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quite like this song de..so decided to blog e han yu ping yin lyrics n e direct translation that i found from a webby..hee hope u like it..its Wo Niu (Snail) by jay..

gai bu gai ge xia zhong zhong de ke
Should I shed my heavy shell
xun zhao dao di na li you lan tian
To find just where there is blue sky
sui zhe qing qing de feng qing qing de piao
Following the light breeze, swaying gently
ni jing de xiang dou bu gan xie te
You become still as if afraid to unwind

Chorus :
wo yao yi bu yi bu wang shang pa
I must crawl up step by step
deng dai yang guang jing jing kan zhe ta de lian
And wait for the sun to quietly survey its face
xiao xiao de tian you da da de meng xiang
The small sky has a big dream
zhong zhong de ke gua zhe qing qing de yang wang
The heavy shell carries with it a gentle forward gaze
wo yao yi bu yi bu wang shang pa
I must crawl up step by step
zai zui gao dian cheng zhe ye wang qian fei
And at the highest point, endure the darkness and ahead I fly
rang feng chui gan liu guo de lei hen
Let the wind blow dry the tears that have been shed
zong you yi tian wo you shu yu wo de tian
One day I will have my own sky

haha if i m finding a song to describe my mood today..this will be e song..hee maybe this is my song for these few days ba..haha today had trng..den after trng..trained a bit alone..i mean not alone yeah..sh..yaqi..n e others were still ard too..but every1 trained on their own la..do e things that they wanna..hee every1 train diff things..haha i guess thats becoz every1 got diff thingys that they wanna accomplish ba..jus like in life.every1 pursue diff goals.haf diff ambitions etc..hee..den after that went for lunch wif every1 present at trng today which = 8 ppl coz van left for tuition..den hmmm the jc de seniors all quite funny de..thou they speak eng (e lang that i cannot catch la;p)..but still had fun coz they veri funny den u will jus luff n luff..n hee hmmm today saw serene..e one that i injured during e nus thingy..feel less guilty le la ;p haha *wipe my sweat*..hee jkjk..alright..so today de trng was ok ba..but i m afraid of tml de..i doubt will haf e strenght la..n my right knee cap is pain pain now ;p *sobz*..but mus jia u le..every1 pain here pain dere also..they so jian qiang..i also mus :D hee..

den today sh told mi a vvvvv meaningful story...which i wanna share wif every1 here..my summary not gd..so it may be quite long...anyway start le..
theres this man who ish veri gd n pro in sailing..
but sailing takes up lots of his time..
time that he can spend on his work n with his friends..
one day..he decided to quit sailing n spend more time to excel in his work..
but who noes..
once he quits sailing..
he spends his spare time hanging ard n going out wif his frends..
he did not focus on his work..
in e end..
he fare badly..even worser then when he was sailing..
its now that he felt lost..he felt that he had lost sumthing veri impt in his life..
he went back to sailing..
n its onli den that he realise...
sailing is e sumthing in his life that he cannot lose..
sailing may take up his time..
but sailing affects his life..
sailing had causes him to be more organised..
sailing teaches him to use his spare time meaningfully to finish his work n fare well...

haha i forget e morale of e story le..but i believe clever clever de u ( yesh ya..reading bloggy de u) shuld understand wad i m trying to say ba..haha after sh tells mi e story..i felt deeply la..i tink i shuld not take study breaks or sumthing la..coz its not like i will spend all my time studying at home yeah..hee but maybe i will take a leave for 2 wks to prepare for my prelims ba..haha gotta do well rite..if not i also dunno how..hee..hao la..i tink e story veri inspiring..so xie le sh..for telling mi e story..its jus like us playing bball..we tink it will affect our studies..but its not true..in fact it helps us to organise our time better n use our spare time more meaningfully rite..hee thou i still uses em to watch tv la..haha but..i love e story yeah..hope ya like it too :D

*sumthings to vent my disappointment of e day*forever5*where r u all*
haha den hmm wad else..every1 ish hot on their heels preparing..muggin n stuffs for their prelims le..n from butts de blog..onli 10++ days left le..hao la..i need to find e attitude that i uses to study for my psle to study for my prelims le..hee da jia yi qi jia u ba :D..n jus went to forever5 de bloggy..no1 blogs today..hee or maybe these few days..apart from fungi..haha not feeling anything..jus disappointed n sad la..is it realli that blogging dere isn't wad u all wanna..last time when forever5 bloggy was our 1 n onli blog..almost everyday i go dere will haf new blogs de..at least i noe hows every1 of u..if not at least i noe abt 2 of u de..but u go see now..its jus so saddening..so wad if u change e blogskin..so wad if u change e music..u jus wun be able to change wad ppl realli wan..now every1 haf own blog le..who still bothers to blog dere ne..i dun giv excuse that i also seldom blog dere le..coz haha who cares abt mi anymore dere..i can blog all i wan n i m jus toking to myself..last time at least u 4 will bother to leave a taggy or a blog of encouragement or console..but now who cares..tell mi who cares..do u all still cares ?..i noe u all do cares but haha u get wad i mean..i mean who cares wad is on e blog abt wad i m realli feeling deep down ?..every1 haf their own thinkings..every1 haf their own reasons..every1 haf their own excuses..friendship needs love n care n patience..i guess i lost lots of these le ba..i m realli sorry that i say all these..but is realli bloggin at forever5 de bloggy so xin ku to u all le ma..can't u all express ya thoughts dere anymore le ma..so sad so sad..i can't take it anymore le..i goes to every1 of ya bloggy n deres update..but forever5 dere ne..nothing much..i noe wad i jus say is veri offending n unfair to u all..coz every1 haf a reason for not blogging dere..i haf no rights to force u all to blog..n i will nv ever do that..rest assured..but i m jus expressing how i m feeling now *here* ..coz like fungi say..a blog is where u express ya own thinkings freely n ignore abt everything else..therefore i m blogging today to let u all noe how i feels..i noe..4 of u may be too busy n no1 may cum to my blog even..but i jus wanna blog down to let u all noe..friendship needs to be frank too..i rather u all be angry wif mi than to keep everything to myself..coz i believe a true friendship ish one which u got to tell ya frend e truth no matter how much it hurts..coz all u hope ish em to becum stronger n better..hence i nd to say all these..i m sorry forever5..i m realli sorry..but i hope u all can understand..but if cannot also suan le ba..blog onli ma..does it mean anything ?..haha i dunno..maybe i m jus siao n tink too much le ba(over emotional / sensitive / paranoid? ha.)..anyway i jus went to our bloggy once again n look at those past memories..deres a poem that jing blogged..sumthing like this :

You helped me laughed
becoz of you..
I have no fear..
Together we live
together we grow...
teaching each other
wad we mus know..
You came into my life
and i was blessed...
I love u friend
You are e best...
Release my hands
And say goodbye...
Please dun worry..
I'll try not to cry..
I promise u this
its is not e end..
coz like i say..
you are my friend..
my best friends...

trying to forget sum1 is jus like trying to rmb sum1 u haf nv met..haha saw myself bloggin that on forever5 de bloggy 2 years ago..felt so much as i read all our past memories..felt so wen xin..e onli word that i can tink of now..felt the bond..felt e qing qie de gan jue..every1 blogging n jus like chatting coz not every1 can online at e same time..haha..i m sorry..i forgotten that we grow le..sorry..hao la..enff le..i said enff le..i m sorry forever5 de ren he yi ge zhu tous if i say le this..n u dun feel so..coz..haha thats jus how i feel now..no matter if u all still go blog or not..this friendship will be available to u all..as long as u dun let go..rmb i m here..jus like i said..forgetting sum1 is jus like trying to remember sum1 that u had nv met..u came into my life..took a huge part of it..n forgetting u gals is almost mission impossible now..jus hope that we can "chat" jus like be4 on our bloggy now..jus like be4..

hao la..i shall end my blog here today..missing em..thou i see u all everyday..missing jing..jing realli hope u can blog at forever5 de bloggy..n moi n wen..esp moi..dun tell mi why u dun blog le..realli hope that we can chat jus like be4..realli..take care every1..jia u too..rmb to 5milez too..

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