][.i will nv forget e happy times.][
i shuld be resting now..coz tml got sports day..*wish mi all e best n pray for mi ok*..i wonder how can i breathe..anyway nbm..thats not e main pt..jus came home abt 2 hrs ago..today is combine white vs combine red..a nice game to play thou i din get to play much..hehe i mean..its been a long time..maybe since e game which i had in sec3(vs anderson that one)..that i m in a team which haf such close scores..as thou roller coaster..veri interesting..veri nice to watch..but definitlely not easy to play ba ;p..haha n i dun look forward to ;p c
den wads nxt..moi called mi n asked mi to wear e same grey jersey shorts as her tml..but ya sorry moi..i onli wear dark colour shorts..unless it is a match den i wear light colour de shorts...paiseh...moi was persuading mi to wear..but i jus kept quiet...maybe too tired or wadsoever le ba..i mean coz all e medi taking their effect le..sorry moi for causing u so late den wash shorts...realli sorry...
den yah..today finally got my ahs bball tee...haha after 4 yrs in the team..hee so happy...glad that at least still haf a shirt that i can wear..n tell ppl that i m from this sch..this great team..][.ahs.b.gals'05.][...den hmm wad else ne..nowadays a bit tired..yah i mean i also dunno is physically or mentally tired la..maybe this long weekend will be a gd rest...but i doubt so..theres trng theres match..but haha i dun mind !!! realli..i haf been looking forward to 3/7 for so long le..haha realli veri long le...
and yah...today chatted wif moi n sh on bus...den i discover that...i m jus a nobody esp when it cums to bball..as in i dun analyse things like em..i dun go and see such a chim thing from things that are going on...all i noe is i play e game..i try to do my best..n i wan to improve n get better...thats all...i mean..i m simple minded or toot...hehe but i quite pei fu their abilities of being able to play n analyse the game...hee
toking abt bball..nowadays i feel quite agrh too..coz like its frends that brought mi to bball and its bball which brought mi frends..but now..i feel that i m "losing" those buddies that brought mi into bball..i mean..yah..going diff directions n stuff huh ;p..they brought mi in..n now they are "leaving" mi.."leaving" mi all alone in the world (thou there are many new frends on the way which helps mi lots too)..but its em which brought mi into the world which i fell in love wif it becoz of em..i noe they are still dere..but they are no longer there to play bball wif mi le..no longer e happy days where we jus play the way we wan..no1 cares..no1 scolds..i guess its been like this since we came into sec sch ba..there are too many outstanding players ard le..i always believe that sum ppl are born to play..i m not..and sad to say..i guess these buddies that brought mi in are not born to play too...maybe its becoz of these n hence despite all e hardwork..they r not recognise n hence decided to leave for a diff direction ? (jus my assumption..psps)"leaving" mi in my world wif onli a few more frends to hold on n continue to work towards my dream ? haha i haf no idea...but as i had told moi...i guess its fate that arranged them to bring mi into this world (bball)..but its gonna be this world (bball) which is going to seperate mi wif em..they are going to another world to persue another dreams le ba..haha no matter wad..jus wanna say jia u to em..n it realli hurts when i see ya all slowly drifting away from bball...slowly walking away from the court..coz..i realli do not hope that u all will not walk away from bball..walkaway from the court..but if thats wad u all realli choose..i will respect ya all , wish ya all e best n pray for ya...but wad i wun wish for is..step by step..ya can choose to walk away from bball from court..n maybe from mi..but nv forget that..we once had those happy times..happy times becoz of bball...
][.i will stay.][
Friday, July 01, 2005
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
][.*shugs*.][
][.*shugs*.][
1/2 my wk is gone wif bball n stuffs...this wk is a "busy" one..tml got match..fri got sports meet..sat got trng..sun got match..i foresee not much time for any rest..but thats not e main pt..e main pt is..i m sick now..shugs..hao sick bu sick bian zai this period of time sick..i m not worried of thurs,sat n sun..but fri...how m i going to run my 800m event when i m onli able to breathe using my mouth...haiz...i dun tink i will be able to find sum1 to help mi run ba..coz like onli 2 days left huh?..sianz...
anyway lets drop so "depressing" de topic le..hmmm ytr had match wif aljunied..den took pic wif si hui n jiao lian again..haha jiao lian say :"take lots of times le leh ;p"..hee i tink so too..but when ya idol is right infront of ya..haha sumtimes ya will go siao ba ;p hee sunday gotta take again huh ;p hee jkjk...
den hmmm realli wanna thank my parents...coz they nowadays esp..veri supportive of mi..den ytr i did finish my hist le..eat medi jiu *bom* fell asleep..i ask em help mi draw n colour..dey jus helped mi..in e morning when i wakey..e nice piece of art was there..thankie..hee realli veri gan ji...
haha n hmmm wad else ne..today i went home myself coz moi nv go sch..wen,fungi n sh wanna watch cchms de match..haha long time since i went home alone..hee still e same conclusion..i dun like e feeling of being alone..i mean i love being wif my frends..i love e crowd..e laughters..i m not used to walking alone..thou at times it is nice..coz veri peaceful n e speed is much faster...yah..den today i walk home de time..i saw a road block far far away...but i still walk towards it..thinking that there may be some short cuts out from dere..hee but in fact there isn't..haha den i suddenly veri lame de felt that actually many times in life we knew that there will be no way out if we continue to head towards that direction...but we are still veri stubborn n do not wan to change e direction coz we r not willing to let go after wasting so much time n effort on it...haha den gotta one morale from this = even if ya had put in much time n effort..yet if u knew that failure is jus in front of ya..dun continue to "perserve" le..coz it will save ya from wasting more time n effort n cause yaself to be more hurt n tortured by the ending...
haha anyway paiseh..thats mi crapping again..i dunno why la..but i jus tends to do this everytime...n if ya dun understand also nbm nbm la..psps..hee anyway i came home early den wanna rest de..but in e end..i on com le jiu decided to change my blogskin..thou its not veri nice..but i love it..i love e words...hee i hope that we can live in a world where there will be no sadness..no tears..onli laughter n happiness for every single human being..
hao la..i shall end off here le..hee i pray that i will be well enff by tml..coz i veri qi-dai e events from tml to sun..all e matches n stuffs :D n yah take care every !!! stay happy always ok ! ya nv noe how much ya smile means to sum1..*ahem* i mean friends ard ya la ;p hee *laming*
][.hanging on.][
1/2 my wk is gone wif bball n stuffs...this wk is a "busy" one..tml got match..fri got sports meet..sat got trng..sun got match..i foresee not much time for any rest..but thats not e main pt..e main pt is..i m sick now..shugs..hao sick bu sick bian zai this period of time sick..i m not worried of thurs,sat n sun..but fri...how m i going to run my 800m event when i m onli able to breathe using my mouth...haiz...i dun tink i will be able to find sum1 to help mi run ba..coz like onli 2 days left huh?..sianz...
anyway lets drop so "depressing" de topic le..hmmm ytr had match wif aljunied..den took pic wif si hui n jiao lian again..haha jiao lian say :"take lots of times le leh ;p"..hee i tink so too..but when ya idol is right infront of ya..haha sumtimes ya will go siao ba ;p hee sunday gotta take again huh ;p hee jkjk...
den hmmm realli wanna thank my parents...coz they nowadays esp..veri supportive of mi..den ytr i did finish my hist le..eat medi jiu *bom* fell asleep..i ask em help mi draw n colour..dey jus helped mi..in e morning when i wakey..e nice piece of art was there..thankie..hee realli veri gan ji...
haha n hmmm wad else ne..today i went home myself coz moi nv go sch..wen,fungi n sh wanna watch cchms de match..haha long time since i went home alone..hee still e same conclusion..i dun like e feeling of being alone..i mean i love being wif my frends..i love e crowd..e laughters..i m not used to walking alone..thou at times it is nice..coz veri peaceful n e speed is much faster...yah..den today i walk home de time..i saw a road block far far away...but i still walk towards it..thinking that there may be some short cuts out from dere..hee but in fact there isn't..haha den i suddenly veri lame de felt that actually many times in life we knew that there will be no way out if we continue to head towards that direction...but we are still veri stubborn n do not wan to change e direction coz we r not willing to let go after wasting so much time n effort on it...haha den gotta one morale from this = even if ya had put in much time n effort..yet if u knew that failure is jus in front of ya..dun continue to "perserve" le..coz it will save ya from wasting more time n effort n cause yaself to be more hurt n tortured by the ending...
haha anyway paiseh..thats mi crapping again..i dunno why la..but i jus tends to do this everytime...n if ya dun understand also nbm nbm la..psps..hee anyway i came home early den wanna rest de..but in e end..i on com le jiu decided to change my blogskin..thou its not veri nice..but i love it..i love e words...hee i hope that we can live in a world where there will be no sadness..no tears..onli laughter n happiness for every single human being..
hao la..i shall end off here le..hee i pray that i will be well enff by tml..coz i veri qi-dai e events from tml to sun..all e matches n stuffs :D n yah take care every !!! stay happy always ok ! ya nv noe how much ya smile means to sum1..*ahem* i mean friends ard ya la ;p hee *laming*
][.hanging on.][
Monday, June 27, 2005
][.my current "situation".][
][.my current "situation".][
haha alright...for e past few days..i haf been wanting so much to blog...so much so much..coz i got too many things going on nowadays le...haha realli many things which i wanna blog n remind myself of jus in case i grow old n lose my memory...haha *laming*...
anyway lets start from friday ba..friday went bac to sch n played wif juniors vs scgs...haha played for 3 quads...hee den it rained..haha heavy rain..so nv play le...haha den coach send us down to 85 n had lunch there wif shi hui , sheryl n moi..den hmmm after that went home n went out to watch A Lot Like Love wif moi..haha its a nice show la...i mean not bad la..n it has a nice song...haha den hmmm after our show got so many "Live Telecast" la..all those couples..haha erm ya..dun say le...den went to TM to walk ard..coz waiting for si hui n li sian de fone call la ;p hee den met my parents on e 3rd level..den up e escaltor..4th floor..met wen n fungi..i saw both of em..den moi din..i was jus beating moi la..den 4 of us de yan shen jiao cha...we jus 2 by 2 de stand grounded to the ground den stare at each other..that moment i dunno how to describe...den after that bid gd bye to one another..went to eat BK wif moi..n chatted rather long de...hmmm n moi said sumthing veri meaningful "Everything ends where it begins"..i tink quite true ba...haha theres a start..theres gonna be a end..sumday...n i suddenly feel that..friendship realli is mus haf e same gong tong dian den can tang de lai ma?..i dunno..but i will look open a bit..*kan kai* thats wad moi tells mi..hehe but of coz i will still hold on de...
den wads nxt ??..hmmm haha also dunno...nxt wk gonna be another busy week wif bball n sports day n all my hols hw..haha gonna die le la !..but nbm nbm..look open a bit *kan kai yi dian*..den hmmm jus wanna tell all aljunied n combine (white) de players + take gd care of yaself...n yah ! nxt mon 4/7 is gonna be a youth day hols ! so haha 3/7 after e last u16 de aljunied cup..can fang xin de a bit later go home ba ;p hee jkjk
haha tml sch re-open le ! every1 haf a nice start + stay happy n take care always ok ! hehe...den wanna say jia u jia u...ya indiviual and special talent will yu dao a BO LE (sum1 who recognise u) de..continue to haf *XingXin* in yaself...jia u !
][.15.][
haha alright...for e past few days..i haf been wanting so much to blog...so much so much..coz i got too many things going on nowadays le...haha realli many things which i wanna blog n remind myself of jus in case i grow old n lose my memory...haha *laming*...
anyway lets start from friday ba..friday went bac to sch n played wif juniors vs scgs...haha played for 3 quads...hee den it rained..haha heavy rain..so nv play le...haha den coach send us down to 85 n had lunch there wif shi hui , sheryl n moi..den hmmm after that went home n went out to watch A Lot Like Love wif moi..haha its a nice show la...i mean not bad la..n it has a nice song...haha den hmmm after our show got so many "Live Telecast" la..all those couples..haha erm ya..dun say le...den went to TM to walk ard..coz waiting for si hui n li sian de fone call la ;p hee den met my parents on e 3rd level..den up e escaltor..4th floor..met wen n fungi..i saw both of em..den moi din..i was jus beating moi la..den 4 of us de yan shen jiao cha...we jus 2 by 2 de stand grounded to the ground den stare at each other..that moment i dunno how to describe...den after that bid gd bye to one another..went to eat BK wif moi..n chatted rather long de...hmmm n moi said sumthing veri meaningful "Everything ends where it begins"..i tink quite true ba...haha theres a start..theres gonna be a end..sumday...n i suddenly feel that..friendship realli is mus haf e same gong tong dian den can tang de lai ma?..i dunno..but i will look open a bit..*kan kai* thats wad moi tells mi..hehe but of coz i will still hold on de...
den wads nxt ??..hmmm haha also dunno...nxt wk gonna be another busy week wif bball n sports day n all my hols hw..haha gonna die le la !..but nbm nbm..look open a bit *kan kai yi dian*..den hmmm jus wanna tell all aljunied n combine (white) de players + take gd care of yaself...n yah ! nxt mon 4/7 is gonna be a youth day hols ! so haha 3/7 after e last u16 de aljunied cup..can fang xin de a bit later go home ba ;p hee jkjk
haha tml sch re-open le ! every1 haf a nice start + stay happy n take care always ok ! hehe...den wanna say jia u jia u...ya indiviual and special talent will yu dao a BO LE (sum1 who recognise u) de..continue to haf *XingXin* in yaself...jia u !
][.15.][
Friday, June 24, 2005
][.old le.][
][.old le.][
now here pain dere pain everywhere pain...pain
old mac donalds haf some pains
e ya e ya ooo
haha alright...jus mi laming again..hmmm jus changed a blogskin..coz e previous one spoil le ba..sad sad sia..hee coz cannot find nice nice de slam dunk le ;p hee but nbm nbm...nothing is forever de :D
den hmmm..so tired..both physically n mentally la..haha coz old le la..all e bones get "sour" veri easily..thankie mummy still help mi put "oil" here n dere to relieve e pain or else...haha i also dunno le...
haha wad else ne..i tink my hw..studies.. all doom le la...feel so agrh..my whole june hols...all "dedicate" to bball...haha like many others la..but i vvv slack n lazy la...*shugs*
and yah..hee tml going bac to play friendly against scgs wif juniors..hehe quite qi dai de la..but hmm haha bones breaking le..so tml can jus see see also gd le..den i suddenly wanna be referee..haha dunno why also..i mean for tml de game..coz i tink veri can train 1 person's confidence ? hehe dunno la..
everybody jia u n take care always la ! *5milez*
][.4 more onli.][
][.motivation.][
now here pain dere pain everywhere pain...pain
old mac donalds haf some pains
e ya e ya ooo
haha alright...jus mi laming again..hmmm jus changed a blogskin..coz e previous one spoil le ba..sad sad sia..hee coz cannot find nice nice de slam dunk le ;p hee but nbm nbm...nothing is forever de :D
den hmmm..so tired..both physically n mentally la..haha coz old le la..all e bones get "sour" veri easily..thankie mummy still help mi put "oil" here n dere to relieve e pain or else...haha i also dunno le...
haha wad else ne..i tink my hw..studies.. all doom le la...feel so agrh..my whole june hols...all "dedicate" to bball...haha like many others la..but i vvv slack n lazy la...*shugs*
and yah..hee tml going bac to play friendly against scgs wif juniors..hehe quite qi dai de la..but hmm haha bones breaking le..so tml can jus see see also gd le..den i suddenly wanna be referee..haha dunno why also..i mean for tml de game..coz i tink veri can train 1 person's confidence ? hehe dunno la..
everybody jia u n take care always la ! *5milez*
][.4 more onli.][
][.motivation.][
Monday, June 20, 2005
][.tangerine.][
][.tangerine.][
now i veri wu liao de reading tangerine...its quite a nice book la..den there's sumthing on pg67..which says sumthing like.."sumtimes u wuld wan e whole grp of frends with u..but sumtimes u wuld wan to keep em in separate compartments & haf em all to yaself.."
hee tink that "line" veri meaningful or maybe rather true to mi la..dunno how ya feel abt it...hehe..den hmmm nothing much ba..today watched lots of tv...den tml going out to try do my hw le ba..every1 jia u for ya hw la ;p hehe n take care always...
][.oxjy.][
now i veri wu liao de reading tangerine...its quite a nice book la..den there's sumthing on pg67..which says sumthing like.."sumtimes u wuld wan e whole grp of frends with u..but sumtimes u wuld wan to keep em in separate compartments & haf em all to yaself.."
hee tink that "line" veri meaningful or maybe rather true to mi la..dunno how ya feel abt it...hehe..den hmmm nothing much ba..today watched lots of tv...den tml going out to try do my hw le ba..every1 jia u for ya hw la ;p hehe n take care always...
][.oxjy.][
][.impact.][
][.impact.][
now i am sitting right in front of my com...
haf lots to blog n yet i haf no idea how to put em down in words...
hehe lame ba ;p but haf ya ever felt so too...
ming ming u haf lots to say de..but jiu shi dunno how to express yaself la...
haha hmmm maybe all i can say is thank you..hee
den wanna share sumthing wif all..i tink its quite nice la...
Duo Bi (hiding from the problem) Bu Yi Ding Duo De Guo ( ya may not be able to hide successfully)
Mian Dui (facing the problem) Bu Yi Ding Jui Nan Shou (may not be the worse feeling)
Gu Dan ( being alone) Bu Yi Ding Bu Kuai Le (dun mean that u wun be happy)
De Dao ( owning it ) Bu Yi Ding Neng Chang Jiu ( dun mean that u will own it forever)
Shi Qu (losing it) Bu Yi Ding Bu Zai You ( dun mean that u wun haf it again)
Zuan Sheng (turning back) Bu Yi Ding Jui Ruan Rou ( dun mean that u are a weak one)
Bie Ji Zhe Suo Bie Wu Xuan Ze ( dun be in a hurry to say that.." i haf no choice")
Bie Yi Wei Shi Shang Zhi You Dui Yu Cuo ( dun tink that there's only correct n wrong on earth)
Xu Duo Shi Qing De Da An Dou Bu Zhi You Yi Ge (dere are many things in life which do not only haf 1 sol...)
Yi Qie De Yi Qie Duo You Ying Ying Guo Guo ( everything in life haf its consequences)
Bu Xu Yao Wo Men Qu Bian Lun ( dun need us to question it)
Suo Yi Wo Men Yong Yuan You Lu Ke Yi Zhou ( so dere will always be a way out for us)
Ni Neng Zhao Dao Li You Nan Guo ( ya can find a reason to be sad)
Ye Yi Ding Neng Zhao Dao Li You Kuai Le (so ya will also be able to find a reason to be happy)
haha alright..dats abt all that i wanna share ba...hee hope ya all can understand ;p if not paiseh paiseh...hee n take care every1 ! time files...
][.motivator.impact.thanks.][
now i am sitting right in front of my com...
haf lots to blog n yet i haf no idea how to put em down in words...
hehe lame ba ;p but haf ya ever felt so too...
ming ming u haf lots to say de..but jiu shi dunno how to express yaself la...
haha hmmm maybe all i can say is thank you..hee
den wanna share sumthing wif all..i tink its quite nice la...
Duo Bi (hiding from the problem) Bu Yi Ding Duo De Guo ( ya may not be able to hide successfully)
Mian Dui (facing the problem) Bu Yi Ding Jui Nan Shou (may not be the worse feeling)
Gu Dan ( being alone) Bu Yi Ding Bu Kuai Le (dun mean that u wun be happy)
De Dao ( owning it ) Bu Yi Ding Neng Chang Jiu ( dun mean that u will own it forever)
Shi Qu (losing it) Bu Yi Ding Bu Zai You ( dun mean that u wun haf it again)
Zuan Sheng (turning back) Bu Yi Ding Jui Ruan Rou ( dun mean that u are a weak one)
Bie Ji Zhe Suo Bie Wu Xuan Ze ( dun be in a hurry to say that.." i haf no choice")
Bie Yi Wei Shi Shang Zhi You Dui Yu Cuo ( dun tink that there's only correct n wrong on earth)
Xu Duo Shi Qing De Da An Dou Bu Zhi You Yi Ge (dere are many things in life which do not only haf 1 sol...)
Yi Qie De Yi Qie Duo You Ying Ying Guo Guo ( everything in life haf its consequences)
Bu Xu Yao Wo Men Qu Bian Lun ( dun need us to question it)
Suo Yi Wo Men Yong Yuan You Lu Ke Yi Zhou ( so dere will always be a way out for us)
Ni Neng Zhao Dao Li You Nan Guo ( ya can find a reason to be sad)
Ye Yi Ding Neng Zhao Dao Li You Kuai Le (so ya will also be able to find a reason to be happy)
haha alright..dats abt all that i wanna share ba...hee hope ya all can understand ;p if not paiseh paiseh...hee n take care every1 ! time files...
][.motivator.impact.thanks.][
Sunday, June 19, 2005
][.touching song.][
][.touching song.][
for the past few days i haf been trying to find out wads the song at jing's de blog..coz to mi la..the song veri e nice..but its onli until today that i manage to find the lyrics..hee now my background song ish the song...i tink i will call it the touching song ba...haha hope u all like it too..and if ya haf this song in ya com de desktop..can send mi ma..thankie lots...
hmmm anyway today ish another so so day...haha rmb sum1 once asked mi...who say ppl haf to luff when they are happy n haf to cry when they are sad..hee suddenly thought of e qn...any1 haf an ans for it ma..
haha jus treat it that i crapping again ba...i m jus not in the right frame of mind now...jus noe that today ish e 1st combine match that i "witness" n play little while..n yah..combine de team mates all played veri well n realli veri qiang..hehe pei fu pei fu..haha den tml gotta match..jia u ba every1...
hee alright shall share e touching song de lyrics now...if not wrong..the song shuld be I will stand by you :
Oh why do you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry,
Let me see you through
Cause i've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you,
you don't know what to do
Nothing you can confess could make me love you less
I'll stand by you ,
I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you
So if your mad ,get mad , don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
And hey what you got to hide,I get angry too
But i'm a lot like you
When your standing at the cross roads don't know which paths to choose
Let me come along cause even if your wrong
I'll stand by you ,I'll stand by you won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me into your darkest hour And i'll never dessert you
I'll stand by you
And when the night falls on you baby your feeling all alone
you won't be on your own i'll stand by you ill stand by you,
I'll stand by you wont let anybody hurt you i'll stand by you
Take me into your darkest hour ,And i'll never dessert you
I'll stand by you.
][.motivation.][
for the past few days i haf been trying to find out wads the song at jing's de blog..coz to mi la..the song veri e nice..but its onli until today that i manage to find the lyrics..hee now my background song ish the song...i tink i will call it the touching song ba...haha hope u all like it too..and if ya haf this song in ya com de desktop..can send mi ma..thankie lots...
hmmm anyway today ish another so so day...haha rmb sum1 once asked mi...who say ppl haf to luff when they are happy n haf to cry when they are sad..hee suddenly thought of e qn...any1 haf an ans for it ma..
haha jus treat it that i crapping again ba...i m jus not in the right frame of mind now...jus noe that today ish e 1st combine match that i "witness" n play little while..n yah..combine de team mates all played veri well n realli veri qiang..hehe pei fu pei fu..haha den tml gotta match..jia u ba every1...
hee alright shall share e touching song de lyrics now...if not wrong..the song shuld be I will stand by you :
Oh why do you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry,
Let me see you through
Cause i've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you,
you don't know what to do
Nothing you can confess could make me love you less
I'll stand by you ,
I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you
So if your mad ,get mad , don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
And hey what you got to hide,I get angry too
But i'm a lot like you
When your standing at the cross roads don't know which paths to choose
Let me come along cause even if your wrong
I'll stand by you ,I'll stand by you won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me into your darkest hour And i'll never dessert you
I'll stand by you
And when the night falls on you baby your feeling all alone
you won't be on your own i'll stand by you ill stand by you,
I'll stand by you wont let anybody hurt you i'll stand by you
Take me into your darkest hour ,And i'll never dessert you
I'll stand by you.
][.motivation.][
Saturday, June 18, 2005
][.obligation.][.dream came true.][
][.obligation.][
hehe ytr was another "busy" day...went for project den went for bbq...rather tired for e bbq de...n rather moodless la...so left rather early...hehe
ytr be4 i left for bbq...huimin say sumthing like...somethings in life are jus obligation...u dun wan to do it...yet u haf to do it...she say ish desperate housewife de show say de...u may not feel like doing ya hw..but u mus...something like this ba...n i realli feel so sia...i tink many things in life is merely obligation...u dun wan...yet u haf to do it...haha sometimes i realli veri veri pei fu those who haf their own thinkings...they dun feel like doing sumthing..den jiu dun do...i guess i will nv haf e courage to do so de la...no matter how tired i am or wadsoever...i will still oblige...haha tootpid ba...or rather a coward ? hee i haf no idea..but also nbm...coz i m still glad that i choose to oblige...
haha alright...enff of my craps..hee rmb in previous blog i say i will blog if it came true..hee yeah...it realli did..and i m realli happy...haha thanksz for cuming true ;pPp
haha hao de...i guess i shuld end here le ba ;p gotta go rest n slack n study le..or else later going out again...hope today de match can be played successfully...dun postpone or wadsoever le ! *choi*
][.15.5.10.][
hehe ytr was another "busy" day...went for project den went for bbq...rather tired for e bbq de...n rather moodless la...so left rather early...hehe
ytr be4 i left for bbq...huimin say sumthing like...somethings in life are jus obligation...u dun wan to do it...yet u haf to do it...she say ish desperate housewife de show say de...u may not feel like doing ya hw..but u mus...something like this ba...n i realli feel so sia...i tink many things in life is merely obligation...u dun wan...yet u haf to do it...haha sometimes i realli veri veri pei fu those who haf their own thinkings...they dun feel like doing sumthing..den jiu dun do...i guess i will nv haf e courage to do so de la...no matter how tired i am or wadsoever...i will still oblige...haha tootpid ba...or rather a coward ? hee i haf no idea..but also nbm...coz i m still glad that i choose to oblige...
haha alright...enff of my craps..hee rmb in previous blog i say i will blog if it came true..hee yeah...it realli did..and i m realli happy...haha thanksz for cuming true ;pPp
haha hao de...i guess i shuld end here le ba ;p gotta go rest n slack n study le..or else later going out again...hope today de match can be played successfully...dun postpone or wadsoever le ! *choi*
][.15.5.10.][
Friday, June 17, 2005
][.i'll stand by you.][
][.i'll stand by you.][
wahaha jing !!! if u ever read this blog...pls tell mi wads the title of the song at ya blog ok..hee its jus so nice :D
haha alright..today shuld haf 2 matches de..but haha due to sum reason..i veri lazy to explain..den din get to play e 2nd match..haha no fate sia ;p
den hmmm tml my 2 big idols leaving in diff countries with diff teams to Bejing le..haha may both of them yi lu shun feng la..den hope they wun meet each other de team..or else i wun noe who to support le ;p hee..nantana idol jia you ! lingqin jiao lian aka idol jia you too ! hehe
haha den i rather qi-dai tml morning de..haha si hui mus remind mi ok..but hmmm i shall not qi-dai so much too...jus in case i get more disappointed...but *choi*...i pray pray la..hehe...if it cums true...tml will be a beautiful day...haha if it cums true...i will blog in my blog tml ;p haha pls i pray that i will..hee
][.I'll stand by you.][
][.pls.][
wahaha jing !!! if u ever read this blog...pls tell mi wads the title of the song at ya blog ok..hee its jus so nice :D
haha alright..today shuld haf 2 matches de..but haha due to sum reason..i veri lazy to explain..den din get to play e 2nd match..haha no fate sia ;p
den hmmm tml my 2 big idols leaving in diff countries with diff teams to Bejing le..haha may both of them yi lu shun feng la..den hope they wun meet each other de team..or else i wun noe who to support le ;p hee..nantana idol jia you ! lingqin jiao lian aka idol jia you too ! hehe
haha den i rather qi-dai tml morning de..haha si hui mus remind mi ok..but hmmm i shall not qi-dai so much too...jus in case i get more disappointed...but *choi*...i pray pray la..hehe...if it cums true...tml will be a beautiful day...haha if it cums true...i will blog in my blog tml ;p haha pls i pray that i will..hee
][.I'll stand by you.][
][.pls.][
Thursday, June 16, 2005
][.another day.another special one.][
][.another day.another special one.][
hee basically today ish jus another simple yet special day...
everyday is special...or rather every sec..coz ya jus got to experience sumthing different..hee alright mi and my craps again...
anyway hmmm i am looking forward to tml...dunno why also...but i am certain...i will definitely be real awake for both matches...esp aljunied u16...hehe
den hmmm wad else ne...haha orh yah...wanna blog a little abt my bao bei "friend" today...hee actually wanted to blog about her ytr de..but 4get la ;p..haha
==========My "Friend"==========
she is my 1st friend
15++ yrs had past , friends quarrel and fight...
however this friend had never left me fending for myself...
she is always here to protect me...
sometimes i find her a nag (paiseh)
sometimes i hope she will leave me alone
however at the end of the day
whenever i am afraid and scared
she is still the one which i run to
with her by my side
i feel safe
i am no longer the baby gal
however when i am sad
she knows...
i dun haf to show it out...
she knows the right word to comfort me...
she knows how i exactly feels
she knows how her baby gal feels and need...
and she is just here for her...
thank you my "friend"
thank you mummy
i love ya lots :D
==========My Mummy==========
haha yah...that special friend jiu shi my mummy...hee *laming*..but suddenly feel that my mummy ish getting nicer n nicer + cuter le ;p haha but paiseh to tell her la...so jus blog down ;p hee i hope she can feel it la ;p hee anyway thankie mummy...for ya 15++ yrs de love...haha daddy also la ;p
den hmmm haha now hor..wherever...whenever i go hor..deres sumthing for sure that i would hear..."haf u start ya preparation for ya "o"?"...haha wanna *faint* le la ;p hee jus pray that ppl wun ask le la ;p hee pls pls...i will study de...when i am ready ;p hee give mi a bit of time pls...haha
thats about all la ;p take gd care every1 esp those with injuries ! :D
][.iwdmbt.plamp.ip.iwnmyaaa.][
hee basically today ish jus another simple yet special day...
everyday is special...or rather every sec..coz ya jus got to experience sumthing different..hee alright mi and my craps again...
anyway hmmm i am looking forward to tml...dunno why also...but i am certain...i will definitely be real awake for both matches...esp aljunied u16...hehe
den hmmm wad else ne...haha orh yah...wanna blog a little abt my bao bei "friend" today...hee actually wanted to blog about her ytr de..but 4get la ;p..haha
==========My "Friend"==========
she is my 1st friend
15++ yrs had past , friends quarrel and fight...
however this friend had never left me fending for myself...
she is always here to protect me...
sometimes i find her a nag (paiseh)
sometimes i hope she will leave me alone
however at the end of the day
whenever i am afraid and scared
she is still the one which i run to
with her by my side
i feel safe
i am no longer the baby gal
however when i am sad
she knows...
i dun haf to show it out...
she knows the right word to comfort me...
she knows how i exactly feels
she knows how her baby gal feels and need...
and she is just here for her...
thank you my "friend"
thank you mummy
i love ya lots :D
==========My Mummy==========
haha yah...that special friend jiu shi my mummy...hee *laming*..but suddenly feel that my mummy ish getting nicer n nicer + cuter le ;p haha but paiseh to tell her la...so jus blog down ;p hee i hope she can feel it la ;p hee anyway thankie mummy...for ya 15++ yrs de love...haha daddy also la ;p
den hmmm haha now hor..wherever...whenever i go hor..deres sumthing for sure that i would hear..."haf u start ya preparation for ya "o"?"...haha wanna *faint* le la ;p hee jus pray that ppl wun ask le la ;p hee pls pls...i will study de...when i am ready ;p hee give mi a bit of time pls...haha
thats about all la ;p take gd care every1 esp those with injuries ! :D
][.iwdmbt.plamp.ip.iwnmyaaa.][
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
][.a day of sorrys.sorry.][
][.a day of sorrys.sorry.][
pardon mi...i always say ya mus be happy happy de live ya life...i always say "sad ah" ish jus my kou tou chan...but for today...pls pardon mi for saying sad ah for real...n sorry to many...
1st - sorry sh...realli paiseh for forgetting to call u at 12...hope ya wasn't too late and realli sorry...
2nd - sorry to sharon for being late...hee paiseh paiseh
3rd - sorry to aljunied team for "lou-ing" so many scgs de players today...realli din play hao hao ba...sorry sorry to cause u all so much trouble for helping mi take cover...
4th - jiao lian(s) sorry...
hai was jus chatting wif wen ytr abt each other de character...i guess wen ish correct ba...i m veri easily affected...realli...agrh agrh...feel so down on luck nowadays...so agrh...i realli tink i shuld not haf went to malaysia...cum bac le i jiu feel so...haiz...dunno how to say also...jus hope i will be able to be more focus n play hao lai on thurs...no more easy games le...need to focus n jia u le...dun wanna hai my team again...dun wanna say sorry to em anymore...
den hmmm shao ji pls take gd care of ya hand...jia u jia u...den every1 in aljunied kembagan jia u la !!! guess will rush down to watch n support aljunied youth team tml ba ;p jia u le every1 :D hee *xingxin*
i guess i will be alright tml...sorry for blogging sumthing so "depressing" n full of complains...hee every1 jia u & stay happy always ok :D after tonite i will be fine again...hee every1 also ok...mus believe that theres sunshine after e rain...n rainbow may even appear wow ! *winks*
][.nv felt in this way.for a long time le.sorry.][
pardon mi...i always say ya mus be happy happy de live ya life...i always say "sad ah" ish jus my kou tou chan...but for today...pls pardon mi for saying sad ah for real...n sorry to many...
1st - sorry sh...realli paiseh for forgetting to call u at 12...hope ya wasn't too late and realli sorry...
2nd - sorry to sharon for being late...hee paiseh paiseh
3rd - sorry to aljunied team for "lou-ing" so many scgs de players today...realli din play hao hao ba...sorry sorry to cause u all so much trouble for helping mi take cover...
4th - jiao lian(s) sorry...
hai was jus chatting wif wen ytr abt each other de character...i guess wen ish correct ba...i m veri easily affected...realli...agrh agrh...feel so down on luck nowadays...so agrh...i realli tink i shuld not haf went to malaysia...cum bac le i jiu feel so...haiz...dunno how to say also...jus hope i will be able to be more focus n play hao lai on thurs...no more easy games le...need to focus n jia u le...dun wanna hai my team again...dun wanna say sorry to em anymore...
den hmmm shao ji pls take gd care of ya hand...jia u jia u...den every1 in aljunied kembagan jia u la !!! guess will rush down to watch n support aljunied youth team tml ba ;p jia u le every1 :D hee *xingxin*
i guess i will be alright tml...sorry for blogging sumthing so "depressing" n full of complains...hee every1 jia u & stay happy always ok :D after tonite i will be fine again...hee every1 also ok...mus believe that theres sunshine after e rain...n rainbow may even appear wow ! *winks*
][.nv felt in this way.for a long time le.sorry.][
Monday, June 13, 2005
][.happening trip.][
][.happening trip.][
jus came bac from malaysia a few hours ago..n i wuld say it ish e most happening trip in my life..hee gotta quite lots to blog about..but be4 that..pardon mi..jus wanna share sumthing with i feel makes great sense to mi :
What is born will die
What has been gathered will be dispersed
What has been accumulated will be exhausted
What has been built up will collaspe
& What has been high will be brought low
This existence of ours is as transient as autumn clouds
To watch the birth and death of beings is like looking at the movements of a dance
A lifetime is like a flash of lightning in the sky
Rushing by, like a torrent down a steep mountain
haha alright..finish "sharing" le..paiseh paiseh..shall blog abt e happening trip le..
1. its happening coz..ytr went to theme park wif denise..sin hwee..hui min..jemima..shi min and ginny...den on our way bac the time..on the shuttle...there was onli 7 of us la..den suddenly a bigbig bunch of indian workers hop on to the shuttle la..n they were like surrounding us ?! den keep on shoot their dirty looks .. and say "wo ai ni" all those stuffs la...i dunno how others felt...but i guess every1 was veri veri afraid ba...but we acted calm and stuff la..den once we alight..we chiong!!! to the guys bungalow..coz we dun wanna let em noe where we stay..realli a veri scary n happening experience la..coz ish like at nite..den e tootpid afamosa ish so big...haha this make mi learns a lesson la...u nv experience it..u realli wun noes the real feeling de..so nv assume how others feel from today onwards ish 1 of my motives of life ? ;p haha jkjk
den 2nd happening thingy ish gotta caught for smuggling chewing gums in..so all e gums are gone...and realli paiseh to all that wan gums la ;p hee...i can say...the abv 2 are e scariest moments that i had encountered in life ba..haha realli veri scary n happening...n i swear i wuld nv wan to experience it anymore ba...
haha n yah yah...i suddenly rmb abt this indian woman on 67 who offer to allow mi to put e bigbig combine de converse bag on her lap...coz the bus was too crowded...agrh...so sad i din get a chance to thank her...realli wanna thank this lady a lot...nv met sum1 so nice be4...a complete stranger of a diff race summore...thanks lots auntie !!!
den hmmm...after this malaysia trip..i realli think being home ish the best thing of life le ! :D i love singapore..n most important...my home :D hee...i mean my family + frends...haha..den nowadays...read buddha de teachings...den i guess n believe...theres realli no forever de ba...but i still love e word "hen" (perserve/forever)..i still love it..hee *winks*
den hmmm i hope n pray that every1 will be happy happy..dun be angry or sad wif any1 ok..jus wanna share a short story :
1 day..a mother quarrelled with her son
the son set off with the father for a fishing trip
and on the way
the son died in a accident
can u imagine the pain and sufferings of the mother?
its not onli becoz she lost her son...
its also becoz..the last words she spoke to him were angry ones...
haha hao de...i finish blogging le ba...hee take goodie care ever1 + be happy ba..life ish short..so jus enjoy it ! ;p
][.fe.][
jus came bac from malaysia a few hours ago..n i wuld say it ish e most happening trip in my life..hee gotta quite lots to blog about..but be4 that..pardon mi..jus wanna share sumthing with i feel makes great sense to mi :
What is born will die
What has been gathered will be dispersed
What has been accumulated will be exhausted
What has been built up will collaspe
& What has been high will be brought low
This existence of ours is as transient as autumn clouds
To watch the birth and death of beings is like looking at the movements of a dance
A lifetime is like a flash of lightning in the sky
Rushing by, like a torrent down a steep mountain
haha alright..finish "sharing" le..paiseh paiseh..shall blog abt e happening trip le..
1. its happening coz..ytr went to theme park wif denise..sin hwee..hui min..jemima..shi min and ginny...den on our way bac the time..on the shuttle...there was onli 7 of us la..den suddenly a bigbig bunch of indian workers hop on to the shuttle la..n they were like surrounding us ?! den keep on shoot their dirty looks .. and say "wo ai ni" all those stuffs la...i dunno how others felt...but i guess every1 was veri veri afraid ba...but we acted calm and stuff la..den once we alight..we chiong!!! to the guys bungalow..coz we dun wanna let em noe where we stay..realli a veri scary n happening experience la..coz ish like at nite..den e tootpid afamosa ish so big...haha this make mi learns a lesson la...u nv experience it..u realli wun noes the real feeling de..so nv assume how others feel from today onwards ish 1 of my motives of life ? ;p haha jkjk
den 2nd happening thingy ish gotta caught for smuggling chewing gums in..so all e gums are gone...and realli paiseh to all that wan gums la ;p hee...i can say...the abv 2 are e scariest moments that i had encountered in life ba..haha realli veri scary n happening...n i swear i wuld nv wan to experience it anymore ba...
haha n yah yah...i suddenly rmb abt this indian woman on 67 who offer to allow mi to put e bigbig combine de converse bag on her lap...coz the bus was too crowded...agrh...so sad i din get a chance to thank her...realli wanna thank this lady a lot...nv met sum1 so nice be4...a complete stranger of a diff race summore...thanks lots auntie !!!
den hmmm...after this malaysia trip..i realli think being home ish the best thing of life le ! :D i love singapore..n most important...my home :D hee...i mean my family + frends...haha..den nowadays...read buddha de teachings...den i guess n believe...theres realli no forever de ba...but i still love e word "hen" (perserve/forever)..i still love it..hee *winks*
den hmmm i hope n pray that every1 will be happy happy..dun be angry or sad wif any1 ok..jus wanna share a short story :
1 day..a mother quarrelled with her son
the son set off with the father for a fishing trip
and on the way
the son died in a accident
can u imagine the pain and sufferings of the mother?
its not onli becoz she lost her son...
its also becoz..the last words she spoke to him were angry ones...
haha hao de...i finish blogging le ba...hee take goodie care ever1 + be happy ba..life ish short..so jus enjoy it ! ;p
][.fe.][
Friday, June 10, 2005
][.sadist?.maybe ba.][
][.sadist ?. maybe ba.][
haha "long" time nv hao hao de blog abt my life le ;p (thou no1 cares la hor) jus sort of packed my luggage..hee going off to malacca wif coucil on sat morning..den dunno mon wad time will reutrn..shugs i wan trng...i tink i gonna miss e ball man since now is almost everyday also in touch wif it de..anyway learnt quite lots of things these few days...
read 2 buddhist de books...no religous "promoting" here ah ;p its jus my own belief...hehe so dun nd to agree wif mi de la :D..read "working with anger" den rmb 1 line in particular : If that matter can be solved...go ahead n solved it n not get angry..If that matter can't be solved...den wads the point of getting angry in the 1st place ;p...hehe i loved this line...and i realli hope to put it into practice slowly...so that i wun hurt peeps wif harsh words which even sorry is useless..;p
den the 2nd book i read is "How to overcome your difficulties"...haha nice book...dunno how to say also...hehe nothing in particular caused mi to haf deep impression on...if there is then maybe its : Dun always pick on others...coz the negative parts of others are jus the reflection of yours..we are mirrors of 1 another... + Praises are always sweet n nice like sugars...but its critisim that cure us and make us a better person...coz critism ish jus like medicine..liang yao ku kou li yu bing
haha den hmmm today jus had e last match for our 1st round...vs nygh...they quite strong ba..haha i also not too sure...but sure to say is...today ish for so long since i fell n roll on the ground...haha alright...i sounds so lame rite...like i love to round on the ground or sumthing ;p hee but i maybe a bit sadist la..but i love to fall on the court...haha i mean fall n not sprain or hurt my legs n hands or even head la ;p i mean...i love the feeling of diving for the ball...coz its only during a match when playing bball on a court dat i wuld haf no other worries and jus dive...i guess its onli when on the court that i wuld haf e stupid "courage" to dive for e ball n fall not going to bother abt e consequences (injuries)...hehe coz in real life..where will ppl so stupid de purposely fall down n hurt themselves de ne ? ;p haha paiseh paiseh...i also dunno wad i laming aGaIn...
anyway...haha den speaking of matches...read from the book that...wad makes you feel that u'r team is the best and u deserve the win ?...every1 will feel that they are in the best team too...haha...i tink...every1 jus play hard n the rest is fate le ba ;p hee i haf no idea..but realli realli realli hope n pray pray that aljunied kembagan team will win e u16 title this time round...coz i will nv ever be u16 again le ;p and many others also la...other team de also...hee so all i can say ish...everybody esp aljunied team jus jia you ba !!! '',) *xingxin*
o n yah...mus haf xingxin wow mei ;p hee and take care everybody !!! esp gotta injuries de...pls take gd care ok '',) and may all ya injuries heal soon :D !
][.
haha "long" time nv hao hao de blog abt my life le ;p (thou no1 cares la hor) jus sort of packed my luggage..hee going off to malacca wif coucil on sat morning..den dunno mon wad time will reutrn..shugs i wan trng...i tink i gonna miss e ball man since now is almost everyday also in touch wif it de..anyway learnt quite lots of things these few days...
read 2 buddhist de books...no religous "promoting" here ah ;p its jus my own belief...hehe so dun nd to agree wif mi de la :D..read "working with anger" den rmb 1 line in particular : If that matter can be solved...go ahead n solved it n not get angry..If that matter can't be solved...den wads the point of getting angry in the 1st place ;p...hehe i loved this line...and i realli hope to put it into practice slowly...so that i wun hurt peeps wif harsh words which even sorry is useless..;p
den the 2nd book i read is "How to overcome your difficulties"...haha nice book...dunno how to say also...hehe nothing in particular caused mi to haf deep impression on...if there is then maybe its : Dun always pick on others...coz the negative parts of others are jus the reflection of yours..we are mirrors of 1 another... + Praises are always sweet n nice like sugars...but its critisim that cure us and make us a better person...coz critism ish jus like medicine..liang yao ku kou li yu bing
haha den hmmm today jus had e last match for our 1st round...vs nygh...they quite strong ba..haha i also not too sure...but sure to say is...today ish for so long since i fell n roll on the ground...haha alright...i sounds so lame rite...like i love to round on the ground or sumthing ;p hee but i maybe a bit sadist la..but i love to fall on the court...haha i mean fall n not sprain or hurt my legs n hands or even head la ;p i mean...i love the feeling of diving for the ball...coz its only during a match when playing bball on a court dat i wuld haf no other worries and jus dive...i guess its onli when on the court that i wuld haf e stupid "courage" to dive for e ball n fall not going to bother abt e consequences (injuries)...hehe coz in real life..where will ppl so stupid de purposely fall down n hurt themselves de ne ? ;p haha paiseh paiseh...i also dunno wad i laming aGaIn...
anyway...haha den speaking of matches...read from the book that...wad makes you feel that u'r team is the best and u deserve the win ?...every1 will feel that they are in the best team too...haha...i tink...every1 jus play hard n the rest is fate le ba ;p hee i haf no idea..but realli realli realli hope n pray pray that aljunied kembagan team will win e u16 title this time round...coz i will nv ever be u16 again le ;p and many others also la...other team de also...hee so all i can say ish...everybody esp aljunied team jus jia you ba !!! '',) *xingxin*
o n yah...mus haf xingxin wow mei ;p hee and take care everybody !!! esp gotta injuries de...pls take gd care ok '',) and may all ya injuries heal soon :D !
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005
][.its been a long time.][
][.its been a long time.][
8 years had gone by...
seeing ya grow as days past by...
from the innocent one to a mature one...
dere are changes...
definetly dere are...
but seeing you almost everyday had blinded mi of em...
however deres one thing i am sure of...
ya are meant to be my friend for life...
i know u dun believe in forever...
sumtimes i look at our photos...
recall all those memories...
u are realli a "sister" to mi...
taking care of mi without complaning and asking for anything in return...
i know i m stubborn at times and u had tolerated em all...
however u still tells me the truth when u must...
they may be hurtful but they are always useful...
they made mi grow stronger...
they made mi realise lots of things...
its all becoz i haf u as my friend...
sum1 whom i can always rely on...
its all becoz of this friendship that i am able to believe in true friendship...
its all becoz of ya that i am not afraid to make friends...
its becoz of ya that sum of my friendship last...
its all becoz of ya that i noe how to "treat" peeps ard mi...
i wuld not say i understand ya...
coz no1 on earth will be able to understand another person...
never will this happen...
ya always haf your own thinkings which i find it hard to agree upon at times...
however i m sure...u dun need my agreement...
i m certain...u know wad u are doing...
i dunno how long more will our friendship last...
i can foresee a diff way of life that we are gonna lead...
each of us going our ways...
i am afraid...
afraid of the loneliness ahead without a friend like you...
thou there are many other good friends...
if i am not wrong...
you told mi you are not gd wif words n will always choose to keep things to your heart...
hence i jus wanna tell you...
i am opp from you...
i jus wanna tell you...
its been a wonderful journey knowing you...
thanks for this friendship that you had gave mi...
i realli pray hard that we will be friends for life...
i noe...life ish a journey that diff friends will keep ya company at diff stage...
but jus wanna say...
i will be jus a phone call away whenever u need a listening ear...
i promise..if u jus need a shoulder..i will be dere...
however...u are always the strong one...
no matter wad happens...u had nv cried...
unlike mi...a cry baby...
no matter wad my friend...
i pray hard...
pray that our friendship will last...
even if we lost contact n stuffs...
i jus wan you to know...
i had nv regret knowing you...
thou we quarrel n fight...
so wuld u jus cum to this blog...if we ever lose contact...
if this blog , our numbers had changed...
i believe that our friendship will haf e strong affinity to bring us together again...
i believe...
sorry peeps...thats jus mi crapping again...was on the phone wif a friend...den suddenly veri sianz so wanna write a "poem"...thou its more like a crap ba...haha jus wanna tell this friend--> good luck n jia u for tml...or rather today...dun be afraid...i am sure it will be over soon de...and the pain ish ya can endure de...coz i believe in ya..my friend ;p haha dun puke ok...i noe u feel like puking le.."
and hmmm to all my friends or rather any1...be brave...u r stronger than wad u believe...dun too sad le ok...
][.life journey.][
8 years had gone by...
seeing ya grow as days past by...
from the innocent one to a mature one...
dere are changes...
definetly dere are...
but seeing you almost everyday had blinded mi of em...
however deres one thing i am sure of...
ya are meant to be my friend for life...
i know u dun believe in forever...
sumtimes i look at our photos...
recall all those memories...
u are realli a "sister" to mi...
taking care of mi without complaning and asking for anything in return...
i know i m stubborn at times and u had tolerated em all...
however u still tells me the truth when u must...
they may be hurtful but they are always useful...
they made mi grow stronger...
they made mi realise lots of things...
its all becoz i haf u as my friend...
sum1 whom i can always rely on...
its all becoz of this friendship that i am able to believe in true friendship...
its all becoz of ya that i am not afraid to make friends...
its becoz of ya that sum of my friendship last...
its all becoz of ya that i noe how to "treat" peeps ard mi...
i wuld not say i understand ya...
coz no1 on earth will be able to understand another person...
never will this happen...
ya always haf your own thinkings which i find it hard to agree upon at times...
however i m sure...u dun need my agreement...
i m certain...u know wad u are doing...
i dunno how long more will our friendship last...
i can foresee a diff way of life that we are gonna lead...
each of us going our ways...
i am afraid...
afraid of the loneliness ahead without a friend like you...
thou there are many other good friends...
if i am not wrong...
you told mi you are not gd wif words n will always choose to keep things to your heart...
hence i jus wanna tell you...
i am opp from you...
i jus wanna tell you...
its been a wonderful journey knowing you...
thanks for this friendship that you had gave mi...
i realli pray hard that we will be friends for life...
i noe...life ish a journey that diff friends will keep ya company at diff stage...
but jus wanna say...
i will be jus a phone call away whenever u need a listening ear...
i promise..if u jus need a shoulder..i will be dere...
however...u are always the strong one...
no matter wad happens...u had nv cried...
unlike mi...a cry baby...
no matter wad my friend...
i pray hard...
pray that our friendship will last...
even if we lost contact n stuffs...
i jus wan you to know...
i had nv regret knowing you...
thou we quarrel n fight...
so wuld u jus cum to this blog...if we ever lose contact...
if this blog , our numbers had changed...
i believe that our friendship will haf e strong affinity to bring us together again...
i believe...
sorry peeps...thats jus mi crapping again...was on the phone wif a friend...den suddenly veri sianz so wanna write a "poem"...thou its more like a crap ba...haha jus wanna tell this friend--> good luck n jia u for tml...or rather today...dun be afraid...i am sure it will be over soon de...and the pain ish ya can endure de...coz i believe in ya..my friend ;p haha dun puke ok...i noe u feel like puking le.."
and hmmm to all my friends or rather any1...be brave...u r stronger than wad u believe...dun too sad le ok...
][.life journey.][
Monday, June 06, 2005
][.5tar Runner.][
][.5tar Runner.][
i was supposed to be guai n do hw...but i veri sianz so watch Star Runner...wahaha so gan ren...touching touching...haha vanness wu in that show = Bond..wahaha his determination veri qiang de...haha den he last round fight wif e tank de time...so touching...so got sportsmanship both of em...hehe pei fu pei fu...
anyway thats jus mi crapping...so bored...haha hmmm nothing much le ba ;p shall go slack ard a while ;p hehe take care every1 :D !!!
][.I am afraid.but i am sure too.Jus gotta take and let go at e same time.][
i was supposed to be guai n do hw...but i veri sianz so watch Star Runner...wahaha so gan ren...touching touching...haha vanness wu in that show = Bond..wahaha his determination veri qiang de...haha den he last round fight wif e tank de time...so touching...so got sportsmanship both of em...hehe pei fu pei fu...
anyway thats jus mi crapping...so bored...haha hmmm nothing much le ba ;p shall go slack ard a while ;p hehe take care every1 :D !!!
][.I am afraid.but i am sure too.Jus gotta take and let go at e same time.][
Saturday, June 04, 2005
][.post.][
][.post.][
haha today jus had match => aljunied (red) vs rgs...won...nice game aljunied team...
but also let mi noe how lan a center i m...can't even do a proper post against a c div team...haiyo...*wakey*wakey* no post how to be center ?... haiz...
alright..enff of ju shang stuffs le...hmmm today quite tiring de la (got trng too);p but i guess there are many others who are even tired..eg..jasmin,van etc etc..den after trng went to mac wif sh n cas...haha sh...e thingy that u said that day...e 1 pt against cedar n (forget e other team le) cas realli said again today leh ;p haha i almost lol till peng ;p haha
den hmmm ytr sign e vj thing le..no turing back le ba :D n i wun la...but rather worried for my studies de...wanted to revise during this june hols..but everyday i m out...out on e court ( our playground..ms leo say de) jus like many others..but i gotta admit...like wad ms teo says...i m onli awake on court...my stamina veri lan de...reach home jiu 1.2.3 slp..zZz like this how to study ? i also haf no idea la ;p gotta find some motivation le ;p hee
alright i shall end here le...sorry this blog rather messy de...coz i also haf no idea wad i blogging...take care la every1 !
o n yah yah..tml ish da dui vs home u...i will definetely go n watch de...da dui jia u !!! haha n jiao lian aka idol (lqjl) jia u jia u also !
][.give mi some time.n trust.i will.][
haha today jus had match => aljunied (red) vs rgs...won...nice game aljunied team...
but also let mi noe how lan a center i m...can't even do a proper post against a c div team...haiyo...*wakey*wakey* no post how to be center ?... haiz...
alright..enff of ju shang stuffs le...hmmm today quite tiring de la (got trng too);p but i guess there are many others who are even tired..eg..jasmin,van etc etc..den after trng went to mac wif sh n cas...haha sh...e thingy that u said that day...e 1 pt against cedar n (forget e other team le) cas realli said again today leh ;p haha i almost lol till peng ;p haha
den hmmm ytr sign e vj thing le..no turing back le ba :D n i wun la...but rather worried for my studies de...wanted to revise during this june hols..but everyday i m out...out on e court ( our playground..ms leo say de) jus like many others..but i gotta admit...like wad ms teo says...i m onli awake on court...my stamina veri lan de...reach home jiu 1.2.3 slp..zZz like this how to study ? i also haf no idea la ;p gotta find some motivation le ;p hee
alright i shall end here le...sorry this blog rather messy de...coz i also haf no idea wad i blogging...take care la every1 !
o n yah yah..tml ish da dui vs home u...i will definetely go n watch de...da dui jia u !!! haha n jiao lian aka idol (lqjl) jia u jia u also !
][.give mi some time.n trust.i will.][
Thursday, June 02, 2005
][.3:2....4:1.][.i m scared.][
][.3:2...4:1.][.i m scared.][
i m feeling down down...i m scared...veri scared...read jing's blog...guess wen + fungi + jing going tjc together ba...den moi also 50:50...haiz i dunno...i can sense a 3:2 or 4:1 cuming soon...feel veri scared...scared for getting separated from em...knew this day gonna cum some day...knew it will cum when we reach jc...but nv knew it wuld be so scary...Gu Dan De Gan Jue...hao kong bu...wo xiang ku...
anyway today went to watch match...sort of one-sided de...haha dun realli haf mood to blog abt e match...but all of em played well la :D n moi n i so qiao de wore e same shirt...den cindy coach was like...errrmmm u all dun nd to even wear e same shirt de ba...haha *pengz*..moi nxt time dun so xin ling xiang tong le la...
haha n yah...today ish ling qin jiao lian de training...haha so fun...gotta more breaks de...den more relaxed too...hee but i can sense my physical "fitness" dunno go where le la...all gone le ;p mus go for "trngs" le..hee
i pray that it wun happen
i hope to convience myself that it wun
but if i do so
i am sure that i am just decieving myself
pure deceiving...
i pray that all of us can be strong...
coz i believe that all ya choices will be leading ya to where ya realli wan...
no matter wad happen...
i will support ya all
even if i m not by ya sides anymore...
believe mi...
i will always keep ya all in my soul...
one day more than forever...
once = forever
][.dang ni pong dao she me kun nan.wo hui shou zai ni de shen pang.pei ni fan guo zhe yi zuo shan.][
i m feeling down down...i m scared...veri scared...read jing's blog...guess wen + fungi + jing going tjc together ba...den moi also 50:50...haiz i dunno...i can sense a 3:2 or 4:1 cuming soon...feel veri scared...scared for getting separated from em...knew this day gonna cum some day...knew it will cum when we reach jc...but nv knew it wuld be so scary...Gu Dan De Gan Jue...hao kong bu...wo xiang ku...
anyway today went to watch match...sort of one-sided de...haha dun realli haf mood to blog abt e match...but all of em played well la :D n moi n i so qiao de wore e same shirt...den cindy coach was like...errrmmm u all dun nd to even wear e same shirt de ba...haha *pengz*..moi nxt time dun so xin ling xiang tong le la...
haha n yah...today ish ling qin jiao lian de training...haha so fun...gotta more breaks de...den more relaxed too...hee but i can sense my physical "fitness" dunno go where le la...all gone le ;p mus go for "trngs" le..hee
i pray that it wun happen
i hope to convience myself that it wun
but if i do so
i am sure that i am just decieving myself
pure deceiving...
i pray that all of us can be strong...
coz i believe that all ya choices will be leading ya to where ya realli wan...
no matter wad happen...
i will support ya all
even if i m not by ya sides anymore...
believe mi...
i will always keep ya all in my soul...
one day more than forever...
once = forever
][.dang ni pong dao she me kun nan.wo hui shou zai ni de shen pang.pei ni fan guo zhe yi zuo shan.][
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
][.1/6/2005.my 1st day at work.my happy day.unforgettable day.][
][.1/6/2005.my 1st day at work.my happy day.unforgettable day.][
haha today ish a happy day...its gonna be an unforgettable day too :D hee..muhahah wahahah wooohoooo haha *laming*
haha anyway today ish 1st day at "work"..hee my 1st real pay ;p
lets start from e veri start...so its gonna be long :D
haha today supposed to worked as table official for e aljunied cup u16 wif moi,yaqi and elaine de...wif ling qin + daisy + cindy as our Ic...hehe den supposed to report to work at 2pm..but i overslept..so met moi le..den a bit de late la ;p haha we reached ard 2:05pm..den ling qin coach n elaine was dere le...i guess yaqi also long long ago reach le ;p den went to buy things or wad la ;p anyway ling qin coach n elaine was setting up things at 121..den we try to help la ;p after that ling qin coach jiu ask us go 127 wif her...haha
=====the day begins=====
haha so we went to e store rm to get those equiments..haha n e wall ish so low la ;p so lingqin jiao lian bend until veri xin ku..den i stand outside..den moi jiu say..that ish her job..coz her head wun be bang..den jiu luff n luff la ;p coz e trolley ish faulty de :D haha den we went to set-up those score board n stuffs...haha i tink jiao lian was bei wo make until can faint la ;p coz i veri veri de lousy wif those wires n stuff...den she jiu ask u all nv study physics de ah ;p den told her i took bio n chem..she jiu say..now this kind of combi veri pop. is it ;p hehe den chat a bit la ;p...
finally we set everything up le ;p den 1st match comence...haha scgs vs unity...wahaha there's this unity gal which super looks like moi pri sch de style la ;p from looks to style of playing to...wahaha everything :p...den ling qin jiao lian bought moi n mi this 1.5l de 100plus...haha n e referee was huang jiao lian ;p haha anyway e match jiu play play le ;p den 2nd match...shohoku vs gryphons (b)...but e referee haven cum or sumthing...den ling qin jiao lian asked if can shoot balls not...den e referee say ok la ;p den we jiu ask jiao lian if we can shoot balls not ;p as we are wearing sandals..she jiu say..ok la ;p but dun luan luan pao ;p..so shoot shoot a bit...moi n mi jiu gotta e same thinking...haha wanna play 2 on 1 wif jiao lian ;p but haha jiao lian say we wear sandals...so its out of qn ;p den she say AbC jiu ok la ;p so we say abt e rules...den start a while le..jiu..haha felt something...~rAiN~...wahaha chiong to keep all e stuff ;p e score board ish e 1st thing..den jiu went to e flat to bi yu...haha
===Bi Yu-ing===
haha while we were getting sum shelter...we chatted la...den tok abt coach de sec sch n jc..den blah blah...den abt moi young de time de hair style..den wanted to see her china doll hair de pic..so i browse thru my wallet n showed jiao lian e sec1 de ;p den she jiu say lucky i cut hair ;p or else...looks more like fillipino ;p haha anyway..jiao lian also said..she dun rmb mi at seba ! haha she rmb every1 jiu shi not mi la ;p coz i was wif long hair ;p den she say cannot imagine mi wif long hair ;p wahaha anyway while browsing thru e fotos ;p i saw e one which i took wif jiao lian..den i jiu veri wan her to sign it la for memo or anything ;p hehe..so i jiu took it out n ask moi ;p haha to help mi...so moi jiu asked her la ;p den ling qin jiao lian veri funny lo...she was like..haha erm...can dun sign not..write name la ;p nobody asked for my signature be4 leh..hehe my signature veri ugly de ;p..haha den jiu veri gao xiao la ;p den she jiu say...e blk 122 so obvious dere...den so dark..where to sign..den blah blah....in e end she jiu wrote sumthing behind e pic la :D hehe..but in e end...still nv sign ;p onli write name n a short msg...wahaha nbm nbm...enff le :D hehe..after all those..haha e rain stopped le ;p we went to set up e stuffs...den haha heaven playing wif us la ;p...rain again :D...we took out everything n went for shelter again...den it stops again...so e we set up le den rain again..haha lei si le la ;p but jiao lian more cham..coz those referee veri e keep on ask her this n that..den she mus handle em..and e teams..n e phone calls..so ke lian man ;p if i were her i guess i sure ask em to diam de ;p haha jkjk..
anyway e rain finally stop..den we jiu set up everything n e games continues...do e same thing over n over..den evening time like this..cindy coach came..n bought us dinner...den ling qin jiao lian ate le jiu went off for trng wif hui hui n daisy senior...haha n yah..they gotta so many bags sia ;p ling qin jiao lian gotta one flower pattern de cloth bag...one pouch...one her normal bag..haha so many sia...den cindy jiao lian gotta one pouch..one sling bag..2 bigbig files..haha anyway..jiu shi do e same things la ;p den cindy coach bought us barley too ;p den be4 ling qin jiao lian left for her trng..she gave us m&m chocs...hehe mini de...she say in case hungry la ;p den jiu left le...
haha den jiu cindy coach wif us...den jiu ask us keep stuffs together..den say u all not scare e things bei steal ah..den say ling qin jiao lian like veri blur n tired today..coz she sick...haha yah lo...den hui hui got ask why her voice like this..den she (lgjl) say veri sexy hor ;p haha anyway..jus copy those papers (payment slips) n press e scores etc etc la ;p tungsan vs pierce sec was e last game...tungsan quite not bad de ... as in pierce ish not too strong coz they still young..den coach cindy also say tungsan veri sporty...as in they nv toy wif pierce la ;p nv bully em...like big bro play wif small bro de game...veri funni...but also got sportsmanship de...nv like wan to trash e pierce sec la ;p thou their diff ish ard 40 ? haha but realli nv toy ard..hehe
den end of day le...we packed n left...to 121 to help pack a bit...den haha moi de newspaper was took away by team manager..coz of sum haha "mis communications" haha ;p jkjk den cindy coach treat us to malay food den huang jiao lian sent us home...haha
haha today ish a veri fun day...hehe thankie all coaches + moi la!!! haha nice nice de day...unforgettable too :D muhaha now i shall be off to slp wif 5weet dreams + wonderful memories...haha n tml gotta trng..hee looking forward to it :D...hehe 1/6/2005
][.i will.][
haha today ish a happy day...its gonna be an unforgettable day too :D hee..muhahah wahahah wooohoooo haha *laming*
haha anyway today ish 1st day at "work"..hee my 1st real pay ;p
lets start from e veri start...so its gonna be long :D
haha today supposed to worked as table official for e aljunied cup u16 wif moi,yaqi and elaine de...wif ling qin + daisy + cindy as our Ic...hehe den supposed to report to work at 2pm..but i overslept..so met moi le..den a bit de late la ;p haha we reached ard 2:05pm..den ling qin coach n elaine was dere le...i guess yaqi also long long ago reach le ;p den went to buy things or wad la ;p anyway ling qin coach n elaine was setting up things at 121..den we try to help la ;p after that ling qin coach jiu ask us go 127 wif her...haha
=====the day begins=====
haha so we went to e store rm to get those equiments..haha n e wall ish so low la ;p so lingqin jiao lian bend until veri xin ku..den i stand outside..den moi jiu say..that ish her job..coz her head wun be bang..den jiu luff n luff la ;p coz e trolley ish faulty de :D haha den we went to set-up those score board n stuffs...haha i tink jiao lian was bei wo make until can faint la ;p coz i veri veri de lousy wif those wires n stuff...den she jiu ask u all nv study physics de ah ;p den told her i took bio n chem..she jiu say..now this kind of combi veri pop. is it ;p hehe den chat a bit la ;p...
finally we set everything up le ;p den 1st match comence...haha scgs vs unity...wahaha there's this unity gal which super looks like moi pri sch de style la ;p from looks to style of playing to...wahaha everything :p...den ling qin jiao lian bought moi n mi this 1.5l de 100plus...haha n e referee was huang jiao lian ;p haha anyway e match jiu play play le ;p den 2nd match...shohoku vs gryphons (b)...but e referee haven cum or sumthing...den ling qin jiao lian asked if can shoot balls not...den e referee say ok la ;p den we jiu ask jiao lian if we can shoot balls not ;p as we are wearing sandals..she jiu say..ok la ;p but dun luan luan pao ;p..so shoot shoot a bit...moi n mi jiu gotta e same thinking...haha wanna play 2 on 1 wif jiao lian ;p but haha jiao lian say we wear sandals...so its out of qn ;p den she say AbC jiu ok la ;p so we say abt e rules...den start a while le..jiu..haha felt something...~rAiN~...wahaha chiong to keep all e stuff ;p e score board ish e 1st thing..den jiu went to e flat to bi yu...haha
===Bi Yu-ing===
haha while we were getting sum shelter...we chatted la...den tok abt coach de sec sch n jc..den blah blah...den abt moi young de time de hair style..den wanted to see her china doll hair de pic..so i browse thru my wallet n showed jiao lian e sec1 de ;p den she jiu say lucky i cut hair ;p or else...looks more like fillipino ;p haha anyway..jiao lian also said..she dun rmb mi at seba ! haha she rmb every1 jiu shi not mi la ;p coz i was wif long hair ;p den she say cannot imagine mi wif long hair ;p wahaha anyway while browsing thru e fotos ;p i saw e one which i took wif jiao lian..den i jiu veri wan her to sign it la for memo or anything ;p hehe..so i jiu took it out n ask moi ;p haha to help mi...so moi jiu asked her la ;p den ling qin jiao lian veri funny lo...she was like..haha erm...can dun sign not..write name la ;p nobody asked for my signature be4 leh..hehe my signature veri ugly de ;p..haha den jiu veri gao xiao la ;p den she jiu say...e blk 122 so obvious dere...den so dark..where to sign..den blah blah....in e end she jiu wrote sumthing behind e pic la :D hehe..but in e end...still nv sign ;p onli write name n a short msg...wahaha nbm nbm...enff le :D hehe..after all those..haha e rain stopped le ;p we went to set up e stuffs...den haha heaven playing wif us la ;p...rain again :D...we took out everything n went for shelter again...den it stops again...so e we set up le den rain again..haha lei si le la ;p but jiao lian more cham..coz those referee veri e keep on ask her this n that..den she mus handle em..and e teams..n e phone calls..so ke lian man ;p if i were her i guess i sure ask em to diam de ;p haha jkjk..
anyway e rain finally stop..den we jiu set up everything n e games continues...do e same thing over n over..den evening time like this..cindy coach came..n bought us dinner...den ling qin jiao lian ate le jiu went off for trng wif hui hui n daisy senior...haha n yah..they gotta so many bags sia ;p ling qin jiao lian gotta one flower pattern de cloth bag...one pouch...one her normal bag..haha so many sia...den cindy jiao lian gotta one pouch..one sling bag..2 bigbig files..haha anyway..jiu shi do e same things la ;p den cindy coach bought us barley too ;p den be4 ling qin jiao lian left for her trng..she gave us m&m chocs...hehe mini de...she say in case hungry la ;p den jiu left le...
haha den jiu cindy coach wif us...den jiu ask us keep stuffs together..den say u all not scare e things bei steal ah..den say ling qin jiao lian like veri blur n tired today..coz she sick...haha yah lo...den hui hui got ask why her voice like this..den she (lgjl) say veri sexy hor ;p haha anyway..jus copy those papers (payment slips) n press e scores etc etc la ;p tungsan vs pierce sec was e last game...tungsan quite not bad de ... as in pierce ish not too strong coz they still young..den coach cindy also say tungsan veri sporty...as in they nv toy wif pierce la ;p nv bully em...like big bro play wif small bro de game...veri funni...but also got sportsmanship de...nv like wan to trash e pierce sec la ;p thou their diff ish ard 40 ? haha but realli nv toy ard..hehe
den end of day le...we packed n left...to 121 to help pack a bit...den haha moi de newspaper was took away by team manager..coz of sum haha "mis communications" haha ;p jkjk den cindy coach treat us to malay food den huang jiao lian sent us home...haha
haha today ish a veri fun day...hehe thankie all coaches + moi la!!! haha nice nice de day...unforgettable too :D muhaha now i shall be off to slp wif 5weet dreams + wonderful memories...haha n tml gotta trng..hee looking forward to it :D...hehe 1/6/2005
][.i will.][
Sunday, May 29, 2005
][.respect ya 5.10.15.][
][.respect ya 5.10.15.][
sad...sad...sad...sad...sad...today i realli wanna say...5ad ah...and this time i mean it de...haiz...what a sad day...had "debate" wif mummy for e whole day...but now thats not why i sad le la ;p
now i sad coz...aljunied de seniors lost...
53 : 54...so saddening...they realli veri ping...as in both teams la...but still sad la ;p haiz...
start of e match..seniors were leading...den slowly they caught up la ;p den 4th quad last 2 secs like this...chong ghee leading by 2..48:50...den ling qin jiao liao got 2 free throws...everybody was like screaming like mad la...e whole stadium de atmosphere...onli 1 word can describe...5cary...maybe coz i always gan chiong...but i realli tink its veri 5tress de gan jue ba...as in...ppl who support u will pray for e ball to get in (pressure all on ya) den those ppl who dun support u will shout n shout dun wan e ball in (pressure also dere)...den is those kind of deciding pt...haiyo dunno wad i crapping la...anyway i was jus praying n praying n still praying...i dun dare to watch coach shoot e 2 free throws...i was jus praying...dun dare to watch her shoot..i also dunno why...haha maybe coz she my idol ba...den after e 1st shot...everybody scream...i jiu open my eyes n ask moi...den moi say...yeah score le...den 2nd shot i geng bu gan see...so i close my eyes n pray again...den ole...she scored again...realli my pro pro pro idol aka jiao liao...den moi mentioned that nantana idol also shot in e free throws n den save thailand de day...but i haha a bit ears block la ;p din realli concentrate on listening to moi...onli veri qin xin n glad n proud n happy dat e 2 free throws were in..
den jiu OT le ;p i wun say jiao liao save e day la ;p coz a match ish whole team de effort de...but jus wanna say...she realli pro...coz shooting under that atmosphere...is definitely not easy de...( at least to mi la ) so be it luck or wadever others may say...i still tink ish mental 5trength...pro pro...
den OT...they play play...52:54...again ling qin jiao liao gotta free throw...last 5 secs like this...this time round...i dun dare to see again...jus pray n pray...sadly e 1st ball din went in...den i continue praying...2nd ball went in...*phew*...but everything ended wif e last whistle...
match end le...we gather together to give them 3 cheers...n there is this qian bian de tanglin cc peeps..but nbm dun care em...they got who they support...we got who we support...
den after 3 cheers...gen..qiao xin..april..yu hao..fion..jasmin..jia hui they all left le..den moi n mi jiu stay n watch e stadium..e stadium at nite..still quite nice de...den jiu tok abt e past matches...hai lose match by 1 pt or 2 is e worst kinda of gan jue ba...esp if u get e last shot...u tends to feel e zui er gan ba...hope lqjl wun feel like this...coz feel sad for all e seniors...
den after they left...e da dui also man man de walk out le..mi n moi jiu walk also..den lqjl in front of us wif her bf..can feel e sad sad de gan jue...den we jiu quiet quiet de walk behind..den suddenly she stopped n walked a bit closer to moi n mi la ;p den jiu "catch" moi de arm den say..i heard that..thank you..(haha moi mus be shocked dao si diao ba) den after that she also..did e same thing n say e same thing to mi la ( haha i shocked n sad n blur dao si diao)...agrh so sad...moi also sad le...so i erm...haha dun nd to say ba...jiao liao jia you jia you...seniors also jia you jia you...n jus wanna tell jiao liao...ya "save" e day for once le...ya gave e team a 2nd chance...so jus hope that she wun be too remorseful...ya all roxz...
and yah..this cuming tues got match against e chong ghee u16..haiyo...shi hui jus told mi shuld be got gwen..n e bgss de no9..den zi hui also in...agrh...still say wanna win de...now i a bit dong yao le...gwen leh..she realli a veri veri li hai de center la...but hmmm i will still try my best de...believe in em la (aljunied team)...n i will prepare myself wif lots of mental strength now....i will rmb tonite's game...
][.respect ya 5.10.15.][
][.dere are many great players ard.][
][.but dere will only be 3 person who are my idols.][
][.dey may not be e best and err.][
][.but at least.dey are to mi.][
sad...sad...sad...sad...sad...today i realli wanna say...5ad ah...and this time i mean it de...haiz...what a sad day...had "debate" wif mummy for e whole day...but now thats not why i sad le la ;p
now i sad coz...aljunied de seniors lost...
53 : 54...so saddening...they realli veri ping...as in both teams la...but still sad la ;p haiz...
start of e match..seniors were leading...den slowly they caught up la ;p den 4th quad last 2 secs like this...chong ghee leading by 2..48:50...den ling qin jiao liao got 2 free throws...everybody was like screaming like mad la...e whole stadium de atmosphere...onli 1 word can describe...5cary...maybe coz i always gan chiong...but i realli tink its veri 5tress de gan jue ba...as in...ppl who support u will pray for e ball to get in (pressure all on ya) den those ppl who dun support u will shout n shout dun wan e ball in (pressure also dere)...den is those kind of deciding pt...haiyo dunno wad i crapping la...anyway i was jus praying n praying n still praying...i dun dare to watch coach shoot e 2 free throws...i was jus praying...dun dare to watch her shoot..i also dunno why...haha maybe coz she my idol ba...den after e 1st shot...everybody scream...i jiu open my eyes n ask moi...den moi say...yeah score le...den 2nd shot i geng bu gan see...so i close my eyes n pray again...den ole...she scored again...realli my pro pro pro idol aka jiao liao...den moi mentioned that nantana idol also shot in e free throws n den save thailand de day...but i haha a bit ears block la ;p din realli concentrate on listening to moi...onli veri qin xin n glad n proud n happy dat e 2 free throws were in..
den jiu OT le ;p i wun say jiao liao save e day la ;p coz a match ish whole team de effort de...but jus wanna say...she realli pro...coz shooting under that atmosphere...is definitely not easy de...( at least to mi la ) so be it luck or wadever others may say...i still tink ish mental 5trength...pro pro...
den OT...they play play...52:54...again ling qin jiao liao gotta free throw...last 5 secs like this...this time round...i dun dare to see again...jus pray n pray...sadly e 1st ball din went in...den i continue praying...2nd ball went in...*phew*...but everything ended wif e last whistle...
match end le...we gather together to give them 3 cheers...n there is this qian bian de tanglin cc peeps..but nbm dun care em...they got who they support...we got who we support...
den after 3 cheers...gen..qiao xin..april..yu hao..fion..jasmin..jia hui they all left le..den moi n mi jiu stay n watch e stadium..e stadium at nite..still quite nice de...den jiu tok abt e past matches...hai lose match by 1 pt or 2 is e worst kinda of gan jue ba...esp if u get e last shot...u tends to feel e zui er gan ba...hope lqjl wun feel like this...coz feel sad for all e seniors...
den after they left...e da dui also man man de walk out le..mi n moi jiu walk also..den lqjl in front of us wif her bf..can feel e sad sad de gan jue...den we jiu quiet quiet de walk behind..den suddenly she stopped n walked a bit closer to moi n mi la ;p den jiu "catch" moi de arm den say..i heard that..thank you..(haha moi mus be shocked dao si diao ba) den after that she also..did e same thing n say e same thing to mi la ( haha i shocked n sad n blur dao si diao)...agrh so sad...moi also sad le...so i erm...haha dun nd to say ba...jiao liao jia you jia you...seniors also jia you jia you...n jus wanna tell jiao liao...ya "save" e day for once le...ya gave e team a 2nd chance...so jus hope that she wun be too remorseful...ya all roxz...
and yah..this cuming tues got match against e chong ghee u16..haiyo...shi hui jus told mi shuld be got gwen..n e bgss de no9..den zi hui also in...agrh...still say wanna win de...now i a bit dong yao le...gwen leh..she realli a veri veri li hai de center la...but hmmm i will still try my best de...believe in em la (aljunied team)...n i will prepare myself wif lots of mental strength now....i will rmb tonite's game...
][.respect ya 5.10.15.][
][.dere are many great players ard.][
][.but dere will only be 3 person who are my idols.][
][.dey may not be e best and err.][
][.but at least.dey are to mi.][
Saturday, May 28, 2005
][."holidays".][
finally...e long awaited holidays are here...haha i mean "holidays"...haiyo...no rest for mi this hols ba ;p i guess all e sec4s also...so much de hw...can die la ;p but still mus do la ;p who call theres sumthing known as e "0" for us at e end of this yr ;p hehe *sianz* but jia u la every1...this ish a bi jing zhi lu lai de :D
hmmm anyway jus read a book on how to control ya angers today ;p..den haha wanna blog down to remind myself n if ya dun mind also take a look la :D hehe
anger = negative attitude
why ?
positive attitude will make u happy...
but are u happy when u are angry...
at least i am sure..i am not happy when i am angry...
hence why be angry ne ??
learn to control ya temper..haf patiences and be kind towards others...
coz anger usually coz u to hurt others verbally or physically..even those u love..(which ish i always do de ;p *i will try to change* )...
however controlling ya temper is not = to plastering a smile on ya face n yet still feel angry in ya heart...coz thats being hypocrite...
hehe being patiences take time...
being angry is a bad habit..
its usually not easy to kick away a habit...
thus give yourself more time...
be patient and kind towards yaself too...
and dun let ya anger out by screaming and hitting things too...
coz in that way..ya are hurting yaself and its a negative attitude too...
jus give yaself some time to learn to be patient...
time to be patient...
and whenever u feel like letting out ya anger...
remember the harm that u had brought to e one u love...the last time u was angered...
and rmb to stand in others shoes and take a look at yaself when u are angry...
wuld any1 wans to be friend with sum1 like ya when ya are angry...
wuld u even wan to be ya own frend ?...
so always rmb...to be patience...look at things from a diff angle...
give yourself time...
not being angry is NOT = to suppressing ya anger...its jus dissolving it by putting it in another way...
=========5mile always=======
i am giving myself time to be patient...sorry to all those i threw my anger at :D...and lets all jia you to be patient and kind to others too :D its always nice to hear a word of praise and encouragement rather than a word of anger ;p
][.lost.quiet.peace.me.][
hmmm anyway jus read a book on how to control ya angers today ;p..den haha wanna blog down to remind myself n if ya dun mind also take a look la :D hehe
anger = negative attitude
why ?
positive attitude will make u happy...
but are u happy when u are angry...
at least i am sure..i am not happy when i am angry...
hence why be angry ne ??
learn to control ya temper..haf patiences and be kind towards others...
coz anger usually coz u to hurt others verbally or physically..even those u love..(which ish i always do de ;p *i will try to change* )...
however controlling ya temper is not = to plastering a smile on ya face n yet still feel angry in ya heart...coz thats being hypocrite...
hehe being patiences take time...
being angry is a bad habit..
its usually not easy to kick away a habit...
thus give yourself more time...
be patient and kind towards yaself too...
and dun let ya anger out by screaming and hitting things too...
coz in that way..ya are hurting yaself and its a negative attitude too...
jus give yaself some time to learn to be patient...
time to be patient...
and whenever u feel like letting out ya anger...
remember the harm that u had brought to e one u love...the last time u was angered...
and rmb to stand in others shoes and take a look at yaself when u are angry...
wuld any1 wans to be friend with sum1 like ya when ya are angry...
wuld u even wan to be ya own frend ?...
so always rmb...to be patience...look at things from a diff angle...
give yourself time...
not being angry is NOT = to suppressing ya anger...its jus dissolving it by putting it in another way...
=========5mile always=======
i am giving myself time to be patient...sorry to all those i threw my anger at :D...and lets all jia you to be patient and kind to others too :D its always nice to hear a word of praise and encouragement rather than a word of anger ;p
][.lost.quiet.peace.me.][
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
][.legs breaking.yet fun.][
][.legs breaking.yet fun.][
haha my legs are breaking le...hehe actually not break la ;p but all e "muscles" or rather fats are clotting together le ;p hehe i guess ish too long nv exercise le ;p thats why jiu like this la ;p
mon went to train for heats n went "amazing race" wif moi ;p thus...
tues gotta trngs thus...
wed gotta sports heat thus...
thurs gotta trng thus...
fri = rest...but i doubt so de la ;p
sat will haf trngs thus...
sun = rest...
haha i see this wk gonna face de "things" i jiu faint le ;p thou already 1/2 e wk over le la ;p..haha how am i to study for my "o" i also dunno ;p
hehe anyway enff of that..today i wanna blog abt ytr (*craps*)...hehe ytr went aljunied trng den cramp...1st time thigh cramp..wo hoo "shuang" man..haha anyway thats not e main pt ;p e main thing ish :
e trng was rather fun de..trng at nite..veri cooling den easier also..but run de time..wind blow n blow *stomache ache* la ;p..hehe den Dasiy senior veri funny...cindy ask mi to time 1 min for e lay-ups..den i veri noob la ;p dunno how to use that watch..den i jiu ask 5hao ji (liying) for help...but she also dunno ;p den cindy coach jiu ask Daisy help...den Daisy also dunno how to use e watch...so she jiu walked over den stand dere...den she jiu say..i shall pretend that i m helping..haha that split moment jiu shi veri funny la ;p her facial expression n everything...den after that she jiu take e watch n press press...den also cannot la ;p in e end..we used yaqi de watch..
haha n yah...coach ling qin ish so pro de fast man..hehe as in...i nv see centers can run so z00m de la ;p hehe why i say she run fast ne ?..not no prove de ah..
prove no.1 = ran jit de 6 person 1 line de passing de time...she was e e extreme corner de..den ish mus chiong..den ytr we r to chiong 4 times ;p so she jiu chiong chiong chiong chiong...wahaha so pro man...super super fast hao bu hao...not onli i impressed...everybody standing beside mi was also like..wau coach veri fast man..hehe pro man...
prove no.2 =seniors do e 1 min lay up de time...daisy senior already veri fast de player le ;p but ling qin coach ish behind her de..den daisy senior still ask her to slow down..wohoho prove how fast she ish le...hehe this one ish shi hui tell mi de...
prove no.3 = seniors joggin de time...coach ling qin zoom zoom zoom de dunno pass em how many rounds la ;p
thus in conclusion...she is e fastest center i ever seen...hehe so guo ran ish pro pro pro...den shi hui say de v v v correct..if she go run 800 sure win de...haha but i tink la..if she run 800 den can qie wif natalia la ;p coz coach de stretch ish so so so de big...haha
haha my legs are breaking le...hehe actually not break la ;p but all e "muscles" or rather fats are clotting together le ;p hehe i guess ish too long nv exercise le ;p thats why jiu like this la ;p
mon went to train for heats n went "amazing race" wif moi ;p thus...
tues gotta trngs thus...
wed gotta sports heat thus...
thurs gotta trng thus...
fri = rest...but i doubt so de la ;p
sat will haf trngs thus...
sun = rest...
haha i see this wk gonna face de "things" i jiu faint le ;p thou already 1/2 e wk over le la ;p..haha how am i to study for my "o" i also dunno ;p
hehe anyway enff of that..today i wanna blog abt ytr (*craps*)...hehe ytr went aljunied trng den cramp...1st time thigh cramp..wo hoo "shuang" man..haha anyway thats not e main pt ;p e main thing ish :
e trng was rather fun de..trng at nite..veri cooling den easier also..but run de time..wind blow n blow *stomache ache* la ;p..hehe den Dasiy senior veri funny...cindy ask mi to time 1 min for e lay-ups..den i veri noob la ;p dunno how to use that watch..den i jiu ask 5hao ji (liying) for help...but she also dunno ;p den cindy coach jiu ask Daisy help...den Daisy also dunno how to use e watch...so she jiu walked over den stand dere...den she jiu say..i shall pretend that i m helping..haha that split moment jiu shi veri funny la ;p her facial expression n everything...den after that she jiu take e watch n press press...den also cannot la ;p in e end..we used yaqi de watch..
haha n yah...coach ling qin ish so pro de fast man..hehe as in...i nv see centers can run so z00m de la ;p hehe why i say she run fast ne ?..not no prove de ah..
prove no.1 = ran jit de 6 person 1 line de passing de time...she was e e extreme corner de..den ish mus chiong..den ytr we r to chiong 4 times ;p so she jiu chiong chiong chiong chiong...wahaha so pro man...super super fast hao bu hao...not onli i impressed...everybody standing beside mi was also like..wau coach veri fast man..hehe pro man...
prove no.2 =seniors do e 1 min lay up de time...daisy senior already veri fast de player le ;p but ling qin coach ish behind her de..den daisy senior still ask her to slow down..wohoho prove how fast she ish le...hehe this one ish shi hui tell mi de...
prove no.3 = seniors joggin de time...coach ling qin zoom zoom zoom de dunno pass em how many rounds la ;p
thus in conclusion...she is e fastest center i ever seen...hehe so guo ran ish pro pro pro...den shi hui say de v v v correct..if she go run 800 sure win de...haha but i tink la..if she run 800 den can qie wif natalia la ;p coz coach de stretch ish so so so de big...haha
Monday, May 23, 2005
][.wohoho wad a day~cool.][
][.wohoho wad a day :D.][
haha pardon mi for using such a bright colour today ok :D hehe paiseh paiseh..but i guess this will describe my day today ba ;p hehe
summarise a bit 1st ;p today is e day which i visited the most :
-bridges
-walked the longest km
-ate fast food for e whole day
-"met" e most bus no51
-ran e most ;p
haha yah that shuld haf summarise my long long long but fun day :D hehe *winks* (moi i say fun leh ;p *honoured ma* ;p)
haha my day...
~morning~
i was supposed to meet moi at 9:30am for breakfast den go bedok stadium meet shanrui , chu chu , nana and coconut for e run de ;p...but ne...i woke up at 7:40..den slp bac till 9:25...haha den slp till 9:35...so in e end i reached there at 10:05 like this..moi already hafing e ya kun breakfast le...hehe sorry moi !!! for being late ;p
haha ok...den we took mrt to tanah merah..den *stomache ache*...den after that went to wait for nana ;p coz she lost her way...haha den reach dere le ;p we ran la ;p den till 2 plus like this...paiseh wow moi , chu chu & nana.. hai u all mus pei mi till so long...coz i realli veri worried abt e 800 la ;p hehe (coconut n shan rui gotta things den left 1st le ;p)..alright toking abt e run..cham le la..my timing super slow man...n fungi u haven giv mi a ans...
~afternoon~
hehe after e run went "short mary gold" wif moi,chu chu n nana...den eat eat le jiu wanna go le la ;p haha den wanted to watch movie de...after mi n moi went queensway..but haha erm...read on ba ;p
=====The Journey Begins=====
hehe chu chu wanna slp...so went home 1st n help us check if cathy gonna haf blots of love ma la ;p den nana need to go her church de things le ;p haha she trains for sooo long le la ;p hehe so moi n mi jiu went to take mrt to queenstown....
===too too too====
...queenstown...
hehe finally reach le..so we went to take bus...we ask e 111 de uncle...(not this bus)..den after that 51 came along...moi say ish this...so we hoped on la ;p ( my ying xian ish 195 ;p) den jiu take take..tok tok...den wahaha bugis le leh !!!! so we jiu gotta down n wanna go e opp side to change bac e bus la ;p but who noes ;p e opp side no 51 de !!! haha so..we decided to walk....
haha walk walk from bugis to clarke quay...haha den moi brought mi to e bridge that forever5 suppose to bring mi to my last yr de bday de ;p den took pic dere ;p anyway...we went so many bridges at clarke quay dere la ;p den saw e bungee jump thingy too ;p...so we continue to walk walk walk...haha legs can break la ;p but we an wei ourselves ;p "amazing race" wor moi ;p hehe finally...we reach tanglin mall dere..sumwhere dere la ;p den gotta 51 de !!! haha 51 !!! den jiu ask uncle if gotta go queensway de ma ?...uncle jiu say "you ah"...haha yuan lai...yuan lai...we took wrong side jus now la !...haha ok so jiu take...so tired man..both of us...haha den in e meantime..while we were lost..chuchu sms n say dun haf blots of love ;p so we decided not to watch le ;p
so finally wif the cOrReCt DiReCtIoN de 51...we finally reached queensway at ?? 5pm like this la ;p we shuld haf reached be4 4 de :p..den we went to search for thai no10. champ wan de baller id la ;p...so we find n find n find...den a sms came ;p...haha mei i dun wan e baller id le..thanks ! ha ha ha...dun wan le..haha...i almost faint la ;p but nbm...i noe moi cannot blame her de la ;p den...i also too tired to blame ;p too tired n at least we had fun at our "amazing race" right moi...hehe :D
so jiu went to makan...den rest away before we went to take 14 ;p
haha so we took 14 again...(last time near christmas de time also took 14 from queensway to tanah merah)..haha take for 1h +++ hehe den jiu chat chat...see hp etc etc...den finally after our butts ache like siao..we reached tanah merah le :D haha heaven playing a joke on us la ;p 12 gonna approach e opp de bus stop le !!! again we..chiong ah...chiong chiong..wanna reach le...den...(bet u guessed dao le la) e bus left..den moi decided to take mrt..den haha bo bian la ;p mus take mrt la ;p hehe but ish like...haha took 14 jiu shi wei le take 12 n save 1 trip of bus fare de :D haha but in e end..haha nbm at least be grateful dat we get to sit on 14...mrt sure no space de ;p haha...den we also save a trip of bus fare from e queensway de bus stop to queestown de mrt la ;p haha
den yah...now i m bac home..blogging...wif a aching leg n butt but a interesting day la ;p hehe at least i not as guilty for not going council outing...coz haha it was a "busY" day la ;p hehe n i realli love taking bus man..as in veri shuang..esp when u get to sit..n those long long journey de...can see so many nice nice de thingys..hehe n yah..everybody haf a story to tell...hehe i totally agree man moi :D haha nice day la moi ;p thou i now tired till a bit blur le la ;p but thankie thankie for e "amazing race"..."amazing day" man ;p hehe
everybody jia y0u for sports meets la !!! hehe jia u wow :D haha n take care everybody..hehe
][.wad a day.][
][.at e bus stop...u noe wad bus u wanna take to bring u to e destination u wan...but in e journey of life..do u noe wad bus u wanna take ma ?..-fe-.][
haha pardon mi for using such a bright colour today ok :D hehe paiseh paiseh..but i guess this will describe my day today ba ;p hehe
summarise a bit 1st ;p today is e day which i visited the most :
-bridges
-walked the longest km
-ate fast food for e whole day
-"met" e most bus no51
-ran e most ;p
haha yah that shuld haf summarise my long long long but fun day :D hehe *winks* (moi i say fun leh ;p *honoured ma* ;p)
haha my day...
~morning~
i was supposed to meet moi at 9:30am for breakfast den go bedok stadium meet shanrui , chu chu , nana and coconut for e run de ;p...but ne...i woke up at 7:40..den slp bac till 9:25...haha den slp till 9:35...so in e end i reached there at 10:05 like this..moi already hafing e ya kun breakfast le...hehe sorry moi !!! for being late ;p
haha ok...den we took mrt to tanah merah..den *stomache ache*...den after that went to wait for nana ;p coz she lost her way...haha den reach dere le ;p we ran la ;p den till 2 plus like this...paiseh wow moi , chu chu & nana.. hai u all mus pei mi till so long...coz i realli veri worried abt e 800 la ;p hehe (coconut n shan rui gotta things den left 1st le ;p)..alright toking abt e run..cham le la..my timing super slow man...n fungi u haven giv mi a ans...
~afternoon~
hehe after e run went "short mary gold" wif moi,chu chu n nana...den eat eat le jiu wanna go le la ;p haha den wanted to watch movie de...after mi n moi went queensway..but haha erm...read on ba ;p
=====The Journey Begins=====
hehe chu chu wanna slp...so went home 1st n help us check if cathy gonna haf blots of love ma la ;p den nana need to go her church de things le ;p haha she trains for sooo long le la ;p hehe so moi n mi jiu went to take mrt to queenstown....
===too too too====
...queenstown...
hehe finally reach le..so we went to take bus...we ask e 111 de uncle...(not this bus)..den after that 51 came along...moi say ish this...so we hoped on la ;p ( my ying xian ish 195 ;p) den jiu take take..tok tok...den wahaha bugis le leh !!!! so we jiu gotta down n wanna go e opp side to change bac e bus la ;p but who noes ;p e opp side no 51 de !!! haha so..we decided to walk....
haha walk walk from bugis to clarke quay...haha den moi brought mi to e bridge that forever5 suppose to bring mi to my last yr de bday de ;p den took pic dere ;p anyway...we went so many bridges at clarke quay dere la ;p den saw e bungee jump thingy too ;p...so we continue to walk walk walk...haha legs can break la ;p but we an wei ourselves ;p "amazing race" wor moi ;p hehe finally...we reach tanglin mall dere..sumwhere dere la ;p den gotta 51 de !!! haha 51 !!! den jiu ask uncle if gotta go queensway de ma ?...uncle jiu say "you ah"...haha yuan lai...yuan lai...we took wrong side jus now la !...haha ok so jiu take...so tired man..both of us...haha den in e meantime..while we were lost..chuchu sms n say dun haf blots of love ;p so we decided not to watch le ;p
so finally wif the cOrReCt DiReCtIoN de 51...we finally reached queensway at ?? 5pm like this la ;p we shuld haf reached be4 4 de :p..den we went to search for thai no10. champ wan de baller id la ;p...so we find n find n find...den a sms came ;p...haha mei i dun wan e baller id le..thanks ! ha ha ha...dun wan le..haha...i almost faint la ;p but nbm...i noe moi cannot blame her de la ;p den...i also too tired to blame ;p too tired n at least we had fun at our "amazing race" right moi...hehe :D
so jiu went to makan...den rest away before we went to take 14 ;p
haha so we took 14 again...(last time near christmas de time also took 14 from queensway to tanah merah)..haha take for 1h +++ hehe den jiu chat chat...see hp etc etc...den finally after our butts ache like siao..we reached tanah merah le :D haha heaven playing a joke on us la ;p 12 gonna approach e opp de bus stop le !!! again we..chiong ah...chiong chiong..wanna reach le...den...(bet u guessed dao le la) e bus left..den moi decided to take mrt..den haha bo bian la ;p mus take mrt la ;p hehe but ish like...haha took 14 jiu shi wei le take 12 n save 1 trip of bus fare de :D haha but in e end..haha nbm at least be grateful dat we get to sit on 14...mrt sure no space de ;p haha...den we also save a trip of bus fare from e queensway de bus stop to queestown de mrt la ;p haha
den yah...now i m bac home..blogging...wif a aching leg n butt but a interesting day la ;p hehe at least i not as guilty for not going council outing...coz haha it was a "busY" day la ;p hehe n i realli love taking bus man..as in veri shuang..esp when u get to sit..n those long long journey de...can see so many nice nice de thingys..hehe n yah..everybody haf a story to tell...hehe i totally agree man moi :D haha nice day la moi ;p thou i now tired till a bit blur le la ;p but thankie thankie for e "amazing race"..."amazing day" man ;p hehe
everybody jia y0u for sports meets la !!! hehe jia u wow :D haha n take care everybody..hehe
][.wad a day.][
][.at e bus stop...u noe wad bus u wanna take to bring u to e destination u wan...but in e journey of life..do u noe wad bus u wanna take ma ?..-fe-.][
Saturday, May 21, 2005
][.wahaha.][
][.wahaha.][
wahahah hohoho ;p wad a night man !!! hehe i was so sianz de playing bejewele (dunno how to spell ;p) hehe den listening to 933 ;p de Xian Ge Ji Yi...haha i was going to off it den go watch arsenal vs man u le ;p but but but wahaha wahahah ling zhi read out a sms that i dunno how long ago send de la ;p hehe den zhi yong gotta read too de ;p
haha but thats not e pt...ling zhi said : " Jin wan neng du dao zhi feng jian xun shi wo de rong xin" haha den i tot she why like this say ne...haha den who noes ??!!! yuan lai she was going to read my sms ;p hehe den she jiu say...jin wan....fe blah blah blah..den coz i say music diary roxz ! den she jiu say veri happy gotta ppl support music diary n that she hopes one day i will write in my own story n share wif her ;p wahaha wahaha wahaha so happy man !!! not becoz ling zhi read out e sms la ;p but its like so unexpected de :D hehe den e song ish Ping Guan de --> Teng ni de ze ren ;p haha i hear le immediately call fungi sia ;p haha den after e song jiu shi tao ze de --> jian dan ai..haha i almost lol till peng
haha psps i crap until veri messy ;p but psps i jus wanna remind myself of such a happy moment la ;p hehe n i m going to write our story :D hehe...music diary roxz !!! but now i shall go support my arsenal n man u de giggs onli le ;p hehe take care every1 :D
][.Music Diary roxz.][
wahahah hohoho ;p wad a night man !!! hehe i was so sianz de playing bejewele (dunno how to spell ;p) hehe den listening to 933 ;p de Xian Ge Ji Yi...haha i was going to off it den go watch arsenal vs man u le ;p but but but wahaha wahahah ling zhi read out a sms that i dunno how long ago send de la ;p hehe den zhi yong gotta read too de ;p
haha but thats not e pt...ling zhi said : " Jin wan neng du dao zhi feng jian xun shi wo de rong xin" haha den i tot she why like this say ne...haha den who noes ??!!! yuan lai she was going to read my sms ;p hehe den she jiu say...jin wan....fe blah blah blah..den coz i say music diary roxz ! den she jiu say veri happy gotta ppl support music diary n that she hopes one day i will write in my own story n share wif her ;p wahaha wahaha wahaha so happy man !!! not becoz ling zhi read out e sms la ;p but its like so unexpected de :D hehe den e song ish Ping Guan de --> Teng ni de ze ren ;p haha i hear le immediately call fungi sia ;p haha den after e song jiu shi tao ze de --> jian dan ai..haha i almost lol till peng
haha psps i crap until veri messy ;p but psps i jus wanna remind myself of such a happy moment la ;p hehe n i m going to write our story :D hehe...music diary roxz !!! but now i shall go support my arsenal n man u de giggs onli le ;p hehe take care every1 :D
][.Music Diary roxz.][
Friday, May 20, 2005
][.Update.][
][.Update.][
haha alright...been "busy" for e past few days so nv blog ;p hehe shall update now be4 i 4get everything n haf nothing to look bac on when i old ;p
hehe ok...i m back from camp wif an injured knee coz once again...i fell down from my bike while down e slope (in pula ubin) la ;p *yikes* i hate this man..as in..gotta lots of experience in falling down from bike le ;p esp slopes..thats y i rode rather slow..n peeps may find it funny la..i looks "sporty" but yet i ride e bike like a snail...(cannot use tortise coz tortise r0xz :D)..but haha i realli scared riding bike le ;p hehe now ish pain la ;p i wonder how m i going to survive e trng tml lo ;p sum1 pray hard for mi ok :D hehe jkjk
anyway lets start wif e show DiVeRgEnCe ba...haha its rather a hmmm hmmm show la ;p hehe but e song ish nice :D hehe...anyway i realli think the li xin jie in that show nv die...i realli tink e wu yan zu jus shot her de side onli ;p den nv kill her...ish coz she accident that lost her memory...thats y she cannot rmb e guo fu cheng...n den e wu yan zu say she died a painless death in an accident coz she was like run over den he tot she wun survive le ba ;p n not becoz he shot her :D hehe this ish wad i believe la ;p thou sh say till veri got sense that she shuld be dead le ;p ish like e wu yan zu shot her dead de ;p but hehe i tink so too ;p but i still believe that she not dead ;p ish lost memo onli ;p haha psps..i veri stubborn de...hehe
haha den hmmm wad else ne ?....today actually got trng de ;p but 1/2 to e place...jasmin called sh n told her trng cancelled ;p haha i was like "huh...haha orh ok gd ;p"..haha not becoz i dun wan trng la ;p but i nd to rest e knee...dun wan e wound to open ;p hehe but tml hai shi gotta trng...*pray*pray* but i guess sure wun survive le la ;p..haha den sh n sheryl n mi went to bugis...hehe eat le den went kinokuniya...haha i fliped thru a few books there...quite nice de ;p hehe one of e bk is <> den got 1 pg ish say...when ya true frend wave across e room to ya..ya will jiu feel veri happy n smile back de ;p...hehe reminds mi of e tootpid mi smiling to myself everytime they wave ;p haha..den still got one more ish a book to test if u are happy not..den hehe yah i m happy :D..den one more ish chi bk...with a title <<>>...haha n sum nice nice books la ;p..i tink kinokuniya shuld open a cafe la ;p sure earn de ;p hehe den we met sek dere too ;p
den yah..exams de marks get back le ;p rather or veri bad de ba ;p but not sad la ;p coz thats wad i deserve for not studying hard enff...e onli thing that i sad ish my hist de sbq ba ;p *shucks* realli sad man ;p haiz...but apart from that ;p thou i failed quite a lot de ;p but haha mummy din scold la ;p she jus laugh laugh de "nag" at mi lo ;p haha...haiz..gonna wakey le ;p hehe
haha n yah...i m also trying to look for a webby that i had lost ;p ish a veri veri nice de buddha de web lai de ;p it was in my fav..but now reboot le jiu not dere le ;p den i cannot rmb e web also...*agrh*...hehe
ok...i shall end here :D jia u every1 :D if ya haf get gd results , congrats n u deserve it de ok :D hehe den if u fair not too gd like mi ;p dun mind ok...jus jia u la :D it may not be becoz u did not work hard enff..but sumtimes its jus all fated like this de la ;p hehe jus nv giv up n tink ren shen mei yi yi la ;p continue to press on...u will make it de :D
][.U may be born to 5uffered.But do not 5urrender.][
haha alright...been "busy" for e past few days so nv blog ;p hehe shall update now be4 i 4get everything n haf nothing to look bac on when i old ;p
hehe ok...i m back from camp wif an injured knee coz once again...i fell down from my bike while down e slope (in pula ubin) la ;p *yikes* i hate this man..as in..gotta lots of experience in falling down from bike le ;p esp slopes..thats y i rode rather slow..n peeps may find it funny la..i looks "sporty" but yet i ride e bike like a snail...(cannot use tortise coz tortise r0xz :D)..but haha i realli scared riding bike le ;p hehe now ish pain la ;p i wonder how m i going to survive e trng tml lo ;p sum1 pray hard for mi ok :D hehe jkjk
anyway lets start wif e show DiVeRgEnCe ba...haha its rather a hmmm hmmm show la ;p hehe but e song ish nice :D hehe...anyway i realli think the li xin jie in that show nv die...i realli tink e wu yan zu jus shot her de side onli ;p den nv kill her...ish coz she accident that lost her memory...thats y she cannot rmb e guo fu cheng...n den e wu yan zu say she died a painless death in an accident coz she was like run over den he tot she wun survive le ba ;p n not becoz he shot her :D hehe this ish wad i believe la ;p thou sh say till veri got sense that she shuld be dead le ;p ish like e wu yan zu shot her dead de ;p but hehe i tink so too ;p but i still believe that she not dead ;p ish lost memo onli ;p haha psps..i veri stubborn de...hehe
haha den hmmm wad else ne ?....today actually got trng de ;p but 1/2 to e place...jasmin called sh n told her trng cancelled ;p haha i was like "huh...haha orh ok gd ;p"..haha not becoz i dun wan trng la ;p but i nd to rest e knee...dun wan e wound to open ;p hehe but tml hai shi gotta trng...*pray*pray* but i guess sure wun survive le la ;p..haha den sh n sheryl n mi went to bugis...hehe eat le den went kinokuniya...haha i fliped thru a few books there...quite nice de ;p hehe one of e bk is <
den yah..exams de marks get back le ;p rather or veri bad de ba ;p but not sad la ;p coz thats wad i deserve for not studying hard enff...e onli thing that i sad ish my hist de sbq ba ;p *shucks* realli sad man ;p haiz...but apart from that ;p thou i failed quite a lot de ;p but haha mummy din scold la ;p she jus laugh laugh de "nag" at mi lo ;p haha...haiz..gonna wakey le ;p hehe
haha n yah...i m also trying to look for a webby that i had lost ;p ish a veri veri nice de buddha de web lai de ;p it was in my fav..but now reboot le jiu not dere le ;p den i cannot rmb e web also...*agrh*...hehe
ok...i shall end here :D jia u every1 :D if ya haf get gd results , congrats n u deserve it de ok :D hehe den if u fair not too gd like mi ;p dun mind ok...jus jia u la :D it may not be becoz u did not work hard enff..but sumtimes its jus all fated like this de la ;p hehe jus nv giv up n tink ren shen mei yi yi la ;p continue to press on...u will make it de :D
][.U may be born to 5uffered.But do not 5urrender.][
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
][.pride of my heart.][
][.pride of my heart.][
haha now i am so tired ;p hehe coz jus sort of "renovate" forever5 de bloggy...haha jing sorry sorry..din ask u jiu change e blogskin..hehe hope they will like it :D realli...den it will be worth it le ;p haha
haha den today went tampines wif forever5 de 4 zhu tous ;p hehe jing we bought a ring together :D hehe nxt time go out rmb to ask fungi bring ok...haha
agrh...i m so tired man....jus so tired...hehe but still happy :D *winks* why happy ? i also dunno ;p haha tml going camp le ;p so cannot online for 1 day ;p hehe so take care la everybody n those still having exams tml de :D goodie luck n jia you la ;p hehe
den haha jus now "renovate" forever5 de blog de time...came across lots of nice quotes...hehe wanna share one wif every1...
-friendship is onli lost when u haf e courage to let go
and i will nv haf courage to let go of any...
haha sorry sorry...i brain dead le ;p take care la every1 :D
][.I'll be dere for you.][
haha now i am so tired ;p hehe coz jus sort of "renovate" forever5 de bloggy...haha jing sorry sorry..din ask u jiu change e blogskin..hehe hope they will like it :D realli...den it will be worth it le ;p haha
haha den today went tampines wif forever5 de 4 zhu tous ;p hehe jing we bought a ring together :D hehe nxt time go out rmb to ask fungi bring ok...haha
agrh...i m so tired man....jus so tired...hehe but still happy :D *winks* why happy ? i also dunno ;p haha tml going camp le ;p so cannot online for 1 day ;p hehe so take care la everybody n those still having exams tml de :D goodie luck n jia you la ;p hehe
den haha jus now "renovate" forever5 de blog de time...came across lots of nice quotes...hehe wanna share one wif every1...
-friendship is onli lost when u haf e courage to let go
and i will nv haf courage to let go of any...
haha sorry sorry...i brain dead le ;p take care la every1 :D
][.I'll be dere for you.][
Sunday, May 15, 2005
forever5
][.forever5.][
fe :
a promise is not a promise once broken
a pact is not a pact wif no actions
jus read that from jing de blog..but dunno if its forever5..but i tink it is ba ;p
hehe dunno if jing will cum to my blog ma...
but jus wanna say
lets go out together during this june holidays hao ma ??? hehe this time i mean lets realli go out n not jus say say n never go out de ;p...so long nv go out together le...
u are always part of US
we always consist of 5 peeps...
things changes wif time
and i admit that all of us changed too ;p
but i always believe that we are in a Star shape...
we start of from e middle and moves towards 5 corners as time passes...
however when we reach e end of that corner...
there's always a U-turn
n we will be back in e middle...
bac together...
i noe that ish sort of crappy..but thats what i always believe...
jia u de move on ok :D i always believe that we are together...
coz we are 5 pieces of jigsaw puzzle n e picture will nv be complete without u...
fungi :
i veri sad .....
keeping shining keep smiling.....
knowing you can always count on mi.....
thats wad friends are for.....
][.forever5.][
ps . fungi de singing realli de-proving le!!!! jing quick call her and teach her how to sing :D thou she will nv reach ya choir standard :D hehe *shhh* dun tell her ;p
fe :
a promise is not a promise once broken
a pact is not a pact wif no actions
jus read that from jing de blog..but dunno if its forever5..but i tink it is ba ;p
hehe dunno if jing will cum to my blog ma...
but jus wanna say
lets go out together during this june holidays hao ma ??? hehe this time i mean lets realli go out n not jus say say n never go out de ;p...so long nv go out together le...
u are always part of US
we always consist of 5 peeps...
things changes wif time
and i admit that all of us changed too ;p
but i always believe that we are in a Star shape...
we start of from e middle and moves towards 5 corners as time passes...
however when we reach e end of that corner...
there's always a U-turn
n we will be back in e middle...
bac together...
i noe that ish sort of crappy..but thats what i always believe...
jia u de move on ok :D i always believe that we are together...
coz we are 5 pieces of jigsaw puzzle n e picture will nv be complete without u...
fungi :
i veri sad .....
keeping shining keep smiling.....
knowing you can always count on mi.....
thats wad friends are for.....
][.forever5.][
ps . fungi de singing realli de-proving le!!!! jing quick call her and teach her how to sing :D thou she will nv reach ya choir standard :D hehe *shhh* dun tell her ;p
chinese...
][.Chinese.][
haha tml ish chinese paper le :D now i m still left wif 50% 3a , 100% 3b and all those cheng yu...not gonna catch much slp tonite le ;p but its my own fault la :D hehe
anyway past 2 days haf been quite hao de ;p as in i realli rEsT...hehe feel so shuangz...
and while i rest...i planned how to spend the days after my mye...haha so qi-dai...
one of my 1st mission ish to make some changes to forever5 de bloggy...hehe so if jing gotta read this bloggy...can giv mi a call ma ? need to ask ya sumthing...
den of coz...go n find that "move"
and re-train up my stamina n shake away e fats !!!
i m getting fat si le la ;p
so many peeps visit my daddy den buy so much thing...my daddy cannot finish i jiu "help" him...so haha realli gonna go jog jog le ;p
anyway those are jus craps ;p i realli miss playing bball man...hehe can't wait to be on court again n play a real match...hehe i realli miss it sia ;p at e start of sec4 i tot getting to e nationals champs wif ahs.b.gals'05 gonna be a veri slow n long journey...but who noes..time so fast de ;p *zoom* jiu over le ;p haha agrh agrh agrh !!!
alright i shall stop my craps le ;p
jia u ba every1 :D 2 to 3 days more onli...hehe
][.the journey of life is your choice.][
][.choices are always tough to make.][
][.think wisely.][
ps.anyway this ish Dang Ni Gu Dan Ni Hui Xiang Qi Shui by Xin 5hao nian jui le bu...how ya like it *winks*
haha tml ish chinese paper le :D now i m still left wif 50% 3a , 100% 3b and all those cheng yu...not gonna catch much slp tonite le ;p but its my own fault la :D hehe
anyway past 2 days haf been quite hao de ;p as in i realli rEsT...hehe feel so shuangz...
and while i rest...i planned how to spend the days after my mye...haha so qi-dai...
one of my 1st mission ish to make some changes to forever5 de bloggy...hehe so if jing gotta read this bloggy...can giv mi a call ma ? need to ask ya sumthing...
den of coz...go n find that "move"
and re-train up my stamina n shake away e fats !!!
i m getting fat si le la ;p
so many peeps visit my daddy den buy so much thing...my daddy cannot finish i jiu "help" him...so haha realli gonna go jog jog le ;p
anyway those are jus craps ;p i realli miss playing bball man...hehe can't wait to be on court again n play a real match...hehe i realli miss it sia ;p at e start of sec4 i tot getting to e nationals champs wif ahs.b.gals'05 gonna be a veri slow n long journey...but who noes..time so fast de ;p *zoom* jiu over le ;p haha agrh agrh agrh !!!
alright i shall stop my craps le ;p
jia u ba every1 :D 2 to 3 days more onli...hehe
][.the journey of life is your choice.][
][.choices are always tough to make.][
][.think wisely.][
ps.anyway this ish Dang Ni Gu Dan Ni Hui Xiang Qi Shui by Xin 5hao nian jui le bu...how ya like it *winks*
Thursday, May 12, 2005
.| pray.
.I pray.
Dear lord buddha
pls bless piggy daddy
pls bless him with a speedy recovery
pls bless him with gd health
pls reduce his pain ( due to e shoulder injury)
pls bless him from everything
pls bless mummy too
pls bless my friends
pls bless everyone on earth
pls buddha pls
thank you
homeage to buddha
homeage to dharma
homeage to saga
][.I pray.][
Dear lord buddha
pls bless piggy daddy
pls bless him with a speedy recovery
pls bless him with gd health
pls reduce his pain ( due to e shoulder injury)
pls bless him from everything
pls bless mummy too
pls bless my friends
pls bless everyone on earth
pls buddha pls
thank you
homeage to buddha
homeage to dharma
homeage to saga
][.I pray.][
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
][.wei he na bie ren de cuo wu lai cheng fa zi ji.][
][.wei he na bie ren de cuo wu lai cheng fa zi ji.][.why take others de fault n punish ourselves.][
hehe 6 paper gone..still gotta 6 papers to go :D hehe everybody jia u ok ! can de can de...soon its gonna be sunshine after e rain le ;p *crapping* realli veri tired le ;p gonna fall asleep on my paper le la ;p
anyway today de blog ish wanna share abt sumthing that i heard from Music Diary ytr n i used it in life today ;p haha ytr 5huo 5huo er yi (music diary de 1 section) shared sumthing like --> why take others fault n punish yourself...psps my eng veri lan..dunno how to translate..but it jus mean why bother to get angry jus becoz others throw their temper at u or sumthing ;p hehe they being in a bad mood dun mean that u mus be affected n be in a bad mood too ba ;p hehe i dunno wad i crappping also..psps but today sum1 threw a little temper n i decided not to "fight" bac...n in e end..i had a happy day...hehe wad i trying to say is...sumtimes jus smile n be deaf when quarrels happen...jus take a step bac n everything will be jus fine...Tui Yi Bu Hai Kuo Tian Kong...
haha n yah...nowadays exam period then i finally noe how stressful is it to see ppl stress...hehe jus wanna tell fungi n moi...relax relax a bit ok :D esp fungi...seeing ya panic mins rite be4 e exams realli veri scary...hehe u are not like e fungi i noe during that time...haha i realli afraid u will go siao ;p haha jkjk jus relax a bit la :D hehe u can do it de...even if cannot..e world wun collaspe on ya de la :D hehe jia u ok :D
haha n hmmm everybody smile smile la :D hehe smiling will sumhow make ya mood better de :D hehe -^-^-
oh n yah yah !!! mus share sumthing...hehe sh say chris n fann admit to their relationship le :D hehe 3 yrs le !!! wahaha *claps*claps* gong xi gong xi em !!! haha i was jumping abt after i heard it lo ;p haha so tootpid hor...hehe anyway thankie for telling mi wow ! and hehe can bring mi e newspaper ;p haha thanks lots :D hehe
][.all was in e silence.][
][.u all done so much for mi.][
][.yet i was blind n din notice.][
][.and tot much of it.][
][.now that i noe.][
][.i feel fortunate n grateful.][
][.thanksz lots.][
][.my frends.][
hehe 6 paper gone..still gotta 6 papers to go :D hehe everybody jia u ok ! can de can de...soon its gonna be sunshine after e rain le ;p *crapping* realli veri tired le ;p gonna fall asleep on my paper le la ;p
anyway today de blog ish wanna share abt sumthing that i heard from Music Diary ytr n i used it in life today ;p haha ytr 5huo 5huo er yi (music diary de 1 section) shared sumthing like --> why take others fault n punish yourself...psps my eng veri lan..dunno how to translate..but it jus mean why bother to get angry jus becoz others throw their temper at u or sumthing ;p hehe they being in a bad mood dun mean that u mus be affected n be in a bad mood too ba ;p hehe i dunno wad i crappping also..psps but today sum1 threw a little temper n i decided not to "fight" bac...n in e end..i had a happy day...hehe wad i trying to say is...sumtimes jus smile n be deaf when quarrels happen...jus take a step bac n everything will be jus fine...Tui Yi Bu Hai Kuo Tian Kong...
haha n yah...nowadays exam period then i finally noe how stressful is it to see ppl stress...hehe jus wanna tell fungi n moi...relax relax a bit ok :D esp fungi...seeing ya panic mins rite be4 e exams realli veri scary...hehe u are not like e fungi i noe during that time...haha i realli afraid u will go siao ;p haha jkjk jus relax a bit la :D hehe u can do it de...even if cannot..e world wun collaspe on ya de la :D hehe jia u ok :D
haha n hmmm everybody smile smile la :D hehe smiling will sumhow make ya mood better de :D hehe -^-^-
oh n yah yah !!! mus share sumthing...hehe sh say chris n fann admit to their relationship le :D hehe 3 yrs le !!! wahaha *claps*claps* gong xi gong xi em !!! haha i was jumping abt after i heard it lo ;p haha so tootpid hor...hehe anyway thankie for telling mi wow ! and hehe can bring mi e newspaper ;p haha thanks lots :D hehe
][.all was in e silence.][
][.u all done so much for mi.][
][.yet i was blind n din notice.][
][.and tot much of it.][
][.now that i noe.][
][.i feel fortunate n grateful.][
][.thanksz lots.][
][.my frends.][
Monday, May 09, 2005
bballer ?
][.your move.][
hehe alright...today ish e 1st paper ;p in fact 1st 2 paper ;p tink my a maths n ss gone case le ba ;p haha den tml ish bio n lit..but now study bio till veri bored le ;p so again...i haf e urge to blog...
haha that day..sat day de trng by sydney coaches de time..i learnt how to train myself up physically..but i guess thats not e most important thing that i had learnt (thou realli veri gotta use..hehe)...instead its sumthing which e coach said which left a great impact to mi ;p hehe...he said sumthing like...every player has their own moves...for eg..kobe bryant..he will do a cross over 1st..n if u cum over..he will cut in...if not he will jus jump shot ;p
hehe after i heard abt e every player has their own moves..or rather shuld haf their own move..i jiu wonder if i haf my own move ? hehe after much thoughts...i tink i haf no own moves ba ;p hehe gonna find my own move after this mye..yesh right after this mye...haha
haha in e meantime..jia u ba every1..can study de jiu study..cannot de jiu let it go ba ;p dun too stress out wow ;p coz seeing ya frends stress simply makes u stres too ;p haha this mye gonna be my worse ba ;p thou i realli hope not :d hehe
][.do i haf 1 ?.][
hehe alright...today ish e 1st paper ;p in fact 1st 2 paper ;p tink my a maths n ss gone case le ba ;p haha den tml ish bio n lit..but now study bio till veri bored le ;p so again...i haf e urge to blog...
haha that day..sat day de trng by sydney coaches de time..i learnt how to train myself up physically..but i guess thats not e most important thing that i had learnt (thou realli veri gotta use..hehe)...instead its sumthing which e coach said which left a great impact to mi ;p hehe...he said sumthing like...every player has their own moves...for eg..kobe bryant..he will do a cross over 1st..n if u cum over..he will cut in...if not he will jus jump shot ;p
hehe after i heard abt e every player has their own moves..or rather shuld haf their own move..i jiu wonder if i haf my own move ? hehe after much thoughts...i tink i haf no own moves ba ;p hehe gonna find my own move after this mye..yesh right after this mye...haha
haha in e meantime..jia u ba every1..can study de jiu study..cannot de jiu let it go ba ;p dun too stress out wow ;p coz seeing ya frends stress simply makes u stres too ;p haha this mye gonna be my worse ba ;p thou i realli hope not :d hehe
][.do i haf 1 ?.][
Sunday, May 08, 2005
Happy Mother's Day
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hehe a maths is driving mi up the wall !!! haha so decided to take a break n blog abt this special day today...= Mother's Day...
haha since ish mother's day..hence i m using my mummy's fav colour to blog...hehe apart from e "title"...haha din buy anything for mummy this yr..onli made her a bouqet of flowers...haha
wad can i say ne?...i onli tink mummy are veri wei da de...at least thats wad i feel abt my mummy la...since young...thou she scold n nag at mi...i still tink she ish e best mummy le...coz if not for all those...hehe i jiu not where i m today la (veri cliche..but thats a fact ;p) so jus wanna thank her lots la ;p
den as i was doing my a maths until siao siao...i jiu veri suddenly de wan my mummy by my side...hehe jus like when i was young ;p dunno why...whenever i face some problems...i jiu will call for mummy to be by my side...her presence jus give mi a sense of security...hehe dunno why also...thus i m gonna ask her to acc mi tonite..coz i realli veri veri veri veri veri afraid of tml de a maths exam..thou i like veri dun care abt it de gan jue la ;p
hehe thats abt all ba...gonna go bac to my a maths le...every1 jia u jia u wow..n dun forget to wish ya dearest mummy a veri happy mother's day...they realli did a lot for us..hehe
][.Mummy's fav = No matter how old u are.U r still a kid in mummy's eye.][
][.i m still a kid.][
hehe a maths is driving mi up the wall !!! haha so decided to take a break n blog abt this special day today...= Mother's Day...
haha since ish mother's day..hence i m using my mummy's fav colour to blog...hehe apart from e "title"...haha din buy anything for mummy this yr..onli made her a bouqet of flowers...haha
wad can i say ne?...i onli tink mummy are veri wei da de...at least thats wad i feel abt my mummy la...since young...thou she scold n nag at mi...i still tink she ish e best mummy le...coz if not for all those...hehe i jiu not where i m today la (veri cliche..but thats a fact ;p) so jus wanna thank her lots la ;p
den as i was doing my a maths until siao siao...i jiu veri suddenly de wan my mummy by my side...hehe jus like when i was young ;p dunno why...whenever i face some problems...i jiu will call for mummy to be by my side...her presence jus give mi a sense of security...hehe dunno why also...thus i m gonna ask her to acc mi tonite..coz i realli veri veri veri veri veri afraid of tml de a maths exam..thou i like veri dun care abt it de gan jue la ;p
hehe thats abt all ba...gonna go bac to my a maths le...every1 jia u jia u wow..n dun forget to wish ya dearest mummy a veri happy mother's day...they realli did a lot for us..hehe
][.Mummy's fav = No matter how old u are.U r still a kid in mummy's eye.][
][.i m still a kid.][
|ie huo zhan shi ( Full Throttle )
...lie huo zhan shi...
hehe jus watched finish lie huo zhan shi...a movie abt racing de...den main actor ish andy lau etc etc...haha thou that show got a bit old de gan jue ;p but there are 2 quotes which i still quite like de ;p hehe
1) e fastest bike may allow u to be faster than e speed of e wind...but it will nv allow u to be able to chase bac e time u lost...
2) not having any memories to look bac on when u r old may be scary...but having loads of regrets as u look bac is even scary...
hehe jus 2 quotes that i tink is nice and wanna share la ;p hehe take care always + jia u every1 :D
][.forever.][
hehe jus watched finish lie huo zhan shi...a movie abt racing de...den main actor ish andy lau etc etc...haha thou that show got a bit old de gan jue ;p but there are 2 quotes which i still quite like de ;p hehe
1) e fastest bike may allow u to be faster than e speed of e wind...but it will nv allow u to be able to chase bac e time u lost...
2) not having any memories to look bac on when u r old may be scary...but having loads of regrets as u look bac is even scary...
hehe jus 2 quotes that i tink is nice and wanna share la ;p hehe take care always + jia u every1 :D
][.forever.][
Friday, May 06, 2005
jus another day...another step closer to exams
][.jus another day.][
hehe today is jus like any normal day...haha but still its a special day...everyday is a special day...coz u will tend to learn diff things everyday...diff theory...diff lessons...diff knowledge...haha even if u learnt nothing...still be grateful...coz at least u had lived to breathe e air today...haha maybe sum will not agree wif mi...sum feel that being dead is even better...but thats for mi la ;p i nv thought that being dead was better...hehe
anyway today ish our "Ren Ming Zhong Tong" de funeral ceremony..caught it on news...he looks realli ci xiang thou i nv heard of him till nowadays...jus wanna pray for him dat this gd man will go to a gd place...
haha den hmmm 2 more days to exams...hehe den mi haven start...haha dunno wad will happened sia..haha...but now all i pray ish to survive training tml...i so long nv train le...guess all my energy no more le ba ;p
hee hao la...shall go nap le ;p hehe take care every1 ! dun stay up too late wow...not gd for health...n jus share a little sumthing la ;p a normal person can onli remain awake n not slp for e longest of 5 days...after that limit...it may be fatigue...however there is 1 person who stayed up for 18 days? if i nv rmb wrongly la ;p hehe den if a person dunno lack of slp for how many hours le jiu will mixed reality wif illusions le ;p...he / she wun noe which is which le...hehe so take care la every1....
][.it din.it wun.but life still goes on.so.face it.live it.][
][.only 1 life.i haf no idea wad i wan.][
][.but definitely i m not going to waste it.][
hehe today is jus like any normal day...haha but still its a special day...everyday is a special day...coz u will tend to learn diff things everyday...diff theory...diff lessons...diff knowledge...haha even if u learnt nothing...still be grateful...coz at least u had lived to breathe e air today...haha maybe sum will not agree wif mi...sum feel that being dead is even better...but thats for mi la ;p i nv thought that being dead was better...hehe
anyway today ish our "Ren Ming Zhong Tong" de funeral ceremony..caught it on news...he looks realli ci xiang thou i nv heard of him till nowadays...jus wanna pray for him dat this gd man will go to a gd place...
haha den hmmm 2 more days to exams...hehe den mi haven start...haha dunno wad will happened sia..haha...but now all i pray ish to survive training tml...i so long nv train le...guess all my energy no more le ba ;p
hee hao la...shall go nap le ;p hehe take care every1 ! dun stay up too late wow...not gd for health...n jus share a little sumthing la ;p a normal person can onli remain awake n not slp for e longest of 5 days...after that limit...it may be fatigue...however there is 1 person who stayed up for 18 days? if i nv rmb wrongly la ;p hehe den if a person dunno lack of slp for how many hours le jiu will mixed reality wif illusions le ;p...he / she wun noe which is which le...hehe so take care la every1....
][.it din.it wun.but life still goes on.so.face it.live it.][
][.only 1 life.i haf no idea wad i wan.][
][.but definitely i m not going to waste it.][
Thursday, May 05, 2005
in e end...it din came true still...
haha i waited...i carried hopes...hehe but hmmm in e end...it still din came true...haha lucky for mi...i did not realli carried that much hope ;p...hehe thanks to moi...she say...dun ever carry so much hopes...or else e disappointment will be even greater...haha i noe everybody preach that...but its realli true ;p..realli...
haha ok...now i shall watch e time tickles by...40 mins more to go...after this 40 mins...there will nv be it again...nv....actually will la ;p but it gonna be 100 years later when i m not ard le ;p
05.05.05...05:05 but be4 this 40mins end...i will still carry wif mi...e hope ;p
][.nv give up on hope.][
][.i believe in miracles.][
][.sunshine after e rain.][
][.rainbow after e shower.][
haha ok...now i shall watch e time tickles by...40 mins more to go...after this 40 mins...there will nv be it again...nv....actually will la ;p but it gonna be 100 years later when i m not ard le ;p
05.05.05...05:05 but be4 this 40mins end...i will still carry wif mi...e hope ;p
][.nv give up on hope.][
][.i believe in miracles.][
][.sunshine after e rain.][
][.rainbow after e shower.][
05.05.05
][.05.05.05.][
today ish 05.05.05...hehe ytr be4 i slept...i had a simple wish...which i hope wuld come true ;p but it din la ;p so jus wanna write it down now...its quite stupid thou ;p
i wished that sum1..any1 wuld sms mi at 05 : 05 today...coz if like this...there jiu will be 05.05.05 , 05:05 le...hehe den i wuld keep e sms always...haha but it din came true...maybe coz it was too early ;p so i told fungi...can u sms mi at 17:10.15 today..which ish 5:10pm + 15 secs la ;p haha den i waited...but also dun haf...quite sad de ;p hehe jkjk..so now i can onli pray that sum1 wuld make my day ;p maybe by sms-ing mi at 10:17.37 today ? hehe jkjk...but realli hope la...coz after today...i wuld haf to wait for another 100 yr for this 05.05.05 thing to cum le...n by then...haha i probably not ard le ba ;p hehe...
anyway enff of my wish le ;p
haha...coz now raining...den i listening to those sad sad de music la ;p so a lot of emotions too ;p hehe *craps* anyway...yah...jus wanna say...sumtimes i feel that i veri selfish la...hehe or maybe stubborn ? haha jus wanna apologise to some peeps (thou sorry may not help , i believe it wuld onli make mi feel better n add more harm to e person ;p ) haha so no sorry la ;p..anyway why apologise to em ne?...coz i mus admit that i m jus a little gal living in a little world...realli little world...hehe maybe coz i m feeling too comfortable in this world...hence i do not realli jump out of it to this big big world la ;p...thus not jumping out of my little world = i m onli able to care totally for e peeps in my little world...n i m not a gd frend who can care for every1 ard mi...realli...gotta admit it...maybe becoz of this...i hurt some gd frends at times too...frends that are realli nice n gd to me...
haha no reason no excuse for myself for not caring for every1...but jus gotta say...i do try to care for every1...but maybe there is this differences...hehe maybe e care given out is sumhow lesser at times...i wuld not giv excuse n say...hey but i realli tried...coz its all crap...i understand how it feels like when ya frend giv u less attention..less care...it jus feels like...ain't i worth her care too ?...
opps...i crapped so much again...haha but jus wanna say sorry to all my frends who feel that i do not realli care so much for em la...realli sorry that i m not a nice frend...but i will try...no promise thou...
][.i am jus a "little" gal with min power n love.][
][.i am sorry that i tend to ignore u at times.][
][.coz theres realli a limitation to wad i can do.][
][.i am no supergal.][
][.instead...i need to be childish at times too.][
today ish 05.05.05...hehe ytr be4 i slept...i had a simple wish...which i hope wuld come true ;p but it din la ;p so jus wanna write it down now...its quite stupid thou ;p
i wished that sum1..any1 wuld sms mi at 05 : 05 today...coz if like this...there jiu will be 05.05.05 , 05:05 le...hehe den i wuld keep e sms always...haha but it din came true...maybe coz it was too early ;p so i told fungi...can u sms mi at 17:10.15 today..which ish 5:10pm + 15 secs la ;p haha den i waited...but also dun haf...quite sad de ;p hehe jkjk..so now i can onli pray that sum1 wuld make my day ;p maybe by sms-ing mi at 10:17.37 today ? hehe jkjk...but realli hope la...coz after today...i wuld haf to wait for another 100 yr for this 05.05.05 thing to cum le...n by then...haha i probably not ard le ba ;p hehe...
anyway enff of my wish le ;p
haha...coz now raining...den i listening to those sad sad de music la ;p so a lot of emotions too ;p hehe *craps* anyway...yah...jus wanna say...sumtimes i feel that i veri selfish la...hehe or maybe stubborn ? haha jus wanna apologise to some peeps (thou sorry may not help , i believe it wuld onli make mi feel better n add more harm to e person ;p ) haha so no sorry la ;p..anyway why apologise to em ne?...coz i mus admit that i m jus a little gal living in a little world...realli little world...hehe maybe coz i m feeling too comfortable in this world...hence i do not realli jump out of it to this big big world la ;p...thus not jumping out of my little world = i m onli able to care totally for e peeps in my little world...n i m not a gd frend who can care for every1 ard mi...realli...gotta admit it...maybe becoz of this...i hurt some gd frends at times too...frends that are realli nice n gd to me...
haha no reason no excuse for myself for not caring for every1...but jus gotta say...i do try to care for every1...but maybe there is this differences...hehe maybe e care given out is sumhow lesser at times...i wuld not giv excuse n say...hey but i realli tried...coz its all crap...i understand how it feels like when ya frend giv u less attention..less care...it jus feels like...ain't i worth her care too ?...
opps...i crapped so much again...haha but jus wanna say sorry to all my frends who feel that i do not realli care so much for em la...realli sorry that i m not a nice frend...but i will try...no promise thou...
][.i am jus a "little" gal with min power n love.][
][.i am sorry that i tend to ignore u at times.][
][.coz theres realli a limitation to wad i can do.][
][.i am no supergal.][
][.instead...i need to be childish at times too.][
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
cherish u all :D
jus listened to music diary..hehe in fact still listening to it ba ;p haha today de story is abt 2 gals de friendship which turned sour due to some misunderstandings...haha quite saddening de sia ;p hehe...
haha ok anyway today is jus another nice n simple day ba ;p played e 9 lian huan de game with fungi...wahaha miracle sort of happen de...so i tyco de win la ;p so fun...hehe apart from e 9 lian huan game...today e Dong Nan Xi Bei Tuan went to save e gayta de crane for dunno how many tines sia ;p...even put our hand into e dustbin ah ;p hehe butts mus thanks us wow ;p
haha den today is jus a fun fun de toot toot day ba ;p hehe but jiu shi veri nice ;p hehe anyway jus wanna share a poem which i came across while i browse thru 4ever5 de past archive..which ish like during 2003 de ;p *sad* haha jkjk
No one really knows
What kind of bond we share
And even if I told them
They probably wouldn't care
You are very dear to me
I hope you know it's true
And now that you are sick
Tell me what that I should do?
While you've been gone
A part of me has been lost
It's like I've taken our friendship for granted
And now I'm paying the cost
I never knew how much you meant to me
Until you went away
The thought of you being really sick haunted me everyday
I spent a few days at school alone
And my weekend was such a bore
A lot of my time was spent in my room
I think my mum's ready to break down the door
And now i make this vow to you
To keep until the endI'll help you through the pain and tears
Until our rivers bend
So if you ever ever need someone
You know jus who to call
I'll be here by the phone
To catch you if you fall
hehe realli tink that this poem ish quite nice ;p haha esp e 1st part (in orange de ;p)...realli veri nice ;p hehe to me la ;p anyway..jus take care always everybody + dun giv u'rself too much stress la :D
][.)(i.][
haha ok anyway today is jus another nice n simple day ba ;p played e 9 lian huan de game with fungi...wahaha miracle sort of happen de...so i tyco de win la ;p so fun...hehe apart from e 9 lian huan game...today e Dong Nan Xi Bei Tuan went to save e gayta de crane for dunno how many tines sia ;p...even put our hand into e dustbin ah ;p hehe butts mus thanks us wow ;p
haha den today is jus a fun fun de toot toot day ba ;p hehe but jiu shi veri nice ;p hehe anyway jus wanna share a poem which i came across while i browse thru 4ever5 de past archive..which ish like during 2003 de ;p *sad* haha jkjk
No one really knows
What kind of bond we share
And even if I told them
They probably wouldn't care
You are very dear to me
I hope you know it's true
And now that you are sick
Tell me what that I should do?
While you've been gone
A part of me has been lost
It's like I've taken our friendship for granted
And now I'm paying the cost
I never knew how much you meant to me
Until you went away
The thought of you being really sick haunted me everyday
I spent a few days at school alone
And my weekend was such a bore
A lot of my time was spent in my room
I think my mum's ready to break down the door
And now i make this vow to you
To keep until the endI'll help you through the pain and tears
Until our rivers bend
So if you ever ever need someone
You know jus who to call
I'll be here by the phone
To catch you if you fall
hehe realli tink that this poem ish quite nice ;p haha esp e 1st part (in orange de ;p)...realli veri nice ;p hehe to me la ;p anyway..jus take care always everybody + dun giv u'rself too much stress la :D
][.)(i.][
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
TnT = TtE
][.TnT = TtE.][
today after sch pei nu ren go cut hair...den met moi n cheryl dere ;p den nu ren was forced to treat mi subway ;p hehe no worries nu ren..i will treat ya some day de ;p..haha sumday la ;p hehe
anyway thats not e main pt...e main pt ish...chatted with nu ren quite a lot of thingy de ;p hehe den rather happy n glad that can share e thoughts n listen to her problems too ;p haha laming...
jus chatted abt sum stuffs...den theres one thingy she said which i wanna blog down in case i old le den forget ;p hehe..she said sumthing like...e TnT dat we been thru ish wad that is keeping us going...haha den this chou nu ren also say...thou sumtimes everyday see e same peeps veri sianz...but when not seeing those peeps you veri xiang niang ;p wahaha of coz la nu ren...(they are so cute rite ;p )
hehe anyway after chatting wif nu ren..felt quite happy de la ;p as in been quite long since we not so lame de hao hao chat le ma ;p
haha n yah..moi ah i tink u influence mi a lot sia ;p i now becoming more like ya "goup" thingy de behaviour le la ;p need to change le !!! ;p
jus a little something which came up to mi suddenly ;p
<<.TnT=TtE.>>
1 year 365 days
2 years 730 days
3 years 1095 days
4 years 1460 days
5 years 1825 days
6 years 2190 days
our TnT is irreplaceable as it is jus so valueable n simple....
in this complicated world...
u realli need some childish-ness n simple life at times...
jus a simple moment when u dun haf to fret abt e troubles of life...
dun haf to worry abt how others feel...
n be e real person in front of em...
][.once is enough for life.][
today after sch pei nu ren go cut hair...den met moi n cheryl dere ;p den nu ren was forced to treat mi subway ;p hehe no worries nu ren..i will treat ya some day de ;p..haha sumday la ;p hehe
anyway thats not e main pt...e main pt ish...chatted with nu ren quite a lot of thingy de ;p hehe den rather happy n glad that can share e thoughts n listen to her problems too ;p haha laming...
jus chatted abt sum stuffs...den theres one thingy she said which i wanna blog down in case i old le den forget ;p hehe..she said sumthing like...e TnT dat we been thru ish wad that is keeping us going...haha den this chou nu ren also say...thou sumtimes everyday see e same peeps veri sianz...but when not seeing those peeps you veri xiang niang ;p wahaha of coz la nu ren...(they are so cute rite ;p )
hehe anyway after chatting wif nu ren..felt quite happy de la ;p as in been quite long since we not so lame de hao hao chat le ma ;p
haha n yah..moi ah i tink u influence mi a lot sia ;p i now becoming more like ya "goup" thingy de behaviour le la ;p need to change le !!! ;p
jus a little something which came up to mi suddenly ;p
<<.TnT=TtE.>>
1 year 365 days
2 years 730 days
3 years 1095 days
4 years 1460 days
5 years 1825 days
6 years 2190 days
our TnT is irreplaceable as it is jus so valueable n simple....
in this complicated world...
u realli need some childish-ness n simple life at times...
jus a simple moment when u dun haf to fret abt e troubles of life...
dun haf to worry abt how others feel...
n be e real person in front of em...
][.once is enough for life.][
Monday, May 02, 2005
coach carter
hehe today went to cut hair..sham cut de...still not too bad i hope ;p hehe den went wif moi to watch coach carter again...
haha second time watched this movie le ;p quite nice de :D hehe..i still like e song alot alot e one when coach carter sat in e middle of e court den e song ish sumthing like....determination , humilation etc etc...haha jiu shi like e song...hehe no reason why...haha..den watch de time...i feel like playing a real match again...hehe those which u realli lose n win...those that ish gotta foul etc etc n those which u can fall like nobody's business...haha i m a sadist or bo liaoz ba ;p but i tink falling on those hall that kinda of court veri shuang ;p hehe coz normally wuld u be so bo liaoz n jus fall ? hehe jkjk *crapping* but realli crave to play a real de match again...hehe
den hmmm haha moi xin fu wow ;p unbelieveable hor...hehe shuang la u...and ya...nowadays de weather realli ish not super de hot man..n my air - con spoil at this moment...agrh....tonite i not gonna slp in my own room man...so hot !!!
haha n yah...i tink tian kong ish a not bad de song ;p hehe so sianz....agrh....tml still gotta chi test...hehe agrh agrh...take care ba every1...hehe
][.in life.u jus haf to be a deaf froggy at times.][
haha second time watched this movie le ;p quite nice de :D hehe..i still like e song alot alot e one when coach carter sat in e middle of e court den e song ish sumthing like....determination , humilation etc etc...haha jiu shi like e song...hehe no reason why...haha..den watch de time...i feel like playing a real match again...hehe those which u realli lose n win...those that ish gotta foul etc etc n those which u can fall like nobody's business...haha i m a sadist or bo liaoz ba ;p but i tink falling on those hall that kinda of court veri shuang ;p hehe coz normally wuld u be so bo liaoz n jus fall ? hehe jkjk *crapping* but realli crave to play a real de match again...hehe
den hmmm haha moi xin fu wow ;p unbelieveable hor...hehe shuang la u...and ya...nowadays de weather realli ish not super de hot man..n my air - con spoil at this moment...agrh....tonite i not gonna slp in my own room man...so hot !!!
haha n yah...i tink tian kong ish a not bad de song ;p hehe so sianz....agrh....tml still gotta chi test...hehe agrh agrh...take care ba every1...hehe
][.in life.u jus haf to be a deaf froggy at times.][
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