5hattered |)ay

today vs mjr...score = 43 :59...won
my team won a game.but i lost my temper.i lost my friend.
all i can rmb is.
3 person shouting at me.
shouting e same "scoldings" at me for not catching e ball at e right timing.
3 of their "scoldings" add on to my moodless mood today.
i can't help and shouted wad i felt.
the floor is so slippery.how do u expect mi to jump?.
but heaven knows.
i shouted right into the face of my friend.fate?
i guess she is one of three who told mi my mistake?.
maybe yes maybe no.
i can't rmb anything.
the next thing i saw was her crying like nobody's business.
i teared too.
but i knew the game gotta go on.
and sheryl told mi.not to let this affect the game.
i tot it was only right to play finish e game 1st.
i wept away my tears.
i tried to concentrate on a game which is even harder than usual.
i was not nervous at all.
but it was realli hard to concentrate.
realli hard as whenever i turn.
my friend was facing another direction n i could see the tears in her eyes.
my tears are close to gushing out too.
i knew she was very angry with mi.
i knew i was in e wrong.
be4 i got on e court i tried to apologise.
but all she gave mi was a finger telling or rather warning mi not to talk to her.
tears are in her eyes.
her face was red.
it was realli hard to play under that mood.
i tried my best to focus.
*whistle*
the game ends.
i walked towards her.
she told mi not to talked to her.
but it was rather a warning and a torture to mi.
tears gushed out of my heart.
i allow my head to be bend.
i shake e oppenent's hand and return to my bag.
only then did i allow myself to cry as i want.
ms ng came.coach came.
coach wan us to patch up.
i stood up.
but again e finger was shown.
i can't stand it.
i threw my temper & walked away.
i sat on the stairs n cried.
while she changed and walked away.
looking at her back.
i haf a mixtures of feelings.
i m angry.i m sad.
lucky there was still fungi n wen.
we sat there.
having them by my side is already more than enough.
fungi n i listened to wen's i-pod.
there was Di Yi Shi Jian.
thats our friendship song.
i cannot help but allow my tears to flow as thou a spolit tap.
we went to change & went off.
they cracked a little joke or so.
but i was in no mood for it.
i jus smiled.
i received an sms.
asking mi to smile.
even a little will do.
i was touched.
realli touched.
and at that moment.
i smiled like a fool to that sms.
but i was too tired to reply.
i felt so weak.
i dragged my body all e way to e mrt station.
i collasped onto a seat in the mrt.
listened to wen's i-pod wif fungi & fell asleep.
i woke up.
we went to TM for a movie.
with their company.
i felt better.
we watched House Of Fury.
it was rather nice.
but rather normal n cliche too.
there was some touching parts.
but my tears have all been used up.
i haf no more for the show.
i jus tried my best to lol when there are funny parts.
the movie end.
we headed for home.
3 came.
i ran.
1/3 way i stopped.
fungi continued running.
i started running again.
it was den that i discovered.
i am someone with such lousy determination.
we boarded the bus.
we chatted.
i cried.
i got of the bus.
dragged myself home.
had my dinner while watching fate twister.
life is all fated.is wad i feel.
now all i pray for is.
to get bac this friendship be4 thurs.
be4 our nxt game.


][.everything happens for a reason.][
][.ppl dun meet by chance.][
][.but by fate.][
][.in meeting u however.][
][who cares abt e reason.][