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haha hi bloggy..goody morning..hmm haha ytr din blog..coz wasn't feeling well..sort of fever n had bad stomach ache..haha moi also say she sorta of haf fever..haha moi la..all ya fault ;p mus be becoz we share e big coke la ;p haha jkjk..alright but now i ok le..hope moi also ok le la..haha thou my stomach still pain ;p haha

haha hmmm today ish marking day..so dun nd to go back to sch..haha but my rm ish in such a big mess now..coz i wanted to pack my files..so packed 3 full hrs ytr den packed finish 3 subjects de..bth le..went to slp in daddy n mummy de rm..coz my rm is in too messy a condition to even slp..haha n now i m facing such a big mess again..hee but hmm let mi blog 1st..i nd to blog..hee

yar..today ne..my mood is v peaceful de..yah..a kinda of inner sense de peace..feel so peaceful..haha..veri qing jing..haha tml ish e day to get my results le..yeah..my prelims results..i can foresee that i will disappoint many..thou i realli dun wanna..but i felt better after i read sumthing that i wrote last yr..

Do you know why ppl fail once and again ?..
Its becoz..
They ain't able to discard their failure..

There was a sports player..let mi name him -> inferior
One day..inferior is going to play against a player that he had lost to be4..
mins be4 e game..
he sat in a corner n shivered unconsciously..
his coach saw and came up to him..
Coach : " inferior, are you ok..why are u shivering so badly?"
Inferior : " Coach..i m scared..i m scared that i will lose to him..i am scared that i will lose to him again.."
Coach : " inferior..since you are scared to lose to him once again..it means that you dun wanna lose..and since u dun wanna lose..why do u still tink abt the possibility of losing.."

haha rather inspired by wad e coach say..i read this from one of e bk in kinokuniya (ps dunno how to spell it) n add in sumthings here n dere la..haha hope u all understand wad i m trying to say..haha yah..its in chi de.."Ji Ran Ni Bu Xiang Shu (since u dun wan to lose) Wei He Hai Xiang Zhe Zhi Ji Hui Shu De Jie Ju Ne ( why do u still bother to tink of yaself as losing the game ?)"..yup its sumthing like this..haha den i tink..wad e author is trying to bring across to us ish..success is possible as long as u let go of ya past failures..yup..failures are painful lessons to learn..but once u learnt from it..let it go..u will feel better...hee so jus wanna tell all..tml our prelims results may not be gd..but pls do not be defeated by it..pls stand up bravely after a painful cry..to face ya Os wif all u can..u will make it ! as long as u discard ya fear that u will fare badly for ya Os..

yah..so after recalling wad i wrote last yr..i told myself..yes..if i realli din do well for my prelims..i shall work hard for my o levels..like how i worked for my psle..now there are too many distractions in life le..my com..my hp..my tv..bball..i shall cut down my online de time..maybe onli online to blog 30 mins / day..den since my hp now spoil le..i guess i wun sms unless neccessary le ba..den tv..i can watch all i wan after my Os right..bball ne..i guess i already put down lots le..now theres onli trng once a wk..n its definitely not enff..but look at wad i haf packed..i tink i realli nd to jia u le..but still train..coz like wad shuang feng jiao lian say..yah..haha

den hmm..jus rmb that i meeting fungi later..to pei her to make her specs..haha psps nu ren..all my fault ;p haha..hmm den yah..shugs..stomach still pain now..wonder wads wrong wif it sia..

to ya:
haha hmmm yah..
i m getting my results tml..
i noe i may disappoint many if i nv do well..
i haf no idea if u will be one of em..
but i realli hope that i wun disappoint u..
if deres a list of ppl that i dun wan to disappoint..
u are among the top..
i dun wan u to be disappointed..
i promise to work real hard to make u proud of mi..
i promise..

n yuppy..ytr moi told mi that thai won s'pore by 34 for e 1st match..haha its a kinda of complicated feeling yeah..felt happy for thai..yet felt sad for s'pore..felt happy for 5 yet felt sad for 15..haha kinda of complicated de feeling ba..hmm dunno how to say la..gong xi 5 for winning ! (thou i din get to watch u play this yr..*promise*) den 15..jia u ! will support u always de..
haha yeah ! 5 n 15 jia u le ! both of u will always be e best to mi ",)

many may not agree with mi that yOu are the best
but it doesn't matter
coz yOu will always be the best to mi..
always..
thou many other gd player will appear..
but i will jus "woah"..
yup..coz yOu are e best..to mi..
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haha hmm yeah..ps..sorta of crapping..pls dun mind..haha psps..haha hao la..shall end my bloggin here le..thou i still haf lots to say..but haha i can't find e right words to bring across it la..hee..maybe i will tink of e right words tonite la..hee maybe..

soo for now ! take care le every1 ! byee..have a nice day ahead wow ;p

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