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hee now i m leaving all this in e hands of fate..whether this friendship will cum bac not i m leaving it to fate too..haha i noe thats veri stupid n coward of mi..but i m sianz la..i mean i tink hui min,lingxie as well as fungi be my middle "man" btw wen they also will tired de ba ;p hee n thanksz lots too..i noe fungi feel that its not impossible to get bac..i felt so everytime too..but this time round..i m not going to do anything le..leave it all to fate..if it can't..den like wad hui min say la..ke xi ;p
i guess now she dun wan to tok to mi n moi also suan le ba ;p hee she dun wan to tok..force her also useless la ;p she wanna go diff directions..wanna walk far apart..wanna tok to fungi n ignore my presence n stuff all suan le ba..haha i look open le ba..hee both parties got so many misunderstandings..its not any of our faults..both got reasons to be angry..i m not angry..jus sianz n sad..realli veri la ;p haha jus let it be..she happy wif other frends jiu hao le la ;p got mi no mi as her frends also no diff to her life de ba...8yrs so wad ? haha can't even survive such a simple test ma ?..i leave it to fate..but i still haf a little faith in this friendship..hope it wun disappoint mi furthur ;p hee
den wads nxt ne..this period of time also let mi see e another side of a frend..thanksz lots..esp to moi,fungi,shi hui,hui min,ling xie n butts..haha without moi i will feel so alone on e journey home..n onli she understands how i feel now..fungi is giving mi lots of support n encouragement now..thanksz nu ren..den shi hui , hui min , ling xie n butts letting mi feel happy n less worries abt the leng zhan(cold war) n stuffs la ;p realli wanna say thankie..n yah..butts wan mi to hu yu every1 to vote for superstar de m3 ;p hee yah thats abt all..i wanna go watch you fu le ;p take care every1 ;p hee n i pray that everything will end the way heaven wans it to ;p hehe
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