][.i will nv forget e happy times.][

][.i will nv forget e happy times.][

i shuld be resting now..coz tml got sports day..*wish mi all e best n pray for mi ok*..i wonder how can i breathe..anyway nbm..thats not e main pt..jus came home abt 2 hrs ago..today is combine white vs combine red..a nice game to play thou i din get to play much..hehe i mean..its been a long time..maybe since e game which i had in sec3(vs anderson that one)..that i m in a team which haf such close scores..as thou roller coaster..veri interesting..veri nice to watch..but definitlely not easy to play ba ;p..haha n i dun look forward to ;p c

den wads nxt..moi called mi n asked mi to wear e same grey jersey shorts as her tml..but ya sorry moi..i onli wear dark colour shorts..unless it is a match den i wear light colour de shorts...paiseh...moi was persuading mi to wear..but i jus kept quiet...maybe too tired or wadsoever le ba..i mean coz all e medi taking their effect le..sorry moi for causing u so late den wash shorts...realli sorry...

den yah..today finally got my ahs bball tee...haha after 4 yrs in the team..hee so happy...glad that at least still haf a shirt that i can wear..n tell ppl that i m from this sch..this great team..][.ahs.b.gals'05.][...den hmm wad else ne..nowadays a bit tired..yah i mean i also dunno is physically or mentally tired la..maybe this long weekend will be a gd rest...but i doubt so..theres trng theres match..but haha i dun mind !!! realli..i haf been looking forward to 3/7 for so long le..haha realli veri long le...

and yah...today chatted wif moi n sh on bus...den i discover that...i m jus a nobody esp when it cums to bball..as in i dun analyse things like em..i dun go and see such a chim thing from things that are going on...all i noe is i play e game..i try to do my best..n i wan to improve n get better...thats all...i mean..i m simple minded or toot...hehe but i quite pei fu their abilities of being able to play n analyse the game...hee

toking abt bball..nowadays i feel quite agrh too..coz like its frends that brought mi to bball and its bball which brought mi frends..but now..i feel that i m "losing" those buddies that brought mi into bball..i mean..yah..going diff directions n stuff huh ;p..they brought mi in..n now they are "leaving" mi.."leaving" mi all alone in the world (thou there are many new frends on the way which helps mi lots too)..but its em which brought mi into the world which i fell in love wif it becoz of em..i noe they are still dere..but they are no longer there to play bball wif mi le..no longer e happy days where we jus play the way we wan..no1 cares..no1 scolds..i guess its been like this since we came into sec sch ba..there are too many outstanding players ard le..i always believe that sum ppl are born to play..i m not..and sad to say..i guess these buddies that brought mi in are not born to play too...maybe its becoz of these n hence despite all e hardwork..they r not recognise n hence decided to leave for a diff direction ? (jus my assumption..psps)"leaving" mi in my world wif onli a few more frends to hold on n continue to work towards my dream ? haha i haf no idea...but as i had told moi...i guess its fate that arranged them to bring mi into this world (bball)..but its gonna be this world (bball) which is going to seperate mi wif em..they are going to another world to persue another dreams le ba..haha no matter wad..jus wanna say jia u to em..n it realli hurts when i see ya all slowly drifting away from bball...slowly walking away from the court..coz..i realli do not hope that u all will not walk away from bball..walkaway from the court..but if thats wad u all realli choose..i will respect ya all , wish ya all e best n pray for ya...but wad i wun wish for is..step by step..ya can choose to walk away from bball from court..n maybe from mi..but nv forget that..we once had those happy times..happy times becoz of bball...

][.i will stay.][