][.dun look mi in e eyes.][

][.dun look mi in e eyes.][

e moment when i told u that..
my heart still hurts..
n i culd feel my tears gushing out..
but yet i held em bac..
i dun wanna cry in front of u..
as much as i wanna..

e moment u told mi it's ok..
there are many more chances..
i knew that e tears fell..
n i smiled n turned away..
telling u not to worry..
cz i m ok w it already..

dun look mi in e eyes npo..
i can't bear to let u see e tears..
as much as i wanna..
irony huh?..
yup..but..
up till this moment..
i can still take it..
at least i haf been taking it for e past few weeks..

dun wanna let e tear fall infront of u jus yet..
i m tired..n disappointed..
every trng is jus making mi feel that i m getting worse..
not that i haf been gd..
but jus as i went for my 2nd trng..
i held e ball..
n i stood at e court..
n i was shocked by wad i thought at that instant..

i held e ball..
looked at e basket..
n i asked myself..
can u shoot?..
do u noe how to shoot?
do u still rmb how to shoot?..
n i din haf e courage to try..
i walked to e free-throw line instead..

n yah..
thats mi now..
a useless nobody..
all e trng drills for center is to do all e jiao bu..
all e underbaskets..
e onli place that we shoot wuld be e free-throw line..

this ain't e game i love..
this is restriction..

during e 2nd trng..it was tiring..
but it was beneficial..
after all these months of shouting at my mistakes w/o letting mi noe wads realli wrong..
finally there's sum1 who demo to mi where did i realli goes wrong..
thanks npo..=)

dinner was full of laughters n fun..
it was great..
n nw i do look forward to sat..
thou it's realli tiring..
but they gave mi a reason to..

n i jus read sumthing..n i realli feel that..if i culd blog in chi..i wuld..it wuld be so much easier to let u noe how i feel..

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
ps. HAPPY 17 LING! =D

][.FEarless.][
][.jus be here for mi.][
][.be my reason to hold on.][