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something happened recently which made me ponder upon life.
2nd ahyi's husband's sudden departure from this world.
it's really sudden.
no1 would imagine that things can happen suddenly.

we always take things for granted.
take life for granted.
thinking that it's 理所当然 that we are still alive at this moment.

nothing should be taken for granted.
so cherish every min and every1 you have in your life.
live life to the fullest.
do things which you enjoy and love.

smile and be happy.
there can be moments when you get upset.
have a gd cry and stand up again!
cz as long as you are still alive..there's always a chance to change things =]

seeing how mummy and all the siblings stand by each other for ahyi strengthen my belief for the importance of kinship.
患难见真情.this was what 2nd ahyi say.
in ur hardest time, those that would support you would be non other than your family.
no matter how much you all used to have conflict and all.
in times such as these, the people that would rush and be there for you would be non other than your family.

with all these that's happening..
mummy and ahyi(s) are telling me that i have to have a very strong n broad shoulder.
coz..i m the oldest cousin. 大姐姐..so i have to tc of them all.
and that made me think of loads n loads.

i am turning 21 already.
but am i acting like an adult?
i used to envision myself being able to do loads by the age of 21.
but it don't seem like the case now.
i am not as mature as i should be.
i am not doing enough.
there's so much more that i would wish to do.

now that i am gg to be officially an adult in 2months plus time.
i guess it's time to do some serious planning about life.
mummy says..i always 过着随遇而安的生活。which is v true.
things seem to be planned for me.
like 船到桥头自然直.
things come naturally.
mummy says that's my life.
but i guess..it's time to do some serious planning and be more mature, be stronger and be more decisive in life.
i can't depend on that luck anymore. =]

step1: saving.
haha..i must admit that i am very bad at handling money. i have no qualms about spending on ppl i love and food. =]
i guess it's time that i learn to save up. 未雨绸缪。
some financial plans.
to save up so tt i can pay off my study loan asap after i graduate. =]
jiayou fe! save save save!
jus digged out my piggy bank which was zzz-ing in my cupboard.
it's time to feed it!

step2: there's more to life.
apart from basketball.
there's more to life.
feed myself with more knowledge.
stop being so laid back. =]
had been reading story books and nua-ing.
when school reopens, it time to buck up for a better sem! =]

and i wanna travel. i wanna see the world. there's so much more things in life.
i wanna be able to bring my family to many other countries.
and all these would boils down to money too.
so..save save save! =]

there's so much more to life.
there's this sudden wave that is hitting me.
asking me to wake up.
be some1 more mature.
be some1 who thinks and plans for e future.
work harder for life as a whole.
not jus basketball.
but life. =]

jiayou fe!
jiayou every1!
we cannot go back and make a brand new start.
but we can always start from now and make a new ending!
let's create a new ending from now! =]

n hmm finished reading "dear john".
gosh..it's sadder than the movie.
cz..the movie din had a ending..n i adopted the happy ending scenario in my mind.
but in e book, the ending was certain.
it was a happy ending in a way. but sad in another.

getting started on the time traveller's wife.
i guess i will cry once again.
it's amazing how words string together to create a story.
and how the combination of the alphabets can create a diff word each time.
this is language =] and that's why i love linguistics.

as i get more books, there's this concept of building a bookshelf in my own house in e future and jus place all of them there.
each book that you read nv fail to give you a new understanding about life.
read 4 to 5 books this holiday?
not a lot..but each is nice =]

alright.
take gd care every1!
nitez =]]

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