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hello bloggy!
it's finalized.
all is said and done. =]
jus one last thing to do to close the chapter of my life nicely.
that's to go to the malaysia trip.

after which, it would be byebye to national team.
took loads of courage to say bye.
but at the same time, it was much easier than i had expected.
cried too much over it.
felt so weak and loser for crying over it.

so from today onwards,
i shan't drop a tear over the game anymore.
nothing else shall put me down from playing e game anymore. =]

on e way back after everything was finalized,
忍不住的痛痛快快的流泪了。
两年。。
这两年的一切。。
想必会是我人生的一个很好的历练。
我将永远记着这一切。
学会了很多。
不止篮球。。
也学会了人生。

我学会了。。
不需要样样东西都认真，负责。
因为，付出并不一定会得到任何成果。
有时，它换来的是痛。

我学会了。。
现实是残忍的。
强者就会生存。
所以，我会努力的读书。。
把学业搞好。
若能认真的打球，我能更认真的读书。 =]

我学会了。。
学会了。。
哈哈。。很多很多。。
但，最重要的是。。
当快乐变成痛苦时，
就放手吧。
因为，放手后，你真的会比较快乐。

从这次的事，
我也体会到真正关心你的人对你的真诚相对。
她们不会骗你。
她们只会希望你做对你最好的选择。

so..thanks loads coach cindy, sh, moi, llz, forever5 and my daddy n mummy.
thanks loads for giving me e courage to say bye.
thanks loads for accompanying me to say bye.
thanks loads for being there with me when i m uncertain.
thanks loads for giving me the time to be by myself when i need.
thanks loads for supporting me no matter what.
for all these,
thank you! =]

these 2 years..
i really learnt loads.
i can say..i tried and that's all.
from now on, it'll be a new chapter of life. =]
i will use my new regained freedom to do things i always wanna try.
n work harder for studies!
have more time for my family and friends! =]

haha ok! take gd care every1!
bye~ =]

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