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hmm hiz bloggy..sorry that i din blog ytr..was in a mood too foul to blog..haha now still feeling as bad..but i tink at least calmer to "tok" to ya le ba..haha

alright..tml i m having my hist n a maths prelims..hmm n now i onli finished 8chaps of hist wif 7 more to go..but i intend to jus read thru e summaries for e 7 more chaps la..haha..den later after blogging..i shall go bathe and watch my Hong Yi Shou Ji while i revise my a maths..haha thats jus wad i hope..i dunno if i can do so la..haha alright..sorry i m not in e right state of mind..dunno wad i m blogging also..

anyway ytr went to watch e matches at toa payoh..hmm yah s'pore lost to e aust..n theres this cute little gal who can bounce n dribble e ball so well..i guess she will be a gd player nxt time ba..den after e matches..went to eat wif moi,sh n jas..den gossip over our "short mary gold" meals..den reached home ard 12+++..took a shower n jumped into my bed..haiz..i wasn't sleepy at all...i wasn't..but i jus wanna make myself sleep..hoping that sleeping will help mi forget my foolishness n help mi feel better for saying sumthing that i shuldn't..i was feeling so agrh man..wanted to call sum1 to tok to mi de..but decided not to..coz dun wanna disturb em...its quite late le..n they nd sleep..anyway it wasn't a big big matter..it was jus sumthing veri haiz..n i guess onli 1 person will understand how it feels ba..

ok...so i went to sleep..din online..din blog..coz i dun wanna tink abt it..so i slept till today morning..5 plus...saw sh de sms..den fall back to slp..den 7 plus..8 plus..i woke up..revise a few qn of maths..n forced myself to sleep again..shugs..i m such a coward man..i mean a loser..forcing myself to escape e problem by sleeping..haiz..i jus din wanna stay awake..coz i will jus tink abt it..over n over..n my mood was so bad..den changed my tuition from 10 to 11..coz i wanna slp..so sleep till 9plus..mummy bought breakfast..had breakfast den prepare for tuition..

was so moody n sleepy during tuition that nothing seems to be able to get into my mind..i was jus nodding n nodding..n trying to understand those things that my tuition teacher was explaining..den hmmm after tuition..had lunch..n started my revision for hist from 2plus all e way to 5plus..woho..quite proud of myself de..i was like sitting dere for 3 full hrs..not moving a single bit apart from my hands n brain..maybe coz hist was simply too interesting or maybe becoz i was moodless to even react..i jus switched off my hp..n immeresed myself in e world of hist for 3 hrs..so nice man hist..haha..

den 5plus..god daddy + god mummy + god sis came to join our family for steam-boat..coz mummy say mooncake fest..family mus gather together..haha n i m quite glad that she did that..coz over e 1 hr + meal..i feel much better..my daddy was so full of craps n lame..jus like mi..den every1 was joking..n chatting..a veri nice de gan jue..haha..den during e dinner..i received a call from yaqi asking if i got go watch a not..den i saw e sms n told her maybe sh going..den went back to my dinner..haha i so much wanna go de..but haha i m not going to go..no..many reasons..one of which = tml ish my prelims..e others..haha lazy to mention..

called moi be4 my dinner n wanted to tok to her de..but mummy they all rushing mi for dinner..so went for dinner 1st..den now i finish dinner le..wanna call moi..but she ish hafing dinner..so i m here blogging..blogging n blogging..i m feeling so agrh now man..yeah..so agrh..i need sum1 to tok to sia..so moi !!!!! u better hurry up finish ya dinner man !!!!!..haha jkjk..eat slowly ba..or else later indigestion den u blame mi..haha..

alright..shall end my bloggy here for now..gonna bathe n watch tv while studying maths le..hmmm hope they win later..yah..nothing much to say le..words cannot realli explain how i m feeling now..coz its a agrh n unexplainable gan jue..

byee every1..take care..see ya..

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