 2nd n last u16 aljunied cup le...hee coz thou i m onli 15+ now..but nxt yr jiu 16+ le la ;p sad hor ;p hee nbm..nbm...i veri realistic de ;p hee yah..glad that we won ! yeah haha aljunied *xingxin*
den wads up next ne..hee nothing much ba..jus took lots of pics..hee veri fun...but last yr de was somehow more feng kuang n funny ba ;p hee e 1st time de things is always e best de ba ;p (coz we tends to use that as a criteria ba )haha but still veri happy n glad that we won ! hee yeah...haha dunno wad to say also...
haha orh ya...hee
ahs b'gals'05 roxz !
aljunied kembagan roxz ! hee why ne ? they let mi end my sec4 de bball "life" so nicely..wif a champ each..n veri fun playing in both teams ;p haha...realli...each got each de fun..n from every team mate i learnt sumthing diff...haha
den wads nxt ne..hee haha hoho...my ou xiangs roxz !!! haha *high le* psps ;p hee ][.15.5.10.][ r0xz in my heart always...haha alright thats mi crapping again ;p..but haha they are pros in my heart la...hee wanna be like em someday...i mean not as pro..but i wanna aIm n be like em..haha they are my motivators to go on..hee i mean..i wanna play better everyday..i wanna be like em..hehe
haha hao la..shall blog sum other days when i m less high..hee..now go do work lo..or else tml going out again..hee and ya..today cindy jiao lian asked mi a qn n gave mi an ans..haha sumhow quite motivated after that de..dunno why also..hee ;p
][.i m happy.][
3/7/05..haha my 2nd n last u16 aljunied cup le...hee coz thou i m onli 15+ now..but nxt yr jiu 16+ le la ;p sad hor ;p hee nbm..nbm...i veri realistic de ;p hee yah..glad that we won ! yeah haha aljunied *xingxin*
den wads up next ne..hee nothing much ba..jus took lots of pics..hee veri fun...but last yr de was somehow more feng kuang n funny ba ;p hee e 1st time de things is always e best de ba ;p (coz we tends to use that as a criteria ba )haha but still veri happy n glad that we won ! hee yeah...haha dunno wad to say also...
haha orh ya...hee
ahs b'gals'05 roxz !
aljunied kembagan roxz ! hee why ne ? they let mi end my sec4 de bball "life" so nicely..wif a champ each..n veri fun playing in both teams ;p haha...realli...each got each de fun..n from every team mate i learnt sumthing diff...haha
den wads nxt ne..hee haha hoho...my ou xiangs roxz !!! haha *high le* psps ;p hee ][.15.5.10.][ r0xz in my heart always...haha alright thats mi crapping again ;p..but haha they are pros in my heart la...hee wanna be like em someday...i mean not as pro..but i wanna aIm n be like em..haha they are my motivators to go on..hee i mean..i wanna play better everyday..i wanna be like em..hehe
haha hao la..shall blog sum other days when i m less high..hee..now go do work lo..or else tml going out again..hee and ya..today cindy jiao lian asked mi a qn n gave mi an ans..haha sumhow quite motivated after that de..dunno why also..hee ;p
][.i m happy.][
Saturday, July 02, 2005
][.5ports day."training".if onli.][
][.5ports day."training".if onli.][
5ports day :
ytr was sports day..last sports day for sec sch life..yeah thanksz buddha..thanksz for letting mi finish e race n not feeling e difficulties in breathing in e process of it..and thanksz ahs bball gals..yeah thanksz lots...haha frankly..ytr i was jus sitting dere..did nothing much..as compared to e past 3 yrs where we will shout jia u together..haha..nbm..its ok..
"training" :
today had aljunied "training"..haha actually is no trng la..jus went to draw bball stools..each person 1 for e da dui..i drew a twin pair of balls wif si hui..for van n lqjl..we started round 11plus..end at round 6..ate lunch together..e last part e foto part veri fun..n haha cindy jiao lian is a nice jiao lian too..hehe veri fun..
if onli :
after e "training" rushed home..den rushed down to meet wen jing n fungi for initial D..supposed to meet em for dinner too..but moi need eat medi..n we feel so sticky..so decided to go home in e end..n hence we missed e dinner..realli sorry to wen jing n fungi..dey mus had a hard time persuading e uncle to extent e time..n den we still din went n dey mus haf had a hard time to peruade em to allow em to take away e food for us ba..
moi n mi rushed down in a cab n yet was still late for e movie..after e movie we went home..on e mrt..i so wanna speak..but i can't..wen seems not bothered by moi n my presence..i guess dey a bit angry ba..haha i dunno..or maybe i over sensitive..den intial D quite funny..inside there's also this nice "quote" : life is onli meaningful when u found e world that u belong to...i guess i sort of found my world le..but it leaves mi wif little time to give em..little time n little energy le..haiz..i dunno..nowadays i m so bothered by all this..mummy tells mi i shuld not be bothered if this friendship can withstand not..coz if its strong enff it will..haha i dunno also la...jus noe its isn't a nice feeling today...
if onli u all can feel e pain in my heart
if onli u all can understand my desire to stay together
if onli...
but now i m feeling tired
i can't give u all as much as be4
i need more understanding from u all
after today
i m tired
beyond my limits...
i wanna jus let it be
i dun haf e courage to let go
so maybe sumhow sumday it will be gone..
i noe i will be down like crazy when its gone
but meanwhile when i cherish
pls giv mi or rather giv each others more understanding...
more encouragment..care n concern..
thats wad keeps a friendship going on..
spending time together is not wad we need..
we need to be like be4..
caring for each another n not asking for anything in return...
haha anyway hmmm tml ish aljunied cups de finals le...i haf been looking forward to it..every1 jia u ba..hee
][.eclipse.][
5ports day :
ytr was sports day..last sports day for sec sch life..yeah thanksz buddha..thanksz for letting mi finish e race n not feeling e difficulties in breathing in e process of it..and thanksz ahs bball gals..yeah thanksz lots...haha frankly..ytr i was jus sitting dere..did nothing much..as compared to e past 3 yrs where we will shout jia u together..haha..nbm..its ok..
"training" :
today had aljunied "training"..haha actually is no trng la..jus went to draw bball stools..each person 1 for e da dui..i drew a twin pair of balls wif si hui..for van n lqjl..we started round 11plus..end at round 6..ate lunch together..e last part e foto part veri fun..n haha cindy jiao lian is a nice jiao lian too..hehe veri fun..
if onli :
after e "training" rushed home..den rushed down to meet wen jing n fungi for initial D..supposed to meet em for dinner too..but moi need eat medi..n we feel so sticky..so decided to go home in e end..n hence we missed e dinner..realli sorry to wen jing n fungi..dey mus had a hard time persuading e uncle to extent e time..n den we still din went n dey mus haf had a hard time to peruade em to allow em to take away e food for us ba..
moi n mi rushed down in a cab n yet was still late for e movie..after e movie we went home..on e mrt..i so wanna speak..but i can't..wen seems not bothered by moi n my presence..i guess dey a bit angry ba..haha i dunno..or maybe i over sensitive..den intial D quite funny..inside there's also this nice "quote" : life is onli meaningful when u found e world that u belong to...i guess i sort of found my world le..but it leaves mi wif little time to give em..little time n little energy le..haiz..i dunno..nowadays i m so bothered by all this..mummy tells mi i shuld not be bothered if this friendship can withstand not..coz if its strong enff it will..haha i dunno also la...jus noe its isn't a nice feeling today...
if onli u all can feel e pain in my heart
if onli u all can understand my desire to stay together
if onli...
but now i m feeling tired
i can't give u all as much as be4
i need more understanding from u all
after today
i m tired
beyond my limits...
i wanna jus let it be
i dun haf e courage to let go
so maybe sumhow sumday it will be gone..
i noe i will be down like crazy when its gone
but meanwhile when i cherish
pls giv mi or rather giv each others more understanding...
more encouragment..care n concern..
thats wad keeps a friendship going on..
spending time together is not wad we need..
we need to be like be4..
caring for each another n not asking for anything in return...
haha anyway hmmm tml ish aljunied cups de finals le...i haf been looking forward to it..every1 jia u ba..hee
][.eclipse.][
Friday, July 01, 2005
][.i will nv forget e happy times.][
][.i will nv forget e happy times.][
i shuld be resting now..coz tml got sports day..*wish mi all e best n pray for mi ok*..i wonder how can i breathe..anyway nbm..thats not e main pt..jus came home abt 2 hrs ago..today is combine white vs combine red..a nice game to play thou i din get to play much..hehe i mean..its been a long time..maybe since e game which i had in sec3(vs anderson that one)..that i m in a team which haf such close scores..as thou roller coaster..veri interesting..veri nice to watch..but definitlely not easy to play ba ;p..haha n i dun look forward to ;p c
den wads nxt..moi called mi n asked mi to wear e same grey jersey shorts as her tml..but ya sorry moi..i onli wear dark colour shorts..unless it is a match den i wear light colour de shorts...paiseh...moi was persuading mi to wear..but i jus kept quiet...maybe too tired or wadsoever le ba..i mean coz all e medi taking their effect le..sorry moi for causing u so late den wash shorts...realli sorry...
den yah..today finally got my ahs bball tee...haha after 4 yrs in the team..hee so happy...glad that at least still haf a shirt that i can wear..n tell ppl that i m from this sch..this great team..][.ahs.b.gals'05.][...den hmm wad else ne..nowadays a bit tired..yah i mean i also dunno is physically or mentally tired la..maybe this long weekend will be a gd rest...but i doubt so..theres trng theres match..but haha i dun mind !!! realli..i haf been looking forward to 3/7 for so long le..haha realli veri long le...
and yah...today chatted wif moi n sh on bus...den i discover that...i m jus a nobody esp when it cums to bball..as in i dun analyse things like em..i dun go and see such a chim thing from things that are going on...all i noe is i play e game..i try to do my best..n i wan to improve n get better...thats all...i mean..i m simple minded or toot...hehe but i quite pei fu their abilities of being able to play n analyse the game...hee
toking abt bball..nowadays i feel quite agrh too..coz like its frends that brought mi to bball and its bball which brought mi frends..but now..i feel that i m "losing" those buddies that brought mi into bball..i mean..yah..going diff directions n stuff huh ;p..they brought mi in..n now they are "leaving" mi.."leaving" mi all alone in the world (thou there are many new frends on the way which helps mi lots too)..but its em which brought mi into the world which i fell in love wif it becoz of em..i noe they are still dere..but they are no longer there to play bball wif mi le..no longer e happy days where we jus play the way we wan..no1 cares..no1 scolds..i guess its been like this since we came into sec sch ba..there are too many outstanding players ard le..i always believe that sum ppl are born to play..i m not..and sad to say..i guess these buddies that brought mi in are not born to play too...maybe its becoz of these n hence despite all e hardwork..they r not recognise n hence decided to leave for a diff direction ? (jus my assumption..psps)"leaving" mi in my world wif onli a few more frends to hold on n continue to work towards my dream ? haha i haf no idea...but as i had told moi...i guess its fate that arranged them to bring mi into this world (bball)..but its gonna be this world (bball) which is going to seperate mi wif em..they are going to another world to persue another dreams le ba..haha no matter wad..jus wanna say jia u to em..n it realli hurts when i see ya all slowly drifting away from bball...slowly walking away from the court..coz..i realli do not hope that u all will not walk away from bball..walkaway from the court..but if thats wad u all realli choose..i will respect ya all , wish ya all e best n pray for ya...but wad i wun wish for is..step by step..ya can choose to walk away from bball from court..n maybe from mi..but nv forget that..we once had those happy times..happy times becoz of bball...
][.i will stay.][
i shuld be resting now..coz tml got sports day..*wish mi all e best n pray for mi ok*..i wonder how can i breathe..anyway nbm..thats not e main pt..jus came home abt 2 hrs ago..today is combine white vs combine red..a nice game to play thou i din get to play much..hehe i mean..its been a long time..maybe since e game which i had in sec3(vs anderson that one)..that i m in a team which haf such close scores..as thou roller coaster..veri interesting..veri nice to watch..but definitlely not easy to play ba ;p..haha n i dun look forward to ;p c
den wads nxt..moi called mi n asked mi to wear e same grey jersey shorts as her tml..but ya sorry moi..i onli wear dark colour shorts..unless it is a match den i wear light colour de shorts...paiseh...moi was persuading mi to wear..but i jus kept quiet...maybe too tired or wadsoever le ba..i mean coz all e medi taking their effect le..sorry moi for causing u so late den wash shorts...realli sorry...
den yah..today finally got my ahs bball tee...haha after 4 yrs in the team..hee so happy...glad that at least still haf a shirt that i can wear..n tell ppl that i m from this sch..this great team..][.ahs.b.gals'05.][...den hmm wad else ne..nowadays a bit tired..yah i mean i also dunno is physically or mentally tired la..maybe this long weekend will be a gd rest...but i doubt so..theres trng theres match..but haha i dun mind !!! realli..i haf been looking forward to 3/7 for so long le..haha realli veri long le...
and yah...today chatted wif moi n sh on bus...den i discover that...i m jus a nobody esp when it cums to bball..as in i dun analyse things like em..i dun go and see such a chim thing from things that are going on...all i noe is i play e game..i try to do my best..n i wan to improve n get better...thats all...i mean..i m simple minded or toot...hehe but i quite pei fu their abilities of being able to play n analyse the game...hee
toking abt bball..nowadays i feel quite agrh too..coz like its frends that brought mi to bball and its bball which brought mi frends..but now..i feel that i m "losing" those buddies that brought mi into bball..i mean..yah..going diff directions n stuff huh ;p..they brought mi in..n now they are "leaving" mi.."leaving" mi all alone in the world (thou there are many new frends on the way which helps mi lots too)..but its em which brought mi into the world which i fell in love wif it becoz of em..i noe they are still dere..but they are no longer there to play bball wif mi le..no longer e happy days where we jus play the way we wan..no1 cares..no1 scolds..i guess its been like this since we came into sec sch ba..there are too many outstanding players ard le..i always believe that sum ppl are born to play..i m not..and sad to say..i guess these buddies that brought mi in are not born to play too...maybe its becoz of these n hence despite all e hardwork..they r not recognise n hence decided to leave for a diff direction ? (jus my assumption..psps)"leaving" mi in my world wif onli a few more frends to hold on n continue to work towards my dream ? haha i haf no idea...but as i had told moi...i guess its fate that arranged them to bring mi into this world (bball)..but its gonna be this world (bball) which is going to seperate mi wif em..they are going to another world to persue another dreams le ba..haha no matter wad..jus wanna say jia u to em..n it realli hurts when i see ya all slowly drifting away from bball...slowly walking away from the court..coz..i realli do not hope that u all will not walk away from bball..walkaway from the court..but if thats wad u all realli choose..i will respect ya all , wish ya all e best n pray for ya...but wad i wun wish for is..step by step..ya can choose to walk away from bball from court..n maybe from mi..but nv forget that..we once had those happy times..happy times becoz of bball...
][.i will stay.][
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