haha once again...i haf lots to blog...but today's music diary touched mi jus like every other day...
today's story is abt friendship...hence it trigger mi to blog abt friendship....my own friendship...
hmmm friendship was something which i nv ever understand till i was p4...
why do i say so ?...when i was young...i nv knew wad e toot is that...all i knew was to get gd grades & compete against others...my so-called friends...& i haf got 1 childhood de best friend = diana...
den i came to prps & my p3 life = so call de full of friends...coz every1 is my friend...i m neutral de ;p i nv lack any1 to go recess to...etc etc..but i dunno how to say also..having too many friends is as gd as not having any...u get wad i mean?
everything changed this day...this special day = p3 prize giving day...e process to receive e prize was so long...realli so long...long until can die...so i chatted to this cute gal seating beside mi...=wen..both of us got 1st in class...we jus chat den it turns out we already knew each other...coz we were from e same chi class..but i nv remembered her existence...haha as i said..too many friends = no friends...
haha den p4 de 1st day...i walking aimlessly den suddenly this cute gal pop out again...we were both going to 4B...so we went together & had a nice yr together...she was there for mi thru my ups n downs...my streaming etc etc n i wuld nv forget her MICKEY MOUSE blue outfit and roller-skates..wuld nv forget fighting over e tau hu(s) of e chicken rice stall with her...
hmmm den jiu p5 + p6 le...this 2 yrs are simply wonderful..i had forever5 , ye siew and many other friends...we did stupid things n jus laugh our heads off together...forever5 is e reason that i started playing bball...its e main source of joy of my life...it may not be forever...but it is defintely 1 of e best friendships of my life journey...
den sec sch le...till now still realli no change..still hang ard wif forever5...still lame wif em n does stupid things wif em...and sh & jh + hui min + ling xie too...sec sch life is more abt bball...its a joy rather than chore to go trng...den there's council and many other friends from diff journeys of life...so rather hard to cope wif all these friends...but wad i can say is every single friend taught mi a diff thing...but i wuld admit that...i m 1 that do not make friends easily but i cherish every1...its onli that i wun get too close wif em...coz i feel that u dun nd so many best friends...in life i jus nd those few that are true...
true friendship is wad i long for...but its getting harder by days...we grow n we haf our temper...we haf our moods..nowadays...i see some sad faces lurking ard my life...i feel affected too...i feel sad...i wanna tok to em..but i nv ever noe how to...i m afraid i may jus say the wrong words n make em feel irritated or even worse...i realli haf no idea wad shuld i do....jus hope that they will get happy day by day...coz nothing matters more than to see all of your smiling faces...smiles from e bottom of your hearts...
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