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Good bye my 1st 3 months..
Good bye vjc..
Good bye..

Got back my almost all my prelims results today..fare super badly..failed 2..n get 5 n 6 for e remaining subs..my L1R5 is over 20..by a lot..a lot..disappointed in myself..esp my bio n a maths..

Mummy is disappointed too..
But she din say..
She jus asked mi go for poly if I really cannot cope..
She say maybe I ain’t cut for jc..
I think so too..

Thought over once n again..
Maybe jc aint e right choice..
Saying gd bye to jc..
Working towards poly..
Is a great leap..
But I m going to try..
Meanwhile I m not going to give up on jc..
But if I really still cannot make it..
Maybe it was just meant to be..
So jia u le Sheryl, sh n moi..

Giving up on vj..
Dun mean that I m giving up on bball..
I m jus emerging on another journey..

But be4 e o levels results is out..
I m not going to give up..


10 over hours pass..
I waited endlessly..
But there was still no reply..

I switched off my phone..
Coz I dun wan to get disappointed whenever I see e empty screen..

I m really weak now..
I need your encouragement..
I need your words..

But there ain’t any..
None now..
N there wun be again..

But its ok..
Maybe I meant nothing to you..
Perhaps it was e case right from e start..

But its ok..
U made e right choice..
I m jus a nobody..
Why bother about a nobody ne..

Jia u le..
I will support u still..
Always..

Hao la..shall end my bloggy here today..take care le every1..byee..yah..jus wanna note down a little comfort to my day..i finally made it after 4 yrs..it is jus sumthing to minor..no1 will discover..but it is a kinda of comfort..my pride..falcon mag..

Byee..

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][.wad lies ahead.][
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