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today's blog will be kinda of grey..so be4 i start ranting on all e grey stuffs..i shall tok abt sum happy stuffs..for eg. e free ben n jerries ! haha took pic w ling n e cow..n e queue was kinda of fast..haha yeah man..n guess wad? i saw ah min there..haha a pleasant surprise..=)
isn't it amazing..sum friends are jus meant to be that way..near yet far..distance yet comfortable..aiya..i dunno how to say la..but sumthings are jus meant to be..=)
haha ok..so thats my happy stuffs..now..lets go on to tok abt e grey parts of my life..

-studies..
e damm lots of hw r like pilling up like nobody's business..lets c..currently i haf..
3 undone maths tut n assignments..2 hist essay..gp compre..dom..econs lect test..endless hist readings etc etc..its like nv ending..n my energy span is so short..i realli wonder how will i survive thur all these..but nbm i shall be positive..i shall try to at e v least..

-basketball..
wadever will be will be..e "future" is up to c..best nt to haf expectations..=)..i dun mean tt i dun wanna try hard or wadsoever..but it is realli..i dunno how to say..quote from sum1 who told mi this today..n i tink it is realli true "last time be4 e start of e season..i will noe where i wanna be..i wanna be at e finals..i wanna win e championship..but nw as e season is approaching..i dunno wad i wan or rather where we (e team) will end up at..its nt that we r nt strong..its jus that there r others jus s strong..everything is so uncertain..n how do i play w team mates which i dun like n dun trust?.."..yes..everything is so uncertain..i m tired of trng hard..n trying hard..n expecting too much of e team n too much of myself..of cz i wuld still wanna be dere..but..lets take it 1 step at a time ba..jia u..lets go! i will try to be positive by tml..its jus a draining day..so..pardon mi..

-friend..
sumtimes it's just tiring..
1 moment u r ok..
e nxt moment u r nt..
u r stressed..
so m i..
so is every1..
sumtimes i realli dunno wad to do..
so i decided nt to do anything..
n i can onli pray that..everything will be alright..
its tiring..but i will hold on..cz u r worthy of it..=]

-life..
sighs..big sighs..big big sighs..
may..its going to be a draining month..$ draining month..i realli wonder how m i gg to survive..
1) payment for A lvls..
2)bday gifts..
3)thailand trip..
how on earth m i gg to haf enff $ to survive all these shit..sighs..guess i jus gotta survive on cup noodles le..=

hao la..shall go back to my endless mountain of hw..take gd care every1!..byee..

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