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had e 2nd game of e season.
the 1st game was bad.
so the 2nd can't be worst =]
it felt ok.
nt exceptionally good or bad.
jus ok.
a few mistakes here n there.
anger with myself here n there.
but apart from that, it's ok.

however, no matter how hard i try..
it nv seems enough.
nv.
i guess that's e only way i can push myself more ba.
is this ur way of pushing me?

really thankful for npo.
thankful for ur encouragment after every game.
thanks for noticing the saddness in me which i tried to hide.
thanks.
for u, i will work harder.
nothing else, but harder.

almost cramped on court today.
since how long did i have cramp? i have no idea.

jus came home from supper w van,lao fern and employer.
had tcc - treat from van. thanks van!
den went macs n i ate 9 nuggets! 9 9 9 !
gosh..like a pig.
i guess realli too hungry le.
not to mention i had pasta be4 tt.

gosh.
whole body tired ttm.
knees are not doing well.
it's like lime and lemon squeezed all over.
n tml's hall og outing.
secretly not really looking fwd to it..cz..
.jy can't go =[[[
.body is really tired. like really. there's gg to be trng tml, trng on fri, game on sat, trng on sun,mon,tues, game on wed. how on earth is e body gg to recover?! i m not superwoman.

alright. for now..nth matters. apart frm family and those tt realli matters.
i need my rest, my focus for e game.
n i nd to find npo.

n i m who i m.
if i gets angry, i m sorry.

ok..take gd care every1!
bye~

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