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although i m a little tired now..
but i mus blog abt e day! if nt i will nt haf e mood to blog abt it again another day =P
o aw..for a summary..my mood is like a hmm dunno wad graph..but its up down up!..haha

lets start w e up part 1st..
woke up in e morning..wanted to do my lit essay but end up watching slam dunk animation..haha e game of shohoku vs ryonna..v nice..haha so was feeling kind of up n high..

went trng..n thats when my mood goes down down down till i dunno wad valley is that man..shugs i realli hate myself for tinking that way..i hate myself for this..i hate myself for that..n this is e 1st time i found out e use of a big towel..cz usually my towel is v small..but today i used e nike big big gym towel that mei got for mi..haha so shuang..big dao i can cover my whole head..

aw thats nt e main pt..but actually it is..i jus covered my head w e towel n faced e wall n cried..yah thats how sucky i felt..i jus cried like how uozumi did..felt like shit..s-h-i-t shit!..i tink henry saw..but nbm..den ly was asking too..but nbm..i was too spaced out to explain..was jus holding bac my tears on court..cz if cry on court..its jus wrong..so i held it bac..or rather i swallowed em down..its wu nai till max de gan jue..its wanna feng diao de gan jue..its e 1st time that thinking of npo n sakuragi n wanting to fight hard like em no longer works..its jus..i nd to cheng xia qu..i nd to..i cannot..its jus tt little tiny bit of mi dat dun wanna allow myself to cry on court..

n yah..realli sorry ah sh..today i was realli like a crazy gal..e fouls on u r realli bad..sorry sorry..
yah..i felt like shit after trng..n there is this stupid splinster on my finger that goes deeper n deeper each time i bounce or shoot e ball..*ouch*..n i can't get it out =(..yah..so realli is spaced out..hai..i suxz..n realli quite sad tt cp is injured de la..den ly also..injuries go away! =(

aw after e super duper down down valley trng..took e v long 67 n had our anninversary! haha 14/4/05 ...2yrs later..14/4/07..haha at 1st it was kinda of..but it got better..haha we had a cake summore =P n i m admit i m such a gossip n grumble queen..jus dun get mi started..if nt..opps i m sorry..believe it or nt..there's a devil and a angel within u =X i felt so la..cz everytime when sum "-" thoughts emerge..e angel will try to say ae..shh get away..shoo shoo..but e devil will be like..wth but i realli feel this way wad..haha aw nbm..thats nt e main pt..i noe i grumbled a lot..haha but i did hold my peace (eh..sh..lend mi use a while hor =P)..dere r still many other things which i din say n i kept it in..swallowed it bac..cz sum things r jus nt meant to be said =P..

haha aw..hanging out w ahs dudes r jus so much more relaxing..jus 1 side..tt's enough =)
haha hao la..since i kept my peace i shall cont keeping it..
thanks my ahs team..hee love ya..

hao la..i shall end here le..take gd care every1..byee..

p/s. maybe i shuld jus cum face to face w it..
i m sorry..but it matters..

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