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Happy 1000 post bloggy!
You had served me well thur' out these yrs!
Thank You very very much! =]

been trying to focus n mug for tue's quiz.
but nt being in the top form mugging mode.
so decided to stop a while and do a random blogging.
this is another random post but it's my 1000th post.
so smiles!

another normal sat spent with tuitions, game n rest.
another day ahead tml tt's gg to be spent w tuitions n study n rest? =]

it had been a gd wk.
started sunig and won our 1st game.
could have fought harder and get a better win but gd job team!
let's keep going for e remaining 2 teams ok!
the team who wants it more will eventually get it!
let's go THREEs! =]
keep the spirits up!
n i wanna tape my number for every game! cz tt wuld give me sakuragi's power. =]

being back in a season makes me totally focused on e game.
haha n 2 wks be4 i bid childhood goodbye and officially step into adulthood and take charge of my life.
used to had loads of stupid wish to achieve by the time i reach 21.
but as i m reaching it, all these are not coming true but yet there's no tinge of sadness that these are not achieved.
cz, i m really contented with all that i have now =]

oo n i finally sent out invitations for my 21st!

thanks to sh for designing this for me =]
awaiting replies be4 i can proceed on to order food and all.
haha..hope tt everything falls into place on e day. =]

aw..was finding compos for my kid tml.
came across a few articles.
one of which that i like..=]

把心交给你

总喜欢做这样一个游戏：闭着眼睛，拉着你的手，让你助我跨越所有障碍，到达目标。
刚开始，总是紧紧握着你的手，担心地闭着眼睛，小心地向前跨步。可不管怎样，我还是害怕。害怕前面就是一块大石头，害怕前面是一滩深水。尽管我与你的手紧紧相连，尽管我把你的手勒得生疼，可是我的心充满了彷徨。阳光是那样烦躁的热，前方是那样恐怖的远。于是，我忍不住睁大眼睛，发现我正走在一大片宽阔的土地上。你轻轻地说:你犯规了。可我看到你眼中的失落。
我想，原来是我多虑了。
我说，我们再玩一次。于是，你拉着我的手。你温热的体温传到我的心里。我轻轻地靠在你的肩头。你让我抬脚，我就抬脚。你让我跳，我就跳。我的耳边飘着你跃动的音符，心中充满这对你的信任。最后，我轻轻睁开眼，发现我站在一片葱郁的草地上。你轻轻地说：你赢了。我看到你眼中的愉悦。
既然是朋友，就丢弃那无谓的多虑，把心交给你，让你引领你走一段美丽的路程。

我也渴望有天有机会就这样闭着眼睛，被带到一片宽阔的草原。
在那儿看日出，日落，星辰。
简简单单的过一天。
会有这样一天的到来吗？=]

some1 told me..
I always knew that looking back to the cries would would make me laugh.
but..
I never knew that looking back at the laughs would make me cry.

what's ur take on this?
i had tried looking back on the cries and laughed at my own stupidity.
but i refuse to cry at the laughs.
cz smile becoz it happened. =]

always believed tt those tt are worth ur tears wun make you tear.
n agree with fungi - "those that promised never to hurt you, ended up to be the one that hurted you the most"

but what could we do? =]
believe that they nv meant to hurt you thou they did.
n smile n moved on.
try to forget all the unhappiness and just smile at all the laughs that you guys had shared. =]
it's hard.
but bit by bit time will do the job, heal the wound.
cz, that person that promised really din tot of hurting you. at least at e moment they did promise. i believe.

haha such a random post huh =]
2 wks to adulthood.
still behaving like a kid.
but it's ok! i dun care!
haha..gg to train daily for the remaining 2 wks.
thus, how m i gg to countdown to it? - basketball.

haha a few more yrs..n i will bid it byebye.
so love it more for now =]
hang in there knees,ankles, back, hands, fingers.
pls don't fail me =]

ok la! done w all my random thoughts.
it's 329am at the moment.
shall end off here n rest!
take gd care every1!
nitez. =]

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