][.needs to get it back.][
当最简单的事，变成了最难，只有自己能让它再次简单。
再这样下去，我会失眠和疯了。
我真的快疯掉了。
泪水不停的往心里流。
快决堤的泪，拼命的不在当下流下。
但，有谁晓得当下，我真的哭了。
没人能帮我。
没人。
只有自己。
但，手却不振作。
篮底。
最这样，最简单的事。。我却办不到。
第一次学打球就是投篮底。
中学时，是唯一取分的保障。
初院再不顺利的日子里，在一场比赛就能调会感觉。
但，现在已经四场比赛了。
连自己都无法原谅自己。
因为，起码二十分。
真的快疯了。
队友和教练的不停鼓励，让我更。。
自责。
惭愧。
每个人不停的鼓励，告诉我要相信自己。
我快疯了。
我需要冷静。
我需要找回那感觉。
我需要把这简单的事变回简单。
出手太快？
身体不平衡？
有人就无法保持冷静？
我不想再辜负大家了。
我知道那重要性。
我真的只想找回那简单的感觉。
晚安大家！
祝我好运。
][.10.fe.15.][
][.be stronger.][
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Friday, July 30, 2010
][.2 days of rest = (Y).][
][.2 days of rest = (Y).][
woohoo!
i had 2 days of rest!
yesterday and today!
i never touch the ball.
never run and shoot and all.
it had been a while since i get to get away from training without feeling guilty.
cz..it was not me who skipped trng.
but it jus happened that there ain't trng =]
a rest in need is a rest indeed.
i guess 老天爷 sort of sensed the break that i need in the midst of all these craziness ba. =]
not touching the bball for 2days.
time to slp.
time to rest.
time to lead the life of a normal person.
have dinner at dinner time instead of supper. =]
it's a form of relaxation.
at the same time, i did feel that if i lose the game of my life..i will become 痴呆 for a while.
when your life revolves ard one thing for a whole period and you suddenly lose it..you really feel very lost ba =]
woke up and saw hotcakes breakfast. <3
mummy knows me best.
too bad..i had to rush to tuition..only get to eat it when i was back =]
the amount of margarine i want. the meal that i love.
mummy knows me best =]]
ate hotcakes and sleep till it was time to fetch didi.
came back and nua and received the msg that trng is cancelled!
jumped ard the hse! =]
called roomie (which woke her up) to share the joy!
and felt a sense of lost right after the joy settles in.
not knowing what to do on a free fri night.
haha..had a gd laugh at myself.
cz for the past 2 yrs, life had been a routine.
i wanna enjoy e game.
i just wanna enjoy e game.
no more stress.
no more tears.
just enjoyment. =]
let's find the joy of playing back!
this break is much needed! =]
alright!
off to watch more dramas!
for the 1st time thru out the holiday (apart from genting get away!)..i feel that i am having a break =]
take gd care every1!
bye~~ =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.and i smiled.][
woohoo!
i had 2 days of rest!
yesterday and today!
i never touch the ball.
never run and shoot and all.
it had been a while since i get to get away from training without feeling guilty.
cz..it was not me who skipped trng.
but it jus happened that there ain't trng =]
a rest in need is a rest indeed.
i guess 老天爷 sort of sensed the break that i need in the midst of all these craziness ba. =]
not touching the bball for 2days.
time to slp.
time to rest.
time to lead the life of a normal person.
have dinner at dinner time instead of supper. =]
it's a form of relaxation.
at the same time, i did feel that if i lose the game of my life..i will become 痴呆 for a while.
when your life revolves ard one thing for a whole period and you suddenly lose it..you really feel very lost ba =]
woke up and saw hotcakes breakfast. <3
mummy knows me best.
too bad..i had to rush to tuition..only get to eat it when i was back =]
the amount of margarine i want. the meal that i love.
mummy knows me best =]]
ate hotcakes and sleep till it was time to fetch didi.
came back and nua and received the msg that trng is cancelled!
jumped ard the hse! =]
called roomie (which woke her up) to share the joy!
and felt a sense of lost right after the joy settles in.
not knowing what to do on a free fri night.
haha..had a gd laugh at myself.
cz for the past 2 yrs, life had been a routine.
i wanna enjoy e game.
i just wanna enjoy e game.
no more stress.
no more tears.
just enjoyment. =]
let's find the joy of playing back!
this break is much needed! =]
alright!
off to watch more dramas!
for the 1st time thru out the holiday (apart from genting get away!)..i feel that i am having a break =]
take gd care every1!
bye~~ =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.and i smiled.][
Thursday, July 29, 2010
][.benefits of holiday!.][
][.benefits of holiday!.][
benefit of holiday (1): sleep in and watch favourite movie and drama! =]
stress free!
haha just finished watching almost love - korean movie.
nice show =] haha
there's a part in it which says..
something like..
memory = something in a past which is remembered. so if i wanna make memory present..is that equivalent to living in a memory of memories?
haha reasons to watch the show..it's funny (really can lol lol), heartwarming =]
n i like lee sang woo!! he is nt the lead!
but he is so (Y). haha
love the 腼腆 smile =]
ok! time for bed!
nitez ppl! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
benefit of holiday (1): sleep in and watch favourite movie and drama! =]
stress free!
haha just finished watching almost love - korean movie.
nice show =] haha
there's a part in it which says..
something like..
memory = something in a past which is remembered. so if i wanna make memory present..is that equivalent to living in a memory of memories?
haha reasons to watch the show..it's funny (really can lol lol), heartwarming =]
n i like lee sang woo!! he is nt the lead!
but he is so (Y). haha
love the 腼腆 smile =]
ok! time for bed!
nitez ppl! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
][.life.][
][.life.][
something happened recently which made me ponder upon life.
2nd ahyi's husband's sudden departure from this world.
it's really sudden.
no1 would imagine that things can happen suddenly.
we always take things for granted.
take life for granted.
thinking that it's 理所当然 that we are still alive at this moment.
nothing should be taken for granted.
so cherish every min and every1 you have in your life.
live life to the fullest.
do things which you enjoy and love.
smile and be happy.
there can be moments when you get upset.
have a gd cry and stand up again!
cz as long as you are still alive..there's always a chance to change things =]
seeing how mummy and all the siblings stand by each other for ahyi strengthen my belief for the importance of kinship.
患难见真情.this was what 2nd ahyi say.
in ur hardest time, those that would support you would be non other than your family.
no matter how much you all used to have conflict and all.
in times such as these, the people that would rush and be there for you would be non other than your family.
with all these that's happening..
mummy and ahyi(s) are telling me that i have to have a very strong n broad shoulder.
coz..i m the oldest cousin. 大姐姐..so i have to tc of them all.
and that made me think of loads n loads.
i am turning 21 already.
but am i acting like an adult?
i used to envision myself being able to do loads by the age of 21.
but it don't seem like the case now.
i am not as mature as i should be.
i am not doing enough.
there's so much more that i would wish to do.
now that i am gg to be officially an adult in 2months plus time.
i guess it's time to do some serious planning about life.
mummy says..i always 过着随遇而安的生活。which is v true.
things seem to be planned for me.
like 船到桥头自然直.
things come naturally.
mummy says that's my life.
but i guess..it's time to do some serious planning and be more mature, be stronger and be more decisive in life.
i can't depend on that luck anymore. =]
step1: saving.
haha..i must admit that i am very bad at handling money. i have no qualms about spending on ppl i love and food. =]
i guess it's time that i learn to save up. 未雨绸缪。
some financial plans.
to save up so tt i can pay off my study loan asap after i graduate. =]
jiayou fe! save save save!
jus digged out my piggy bank which was zzz-ing in my cupboard.
it's time to feed it!
step2: there's more to life.
apart from basketball.
there's more to life.
feed myself with more knowledge.
stop being so laid back. =]
had been reading story books and nua-ing.
when school reopens, it time to buck up for a better sem! =]
and i wanna travel. i wanna see the world. there's so much more things in life.
i wanna be able to bring my family to many other countries.
and all these would boils down to money too.
so..save save save! =]
there's so much more to life.
there's this sudden wave that is hitting me.
asking me to wake up.
be some1 more mature.
be some1 who thinks and plans for e future.
work harder for life as a whole.
not jus basketball.
but life. =]
jiayou fe!
jiayou every1!
we cannot go back and make a brand new start.
but we can always start from now and make a new ending!
let's create a new ending from now! =]
n hmm finished reading "dear john".
gosh..it's sadder than the movie.
cz..the movie din had a ending..n i adopted the happy ending scenario in my mind.
but in e book, the ending was certain.
it was a happy ending in a way. but sad in another.
getting started on the time traveller's wife.
i guess i will cry once again.
it's amazing how words string together to create a story.
and how the combination of the alphabets can create a diff word each time.
this is language =] and that's why i love linguistics.
as i get more books, there's this concept of building a bookshelf in my own house in e future and jus place all of them there.
each book that you read nv fail to give you a new understanding about life.
read 4 to 5 books this holiday?
not a lot..but each is nice =]
alright.
take gd care every1!
nitez =]]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.smile and enjoy.][
something happened recently which made me ponder upon life.
2nd ahyi's husband's sudden departure from this world.
it's really sudden.
no1 would imagine that things can happen suddenly.
we always take things for granted.
take life for granted.
thinking that it's 理所当然 that we are still alive at this moment.
nothing should be taken for granted.
so cherish every min and every1 you have in your life.
live life to the fullest.
do things which you enjoy and love.
smile and be happy.
there can be moments when you get upset.
have a gd cry and stand up again!
cz as long as you are still alive..there's always a chance to change things =]
seeing how mummy and all the siblings stand by each other for ahyi strengthen my belief for the importance of kinship.
患难见真情.this was what 2nd ahyi say.
in ur hardest time, those that would support you would be non other than your family.
no matter how much you all used to have conflict and all.
in times such as these, the people that would rush and be there for you would be non other than your family.
with all these that's happening..
mummy and ahyi(s) are telling me that i have to have a very strong n broad shoulder.
coz..i m the oldest cousin. 大姐姐..so i have to tc of them all.
and that made me think of loads n loads.
i am turning 21 already.
but am i acting like an adult?
i used to envision myself being able to do loads by the age of 21.
but it don't seem like the case now.
i am not as mature as i should be.
i am not doing enough.
there's so much more that i would wish to do.
now that i am gg to be officially an adult in 2months plus time.
i guess it's time to do some serious planning about life.
mummy says..i always 过着随遇而安的生活。which is v true.
things seem to be planned for me.
like 船到桥头自然直.
things come naturally.
mummy says that's my life.
but i guess..it's time to do some serious planning and be more mature, be stronger and be more decisive in life.
i can't depend on that luck anymore. =]
step1: saving.
haha..i must admit that i am very bad at handling money. i have no qualms about spending on ppl i love and food. =]
i guess it's time that i learn to save up. 未雨绸缪。
some financial plans.
to save up so tt i can pay off my study loan asap after i graduate. =]
jiayou fe! save save save!
jus digged out my piggy bank which was zzz-ing in my cupboard.
it's time to feed it!
step2: there's more to life.
apart from basketball.
there's more to life.
feed myself with more knowledge.
stop being so laid back. =]
had been reading story books and nua-ing.
when school reopens, it time to buck up for a better sem! =]
and i wanna travel. i wanna see the world. there's so much more things in life.
i wanna be able to bring my family to many other countries.
and all these would boils down to money too.
so..save save save! =]
there's so much more to life.
there's this sudden wave that is hitting me.
asking me to wake up.
be some1 more mature.
be some1 who thinks and plans for e future.
work harder for life as a whole.
not jus basketball.
but life. =]
jiayou fe!
jiayou every1!
we cannot go back and make a brand new start.
but we can always start from now and make a new ending!
let's create a new ending from now! =]
n hmm finished reading "dear john".
gosh..it's sadder than the movie.
cz..the movie din had a ending..n i adopted the happy ending scenario in my mind.
but in e book, the ending was certain.
it was a happy ending in a way. but sad in another.
getting started on the time traveller's wife.
i guess i will cry once again.
it's amazing how words string together to create a story.
and how the combination of the alphabets can create a diff word each time.
this is language =] and that's why i love linguistics.
as i get more books, there's this concept of building a bookshelf in my own house in e future and jus place all of them there.
each book that you read nv fail to give you a new understanding about life.
read 4 to 5 books this holiday?
not a lot..but each is nice =]
alright.
take gd care every1!
nitez =]]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.smile and enjoy.][
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
][.when nothing seems right.][
][.when nothing seems right.][
head is hurting.
body is hurting.
but nothing hurts more than e heart.
hate e immaturity.
hate e sucky performance.
hate e lack of strength.
hate it.
hate it.
hate it.
hate losing when you knew that if you did better, you could have won.
hate it.
agrh.
a lost is a lost.
there's nothing you can say.
agrh.
after this season,
it's time to get e strength back.
feeling the effect of over training.
needs the passion to be fuel up again.
for now,
just rest.
take gd care every1.
night.
想哭但是哭不出来。
p/s: i need a haircut.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.status: feel like vomitting.][
head is hurting.
body is hurting.
but nothing hurts more than e heart.
hate e immaturity.
hate e sucky performance.
hate e lack of strength.
hate it.
hate it.
hate it.
hate losing when you knew that if you did better, you could have won.
hate it.
agrh.
a lost is a lost.
there's nothing you can say.
agrh.
after this season,
it's time to get e strength back.
feeling the effect of over training.
needs the passion to be fuel up again.
for now,
just rest.
take gd care every1.
night.
想哭但是哭不出来。
p/s: i need a haircut.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.status: feel like vomitting.][
Monday, July 26, 2010
][.once in a while, every1 needs some time alone.][
][.once in a while, every1 needs some time alone.][
since it's 125am now..
ytr was a long day in the west.
gosh. super tired now.
slept ard 3plus am ytr..woke up at 6plus 7am today morning to go back to ntu.
and stood the whole journey till dover.
missed 2 ntu shuttle cz ppl cannot stand on e bus.
had yog trng till 1plus pm.
bid fungi gdbye cz she has test and was too tired to watch inception le ba.
inception of inception. haha
sh was saying..ltr she tot she was dreaming tt she watched tt show =P
went to popular after that.
wanted to get some papers to write notes for team kem.
but got a story book for myself instead.
wanted to buy 2!
but nono..must learn to save.
bought "the traveler's wife" =]
had not read it yet.
but it seems like a gd book!
i love to buy books which i love.
love to keep things which i enjoy.
always feel tt i can share w ppl tt i love regarding the things i love.
for eg. didi do take my mitch albom books n read.
haha nv intro nicholas sparks to him..cz it's all romance?!
after getting my book, went to starbucks n settled down.
read, felt sleepy but continue reading till sh came. =]
met kat and sara in btw too.
haha..after roomie came, we went to eat xlb and sour spicy soap. *slurps*
went back to ntu again for e 2nd time of e day!
lpbt to welcome mao wang!
it was fun. =]
jus tt my wrist is really hurting and my knee and my left shoulder.
agrh.
abcde.
pain, pls stop!
i wanna train.
i wanna do better.
pls.
thank you! =]
n now i m back home.
super tired and all.
but jus some thoughts for the day.
every1 needs some time alone.
remember to give yourself some time alone.
to think, to relax and all.
sometimes, being alone is relaxing..becoz you don't have to account to any1.
you don't have to bother about what e other person is thinking.
you jus retreat into a kind of calm-ness and reflect upon life =]
enjoy-ed my time alone today.
but friends and family are definitely still v impt to me.
so is basketball =]
ok! rest well every1!
night! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.ko-ed.][
since it's 125am now..
ytr was a long day in the west.
gosh. super tired now.
slept ard 3plus am ytr..woke up at 6plus 7am today morning to go back to ntu.
and stood the whole journey till dover.
missed 2 ntu shuttle cz ppl cannot stand on e bus.
had yog trng till 1plus pm.
bid fungi gdbye cz she has test and was too tired to watch inception le ba.
inception of inception. haha
sh was saying..ltr she tot she was dreaming tt she watched tt show =P
went to popular after that.
wanted to get some papers to write notes for team kem.
but got a story book for myself instead.
wanted to buy 2!
but nono..must learn to save.
bought "the traveler's wife" =]
had not read it yet.
but it seems like a gd book!
i love to buy books which i love.
love to keep things which i enjoy.
always feel tt i can share w ppl tt i love regarding the things i love.
for eg. didi do take my mitch albom books n read.
haha nv intro nicholas sparks to him..cz it's all romance?!
after getting my book, went to starbucks n settled down.
read, felt sleepy but continue reading till sh came. =]
met kat and sara in btw too.
haha..after roomie came, we went to eat xlb and sour spicy soap. *slurps*
went back to ntu again for e 2nd time of e day!
lpbt to welcome mao wang!
it was fun. =]
jus tt my wrist is really hurting and my knee and my left shoulder.
agrh.
abcde.
pain, pls stop!
i wanna train.
i wanna do better.
pls.
thank you! =]
n now i m back home.
super tired and all.
but jus some thoughts for the day.
every1 needs some time alone.
remember to give yourself some time alone.
to think, to relax and all.
sometimes, being alone is relaxing..becoz you don't have to account to any1.
you don't have to bother about what e other person is thinking.
you jus retreat into a kind of calm-ness and reflect upon life =]
enjoy-ed my time alone today.
but friends and family are definitely still v impt to me.
so is basketball =]
ok! rest well every1!
night! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.ko-ed.][
Sunday, July 25, 2010
][.rest and family.][
][.rest and family.][
finally.
a day not meeting basketball. =]
rest is needed.
tuition-ed e whole day.
morning till noon.
noon till evening.
den rushed back to have dinner w family =]
2 things on my look forward list is done.
sat's game. =]
sun's family dinner.=]
a funny and random conversation..
mummy: eh..you are turning 21 soon and you are not attached?!
me: who set the rule tt a girl must be attached?
mummy: i was already engaged to your dad when i was your age!
me: uh huh..so? i wanna have my own life, own money n leave e rest to when i m out to work? so early rom for what?
daddy: to give birth to 2 useless bums (didi and me)
didi: =_="
enjoy such family moments.
when u spend every night each wk with nothing but basketball, these precious moments are really moments to rmb =]
on another note..saw e stats tt coach did for us.
hmmm..not a gd game for myself after all.
much more trng needed.
jiayou fe!
keep going! =]
go team!
alright!
shall go watch au revior taipei on natnatvip and zzz le.
tml is gg to be a long day in e west!
take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.status:rest,recharge and focus.][
finally.
a day not meeting basketball. =]
rest is needed.
tuition-ed e whole day.
morning till noon.
noon till evening.
den rushed back to have dinner w family =]
2 things on my look forward list is done.
sat's game. =]
sun's family dinner.=]
a funny and random conversation..
mummy: eh..you are turning 21 soon and you are not attached?!
me: who set the rule tt a girl must be attached?
mummy: i was already engaged to your dad when i was your age!
me: uh huh..so? i wanna have my own life, own money n leave e rest to when i m out to work? so early rom for what?
daddy: to give birth to 2 useless bums (didi and me)
didi: =_="
enjoy such family moments.
when u spend every night each wk with nothing but basketball, these precious moments are really moments to rmb =]
on another note..saw e stats tt coach did for us.
hmmm..not a gd game for myself after all.
much more trng needed.
jiayou fe!
keep going! =]
go team!
alright!
shall go watch au revior taipei on natnatvip and zzz le.
tml is gg to be a long day in e west!
take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.status:rest,recharge and focus.][
Saturday, July 24, 2010
][.what a night!. =].][
][.what a night!.=].][
开心。
好开心。
真开心。
很开心。
好久，好久没这么开心了。
哨子吹了的那一刻，很想哭。
快乐的想哭。
我不能形容我的心跳在比赛之前跳动得多快。
快到 -- "it's in e mouth"。
我不能告诉你，过去的几天日日盼望和分析的比赛。
还有，半年以来的努力。
努力，终于有结果。
就算只是一个起步，还是很快乐。
在场边支持了六年。
在板凳支持了四年。
终于，盼到这一天。
过去的努力，终算没有白费。
不能掉以轻心。
我们都清楚。
接下来的比赛不容易。
但，我们要继续努力。
继续努力。
你曾告诉我，你要让你的球员看到努力的打球的球员。
我对你说，你这些年都让我看到努力不懈的你。
在场边支持的六年，每回看到你因笔数被拉远，输球而难过的表情，我都会对自己说。。
只要有一天和你站在同一个球场，我一定会尽全力。
我们继续努力吧。
把汗水换成微笑。
加油！信心！=]
it's 2:50am now.
jus came back from ling's home. went to play taboo =]
it's a good night.
even a bruised knee is ok.
it's a good night.
we smiled.
n i will continue to work harder.
even harder.
knees,wrist,fe..pls hang in there!
we shall make it a good season!
it's 2010! =]
let's go team! =]]
take gd care every1!
night! =]
p/s: sorry tt it's all about e team. cz..that's all my life is about at the moment.
and on a sidenote, 人生真的很无常。今日不知明日事。现在，只想对阿姨说 “加油”.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.big big smile.][
开心。
好开心。
真开心。
很开心。
好久，好久没这么开心了。
哨子吹了的那一刻，很想哭。
快乐的想哭。
我不能形容我的心跳在比赛之前跳动得多快。
快到 -- "it's in e mouth"。
我不能告诉你，过去的几天日日盼望和分析的比赛。
还有，半年以来的努力。
努力，终于有结果。
就算只是一个起步，还是很快乐。
在场边支持了六年。
在板凳支持了四年。
终于，盼到这一天。
过去的努力，终算没有白费。
不能掉以轻心。
我们都清楚。
接下来的比赛不容易。
但，我们要继续努力。
继续努力。
你曾告诉我，你要让你的球员看到努力的打球的球员。
我对你说，你这些年都让我看到努力不懈的你。
在场边支持的六年，每回看到你因笔数被拉远，输球而难过的表情，我都会对自己说。。
只要有一天和你站在同一个球场，我一定会尽全力。
我们继续努力吧。
把汗水换成微笑。
加油！信心！=]
it's 2:50am now.
jus came back from ling's home. went to play taboo =]
it's a good night.
even a bruised knee is ok.
it's a good night.
we smiled.
n i will continue to work harder.
even harder.
knees,wrist,fe..pls hang in there!
we shall make it a good season!
it's 2010! =]
let's go team! =]]
take gd care every1!
night! =]
p/s: sorry tt it's all about e team. cz..that's all my life is about at the moment.
and on a sidenote, 人生真的很无常。今日不知明日事。现在，只想对阿姨说 “加油”.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.big big smile.][
Friday, July 23, 2010
][.believe.focus.enjoy.][
][.believe.focus.enjoy.][
just came back from e airport after sending wen n moi off.
they are gg away for 3wks.
have fun!! =]
today was ok. normal nice day.
tuition,massage n training.
n i sweat till i felt like crying during training today. (seriously, not e kind of trng tt you would expect be4 an impt game e nxt day)
it's like turbo.
you play,train,play,train every single day.
n it's e ttm kind every single day.
haha it makes me wonder why at times.
but in between e sweat n verge of tears, i smiled.
this is everything.
this is everything that i have.
in 2 yrs, i am gg to retire out gradually.
n if i wanna enjoy and hear the nice atmosphere, it had to be double e hard work.
when others train, i train.
when others rest, i still train.
i just want to enjoy e game. =]
let's go team!
let's enjoy e game!
and talked to fungi during airport today..
i smiled.
there shall be no more again. =]
this is it.
looking forward to e game tml.
looking forward to maybe family dinner on sun.
looking forward to watching incepetion with fungi after our yov trng on mon.
looking forward to enjoying e season as each game passes.
i know i din play well but it will get better =]
ok! rest well every1!
nitez =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.time for bed - rest.][
just came back from e airport after sending wen n moi off.
they are gg away for 3wks.
have fun!! =]
today was ok. normal nice day.
tuition,massage n training.
n i sweat till i felt like crying during training today. (seriously, not e kind of trng tt you would expect be4 an impt game e nxt day)
it's like turbo.
you play,train,play,train every single day.
n it's e ttm kind every single day.
haha it makes me wonder why at times.
but in between e sweat n verge of tears, i smiled.
this is everything.
this is everything that i have.
in 2 yrs, i am gg to retire out gradually.
n if i wanna enjoy and hear the nice atmosphere, it had to be double e hard work.
when others train, i train.
when others rest, i still train.
i just want to enjoy e game. =]
let's go team!
let's enjoy e game!
and talked to fungi during airport today..
i smiled.
there shall be no more again. =]
this is it.
looking forward to e game tml.
looking forward to maybe family dinner on sun.
looking forward to watching incepetion with fungi after our yov trng on mon.
looking forward to enjoying e season as each game passes.
i know i din play well but it will get better =]
ok! rest well every1!
nitez =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.time for bed - rest.][
Thursday, July 22, 2010
][.rest and focus needed.][
][.rest and focus needed.][
it takes a lot of strength to play a season.
u focus on e game. focus on e trng in preparation for e nxt game.
but it feels so gd.
give all i can.
this is what i promise both of you and the team.
nothing but my best =]
tired.
bloggy, all you are going to see on my blog for this month would be - tired.
e body is working more.
100plus is trying to fill up e work load.
but no matter what.
let's fight till e end.
i believe..just as you do!
haha jus some encouragment for myself =]
aw..watched "the socerer's apprentice" today w hall 9 og.
it's a nice show.
i m nt a fan of such shows..but it's nice. =]
就把我当成小气吧。
但，我不想交谈，不想再吵架。
希望你能理解。
我没有生气了。没理由，没必要。
毕竟，这不是第一次。
若你问我，我只能说，我忘不了被骗的感觉。
指的不是这次，而是那个转换一切的‘谎’。
那个把我们竟有的友谊推进火坑的‘谎’。
好累吧。
我们都累了吧。
每隔一段期间就争吵是累的。
我很讨厌吵架。
这段期间，只有专心的，努力的为不会背弃我的篮球努力。
为我在乎的人努力。
其余的事，我不想去想。
也不要去管。
竟然早就决定离开和离开了，就离开吧。
这样，很累吧？
ok la! shall go rest le!
take gd care every1!
bye~~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.focus.][
it takes a lot of strength to play a season.
u focus on e game. focus on e trng in preparation for e nxt game.
but it feels so gd.
give all i can.
this is what i promise both of you and the team.
nothing but my best =]
tired.
bloggy, all you are going to see on my blog for this month would be - tired.
e body is working more.
100plus is trying to fill up e work load.
but no matter what.
let's fight till e end.
i believe..just as you do!
haha jus some encouragment for myself =]
aw..watched "the socerer's apprentice" today w hall 9 og.
it's a nice show.
i m nt a fan of such shows..but it's nice. =]
就把我当成小气吧。
但，我不想交谈，不想再吵架。
希望你能理解。
我没有生气了。没理由，没必要。
毕竟，这不是第一次。
若你问我，我只能说，我忘不了被骗的感觉。
指的不是这次，而是那个转换一切的‘谎’。
那个把我们竟有的友谊推进火坑的‘谎’。
好累吧。
我们都累了吧。
每隔一段期间就争吵是累的。
我很讨厌吵架。
这段期间，只有专心的，努力的为不会背弃我的篮球努力。
为我在乎的人努力。
其余的事，我不想去想。
也不要去管。
竟然早就决定离开和离开了，就离开吧。
这样，很累吧？
别担心，我过得很好。。=]
孤单，不一定不快乐
ok la! shall go rest le!
take gd care every1!
bye~~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.focus.][
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
][.how?.][
][.how?.][
had e 2nd game of e season.
the 1st game was bad.
so the 2nd can't be worst =]
it felt ok.
nt exceptionally good or bad.
jus ok.
a few mistakes here n there.
anger with myself here n there.
but apart from that, it's ok.
however, no matter how hard i try..
it nv seems enough.
nv.
i guess that's e only way i can push myself more ba.
is this ur way of pushing me?
really thankful for npo.
thankful for ur encouragment after every game.
thanks for noticing the saddness in me which i tried to hide.
thanks.
for u, i will work harder.
nothing else, but harder.
almost cramped on court today.
since how long did i have cramp? i have no idea.
jus came home from supper w van,lao fern and employer.
had tcc - treat from van. thanks van!
den went macs n i ate 9 nuggets! 9 9 9 !
gosh..like a pig.
i guess realli too hungry le.
not to mention i had pasta be4 tt.
gosh.
whole body tired ttm.
knees are not doing well.
it's like lime and lemon squeezed all over.
n tml's hall og outing.
secretly not really looking fwd to it..cz..
.jy can't go =[[[
.body is really tired. like really. there's gg to be trng tml, trng on fri, game on sat, trng on sun,mon,tues, game on wed. how on earth is e body gg to recover?! i m not superwoman.
alright. for now..nth matters. apart frm family and those tt realli matters.
i need my rest, my focus for e game.
n i nd to find npo.
n i m who i m.
if i gets angry, i m sorry.
ok..take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.我决定再也不。。.][
had e 2nd game of e season.
the 1st game was bad.
so the 2nd can't be worst =]
it felt ok.
nt exceptionally good or bad.
jus ok.
a few mistakes here n there.
anger with myself here n there.
but apart from that, it's ok.
however, no matter how hard i try..
it nv seems enough.
nv.
i guess that's e only way i can push myself more ba.
is this ur way of pushing me?
really thankful for npo.
thankful for ur encouragment after every game.
thanks for noticing the saddness in me which i tried to hide.
thanks.
for u, i will work harder.
nothing else, but harder.
almost cramped on court today.
since how long did i have cramp? i have no idea.
jus came home from supper w van,lao fern and employer.
had tcc - treat from van. thanks van!
den went macs n i ate 9 nuggets! 9 9 9 !
gosh..like a pig.
i guess realli too hungry le.
not to mention i had pasta be4 tt.
gosh.
whole body tired ttm.
knees are not doing well.
it's like lime and lemon squeezed all over.
n tml's hall og outing.
secretly not really looking fwd to it..cz..
.jy can't go =[[[
.body is really tired. like really. there's gg to be trng tml, trng on fri, game on sat, trng on sun,mon,tues, game on wed. how on earth is e body gg to recover?! i m not superwoman.
alright. for now..nth matters. apart frm family and those tt realli matters.
i need my rest, my focus for e game.
n i nd to find npo.
n i m who i m.
if i gets angry, i m sorry.
ok..take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.我决定再也不。。.][
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
][.love in a puff.][
][.love in a puff.][
now it's 3:49am.
a random choice to watch a movie online had been right.
love in a puff is nice. simple to digest n funny n sweet.
love e last scene especially - !U 55iW I - this is sweet ttm.
aw..ok back to life.
everything is gd.
jus gotta buck up and win the remaining games!
it's possible.
we jus got to put the ball into e basket!
come on fe!
come on kem!
let's go!
n i jus wanna eat hotcakes!
alright..take gd care every1!
nitez =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.focus.][
now it's 3:49am.
a random choice to watch a movie online had been right.
love in a puff is nice. simple to digest n funny n sweet.
love e last scene especially - !U 55iW I - this is sweet ttm.
aw..ok back to life.
everything is gd.
jus gotta buck up and win the remaining games!
it's possible.
we jus got to put the ball into e basket!
come on fe!
come on kem!
let's go!
n i jus wanna eat hotcakes!
alright..take gd care every1!
nitez =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.focus.][
Saturday, July 17, 2010
][.it had never felt worst.][
][.it had never felt worst.][
if there's aword tt can describe how i feel now.
it would be crap.
n when i m in a crappy mood.
there's no one else apart from myself who can pull myself up.
so..jus yups. give me some time alone.
i will get back.
bye.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.ultra disappointment.][
if there's aword tt can describe how i feel now.
it would be crap.
n when i m in a crappy mood.
there's no one else apart from myself who can pull myself up.
so..jus yups. give me some time alone.
i will get back.
bye.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.ultra disappointment.][
Thursday, July 15, 2010
][.陌生人.][
][。陌生人。][
最近，每天都有一首最爱的歌。
真的很喜欢这首歌。
喜欢它的歌词 - 蔡健雅：陌生人。
一朵雲能載多少思念的寄托 再忽然相遇街頭
當我們擦身而過 那短短一秒鐘 都明白 什麼都變了
一轉身誰能把感慨拋在腦後 在事過境遷以後
這段情就算曾經 刻骨且銘心過 過去了 又改變什麼
地球它又 公轉了幾周了(濃情愛戀 都已陌生了)
我不難過 甚至真心希望你能幸福
當我瞭解你只能活在記憶裡頭
我不恨你了 甚至原諒你的殘酷理由 當我瞭解不愛了
連回憶 都是負荷 我不難過 甚至真心希望你能幸福
當我瞭解你只能活在記憶裡頭 我不恨你了
甚至感謝這樣不期而遇 當我從你眼中發現我已是
陌生人了 我已是 陌生人了
好好的歌词。
好伟大的放手。
好让人心痛的歌词。
特别喜欢这几句。。
當我們擦身而過 那短短一秒鐘 都明白 什麼都變了
你有过这种感受吗？希望没有。
因为，真的很痛。当初的要好变成如今的陌生。
那感觉真的很不好受。
但，很多事发生了就是发生了。
不可能忘记也不能当作没发生过。
唯一能做的就是不停的往前。
因为，生命不能停留在过往。 =]
我不難過 甚至真心希望你能幸福
我不恨你了 甚至原諒你的殘酷理由
要做到这一点，真的不容易。
真的不容易。
恨一个人需要力气。
所以，我不喜欢恨。
因为毕竟曾经是如此的友好。
但是，当你想到结束的理由时，有多少人能不难过？
haha ok! jus some random-ness again.
dun mind dun mind ok ;p
jus analyzing e lyrics and life!
nothing in particular.
life is good as it is. cz there's nth else tt matters more to me than e games now =] (apart frm my family n friends)
love tt song so.
gosh. tired.
but can't wait for sat now =]
let's go team!
rest well every1!
nitez!
k.o-ed. =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.rest rest.][
最近，每天都有一首最爱的歌。
真的很喜欢这首歌。
喜欢它的歌词 - 蔡健雅：陌生人。
一朵雲能載多少思念的寄托 再忽然相遇街頭
當我們擦身而過 那短短一秒鐘 都明白 什麼都變了
一轉身誰能把感慨拋在腦後 在事過境遷以後
這段情就算曾經 刻骨且銘心過 過去了 又改變什麼
地球它又 公轉了幾周了(濃情愛戀 都已陌生了)
我不難過 甚至真心希望你能幸福
當我瞭解你只能活在記憶裡頭
我不恨你了 甚至原諒你的殘酷理由 當我瞭解不愛了
連回憶 都是負荷 我不難過 甚至真心希望你能幸福
當我瞭解你只能活在記憶裡頭 我不恨你了
甚至感謝這樣不期而遇 當我從你眼中發現我已是
陌生人了 我已是 陌生人了
好好的歌词。
好伟大的放手。
好让人心痛的歌词。
特别喜欢这几句。。
當我們擦身而過 那短短一秒鐘 都明白 什麼都變了
你有过这种感受吗？希望没有。
因为，真的很痛。当初的要好变成如今的陌生。
那感觉真的很不好受。
但，很多事发生了就是发生了。
不可能忘记也不能当作没发生过。
唯一能做的就是不停的往前。
因为，生命不能停留在过往。 =]
我不難過 甚至真心希望你能幸福
我不恨你了 甚至原諒你的殘酷理由
要做到这一点，真的不容易。
真的不容易。
恨一个人需要力气。
所以，我不喜欢恨。
因为毕竟曾经是如此的友好。
但是，当你想到结束的理由时，有多少人能不难过？
haha ok! jus some random-ness again.
dun mind dun mind ok ;p
jus analyzing e lyrics and life!
nothing in particular.
life is good as it is. cz there's nth else tt matters more to me than e games now =] (apart frm my family n friends)
love tt song so.
gosh. tired.
but can't wait for sat now =]
let's go team!
rest well every1!
nitez!
k.o-ed. =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.rest rest.][
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
][.t.i.r.e.d.][
][.t.i.r.e.d.][
hello bloggy!
tired.
tired.
tired.
pain.
pain.
pain.
motivated.
motivated.
motivated.
jing once told me that when you say something 3times mean you really mean it.
i really mean it.
tired.pain.motivated.
teamwork will get us there.
believe in yourself team-mates! =]
let's go and enjoy a season!
i am looking forward to it.
fight till we drop.
let's go! =]
can't wait for massage tml!
my body is not mine le =X
and these few days, this is my favourite song =]
*warning* it's emo! but i am not! so no worries!
take gd care every1!
Bye~~ =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.jiayou npo!.][
hello bloggy!
tired.
tired.
tired.
pain.
pain.
pain.
motivated.
motivated.
motivated.
jing once told me that when you say something 3times mean you really mean it.
i really mean it.
tired.pain.motivated.
teamwork will get us there.
believe in yourself team-mates! =]
let's go and enjoy a season!
i am looking forward to it.
fight till we drop.
let's go! =]
can't wait for massage tml!
my body is not mine le =X
and these few days, this is my favourite song =]
*warning* it's emo! but i am not! so no worries!
take gd care every1!
Bye~~ =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.jiayou npo!.][
Thursday, July 08, 2010
][.believe.][
][.believe.][
相信 - 是推动我努力最大的动力。=]
bought my new shoes today!
haha my habit.
new shoes for new season.
haha every1 feels tt it's gay apart from ling n sheryl =]
but it's ok.
whenever i buy bball shoes..it's e destiny and fate.
haha or rather love at 1st sight.
i must love it.
i guess this is true love ba..when what other say dun matter.
haha lol..so lame to link my love for my shoes to true love.
but true true..jus like how much i like sakuragi even when he is a joker =]
so tada!
here's my new love <3 =D
haha my new love cost me $119 =]
i had yet to think of a new for it yet..so for e meantime, it shall be called 911!
we are here to create some "explosion" =P
for this whole month, my focus will be on nothing but wnbl.
i had came to realise tt the game mean much more to me than i thought.
i don't care about what others think.
i just wanna keep believing.
keep working.
seriously, i am tired from all the trainings. aching from head to toe n skin to nerves. haha opps.
but there's smth that keep me going..faith and believe.
we have to believe that we can.
why doubt yourself?
why doubt your hard work?
why give up without a fight?
i don't care how good the other teams are.
like seriously.
you have to give it your best shot.
this is life.
if you keep feeling that others are better than you, den you will nv ever improve n nv ever win.
nv ever.
因为，你输在你自己。
i may not show it out.
but deep down, i seriously believe.
let's go out and fight.
fight hard.
fight with faith!
don't be bothered by the outcome.
jus give it your best shot!
come on team!
JiaYou!
as the year past, i had came to learnt tt others may not put the game in the same priority as me.
so there's no pt to be disappointed when the commitment is diff.
thou, there are times i feel really upset.
but it's ok.
you just have to be able to account to yourself.
have you gave ur best shot? =]
tt's all tt matter!
let's go fe!
let's go 911!
let's fight hard together! u have me and i have you.
ilovethegame.
rest well every1!
bye! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.信心.][
相信 - 是推动我努力最大的动力。=]
bought my new shoes today!
haha my habit.
new shoes for new season.
haha every1 feels tt it's gay apart from ling n sheryl =]
but it's ok.
whenever i buy bball shoes..it's e destiny and fate.
haha or rather love at 1st sight.
i must love it.
i guess this is true love ba..when what other say dun matter.
haha lol..so lame to link my love for my shoes to true love.
but true true..jus like how much i like sakuragi even when he is a joker =]
so tada!
here's my new love <3 =D
haha my new love cost me $119 =]
i had yet to think of a new for it yet..so for e meantime, it shall be called 911!
we are here to create some "explosion" =P
for this whole month, my focus will be on nothing but wnbl.
i had came to realise tt the game mean much more to me than i thought.
i don't care about what others think.
i just wanna keep believing.
keep working.
seriously, i am tired from all the trainings. aching from head to toe n skin to nerves. haha opps.
but there's smth that keep me going..faith and believe.
we have to believe that we can.
why doubt yourself?
why doubt your hard work?
why give up without a fight?
i don't care how good the other teams are.
like seriously.
you have to give it your best shot.
this is life.
if you keep feeling that others are better than you, den you will nv ever improve n nv ever win.
nv ever.
因为，你输在你自己。
i may not show it out.
but deep down, i seriously believe.
let's go out and fight.
fight hard.
fight with faith!
don't be bothered by the outcome.
jus give it your best shot!
come on team!
JiaYou!
as the year past, i had came to learnt tt others may not put the game in the same priority as me.
so there's no pt to be disappointed when the commitment is diff.
thou, there are times i feel really upset.
but it's ok.
you just have to be able to account to yourself.
have you gave ur best shot? =]
tt's all tt matter!
let's go fe!
let's go 911!
let's fight hard together! u have me and i have you.
ilovethegame.
rest well every1!
bye! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.信心.][
Monday, July 05, 2010
][.nostalgic ttm.][
][.nostalgic ttm.][
haha nostalgic ttm is all i can say about how i feel now.
after coming back from genting and all.
i guess we are all nostalgic ttm.
thinking about the past.
relating songs to ourselves.
haha..it's amazing how easily songs could be linked to the memory back den.
haha memories o memories.
i love how i can smile when i look back at the memories.
things tt had happened, not forgotten but buried well.
memories and things that made u grow.
those were the beautiful memories, beautiful past.
remember those things tt people had done for you.
not those that they had not.
everything happen for a reason.
everybody meet for a reason.
哭过，笑过，痛过，累过。
与其记得难过的争吵，不如记得快乐的那些日子。
往事，只能回味。
喜欢笑看当年。 哈哈。
nua-ing with roomie after trng is gd =]
take gd care every1!
night!
and i really love sakuragi hanamichi!
he is the only one that can rekindle my love for e game whenever i feel lost.
if only, he is a real life character! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.memories.][
haha nostalgic ttm is all i can say about how i feel now.
after coming back from genting and all.
i guess we are all nostalgic ttm.
thinking about the past.
relating songs to ourselves.
haha..it's amazing how easily songs could be linked to the memory back den.
haha memories o memories.
i love how i can smile when i look back at the memories.
things tt had happened, not forgotten but buried well.
memories and things that made u grow.
those were the beautiful memories, beautiful past.
remember those things tt people had done for you.
not those that they had not.
everything happen for a reason.
everybody meet for a reason.
哭过，笑过，痛过，累过。
与其记得难过的争吵，不如记得快乐的那些日子。
往事，只能回味。
喜欢笑看当年。 哈哈。
nua-ing with roomie after trng is gd =]
take gd care every1!
night!
and i really love sakuragi hanamichi!
he is the only one that can rekindle my love for e game whenever i feel lost.
if only, he is a real life character! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.memories.][
Sunday, July 04, 2010
][.it was gd to be away!.][
][.it was gd to be away!.][
hello bloggy! finally back to you again.
been back for quite a few days! but was hiding from the world.
hiding from all the commitments.
it was a gd trip.
a gd get away! =D
i needed that really badly.
the trip was jus pure nua-ing.
the place really did not matter, it was the people that made it fun!
thanks ling n sh for asking me along!
thanks for pulling sheryl and moi along too.
haha it's like a *sheng zhong woosh*.
i love the trip.
this is e trip tt i buy really nth apart frm my "lao gong's" shirt and food.
but the nua-ing, e weather, taking viking, e chill and value-added coffee bean sessions. all = smiles.
let the photo memo the trip ba!
and jus some feel, the last time i went genting was 16yrs ago.so gg back there, seeing all e familiar places jus reminded me..it had been long since i went on a trip with my family. will try to go on one soon. =]
fly!! hah fly to the moon! fly away from all e world!
daddy made me took such a pic when i was 5yrs old =] will find it and make a comparison nxt time =]
haha ah b! i love it! will get one when i graduate =P
haha and us + moi! (camera-man)
thanks for making this trip so much fun n bringing me away for a get away!
seriously, it had been a long while since i can heck trngs. =]
after coming back from genting and hiding away from the world,
another highlight was jing's 21st =]
HAPPY 21st JING!
we love you!
glad tt things are sort of resolved. =]
will post mre abt us when pics are up!
n it was cycling all over tamp for tuitions ytr.
in e rain, in e sun. =]
n now..jus as i was glad to get away and ready to get back, smth happened which made me vvv sian. sian ttm.
seriously, just duplicate me ok.
give me 3 copies of fe. thank you.
all 3 teams matter to me a lot.
dun doubt my excitement and commitment for woman's open. it matters to be a lot.
but there are responsibilites to be fulfilled.
here there and there.
i love for things to be simple.
but sometimes, it jus can't be simple.
every1 wuld only see their side.
no1 wuld truly und unless they are in ur shoes.
sigh. big big sigh.
that's all i can let out now.
and crying dun mean tt i m weak as a player.
i m jus tired.
alright..end here le.
night every1! Bye!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.3 copies, thank you.][
hello bloggy! finally back to you again.
been back for quite a few days! but was hiding from the world.
hiding from all the commitments.
it was a gd trip.
a gd get away! =D
i needed that really badly.
the trip was jus pure nua-ing.
the place really did not matter, it was the people that made it fun!
thanks ling n sh for asking me along!
thanks for pulling sheryl and moi along too.
haha it's like a *sheng zhong woosh*.
i love the trip.
this is e trip tt i buy really nth apart frm my "lao gong's" shirt and food.
but the nua-ing, e weather, taking viking, e chill and value-added coffee bean sessions. all = smiles.
let the photo memo the trip ba!
and jus some feel, the last time i went genting was 16yrs ago.so gg back there, seeing all e familiar places jus reminded me..it had been long since i went on a trip with my family. will try to go on one soon. =]
fly!! hah fly to the moon! fly away from all e world!
daddy made me took such a pic when i was 5yrs old =] will find it and make a comparison nxt time =]
haha ah b! i love it! will get one when i graduate =P
haha and us + moi! (camera-man)
thanks for making this trip so much fun n bringing me away for a get away!
seriously, it had been a long while since i can heck trngs. =]
after coming back from genting and hiding away from the world,
another highlight was jing's 21st =]
HAPPY 21st JING!
we love you!
glad tt things are sort of resolved. =]
will post mre abt us when pics are up!
n it was cycling all over tamp for tuitions ytr.
in e rain, in e sun. =]
n now..jus as i was glad to get away and ready to get back, smth happened which made me vvv sian. sian ttm.
seriously, just duplicate me ok.
give me 3 copies of fe. thank you.
all 3 teams matter to me a lot.
dun doubt my excitement and commitment for woman's open. it matters to be a lot.
but there are responsibilites to be fulfilled.
here there and there.
i love for things to be simple.
but sometimes, it jus can't be simple.
every1 wuld only see their side.
no1 wuld truly und unless they are in ur shoes.
sigh. big big sigh.
that's all i can let out now.
and crying dun mean tt i m weak as a player.
i m jus tired.
alright..end here le.
night every1! Bye!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.3 copies, thank you.][
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