][.3:2....4:1.][.i m scared.][

][.3:2...4:1.][.i m scared.][

i m feeling down down...i m scared...veri scared...read jing's blog...guess wen + fungi + jing going tjc together ba...den moi also 50:50...haiz i dunno...i can sense a 3:2 or 4:1 cuming soon...feel veri scared...scared for getting separated from em...knew this day gonna cum some day...knew it will cum when we reach jc...but nv knew it wuld be so scary...Gu Dan De Gan Jue...hao kong bu...wo xiang ku...

anyway today went to watch match...sort of one-sided de...haha dun realli haf mood to blog abt e match...but all of em played well la :D n moi n i so qiao de wore e same shirt...den cindy coach was like...errrmmm u all dun nd to even wear e same shirt de ba...haha *pengz*..moi nxt time dun so xin ling xiang tong le la...

haha n yah...today ish ling qin jiao lian de training...haha so fun...gotta more breaks de...den more relaxed too...hee but i can sense my physical "fitness" dunno go where le la...all gone le ;p mus go for "trngs" le..hee

i pray that it wun happen
i hope to convience myself that it wun
but if i do so
i am sure that i am just decieving myself
pure deceiving...
i pray that all of us can be strong...
coz i believe that all ya choices will be leading ya to where ya realli wan...
no matter wad happen...
i will support ya all
even if i m not by ya sides anymore...
believe mi...
i will always keep ya all in my soul...
one day more than forever...
once = forever

][.dang ni pong dao she me kun nan.wo hui shou zai ni de shen pang.pei ni fan guo zhe yi zuo shan.][