][.wei wo hao.][. i miss my ah zhor.][

][.wei wo hao.][.i miss my ah zhor.][

haha y0z bloggy..jus ard 5 hrs or maybe 4 hrs ago..my mood was bad like nobody's business..today went for trng..coz thurs gotta match wif simei ite..went trng wif moi n sh..join e sec1s..train train..den haf match..male coach dun let mi play..agrh !!!!!!!! i understand n noes why..he dun wanna mi to worsen my health condition like that day..but shugs shugs shugs..i wAnNa PlAy !!!!! thats wad i m "chanting" over n over in my heart jus now..i wanna play !!!!! if i dun play today..how m i gonna play on thurs ?!..den so quite shugs de..felt quite lousy yeah...den went to gym to do workout..coz i cannot stand myself sitting ard n watch em play..that will onli make mi wanna play more rite..i tink i veri bad leh..i mean coach ish dun let mi play for my own gd la..but i wanna go trng today instead of going home to study for my thurs de bio pract is becoz i realli wanna try n prepare for a match..its like i sick jiu missed 2 trngs le..i dun like to miss trngs..jus dun like..maybe is my stubborn de genes ba..dunno..anyway i tink i veri like ap towards male coach..sorry to him..realli sorry..but if i wanna go trng..i wanna do e full course..dun sympathise wif mi..coz a real game wun...

alright..so had a down down n bad bad mood..drank my green milk tea wif pearls..coz as i say..red tea = yes..green tea = no..therefore red tea = gd mood..green tea = bad mood..lame hor..haha last time watch mvp qing ren de time den jiu sticked to this lame rule le..

reached home..had dinner n chatted wif mummy..chat abt this abt that..my mummy roxz..thou sumtimes she screams at mi like sum siao woman..but she still roxz..i mean yeah..she is a liberal mummy..can chat wif her everything..den we chatted abt my ah zhor ( great-grandmother)..which ish my mummy de grandmother la..

ah..i miss my ah zhor..realli missed her man..she left us in 2001 at e age of 94..she was e 1st person whom i was realli sad from e heart that she was gone forever..coz dun realli haf gan qing for my daddy side de grandma n grandpa..anyway dun care abt that..i miss my ah zhor..miss e days she teaches mi maths in hokkien..miss e days when she tells mi real accounts abt e war..miss e days when she wuld jus chat wif mi..thou i dun realli understand..miss e days when she ask mi to sit far far away from e tv..miss e days when she cook tofu..dumplings n make e greatest mai ya tang for mi..miss her style of eating satay..coz onli she eats in e same way as mi..miss her words of wisdom..miss her..she is a veri veri veri veri veri clever n capable woman..she taught mi lots of things..i realli miss her man..esp jus now as i tok to mummy...can see mummy also miss ah zhor..which ish her ah mar a lot sia..haha..but yeah 4 yrs le..ah zhor now shuld be in heaven ba..she ish a kind woman in life..so i believe she in heaven la..hope she is still doing gd n hope that she haf met zhor-gong ( her husband)..hee n live happily ever after..",)

ah ha..lame shit hor..anyway after chatting wif mummy..i felt much better..realli much better..n realli sorry to coach..coz ish my own stubborn will n want that caused all those attitude..but jus wanna let u noe..i m jus angry wif myself..why din i take gd care..why mus i get sick ?..but now ok le la..after my mummy de words of wisdom..hee...den hmmm o yah..mus mention sumthing here..hee ytr i went to see doc de time i saw wen like de artist = aarron aziz...ah ha..den jus now wen went eat dinner de time saw i like de artist = randell..ah ha so qiao rite..but both of us din get to see e actor we like..if we swop jiu hao le la hor ;p ah ha..but nbm la..i enjoy being myself..hee..den hmmm today din haf chem..den listened to wen de i-pod..wen jus keep on find nice songs for mi..n wo ho..i m proud to declare that wen had choosen all e songs that i like..hee *claps*..guo ran ish my bf..ah ha (best friend)..e bf thingy ish last time wen write in to 933 den wu xu ma li say de ;p..*laming*..den hmmm..nothing much for today le ba..coz i already say a lot le..muhaha jus wanna mention this song - > nothing's gonna change my love for you..hee today jus heard it in wen de i-pod..it was my fav song for a period of time..dunno wad show de song lai de..

ah ha hao la..5top here le..nd to study for bio pract le :D..hee every1 take care n jia u la..dun be too sad la hor..coz not too shuang de gan jue ;p hee *5milez*

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