][.5ick.fever.everything goes on.onli i stopped.][

][.5ick.fever.everything goes on.onli i stopped.][

hmmm hiz bloggy..been sick since fri..till now still sick..down with fever n flu..din blog n online for 2 days..coz i had been spending my whole weekend sleeping away..i mean realli sleeping away..normally my weekend wuld be full of tv n little revision..but this weekend when i set my mind on doing revision..i jus slept like a dead log..realli like a dead log..if i m not wrong..i slept for at least 30 hrs..fri nite slept from 8plus till moring 10 plus = 14 to 15 hrs..den sat nite slept at 10 den wakey onli at 9 plus..11 hrs..den all those naps that i take..woho..had such a great "rest" man..haiz i hate being sick man..

why i hate being sick ? i guess many hates to be sick too ba...but i realli hate it man..if injuries is e 1st thing on e list that a player is afraid of..den i m certain that..sick is e 2nd thing on e list that a player detest ba..thats for mi at least..haiz..ytr gotta u-18 de trng..i was not able to train..onli went dere to watch em train..see how fast their movements were..e shots they made..e speed they haf..my heart sank man..i knew myself..i knew e effort that i haf to place in after i recover..jus like wad shuang fong jiao lian say.."once a player is sick..everything falls back to zero.."yesh..a nice big fat zero when u haf to start all over again..thru out these yrs..i had been sick for a few times..once ish during this sec4 yr during or close to our match season de time..fever also..cannot forget it man..haiz..

anyway now i m supposed to be at aljunied trng..but had to forgo it today..coz ytr after i see em ( u-18) train..n worry over this n that..i went bac sch to play wif mama dui (together wif moi)..n jus like wad coach say..my legs soft like jelly..i haf no more strenght n stamina which caused mi to almost sprain my ankle*phew*..i this n that..jiu shi dun haf wad i used to haf le..den felt quite depressed over it de..wad adds on is that my temp shot up to 39 degrees..n i jus slept n slept..felt so uncomfortable..hate it man..hot like nothing..mummy refuse to let mi on e air-con..say mus let my perspiration all cum out den my temp will drop..mummy tok n tok to mi..scared i fever till "siao"..i jus din reply..jus gesture to her..coz realli no strength..those kinda when u jus wanna slp n slp..seems like onli sleeping is e onli best resolution yeah..

hmmm den during these 30++ hrs that i slept..had many many many dreams..if ppl say dreams reflect wad 1 is thinking..den i mus say..its realli true man..coz these dreams may not be e best of dreams..but they are all things that i m thinking abt..

n yah..ytr was a day of "surprise"
haha hmmm dunno how to say also..deres this person who i dun realli noe n i dun think this person noes mi well too..but when i knew that this person quit..i was realli shocked n sad..yeah..coz i had looked up to this person..
den hmmm luisa toked to mi ytr..haha e vj senior..amazing hor..she asked mi why i dun dare to tok to her..n i jus told her e truth..i told her she too english..den she say nxt time i tok to her in chi..den she reply in eng la..haha hmmm feel less stressed now..shall tok to her nxt time la..coz i tink they will make nice seniors ;p shall try to overcum my barrier for e fear of seniors ;p
den ytr sum1 whom i tot had erased mi from e memory bank..smsed mi suddenly..haha quite shocked to receive an sms from e person de..coz its like..so long since we chat..din chat much actually..coz e person din follow e promise..but its ok anyway ;p haha this person always re-appear whenever memories haf start to fade..always de..dunno why also..

haha n yah...my daddy n mummy helped mi buy kelly de dan qu cd le..yeah..hope kelly win e superstar title la...n hmmm thurs gonna haf match wif simei ite..guess i m not gonna to get to play ba..i gotta get well by tml..train back my stamina by tues or wed..wo ho..thats so possible man..

now all i haf in mind is..how m i gonna get it back..i noe e more u tink abt sumthing..it will be harder..so hmmm let mi jus relax n rest fully now..take this weekend as a sleeping week..to recover all my lost strenght..n fight hard during this new week ahead !!!

hmmm take care n jia u le every1 ",)...no matter wad..believe in ya dreams n fight hard..ya attitude determines ya altitude...

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