05.05.05

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today ish 05.05.05...hehe ytr be4 i slept...i had a simple wish...which i hope wuld come true ;p but it din la ;p so jus wanna write it down now...its quite stupid thou ;p
i wished that sum1..any1 wuld sms mi at 05 : 05 today...coz if like this...there jiu will be 05.05.05 , 05:05 le...hehe den i wuld keep e sms always...haha but it din came true...maybe coz it was too early ;p so i told fungi...can u sms mi at 17:10.15 today..which ish 5:10pm + 15 secs la ;p haha den i waited...but also dun haf...quite sad de ;p hehe jkjk..so now i can onli pray that sum1 wuld make my day ;p maybe by sms-ing mi at 10:17.37 today ? hehe jkjk...but realli hope la...coz after today...i wuld haf to wait for another 100 yr for this 05.05.05 thing to cum le...n by then...haha i probably not ard le ba ;p hehe...

anyway enff of my wish le ;p

haha...coz now raining...den i listening to those sad sad de music la ;p so a lot of emotions too ;p hehe *craps* anyway...yah...jus wanna say...sumtimes i feel that i veri selfish la...hehe or maybe stubborn ? haha jus wanna apologise to some peeps (thou sorry may not help , i believe it wuld onli make mi feel better n add more harm to e person ;p ) haha so no sorry la ;p..anyway why apologise to em ne?...coz i mus admit that i m jus a little gal living in a little world...realli little world...hehe maybe coz i m feeling too comfortable in this world...hence i do not realli jump out of it to this big big world la ;p...thus not jumping out of my little world = i m onli able to care totally for e peeps in my little world...n i m not a gd frend who can care for every1 ard mi...realli...gotta admit it...maybe becoz of this...i hurt some gd frends at times too...frends that are realli nice n gd to me...

haha no reason no excuse for myself for not caring for every1...but jus gotta say...i do try to care for every1...but maybe there is this differences...hehe maybe e care given out is sumhow lesser at times...i wuld not giv excuse n say...hey but i realli tried...coz its all crap...i understand how it feels like when ya frend giv u less attention..less care...it jus feels like...ain't i worth her care too ?...

opps...i crapped so much again...haha but jus wanna say sorry to all my frends who feel that i do not realli care so much for em la...realli sorry that i m not a nice frend...but i will try...no promise thou...

][.i am jus a "little" gal with min power n love.][
][.i am sorry that i tend to ignore u at times.][
][.coz theres realli a limitation to wad i can do.][
][.i am no supergal.][
][.instead...i need to be childish at times too.][