][.i m a jinx today.][

][.i m a jinx today.][

today went to play nus 3 on 3 wif sh n moi ( a team)..together wif van , big cheryl and liying...we came in 4th ;p they came in 2nd..*claps* for van de team..

hmmm today is not a gd day..sorry to sh n moi 1st..for all those luan luan lai de shots..i rmb sh hate ppl saying sorry yeah..but yah realli sorry..dunno wad e hell is wrong wif mi today man..*shugs*..

n yah..i m a jinx today..i injured serene..rjc de..her nose bei mi elbow dao..both of us fell down..but i heard e tong ku de shen yin when she fell..n there was blood..i dun dare to look..i mean her nose like nose bleed like this..realli dun dare to see..after that van,moi,sh,big cheryl n liying jiu ask mi dun nd to be guilty..coz this is bball..not u injured jiu shi she injured..not purposely de jiu hao le..agrh..i jus hope she is alright n get well soon..buddha pls pls pls pls pls bless her..n hope that dere wun be any scars wadsoever de..bai tuo le..

but thats not e worst part man..wad makes mi feel worse is..their grp withdrawed coz serene is injured..hate this man..feel like i deprive em a wining chance de..feels like a qian gu jui ren that cause others to injure..dunno how to say la..its a mixtures of feelings..haiz..reminds mi of e incident when i caused van to injured when vj came to play friendly wif ahs..haiz..why is it always like this..why do i always injure players..thou they say nbm..but that kinda of feeling realli suxz man..cause they are like e star of e team..n if sum1 injure my team mate i will also surely vvvvv angry de mah..agrh..craps craps craps..realli sorry to all players that i haf injured..hope they recovered le..yeah..truly sorry..

den wad else ne..feel so crappy n sucky today..nv felt in this manner for so long le..jus so crappy..i played all craps today..but mus say...there was sportsmanship within e players there..

n secondly..i m a jinx coz i wanted to buy soya bean to share wif mummy..den this auntie wanna take giv mi de time..e can slipped n fell onto e ground den whole thing "explode" n splash on her..haiz..realli sorry auntie...

today i saw lots of craps..realli so many craps man..wads wrong wif human being..dun they noe wads manners man..went to buy newspaper at 7-11..den deres this uncle who cut my queue n jus smack e 70 cents at e cashier n left..cum on man..wads e problem wif him man..cut my queue already not correct le..still smack e 70cents at e cashier..cum on la..your 70cents veri big man..nv even freaking show some respect for e person behind e cashier la..wad e hell ?! u realli so rush for time meh ?!..rush till e extend that u r so rude ?..i jus feel like giving u a punch la..how freaking old are u le..n such simple manners u also dunno..go n smell la !!!!! always felt that this world is so wonderful n nice..but these ppl that i met today jus makes mi feel like bashing em man..*agrh*

anyway enff of e crappy kinda of feelings..dere are still nice souls on earth..for eg. e hor fun auntie

hmmm maybe is my own mood today ba..everyday i felt that this world is jus so nice..but today everything seems so sucky..n i can onli cum to this conclusion that..when your mood is bad..everything is as bad..i nv understand why my frends like to use bad words..i m always irritated when they jus f here n dere..but i guess its an expressions of negative feelings ba..den now i feel that..e more u put this world down..feel that it is so negative..it will jus become worse..e more u feel your life suxz..e more it will suxz..coz your psychological mindset is pulling you down n down..

haiz..alright..end of this depressing post le..anyway thankie butts for telling kelly wow :D..hee n sorry that i hung e fone..coz i was in e toilet..n not much reception is dere..sorry sorry..

haha hao la..anyway every1 take care la ",)..hee n i received an unexpected sms today..haha maybe onli these few things can make my day ba..take care..byee..

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