Wednesday, May 25, 2005

][.legs breaking.yet fun.][

][.legs breaking.yet fun.][

haha my legs are breaking le...hehe actually not break la ;p but all e "muscles" or rather fats are clotting together le ;p hehe i guess ish too long nv exercise le ;p thats why jiu like this la ;p

mon went to train for heats n went "amazing race" wif moi ;p thus...
tues gotta trngs thus...
wed gotta sports heat thus...
thurs gotta trng thus...
fri = rest...but i doubt so de la ;p
sat will haf trngs thus...
sun = rest...
haha i see this wk gonna face de "things" i jiu faint le ;p thou already 1/2 e wk over le la ;p..haha how am i to study for my "o" i also dunno ;p

hehe anyway enff of that..today i wanna blog abt ytr (*craps*)...hehe ytr went aljunied trng den cramp...1st time thigh cramp..wo hoo "shuang" man..haha anyway thats not e main pt ;p e main thing ish :
e trng was rather fun de..trng at nite..veri cooling den easier also..but run de time..wind blow n blow *stomache ache* la ;p..hehe den Dasiy senior veri funny...cindy ask mi to time 1 min for e lay-ups..den i veri noob la ;p dunno how to use that watch..den i jiu ask 5hao ji (liying) for help...but she also dunno ;p den cindy coach jiu ask Daisy help...den Daisy also dunno how to use e watch...so she jiu walked over den stand dere...den she jiu say..i shall pretend that i m helping..haha that split moment jiu shi veri funny la ;p her facial expression n everything...den after that she jiu take e watch n press press...den also cannot la ;p in e end..we used yaqi de watch..

haha n yah...coach ling qin ish so pro de fast man..hehe as in...i nv see centers can run so z00m de la ;p hehe why i say she run fast ne ?..not no prove de ah..
prove no.1 = ran jit de 6 person 1 line de passing de time...she was e e extreme corner de..den ish mus chiong..den ytr we r to chiong 4 times ;p so she jiu chiong chiong chiong chiong...wahaha so pro man...super super fast hao bu hao...not onli i impressed...everybody standing beside mi was also like..wau coach veri fast man..hehe pro man...
prove no.2 =seniors do e 1 min lay up de time...daisy senior already veri fast de player le ;p but ling qin coach ish behind her de..den daisy senior still ask her to slow down..wohoho prove how fast she ish le...hehe this one ish shi hui tell mi de...
prove no.3 = seniors joggin de time...coach ling qin zoom zoom zoom de dunno pass em how many rounds la ;p
thus in conclusion...she is e fastest center i ever seen...hehe so guo ran ish pro pro pro...den shi hui say de v v v correct..if she go run 800 sure win de...haha but i tink la..if she run 800 den can qie wif natalia la ;p coz coach de stretch ish so so so de big...haha

Monday, May 23, 2005

][.wohoho wad a day~cool.][

][.wohoho wad a day :D.][

haha pardon mi for using such a bright colour today ok :D hehe paiseh paiseh..but i guess this will describe my day today ba ;p hehe

summarise a bit 1st ;p today is e day which i visited the most :
-bridges
-walked the longest km
-ate fast food for e whole day
-"met" e most bus no51
-ran e most ;p

haha yah that shuld haf summarise my long long long but fun day :D hehe *winks* (moi i say fun leh ;p *honoured ma* ;p)

haha my day...
~morning~
i was supposed to meet moi at 9:30am for breakfast den go bedok stadium meet shanrui , chu chu , nana and coconut for e run de ;p...but ne...i woke up at 7:40..den slp bac till 9:25...haha den slp till 9:35...so in e end i reached there at 10:05 like this..moi already hafing e ya kun breakfast le...hehe sorry moi !!! for being late ;p
haha ok...den we took mrt to tanah merah..den *stomache ache*...den after that went to wait for nana ;p coz she lost her way...haha den reach dere le ;p we ran la ;p den till 2 plus like this...paiseh wow moi , chu chu & nana.. hai u all mus pei mi till so long...coz i realli veri worried abt e 800 la ;p hehe (coconut n shan rui gotta things den left 1st le ;p)..alright toking abt e run..cham le la..my timing super slow man...n fungi u haven giv mi a ans...

~afternoon~
hehe after e run went "short mary gold" wif moi,chu chu n nana...den eat eat le jiu wanna go le la ;p haha den wanted to watch movie de...after mi n moi went queensway..but haha erm...read on ba ;p

=====The Journey Begins=====

hehe chu chu wanna slp...so went home 1st n help us check if cathy gonna haf blots of love ma la ;p den nana need to go her church de things le ;p haha she trains for sooo long le la ;p hehe so moi n mi jiu went to take mrt to queenstown....
===too too too====
...queenstown...
hehe finally reach le..so we went to take bus...we ask e 111 de uncle...(not this bus)..den after that 51 came along...moi say ish this...so we hoped on la ;p ( my ying xian ish 195 ;p) den jiu take take..tok tok...den wahaha bugis le leh !!!! so we jiu gotta down n wanna go e opp side to change bac e bus la ;p but who noes ;p e opp side no 51 de !!! haha so..we decided to walk....

haha walk walk from bugis to clarke quay...haha den moi brought mi to e bridge that forever5 suppose to bring mi to my last yr de bday de ;p den took pic dere ;p anyway...we went so many bridges at clarke quay dere la ;p den saw e bungee jump thingy too ;p...so we continue to walk walk walk...haha legs can break la ;p but we an wei ourselves ;p "amazing race" wor moi ;p hehe finally...we reach tanglin mall dere..sumwhere dere la ;p den gotta 51 de !!! haha 51 !!! den jiu ask uncle if gotta go queensway de ma ?...uncle jiu say "you ah"...haha yuan lai...yuan lai...we took wrong side jus now la !...haha ok so jiu take...so tired man..both of us...haha den in e meantime..while we were lost..chuchu sms n say dun haf blots of love ;p so we decided not to watch le ;p

so finally wif the cOrReCt DiReCtIoN de 51...we finally reached queensway at ?? 5pm like this la ;p we shuld haf reached be4 4 de :p..den we went to search for thai no10. champ wan de baller id la ;p...so we find n find n find...den a sms came ;p...haha mei i dun wan e baller id le..thanks ! ha ha ha...dun wan le..haha...i almost faint la ;p but nbm...i noe moi cannot blame her de la ;p den...i also too tired to blame ;p too tired n at least we had fun at our "amazing race" right moi...hehe :D
so jiu went to makan...den rest away before we went to take 14 ;p

haha so we took 14 again...(last time near christmas de time also took 14 from queensway to tanah merah)..haha take for 1h +++ hehe den jiu chat chat...see hp etc etc...den finally after our butts ache like siao..we reached tanah merah le :D haha heaven playing a joke on us la ;p 12 gonna approach e opp de bus stop le !!! again we..chiong ah...chiong chiong..wanna reach le...den...(bet u guessed dao le la) e bus left..den moi decided to take mrt..den haha bo bian la ;p mus take mrt la ;p hehe but ish like...haha took 14 jiu shi wei le take 12 n save 1 trip of bus fare de :D haha but in e end..haha nbm at least be grateful dat we get to sit on 14...mrt sure no space de ;p haha...den we also save a trip of bus fare from e queensway de bus stop to queestown de mrt la ;p haha

den yah...now i m bac home..blogging...wif a aching leg n butt but a interesting day la ;p hehe at least i not as guilty for not going council outing...coz haha it was a "busY" day la ;p hehe n i realli love taking bus man..as in veri shuang..esp when u get to sit..n those long long journey de...can see so many nice nice de thingys..hehe n yah..everybody haf a story to tell...hehe i totally agree man moi :D haha nice day la moi ;p thou i now tired till a bit blur le la ;p but thankie thankie for e "amazing race"..."amazing day" man ;p hehe

everybody jia y0u for sports meets la !!! hehe jia u wow :D haha n take care everybody..hehe

][.wad a day.][
][.at e bus stop...u noe wad bus u wanna take to bring u to e destination u wan...but in e journey of life..do u noe wad bus u wanna take ma ?..-fe-.][




Saturday, May 21, 2005

][.wahaha.][

][.wahaha.][

wahahah hohoho ;p wad a night man !!! hehe i was so sianz de playing bejewele (dunno how to spell ;p) hehe den listening to 933 ;p de Xian Ge Ji Yi...haha i was going to off it den go watch arsenal vs man u le ;p but but but wahaha wahahah ling zhi read out a sms that i dunno how long ago send de la ;p hehe den zhi yong gotta read too de ;p

haha but thats not e pt...ling zhi said : " Jin wan neng du dao zhi feng jian xun shi wo de rong xin" haha den i tot she why like this say ne...haha den who noes ??!!! yuan lai she was going to read my sms ;p hehe den she jiu say...jin wan....fe blah blah blah..den coz i say music diary roxz ! den she jiu say veri happy gotta ppl support music diary n that she hopes one day i will write in my own story n share wif her ;p wahaha wahaha wahaha so happy man !!! not becoz ling zhi read out e sms la ;p but its like so unexpected de :D hehe den e song ish Ping Guan de --> Teng ni de ze ren ;p haha i hear le immediately call fungi sia ;p haha den after e song jiu shi tao ze de --> jian dan ai..haha i almost lol till peng

haha psps i crap until veri messy ;p but psps i jus wanna remind myself of such a happy moment la ;p hehe n i m going to write our story :D hehe...music diary roxz !!! but now i shall go support my arsenal n man u de giggs onli le ;p hehe take care every1 :D

][.Music Diary roxz.][

Friday, May 20, 2005

][.Update.][

][.Update.][

haha alright...been "busy" for e past few days so nv blog ;p hehe shall update now be4 i 4get everything n haf nothing to look bac on when i old ;p

hehe ok...i m back from camp wif an injured knee coz once again...i fell down from my bike while down e slope (in pula ubin) la ;p *yikes* i hate this man..as in..gotta lots of experience in falling down from bike le ;p esp slopes..thats y i rode rather slow..n peeps may find it funny la..i looks "sporty" but yet i ride e bike like a snail...(cannot use tortise coz tortise r0xz :D)..but haha i realli scared riding bike le ;p hehe now ish pain la ;p i wonder how m i going to survive e trng tml lo ;p sum1 pray hard for mi ok :D hehe jkjk

anyway lets start wif e show DiVeRgEnCe ba...haha its rather a hmmm hmmm show la ;p hehe but e song ish nice :D hehe...anyway i realli think the li xin jie in that show nv die...i realli tink e wu yan zu jus shot her de side onli ;p den nv kill her...ish coz she accident that lost her memory...thats y she cannot rmb e guo fu cheng...n den e wu yan zu say she died a painless death in an accident coz she was like run over den he tot she wun survive le ba ;p n not becoz he shot her :D hehe this ish wad i believe la ;p thou sh say till veri got sense that she shuld be dead le ;p ish like e wu yan zu shot her dead de ;p but hehe i tink so too ;p but i still believe that she not dead ;p ish lost memo onli ;p haha psps..i veri stubborn de...hehe

haha den hmmm wad else ne ?....today actually got trng de ;p but 1/2 to e place...jasmin called sh n told her trng cancelled ;p haha i was like "huh...haha orh ok gd ;p"..haha not becoz i dun wan trng la ;p but i nd to rest e knee...dun wan e wound to open ;p hehe but tml hai shi gotta trng...*pray*pray* but i guess sure wun survive le la ;p..haha den sh n sheryl n mi went to bugis...hehe eat le den went kinokuniya...haha i fliped thru a few books there...quite nice de ;p hehe one of e bk is <> den got 1 pg ish say...when ya true frend wave across e room to ya..ya will jiu feel veri happy n smile back de ;p...hehe reminds mi of e tootpid mi smiling to myself everytime they wave ;p haha..den still got one more ish a book to test if u are happy not..den hehe yah i m happy :D..den one more ish chi bk...with a title <<>>...haha n sum nice nice books la ;p..i tink kinokuniya shuld open a cafe la ;p sure earn de ;p hehe den we met sek dere too ;p

den yah..exams de marks get back le ;p rather or veri bad de ba ;p but not sad la ;p coz thats wad i deserve for not studying hard enff...e onli thing that i sad ish my hist de sbq ba ;p *shucks* realli sad man ;p haiz...but apart from that ;p thou i failed quite a lot de ;p but haha mummy din scold la ;p she jus laugh laugh de "nag" at mi lo ;p haha...haiz..gonna wakey le ;p hehe

haha n yah...i m also trying to look for a webby that i had lost ;p ish a veri veri nice de buddha de web lai de ;p it was in my fav..but now reboot le jiu not dere le ;p den i cannot rmb e web also...*agrh*...hehe

ok...i shall end here :D jia u every1 :D if ya haf get gd results , congrats n u deserve it de ok :D hehe den if u fair not too gd like mi ;p dun mind ok...jus jia u la :D it may not be becoz u did not work hard enff..but sumtimes its jus all fated like this de la ;p hehe jus nv giv up n tink ren shen mei yi yi la ;p continue to press on...u will make it de :D

][.U may be born to 5uffered.But do not 5urrender.][

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

][.pride of my heart.][

][.pride of my heart.][

haha now i am so tired ;p hehe coz jus sort of "renovate" forever5 de bloggy...haha jing sorry sorry..din ask u jiu change e blogskin..hehe hope they will like it :D realli...den it will be worth it le ;p haha

haha den today went tampines wif forever5 de 4 zhu tous ;p hehe jing we bought a ring together :D hehe nxt time go out rmb to ask fungi bring ok...haha

agrh...i m so tired man....jus so tired...hehe but still happy :D *winks* why happy ? i also dunno ;p haha tml going camp le ;p so cannot online for 1 day ;p hehe so take care la everybody n those still having exams tml de :D goodie luck n jia you la ;p hehe

den haha jus now "renovate" forever5 de blog de time...came across lots of nice quotes...hehe wanna share one wif every1...
-friendship is onli lost when u haf e courage to let go
and i will nv haf courage to let go of any...

haha sorry sorry...i brain dead le ;p take care la every1 :D

][.I'll be dere for you.][

Sunday, May 15, 2005

forever5

][.forever5.][


fe :
a promise is not a promise once broken
a pact is not a pact wif no actions
jus read that from jing de blog..but dunno if its forever5..but i tink it is ba ;p

hehe dunno if jing will cum to my blog ma...
but jus wanna say
lets go out together during this june holidays hao ma ??? hehe this time i mean lets realli go out n not jus say say n never go out de ;p...so long nv go out together le...
u are always part of US
we always consist of 5 peeps...
things changes wif time
and i admit that all of us changed too ;p
but i always believe that we are in a Star shape...
we start of from e middle and moves towards 5 corners as time passes...
however when we reach e end of that corner...
there's always a U-turn
n we will be back in e middle...
bac together...

i noe that ish sort of crappy..but thats what i always believe...
jia u de move on ok :D i always believe that we are together...
coz we are 5 pieces of jigsaw puzzle n e picture will nv be complete without u...

fungi :
i veri sad .....
keeping shining keep smiling.....
knowing you can always count on mi.....
thats wad friends are for.....

][.forever5.][

ps . fungi de singing realli de-proving le!!!! jing quick call her and teach her how to sing :D thou she will nv reach ya choir standard :D hehe *shhh* dun tell her ;p

chinese...

][.Chinese.][

haha tml ish chinese paper le :D now i m still left wif 50% 3a , 100% 3b and all those cheng yu...not gonna catch much slp tonite le ;p but its my own fault la :D hehe

anyway past 2 days haf been quite hao de ;p as in i realli rEsT...hehe feel so shuangz...
and while i rest...i planned how to spend the days after my mye...haha so qi-dai...
one of my 1st mission ish to make some changes to forever5 de bloggy...hehe so if jing gotta read this bloggy...can giv mi a call ma ? need to ask ya sumthing...
den of coz...go n find that "move"
and re-train up my stamina n shake away e fats !!!
i m getting fat si le la ;p
so many peeps visit my daddy den buy so much thing...my daddy cannot finish i jiu "help" him...so haha realli gonna go jog jog le ;p

anyway those are jus craps ;p i realli miss playing bball man...hehe can't wait to be on court again n play a real match...hehe i realli miss it sia ;p at e start of sec4 i tot getting to e nationals champs wif ahs.b.gals'05 gonna be a veri slow n long journey...but who noes..time so fast de ;p *zoom* jiu over le ;p haha agrh agrh agrh !!!

alright i shall stop my craps le ;p
jia u ba every1 :D 2 to 3 days more onli...hehe

][.the journey of life is your choice.][
][.choices are always tough to make.][
][.think wisely.][

ps.anyway this ish Dang Ni Gu Dan Ni Hui Xiang Qi Shui by Xin 5hao nian jui le bu...how ya like it *winks*

Thursday, May 12, 2005

.| pray.

.I pray.

Dear lord buddha
pls bless piggy daddy
pls bless him with a speedy recovery
pls bless him with gd health
pls reduce his pain ( due to e shoulder injury)
pls bless him from everything
pls bless mummy too
pls bless my friends
pls bless everyone on earth
pls buddha pls
thank you
homeage to buddha
homeage to dharma
homeage to saga

][.I pray.][

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

][.wei he na bie ren de cuo wu lai cheng fa zi ji.][

][.wei he na bie ren de cuo wu lai cheng fa zi ji.][.why take others de fault n punish ourselves.][

hehe 6 paper gone..still gotta 6 papers to go :D hehe everybody jia u ok ! can de can de...soon its gonna be sunshine after e rain le ;p *crapping* realli veri tired le ;p gonna fall asleep on my paper le la ;p

anyway today de blog ish wanna share abt sumthing that i heard from Music Diary ytr n i used it in life today ;p haha ytr 5huo 5huo er yi (music diary de 1 section) shared sumthing like --> why take others fault n punish yourself...psps my eng veri lan..dunno how to translate..but it jus mean why bother to get angry jus becoz others throw their temper at u or sumthing ;p hehe they being in a bad mood dun mean that u mus be affected n be in a bad mood too ba ;p hehe i dunno wad i crappping also..psps but today sum1 threw a little temper n i decided not to "fight" bac...n in e end..i had a happy day...hehe wad i trying to say is...sumtimes jus smile n be deaf when quarrels happen...jus take a step bac n everything will be jus fine...Tui Yi Bu Hai Kuo Tian Kong...

haha n yah...nowadays exam period then i finally noe how stressful is it to see ppl stress...hehe jus wanna tell fungi n moi...relax relax a bit ok :D esp fungi...seeing ya panic mins rite be4 e exams realli veri scary...hehe u are not like e fungi i noe during that time...haha i realli afraid u will go siao ;p haha jkjk jus relax a bit la :D hehe u can do it de...even if cannot..e world wun collaspe on ya de la :D hehe jia u ok :D

haha n hmmm everybody smile smile la :D hehe smiling will sumhow make ya mood better de :D hehe -^-^-

oh n yah yah !!! mus share sumthing...hehe sh say chris n fann admit to their relationship le :D hehe 3 yrs le !!! wahaha *claps*claps* gong xi gong xi em !!! haha i was jumping abt after i heard it lo ;p haha so tootpid hor...hehe anyway thankie for telling mi wow ! and hehe can bring mi e newspaper ;p haha thanks lots :D hehe

][.all was in e silence.][
][.u all done so much for mi.][
][.yet i was blind n din notice.][
][.and tot much of it.][
][.now that i noe.][
][.i feel fortunate n grateful.][
][.thanksz lots.][
][.my frends.][

Monday, May 09, 2005

bballer ?

][.your move.][

hehe alright...today ish e 1st paper ;p in fact 1st 2 paper ;p tink my a maths n ss gone case le ba ;p haha den tml ish bio n lit..but now study bio till veri bored le ;p so again...i haf e urge to blog...

haha that day..sat day de trng by sydney coaches de time..i learnt how to train myself up physically..but i guess thats not e most important thing that i had learnt (thou realli veri gotta use..hehe)...instead its sumthing which e coach said which left a great impact to mi ;p hehe...he said sumthing like...every player has their own moves...for eg..kobe bryant..he will do a cross over 1st..n if u cum over..he will cut in...if not he will jus jump shot ;p

hehe after i heard abt e every player has their own moves..or rather shuld haf their own move..i jiu wonder if i haf my own move ? hehe after much thoughts...i tink i haf no own moves ba ;p hehe gonna find my own move after this mye..yesh right after this mye...haha

haha in e meantime..jia u ba every1..can study de jiu study..cannot de jiu let it go ba ;p dun too stress out wow ;p coz seeing ya frends stress simply makes u stres too ;p haha this mye gonna be my worse ba ;p thou i realli hope not :d hehe

][.do i haf 1 ?.][

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Happy Mother's Day

<>

hehe a maths is driving mi up the wall !!! haha so decided to take a break n blog abt this special day today...= Mother's Day...

haha since ish mother's day..hence i m using my mummy's fav colour to blog...hehe apart from e "title"...haha din buy anything for mummy this yr..onli made her a bouqet of flowers...haha

wad can i say ne?...i onli tink mummy are veri wei da de...at least thats wad i feel abt my mummy la...since young...thou she scold n nag at mi...i still tink she ish e best mummy le...coz if not for all those...hehe i jiu not where i m today la (veri cliche..but thats a fact ;p) so jus wanna thank her lots la ;p

den as i was doing my a maths until siao siao...i jiu veri suddenly de wan my mummy by my side...hehe jus like when i was young ;p dunno why...whenever i face some problems...i jiu will call for mummy to be by my side...her presence jus give mi a sense of security...hehe dunno why also...thus i m gonna ask her to acc mi tonite..coz i realli veri veri veri veri veri afraid of tml de a maths exam..thou i like veri dun care abt it de gan jue la ;p

hehe thats abt all ba...gonna go bac to my a maths le...every1 jia u jia u wow..n dun forget to wish ya dearest mummy a veri happy mother's day...they realli did a lot for us..hehe

][.Mummy's fav = No matter how old u are.U r still a kid in mummy's eye.][
][.i m still a kid.][

|ie huo zhan shi ( Full Throttle )

...lie huo zhan shi...

hehe jus watched finish lie huo zhan shi...a movie abt racing de...den main actor ish andy lau etc etc...haha thou that show got a bit old de gan jue ;p but there are 2 quotes which i still quite like de ;p hehe

1) e fastest bike may allow u to be faster than e speed of e wind...but it will nv allow u to be able to chase bac e time u lost...
2) not having any memories to look bac on when u r old may be scary...but having loads of regrets as u look bac is even scary...

hehe jus 2 quotes that i tink is nice and wanna share la ;p hehe take care always + jia u every1 :D

][.forever.][

Friday, May 06, 2005

jus another day...another step closer to exams

][.jus another day.][

hehe today is jus like any normal day...haha but still its a special day...everyday is a special day...coz u will tend to learn diff things everyday...diff theory...diff lessons...diff knowledge...haha even if u learnt nothing...still be grateful...coz at least u had lived to breathe e air today...haha maybe sum will not agree wif mi...sum feel that being dead is even better...but thats for mi la ;p i nv thought that being dead was better...hehe

anyway today ish our "Ren Ming Zhong Tong" de funeral ceremony..caught it on news...he looks realli ci xiang thou i nv heard of him till nowadays...jus wanna pray for him dat this gd man will go to a gd place...

haha den hmmm 2 more days to exams...hehe den mi haven start...haha dunno wad will happened sia..haha...but now all i pray ish to survive training tml...i so long nv train le...guess all my energy no more le ba ;p

hee hao la...shall go nap le ;p hehe take care every1 ! dun stay up too late wow...not gd for health...n jus share a little sumthing la ;p a normal person can onli remain awake n not slp for e longest of 5 days...after that limit...it may be fatigue...however there is 1 person who stayed up for 18 days? if i nv rmb wrongly la ;p hehe den if a person dunno lack of slp for how many hours le jiu will mixed reality wif illusions le ;p...he / she wun noe which is which le...hehe so take care la every1....

][.it din.it wun.but life still goes on.so.face it.live it.][
][.only 1 life.i haf no idea wad i wan.][
][.but definitely i m not going to waste it.][

Thursday, May 05, 2005

in e end...it din came true still...

haha i waited...i carried hopes...hehe but hmmm in e end...it still din came true...haha lucky for mi...i did not realli carried that much hope ;p...hehe thanks to moi...she say...dun ever carry so much hopes...or else e disappointment will be even greater...haha i noe everybody preach that...but its realli true ;p..realli...

haha ok...now i shall watch e time tickles by...40 mins more to go...after this 40 mins...there will nv be it again...nv....actually will la ;p but it gonna be 100 years later when i m not ard le ;p
05.05.05...05:05 but be4 this 40mins end...i will still carry wif mi...e hope ;p

][.nv give up on hope.][
][.i believe in miracles.][
][.sunshine after e rain.][
][.rainbow after e shower.][

05.05.05

][.05.05.05.][

today ish 05.05.05...hehe ytr be4 i slept...i had a simple wish...which i hope wuld come true ;p but it din la ;p so jus wanna write it down now...its quite stupid thou ;p
i wished that sum1..any1 wuld sms mi at 05 : 05 today...coz if like this...there jiu will be 05.05.05 , 05:05 le...hehe den i wuld keep e sms always...haha but it din came true...maybe coz it was too early ;p so i told fungi...can u sms mi at 17:10.15 today..which ish 5:10pm + 15 secs la ;p haha den i waited...but also dun haf...quite sad de ;p hehe jkjk..so now i can onli pray that sum1 wuld make my day ;p maybe by sms-ing mi at 10:17.37 today ? hehe jkjk...but realli hope la...coz after today...i wuld haf to wait for another 100 yr for this 05.05.05 thing to cum le...n by then...haha i probably not ard le ba ;p hehe...

anyway enff of my wish le ;p

haha...coz now raining...den i listening to those sad sad de music la ;p so a lot of emotions too ;p hehe *craps* anyway...yah...jus wanna say...sumtimes i feel that i veri selfish la...hehe or maybe stubborn ? haha jus wanna apologise to some peeps (thou sorry may not help , i believe it wuld onli make mi feel better n add more harm to e person ;p ) haha so no sorry la ;p..anyway why apologise to em ne?...coz i mus admit that i m jus a little gal living in a little world...realli little world...hehe maybe coz i m feeling too comfortable in this world...hence i do not realli jump out of it to this big big world la ;p...thus not jumping out of my little world = i m onli able to care totally for e peeps in my little world...n i m not a gd frend who can care for every1 ard mi...realli...gotta admit it...maybe becoz of this...i hurt some gd frends at times too...frends that are realli nice n gd to me...

haha no reason no excuse for myself for not caring for every1...but jus gotta say...i do try to care for every1...but maybe there is this differences...hehe maybe e care given out is sumhow lesser at times...i wuld not giv excuse n say...hey but i realli tried...coz its all crap...i understand how it feels like when ya frend giv u less attention..less care...it jus feels like...ain't i worth her care too ?...

opps...i crapped so much again...haha but jus wanna say sorry to all my frends who feel that i do not realli care so much for em la...realli sorry that i m not a nice frend...but i will try...no promise thou...

][.i am jus a "little" gal with min power n love.][
][.i am sorry that i tend to ignore u at times.][
][.coz theres realli a limitation to wad i can do.][
][.i am no supergal.][
][.instead...i need to be childish at times too.][

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

cherish u all :D

jus listened to music diary..hehe in fact still listening to it ba ;p haha today de story is abt 2 gals de friendship which turned sour due to some misunderstandings...haha quite saddening de sia ;p hehe...

haha ok anyway today is jus another nice n simple day ba ;p played e 9 lian huan de game with fungi...wahaha miracle sort of happen de...so i tyco de win la ;p so fun...hehe apart from e 9 lian huan game...today e Dong Nan Xi Bei Tuan went to save e gayta de crane for dunno how many tines sia ;p...even put our hand into e dustbin ah ;p hehe butts mus thanks us wow ;p

haha den today is jus a fun fun de toot toot day ba ;p hehe but jiu shi veri nice ;p hehe anyway jus wanna share a poem which i came across while i browse thru 4ever5 de past archive..which ish like during 2003 de ;p *sad* haha jkjk

No one really knows
What kind of bond we share
And even if I told them
They probably wouldn't care
You are very dear to me
I hope you know it's true
And now that you are sick
Tell me what that I should do?
While you've been gone
A part of me has been lost
It's like I've taken our friendship for granted
And now I'm paying the cost
I never knew how much you meant to me
Until you went away
The thought of you being really sick haunted me everyday
I spent a few days at school alone
And my weekend was such a bore
A lot of my time was spent in my room
I think my mum's ready to break down the door
And now i make this vow to you
To keep until the endI'll help you through the pain and tears
Until our rivers bend
So if you ever ever need someone
You know jus who to call
I'll be here by the phone
To catch you if you fall


hehe realli tink that this poem ish quite nice ;p haha esp e 1st part (in orange de ;p)...realli veri nice ;p hehe to me la ;p anyway..jus take care always everybody + dun giv u'rself too much stress la :D

][.)(i.][

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

TnT = TtE

][.TnT = TtE.][

today after sch pei nu ren go cut hair...den met moi n cheryl dere ;p den nu ren was forced to treat mi subway ;p hehe no worries nu ren..i will treat ya some day de ;p..haha sumday la ;p hehe

anyway thats not e main pt...e main pt ish...chatted with nu ren quite a lot of thingy de ;p hehe den rather happy n glad that can share e thoughts n listen to her problems too ;p haha laming...

jus chatted abt sum stuffs...den theres one thingy she said which i wanna blog down in case i old le den forget ;p hehe..she said sumthing like...e TnT dat we been thru ish wad that is keeping us going...haha den this chou nu ren also say...thou sumtimes everyday see e same peeps veri sianz...but when not seeing those peeps you veri xiang niang ;p wahaha of coz la nu ren...(they are so cute rite ;p )

hehe anyway after chatting wif nu ren..felt quite happy de la ;p as in been quite long since we not so lame de hao hao chat le ma ;p

haha n yah..moi ah i tink u influence mi a lot sia ;p i now becoming more like ya "goup" thingy de behaviour le la ;p need to change le !!! ;p

jus a little something which came up to mi suddenly ;p

<<.TnT=TtE.>>
1 year 365 days
2 years 730 days
3 years 1095 days
4 years 1460 days
5 years 1825 days
6 years 2190 days

our TnT is irreplaceable as it is jus so valueable n simple....
in this complicated world...
u realli need some childish-ness n simple life at times...
jus a simple moment when u dun haf to fret abt e troubles of life...
dun haf to worry abt how others feel...
n be e real person in front of em...

][.once is enough for life.][

Monday, May 02, 2005

coach carter

hehe today went to cut hair..sham cut de...still not too bad i hope ;p hehe den went wif moi to watch coach carter again...

haha second time watched this movie le ;p quite nice de :D hehe..i still like e song alot alot e one when coach carter sat in e middle of e court den e song ish sumthing like....determination , humilation etc etc...haha jiu shi like e song...hehe no reason why...haha..den watch de time...i feel like playing a real match again...hehe those which u realli lose n win...those that ish gotta foul etc etc n those which u can fall like nobody's business...haha i m a sadist or bo liaoz ba ;p but i tink falling on those hall that kinda of court veri shuang ;p hehe coz normally wuld u be so bo liaoz n jus fall ? hehe jkjk *crapping* but realli crave to play a real de match again...hehe

den hmmm haha moi xin fu wow ;p unbelieveable hor...hehe shuang la u...and ya...nowadays de weather realli ish not super de hot man..n my air - con spoil at this moment...agrh....tonite i not gonna slp in my own room man...so hot !!!

haha n yah...i tink tian kong ish a not bad de song ;p hehe so sianz....agrh....tml still gotta chi test...hehe agrh agrh...take care ba every1...hehe

][.in life.u jus haf to be a deaf froggy at times.][

Saturday, April 30, 2005

dun look down on gals ;p

][.Dun look down on gals hao ma.][

haha today supposed to guai guai de study de...but too sianz le...hehe so evening de time went to play bball wif moi n wei ren...haha den hai hao la...quite fun de...as in so long nv play le ma ;p hehe...

but hor...i wanna say sumthing...i realli detest guys who tink gals cannot play bball de leh...liews...wad era le..wad guys can gals also can de ma ;p hate those guys man...thou i not li hai..but *phew* moi was dere so was wei ren...trash em em si si ah...*shiok*

so ah...*ahem* all those guys who tink gals cannot play...*wakey time*...wad era u all living in man...

haha jus crapping a little up dere....paiseh if any guys ever cross this blog ( i guess wun haf ba) hehe even if haf...as long as u dun look down on gals..i jiu will respect u de :p hehe

][.mR lOneLy.][

][.wads friendship to me.][

][.wads friendship to me.][

haha rather bo liaoz de...but its ok...later gonna watch match...haha pro pro de match...heh heh
anyway jus read sh de bloggy...hehe found it rather interesting n true de ;p haha i dunno if thats wad she ish trying to say la ;p but i intepreted it as - thinkings change with time -....hehe so paiseh paiseh if i had intepreted it wrongly la ;p hehe say sorry in advance 1st...

haha anyway after i read that bloggy...i jiu haf e urge to blog abt myself ;p hehe rather *bhb* de...so if u dun mind den read la ;p mind jiu treat it as i crapping again ;p

haha basically i find myself sum1 vvvvv vulnerable de ;p hehe i told wen that be4...haha why say i m vulnerable ne ? as in i get hurt easily ba ;p (maybe every1 out dere also la) haha as in..yah i treasure n cherish friendship like u .. yes u ^_< thats reading this bloggy now la ;p hehe

i treasure every single friend that i haf...but if u wanna mi to open my heart n keep u in dere...hehe it takes lots n lots of time n love...hehe *sounds so bhb sia* haha but realli...to become my best frend...it takes a vvvvv long process...hehe coz i am vvvvv afraid of letting u into my heart so easily n get hurt so easily...haha as in...even a say hi say bye de frend can hurt mi le...so if my best frend hurt mi jiu bu shi i will shatter ;p haha *crapping* but lucky i had not tried that be4..n nv wuld i wanna try that...

haha maybe thats e reason why so many peeps that had reached e stage of my gd frend once asked mi...y u always put forever5 (*ahem* jiu shi my best frends la ;p) by ya mouth...can't u jus open ya heart n allow more best frend into ya life ? hehe den they usually get veri pissed off wif mi n sad la ;p haha when see em sad i also sad...but haha actually gd frend ish vvvvv close to best frend le...jus that 1 more step...hehe realli...

why i say that ne...coz forever5 also from strangers to frends to gd frends to best frends de ah...hehe

5tranger = who are u ?
frend = i noe who u r..i care a little for u here n dere...
gd frend = i share wif u almost everything n i care for u as much as u do..n maybe even more than dat...
best frend = e stage whereby quarrels will no longer tear u gals apart...instead every quarrel jus bring u closer n allow u to understand n change each other into better peeps...n u may not nd to show concern n care for em le..its all yi qie jing zai bu yan zhong de thingy...jus a movement..u noe wad they wan n vice versa...they understand wad u nd jus by that simple action...

haha thats my own definition abt frendship la...haha i say again la...jus my own thinkings only..so dun take it to heart wow...hehe but sum ppl in life remains as my gd frends onli becoz...i m still worried that my words might hurt them...but wif my best frends...i m nv worried that i will hurt them...same for em...they are nv afraid that they might hurt mi...haha in fact they veri straight to mi de....if i veri AP...they will jus shoot mi n say...fe u noe u veri ap ma...n i realli cannot stand n i dun like...can u change...haha or maybe...fe u suckz u noe...haha n blah blah why u suckz...den i will try to change for e better la...hehe those are real examples ok...hehe they realli veri blunt wif mi de...haha

wow haha i had crapped so much sia...but basically wad i m trying to say = at diff stages of life...there will be diff frends who will acc u thru it de...hehe so no worries wow *winks*...haha i crapped so much man..bth bth...hehe but thats mi la...sum1 thats veri emotional ? or rather say crappy la hor ;p hehe *craps*

anyway yah...u that ish reading this bloggy now...mus haf reached sumwhere beyond my frend de stage le ba ;p at least my gd frend le...*winks* if not u will not be here ;p hehe jkjk always nice to noe new frends ;p

][.the best of friendship doen't cum when u are together.][
][.it comes when u are apart and realise that despite e distance n e silence.][
][.e frienship still remains.][

Thursday, April 28, 2005

<> = Eternal Friendship

<> = Eternal Friendship

zai gu dan li, zhi dao you ni bu hui gu ji
kai shi shou xin jiu xiang xi ju
jie guo hai shi fen li
yuan qu zhe pian wan wan tu di
shuo bu chu de si nian zai yan di

peng you lai lai qu qu shao le wo ye mei you guan xi
duo le ni sheng huo que bian de geng mei li
shi jie wu qiong da yao zou de lu hui jian xin
tian ya ren wo xing ji de ni zou zai yi qi
peng you lai lai qu qu you le ni jiu ying gai zhen xi
zhen xi le bu dai biao yong yuan bu hui shi qu
jiu suan you yi tian ni ba wo ming zi wang ji
ji de nian shao shi wo men fen xiang de yi qie

bu ke xi bu ke xi
wo xiang zhe jiu shi yong heng de you yi

haha this song was one of my fav songs that i nv ever managed to find even e lyrics la ;p but today need to thank sh coz this lyric ish she help mi type de...haha hmmm this song was e ending song for a variety show lai de...haha wei le this song...i everytime purposely watch e show ;p haha jkjk anyway din noe deres some1 as "orh biang" as mi to like this song which ish counted ulu...maybe not leh...coz i tink jing n fungi also noe this song rite..esp jing..coz she wrote that few lines for mi during p6 hehe ;p haha jkjk..anyway its a nice song...wif a nice title...hehe n xie le wow sh..i orh biang onli la..not u.. ;pPp

stressed world ;p

][.5tressed world.][

haha wad a world ;p...ppl seems so stressed out...so sad...so many things to tear for...so many things to worry for...exams...selections for things...friendship...and everything...haha i admit i am 1 who cried a lot...haha cry-baby right...sometimes jus tink that i m so tootpid...e world still gotta so many bigbig things going on..yet i m fretting over e smallest things...hehe so foolish rite...haha anyway jus wanna tell every1 jia u jia u jia u !!!!! hardwork do not always pay off..but perserverance will bring u dere some day *winks* thats jus my personal opinion n crapping la :D sorry sorry n dun take it to heart if u dun agree wif mi la ;p

haha n hmmm ole !!! i can finally online le ;p com was siaoz siaoz for e past few days ;p haha so i slept veri early everyday ;p n yah yah..i m so proud of myself today ^_< i did not sleep during lessons at all :D haha not even a wink leh...so proud of myself ;p haha *bhb*bhb*

hmmm n yah tml ish paper 1 le ;p hehe i haven revise yet ;p cham...haha anyway gd luck every1 & jia u jia u :D

][.life goes on no matter wad.jus take care & continue to jia u no matter wad.][

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

w0rld too big

haha hmmm my com siaoz again le...everytime i blog 1/2 way jiu no more..so nowadays very little blogs..hehe anyway these few days are sooo "busy" haha den i learnt 2 things la ;p

1 = ][.world hao big.legs too short.][
haha rmb i once read in i-weekly something like this...the world is so big but our legs are too short...our body is here yet our heart is there...we remain slient but our heart is so noisy...time passes yet our life remains at the same place...understanding ourselves is a journey with no ending...
haha this world is realli veri big...i m jus glad wif my own life :D hehe din noe that there were still many things going on in this world..this reality...i tot they were jus shown in shows...hehe i may sounds like a noob...but i m jus more than happy wif my own life :D

2 = ][.there will always be better things ahead?.][
haha once had an e-mail which say...heaven ask a man to pluck e best grass amidst the field and he can onli walked once across e field...e man walked n saw this 1st grass...its veri beauuuUtiful...but he decided to walk on as he believe that there will be even nicer grass ahead...so he walked on n indeed there are...n whenever he cum across a nice grass...he will say..there will be nicer ones..n he jus walked on till e end of e field without plucking e nicest grass...
hehe e morale = treasure wads right infront of u...e grass is always greener on e other side..hence in ya heart...u mus believe that ya grass is e nicest le :D hehe zhi zu chang le...

haha shall end here ;p tml still gotta e-maths test..haven study de :p take care every1 :D

][.i love this life.][

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

light may not lead u to where u wan..in fact...it may blind u...

ight may not lead u to where u wan...in fact...it may blinds u...

haha thats how i feel now ;p hehe jus came home from fungi de hse...went dere for sum tuition ;p haha thankie wow fungi...thou u din realli keep on teach n teach..but i guess u make a gd teacher ;p hehe

haha den hmmm when i was on my way bac...i looked up to e nice nice de nite sky...den i saw super lots of stars...super nice man...den walk walk walk my eyes still glued to e stars....but den abt a certain distance later...jiu gotta one lampost...e light ish so bright la...den i cannot see my stars....haha den i jiu v lame de suddenly feel that....lampost = e light which u thinks may lead u to u'r destination...however stars = sum1 there for u...always there n will lead u in e journey of life...but lampost pop out at times...n u can't see e shinning stars that are still dere for u always..as e light from e lampost are simply too strong..it blinds ya view for e stars...u may feel that they(stars) are no longer there...but in fact...it was always dere for u...nv ever deserted u ;p

haha that was jus mi laming...but apart from my lame de thinking --> everyday u go to e bus stop..u will be certain abt e bus that u wanna take to bring ya to ya destination...however...standing at e bus-stop of ya life journey....do u haf any idea...wad bus do u wanna take...do u noe which bus will bring u towards ya life destination ?...haha nice ma??? hehe mus buy patent if u wanna use it ah ;p *laming* haha apart from e life destination...tonite de stars + lampost ish "thinkings" that i m proud of le ;p hehe

haha hao la...i shall stop my craps n go to do my a maths le...haha dIfFeReNtIaTiOn....i (ry....


][.Friends are jus like (*).Trust mi.They are always there.Maybe not many.But at least 1.][
][. am always here.:D.][

Monday, April 18, 2005

o o o |ife o o o

haha now...i shuld be studying but...no mood la ;p hehe piggy daddy now shuld be on aeroplane going to korea le ;p haha hope he will haf a fulfil de learning trip n learn some useful skills la ;p hehe jia u wow ;p

haha den my eyes are so tired ;p coz i watched too much show le ;p 7-9 = fate twister...9-10=beautiful illusion...haha anyway today went sheng song n bought tibits....3 bigbig packets man..realli a lot that e cashier anuntie was stunned..n haha fungi will be "bullied" by mi tml becoz of that...i guess she knew it le ;p she even say dun wanna take same 17 as mi tml le lo ;p *humph* jkjk

haha den today went simei den after that took 9 wif fungi to sheng song...den din take mrt wif moi...den moi say !!! she met mrs seah = my fav teacher...haha den mrs seah say she saw moi in e newspaper...haha e team foto that 1...but jiu shi nv see mi ;p wahaha sad ah ;p jkjk haha moi u haf luck today lo ;p even e tako de auntie gave u 4 instead of 3 ;p hehe n yah...i tink apart from tau huay , fish n chips , i love tako too ;p hehe or rather i tink i gonna be like a balloon that ish going to expand sideways le ;p i m eating n eating non-stop...until my mummy pity my fridge n cupboard ;p n i pity my own wallet ;p *laming again*

haha n hmmm tml gotta chi test...pray that i will score la ;p haven study yet ;p hehe i m such a slacker man...i had made a choice le...yet i m so slack...haha i guess maybe i m jus too fickle-minded la...jus as ah min says ;p i cannot even make up my mind as in wad i wanna eat ;p

haha n yah...tml gonna haf 2.4...haha i wan my A...but given my physical condition...hmmmm haha i doubt i will be able to make it la ;p hehe how i wish i will be given 1 extra week...jus to train stamina ;p haha...

and yah...thanks lots for e yi lu shun feng de lyrics...its nice :D

][.wo ai.wo pan.zhi ke xi ni bu zai.][
][.haha rhymes ma ?.][

Saturday, April 16, 2005

][.ahs.b.gals' 05.][

][.ahs.b.gals'05.][ 1st match :14/2/2005 last battle : 14/4/2005.][

haha hmmmm for e past few days i haf been trying to blog...but i blog finish de time.....my com jiu dc le....haha sad....

hmmm anyway jus wanna blog abt ][.ahs.b.gals'05.][....haha 14/4/2005...our season came to an end le...i mean for sec4s la ;p haha hmmm nothing gonna go on forever de...knew it will cum someday ;p haha laming again..anyway at least it ish a beatiful one ;p *5milez*

haha den hmmm jus wanna say a big thank you to all :p
wen,fungi,coconut,moi,ling,sh,sheryl,chuchu,sek,amanda,shanrui kor & of coz coaches :D
thanks for this wonderful team...its onli possible wif each n every1 of ya :D
haha sec3s - > continue to jia u together wif upcoming juniors :D dun scared em wow ;p
haha den sec4s - > yi yan nan jing :D

hehe and yah...always rmb OuR tOnG hUa wow *winks* hehe i lazy to type le ;p haha paiseh paiseh...n yuan lai chu chu also veri gan xin(emotional) de wor ;p when we on our way bac...she tok abt last time 1st started trng wif us de time cannot adapt...so jiu got once all juniors sick together n nv cum ;p but slowly immune to it le..but now jiu no more le ;p haha time realli files man :D *s0bz* jkjk

haha but yah...dun cry :D instead smilez....coz--->][.Don't cry coz its over.But smilez coz it happened.][.We had it.][.Thank You.][

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

][.|ast training + "cheated" day.][

wahaha i typed so much den my toot hand dunno went to press wad den everything gone !!!!!!
argh so pek che...*humph* dun wan re-type le ;p

jus wanna say...today ish e last day of sec life de bball de trng...saw juniors piggy bag-ing each other..jiu reminds mi of our sec2 de time n all e bag-pack jogging n walking (at least 5kg) dat we went for...time files man...*cherish wow juniors ;p*

n i feel so cheated today...but nbm nbm la ;p i learnt something too ;p nv ask shan min to help u buy food esp chai chee pork porridge...n hehe rou chou mee de auntie pls pardon her nxt time ;p haha lazy to re-type le ;p sh n shan min will understand de ;p

haha n yah...grace..libra r0xz man...this ish once again confirm with shan min as an eg today ;p hehe jkjk la sssssspj...i jkjk..sorry sorry...:D

haha ok *end* of today's day...feel so agrh now...so sick now...*ah choo* ;p

][.Jia You.][

Monday, April 11, 2005

][.Triple Joy.][

][.Triple Joy.][

haha hmmmm i m supposed to be sleeping now de ;p haha but this moi haven reach home...haven call mi...so i decided to blog ;p haha today de me veri happy ;p or rather say i had been veri happy from sat till today = mon ;p hehe a bit siao siao de...haha

why?

sat = aljunied kembagan...den took 1 photo wif my idol + jiao lian...hehe she is a pro...how i wish i can be like her...haha *dreaming*

sun = went out with wen n yuqiang for lunch at hans...den this wen ah ;p late queen leh...den we went to popular den waited for her 45 mins...haha den after lunch..we were supposed to go library to study de...wen suggested watching movie thou ;p but we already say hao wanna study ;p(haha wen psps la) haha but e toot library no more space for us le ;p hehe no fate la...so we jiu took 81 n went home lo ;p haha chatted quite a lot de...for ard 3 hrs ? haha jkjk

mon = yeah...we won aes ;p hehe finals => thurs ! jia u wow every1 :D haha i believe...hehe my leg now hurts like siao...or rather ish my knee cap...both ;p haha den jus now after e match...shanrui came to mi...hehe she showed mi something...n i was realli touched...realli....haha but i will keep it as a secret till thurs ;p hehe i will "help" ya de ;p haha den psps fungi...realli too pain le...so decided to cum home n rest...haha den i watched tv until half way...this moi jiu keep on beg mi to go airport wif her....den i reject until paiseh...so jiu went...den she still keep on laugh mi walk like a chopstick like this ;p *humph* i sacrificed my music diary n fate twister de leh ;p haha touched ma ? ;p n sorry wow sh....realli paiseh....

haha ok....thats my "triple joy"
1) foto
2) lunch
3) finals

hehe...i have a simple life...too simple too common...but its also de reason that i love it ;p
oh yah....btw R.E.M de everybody hurts veri nice...hehe e lyrics super meaningful...haha i suddenly feel so de ;p hehe so do take ya time to look at e lyrics if ya free la ;p


Everybody Hurts

When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone, when you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on. Don't let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes. Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along. When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on) if you feel like letting go, (hold on) when you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on. Everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends. Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand. If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long, when you think you've had too much of this life to hang on. Well, everybody hurts sometimes, everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes. And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. (repeat & fade) (Everybody hurts. You are not alone.)

Saturday, April 09, 2005

a|junied kembagan

haha ok i shuld be studying my bio or pigging now de...but i decided not to ! hehe coz i wanna blog down my happy happy moment ;p haha jkjk..jus wanna blog down abt aljunied kembagan today ;p hehe

today had 5 on 5 de matches la dunno wad woman de bball competition also...gotta carnival de...haha each lasted for 20 mins...hehe had fun playing ba...den had injuries too ;p haha den in e end got 4th...hehe ok thats not e main pt ;p hehe e main pt is...da dui had a friendly match wif malaysia de team...hehe once again...i wanna say...da dui de seniors are realli all pros man....realli veri pro-ed man !!! haha and they are so cool ;p hehe

haha but thats not e main pt too ;p haha i veri qian bian sia ;p hehe yah all e seniors all veri pro-ed...den i i decided to stay and play for aljunied till i old old if they dun mind la ;p haha as in not becoz the seniors are pro ok...but i tink they are veri encouraging too ;p veri de supportive ;p hehe n yah...my free throw is going down e drain man...*s0bz*

thats not e main pt too ;p haha our da dui lost by 1 in e end...60-61...ah ling qin coach mus be so sad...coz she went to tap e ball den foul den e person gotta 3 free throws...den gotta 1 went in...haha i dunno if she was sad la...but i guess or rather i assumed she was...coz if mi i surely will sad like siao de ;p haha den jus wanna say i learnt quite a bit from e match la...haha jit is realli cool fast man...and all e seniors are so pro man...haha n yah...i decided to take 15 as long as i get to play for aljunied team...hehe

haha ok...den while watching e game...and i saw how ling qin jiao lian defend e big big size center...which is twice of her...coz she ish so skinny...den i tu ran xiang dao our mon de match...against aes...den sh told mi that i shuld not be like ling qin coach n be behind her to guard...coz not easy la ;p so she taught mi to stand infront n jump...haha i tink its realli a gd idea man...i shall try it if i ever guard her la ;p

haha ok den da dui de match end le...den i was jus "slacking" ard..den sh beside mi den i jiu say...those kidding kidding de say wanna take pic wif ling qin jiao lian la..but i ps ma...hehe so she jiu help mi ask coach ling qin...den wahaha she veri funny man....gotta e blur blur look 24/7 de...den she say can ah....den moi was taking wif jit...den ling qin coach told mi she no camera...i jiu say liying aka shao ji gotta la...haha den she jiu say ok..den mei lian came den they talk talk...den after that we took 2 pictures...haha e 1st one that time she say she blinks so cannot cannot...den we took a 2nd 1 den take le...she jiu ask liying let her see...den she jiu so funny de...she say she mus see 1st...if not nice mus delete n take again ;p wahahah so funny right ;p hehe jkjk den after that i thank her...den she jiu veri funny n say dun nd dun nd...hehe i so tootpid rite...jus keep on say thank you...i always does so after i take foto wif my idol or they gave mi sumthing ;p haha i rmb nantana idol even mimic our continous de thank you lo ;p haha

haha den i came up wif lots of theory today ;p
1) nxt time if i help my frend take foto wif her idol...i will take my own sweet time n let her haf more "moments" wif her idol...haha jkjk
2) having ya idol as ya coach gotta advantage n disadvantage man...hehe advantage ish can bei her coach n learn from her ;p disadvantage ish wanna take foto or signature de hua...veri weird...haha

haha n yah... thankie thankie thankie thankie thankie thankie thankie thankie thankie sh !!!!!!!!! wahahaha i owe u 2 ren qing man ;p hehe 1st time u helped mi ask nantana idol to take pic den she even sayang mi ;p wahaha i was so happy that day ;p till now i still cannot forget ;p hehe realli thanks lots ! haha den 2nd one ish today ;p hehe thankie thankie thankie thankie thankie thankie thankie thankie thankie for helping mi ask coach ling qin to take foto today ;p haha thou she nv like nantana idol like this sayang mi la ;p haha if she sayang mi den will be so weird ;p coz she ish my coach(and idol) ;p haha *laming* but still thankie lots man...hehe n shao ji (liying) thanks lots too wow...hehe thankie for helping mi take e pic...hehe mus help mi develope ok ;p hehe xie le ;p

haha n yah..today take pic wif coach ling qin de time...it jus reminds mi of nantana idol...hehe realli....maybe coz both of em are my idols ba ;p haha n of coz gotta sakuragi la ;p haha but i wuld say...nantana ish my 1st idol n she ish those afar de but i will always respect her ;p den sakuragi ish..i will nv get to see him de...but he ish pro n i will always respect him...den ling qin jiao lian ish those veri "near" de idol who i can get to see n realli learn from + respect her ;p hehe realli hope to learn from her more...n of coz coach cindy n my coaches la ;p hehe

haha n yah....i jus found out that both nantana idol n ling qin coach aka idol ish so "alike" in some ways...hehe
similarity :
1) both of them are pros in my eyes ;p
2)both of them are easy to tok to n humourous....acc to moi la n wad i see...coz i always get nervous den will jus listen while others tok to em ;p haha so sad rite ;p
3)both of em are teachers..wahaha their students are so xin fu man !!! pray pray moe swap Maths + PE teacher to our sch ;p jkjk
haha thats their similarity...but i respect n idolize them as an individual...they are not e splitting image of either 1...nantana idol ish nantana idol....ling qin idol ish ling qin idol...they are diff de peeps which impress mi wif their diff de skills ;p hehe

haha o o o i happy until can fly over e moon le ;p so e abv e blog gotta a bit siao siao de...sorry sorry wow ;p hehe n yah...coach ling qin started playing when she was sec1...i wonder when did nantanat idol started playing...hehe but that don't realli matters...both of em are such pros now...i shall go n train on my basics 1st ;p hehe n i haf in mind how to train myself after e tournament (sch) de le ;p hehe *5milez*

shall go rest le ;p hehe once again...thankie sh...thankie liying :D
haha n yah...nantana idol (5) , sakuragi (10) , ling qin idol aka coach (15) r0xz :D
and of coz ahs.b.gals'05,forever5,aljunied kembagan r0xz too...
wahaha e value of happiness ish irreplaceable...
pls pardon mi for being so crazy today ;p hehe

][.5.10.15.][

Friday, April 08, 2005

this is the real team

][.this is wad i love.][

haha ok....today vs jss....51:38 => won
hmmm yeah...today quite a nice day ? haha as in....i dunno how others feel la...but i jus feel that its 1 of the best nationals game that we played...it reminds mi of e east zone de gan jue...1st time i get bac e east zone de gan jue whereby ( i dunno how others feels ;p) but i saying myself la...i get bac those kinda of gan jue where u haf e upper hand n is controlling e game...e kinda of smooth movements n mo qi btw e players etc etc...1st time i feel in this way since cuming to nationals ;p den today male coach jus said he dun tink we can make it as the champs if we continue to play that way ;p(be4 e match) haha i dunno how others feel la...but i guess...lets jus jia you n prove him wrong huh ? *fei hua*

haha ok...den had a "heart to heart" chatting session wif wen today during our chi lesson ;p (so bad hor ;p) haha den we came to this conclusion that...--->"Everyone haf their own thinkings ,so its realli hard to understand any1 or rather...dere's no need to understand others la ;p"--->so sorry sorry to any1 out there if i had clashes in ideology wif ya la ;p----den we also feel that "being ren ah...realli not easy la ;p" haha but i still love being a human *craps*

haha den hmmmm went to watch aljunied de trng today wif moi liying n sh....haha e seniors are so pro ;p haha realli impressed by them...hehe *claps*claps*

haha alright man....now my hair is still wet n i can't slp la ;p so jus allow mi to crap la ;p
ahs.b.gals'05 jia yOu !!!!!
jia yOu jia yOu jia yOu !!!!!
we are reaching where we wish for le
we had been playing so hard
trying so hard
esp sec4s
our last yr le
jia yOu jia yOu jia yOu
to make a mark ok ?! :D

][. pray.][.tbftt.][

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Sunshine after the rain

][.5unshine after the Rain.][

haha hmmm yeah....thats my mood for today ba ? haha sunshine after the rain...haha patched bac wif moi le...yup...haha wad more can i ask for ?

haha den of coz i read sh's blog ;p haha hmmm wun comment abt that (but maybe somewhere down dere i commented? ;p) jus gotta admit that i got a bad temper...haha ok...anyway had a great chat wif moi ytr nite...we actually belongs to the same boat huh moi ? ;p haha

there's this veri meaningful thing which she told mi..she said our whole team is COMPLACENT....i told her no...i wasn't...but she managed to convince mi that we was...she told mi that everyone was still veri relaxed when we were losing to cedar...i told her that was becoz i believe we will win...but she say...having that mindset of being relaxed is already a sign of complacency...and of coz i completely agree...haha den she gave mi lots of impt "talks" n of coz i am gonna keep in my heart n not say la ;p...so jus hope our team wun be complacent anymore ;p

and yah....speaking of my bad temper ytr....i wuld say its already stirred up be4 e game...i wuld not say its anybody's fault or blame any1 la...but i was rather pissed of...yes...or rather veri pissed off...i jus feel that after we get to clementi...every1 shuld be ready...e most get ready by 10mins...not dilly dally here n dere...esp as sec4s...not get there den slowly get to change jersey...den wear all e guards needed...den change shoes...i realli feel that...if u knew u had so much to change...den change in sch...change on e bus...n not get there n dilly dally...seeing other sch already all warmed up n us still "slacking" dere realli bu hao shou man... understand?...i told moi abt it n she understood n felt the same way as mi...but she is immune to it le...immune is the word she told mi...

den we chatted....n we agree that this isn't our style of playing...we shuld be playing like we were during east zone...

anyway enff of unhappiness le ;p today i saw a rainbow after the rain :D *5milez* been a long time since i saw a rainbow...gonna throw all my unhappiness behind...coz life is better not being sad n haf a true friendship...:D

and jia y0u tml !!! moi haf confidences ok...its coach lost for not allowing u to play for e past 2 matches...ya did nothing wrong :D

][.so many yrs le.its rooted in my heart.e onli 1 i believe in.forever.][

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

5hattered |)ay

today vs mjr...score = 43 :59...won
my team won a game.but i lost my temper.i lost my friend.
all i can rmb is.
3 person shouting at me.
shouting e same "scoldings" at me for not catching e ball at e right timing.
3 of their "scoldings" add on to my moodless mood today.
i can't help and shouted wad i felt.
the floor is so slippery.how do u expect mi to jump?.
but heaven knows.
i shouted right into the face of my friend.fate?
i guess she is one of three who told mi my mistake?.
maybe yes maybe no.
i can't rmb anything.
the next thing i saw was her crying like nobody's business.
i teared too.
but i knew the game gotta go on.
and sheryl told mi.not to let this affect the game.
i tot it was only right to play finish e game 1st.
i wept away my tears.
i tried to concentrate on a game which is even harder than usual.
i was not nervous at all.
but it was realli hard to concentrate.
realli hard as whenever i turn.
my friend was facing another direction n i could see the tears in her eyes.
my tears are close to gushing out too.
i knew she was very angry with mi.
i knew i was in e wrong.
be4 i got on e court i tried to apologise.
but all she gave mi was a finger telling or rather warning mi not to talk to her.
tears are in her eyes.
her face was red.
it was realli hard to play under that mood.
i tried my best to focus.
*whistle*
the game ends.
i walked towards her.
she told mi not to talked to her.
but it was rather a warning and a torture to mi.
tears gushed out of my heart.
i allow my head to be bend.
i shake e oppenent's hand and return to my bag.
only then did i allow myself to cry as i want.
ms ng came.coach came.
coach wan us to patch up.
i stood up.
but again e finger was shown.
i can't stand it.
i threw my temper & walked away.
i sat on the stairs n cried.
while she changed and walked away.
looking at her back.
i haf a mixtures of feelings.
i m angry.i m sad.
lucky there was still fungi n wen.
we sat there.
having them by my side is already more than enough.
fungi n i listened to wen's i-pod.
there was Di Yi Shi Jian.
thats our friendship song.
i cannot help but allow my tears to flow as thou a spolit tap.
we went to change & went off.
they cracked a little joke or so.
but i was in no mood for it.
i jus smiled.
i received an sms.
asking mi to smile.
even a little will do.
i was touched.
realli touched.
and at that moment.
i smiled like a fool to that sms.
but i was too tired to reply.
i felt so weak.
i dragged my body all e way to e mrt station.
i collasped onto a seat in the mrt.
listened to wen's i-pod wif fungi & fell asleep.
i woke up.
we went to TM for a movie.
with their company.
i felt better.
we watched House Of Fury.
it was rather nice.
but rather normal n cliche too.
there was some touching parts.
but my tears have all been used up.
i haf no more for the show.
i jus tried my best to lol when there are funny parts.
the movie end.
we headed for home.
3 came.
i ran.
1/3 way i stopped.
fungi continued running.
i started running again.
it was den that i discovered.
i am someone with such lousy determination.
we boarded the bus.
we chatted.
i cried.
i got of the bus.
dragged myself home.
had my dinner while watching fate twister.
life is all fated.is wad i feel.
now all i pray for is.
to get bac this friendship be4 thurs.
be4 our nxt game.


][.everything happens for a reason.][
][.ppl dun meet by chance.][
][.but by fate.][
][.in meeting u however.][
][who cares abt e reason.][

Monday, April 04, 2005

|ife without rest ;p

haha hmmm ok....today had match against rgs....wahaha score = 45 : 35....we won by 10...hehe hmmm i guess we lost out on rebounds ba ;p which ish my "job" ;p *laming* anyway dunno y de...everytime i block out le...sh block out le...we haven get e ball...in e middle some rgs player will jus pop out n get e ball n *shoot*...so qi gei man...as in yah...qi gei...wif my own limbs for not moving fast enff ba ;p

today's game was rather scary de...but i nv feel any stress as in yah...i believe we will win in e end de ;p den 1st quarter we were losing...2nd quarter draw...den after that jiu shi like this la ;p...hehe den to mi la ;p i guess sheryl de last quarter de 1 of e 3pts make our win more definite ba...den everybody did a gd game too ;p but i guess our starting always not strong enff ba....rather scary in some ways de wow ;p...hehe

haha den after e game...i "heard" (*ahem* overheard la ;p) e mjr coach telling his players that "they played a veri gd game today...den i tink he say sumthing like...siew ling did a few impressive shots...den their rebounds all this improve a lot le...den blah blah blah...to e main point...--> tml game against ahs....a lot ppl say they will make it to the top4...n they had won u all by 20+ be4...so in their heart...they will be like...aiya wads mjr...but u all can make it de...if u all win tml...it will be a bonous...but if u all nv win...jus pray that they will win jurong..." haha e abv ish jus i tink wad i heard la so may not be accurate..psps...den i hear le i jiu pray...as in realli pray that our team wun be over-confident tml...theres no sure win de...so lets jia u la :D hehe jia u jia u jia u :D

haha n ok...i haven do my eng n study my chi test...coz jus finished watching fate twister not long ago...rather nice de...thou i noe its jus another typical show...n yah today ms teo cum n tok to mi..den she say...felicia ah...u seems to be awake onli when u are on court...den u see wendy now so alive in my lesson le...realli mus praise her...hehe den jus now moi called mi...i was rather irritated de...coz i watching fate twister ma...haha so i sound irritated la ;p...haha psps...n yah...yuan lai when i watch tv...best ish ppl dun cum chao mi ;p or else...haha i dunno wad will happen la ;p

anyway shall slack till 10 like this den go pia my chi le ;p hehe n team :D lets jia u tml ok :D theres no sure win ! no over-confident but cannot no confident ;p hehe *laming* oh yah yah...anyway happy birthday mummy :D *hUgZ*

][. wun let go or change my mind.][
][.ife without rest=ife.][

Saturday, April 02, 2005

hAppy @pril f00l day ;p

haha here i am to blog again le...today i wanna blog about april fool + etc etc ;p

hehe ytr was april fool ;p i onli managed to fool moi ( wif grace de help) haha den i gotta bei fool by grace ytr...she told mi that her sis broke her tooth again ;p n sharon was trying to fool mi abt e same thingy ;p so i nv bei fool again la ;p haha den today e chou nu ren = fungi....jus fooled mi again...she sent mi an sms say wad...fe. i realli hate you.realli hate u more n more.dun wanna be friend with u anymore.n u dun nd to call mi. sumthing like this la ;p haha i sort of knew its gonna be a joke or wad coz i nv do anything wrong ma ;p but at that moment i still panic den wanna cry le ;p haha *oei nu ren...see wad u did to mi la ;p* jkjk

anyway today had aljunied trng...hmmm rather slacked n not tired de...but i mus say i learnt quite a lot today...learnt quite a lot abt defences n i tink its realli useful...how to position myself during zone defence + when man on man de time how to guard etc etc...realli useful i mus say...hehe mus thanks coach cindy n of coz coach ling qing ;p thankie thankie

hmmm yah n we gotta our nxt round grpings le....rgs , mjr , jss....i tink its not gonna be easy....but as compared to e other grping which haf nayang , aes , cedar n naval base..... i tink we are quite lucky le ;p hehe so hmmm yah lets jia u la ;p hehe ~Believe~ but nv ever be over-confident wow team ;p hehe

haha n ole ole ole ole...ling xie de frend = martin san sent mi e GTO movie from argentina le...wahahah so happy ;p hehe he say if i receive this den he will send mi e tv series de ;p heh heh i wanna buy him thank you card le ;p haha so happy ;p shall go watch it later ;p hehe

and hmmm....yah i discover that i long time nv send msg to reg n phi team le...shall send them after e season ends ;p hehe

][.a true friendship = u can sit beside 1 another n be silent for e whole day...yet still walk away feeling that u haf had e best conversation ever....][.i suddenly find this quote veri nice...den i tried to tink of friends who allows mi to feel this way...n a few jus pop out of my mind ;p hehe nu ren = 1 of em wow ;p.][

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

gReAt tEaM !!! |ets jia y0u !!!

haha hmmm here i m again ;p ytr slpt at 8...coz gotta scold for my high cost of phone bill ;p

haha ok enff of my own craps....ytr had match against cedar...score = 44 : 37...won by 7...hmm dunno wad to say...but guess its rather not gd ba...as in yah...my team mates did a gd job ba ;p but i din....haha did not realli got e rebounds ;p anyway yah...now remorseful also useless de..jus hope that this fri's match our team will win like jus like be4 :d lets jia y0u hao bu hao ?! jia u jia u jia u !!!

den hmmm today i m jus a tootpid freak man...i asked moi to pei mi go library to return book...only to discover that i din bring my book there !!! den after that i came home...n i found my book in my bag....am i stupid or stupid? yesh i guess i am veri stupid...or rather m i veri distracted ? haha dunno la ;p...so moodless to do things nowadays man...jus hope i will get out of this mood soon...n yah moi psps la...for causing u to pei mi to library ;p haha

hmmmm n psps this blog ish rather messy de ;p no time to realli make it hao hao....sorry sorry
haha n yah...fri ish sum1's bday le :D looking forward to it ;p heh heh...hui min we are gonna buy choc cake n celebrate rite ;p haha dun forget ah...n i tink ah min de burnt disc inside de Lar~en cil de instrumental one veri nice...veri sad de gan jue ;p or rather veri soothing...haha

ok la....jia you for fri's match ok ahs.b'gals'05 !!!!! gotta win :D

][.fAtE tWiStErS=ife.][

Saturday, March 26, 2005

][.|)ream is nv easy to chase.][

haha hmmmm finally gotta e energy to blog le ;p past few days was sort of too tired...haha anyway today ish sat den woke up super early n i m super tired...coz went to sentosa ytr...haha n yah sorry la moi...hehe

ok lets blog abt today ba ;p today went to aljunied trng de time...nomjit was there...hehe den i felt that moi n sh veri xin fu....coz i rmb sh 1st time tell mi wan go trng ish becoz maybe 1 day nomjit might go our trng ;p haha den today she realli went le ;p...wad if nantana went n be our "coach" for 1 trng ;p haha i guess i will be super happy ba ;p hehe

haha but its ok la...i tink cindy coach makes a gd coach too...chatted wif her over e dinner n rather aspired de...she say my basics not gd...if not skills wuld be twice as i am now...so its wasted la..den she say that maybe i can join her basics de trng after my "o" n i decided le...i will de :D hehe...den she say sh is jus like coach ling qing...n i m jus like angela...wahaha sad man ;p but nbm nbm la...haha den she say coach ling qing realli ish a veri veri veri determined center...den ish her junior n blah blah blah..haha n coach cindy's dream...hehe quite nice chatting wif her de ;p haha n nomjit veri e gao xiao when taking pic ;p (reminds mi of nantana)

haha n aiya shuld haf went wif my "jie" to watch e celebratie's match !!! gotta chris leh !!! and wen gotta tay ping hui too...haha but hmmmm there's always no perfection in life ba...u will gain some n lose some at e same time de ;p hehe thats wad i feel...so nbm nbm la ;p hehe

haha hao le...i shall blog some other time ;p rather tired le ;p hehe

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

_t|red 0ut_

haha hmmm today de gan chu veri lots....i m supposed to do maths now de...but i do le jiu stuck...den yah..not realli got mood to do de...

haha ok 1st...tml ish our 1st nationals match le ! jia y0u wow team...anyway had an hr de trng today...den played a bit de formation...den i tink i do not fufil wad a center shuld do man...as in coach showed mi den i finally understand la...ppl de center is cut in de...but i this center is jump out de...*failure* anyway yah..thats it la...tml i shall try to cut in ;p

and o o o...my leg ish hurting ;p i guess everybody's one also ba...haha pain pain go away...if can dun cum bac again...pain pain go away ;p (*pain pain little pain*)...hmmm n yah jus now de mood rather green tea de...i suddenly veri tired out by my life...yah jus feel veri tired out la...dunno y also ;p...

so tired out i bu jiu grumble to my mummy lo....actualli ish quarrelled wif her de...den suddenly jiu veri moodless...den jiu quiet down...den i suddenly receive this call...den i jiu yah...green tea changed to red tea for a moment...den after that i till now de mood ish mixed de...green + red...coz wo cong lai mei you gan jue dao zhe yang de wu zu...i need sum1 to tok to...yes..thats wad i need...i need sum1 to tok to now...i tot of a list...but i jus cancelled out 1 by 1..becoz of various reasons...so i decided to blog instead...coz i realli cannot tink of any1 to tok to ;p not cannot la...but haiz...haha nbm nbm

n yah...wo hao lei ah !!!
tired tired tired tired tired
fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan
sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick
bad mood bad mood bad mood bad mood bad mood
sianz sianz sianz sianz sianz sianz sianz
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad
agrh agrh agrh agrh agrh



haha ok i was jus laming...hehe hao la...feeling better le ;p tml jia u le wow team !!! jia u jia u !!!

Saturday, March 19, 2005

5prained ankle_fAtE

hehe went for aljunied trng today...haha i wuld call it e most slacked aljunied trng of all..realli veri relaxed...jus ran 10 rounds n do some fast breaks...100 shuang fei...some alley and 4 jiao n some formations la...

hehe den i am so tootpid...play man on man de time jiu bu xiao xin de sprain my ankle...haha den coach cindy jiu ask mi dun take off shoes...1st time sum1 told mi not to take of shoes after spraining my ankle...i shall explain why (coach cindy say de) * when ya sprain ya ankle..means ya blood vessels burst thus will haf blue black..so u mus tie jing jing...if ya take of ya shoe...e blue black will den swollen den jiu more hard to heal le* hehe

and yah..sheryl help mi fu ice de time veri funny sia...she say something like..wa u mus quick quick ok ah...or else ya coach cum "kill" my coach den i jiu no more coach le la..haha den she say until veri funny jiu dui le ;p hehe

haha hao la..i shall go n try to pia my hw le :D hehe jia y0u o ! if ya also nd to pia hw...muaha den jia u jia u o !!!

][. believe in fate.but only 50%. ;p ][

Friday, March 18, 2005

*oUch_mUs jia y0u*

haha my pi gu veri pain...bth bth...ok today jus wan to admit i m lousy la...

haha yah...i dunno wad e toot wrong ish wif mi la..jus no mood to train nowadays ;p anyway west side is real cool de strong man...after these 2 days de "da kai yan jian" i realli tink we mus jia u if we wan to win e champs !!! hehe maybe i too kan qiong or wad la...but yah thats how i feel la :D hmmm n yah...jasmine was asking mi if i wan go trng not...den i like keep on say dunno until she fed-up de gan jue...so i decided to go le..thou it realli hurts ;p n i not going e nxt wk...so haiz i shall jia y0u together wif em tml :D hehe !!

and yah...i tink east zone de peeps are quite fun sia ;p hehe

][.jus make wadever decision as long as u dun hurt others.][

Thursday, March 17, 2005

pIzza day :D

hehe hmmm today is a great day ! :D filled wif pizza filled wif dai dee...& filled wif joy that $_$ can nv buy ;p hehe

haha hao de....today morning went mrs ganesan hse class gathering den a while i jiu went off for meeting le ;p haha quite sad de...as in half way mus leave for meeting ;p luckily e meeting wasn't too bad ;p haha anyway had pizza at mrs ganesan de hse...

haha den after that went to ms ng *opps* shuld be mdm ng de hse...haha her hse quite nice de...veri comfy de feeling hehe..den had dai dee like siao..n of coz lost like siao...haha but nbm nbm la...had fun jiu hao..hehe den jiu had pizza again...den watched pirates of e carribean at e same time...haha do some stupid things...n now and day sum1 will say sumthing funny and every1 will jus LOL haha...i jus love that feeling man...hehe den paiseh ah sh...i no $ buy patent --> "pizza-ni yi pian.wo yi pian.gan qing yong bu san."...haha den mdm ng asked if we this batch can get along ma...hehe den dunno jiu who say...if cannot den all those finished de pizza n us is fake de le la ;p haha super funny sia...hehe den hmmm haha yah...love this batch...hehe yah...realli...

haha n yah...went sh de blog jus now...den agree wif wad she say de...e *cheesy* stuffs thing...hehe actually i tink in life..ppl always like to hear cheesy stuff things..but its always veri hard to say out de ;p coz veri paiseh ma ;p haha so i jus type out lo ;p haha

~thanks lots for being part of my life~
~u all noe who u are ;p~
~hUgZ~

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

my holidays :p

haha hmmm long time nv hao hao de blog le ;p haha ok shall keep my bloggy updated ;p hehe anyway my hand de arm de joint part pain like siao ;p...

haha ok shall start wif my 1st day of hols...had trng n went for "celebration dinner" with team.. coach de treat...haha feel rather sad at e dinner de...feel so separated...gotta 2 tables...den aiya dunno how to say la...jiu shi veri...and then jus wanna say photos are meant for my memories la...so i felt rather pissed off when sum keep on say "zi lian kuang"..i mean realli la..maybe i realli is...but everybody haf their own likes ma..den like this keep on say & say...i almost wan to explode n retaliate bac de lor..every1 haf wad they like...can jus respect us ma...i felt bad n i guess moi felt bad too...wad i learnt ? -->pls care abt others de feelings be4 u tease...u may feel happy abt teasing others...but did u ever noe..ppl are hurted....

haha ok enough abt unhappy things ;p now i feel ok le la...jus wanna write down my unhappiness...dun wanna keep everything to heart ;p...hehe den today is tues le...hmmm today gotta trng...wow e start of is surely not tired de la ;p jus 15 rounds up e slope n 5 rounds ard e court onli la ;p...den free throws...shooting..n man on man half court...n i also dunno y la...i suxz during e game...completely suxz...nv felt so lousy be4...n as i said...i suxz...den of coz bei coach scold la...den scold le jiu "punished" la...felt so agrh when being punished...coz super tired le...den haiz..dunno la...so i was rather ap when being "punished" so "dao" coach...den after he left..still felt quite bad de la...

haha anyway nbm nbm...after trng went eat den went sac for selections...hehe all 6 of us made it*winks*...haha say real de...realli hope to enter e combine sch de...but i guess e chance = 0% la...haha *pray* ;pPp...hehe n den went bbt shop wif sharon n liying n chu chu n moi..haha hai quite fun de la ;p hehe

hao la wanna go watch 1/2 yuan fen le today is mei man & lei men married :D hehe will blog again soon de :D

ps. pls dun be offened by my above...if realli feel angry...den i sorry sorry...

Sunday, March 13, 2005

another nice song...hehe

haha e previous one is chi de so may not be able to see e words..but this one shuld be can le :D


【1/2缘分】 插曲-You make me feel brand new

I am but a foolish man
with only love in his heart
The rain may come, the sun may set,
but I'll never let you go
All I need is your love, to hear
you say that I am your man
So tell me now and show me how I could be your better man

*And I'll surrender everything just to be with you
There is no one in the world like you You make me real
*And I'll cross every ocean just to be with you
Baby you're my dream and you're my soul
You make me real

副歌:Just like a flameYou're burning in my soul
You wake me from the cold
You make me real

And like a flame
You brighten up my world
Every corner bears a print of you
You really make me feel brand new

Like a flame
You glow within my heart forever more
You make me feel brand new (重复 *, 紧接 '副歌'部分)

nice 5ongs from channel 8 ;p

[情来运转】主题曲-我还爱着你

孤单的时候我总是喜欢来到这座天桥
回想起你曾在这里给过我许多拥抱
那是幸福的预告我们却没有把握好
爱情在矜持和任性之间消失了信号
回到寂寞的日子寻求忙碌的协调
把分离当假期却不知道结束是几号
和朋友聚会热热闹闹我却开不出玩笑
空荡的房间只剩寂寥
这种安静让人想逃
我还爱着你
无法忘记舍不得你沦为回忆
你像一个身影
虽然已远离
却给我转身勇气
我还爱着你
为何分离
都低估思念的威力
直到寂寞来袭才变得清醒
你一直在心里不曾远离
想起如何走在一起
坚定爱情可以守候一整个世纪
我一直都在这里
等待爱情回到原地
分离让我们更了解自己
也会让彼此更默契

Kuai le de Lao Bo

hehe hmmm...few days ago my mood rather "green tea" de...coz of somethings la ;p ( shall not ponder on it )..haha but ytr when i went to buy dinner for didi + mummy de time...i met this uncle..i shall call him -- "Kuai le de Lao Bo"...actually i saw this uncle at e photo shop few days ago when i was there with moi...but i did not tot much abt it...he was there to take passport size photo...and the shop attendent charged him 4 for $6 instead of 4 for $8...den i tink thats rather nice of those shop attendent coz e uncle is rather old le den still nd to work...

den ytr when i finish buying my dinner...i saw this uncle again...he works as a worker...n he was clearing e litters from e bin & there was this smile on his face...no grumbles at all...e moment i saw that...i felt so sad...as in this uncle is so brave...despite of his old age n need to work...he did not grumble abt life...unlike those youngsters like us who have so much yet grumble n get upset over friendship n stuffs...thou i dunno e uncle's real life or background story..but i guess...his family mus not be too well-off...if not why wuld he still work as a cleaner at his old age when he shuld enjoy his life or jus do some light chores..

hence after seeing this uncle...i told myself...i shall not grumble abt life n get upsets over friendship n stuffs...coz this uncle is so brave...


haha n yah...noe our nationals de grpings le...nan qiao,cedar,dunearn...hmmm haha...i told myself...no grumbles...nothing else in my mind...theres only sumthing...n thats do our best...jia u...this is our last chance le...s3f2mw...

Friday, March 11, 2005

You qiNg de Li liaNg

haha once again...i haf lots to blog...but today's music diary touched mi jus like every other day...
today's story is abt friendship...hence it trigger mi to blog abt friendship....my own friendship...

hmmm friendship was something which i nv ever understand till i was p4...
why do i say so ?...when i was young...i nv knew wad e toot is that...all i knew was to get gd grades & compete against others...my so-called friends...& i haf got 1 childhood de best friend = diana...

den i came to prps & my p3 life = so call de full of friends...coz every1 is my friend...i m neutral de ;p i nv lack any1 to go recess to...etc etc..but i dunno how to say also..having too many friends is as gd as not having any...u get wad i mean?

everything changed this day...this special day = p3 prize giving day...e process to receive e prize was so long...realli so long...long until can die...so i chatted to this cute gal seating beside mi...=wen..both of us got 1st in class...we jus chat den it turns out we already knew each other...coz we were from e same chi class..but i nv remembered her existence...haha as i said..too many friends = no friends...

haha den p4 de 1st day...i walking aimlessly den suddenly this cute gal pop out again...we were both going to 4B...so we went together & had a nice yr together...she was there for mi thru my ups n downs...my streaming etc etc n i wuld nv forget her MICKEY MOUSE blue outfit and roller-skates..wuld nv forget fighting over e tau hu(s) of e chicken rice stall with her...

hmmm den jiu p5 + p6 le...this 2 yrs are simply wonderful..i had forever5 , ye siew and many other friends...we did stupid things n jus laugh our heads off together...forever5 is e reason that i started playing bball...its e main source of joy of my life...it may not be forever...but it is defintely 1 of e best friendships of my life journey...

den sec sch le...till now still realli no change..still hang ard wif forever5...still lame wif em n does stupid things wif em...and sh & jh + hui min + ling xie too...sec sch life is more abt bball...its a joy rather than chore to go trng...den there's council and many other friends from diff journeys of life...so rather hard to cope wif all these friends...but wad i can say is every single friend taught mi a diff thing...but i wuld admit that...i m 1 that do not make friends easily but i cherish every1...its onli that i wun get too close wif em...coz i feel that u dun nd so many best friends...in life i jus nd those few that are true...

true friendship is wad i long for...but its getting harder by days...we grow n we haf our temper...we haf our moods..nowadays...i see some sad faces lurking ard my life...i feel affected too...i feel sad...i wanna tok to em..but i nv ever noe how to...i m afraid i may jus say the wrong words n make em feel irritated or even worse...i realli haf no idea wad shuld i do....jus hope that they will get happy day by day...coz nothing matters more than to see all of your smiling faces...smiles from e bottom of your hearts...

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

...n|ce de mUsiC Diary...( e biscuit thief )

haha wanna blog abt so much...but now jus listened to music diary & i think e story is simple n nice...so decided to share (thou no1 wuld be interested ba ;p) wu yue tian : shen ming you yi zong jue dui

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a air stewardess was having her lunch at the airport be4 reporting for work...
her lunch is a packet of biscuits...

there was a guy seating beside her...he was also eating some biscuits...he was eating the biscuits from her lunch-box...she gotta angry & stared at e guy...but e guy simply smiled back and after every single piece she took..e guy follow suit...

the air stewardess was really pissed off by the guy...then there was finally only 1 last piece of biscuit in the lunch box...the guy took the biscuit out & break it into 1/2 & handed 1/2 to e air-stewardess...

after finishing e last piece of biscuit...the air-stewardess hurried off to work angrily..after boarding the plane she discovered that there was a packet of biscuits in her luggage...

ahhhh....she felt so bad...the biscuits that she was eating actually belongs to that guy & yet she misunderstood him & even stared at him....she felt so guilty for doing so....the guy was so nice to share his biscuits wif her...she wanted to apologise and thank him...but it was all too late...e plane took off...

haha hmmm...i wuld call this story huo xu ni wu hui le tai(maybe u had misunderstood him)...hehe actually in life a lot of us mus haf been in this kinda of situation de ba (maybe not la)...we are always too suspicious of others n hence misunderstood their kind intentions at times ba...hehe...jus a simple story...

Friday, March 04, 2005

][.ahs.b'gals'05.][.my pride.][

hehe tml i going for camp le...den sat - camp,sun-camp,mon-chem...muhahaha jus trying to lame ;p hehe ok la..today jus feel like blogging abt team...hehe actually is ytr wan blog de...but too tired le so...haha

ok team = ][.ahs.b'gals'05.][...haha hmmm noe i am lame la...but jus feeling like blogging this after i watch ytr de b gals de game...haha hmmm how to say ne...i jus feel veri xin fu...yes...xin fu is the word to describe my feeling..hehe

why xin fu ?...i haf great team-mates...i wuld call em pros...not 1 or 2...is e whole team is a pro to mi...haha as in...i see other team play...they depend on a certain player...or that few player..without em jiu dun realli can play le..but i tink team dun jus depend on that few player or even 1 player thou feel veri weird at times la ;p but e whole game can still go on...thats wad i feel...den this team reminds mi of 2003 de time...den feel even closer...i dunno how to say la..maybe becoz last yr le or wad...but i jus feel veri xin fu to be in this team...yeah xin fu...fortunate...hehe

haha hao la...jus hope that can go far far far wif this team this yr :D hehe they r0xz my life for 2005 ;p..haha sianz ah..got test got mon den still got so much hw ;p haha but i so sianz now...hehe den tues got match !!! jia u jia u ahs b div bball ! both guys & gals ! hehe...and i tink this gal gal de blogskin dun realli suit mi..thou its nice..haha shall go n change it when i free ;p hehe ok la go le...

*all of e above are jus my personal opinion.sorry if i bu xiao xin make ya angry.sorry sorry.*


][.My Pride.][

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

hope to be ya memories...

hope to be ya memories...
haha today is a so so day la ;p hehe...tml will be 1/2 day + got match...sianz ah...y 1/2 day when we haf match ? *humph* jkjk

haha anyway tml got bio test...n i haf yet to study...hehe shall go after this bloggy ;peeeee angry sia...y e song nv cum out de...e ][.Thats wad friends are for.][..haha but nbm nbm quite happy de day de la ;p lalalahaha e 1/2 yuan fen veri funni...i qi-dai-ing mei man n shi leimen ;p haha so funny...loggerheads to ... haha...

haha ok la go try study le...o levels de fees cost $405 leh...so ex man..haiz...like huimin n lingxie say de..summore is not like we wan to take e exam like this ;p buy i-pod even better ;p


][.xi wang ni hui yong yuan ji de.][
][.mei zhe yi ke xin.][
][.wo yi zai wei ni zhu fu.][
][.de zhi ni kai xin.][
][.wo gan dao yi si man zhu yu kuai le.][
][.zhu ni xin fu.][][.you qing de zhu fu.][
][.shi wo dui ni yi bei zi de cheng nuo.][

*oh no..jus discovered i had another blog at thismoment...so confusing ;p*

thats wad friends are for

haha hmmm finally done wif a so call new blogskin...haha but i tink a bit too gal until dun suit mi sia...hehe

hmmm anyway today is a not bad day ;p our b bois won ! yeah man they did it...mitch was there to support em n i jus felt so sweet n touched by their spirit ;p haha n yah..today de trng rather slacked de ;p hehe after that play de time still quite fun...hmmm how nice wuld it be if i can play during a match as thou i play play de time ;p hehe i will try to work towards e goal...dun wanna be known as sum1 who eat stabilizer le la ;p

haha n yah...nowadays weather not gd...every1 pls take gd care of yourself ok ? hehe my eyelids dropping le..bth bth le...nitey(*) n yah...happy 16 birthday wen...may all ya wish cum true + happy always :D