][.Sick.][
so much to blog down.
but so sick now.
kept blogging halfway n too tired to cont.
things to note:
1)Post exams
2)AUG fun filled 10days
3)ARSENAL road trip - out of our comfort zone
loads n loads of things to blog about.
so much thoughts.
but..i guess i need to rest.
shall blog to wrap up 2010 in a few days. =]
rars.
there r many things to settle but for now i jus wanna heck.
ok. bye. rest =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.rest time.][
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Saturday, December 11, 2010
][.无法形容的感受.][
][.无法形容的感受.][
yes 3 down!! 2 to go!!
the next 2 days = madness!
2 modules in less than 48hrs i will be done!
but the next 48 hours would be mad.
jus do it fe!
this sem is uncertain with the 1st 2 papers feeling like agrh.
n finally the paper today is a smile.
hopefully all will turn out well.
ok! take gd care every1!
“Promise me you'll always remember: You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. Christopher Robin to Pooh”
haha jus keep believing ok! =]
u can do it!!
p/s: pls be ok! i pray!
for you let me see what courage is. get well soon!
anything, i wll be here. promise.
][.10.fe.15.][
yes 3 down!! 2 to go!!
the next 2 days = madness!
2 modules in less than 48hrs i will be done!
but the next 48 hours would be mad.
jus do it fe!
this sem is uncertain with the 1st 2 papers feeling like agrh.
n finally the paper today is a smile.
hopefully all will turn out well.
ok! take gd care every1!
“Promise me you'll always remember: You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. Christopher Robin to Pooh”
haha jus keep believing ok! =]
u can do it!!
p/s: pls be ok! i pray!
for you let me see what courage is. get well soon!
anything, i wll be here. promise.
][.10.fe.15.][
Wednesday, December 08, 2010
][.2nd Marathon!.][
][.2nd Marathon!.][
hello bloggy!
i must blog this down. =]
2nd marathon!
every race is memorable in its own way.
but this is really memorable and smiles! =D
5/12/2010.
fe did her 2nd marathon!
n this would nt be possible without joy! *double happiness*
haha thanks loads kid! i will never forget this race!
always felt that life was a marathon!
there would be points of time when u feel like shit and feel like giving up and wonder what the hell are you doing here? but these time would pass and things will be ok =]
i used to have a dream to do a marathon!
n i did it.
n i decided to go every even yr 2008->2010->2012->2014..till i completed 10! =]
was worried when 2010 came n was thinking if i would really do the marathon.
it's really scary to do it all alone! =X
n it was when we decided to complete the marathon together in 2010!
haha whenever i say "yes" to marathon, i feel that i m mad.
n this time round, i pulled 5-yr-old kid into this whirl of madness too =X
n we started running on our own to train for the big race! =]
5/12/2010.
woke up at 2am and left hse to meet llz at 3am at bedok stadium.
it was raining when i left house! was chilling cold *brrr* ran in the rain and pray really hard that the rain will stop asap.
met llz and we boarded the 315am bus to head to our starting point.
nice songs on mp3 on the way.
somehow brought back the countless bus rides during the u18 trip.
n tada! reached orchad with all the purple-themed deco.
cool! orchad in the morning =]
went ard to look for toilet but din manage to find one.
put on the number tag and stretch a bit and we are set to go! =]
mp3 plugged in n we took our 1st steps to the countless steps!
was supposed to stop every 30mins but both of us felt strong n we kept going!
the view on the way was good! jus breathe in with good music and see the different places of singapore.
heard some cheers and encouragments! =]
always thankful for all the supporters! without them, the race would not be possible.
stopped for some water and a toilet break and made our way to ecp on time -- 7am.
haha we stopped n had breakfast + banana at ecp ard the 12km marker.
was really hungry! haha
n we continued our run!
the next 8km was a start on the mental strength when you see ppl running pass you on the other side. =X
kid was doing still well! thou there was pain in her knee.
while ankle was starting to give me tightness and the back of the knee.
but it was still bearable. =]
reached 21km and we jus aimed to get out of ecp cz it was really torturing.
haha the ecp stretch nv fail to kill.
both of our legs started to give prob but with the motivation of getting out of ecp, we hanged in there strong with the help of counterpain! =P
n finally out of ecp!
when we thought things will be better and as i assured kid tt things will be better,
it din turned out to be the case!
so sorry kid! haha din expect that we would be facing the construction site!
the heat was really madness and there wasn't any water points along the whole stretch!
kid's hand started to swell and it was really worrying.
learnt that it was signs of dehydration n just hoped that a water point would come soon. =X
felt guilty that i dragged her to this madness.
n jus hope that kid would be ok!
and pass 32km.
the sun was getting stronger and both of us were getting tired by the min.
the fatigue of the legs and the tiredness of body and the mentally torturing mind.
haha i can only say, the strength and support of a trusty friend pulled me to the end of the race.
for the last 10km, we pulled each other and we know that, no matter how tired we get, we will definitely make it to the end point TOGETHER! =]
that's why we came to this race together!
don't walk behind me, i can't see.
don't walk infront of me, i can't catch up.
walk beside me and we will complete this race together!
朋友一生一起走。
that's our promise for this race and we will keep to it!
the last few km was really torturing as ankle started to tighten.
n there was a upslope!
gosh. they must be kidding us.
thankful there was kid! =]
she pulled me up the slope and for the rest of the journey.
really thankful for i found a true friend who cared for me despite her own pain n fatigue!
i would never forget the moments when you pulled me into the shades to be away from the sun while you stayed in it!
for this, thank you llz! really thankful that we decided to do this race together!
without you, this race would not be possible!
hand in hand, we came to the end of the journey and with a smile..last 100m here we go! =]
we made it!!
这个马拉松真的很有意义。
因为，我们一起完成了！
谢谢你！
谢谢你陪我完成了这段路程！
这段艰难的路程，我们看见了彼此最脆弱的时刻。
我们给于彼此鼓励和支持！
我们坚持着那信念。
朋友一生一起走！（跑）
我们一起做到了！=]
n it's a really nice thing to finish a race together! =]
this will be something that we can put into our scrapbook and show our kids in the future! =]
haha jus wanna say, thank you llz!
thanks for being the constant support through my ups n downs of life!
thanks for trusting me and going thru this race with me!
thanks for hanging in there just so we could finish the race tgt despite all the pain that you are suffering!
thanks for being here so that i have a hand to hold on when the faith starts to go low!
n the amazing thing is, we felt tired at different points of time and push each other on to the end. =]
for everything, 谢谢你!
haha so 2nd marathon done!
8 more to go!
wanna bring mummy to run 10km! =]]
will train her up for it! hee
n 2012 would be my 3rd marathon!
moi says she wanna try it..so we shall see!
haha as long as u wanna try, we will cross the line tgt! =]
haha ok! end here le bloggy!
take gd care every! =]]
bye~
p/s: something wrong with uploading of pics. will do it nxt time!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.cause the race was all about believeing in ourselves!.][
hello bloggy!
i must blog this down. =]
2nd marathon!
every race is memorable in its own way.
but this is really memorable and smiles! =D
5/12/2010.
fe did her 2nd marathon!
n this would nt be possible without joy! *double happiness*
haha thanks loads kid! i will never forget this race!
always felt that life was a marathon!
there would be points of time when u feel like shit and feel like giving up and wonder what the hell are you doing here? but these time would pass and things will be ok =]
i used to have a dream to do a marathon!
n i did it.
n i decided to go every even yr 2008->2010->2012->2014..till i completed 10! =]
was worried when 2010 came n was thinking if i would really do the marathon.
it's really scary to do it all alone! =X
n it was when we decided to complete the marathon together in 2010!
haha whenever i say "yes" to marathon, i feel that i m mad.
n this time round, i pulled 5-yr-old kid into this whirl of madness too =X
n we started running on our own to train for the big race! =]
5/12/2010.
woke up at 2am and left hse to meet llz at 3am at bedok stadium.
it was raining when i left house! was chilling cold *brrr* ran in the rain and pray really hard that the rain will stop asap.
met llz and we boarded the 315am bus to head to our starting point.
nice songs on mp3 on the way.
somehow brought back the countless bus rides during the u18 trip.
n tada! reached orchad with all the purple-themed deco.
cool! orchad in the morning =]
went ard to look for toilet but din manage to find one.
put on the number tag and stretch a bit and we are set to go! =]
mp3 plugged in n we took our 1st steps to the countless steps!
was supposed to stop every 30mins but both of us felt strong n we kept going!
the view on the way was good! jus breathe in with good music and see the different places of singapore.
heard some cheers and encouragments! =]
always thankful for all the supporters! without them, the race would not be possible.
stopped for some water and a toilet break and made our way to ecp on time -- 7am.
haha we stopped n had breakfast + banana at ecp ard the 12km marker.
was really hungry! haha
n we continued our run!
the next 8km was a start on the mental strength when you see ppl running pass you on the other side. =X
kid was doing still well! thou there was pain in her knee.
while ankle was starting to give me tightness and the back of the knee.
but it was still bearable. =]
reached 21km and we jus aimed to get out of ecp cz it was really torturing.
haha the ecp stretch nv fail to kill.
both of our legs started to give prob but with the motivation of getting out of ecp, we hanged in there strong with the help of counterpain! =P
n finally out of ecp!
when we thought things will be better and as i assured kid tt things will be better,
it din turned out to be the case!
so sorry kid! haha din expect that we would be facing the construction site!
the heat was really madness and there wasn't any water points along the whole stretch!
kid's hand started to swell and it was really worrying.
learnt that it was signs of dehydration n just hoped that a water point would come soon. =X
felt guilty that i dragged her to this madness.
n jus hope that kid would be ok!
and pass 32km.
the sun was getting stronger and both of us were getting tired by the min.
the fatigue of the legs and the tiredness of body and the mentally torturing mind.
haha i can only say, the strength and support of a trusty friend pulled me to the end of the race.
for the last 10km, we pulled each other and we know that, no matter how tired we get, we will definitely make it to the end point TOGETHER! =]
that's why we came to this race together!
don't walk behind me, i can't see.
don't walk infront of me, i can't catch up.
walk beside me and we will complete this race together!
朋友一生一起走。
that's our promise for this race and we will keep to it!
the last few km was really torturing as ankle started to tighten.
n there was a upslope!
gosh. they must be kidding us.
thankful there was kid! =]
she pulled me up the slope and for the rest of the journey.
really thankful for i found a true friend who cared for me despite her own pain n fatigue!
i would never forget the moments when you pulled me into the shades to be away from the sun while you stayed in it!
for this, thank you llz! really thankful that we decided to do this race together!
without you, this race would not be possible!
hand in hand, we came to the end of the journey and with a smile..last 100m here we go! =]
we made it!!
这个马拉松真的很有意义。
因为，我们一起完成了！
谢谢你！
谢谢你陪我完成了这段路程！
这段艰难的路程，我们看见了彼此最脆弱的时刻。
我们给于彼此鼓励和支持！
我们坚持着那信念。
朋友一生一起走！（跑）
我们一起做到了！=]
n it's a really nice thing to finish a race together! =]
this will be something that we can put into our scrapbook and show our kids in the future! =]
haha jus wanna say, thank you llz!
thanks for being the constant support through my ups n downs of life!
thanks for trusting me and going thru this race with me!
thanks for hanging in there just so we could finish the race tgt despite all the pain that you are suffering!
thanks for being here so that i have a hand to hold on when the faith starts to go low!
n the amazing thing is, we felt tired at different points of time and push each other on to the end. =]
for everything, 谢谢你!
haha so 2nd marathon done!
8 more to go!
wanna bring mummy to run 10km! =]]
will train her up for it! hee
n 2012 would be my 3rd marathon!
moi says she wanna try it..so we shall see!
haha as long as u wanna try, we will cross the line tgt! =]
haha ok! end here le bloggy!
take gd care every! =]]
bye~
p/s: something wrong with uploading of pics. will do it nxt time!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.cause the race was all about believeing in ourselves!.][
Saturday, December 04, 2010
][.eve of 2nd marathon!.][
][.eve of 2nd marathon!.][
haha hello bloggy.
going for my 2nd marathon in 9hrs! =]
was looking at my previous entries 2 yrs be4.
"it will be my 1st but not last marathon!"
indeed! 2010 - 2nd marathon! =]
let's go kid! we shall stun them by running our own race!
1st marathon was to chase after a dream.
2nd marathon would be to regain the long-lost con-fe-dence. =]
things had not been smooth.
but i believe it will eventually be.
looking forward to the run tml.
jus sweat everything out.
n let yourself know that everything will be ok!
nothing is impossible! =]
drank loads of water n had 3 bowls of rice today!
let's go double happiness! (fe + joy!)
haha we can do it! =]
shall post more after tml!
take gd care every1!
bye~
it's not going to be easy, but we will do it. =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.dreams - let' go 80798 and 80787!.][
haha hello bloggy.
going for my 2nd marathon in 9hrs! =]
was looking at my previous entries 2 yrs be4.
"it will be my 1st but not last marathon!"
indeed! 2010 - 2nd marathon! =]
let's go kid! we shall stun them by running our own race!
1st marathon was to chase after a dream.
2nd marathon would be to regain the long-lost con-fe-dence. =]
things had not been smooth.
but i believe it will eventually be.
looking forward to the run tml.
jus sweat everything out.
n let yourself know that everything will be ok!
nothing is impossible! =]
drank loads of water n had 3 bowls of rice today!
let's go double happiness! (fe + joy!)
haha we can do it! =]
shall post more after tml!
take gd care every1!
bye~
it's not going to be easy, but we will do it. =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.dreams - let' go 80798 and 80787!.][
Wednesday, December 01, 2010
][.它，听得到.][
][.它，听得到.][
最近的心情，没有大好，也没有大坏。
平平的。
在这错中复杂的情绪当儿，我知道某个角落的自己被伤得不轻。
没对任何人说，因为就自己承担吧。
没事的。
真的不是大事。
只是付出太多，所以伤得很深。
某个角落的自己，感觉心累了。
不想再付出。
最近，我爱上了跑步。
不停的跑，让全身的汗都痛快的流出来。
今天，去投篮了。
我觉得，它听见了。
它，是有感情的吧。
好啦！该去读书了！
我会慢慢找回为“你”再次努力的力气和勇气。
不能因为这件事而放弃“你”。
不会的。
给我一些时间。
take gd care every1!
bye =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.i will find e joy back.][
最近的心情，没有大好，也没有大坏。
平平的。
在这错中复杂的情绪当儿，我知道某个角落的自己被伤得不轻。
没对任何人说，因为就自己承担吧。
没事的。
真的不是大事。
只是付出太多，所以伤得很深。
某个角落的自己，感觉心累了。
不想再付出。
最近，我爱上了跑步。
不停的跑，让全身的汗都痛快的流出来。
今天，去投篮了。
我觉得，它听见了。
它，是有感情的吧。
好啦！该去读书了！
我会慢慢找回为“你”再次努力的力气和勇气。
不能因为这件事而放弃“你”。
不会的。
给我一些时间。
take gd care every1!
bye =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.i will find e joy back.][
Monday, November 22, 2010
][.1 more month.][
][.1 more month.][
1 more month and we will say hi to 2011 and bye to 2010.
time realli flies.
weekend was gd with 5-yr-old kid and our collection of marathon package.
haha i must be mad whenever i say: "Yes, let's go for the full marathon."
but no regrets, life would be too tiring if we consider all the pros and cons be4 making a decision.
at times, you just need a little madness to do things that will make you look back and smile.
12 days left to the race.
haha..i m nowhere near prepared.
need to run more within this wk n allow the body to gradually rest be4 e race.
compressors, mp3 are my best friends when it comes to jogging.
jogging nv fails to make my day.
with the sweat, you feel as thou some troubles and worries are gone with it too. =]
love how running takes my mind of things.
n definitely looking forward to rdm with kid nxt wed and a race like no others nxt sun. =]
3 yr old to 5 yr old: "let's stun em!"
apart frm meeting kid, sat was also nice celebrating fungi's 21st!
finally our youngest had turned 21 too.
Happy 21st Fungi! weloveyou.
n with this, we had officially stepped into a decade of friendship and celebrated 52 birthdays together! =]
haha..it's amazing when we sit back and think about all the special occasions that we had seen each other thur.
if meeting for birthdays = 52 times..
in this 10yrs, how many times had we meet to make each other day's special?
treasure them and all the dear friends that make my simple day a nice one. =]
sun was a mad rush with tuitions and taking care of xiaobai.
xb is YanYi meimei's dog who is under probation at moi's house now.
praying for it that it will be gd n be able to stay on. =]
had a new experience of bringing dogs out to ecp.
haha an impromtu roadtrip with wen, moi, offie, tiger and xiaobai.
it's chaotic with so many dogs.
n at times such as these, babies are really much easier to handle!
haha..but yups.
a tiring but fun day with the dogs. =]
n now it's back to school and work.
reports after reports.
jus finished one.
more or less got the draft done.
would edit it tml.
my dear brain, pls give me more writer juices so that i dun have to tink so hard and get mental blocks. =]
thank you!
n saw this on tumblr..
“A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will fall for each other…Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever.”
haha feels tt the pic brings out everything.
jus felt like sharing this nice pic and "quote".
hopefully you will meet your right one at the right time and not fall for him/ her only when it is too late. =]
ok! shall end here le!
take gd care every1!
Bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
1 more month and we will say hi to 2011 and bye to 2010.
time realli flies.
weekend was gd with 5-yr-old kid and our collection of marathon package.
haha i must be mad whenever i say: "Yes, let's go for the full marathon."
but no regrets, life would be too tiring if we consider all the pros and cons be4 making a decision.
at times, you just need a little madness to do things that will make you look back and smile.
12 days left to the race.
haha..i m nowhere near prepared.
need to run more within this wk n allow the body to gradually rest be4 e race.
compressors, mp3 are my best friends when it comes to jogging.
jogging nv fails to make my day.
with the sweat, you feel as thou some troubles and worries are gone with it too. =]
love how running takes my mind of things.
n definitely looking forward to rdm with kid nxt wed and a race like no others nxt sun. =]
3 yr old to 5 yr old: "let's stun em!"
apart frm meeting kid, sat was also nice celebrating fungi's 21st!
finally our youngest had turned 21 too.
Happy 21st Fungi! weloveyou.
n with this, we had officially stepped into a decade of friendship and celebrated 52 birthdays together! =]
haha..it's amazing when we sit back and think about all the special occasions that we had seen each other thur.
if meeting for birthdays = 52 times..
in this 10yrs, how many times had we meet to make each other day's special?
treasure them and all the dear friends that make my simple day a nice one. =]
sun was a mad rush with tuitions and taking care of xiaobai.
xb is YanYi meimei's dog who is under probation at moi's house now.
praying for it that it will be gd n be able to stay on. =]
had a new experience of bringing dogs out to ecp.
haha an impromtu roadtrip with wen, moi, offie, tiger and xiaobai.
it's chaotic with so many dogs.
n at times such as these, babies are really much easier to handle!
haha..but yups.
a tiring but fun day with the dogs. =]
n now it's back to school and work.
reports after reports.
jus finished one.
more or less got the draft done.
would edit it tml.
my dear brain, pls give me more writer juices so that i dun have to tink so hard and get mental blocks. =]
thank you!
n saw this on tumblr..
“A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will fall for each other…Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever.”
haha feels tt the pic brings out everything.
jus felt like sharing this nice pic and "quote".
hopefully you will meet your right one at the right time and not fall for him/ her only when it is too late. =]
ok! shall end here le!
take gd care every1!
Bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
][.it's almost over.][
][.it's almost over.][
hello bloggy!
it's finalized.
all is said and done. =]
jus one last thing to do to close the chapter of my life nicely.
that's to go to the malaysia trip.
after which, it would be byebye to national team.
took loads of courage to say bye.
but at the same time, it was much easier than i had expected.
cried too much over it.
felt so weak and loser for crying over it.
so from today onwards,
i shan't drop a tear over the game anymore.
nothing else shall put me down from playing e game anymore. =]
on e way back after everything was finalized,
忍不住的痛痛快快的流泪了。
两年。。
这两年的一切。。
想必会是我人生的一个很好的历练。
我将永远记着这一切。
学会了很多。
不止篮球。。
也学会了人生。
我学会了。。
不需要样样东西都认真，负责。
因为，付出并不一定会得到任何成果。
有时，它换来的是痛。
我学会了。。
现实是残忍的。
强者就会生存。
所以，我会努力的读书。。
把学业搞好。
若能认真的打球，我能更认真的读书。 =]
我学会了。。
学会了。。
哈哈。。很多很多。。
但，最重要的是。。
当快乐变成痛苦时，
就放手吧。
因为，放手后，你真的会比较快乐。
从这次的事，
我也体会到真正关心你的人对你的真诚相对。
她们不会骗你。
她们只会希望你做对你最好的选择。
so..thanks loads coach cindy, sh, moi, llz, forever5 and my daddy n mummy.
thanks loads for giving me e courage to say bye.
thanks loads for accompanying me to say bye.
thanks loads for being there with me when i m uncertain.
thanks loads for giving me the time to be by myself when i need.
thanks loads for supporting me no matter what.
for all these,
thank you! =]
these 2 years..
i really learnt loads.
i can say..i tried and that's all.
from now on, it'll be a new chapter of life. =]
i will use my new regained freedom to do things i always wanna try.
n work harder for studies!
have more time for my family and friends! =]
haha ok! take gd care every1!
bye~ =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.goodbye sbc.][
hello bloggy!
it's finalized.
all is said and done. =]
jus one last thing to do to close the chapter of my life nicely.
that's to go to the malaysia trip.
after which, it would be byebye to national team.
took loads of courage to say bye.
but at the same time, it was much easier than i had expected.
cried too much over it.
felt so weak and loser for crying over it.
so from today onwards,
i shan't drop a tear over the game anymore.
nothing else shall put me down from playing e game anymore. =]
on e way back after everything was finalized,
忍不住的痛痛快快的流泪了。
两年。。
这两年的一切。。
想必会是我人生的一个很好的历练。
我将永远记着这一切。
学会了很多。
不止篮球。。
也学会了人生。
我学会了。。
不需要样样东西都认真，负责。
因为，付出并不一定会得到任何成果。
有时，它换来的是痛。
我学会了。。
现实是残忍的。
强者就会生存。
所以，我会努力的读书。。
把学业搞好。
若能认真的打球，我能更认真的读书。 =]
我学会了。。
学会了。。
哈哈。。很多很多。。
但，最重要的是。。
当快乐变成痛苦时，
就放手吧。
因为，放手后，你真的会比较快乐。
从这次的事，
我也体会到真正关心你的人对你的真诚相对。
她们不会骗你。
她们只会希望你做对你最好的选择。
so..thanks loads coach cindy, sh, moi, llz, forever5 and my daddy n mummy.
thanks loads for giving me e courage to say bye.
thanks loads for accompanying me to say bye.
thanks loads for being there with me when i m uncertain.
thanks loads for giving me the time to be by myself when i need.
thanks loads for supporting me no matter what.
for all these,
thank you! =]
these 2 years..
i really learnt loads.
i can say..i tried and that's all.
from now on, it'll be a new chapter of life. =]
i will use my new regained freedom to do things i always wanna try.
n work harder for studies!
have more time for my family and friends! =]
haha ok! take gd care every1!
bye~ =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.goodbye sbc.][
Saturday, November 13, 2010
][.crushed.][
当让你快乐的事变成了让你难过的事，你还会有勇气继续下去吗？
it's really hard to make a decision, when you are too tired to hold on, but too in love to let go.
i m ultra tired now.
all ready to let go.
cz this aint the game i love anymore.
had the greatest fall.
the most amount of tears.
n this is not worth it.
it's nt worth it.
so goodbye to all my heartbreaks.
goodbye to all the internal pain.
i will never forget e pain.
i tried.
n this is enough.
don't cry becoz it's over.
smile becoz it happened.
i will smile n let you know when all is finalized.
for now, pray for me.
n keep me safe n strong. =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.这一次，说真的算了.][
当让你快乐的事变成了让你难过的事，你还会有勇气继续下去吗？
it's really hard to make a decision, when you are too tired to hold on, but too in love to let go.
i m ultra tired now.
all ready to let go.
cz this aint the game i love anymore.
had the greatest fall.
the most amount of tears.
n this is not worth it.
it's nt worth it.
so goodbye to all my heartbreaks.
goodbye to all the internal pain.
i will never forget e pain.
i tried.
n this is enough.
don't cry becoz it's over.
smile becoz it happened.
i will smile n let you know when all is finalized.
for now, pray for me.
n keep me safe n strong. =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.这一次，说真的算了.][
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
][.累.][
][.累.][
hello bloggy!
super ultra tired.
had nt had gd night slp since sun.
past 2 days had been madness w presentation.
felt like all my strength had been sucked out of me into e e slides.
facing e ppt, facing e class.
enjoy it when e presentation went well n felt tt things were gd. =]
yet at e same time,
feel so drained when everything is over.
like phewwww..finally allow me to breathe.
breathe, breathe hard fe.
some v random thoughts.
but i hope tt i have enough $ to travel e world.
i wanna travel n see e world.
i wanna take a break.
this sem had been a v tiring one.
esp this mth n e nxt when all e work is like a river that nv end.
rarrs.rarrs.
有时候，真的累到。。
不想去想，不想去做任何事。
只想一个人，好好的静一静。
想大声的喊出内心的纳闷。
haha rarrs.
ok it will be fine.it will be fine.it will be fine.
at times such as these, no idea why..but jus wanna play w a baby.
seems like their innocence n laughter is e solution to the tiredness.
ok! take gd care every1!
i m ok.
jus whiny.
haha jk.
nitez =]
n thanks loads 933 for accompanying me thru e nites! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.寂寞寂寞就好.][
hello bloggy!
super ultra tired.
had nt had gd night slp since sun.
past 2 days had been madness w presentation.
felt like all my strength had been sucked out of me into e e slides.
facing e ppt, facing e class.
enjoy it when e presentation went well n felt tt things were gd. =]
yet at e same time,
feel so drained when everything is over.
like phewwww..finally allow me to breathe.
breathe, breathe hard fe.
some v random thoughts.
but i hope tt i have enough $ to travel e world.
i wanna travel n see e world.
i wanna take a break.
this sem had been a v tiring one.
esp this mth n e nxt when all e work is like a river that nv end.
rarrs.rarrs.
有时候，真的累到。。
不想去想，不想去做任何事。
只想一个人，好好的静一静。
想大声的喊出内心的纳闷。
haha rarrs.
ok it will be fine.it will be fine.it will be fine.
at times such as these, no idea why..but jus wanna play w a baby.
seems like their innocence n laughter is e solution to the tiredness.
ok! take gd care every1!
i m ok.
jus whiny.
haha jk.
nitez =]
n thanks loads 933 for accompanying me thru e nites! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.寂寞寂寞就好.][
Saturday, November 06, 2010
][.a true friend is...][
][.a true friend is..][
was eating dinner n flipping thur a nice nice album.
saw these words n can't help but agree. =]
a friend is one that knows you as you are, understands where you have been, accepts what you have become, and still, gently allows you to grow -- shakespeare
thankful for mine =]
haha ok! random post.
but realli cant help but agree w shakespeare.
take gd care every1!
nitez! time for work.
jiayou!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.第一时间.][
was eating dinner n flipping thur a nice nice album.
saw these words n can't help but agree. =]
a friend is one that knows you as you are, understands where you have been, accepts what you have become, and still, gently allows you to grow -- shakespeare
thankful for mine =]
haha ok! random post.
but realli cant help but agree w shakespeare.
take gd care every1!
nitez! time for work.
jiayou!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.第一时间.][
Friday, November 05, 2010
][.Change in Bodyclock.][
][.Change in Bodyclock.][
it's 415am n i m wide awake.
this is madness.
slept at 530am ytr..woke up at 9am today!
n nt sleep a wink n still awake?!
siao liao.
bodyclock, are you ok? =]
these few days had been hmmm.
不是三言两语就能解释的。
很多复杂的情绪。
i love this line..
it's always easier to smile than to explain why are you sad.
haha dont worry.
i m nt sad.
jus haha
aw..family away in batam so forever5 is now soundly asleep.
really glad that they came over to keep my company.
haha..10yrs ltr, would we look back n laugh at wad we are now?
jus as how we looked bac n laughed at all our stupid quarrels. haha
人与人之间的缘分真的很奇妙。
遇见了，就要好好珍惜。
失去了，就微笑祝福。
watched my fair lady.
3 more ep to go.
love korean dramas =]
haha ok! take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
it's 415am n i m wide awake.
this is madness.
slept at 530am ytr..woke up at 9am today!
n nt sleep a wink n still awake?!
siao liao.
bodyclock, are you ok? =]
these few days had been hmmm.
不是三言两语就能解释的。
很多复杂的情绪。
i love this line..
it's always easier to smile than to explain why are you sad.
haha dont worry.
i m nt sad.
jus haha
aw..family away in batam so forever5 is now soundly asleep.
really glad that they came over to keep my company.
haha..10yrs ltr, would we look back n laugh at wad we are now?
jus as how we looked bac n laughed at all our stupid quarrels. haha
人与人之间的缘分真的很奇妙。
遇见了，就要好好珍惜。
失去了，就微笑祝福。
watched my fair lady.
3 more ep to go.
love korean dramas =]
haha ok! take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
Monday, November 01, 2010
][.Spaced Out.][
][.Spaced Out.][
越不想去想，却因如此而越在想。
spaced out.
能不能就不要想了。
felt realli unwell on e train today.
kept sweating - cold sweat tt i had to alight at bugis to rest.
den after a while went to city hall for project. =]
met sh for dinner n study session at starbucks at jp was gd!
grocery shopping n all sets e pace of being bac to sch.
e nxt mth would be a hectic mth.
but be4 which, let's jus survive this 2 wks 1st.
mad mad wks.
quiz,presentation,proj due!
DEAD-lines.
amidst all these..
there are still smiles..
from looking fwd to forever5 gatherings n listening to songs on youtube.
really wanna watch this show.
caught it in manila and love it.
时间是你能给人最宝贵的礼物。
因为，时间一旦付出就不会再有。
所以，总想把时间留给在乎的人。
也越来越想把时间留给会让自己快乐的事。
tink i blogged abt this long ago.
time is the most precious gift =]
the minute you feel like giving up, think of the reason why you held on for so long?
take gd care every1!
nitez =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.needs to run!.][
越不想去想，却因如此而越在想。
spaced out.
能不能就不要想了。
felt realli unwell on e train today.
kept sweating - cold sweat tt i had to alight at bugis to rest.
den after a while went to city hall for project. =]
met sh for dinner n study session at starbucks at jp was gd!
grocery shopping n all sets e pace of being bac to sch.
e nxt mth would be a hectic mth.
but be4 which, let's jus survive this 2 wks 1st.
mad mad wks.
quiz,presentation,proj due!
DEAD-lines.
amidst all these..
there are still smiles..
from looking fwd to forever5 gatherings n listening to songs on youtube.
really wanna watch this show.
caught it in manila and love it.
时间是你能给人最宝贵的礼物。
因为，时间一旦付出就不会再有。
所以，总想把时间留给在乎的人。
也越来越想把时间留给会让自己快乐的事。
tink i blogged abt this long ago.
time is the most precious gift =]
the minute you feel like giving up, think of the reason why you held on for so long?
take gd care every1!
nitez =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.needs to run!.][
Saturday, October 30, 2010
][.think,think,think.][
][.think,think,think.][
hello everybody!
i m back from manila! =]]
got a chance w e 7th seaba.
something i will always remember.
there's always something worth remembering each trip. =]
everything tt won't kill me will only make me stronger.
there's something weighing in my heart.
a decision to be make.
a very serious one.
deep deep thoughts needed.
whichever it is..
love my family n love forever5!
ok! take gd care every1!
rest well! nitez =]
it's gg to be back to reality tml!
face it! =]]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.decision.][
hello everybody!
i m back from manila! =]]
got a chance w e 7th seaba.
something i will always remember.
there's always something worth remembering each trip. =]
everything tt won't kill me will only make me stronger.
there's something weighing in my heart.
a decision to be make.
a very serious one.
deep deep thoughts needed.
whichever it is..
love my family n love forever5!
ok! take gd care every1!
rest well! nitez =]
it's gg to be back to reality tml!
face it! =]]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.decision.][
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
][.everything happens for a reason.][
][.everything happens for a reason.][
hello bloggy!
i m currently bloggin in manila. in e lobby.
haha current status: 平静。
当付出不等于回报的时候，
不准眼泪再次滑落。
做到了。=]
想通了。
把一切当成学习的一个过程吧。
微笑面对。
承认能力不足，但至少尝试过。
我没有说要退出。
但是，目前的我只要为十二月的比赛努力。
就此而以。
其余的，我会好好想想。
选择总是不容易。
但，别担心，我承受得起。
过了21岁仿佛有了多一些力量来面对事情。
毕竟，现在也已经是个大人了。
生命里还有很多事情要追求，要努力。=]
谢谢cindy coach！及时的鼓励真的很感动。
我会尽情的继续享受这个路程。
用+ 的心来面对！ =]
take care everybody! =]
meeting my ex-philipines player once again realli made my day! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.smiles.][
hello bloggy!
i m currently bloggin in manila. in e lobby.
haha current status: 平静。
当付出不等于回报的时候，
不准眼泪再次滑落。
做到了。=]
想通了。
把一切当成学习的一个过程吧。
微笑面对。
承认能力不足，但至少尝试过。
我没有说要退出。
但是，目前的我只要为十二月的比赛努力。
就此而以。
其余的，我会好好想想。
选择总是不容易。
但，别担心，我承受得起。
过了21岁仿佛有了多一些力量来面对事情。
毕竟，现在也已经是个大人了。
生命里还有很多事情要追求，要努力。=]
谢谢cindy coach！及时的鼓励真的很感动。
我会尽情的继续享受这个路程。
用+ 的心来面对！ =]
take care everybody! =]
meeting my ex-philipines player once again realli made my day! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.smiles.][
Thursday, October 21, 2010
][.21 already! =].][
][.21 already! =].][
hello bloggy!
hah been a long time since i blogged.
from e last post till now..loads had happened.
sunig champs,bday celebration & i m flying off tml. =]
haha 1st of all, gd job nan da!
thanks for e early bday gift! =]
and haha..finally 21!
officially an adult..haha
you won't grow any taller, feel any differences but..
the whole party made me feel really loved.
really really loved =]
thanks loads to every1 tt came and made it possible!
special thanks to..
thank you daddy & mummy!
thank you didi!
thank you gan die & gan ma!
thank you ah yiSSS!
seeing the whole family helping you with everything is really wow! 感动！
thank you everybody!
thank you forever5!
thank you wen,jing,moi,fungi!
you guys were awesome!
from the preparation night to the actual day to the aftermath!
without you guys & my family, i really can't imagine how would things be. =]
thanks wen for driving me, & all the logistics & missing arsenal's game (which meant a lot) & everything that you had done to ensure that the party goes well. thanks for assuring me that things will all be well cz you guys have my back. those msgs were really assuring when i get gan chiong and all.u r really my 1st best friend. thanks wen!
thanks jing for helping me with the makeup and giving me a new look for the party =] thank you for helping with e quiz and the streamers, with getting the deco & being e photographer! thanks loads for the msgs jus as wen, assuring me tt things would be alright and when i say thanks, u scolded me cz u guys jus wanna do all u can to make it memorable for me. thanks jing & shem!
thanks moi for all the logistics, getting the deco, setting up the food stands, blowing the balloons & photographers. thanks loads for helping me with so much despite scolding me for being a g to be gan chiong over e party. thanks for assuring me and tell me that things would all be gd and you would let action speaks more than words for our 10yrs of friendship! thanks moi!
thanks fungi for helping me the my journey through life! thanks for helping me think and cut the letters out for 3hrs plus outside the chalet while the rest were helping me in the aircon! thanks for being my photographer! thanks for helping me with all the logistics & ensuring that everything flows! thanks for everything! thanks fungi!
thanks for the 10years of friendship! <3
thanks loads forever5!
you guys had really gave me a vv memorable bday & kept me safe!
thanks for assuring me & putting up with my gan chiong-ness to keep everything perfect for the day.
thanks for nt resting much due to my "engagement" party and yet being so efficient!
thanks for surprising me with the cards which touched my heart =]
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thanks for exceeding our usual budget and getting me a 2nd helium balloon becoz u guys know tt i really want one. <3
thanks for the specially designed cards and the msg (each of it touched me so!) =]
behind the scenes..=]]
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最珍贵的礼物是你们给我的友情。
大家忙忙碌碌，偶尔因意见不和而吵架，但到最后还是会回到彼此为彼此建立的避风港。
愿意为彼此付出，保护彼此。
谢谢你们让我有一份如此可贵的友情。
认识你们，真的是我的福气。
谢谢! iloveus!
thanks loads to 5-yr-old-kid too!
人生得一知己，真的足够。
thanks for the 5yrs of friendship!
thanks for helping me out with the cake!e design and all! cz i really can't decide and u helped me! (which turned out really awesome!)
thanks for liasing with mei2 and reminding us that we need to get chairs! (haha i know, i know)
谢谢你总是在我的生命里扮演着大姐姐的角色！
and thanks for e nice scrap album which beautifully 记载着这段友情的点点滴滴。
很美，很用心，很喜欢。<3
thanks loads llz!
i m certain we will fill the album with more to come and show e kids someday! =]
thanks loads to roomie too!
thanks for helping me get the guestbooks stuffs and helping me cut and design it!
thanks for sending out my wishlist to all and liasing with everybody to make sure tt i get my wishlist =]
thanks for helping me get stuffs and gg back to get e helium balloon! =]
thanks for helping me carry e cake!
haha thanks for e friendship! we been through ups and downs but rest assured.
a friendship that encountered ups n downs is a friendship to last =]
thanks loads for everything! =]
thanks loads to these special people!
and thanks loads to every1 that came!
really appreciate it! =]
the greatest gift that one could give is to come! =]
thanks loads every1! from my childhood best friend to my uni friends!
thanks for seeing me through 21yrs of life!
each and every1!
thanks for being part of my life and thanks for coming to celebrate this memorable day with me! =]]
thanks to diana and family for coming down!
as i flipped thru my childhood pics, all the memories were jus diana and felicia!
so glad that you came tt day and e little bk which recorded our childhood!
thanks diana dinosaur! can't wait for dinner with u when i m bac frm manila. =]
thanks to team ahs - sheryl, ling, sek, chu for coming! *sheng zhong woosh* would never forget how much i love the game. it was u guys tt made up e happiest part of bball for me =] thanks for coming! =]
thanks to team kem for coming down! xiao dui for coming down be4 and da dui for coming down after! thanks loads! *xing xin* really touched. miss playing in kem! would be back soon! thanks for being 6yrs of my life!
thanks to 230 guys for coming down - xiaopang, qy,wx, kg n jeff.
thanks guys! thanks for all the steamboat tt u all had treated me!
really missed playing bball with u all! =]
thanks to nan da bball!
thanks loads team!
thanks for coming, for the sb, for e running shoes and for being being present!
u guys roxz my world in ntu! =]
thanks to lms mates for coming down! (and being e earliest)
thanks for coming and thanks for seeing me thur e 3yrs of academic life!
u guys wuld be missed nxt sem! =]
thanks to hall mates for coming!
jiaying mama, jo and wl!
thanks for coming! hall life wuld have been diff without u all! =]
thanks to programmers for coming!
thanks for being present! hope u all enjoyed urself as much as i do! =]
thanks to my tuition kids and family for coming down too! =]
should i miss out any1, pls forgive me!
it's 4am in e morning le! =]
once again, thanks loads everybody!
thanks for making my day special with ur presence!
and lastly, special thanks to..
daddy and mummy!
thanks for 21yrs of love!
thanks for caring for me more than any1! =]
m glad tt i managed to rush home to celebrate e moment! <3
family <3
hao la! i shall go zzz le.
flying off to manila tml noon till 30th oct.
so..anything jus email me ok! =]
hopefully there is internet connection!
haha..i would be kidding if i say i m nt nervous abt e trip.
how i wish 5yr old kid is here with me at the moment.
overseas trip (bball) jus get me jittery due to the past experience.
but breathe in and out.
this will be ok!
it will be good!
let's go team!
let's go fe! =]
con-fe-dence!
take gd care every1!
dun let e haze get u sick like me ok!
see u in 9days! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.thankful.][
hello bloggy!
hah been a long time since i blogged.
from e last post till now..loads had happened.
sunig champs,bday celebration & i m flying off tml. =]
haha 1st of all, gd job nan da!
thanks for e early bday gift! =]
and haha..finally 21!
officially an adult..haha
you won't grow any taller, feel any differences but..
the whole party made me feel really loved.
really really loved =]
thanks loads to every1 tt came and made it possible!
special thanks to..
thank you daddy & mummy!
thank you didi!
thank you gan die & gan ma!
thank you ah yiSSS!
seeing the whole family helping you with everything is really wow! 感动！
thank you everybody!
thank you forever5!
thank you wen,jing,moi,fungi!
you guys were awesome!
from the preparation night to the actual day to the aftermath!
without you guys & my family, i really can't imagine how would things be. =]
thanks wen for driving me, & all the logistics & missing arsenal's game (which meant a lot) & everything that you had done to ensure that the party goes well. thanks for assuring me that things will all be well cz you guys have my back. those msgs were really assuring when i get gan chiong and all.u r really my 1st best friend. thanks wen!
thanks jing for helping me with the makeup and giving me a new look for the party =] thank you for helping with e quiz and the streamers, with getting the deco & being e photographer! thanks loads for the msgs jus as wen, assuring me tt things would be alright and when i say thanks, u scolded me cz u guys jus wanna do all u can to make it memorable for me. thanks jing & shem!
thanks moi for all the logistics, getting the deco, setting up the food stands, blowing the balloons & photographers. thanks loads for helping me with so much despite scolding me for being a g to be gan chiong over e party. thanks for assuring me and tell me that things would all be gd and you would let action speaks more than words for our 10yrs of friendship! thanks moi!
thanks fungi for helping me the my journey through life! thanks for helping me think and cut the letters out for 3hrs plus outside the chalet while the rest were helping me in the aircon! thanks for being my photographer! thanks for helping me with all the logistics & ensuring that everything flows! thanks for everything! thanks fungi!
thanks for the 10years of friendship! <3
thanks loads forever5!
you guys had really gave me a vv memorable bday & kept me safe!
thanks for assuring me & putting up with my gan chiong-ness to keep everything perfect for the day.
thanks for nt resting much due to my "engagement" party and yet being so efficient!
thanks for surprising me with the cards which touched my heart =]
.JPG)
.JPG)
thanks for exceeding our usual budget and getting me a 2nd helium balloon becoz u guys know tt i really want one. <3
thanks for the specially designed cards and the msg (each of it touched me so!) =]
behind the scenes..=]]
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.JPG)
.JPG)
.JPG)
最珍贵的礼物是你们给我的友情。
大家忙忙碌碌，偶尔因意见不和而吵架，但到最后还是会回到彼此为彼此建立的避风港。
愿意为彼此付出，保护彼此。
谢谢你们让我有一份如此可贵的友情。
认识你们，真的是我的福气。
谢谢! iloveus!
thanks loads to 5-yr-old-kid too!
人生得一知己，真的足够。
thanks for the 5yrs of friendship!
thanks for helping me out with the cake!e design and all! cz i really can't decide and u helped me! (which turned out really awesome!)
thanks for liasing with mei2 and reminding us that we need to get chairs! (haha i know, i know)
谢谢你总是在我的生命里扮演着大姐姐的角色！
and thanks for e nice scrap album which beautifully 记载着这段友情的点点滴滴。
很美，很用心，很喜欢。<3
thanks loads llz!
i m certain we will fill the album with more to come and show e kids someday! =]
thanks loads to roomie too!
thanks for helping me get the guestbooks stuffs and helping me cut and design it!
thanks for sending out my wishlist to all and liasing with everybody to make sure tt i get my wishlist =]
thanks for helping me get stuffs and gg back to get e helium balloon! =]
thanks for helping me carry e cake!
haha thanks for e friendship! we been through ups and downs but rest assured.
a friendship that encountered ups n downs is a friendship to last =]
thanks loads for everything! =]
thanks loads to these special people!
and thanks loads to every1 that came!
really appreciate it! =]
the greatest gift that one could give is to come! =]
thanks loads every1! from my childhood best friend to my uni friends!
thanks for seeing me through 21yrs of life!
each and every1!
thanks for being part of my life and thanks for coming to celebrate this memorable day with me! =]]
thanks to diana and family for coming down!
as i flipped thru my childhood pics, all the memories were jus diana and felicia!
so glad that you came tt day and e little bk which recorded our childhood!
thanks diana dinosaur! can't wait for dinner with u when i m bac frm manila. =]
thanks to team ahs - sheryl, ling, sek, chu for coming! *sheng zhong woosh* would never forget how much i love the game. it was u guys tt made up e happiest part of bball for me =] thanks for coming! =]
thanks to team kem for coming down! xiao dui for coming down be4 and da dui for coming down after! thanks loads! *xing xin* really touched. miss playing in kem! would be back soon! thanks for being 6yrs of my life!
thanks to 230 guys for coming down - xiaopang, qy,wx, kg n jeff.
thanks guys! thanks for all the steamboat tt u all had treated me!
really missed playing bball with u all! =]
thanks to nan da bball!
thanks loads team!
thanks for coming, for the sb, for e running shoes and for being being present!
u guys roxz my world in ntu! =]
thanks to lms mates for coming down! (and being e earliest)
thanks for coming and thanks for seeing me thur e 3yrs of academic life!
u guys wuld be missed nxt sem! =]
thanks to hall mates for coming!
jiaying mama, jo and wl!
thanks for coming! hall life wuld have been diff without u all! =]
thanks to programmers for coming!
thanks for being present! hope u all enjoyed urself as much as i do! =]
thanks to my tuition kids and family for coming down too! =]
should i miss out any1, pls forgive me!
it's 4am in e morning le! =]
once again, thanks loads everybody!
thanks for making my day special with ur presence!
and lastly, special thanks to..
daddy and mummy!
thanks for 21yrs of love!
thanks for caring for me more than any1! =]
m glad tt i managed to rush home to celebrate e moment! <3
family <3
hao la! i shall go zzz le.
flying off to manila tml noon till 30th oct.
so..anything jus email me ok! =]
hopefully there is internet connection!
haha..i would be kidding if i say i m nt nervous abt e trip.
how i wish 5yr old kid is here with me at the moment.
overseas trip (bball) jus get me jittery due to the past experience.
but breathe in and out.
this will be ok!
it will be good!
let's go team!
let's go fe! =]
con-fe-dence!
take gd care every1!
dun let e haze get u sick like me ok!
see u in 9days! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.thankful.][
Thursday, October 07, 2010
][.秘密 + 时间.][
][.秘密+时间.][
若我想说，那就不是秘密。
若我不想说，那我就是无论如何都不会说。
我没有很多秘密。
所以都可以很坦然相对 =]
很多事情都需要很多时间来遗忘。
忘记一个人就和努力想想起一个没有遇见过的人一样难。
最近想的比较多。
面对曾经很熟悉却变得陌生的人时，需要很大的勇气。
但是，一旦时间久了，其实真的没想太多了。
两个人都不在彼此的世界很久了，那段过往就真的变成了过往。
时间，你已经帮我冲淡了一段过往。
能不能请你帮我冲淡另一段？
我已经很努力了。
是不是我不够努力？
是不是我的记忆太好？
无论如何，请您帮我这个忙。
谢谢您！
haha just some random thoughts!
no worries!
take gd care every1!
rest well! nitez =]
last game for sunig tml!
let's go 3s! =D
][.10.fe.15.][
][.time for bed.][
若我想说，那就不是秘密。
若我不想说，那我就是无论如何都不会说。
我没有很多秘密。
所以都可以很坦然相对 =]
很多事情都需要很多时间来遗忘。
忘记一个人就和努力想想起一个没有遇见过的人一样难。
最近想的比较多。
面对曾经很熟悉却变得陌生的人时，需要很大的勇气。
但是，一旦时间久了，其实真的没想太多了。
两个人都不在彼此的世界很久了，那段过往就真的变成了过往。
时间，你已经帮我冲淡了一段过往。
能不能请你帮我冲淡另一段？
我已经很努力了。
是不是我不够努力？
是不是我的记忆太好？
无论如何，请您帮我这个忙。
谢谢您！
haha just some random thoughts!
no worries!
take gd care every1!
rest well! nitez =]
last game for sunig tml!
let's go 3s! =D
][.10.fe.15.][
][.time for bed.][
Tuesday, October 05, 2010
][.快乐不快乐，没什么快不快乐.][
][.快乐不快乐，没什么快不快乐.][
快乐不快乐。
没有人应该决定你的快乐或不快乐。
只有自己应该主宰自己的人生，自己的心情。
不快乐，就有责任让自己再快乐。
不要埋怨老天。
不要责怪任何人。
就休息一下，让不快乐的情绪随风而去。
就让它随风而去。
在世界上，还有更多令人难过的事。
一点小事，真的没关系。
没关系。
别问我为何不快乐。
因为，没什么快不快乐。
只是，偶尔的沉默。
take gd care every1!
nitez!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.i will be ok.][
快乐不快乐。
没有人应该决定你的快乐或不快乐。
只有自己应该主宰自己的人生，自己的心情。
不快乐，就有责任让自己再快乐。
不要埋怨老天。
不要责怪任何人。
就休息一下，让不快乐的情绪随风而去。
就让它随风而去。
在世界上，还有更多令人难过的事。
一点小事，真的没关系。
没关系。
别问我为何不快乐。
因为，没什么快不快乐。
只是，偶尔的沉默。
take gd care every1!
nitez!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.i will be ok.][
Saturday, October 02, 2010
][.1000 posts.][
][.1000 posts.][
Happy 1000 post bloggy!
You had served me well thur' out these yrs!
Thank You very very much! =]
been trying to focus n mug for tue's quiz.
but nt being in the top form mugging mode.
so decided to stop a while and do a random blogging.
this is another random post but it's my 1000th post.
so smiles!
another normal sat spent with tuitions, game n rest.
another day ahead tml tt's gg to be spent w tuitions n study n rest? =]
it had been a gd wk.
started sunig and won our 1st game.
could have fought harder and get a better win but gd job team!
let's keep going for e remaining 2 teams ok!
the team who wants it more will eventually get it!
let's go THREEs! =]
keep the spirits up!
n i wanna tape my number for every game! cz tt wuld give me sakuragi's power. =]
being back in a season makes me totally focused on e game.
haha n 2 wks be4 i bid childhood goodbye and officially step into adulthood and take charge of my life.
used to had loads of stupid wish to achieve by the time i reach 21.
but as i m reaching it, all these are not coming true but yet there's no tinge of sadness that these are not achieved.
cz, i m really contented with all that i have now =]
oo n i finally sent out invitations for my 21st!
thanks to sh for designing this for me =]
awaiting replies be4 i can proceed on to order food and all.
haha..hope tt everything falls into place on e day. =]
aw..was finding compos for my kid tml.
came across a few articles.
one of which that i like..=]
把心交给你
总喜欢做这样一个游戏：闭着眼睛，拉着你的手，让你助我跨越所有障碍，到达目标。
刚开始，总是紧紧握着你的手，担心地闭着眼睛，小心地向前跨步。可不管怎样，我还是害怕。害怕前面就是一块大石头，害怕前面是一滩深水。尽管我与你的手紧紧相连，尽管我把你的手勒得生疼，可是我的心充满了彷徨。阳光是那样烦躁的热，前方是那样恐怖的远。于是，我忍不住睁大眼睛，发现我正走在一大片宽阔的土地上。你轻轻地说:你犯规了。可我看到你眼中的失落。
我想，原来是我多虑了。
我说，我们再玩一次。于是，你拉着我的手。你温热的体温传到我的心里。我轻轻地靠在你的肩头。你让我抬脚，我就抬脚。你让我跳，我就跳。我的耳边飘着你跃动的音符，心中充满这对你的信任。最后，我轻轻睁开眼，发现我站在一片葱郁的草地上。你轻轻地说：你赢了。我看到你眼中的愉悦。
既然是朋友，就丢弃那无谓的多虑，把心交给你，让你引领你走一段美丽的路程。
我也渴望有天有机会就这样闭着眼睛，被带到一片宽阔的草原。
在那儿看日出，日落，星辰。
简简单单的过一天。
会有这样一天的到来吗？=]
some1 told me..
I always knew that looking back to the cries would would make me laugh.
but..
I never knew that looking back at the laughs would make me cry.
what's ur take on this?
i had tried looking back on the cries and laughed at my own stupidity.
but i refuse to cry at the laughs.
cz smile becoz it happened. =]
always believed tt those tt are worth ur tears wun make you tear.
n agree with fungi - "those that promised never to hurt you, ended up to be the one that hurted you the most"
but what could we do? =]
believe that they nv meant to hurt you thou they did.
n smile n moved on.
try to forget all the unhappiness and just smile at all the laughs that you guys had shared. =]
it's hard.
but bit by bit time will do the job, heal the wound.
cz, that person that promised really din tot of hurting you. at least at e moment they did promise. i believe.
haha such a random post huh =]
2 wks to adulthood.
still behaving like a kid.
but it's ok! i dun care!
haha..gg to train daily for the remaining 2 wks.
thus, how m i gg to countdown to it? - basketball.
haha a few more yrs..n i will bid it byebye.
so love it more for now =]
hang in there knees,ankles, back, hands, fingers.
pls don't fail me =]
ok la! done w all my random thoughts.
it's 329am at the moment.
shall end off here n rest!
take gd care every1!
nitez. =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.ups n downs of life.][
Happy 1000 post bloggy!
You had served me well thur' out these yrs!
Thank You very very much! =]
been trying to focus n mug for tue's quiz.
but nt being in the top form mugging mode.
so decided to stop a while and do a random blogging.
this is another random post but it's my 1000th post.
so smiles!
another normal sat spent with tuitions, game n rest.
another day ahead tml tt's gg to be spent w tuitions n study n rest? =]
it had been a gd wk.
started sunig and won our 1st game.
could have fought harder and get a better win but gd job team!
let's keep going for e remaining 2 teams ok!
the team who wants it more will eventually get it!
let's go THREEs! =]
keep the spirits up!
n i wanna tape my number for every game! cz tt wuld give me sakuragi's power. =]
being back in a season makes me totally focused on e game.
haha n 2 wks be4 i bid childhood goodbye and officially step into adulthood and take charge of my life.
used to had loads of stupid wish to achieve by the time i reach 21.
but as i m reaching it, all these are not coming true but yet there's no tinge of sadness that these are not achieved.
cz, i m really contented with all that i have now =]
oo n i finally sent out invitations for my 21st!
thanks to sh for designing this for me =]
awaiting replies be4 i can proceed on to order food and all.
haha..hope tt everything falls into place on e day. =]
aw..was finding compos for my kid tml.
came across a few articles.
one of which that i like..=]
把心交给你
总喜欢做这样一个游戏：闭着眼睛，拉着你的手，让你助我跨越所有障碍，到达目标。
刚开始，总是紧紧握着你的手，担心地闭着眼睛，小心地向前跨步。可不管怎样，我还是害怕。害怕前面就是一块大石头，害怕前面是一滩深水。尽管我与你的手紧紧相连，尽管我把你的手勒得生疼，可是我的心充满了彷徨。阳光是那样烦躁的热，前方是那样恐怖的远。于是，我忍不住睁大眼睛，发现我正走在一大片宽阔的土地上。你轻轻地说:你犯规了。可我看到你眼中的失落。
我想，原来是我多虑了。
我说，我们再玩一次。于是，你拉着我的手。你温热的体温传到我的心里。我轻轻地靠在你的肩头。你让我抬脚，我就抬脚。你让我跳，我就跳。我的耳边飘着你跃动的音符，心中充满这对你的信任。最后，我轻轻睁开眼，发现我站在一片葱郁的草地上。你轻轻地说：你赢了。我看到你眼中的愉悦。
既然是朋友，就丢弃那无谓的多虑，把心交给你，让你引领你走一段美丽的路程。
我也渴望有天有机会就这样闭着眼睛，被带到一片宽阔的草原。
在那儿看日出，日落，星辰。
简简单单的过一天。
会有这样一天的到来吗？=]
some1 told me..
I always knew that looking back to the cries would would make me laugh.
but..
I never knew that looking back at the laughs would make me cry.
what's ur take on this?
i had tried looking back on the cries and laughed at my own stupidity.
but i refuse to cry at the laughs.
cz smile becoz it happened. =]
always believed tt those tt are worth ur tears wun make you tear.
n agree with fungi - "those that promised never to hurt you, ended up to be the one that hurted you the most"
but what could we do? =]
believe that they nv meant to hurt you thou they did.
n smile n moved on.
try to forget all the unhappiness and just smile at all the laughs that you guys had shared. =]
it's hard.
but bit by bit time will do the job, heal the wound.
cz, that person that promised really din tot of hurting you. at least at e moment they did promise. i believe.
haha such a random post huh =]
2 wks to adulthood.
still behaving like a kid.
but it's ok! i dun care!
haha..gg to train daily for the remaining 2 wks.
thus, how m i gg to countdown to it? - basketball.
haha a few more yrs..n i will bid it byebye.
so love it more for now =]
hang in there knees,ankles, back, hands, fingers.
pls don't fail me =]
ok la! done w all my random thoughts.
it's 329am at the moment.
shall end off here n rest!
take gd care every1!
nitez. =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.ups n downs of life.][
Sunday, September 26, 2010
][.959 post.][
][.959 post.][
this is my 959 post.
one more to a 1000.
thanks to bloggy, i get to note down things tt had happened to me for the last 5yrs.
those precious memories.
happiness, tears, anger, disappointment and everything that was worth my memo.
it's a normal day of tuitionsss.
spent time w my "kids" and decided to invite em to my party. =]
had family dinner n came home to rest. =]
randomly watched videos and all e nan da videos.
if there's something memorable when i leave ntu, it would be ntu basketball.
the different seasons with different things.
sunig is starting on wed.
jiayou nan da! jiayou threes!
as i re-watched our victorious season and our lost for ivp 09/10, there was an overwhelming emotions within.
sunig may not be as wow as ivp.
but one thing for sure,
let's fight hard together ok, team! =]
63 = the lost to ite - 6pts. 3 = let's win it threeS!
hao la. tired le.
take gd care every1!
nitez. =]
listening to 933 is really gd therapy.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.剪断，放开，遗忘.][
this is my 959 post.
one more to a 1000.
thanks to bloggy, i get to note down things tt had happened to me for the last 5yrs.
those precious memories.
happiness, tears, anger, disappointment and everything that was worth my memo.
it's a normal day of tuitionsss.
spent time w my "kids" and decided to invite em to my party. =]
had family dinner n came home to rest. =]
randomly watched videos and all e nan da videos.
if there's something memorable when i leave ntu, it would be ntu basketball.
the different seasons with different things.
sunig is starting on wed.
jiayou nan da! jiayou threes!
as i re-watched our victorious season and our lost for ivp 09/10, there was an overwhelming emotions within.
sunig may not be as wow as ivp.
but one thing for sure,
let's fight hard together ok, team! =]
63 = the lost to ite - 6pts. 3 = let's win it threeS!
hao la. tired le.
take gd care every1!
nitez. =]
listening to 933 is really gd therapy.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.剪断，放开，遗忘.][
Saturday, September 25, 2010
][.the end of one & beginning of another.][
][.the end of one & beginning of another.][
seeing more n more 21st parties.
signals the nearing of my own 21st.
the end of childhood and beginning of adulthood.
haha not tt 20 to 21 is going to transform me.
but jus feel diff.
haha it's gg to be e 1st party tt daddy n mummy is gg to leave it to me =]
from 1st to 12th bday..every party was done by them <3
thank you daddy n mummy!
haha n now tt it is only weeks away..
getting a bit excited n hope everything will go well?
thanks loads to 3 person in particular..moi, sh n llz. =]
thanks for helping me to settle down amidst e gan chiong-ness and offering me your help. really appreciate it!
thanks to moi - logistic and photographer =]
thanks to sh - image consultant and manager =]
thanks to llz - bday games and cake sourcing =]
thanks for helping me set things on e track!
heh..things had been really fast paced with school.
tired-ness within is beyond words can say.
but with the nearing of sunig.
there's something within which i m unable to express in words.
excitement? anticipation?
don't know.
let's go THREES!
i promise to give my very best. are you ready? =]
let's enjoy e season tgt!
ankle is nt doing v well.
so stay strong ankle. thank you. =]
ok la! take gd care every1! =D
nitez! tc!
p/s: looking forward to some changes to hair!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
seeing more n more 21st parties.
signals the nearing of my own 21st.
the end of childhood and beginning of adulthood.
haha not tt 20 to 21 is going to transform me.
but jus feel diff.
haha it's gg to be e 1st party tt daddy n mummy is gg to leave it to me =]
from 1st to 12th bday..every party was done by them <3
thank you daddy n mummy!
haha n now tt it is only weeks away..
getting a bit excited n hope everything will go well?
thanks loads to 3 person in particular..moi, sh n llz. =]
thanks for helping me to settle down amidst e gan chiong-ness and offering me your help. really appreciate it!
thanks to moi - logistic and photographer =]
thanks to sh - image consultant and manager =]
thanks to llz - bday games and cake sourcing =]
thanks for helping me set things on e track!
heh..things had been really fast paced with school.
tired-ness within is beyond words can say.
but with the nearing of sunig.
there's something within which i m unable to express in words.
excitement? anticipation?
don't know.
let's go THREES!
i promise to give my very best. are you ready? =]
let's enjoy e season tgt!
ankle is nt doing v well.
so stay strong ankle. thank you. =]
ok la! take gd care every1! =D
nitez! tc!
p/s: looking forward to some changes to hair!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
Sunday, September 19, 2010
][.Distance.][
][.Distance.][
ever felt the distance with some1 tt used to be a regular in your life?
very random.
suddenly feel that..
distance could be said to be by choice?
when you are part of each other's life..
you are walking side by side.
standing by each other =]
when you gradually walk out of each other's life..
there could be 2 possibilites..
1) you walked too fast and left the person behind and did not turn back.
2) you couldn't catch up with the person that left you behind.
we could say that these are by choice.
we could also say that these are things that are not within our control.
things are just moving on so fast.
n hence sometimes we walk so fast that we left people behind.
sometimes we are so tired that we decided to let the person that left, get further n further away from us.
ever felt this way?
the furthest distance is not in the actual distance.
but in the heart.
the choices that you made to allow some1 to be near or far away.
a long n tiring day.
but it was not bad.
sat was friendly.
sun was tuition n taking photos at marina barrage.
i would really ask for a kites party if daddy agreed =]
but he din..haha so i m still thinking of a theme.
e kites at marina barrage at nite was awesome too!
less than a month to my party.
cake, food, guest list etc - things to be done.
but there's more on hand.
we will be fine =]
take gd care every1!
nitez =]]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.tired.][
ever felt the distance with some1 tt used to be a regular in your life?
very random.
suddenly feel that..
distance could be said to be by choice?
when you are part of each other's life..
you are walking side by side.
standing by each other =]
when you gradually walk out of each other's life..
there could be 2 possibilites..
1) you walked too fast and left the person behind and did not turn back.
2) you couldn't catch up with the person that left you behind.
we could say that these are by choice.
we could also say that these are things that are not within our control.
things are just moving on so fast.
n hence sometimes we walk so fast that we left people behind.
sometimes we are so tired that we decided to let the person that left, get further n further away from us.
ever felt this way?
the furthest distance is not in the actual distance.
but in the heart.
the choices that you made to allow some1 to be near or far away.
a long n tiring day.
but it was not bad.
sat was friendly.
sun was tuition n taking photos at marina barrage.
i would really ask for a kites party if daddy agreed =]
but he din..haha so i m still thinking of a theme.
e kites at marina barrage at nite was awesome too!
less than a month to my party.
cake, food, guest list etc - things to be done.
but there's more on hand.
we will be fine =]
take gd care every1!
nitez =]]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.tired.][
Friday, September 17, 2010
][.Universal Studio!.][
][.Universal Studio!.][
if only there's a universal studio daily. =]
i officially declare that universal studio = happiness.
when you feel like a kid all over again.
when you just wanna go here n there n try things, clap to the beat of move it move it and see the characters dance about, taking all the rides that you don't dare but turned out to be awesome!
in summary, universal studio = brrraaavvvo!
had a wonderful wed night at US (universal studio) =]
once u stepped in, u feel as thou u r not in Singapore.
really kudos to the efficiency n e little waiting time cz there's always things to keep u occupied! =]
wonderful night.
wonderful experience.
n i m thankful for yog for it allowed me to see so many other things.
e revenge of the mummy coaster ride was gd.
i jus screamed my lungs out with all my might.
as thou screaming away a year's worth of unhappiness n hatered.
n it felt so gd after that. =]
if u have a chance, visit Universal Studio and find the happiness that u may have forgotten =]
they say pictures say a 1000 words.
gv12 says that line is an irony.
cz what we see thru pic may not be reality.
but for these, it's true.
universal studio is awesome n i had nt been these happy for long =]
n i m glad to have my "dumb-bell" bottle which sh n i agree tt water tastes much better with our new bottles.
hahahaha totally feel like a young kid =]
ok la! take gd care every1!
smile n pass e smile on.
things will be ok! =]]
][.10.fe.15][
][.where you find happiness again.][
if only there's a universal studio daily. =]
i officially declare that universal studio = happiness.
when you feel like a kid all over again.
when you just wanna go here n there n try things, clap to the beat of move it move it and see the characters dance about, taking all the rides that you don't dare but turned out to be awesome!
in summary, universal studio = brrraaavvvo!
had a wonderful wed night at US (universal studio) =]
once u stepped in, u feel as thou u r not in Singapore.
really kudos to the efficiency n e little waiting time cz there's always things to keep u occupied! =]
wonderful night.
wonderful experience.
n i m thankful for yog for it allowed me to see so many other things.
e revenge of the mummy coaster ride was gd.
i jus screamed my lungs out with all my might.
as thou screaming away a year's worth of unhappiness n hatered.
n it felt so gd after that. =]
if u have a chance, visit Universal Studio and find the happiness that u may have forgotten =]
they say pictures say a 1000 words.
gv12 says that line is an irony.
cz what we see thru pic may not be reality.
but for these, it's true.
universal studio is awesome n i had nt been these happy for long =]
n i m glad to have my "dumb-bell" bottle which sh n i agree tt water tastes much better with our new bottles.
hahahaha totally feel like a young kid =]
ok la! take gd care every1!
smile n pass e smile on.
things will be ok! =]]
][.10.fe.15][
][.where you find happiness again.][
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
][.smiles.][
][.smiles.][
it's 1:44am.
i just finished eating indo mee from xiao hei's rm w sh n pris. =]
it had been a long day.
6 hrs of lesson stretching frm 1130 till 1830.
followed by training after that.
the tiredness within is woohoo.
but talking w jayne on e way back made me =].
i m really glad tt i m in ntu.
n i tink nan da basketball is a big part of e happiness.
everything seems to fall into place when you know tt there's e team there.
a team whereby you wanna work hard tgt for the champs.
there's just a sudden wave of awakening tt i wanna do more for this team.
one more champion.
one more wonderful season ahead. =]
cz all of you made my life in ntu a big =D.
esp this sem where we have to work harder tgt in terms of academic and bball.
jiayou nan da!
the fixtures are out - 29th sept, 4th oct, 7th oct.
can i have an advanced 21st present? =]
let's work hard for it!
haha aw..e reason for smiles is becoz tml is union day.
just one seminar den gym w yan2 n lunch w bx.
den rest n make notes.
n gg universal studio at nite!
compliments of yog!
woohooo! shiok!
can u imagine a weekend nite not spent on training and gg somewhere fun?!
haha woohoo! =]]
dun get e wrong idea..i und e nd to train even harder than ever for this period.
but 1st of all, i wanna get fit by myself 1st.
knees n left ankle feeling weak.
so are my limbs.
get fit fe!
going to jog w llz this sun in preparation for our 42.195km =]
haha i tink she would nd to drag me along le man.
run fe run.
get slim n fit! muhahah
with so many things to fulfil within e nxt few months,
everything feels organized n planned.
jus have to jiayou! =]
take gd care every1!
jiayou ba!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.一个人的我依然微笑.][
it's 1:44am.
i just finished eating indo mee from xiao hei's rm w sh n pris. =]
it had been a long day.
6 hrs of lesson stretching frm 1130 till 1830.
followed by training after that.
the tiredness within is woohoo.
but talking w jayne on e way back made me =].
i m really glad tt i m in ntu.
n i tink nan da basketball is a big part of e happiness.
everything seems to fall into place when you know tt there's e team there.
a team whereby you wanna work hard tgt for the champs.
there's just a sudden wave of awakening tt i wanna do more for this team.
one more champion.
one more wonderful season ahead. =]
cz all of you made my life in ntu a big =D.
esp this sem where we have to work harder tgt in terms of academic and bball.
jiayou nan da!
the fixtures are out - 29th sept, 4th oct, 7th oct.
can i have an advanced 21st present? =]
let's work hard for it!
haha aw..e reason for smiles is becoz tml is union day.
just one seminar den gym w yan2 n lunch w bx.
den rest n make notes.
n gg universal studio at nite!
compliments of yog!
woohooo! shiok!
can u imagine a weekend nite not spent on training and gg somewhere fun?!
haha woohoo! =]]
dun get e wrong idea..i und e nd to train even harder than ever for this period.
but 1st of all, i wanna get fit by myself 1st.
knees n left ankle feeling weak.
so are my limbs.
get fit fe!
going to jog w llz this sun in preparation for our 42.195km =]
haha i tink she would nd to drag me along le man.
run fe run.
get slim n fit! muhahah
with so many things to fulfil within e nxt few months,
everything feels organized n planned.
jus have to jiayou! =]
take gd care every1!
jiayou ba!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.一个人的我依然微笑.][
Sunday, September 12, 2010
][.settled!.][
][.settled!.][
haha hey bloggy!
there's so much within that i wanna say..
but i have no idea where to start from..
haha hmmm..1st of all..
let me let out a vvv big haaaa ok..
take away e "i" cz no sighs. no regrets.
everything happen for a reason.
you can't have everything in life.
sacrifices have to be made.
n for this sem, i made e sacrifices of dropping HT 201 and CBC 811.
my heart really dropped to rock bottom when i have to drop ht 201.
but it will float back. it will be fine it will be fine.
the 2 wks worth of work poof gone.
another 2 wks worth of work to catch up on.
poof poof poof.
it will be fine =]]
收拾心情！and face the start again!
with decision made, sem would be shorter than others.
but 6 of us have each another.
so we r in this tgt!
don't worry! we will pull thur it! =]]
come on fe! jiayou!
jiayou sh,cynthia,jayne,baoxian n jieqi!
we can do it!!
apart from that..
this weekend had been family funs!
thurs was stayover with nan da in hall =]
e usual games of murderer.
i swear i hate to lie.
n i shiver inside when i lie.
so..haha maybe i had evolved. maybe i had not.
nonetheless, it was a nice night.
miss all the stayovers we have.
season is starting soon.
let's jiayou nan da! =]
so with sleep over (whereby we dun slp) but i slept for 2hrs.
came home after tt for tuition den didi's party.
basically, sleeping for onli 2 hrs in 36hrs really drove my moves to turtle speed.
but it was nice. =]
had e whole family packed in under a roof. =]
den wen,moi n fungi came over for mj at nite.
we mj till we jus bored si diao.
but still mj.
really is compulsive gamblersss.
Family <3
sat was another family day spent w c mei =]
we watched love cuts n resident evil!
thanks to the free tickets tt coach gave me during last yr's x'mas.
it was a nice day out w c mei! =]
haha we tried archery too! thanks to gan die who sponsored us n joined us for e 2nd movie =]
so all in all..
it had been a gd weekend.
a break from the game.
quality time spent w family.
n i m jus back frm lingyi's 21st!
happy 21st tookie! =]]
n i m jus super duper tired now.
maybe it's time for bed n clearing of sleep debt.
take gd care every1!
nitez =]]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
haha hey bloggy!
there's so much within that i wanna say..
but i have no idea where to start from..
haha hmmm..1st of all..
let me let out a vvv big haaaa ok..
take away e "i" cz no sighs. no regrets.
everything happen for a reason.
you can't have everything in life.
sacrifices have to be made.
n for this sem, i made e sacrifices of dropping HT 201 and CBC 811.
my heart really dropped to rock bottom when i have to drop ht 201.
but it will float back. it will be fine it will be fine.
the 2 wks worth of work poof gone.
another 2 wks worth of work to catch up on.
poof poof poof.
it will be fine =]]
收拾心情！and face the start again!
with decision made, sem would be shorter than others.
but 6 of us have each another.
so we r in this tgt!
don't worry! we will pull thur it! =]]
come on fe! jiayou!
jiayou sh,cynthia,jayne,baoxian n jieqi!
we can do it!!
apart from that..
this weekend had been family funs!
thurs was stayover with nan da in hall =]
e usual games of murderer.
i swear i hate to lie.
n i shiver inside when i lie.
so..haha maybe i had evolved. maybe i had not.
nonetheless, it was a nice night.
miss all the stayovers we have.
season is starting soon.
let's jiayou nan da! =]
so with sleep over (whereby we dun slp) but i slept for 2hrs.
came home after tt for tuition den didi's party.
basically, sleeping for onli 2 hrs in 36hrs really drove my moves to turtle speed.
but it was nice. =]
had e whole family packed in under a roof. =]
den wen,moi n fungi came over for mj at nite.
we mj till we jus bored si diao.
but still mj.
really is compulsive gamblersss.
Family <3
sat was another family day spent w c mei =]
we watched love cuts n resident evil!
thanks to the free tickets tt coach gave me during last yr's x'mas.
it was a nice day out w c mei! =]
haha we tried archery too! thanks to gan die who sponsored us n joined us for e 2nd movie =]
so all in all..
it had been a gd weekend.
a break from the game.
quality time spent w family.
n i m jus back frm lingyi's 21st!
happy 21st tookie! =]]
n i m jus super duper tired now.
maybe it's time for bed n clearing of sleep debt.
take gd care every1!
nitez =]]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
Wednesday, September 08, 2010
][.blow wind blow.][
][.blow wind blow.][
blow wind blow!
pls blow away my dark clouds!
they are gathering above my head too often these days.
dark clouds above my head.
dark clouds in my eyes.
things had not been going on easy these days with harsh reality.
not feeling the best of time.
hopefully aug and seaba would come to give me some comfort in this period of dark clouds.
let it be the reason for me to smile since you are part of the reason that causes my darkness now.
day had been rather dark but thankfully there's my team mates back in hall in the same block (Y) =]
the mail tt pris sent us made my nite =]
running up and down was tiring but so fun.
it's like you being a kid all over again!!
hao la.
v tired tonite!
take gd care every1!
nitez =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.it will be ok.right?.][
blow wind blow!
pls blow away my dark clouds!
they are gathering above my head too often these days.
dark clouds above my head.
dark clouds in my eyes.
things had not been going on easy these days with harsh reality.
not feeling the best of time.
hopefully aug and seaba would come to give me some comfort in this period of dark clouds.
let it be the reason for me to smile since you are part of the reason that causes my darkness now.
day had been rather dark but thankfully there's my team mates back in hall in the same block (Y) =]
the mail tt pris sent us made my nite =]
running up and down was tiring but so fun.
it's like you being a kid all over again!!
hao la.
v tired tonite!
take gd care every1!
nitez =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.it will be ok.right?.][
Tuesday, September 07, 2010
][.hmmm.][
][.hmmm.][
things had been going on as usual.
the usual things, the usual routine, the comfort yet uncomfortable situations.
hg222 is a headache.
sociolinguistics in Europe. plops.
everything is there..no boundaries.
n hence it feels like walking in the maze which just gets bigger n bigger.
ht201 is still good =]
dozed off for seconds during tutorial but felt safe still cz things tt were taught was taught in hg342.
but still..have to be on e ball.
haha these are the 2 lessons tt i have for my 1st day of 2nd wk back in sch.
i wun give a =] nor a =[.
it's jus =X breathe fe. breathe.
scanned thur lect notes for tml.
hg311 - lang n brain feels like it is gg to be bio lesson tml.
cbc 811 - seems like it is gg to be a chem lesson.
good luck to me.
i had not touched sci stuffs since sec4 man. lol.
alright.
shall go ketchup on 311's stuffs. =]
take gd care every1!
nitez.
haha n rest assured..i m not a kid-napper!
just that babies really made my day =]
n jere jere is the baby tt made my dayss.
not gg to see him for 2 wks =X
cz this fri is bao bei didi's party =]
den nxt sat nt gg to bbaxn's games cz it's ntu's friendly.
not sure if a kid can remember some1 who he had not seen for 2 wks. (cz i dun rmb anything frm tt age) =]
在大人的世界里，
我们常常都忘了最可贵的快乐。
你今天有开环的笑吗？
好像只有在小孩身上才会看到那快乐吧。
开心就放声大笑。
难过就放声大哭。
无需理会世上的一切。 =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=X.][
things had been going on as usual.
the usual things, the usual routine, the comfort yet uncomfortable situations.
hg222 is a headache.
sociolinguistics in Europe. plops.
everything is there..no boundaries.
n hence it feels like walking in the maze which just gets bigger n bigger.
ht201 is still good =]
dozed off for seconds during tutorial but felt safe still cz things tt were taught was taught in hg342.
but still..have to be on e ball.
haha these are the 2 lessons tt i have for my 1st day of 2nd wk back in sch.
i wun give a =] nor a =[.
it's jus =X breathe fe. breathe.
scanned thur lect notes for tml.
hg311 - lang n brain feels like it is gg to be bio lesson tml.
cbc 811 - seems like it is gg to be a chem lesson.
good luck to me.
i had not touched sci stuffs since sec4 man. lol.
alright.
shall go ketchup on 311's stuffs. =]
take gd care every1!
nitez.
haha n rest assured..i m not a kid-napper!
just that babies really made my day =]
n jere jere is the baby tt made my dayss.
not gg to see him for 2 wks =X
cz this fri is bao bei didi's party =]
den nxt sat nt gg to bbaxn's games cz it's ntu's friendly.
not sure if a kid can remember some1 who he had not seen for 2 wks. (cz i dun rmb anything frm tt age) =]
在大人的世界里，
我们常常都忘了最可贵的快乐。
你今天有开环的笑吗？
好像只有在小孩身上才会看到那快乐吧。
开心就放声大笑。
难过就放声大哭。
无需理会世上的一切。 =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=X.][
Sunday, September 05, 2010
][.time machine.][
][.time machine.][
do you feel so tired at times that you just wanna be young all over again? =]
have people to carry you, dote on you?
haha just random.
maybe playing too much w jere jere this two days ba. =]
this seriously don't feel like the 1st week back in school.
things are like heaps after heaps.
breathe. jus breathe fe! =]
secretly quite tired out.
by everything.
that i jus feel like stoning n keeping quiet for the night.
tml is gg to be another long day.
so is tues.
so is wed.
so is thurs.
another week to pull thru! =]
ahhhhhh!!!
ok shut up fe!
every1 is gg thru this too!
jiayou!
you made the choice, so bear with it!
on a separate note,
jere jere made my day again. =]
here's one w my happy pill!
went to pinic and fly kite w kem today.
marina barrage is nice. =]
daddy used to fly e kite so high be4 letting me take over <3
so today is the 1st time tt i tried running n running just to get the kite up into e
air.
and when it is up there, i feel like flying w it too! (zipline?) haha
a few pics. i can't have a kites party. but i get to see many kites today! =]
alright. take gd care every1!
i hope my bday wun be affected cz moi say there's changes to the dates.
roars! but who knows..able to go or not is another prob. i will work hard but tt's all i can do.
nitez ppl!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.怎麼開始忘了我还能微笑.][
do you feel so tired at times that you just wanna be young all over again? =]
have people to carry you, dote on you?
haha just random.
maybe playing too much w jere jere this two days ba. =]
this seriously don't feel like the 1st week back in school.
things are like heaps after heaps.
breathe. jus breathe fe! =]
secretly quite tired out.
by everything.
that i jus feel like stoning n keeping quiet for the night.
tml is gg to be another long day.
so is tues.
so is wed.
so is thurs.
another week to pull thru! =]
ahhhhhh!!!
ok shut up fe!
every1 is gg thru this too!
jiayou!
you made the choice, so bear with it!
on a separate note,
jere jere made my day again. =]
here's one w my happy pill!
went to pinic and fly kite w kem today.
marina barrage is nice. =]
daddy used to fly e kite so high be4 letting me take over <3
so today is the 1st time tt i tried running n running just to get the kite up into e
air.
and when it is up there, i feel like flying w it too! (zipline?) haha
a few pics. i can't have a kites party. but i get to see many kites today! =]
alright. take gd care every1!
i hope my bday wun be affected cz moi say there's changes to the dates.
roars! but who knows..able to go or not is another prob. i will work hard but tt's all i can do.
nitez ppl!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.怎麼開始忘了我还能微笑.][
Saturday, September 04, 2010
][.Babies nv fail to make my day!.][
][.Babies nv fail to make my day!.][
haha today is a normal day which is full of smiles thanks to babies!
tuition, bbaxn game (which earned me a cut) den ikea dinner n kite buying with kem n their little babies (coach's godson(s)).
haha jere jere really made my day!
had always tink tt he is v cute.
but kids nd to warm up.
you can't jus go up to em n expect them to let u carry etc.
had v much wanted to carry him n play w him but like failed for v long.
today finally succeeded. =]
haha had a full day of fun with jere jere.
feeding him fries (n him feeding me), playing on e car, chasing him ard ikea n letting him do things he love, carry him ard n hearing him call jiejie,jiejie.
haha really meltz =P
but e part which really made my day was when he was dozing off when his mum sent me back but yet he woke up and say.."byebye jiejie!" haha meltz =X
one whole nite of playing with him really (Y).
haha i not 恋童症 la..jus love kids.
love their innocence.
love their laughters.
love the way they 撒娇 and hold your finger cz ur hand is too big.
love the way they gets happy so easily with the simplest things. =]
n coach asked me again, how many kids you want?
haha i used to say 3.
but i tink 2 is enough for now.
i chase one n e dad chase e other.
haha think too far.
but yes, i really love kids.
maybe i will just go for "The Backup Plan" if i can't find e right one.
haha i want to have a kid. =]
and parents are really vvv wei da!
yes, playing with children are easy.
but taking care of em and seeing them grow is nv easy.
you have to teach them, feed them.
when they fall, you have to make sure tt they learn from it and not do it again.
when they do something wrong, you have to reprimand them despite their tears n ur heart in pain.
父母的爱真的很伟大。
haha ok! tired le!
shall go rest. tml is tuitions, pinic with kem and e kids (jere jere will be going too!! =D), tuition n rest!
nitez every1!
take care! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.单纯，简单，很快乐.][
haha today is a normal day which is full of smiles thanks to babies!
tuition, bbaxn game (which earned me a cut) den ikea dinner n kite buying with kem n their little babies (coach's godson(s)).
haha jere jere really made my day!
had always tink tt he is v cute.
but kids nd to warm up.
you can't jus go up to em n expect them to let u carry etc.
had v much wanted to carry him n play w him but like failed for v long.
today finally succeeded. =]
haha had a full day of fun with jere jere.
feeding him fries (n him feeding me), playing on e car, chasing him ard ikea n letting him do things he love, carry him ard n hearing him call jiejie,jiejie.
haha really meltz =P
but e part which really made my day was when he was dozing off when his mum sent me back but yet he woke up and say.."byebye jiejie!" haha meltz =X
one whole nite of playing with him really (Y).
haha i not 恋童症 la..jus love kids.
love their innocence.
love their laughters.
love the way they 撒娇 and hold your finger cz ur hand is too big.
love the way they gets happy so easily with the simplest things. =]
n coach asked me again, how many kids you want?
haha i used to say 3.
but i tink 2 is enough for now.
i chase one n e dad chase e other.
haha think too far.
but yes, i really love kids.
maybe i will just go for "The Backup Plan" if i can't find e right one.
haha i want to have a kid. =]
and parents are really vvv wei da!
yes, playing with children are easy.
but taking care of em and seeing them grow is nv easy.
you have to teach them, feed them.
when they fall, you have to make sure tt they learn from it and not do it again.
when they do something wrong, you have to reprimand them despite their tears n ur heart in pain.
父母的爱真的很伟大。
haha ok! tired le!
shall go rest. tml is tuitions, pinic with kem and e kids (jere jere will be going too!! =D), tuition n rest!
nitez every1!
take care! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.单纯，简单，很快乐.][
Friday, September 03, 2010
][.it had been a week.][
][.it had been a week.][
hello bloggy!
i survived 1st wk of sch.
print notes, go lect (nv doze off), readings, trainings.
haha everything falls into a routine again.
a comfortable routine.
over n over again.
this had been e life for 2+ yrs since uni.
saw this somewhere..
"body is like a machine. the more you use it, the faster it will spoil"
haha my dear body, pls dun die on me =]
keep going!
nxt wk is gg to be tougher with the intensity of trngs gg even higher.
i really pray hard tt i can take it.
e muscles are screaming every inch tt they are being stretched ttm.
on a separate note, been to a few 21st n gg to go for a few more be4 my own.
makes me wonder how should my party be like =]
the idea of being 21.
all e big dreams be4 reaching 21.
it's only when you are reaching it tt u realised tt things don't go as planned.
计划永远赶不上变化。
人生的变化实在太多了。
haha ok. v random.
now i jus look ahead to 2 gd days of rest.
tml will have bbaxn game.
but i jus wanna enjoy e game =]
it can be relaxing n nt as tiring as trng.
it's diff kind of tiring.
den tuition in a morning and looking forward to catching up w wen in e evening.
been a while since we ketchup w each another le.
life is moving at such a fast pace tt we can't press the bell in time to let the bus driver know tt we wanna alight to meet a friend.
do you feel how i feel?
n sun is gg to be tuition, marina barrage w kem n tuition n rest.
looking fwd to e rest at nite.
some alone time is needed at times esp w all e madness of sch.
just breathe n things will be ok =]
so..breathe, breathe and breathe fe!
breathe hard too every1! =]
take gd care la!
go off le!
nitez =]]
a pat on e shoulder =]
jiayou people!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.其实，我要的真的很简单.][
hello bloggy!
i survived 1st wk of sch.
print notes, go lect (nv doze off), readings, trainings.
haha everything falls into a routine again.
a comfortable routine.
over n over again.
this had been e life for 2+ yrs since uni.
saw this somewhere..
"body is like a machine. the more you use it, the faster it will spoil"
haha my dear body, pls dun die on me =]
keep going!
nxt wk is gg to be tougher with the intensity of trngs gg even higher.
i really pray hard tt i can take it.
e muscles are screaming every inch tt they are being stretched ttm.
on a separate note, been to a few 21st n gg to go for a few more be4 my own.
makes me wonder how should my party be like =]
the idea of being 21.
all e big dreams be4 reaching 21.
it's only when you are reaching it tt u realised tt things don't go as planned.
计划永远赶不上变化。
人生的变化实在太多了。
haha ok. v random.
now i jus look ahead to 2 gd days of rest.
tml will have bbaxn game.
but i jus wanna enjoy e game =]
it can be relaxing n nt as tiring as trng.
it's diff kind of tiring.
den tuition in a morning and looking forward to catching up w wen in e evening.
been a while since we ketchup w each another le.
life is moving at such a fast pace tt we can't press the bell in time to let the bus driver know tt we wanna alight to meet a friend.
do you feel how i feel?
n sun is gg to be tuition, marina barrage w kem n tuition n rest.
looking fwd to e rest at nite.
some alone time is needed at times esp w all e madness of sch.
just breathe n things will be ok =]
so..breathe, breathe and breathe fe!
breathe hard too every1! =]
take gd care la!
go off le!
nitez =]]
a pat on e shoulder =]
jiayou people!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.其实，我要的真的很简单.][
Wednesday, September 01, 2010
][.真的蛮累的.][
][.真的蛮累的.][
2nd official day back in sch.
language and the brain is gd =]
interesting stuffs!
i was awake for e whole lect n all e slides *pats on the back*
went to print readings after lect, get lunch w employer n went to shift into hall =]
had a small hall warming (house warming) w employer.
yes. i m back at home now.
enjoying every moments back at home 1st.
will be back in hall nxt wk - need to study!
only managed to finish one reading for today's mod.
haha nt bad but nt gd enought but it's ok!
start from now and make a new ending. =]
shall go back hall earlier tml to do my readings, print notes n go lect n go gym n go trng!
haha love to agar agar plan my days ahead.
hao la!
super tired frm training n early mornings.
shall go rest le!
take gd care every1!
nitez =]]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.毅力.][
2nd official day back in sch.
language and the brain is gd =]
interesting stuffs!
i was awake for e whole lect n all e slides *pats on the back*
went to print readings after lect, get lunch w employer n went to shift into hall =]
had a small hall warming (house warming) w employer.
yes. i m back at home now.
enjoying every moments back at home 1st.
will be back in hall nxt wk - need to study!
only managed to finish one reading for today's mod.
haha nt bad but nt gd enought but it's ok!
start from now and make a new ending. =]
shall go back hall earlier tml to do my readings, print notes n go lect n go gym n go trng!
haha love to agar agar plan my days ahead.
hao la!
super tired frm training n early mornings.
shall go rest le!
take gd care every1!
nitez =]]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.毅力.][
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
][.it had not been an easy day, but it's over.][
][.it had not been an easy day, but it's over.][
hello bloggy!
had my 1st day back in school! =]
it was ok la!
but today had not been an easy day.
really had not been.
double blow in a day is like ar do gen. (street fighter - ryu x 2)
haha but it's ok.
the darkest hour has only 60mins.
and the darkest day has only 24hours.
smile, cry, just be strong and pull thru it.
就算全世界看不起你，
就算没人相信你，
你还是不能放弃。
因为，一放弃就等于你输了。
举白旗投降固然容易。
但，有勇气放弃，不如放手一搏。
把最后的力气拿出来，再次努力。
就算最后你输了命运的安排，至少你没输给了自己。
我相信命运。
每样事情发生，都有它的原因。
不要怨天尤人。
尽自己的本分就好。=]
tough time don't last but tough people do.
jiayou fe!
jiayou every1!
不开心的事就留给自己吧。
快乐的事还是有的啊！
for eg..
employer is in hall9!
n..she is shifting to blk48!
haha feels so safe and gd w familiar faces ard in hall.
roomie n employer w me is *thumbs ups*
went to visit employer today in her blk 47's room n she bought teh ping for me.
i may not had said be4..but employer 真的蛮疼我的啦。谢啦！
haha..gg to shift my stuffs in tml n employer is gg to acc me. (thou she is jus gg to read her notes cz she have to meet her prof after tt.) haha
thankfully employer is here, thankfully roomie is here.
cz jiaying mama is not gg to be here.
really gg to miss her presence, breakfast n scoldings n all e mugging sessions tgt.
e many times tt she lugged her blanket n bolster down to accompany me when roomie is nt ard.
thanks loads jiaying mama!
we will have our dinner in school ok! =]
another random incident of e day is..
曾经很要好的一个朋友，今天突然发了简讯。
可是，那并不是我熟悉的号码。
原来，她换了号码。。但我并不晓得。
另一位朋友告诉我，她的手机忘了我的号码。
没关系了。
就，都不在乎了。
人是会变的。
情也一样。
人与人之间需要缘分做朋友。
需要更多的缘分做好朋友。
若有天，你发现你和一位好友已不是好友时，
容许我说一句六弄里的话 - 只能说我们的缘分不够。
这句话，我从这段友情中已深深的体会到了。
haha ok!
end here le!
take gd care every1!
nitez =]
5plus hours to slp n to my 2nd day of sch! jiayou! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.比想象中，坚强.][
hello bloggy!
had my 1st day back in school! =]
it was ok la!
but today had not been an easy day.
really had not been.
double blow in a day is like ar do gen. (street fighter - ryu x 2)
haha but it's ok.
the darkest hour has only 60mins.
and the darkest day has only 24hours.
smile, cry, just be strong and pull thru it.
就算全世界看不起你，
就算没人相信你，
你还是不能放弃。
因为，一放弃就等于你输了。
举白旗投降固然容易。
但，有勇气放弃，不如放手一搏。
把最后的力气拿出来，再次努力。
就算最后你输了命运的安排，至少你没输给了自己。
我相信命运。
每样事情发生，都有它的原因。
不要怨天尤人。
尽自己的本分就好。=]
tough time don't last but tough people do.
jiayou fe!
jiayou every1!
不开心的事就留给自己吧。
快乐的事还是有的啊！
for eg..
employer is in hall9!
n..she is shifting to blk48!
haha feels so safe and gd w familiar faces ard in hall.
roomie n employer w me is *thumbs ups*
went to visit employer today in her blk 47's room n she bought teh ping for me.
i may not had said be4..but employer 真的蛮疼我的啦。谢啦！
haha..gg to shift my stuffs in tml n employer is gg to acc me. (thou she is jus gg to read her notes cz she have to meet her prof after tt.) haha
thankfully employer is here, thankfully roomie is here.
cz jiaying mama is not gg to be here.
really gg to miss her presence, breakfast n scoldings n all e mugging sessions tgt.
e many times tt she lugged her blanket n bolster down to accompany me when roomie is nt ard.
thanks loads jiaying mama!
we will have our dinner in school ok! =]
another random incident of e day is..
曾经很要好的一个朋友，今天突然发了简讯。
可是，那并不是我熟悉的号码。
原来，她换了号码。。但我并不晓得。
另一位朋友告诉我，她的手机忘了我的号码。
没关系了。
就，都不在乎了。
人是会变的。
情也一样。
人与人之间需要缘分做朋友。
需要更多的缘分做好朋友。
若有天，你发现你和一位好友已不是好友时，
容许我说一句六弄里的话 - 只能说我们的缘分不够。
这句话，我从这段友情中已深深的体会到了。
haha ok!
end here le!
take gd care every1!
nitez =]
5plus hours to slp n to my 2nd day of sch! jiayou! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.比想象中，坚强.][
Monday, August 30, 2010
][.我的假期.][
][.我的假期.][
hello bloggy!
my holidaysss is officially coming to an end in 8plus hours.
1st seminar at 1130am tml.
looking forward to it..yet there's 忐忑不安，七上八下的心情。
every sem brings forward different challenges, different things to learn and grow from. =]
just blink and here i m, a year3.
been through 4sems, 4 seasons.
2 champs, 2 runner up.
ups n downs in studies.
ups n downs in many other things.
and tada!
yr 3 sem 1! here i come!
jiayou fe! =D
it's not gg to be a easy sem with bball n studies.
calculated the amount of time i m gg to spend on trng.
5nights of minimum 2 hours trng + travelling time = around 15 to 16 hours.
but it's ok.
throw in all i can for basketball.
quote dirk nowitzki "treat it as a game, not a job and enjoy it"
a line from myself to myself : don't forget your passion for e game, fe =]
so..this post is to wrap up my holiday and move on to my new sem!
haha holiday had not been totally rest rest but defintely it had been loads of rest in a way or so. =]
worked as invigilator for uol with jiaying mama, zx n sh.
$_$. just need to keep earning. and enjoy e time spend while working with friends =]
another memorable events for e hols = genting getaway!
thanks loads to ling,sh,sheryl n moi!
i managed to getaway from basketball and e routine be4 i break into pieces.
tt was a much needed break =]
and it was fun!
ignoring basketball, no connections w e outside world, just enjoying yourself with a comfortable bunch of friends. *thumbs ups*
my nice get away kakis + moi (e camera woman) =]]
apart frm genting trip, many meet ups with forever5 for MJ and stayover, meet ups with friends tt u can't have time to during sch term - ck kids, ah xie, llz, clique 5was gd too! =]
other significant events - being volunteer for yog.
it felt like admin job tt i was in after A levels.
but really enjoyed the experience n glad tt i could play my tiny mini part.
thanks to yog, got more time to interact w fungi too.
time with forever5 and best friends are really 可遇不可求.
working time with fungi n chilling after work is really gd.
had not spent so much time w fungi since v long le.
wen was my sec1 to 4's classmate.
jing was working w me after a lvls.
moi is jus here everyday cz we have bball.
fungi is my bus 17 kaki but sec3 n 4 n jc we were not in each other's life as often.
and both of us sadly de agree tt actually through e darkest moments of each life, we ain't able to be there for each other at e 1st moment.
but no matter what, we know tt we will always have each other. *hugs*
aw..that's e friendship part =]
haha more about yog!
tada!
let the pics speak for me ba!
sunrise that i get to see! (cz i nd to reach ntu at 630am = 5plus am i got to leave home!..it was really tiring when u reach hm 12am frm trng n wake up n roll out of ur hse at 5plus am.) but it was gd experience!
pin trading! cool huh! you will see this every olympics! n i managed to trade for a spain pin too =]
haha took this photos for my project nxt time! jkjk..but it's super cool! all e langs in e world! i m glad i m in lms =]
here's one of fungi n me -- pointing to the words below. cherish u guys! <3
heh..they say victory is sweet. (so is my ice cream) *day dreaming tt i have a gold medal too* =]
the cotton candy clouds! yums yums! =]]
haha i traded my shirt! it was like flea market on e last day! every1 trading their stuffs =] glad to be able to experience it! n kids these days are really tall huh!
and finally! one with my denmark xiao didi. e one tt moi say i fa hua chi!
haha jk la..jus tink tt his hair is like sakuragi. n he is quite cute ah. =D
haha tt's abt all for yog!
enjoyed the process of it and glad to be part of it =]
apart frm the da da xiao xiao events during holidays, i managed to read quite a few bks =]
love reading on e way to trng n all.
love how books seem to reflect life and all. read nicholas sparks book.
read chinese books.
n e most recent one tt i finished reading is 六弄咖啡馆.
sh recommended it to me.
really a gd gd read!
it made me laugh, made me cry.
n what touch me e most was e friendship shared btw the 2 main characters.
the relationship part also v touching.
but what's more impactful were the friendship.
it made me really thankful tt i found my true friends too.
you watch my back and i watch yours and we will be alright till the end =]
friendship will never end but relationship do.
tt seems to be e way out for most of e stories i read.
but haha..stories are stories.
i shan't comment on e relationship part.
but jus *thumbs ups* for their friendship and jus wanna shout out "Thank You Very Much!" to those tt should know who they are =]
朋友不需要很多。
只需要真心相对的。 =]
haha and i managed to finish one drama during this few months of holidays!
tt's really quite little compared to what i usually do.
but it was a gd drama - 9ends 2 outs.
*spoiler*
it's abt this pair of best friends who had been best friends for 30yrs.
falling in love n still loving each other but yet pushing each other to other ppl cz they do not want the f/s btw them to end, should their r/s end one day.
they know each other so well that it breaks your heart to see them not tgt.
realli love e show.
人生如戏，戏如人生？
i don't know how to describe. haha but while watching e show, there were many times tt i really 感同身受.those emotions tt they went through.
the things tt they feel..haha
in e end, love it tt the show had a happy ending. <3
as for real life? hahaha..the ending is different.
but choices made and things been through.
all these experiences are things tt made me grow.
i may be immature and all but i definitely had learnt n grew.
thanks for teaching me that =]
haha alright!
shall end here n go rest le!
6hours of slp! new file, n freshly printed notes!
jiayou for yr3 sem1 fe! =D
nice song tt i had been hooked onto these few nights =]
take gd care every1!
have a gd start to e sem too! =D
][.10.fe.15.][
][.cz i have more reasons to smile than cry =].][
hello bloggy!
my holidaysss is officially coming to an end in 8plus hours.
1st seminar at 1130am tml.
looking forward to it..yet there's 忐忑不安，七上八下的心情。
every sem brings forward different challenges, different things to learn and grow from. =]
just blink and here i m, a year3.
been through 4sems, 4 seasons.
2 champs, 2 runner up.
ups n downs in studies.
ups n downs in many other things.
and tada!
yr 3 sem 1! here i come!
jiayou fe! =D
it's not gg to be a easy sem with bball n studies.
calculated the amount of time i m gg to spend on trng.
5nights of minimum 2 hours trng + travelling time = around 15 to 16 hours.
but it's ok.
throw in all i can for basketball.
quote dirk nowitzki "treat it as a game, not a job and enjoy it"
a line from myself to myself : don't forget your passion for e game, fe =]
so..this post is to wrap up my holiday and move on to my new sem!
haha holiday had not been totally rest rest but defintely it had been loads of rest in a way or so. =]
worked as invigilator for uol with jiaying mama, zx n sh.
$_$. just need to keep earning. and enjoy e time spend while working with friends =]
another memorable events for e hols = genting getaway!
thanks loads to ling,sh,sheryl n moi!
i managed to getaway from basketball and e routine be4 i break into pieces.
tt was a much needed break =]
and it was fun!
ignoring basketball, no connections w e outside world, just enjoying yourself with a comfortable bunch of friends. *thumbs ups*
my nice get away kakis + moi (e camera woman) =]]
apart frm genting trip, many meet ups with forever5 for MJ and stayover, meet ups with friends tt u can't have time to during sch term - ck kids, ah xie, llz, clique 5was gd too! =]
other significant events - being volunteer for yog.
it felt like admin job tt i was in after A levels.
but really enjoyed the experience n glad tt i could play my tiny mini part.
thanks to yog, got more time to interact w fungi too.
time with forever5 and best friends are really 可遇不可求.
working time with fungi n chilling after work is really gd.
had not spent so much time w fungi since v long le.
wen was my sec1 to 4's classmate.
jing was working w me after a lvls.
moi is jus here everyday cz we have bball.
fungi is my bus 17 kaki but sec3 n 4 n jc we were not in each other's life as often.
and both of us sadly de agree tt actually through e darkest moments of each life, we ain't able to be there for each other at e 1st moment.
but no matter what, we know tt we will always have each other. *hugs*
aw..that's e friendship part =]
haha more about yog!
tada!
let the pics speak for me ba!
sunrise that i get to see! (cz i nd to reach ntu at 630am = 5plus am i got to leave home!..it was really tiring when u reach hm 12am frm trng n wake up n roll out of ur hse at 5plus am.) but it was gd experience!
pin trading! cool huh! you will see this every olympics! n i managed to trade for a spain pin too =]
haha took this photos for my project nxt time! jkjk..but it's super cool! all e langs in e world! i m glad i m in lms =]
here's one of fungi n me -- pointing to the words below. cherish u guys! <3
heh..they say victory is sweet. (so is my ice cream) *day dreaming tt i have a gold medal too* =]
the cotton candy clouds! yums yums! =]]
haha i traded my shirt! it was like flea market on e last day! every1 trading their stuffs =] glad to be able to experience it! n kids these days are really tall huh!
and finally! one with my denmark xiao didi. e one tt moi say i fa hua chi!
haha jk la..jus tink tt his hair is like sakuragi. n he is quite cute ah. =D
haha tt's abt all for yog!
enjoyed the process of it and glad to be part of it =]
apart frm the da da xiao xiao events during holidays, i managed to read quite a few bks =]
love reading on e way to trng n all.
love how books seem to reflect life and all. read nicholas sparks book.
read chinese books.
n e most recent one tt i finished reading is 六弄咖啡馆.
sh recommended it to me.
really a gd gd read!
it made me laugh, made me cry.
n what touch me e most was e friendship shared btw the 2 main characters.
the relationship part also v touching.
but what's more impactful were the friendship.
it made me really thankful tt i found my true friends too.
you watch my back and i watch yours and we will be alright till the end =]
friendship will never end but relationship do.
tt seems to be e way out for most of e stories i read.
but haha..stories are stories.
i shan't comment on e relationship part.
but jus *thumbs ups* for their friendship and jus wanna shout out "Thank You Very Much!" to those tt should know who they are =]
朋友不需要很多。
只需要真心相对的。 =]
haha and i managed to finish one drama during this few months of holidays!
tt's really quite little compared to what i usually do.
but it was a gd drama - 9ends 2 outs.
*spoiler*
it's abt this pair of best friends who had been best friends for 30yrs.
falling in love n still loving each other but yet pushing each other to other ppl cz they do not want the f/s btw them to end, should their r/s end one day.
they know each other so well that it breaks your heart to see them not tgt.
realli love e show.
人生如戏，戏如人生？
i don't know how to describe. haha but while watching e show, there were many times tt i really 感同身受.those emotions tt they went through.
the things tt they feel..haha
in e end, love it tt the show had a happy ending. <3
as for real life? hahaha..the ending is different.
but choices made and things been through.
all these experiences are things tt made me grow.
i may be immature and all but i definitely had learnt n grew.
thanks for teaching me that =]
haha alright!
shall end here n go rest le!
6hours of slp! new file, n freshly printed notes!
jiayou for yr3 sem1 fe! =D
nice song tt i had been hooked onto these few nights =]
take gd care every1!
have a gd start to e sem too! =D
][.10.fe.15.][
][.cz i have more reasons to smile than cry =].][
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
][.Life is like a bus ride.][
][.Life is like a bus ride.][
decided to make some changes to my blog.
and so..tada.
here's a vv simple blogskin.
got captivated by the words. =]
life is like a bus ride.
always felt this way.
n hence the love for bus rides.
love the views that you get from bus rides.
love sitting alone by the window with my ipod n watching the sun rise or set.
love the time alone - sorting out my thoughts, feelings of nostalgia, read a book or catch up on my sleep. <3
had only shared this with llz.
but today, i shall share with all - I love bus rides. =]
slept my whole day away to clear my sleep debt.
aching from trng but love working hard for things tt matters.
had thought about loads this few days.
school will be starting in a wk.
overwhelming thoughts.
v random..but i m glad to be part of YOG. =]
a guatemala offical gave me a pin and a worry doll.
it really made my day.
saw the official for a few times n helped him with the info he needed for a few times. n e last time he saw me, he gave me these. =]
YOG duties had been tiring but really fulfilling!
According to Guatemalan legend, when you have a problem, you tell it to the worry doll.
Then you put it under the pillow.
Next morning the problem has gone!
Life smiles again =]
n here's my Mr Bump candies which are in star shapes!
Thanks to wen n moi!
they bought me a bump bump mug n candies! <3
love how we love each other without expressing it verbally.
coolios! hee
ok! rest well every1!
time for bed.
need to wake up in 2hrs30mins for yog duty.
last day at it le!
will blog more abt e meaningful event!
take gd care every1!
nitez =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.love life as it is.][
decided to make some changes to my blog.
and so..tada.
here's a vv simple blogskin.
got captivated by the words. =]
life is like a bus ride.
always felt this way.
n hence the love for bus rides.
love the views that you get from bus rides.
love sitting alone by the window with my ipod n watching the sun rise or set.
love the time alone - sorting out my thoughts, feelings of nostalgia, read a book or catch up on my sleep. <3
had only shared this with llz.
but today, i shall share with all - I love bus rides. =]
slept my whole day away to clear my sleep debt.
aching from trng but love working hard for things tt matters.
had thought about loads this few days.
school will be starting in a wk.
overwhelming thoughts.
v random..but i m glad to be part of YOG. =]
a guatemala offical gave me a pin and a worry doll.
it really made my day.
saw the official for a few times n helped him with the info he needed for a few times. n e last time he saw me, he gave me these. =]
YOG duties had been tiring but really fulfilling!
According to Guatemalan legend, when you have a problem, you tell it to the worry doll.
Then you put it under the pillow.
Next morning the problem has gone!
Life smiles again =]
n here's my Mr Bump candies which are in star shapes!
Thanks to wen n moi!
they bought me a bump bump mug n candies! <3
love how we love each other without expressing it verbally.
coolios! hee
ok! rest well every1!
time for bed.
need to wake up in 2hrs30mins for yog duty.
last day at it le!
will blog more abt e meaningful event!
take gd care every1!
nitez =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.love life as it is.][
Sunday, August 22, 2010
][.Changes.][
][.Changes.][
deleted my tagboard =]
guess i m gg to make some changes to my blog be4 school re-open.
today is a tiring day.
tuition in e morning.
programmer's outing for dinner at farmmart n k-box at cck.
jus reached home nt long ago.
one word = tired.
another word = fun.
change, change and change.
life is about changes.
so many changes.
still can't forget e story tt i read ytr.
the lines by ji mi.
i guess..tt's e 1st lines tt i m gg to write into my book ba.
gosh, 1 last wk be4 sch reopen to all e madness.
n i had yet to get a proper rest this hols.
but it had nt been bad.
in fact thumbs up for short get away. =]
ok la..shall go zzz le.
take gd care every1!
nitez =]
n GO ARSENAL! =D
i really love my jacket! hee
][.10.fe.15.][
][.it's nv easy.][
deleted my tagboard =]
guess i m gg to make some changes to my blog be4 school re-open.
today is a tiring day.
tuition in e morning.
programmer's outing for dinner at farmmart n k-box at cck.
jus reached home nt long ago.
one word = tired.
another word = fun.
change, change and change.
life is about changes.
so many changes.
still can't forget e story tt i read ytr.
the lines by ji mi.
i guess..tt's e 1st lines tt i m gg to write into my book ba.
gosh, 1 last wk be4 sch reopen to all e madness.
n i had yet to get a proper rest this hols.
but it had nt been bad.
in fact thumbs up for short get away. =]
ok la..shall go zzz le.
take gd care every1!
nitez =]
n GO ARSENAL! =D
i really love my jacket! hee
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][.it's nv easy.][
Saturday, August 21, 2010
][.错过.][
][.错过.][
read a v 贴切 story on facebook.
no idea how to shorten it..so will just post everything.
read only if you are interested ba. =]
《她拒绝了他100次，第101次他拒绝了她。》
昨天，他拒絕了她。
一直以來，她以為他總會在她的身後跟隨，不論她什麼時候需要他。因為他說過，他會等她一輩子的。可是，他食言了。
她和他是大學時候的同學。她16歲上大學，比他小兩歲。在學校裡，她總是小妹妹，和很多男生關係都很好。當然，和他特別要好。
她確實是沒有想過男女之情的，可能是因為她還小。直到那一天，他突然面紅耳赤地遞給她一張電影票，期期艾艾地說，這是一部愛情片。真是老土，老土得可愛。不過她還是直截了當地拒絕他了。她說他不是她喜歡的類型，不會選擇他的，但是他沒有退卻。
接下來的時間裡，他無時不刻地出現在她身邊，關心她，呵護她，什麼事情，在她要做之前他已經搶先幫她做了。可是她告訴他，他不是她喜歡的類型，不要再繼續下去了。他說，他會一直等下去，直到她同意的那一天。
大學畢業後，他們倆都被保送本校的研究生，不在同一個專業。研究生期間的所有實驗難題，基本上都是他一手包辦了，連她的導師都和他的導師開玩笑：我那個師女婿呢？最近怎麼沒有看見他了？
5年的研究生一下子過去了，她也到了 25歲的年紀。也確實考慮過選擇他的。但是終究沒有開口。為什麼呢……可能還是覺得有些不完美。他總是一副邋裡邋遢的樣子，頭髮亂亂的，不修邊幅。還有就是太瘦，雖然在南方人中不算太矮，卻還不到一百斤，她還是比較喜歡運動型的男孩子。她直接了當地跟他說過她不選擇他的原因，一向健談的他沉默了好久。那時她倒是希望他能夠聽了這句話離開，但是他接著說：「我是對你最好的，這輩子都是。」
博士畢業後，她留校當老師，他選擇了出國。當時同學們給他送行，她沒有傷感，反而有一種如釋重負的感覺。那個在她身邊圍繞了7年的人終於走了，她不用再喋喋不休地說，「我不喜歡你這個類型，你放棄吧」這樣的話了。
很快她交了一個男朋友，他比她大6歲，家境很好，在他父親的公司上班，當了一個財務經理，一個月可以收入過萬，房子車子都有了。
可是交往深入下去，她就發現了差距。她說的話，他總是嗯嗯嗯的，半懂不懂。她的意思，他總是不能理解。這段感情斷斷續續維持了一年半，終於還是分手了。這時候，她才記起那個總是微笑地站在她身後，什麼事情都不用她操心的他來。
從小她都是優等生，考上的也是最好的大學之一。本科時是直博生保送，博士時是優秀博士畢業。所以她覺得身邊的人都應該是這樣子的，不用她費神地表達，可是她錯了。
苦悶中她迎來了她的28歲生日。28歲的女人似乎就給人另類的感覺了，雖然照鏡子她沒有什麼自卑和蒼老的感覺，但是父母親和朋友們都開始為她著急了。於是她開始了一輪一輪地相親。
那些相親的對象，要麼有錢而粗俗，要麼木訥而遲鈍，還有就是唯唯諾諾不知所云。一個一個，都只讓她更加想起天邊的那個他來。那個睿智、懶散、關切、幽默、善辯的他。
在她副教授評審述職會上，突然她發現了他。坐在台下，眼睛還是那麼明亮，人也還是那麼瘦。頭髮看起來還是髒髒的，拿著一支筆，坐在前排微笑著看著她。唯一的變化，似乎就是蒼老了一點，不再像那個沒事就要和人家滔滔不絕爭辯的年輕人了。
原來他已經被學校作為人才引進回來了，不在她們系，但是是一個學院。她還在報副教授的時候，學校已經答應給他正教授的職位了。所以他有資格享受了一套不大不小的福利房，在這個寸土寸金的城市，已經算是不錯了。
他裝修房子的時候她經常去他家給他參謀，似乎又回到了四年前的日子，他給她端水，削水果，給她回答工作中的種種問題。
那一天，他房子裝修完了，邀她去吃飯。只有他們兩個人，晚上的燈光很美。她知道他要說什麼，有點期待，又有點緊張。果然他說，房子有了，缺一個新娘。
她裝作沒有聽懂，其實她是希望他繼續四年前那樣的直白，直截了當地說：這輩子我會讓你知道我是對你最好的。但是他沒有。他只是喟了一口氣，什麼也沒有說。
送她下樓的時候，他竟然握了握她的手，很緊很緊的，握得她有些生疼。幸好他很快就放開了。然後招呼也沒有打就走回去了。
以後的日子就忽然尷尬起來，他碰見她也只是淡淡的，點個頭打個招呼。校車上也不和她坐一起。等車時也不和她說話。她的碩士生答辯時請他來當委員，他也推脫了。
終於她看見他和別的女孩子在一起，說說笑笑的，她心裡確實酸酸的，莫名其妙的還有些憤怒。她最好的朋友勸她說，他大三開始追她，她就算倒過去追他一回又有什麼？都要快三十歲的人了。
可是，當她鼓起平生最大的勇氣和他說的時候，他居然面不改色地說，「我已經有女朋友了！」
她也聽說過他交女朋友了，但是怎麼可能這麼快呢？從她十九歲到現在，這麼多年的感情，難道他一下子忘記了嗎？他不是說過等她一輩子的嗎？
昨天晚上她哭了一晚上。這麼多年來她從沒有這麼哭過。難道男人真的這麼容易轉移感情嗎？真的嗎？
一個朋友說，追她很久的那個男孩今天結婚了。
我說，你想怎麼樣呢？人家喜歡了你那麼久都無動於衷……
她說，去參加了婚禮。新娘很漂亮，新郎也很帥。好像第一次覺得他也蠻有魅力的，怎麼當初就沒發覺呢？
她說，原本覺得自己從來沒有愛上他，
但在新娘新郎交換戒指的那一刻，她的心狠狠疼了一下。
她說，最難過的，不是你愛的人不愛你，而是愛你很多年的那個人，轉身離去。
當看見那個說愛你一輩子，等你一輩子的人，給另外一個女孩子的無名指帶上戒指的時候，你能聽到自己心碎的聲音。
今天的主角不是你，不管她是不是灰姑娘，今天的公主都不是你。
他在全封閉訓練的時候，為了能給她打電話，他都要走很遠很遠的路，去公用電話亭。
冬天飄著雪，很冷。
她卻還不耐煩的說，幹嘛沒事總給我打電話？
她不知道他在那邊已經凍的不行了。
他只是想聽聽她的聲音。
現在，她想起這些來，臉上還是會洋溢著幸福的微笑。
然後定過神來，看著眼前這對新人……
新郎依舊是他，但是他的甜言蜜語海誓山盟，卻再也不是為她所說。
有多少人一輩子承諾愛一個人又付諸行動了呢？
當努力了好多年依然沒有結果的時候，誰還會一直等你呢？
終於明白，我們都能勇敢的面對——你愛的人不愛你，
但是，誰都無力面對—— 一個愛你很久很久的人轉身離去。
那種驕傲，那種幸福，蕩然無存。
請珍惜身邊默默愛你的人。
用心呵護和把握每一份真愛。
不要對那些真誠付出的愛意熟視無睹，
不要等突然意識到失去時才後悔莫及。
或許，當他有一天真的離開了，
你會發現，
真正離不開彼此的，
是你，
不是他……
幾米說:
當你喜歡我的時候，我不喜歡你，
當你愛上我的時候，我喜歡上你，
當你離開我的時候，我卻愛上你，
是你走得太快，還是我跟不上你的腳步，
我們錯過了諾亞方舟，錯過了泰坦尼克號，
錯過了一切的驚險與不驚險，我們還要繼續錯過……
但是，請允許我說這樣自私的話，
多年後，
你若未娶，
我還未嫁，
那，
我們能不能在一起？？
希望你能从这故事中得到一些领悟吧。
珍惜身边的那个人。
take gd care every1!
tc! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.fate.][
read a v 贴切 story on facebook.
no idea how to shorten it..so will just post everything.
read only if you are interested ba. =]
《她拒绝了他100次，第101次他拒绝了她。》
昨天，他拒絕了她。
一直以來，她以為他總會在她的身後跟隨，不論她什麼時候需要他。因為他說過，他會等她一輩子的。可是，他食言了。
她和他是大學時候的同學。她16歲上大學，比他小兩歲。在學校裡，她總是小妹妹，和很多男生關係都很好。當然，和他特別要好。
她確實是沒有想過男女之情的，可能是因為她還小。直到那一天，他突然面紅耳赤地遞給她一張電影票，期期艾艾地說，這是一部愛情片。真是老土，老土得可愛。不過她還是直截了當地拒絕他了。她說他不是她喜歡的類型，不會選擇他的，但是他沒有退卻。
接下來的時間裡，他無時不刻地出現在她身邊，關心她，呵護她，什麼事情，在她要做之前他已經搶先幫她做了。可是她告訴他，他不是她喜歡的類型，不要再繼續下去了。他說，他會一直等下去，直到她同意的那一天。
大學畢業後，他們倆都被保送本校的研究生，不在同一個專業。研究生期間的所有實驗難題，基本上都是他一手包辦了，連她的導師都和他的導師開玩笑：我那個師女婿呢？最近怎麼沒有看見他了？
5年的研究生一下子過去了，她也到了 25歲的年紀。也確實考慮過選擇他的。但是終究沒有開口。為什麼呢……可能還是覺得有些不完美。他總是一副邋裡邋遢的樣子，頭髮亂亂的，不修邊幅。還有就是太瘦，雖然在南方人中不算太矮，卻還不到一百斤，她還是比較喜歡運動型的男孩子。她直接了當地跟他說過她不選擇他的原因，一向健談的他沉默了好久。那時她倒是希望他能夠聽了這句話離開，但是他接著說：「我是對你最好的，這輩子都是。」
博士畢業後，她留校當老師，他選擇了出國。當時同學們給他送行，她沒有傷感，反而有一種如釋重負的感覺。那個在她身邊圍繞了7年的人終於走了，她不用再喋喋不休地說，「我不喜歡你這個類型，你放棄吧」這樣的話了。
很快她交了一個男朋友，他比她大6歲，家境很好，在他父親的公司上班，當了一個財務經理，一個月可以收入過萬，房子車子都有了。
可是交往深入下去，她就發現了差距。她說的話，他總是嗯嗯嗯的，半懂不懂。她的意思，他總是不能理解。這段感情斷斷續續維持了一年半，終於還是分手了。這時候，她才記起那個總是微笑地站在她身後，什麼事情都不用她操心的他來。
從小她都是優等生，考上的也是最好的大學之一。本科時是直博生保送，博士時是優秀博士畢業。所以她覺得身邊的人都應該是這樣子的，不用她費神地表達，可是她錯了。
苦悶中她迎來了她的28歲生日。28歲的女人似乎就給人另類的感覺了，雖然照鏡子她沒有什麼自卑和蒼老的感覺，但是父母親和朋友們都開始為她著急了。於是她開始了一輪一輪地相親。
那些相親的對象，要麼有錢而粗俗，要麼木訥而遲鈍，還有就是唯唯諾諾不知所云。一個一個，都只讓她更加想起天邊的那個他來。那個睿智、懶散、關切、幽默、善辯的他。
在她副教授評審述職會上，突然她發現了他。坐在台下，眼睛還是那麼明亮，人也還是那麼瘦。頭髮看起來還是髒髒的，拿著一支筆，坐在前排微笑著看著她。唯一的變化，似乎就是蒼老了一點，不再像那個沒事就要和人家滔滔不絕爭辯的年輕人了。
原來他已經被學校作為人才引進回來了，不在她們系，但是是一個學院。她還在報副教授的時候，學校已經答應給他正教授的職位了。所以他有資格享受了一套不大不小的福利房，在這個寸土寸金的城市，已經算是不錯了。
他裝修房子的時候她經常去他家給他參謀，似乎又回到了四年前的日子，他給她端水，削水果，給她回答工作中的種種問題。
那一天，他房子裝修完了，邀她去吃飯。只有他們兩個人，晚上的燈光很美。她知道他要說什麼，有點期待，又有點緊張。果然他說，房子有了，缺一個新娘。
她裝作沒有聽懂，其實她是希望他繼續四年前那樣的直白，直截了當地說：這輩子我會讓你知道我是對你最好的。但是他沒有。他只是喟了一口氣，什麼也沒有說。
送她下樓的時候，他竟然握了握她的手，很緊很緊的，握得她有些生疼。幸好他很快就放開了。然後招呼也沒有打就走回去了。
以後的日子就忽然尷尬起來，他碰見她也只是淡淡的，點個頭打個招呼。校車上也不和她坐一起。等車時也不和她說話。她的碩士生答辯時請他來當委員，他也推脫了。
終於她看見他和別的女孩子在一起，說說笑笑的，她心裡確實酸酸的，莫名其妙的還有些憤怒。她最好的朋友勸她說，他大三開始追她，她就算倒過去追他一回又有什麼？都要快三十歲的人了。
可是，當她鼓起平生最大的勇氣和他說的時候，他居然面不改色地說，「我已經有女朋友了！」
她也聽說過他交女朋友了，但是怎麼可能這麼快呢？從她十九歲到現在，這麼多年的感情，難道他一下子忘記了嗎？他不是說過等她一輩子的嗎？
昨天晚上她哭了一晚上。這麼多年來她從沒有這麼哭過。難道男人真的這麼容易轉移感情嗎？真的嗎？
一個朋友說，追她很久的那個男孩今天結婚了。
我說，你想怎麼樣呢？人家喜歡了你那麼久都無動於衷……
她說，去參加了婚禮。新娘很漂亮，新郎也很帥。好像第一次覺得他也蠻有魅力的，怎麼當初就沒發覺呢？
她說，原本覺得自己從來沒有愛上他，
但在新娘新郎交換戒指的那一刻，她的心狠狠疼了一下。
她說，最難過的，不是你愛的人不愛你，而是愛你很多年的那個人，轉身離去。
當看見那個說愛你一輩子，等你一輩子的人，給另外一個女孩子的無名指帶上戒指的時候，你能聽到自己心碎的聲音。
今天的主角不是你，不管她是不是灰姑娘，今天的公主都不是你。
他在全封閉訓練的時候，為了能給她打電話，他都要走很遠很遠的路，去公用電話亭。
冬天飄著雪，很冷。
她卻還不耐煩的說，幹嘛沒事總給我打電話？
她不知道他在那邊已經凍的不行了。
他只是想聽聽她的聲音。
現在，她想起這些來，臉上還是會洋溢著幸福的微笑。
然後定過神來，看著眼前這對新人……
新郎依舊是他，但是他的甜言蜜語海誓山盟，卻再也不是為她所說。
有多少人一輩子承諾愛一個人又付諸行動了呢？
當努力了好多年依然沒有結果的時候，誰還會一直等你呢？
終於明白，我們都能勇敢的面對——你愛的人不愛你，
但是，誰都無力面對—— 一個愛你很久很久的人轉身離去。
那種驕傲，那種幸福，蕩然無存。
請珍惜身邊默默愛你的人。
用心呵護和把握每一份真愛。
不要對那些真誠付出的愛意熟視無睹，
不要等突然意識到失去時才後悔莫及。
或許，當他有一天真的離開了，
你會發現，
真正離不開彼此的，
是你，
不是他……
幾米說:
當你喜歡我的時候，我不喜歡你，
當你愛上我的時候，我喜歡上你，
當你離開我的時候，我卻愛上你，
是你走得太快，還是我跟不上你的腳步，
我們錯過了諾亞方舟，錯過了泰坦尼克號，
錯過了一切的驚險與不驚險，我們還要繼續錯過……
但是，請允許我說這樣自私的話，
多年後，
你若未娶，
我還未嫁，
那，
我們能不能在一起？？
希望你能从这故事中得到一些领悟吧。
珍惜身边的那个人。
take gd care every1!
tc! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.fate.][
Friday, August 20, 2010
][.smilesss.][
][.smilesss.][
today is a vvv tiring day.
the lack of sleep.
the stiff-ness of body.
the bad day on court.
but everything tt won't kill me, will only make me stronger. =]
one big reason to smile today = the cute xiao didi from denmark.
he reminds of me sakuragi in some ways.
n i tink, i really like crew cuts.
haha jkjk.
moi say i fa hua chi.
anything la.
haha lalala.
ok la.
go rest le.
it's gg to be long days ahead.
take gd care every1!
nitez =]
p/s:ooo n i m intending to lock my blog.
make it private. =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.tired ttm.][
today is a vvv tiring day.
the lack of sleep.
the stiff-ness of body.
the bad day on court.
but everything tt won't kill me, will only make me stronger. =]
one big reason to smile today = the cute xiao didi from denmark.
he reminds of me sakuragi in some ways.
n i tink, i really like crew cuts.
haha jkjk.
moi say i fa hua chi.
anything la.
haha lalala.
ok la.
go rest le.
it's gg to be long days ahead.
take gd care every1!
nitez =]
p/s:ooo n i m intending to lock my blog.
make it private. =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.tired ttm.][
Thursday, August 19, 2010
][.how?.][
][.how?.][
these few days had been tiring.
yog,trng,waking up at 5am.
getting back at 11plus pm.
gosh! how did i survived jc with all the monster trngs n ASSays? =P
haha..glad tt i did. thanks to concourse kids! =D
aw..despite e tired-ness, i m enjoying myself.
living life to the fullest.
doing things tt you could recall back with a smile.
this is the kind of life i enjoy. <3
always impressed by the stories of athletes.
would be moved to tears just by reading their story.
there are many players out there who do not have the place to train.
forgotten which country it was..but there was a swimmer who swam in a pool for the
1st time when she compete. cz back in her country, she could only train in e river.
read e stories of setbacks n success.
this is yog.
but it is touching enough.
the sacrifices each make.
no matter they won or not, they are winners in their own way =]
n i m thankful tt i m part of their journey.
although a vvvv mini tiny part.
but still enjoying myself.
body is vv tired thou.
1 wk of rest from the game = super taxing on the body this wk.
it's already hard like stone now.
super un-fit.
let's get back into shape! =]
let's put the sand together into a sandcastle again.
tiring.
but let's go! =]
tt's e 2 main things gg on in my life.
nothing much.
a gd day at work at SID with fungi.
n chilling out after work =]
moi n wen are back. =]
some disappointments here n there.
but there are many more reason for me to smile than to frown.
so here's a smile for you =]
as a friend, i will try my best to be there for all those tt matters to me.
but if it is not enough, sorry.
some1 taught me to always be truthful.
so, i m gg to be truthful.
i m still stunned over what happened tt day.
i m aware tt some things are said at a heat of a moment.
but, sometimes..somethings just can't be erased off easily.
i m not angry anymore.
had nv been.
jus disappointed for being treated this way.
if i m in e wrong, go ahead n scold me.
but if i m not, pls don't scold me this way..
haha ok! end here le!
take gd care every1!
all in all, i m still 100% happy!
80% tired.
tt's abt all! =]]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.banzai! fighting!.][
these few days had been tiring.
yog,trng,waking up at 5am.
getting back at 11plus pm.
gosh! how did i survived jc with all the monster trngs n ASSays? =P
haha..glad tt i did. thanks to concourse kids! =D
aw..despite e tired-ness, i m enjoying myself.
living life to the fullest.
doing things tt you could recall back with a smile.
this is the kind of life i enjoy. <3
always impressed by the stories of athletes.
would be moved to tears just by reading their story.
there are many players out there who do not have the place to train.
forgotten which country it was..but there was a swimmer who swam in a pool for the
1st time when she compete. cz back in her country, she could only train in e river.
read e stories of setbacks n success.
this is yog.
but it is touching enough.
the sacrifices each make.
no matter they won or not, they are winners in their own way =]
n i m thankful tt i m part of their journey.
although a vvvv mini tiny part.
but still enjoying myself.
body is vv tired thou.
1 wk of rest from the game = super taxing on the body this wk.
it's already hard like stone now.
super un-fit.
let's get back into shape! =]
let's put the sand together into a sandcastle again.
tiring.
but let's go! =]
tt's e 2 main things gg on in my life.
nothing much.
a gd day at work at SID with fungi.
n chilling out after work =]
moi n wen are back. =]
some disappointments here n there.
but there are many more reason for me to smile than to frown.
so here's a smile for you =]
as a friend, i will try my best to be there for all those tt matters to me.
but if it is not enough, sorry.
some1 taught me to always be truthful.
so, i m gg to be truthful.
i m still stunned over what happened tt day.
i m aware tt some things are said at a heat of a moment.
but, sometimes..somethings just can't be erased off easily.
i m not angry anymore.
had nv been.
jus disappointed for being treated this way.
if i m in e wrong, go ahead n scold me.
but if i m not, pls don't scold me this way..
haha ok! end here le!
take gd care every1!
all in all, i m still 100% happy!
80% tired.
tt's abt all! =]]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.banzai! fighting!.][
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