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head is hurting.
body is hurting.
but nothing hurts more than e heart.

hate e immaturity.
hate e sucky performance.
hate e lack of strength.
hate it.
hate it.
hate it.

hate losing when you knew that if you did better, you could have won.
hate it.
agrh.
a lost is a lost.
there's nothing you can say.
agrh.

after this season,
it's time to get e strength back.
feeling the effect of over training.
needs the passion to be fuel up again.

for now,
just rest.
take gd care every1.
night.

想哭但是哭不出来。

p/s: i need a haircut.

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