][.Ironies of life.][

][.Ironies of life.][

..the sweetest thing is that friends and family bring us up..
..but people bring us down too..
-quoted frm a 5yr old kid =D-

hello stagnant blog!
move move!
haha yups..haven been bloggin for quite sumtime..
maybe it has all been internalised =P
haha jkjk..
gosh, time zoooooms past like no1's business! i haf already been in it for a mth!
haha..kinda used to hostel life..=]]
sch life..n all..=]
haha taking care of yaself n understanding tt "zai wai realli kao peng you" de theory =P

aw..haha life is kind of like a routine?
settling down into tutorials (is quite an accomplishment for sum1 who did onli her 1st maths tut =P)
n gg for basketball trngs..haha e lifestyle starts all over again. =]]
hmm enjoying life as it is? haha
there's so much to be thankful about in life! =]]
thankful for e friends found in uni! (eg. hall 9 mates, LMS mates, hss camp mates, basketball friends n snrs)
these ppl realli made my uni life mre enjoyable n memorable. =]]

thankful for e old n faithful friends tt stood by no matter wad =D
haha forever5, e 5yr old kid who gives e vibes (is tt a right word? haha i dunno..it feels rite ;p) to move on n jus do it!
thankful for sh n employer etc too..all those ard in their own ways..=]]
haha realli thankful..realli =]]
haha n putting a =]] behind every msg n word seems to be the structure of fe's lang.
but wells..haha it makes mi happier? =P i dunno..

aw..keep gg every1! jia u! haha

~~ haha ok..nw down to e inner self reflections n thoughts n down moments ~~
wells..cliche but no matter how positive one seems to be..
undeniably, there r many moments of reflections n moments of disappointment n dispair? haha is it a right word to use? (lol..nbm linguist dun prescribe ;p we describe! haha)

hmm with e injury of e recently recovered middle finger..undeniably, my heart sank once again..=[
e thought of hafing to get bac once again n e pain is agrh-ness.
spent time picking e pieces up to get bac.
n taking all e broken pieces up bit by bit to get em broken again is jus a big inner sigh.
finally recovering frm e post sickness sickness since e 1st day of sch..
n wanting so much for e body to get bac e fitness is jus put down by e injury once again.
it realli pains mi a little.
it realli did.

effort effort efforts..
sumtimes it take loads of effort to get sumthing gg..
n thus i believe tt wadever it is..
if i lose sumthing or gain sumthing..
it's jus my own fault for nt putting in e effort..

sumtimes, i realli hope tt things can be simpler.
n at moments such as this..
i wuld sit bac n relax..
take a deep breathe n thankful for everything, every1 tt i haf in my life..=]

yups..so no matter wad goes wrong, they will go right soon!
jus face it! cz escaping is never e way out!
if this way dun work..den e other will..=]
jia u fe!
jia u every1!
u r stronger tt u perceive! =D

hao la..enff of emo-ness! ( i wan e emo shirt thou ;p)
things will be well once again =]
jus keep gg!
nth will put u down, unless u choose to put yaself down! =D
take gd care every1!

~till i blog again~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.jus keep gg!.][

][.lets get started!.][

][.lets get started!.][

time zoooooms pass!
it's the 3rd week of sch already!
getting used to walking ard sch.
enjoys n loves walking.
cherish the moments that i get to slack ard in the hall.=]

tut cuming in.
cool.
lects are nice apart frm the occasional dozing off. my bad.
but as compared to jc, e slping percentage = 10% onli.

haha n jus to note,
went for e 1st basketball training.=]
hmm haha it was quite gd =]]
the people there weren't as scary as i tot it wuld be =]]
haha guess i will enjoy playing ba.
after all..this is gg to be the last four yrs of sch life basketball. =]]

yups! everything falling in place already!
time to get started!
jia you every1!
take care and keep going! =]]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.n life is a journey tt i wanna keep gg.][

][.Adapting to Changes.][

][.Adapting to Changes.][

Change is the only constant.
and the only way to be happy is to adapt to it.
enjoy e changes.
n make e best out of it. =]]

was quite tired with all e changes n adapting to uni life.
however..after 2wks, i can say..it's more or less settled down n i m ready for more =]]

haha enjoying sch..
enjoying hall life..
haha enjoying life as it is =]]
yah it's tiring at times..
BUT..be positive n things will be gd! =D

jus a quote to share..
why worry when there's a solution for e problem?
n why worry when there's no solution?
jus let things be..it will be ok! =]]

hao la.end here le! take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.be strong.][

][.Be 5trong!.][

][.Be 5trong!.][

gosh gosh gosh!
sch is gg to start on mon! =X
a mixture of all sorts of feelings..
haha aw, jus came bac frm hall camp today.
haha shag-ed till e max..

ah!!
be strong!
be positive!
jia you x3!
in fact x100 ba =P

a new journey is embarking soon.
a journey full of uncertainties.
a journey that is a complete change frm e past.
a brand new one.
a scary one.
but things wuld be 0k =]

so..jus wanna say..jia you to all freshies (like me)! u guys can do it all too! =D
jus remain positive n strong! =]

hao la..end here le! take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.home sweet home.<3][

][.change is the onli constant.][

][.change is the onli constant.][

e finger is nt normal.
e positive lvl is getting lower.
n sumtimes, i jus feel like watching the world goes by.
all by myself.
a break away frm these.

i must learn to let go.

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
jia u ba!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.derit.][

][.n things will nv be the same.][

][.n things will nv be the same.][

haha post camp = ketchuping up time!
hasn't been doing much apart frm slping!
BUT..
of cz there r things to note down,
things tt r worth rmb-ing =]

catching a movie w sh..haha xie le, it was a gd 1 =P
a gd n fruitful ketchup-ing w llz on msn =]
being discharged by the physio. =]

however, things will nv be the same again.
e degree n flexibility is gd.
but it wuld nv be e same again.
n tt played thru my mind over n over again.
cherish wadever u haf.
cherish e moment =]

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1!n wen, jia you! fe supports u all the way! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.lufknaht.][

][.changes.][

][.changes.][

haha too much happened over e wk tt it's nt possible for e shag-ed mi to note it all down.
but..jus wanna say, i enjoyed myself with khazad!
haha ntu hss foc'08 is gg to be a memorable n nice memory.=]
umjiji um ji, tookie tookie, tongkat tongkat.
haha smiles!

n wells..e game..haha
sometimes, u jus haf to be mre positive abt things.

hao la..tired le..end here le! tc every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][

][.Courage.][

][.Courage.][

i shuld be sleeping soon.
cz, i haf to reach boon lay by 7:50am tml.
haha it's e start of camp le.
14july ~ 18july.
haha been quite long since i been to camp.
n e packing was quite tiring n loads.
aw, dear heaven..pls bless me with the strength n energy to pull thur this long camp n haf fun n enjoy e process n haf an open heart! =]]

haha aw..hmm v random..but wells, getting back is nv easy. =]
it's been ard 8wks ba.
getting back is nv easy.
thankful for e ability to cont playing the game i love.
realli thankful, jus tt the need to tape and secure it in order to put the heart at ease is..nt too gd =\
e stiff-ness level n all.
haha
alright, enff of all these rantings =P
chiong ah fe!
jia u! jia u! jia u!
haha nv seen sum1 so G to cheer for herself ba =P

n o yah..jus a random note..2 consect days of bball is..haha S+S..
Shag + Shuang =P

hao la..end here le! take gd care every1! byee!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.keep gg!.][

][.haha wells.][

][.haha wells.][

haha wells..jus came home from a long yet short day =P
went super early in e morning to gesp.
n all i can say is, i tink i m loving e process of coaching le. =]

n a gd afternoon n nite chilling with ling xie =P
xie le!
haha made mi tink loads abt loads of things.
haha so so much..
but wells..
too tired to blog abt it =P
jus wanna say..
thanks loads to all e ppl that appeared in my life =]

hao la..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.life is gd.][

][.Smile my friends!.][

][.Smile my friends!.][

haha ok 7/7/08 = my 1st official day off work since 2wks after my As = 29/11/07 =P
haha had my last day of work on 4/7/08.
thanks DISCO for the wonderful memories for my 1st official office job!
heh thanks to my nice nice admin dept in particular!
thanks to jinjin,cheryl,sachiko-san n sales admin dept n all for moulding mi for this 7mths =P
wells..life moves on =]
1st exposure to e adult world is a mixture of memories which i wuld always rmb =]
let these pics memo my stay dere ba =D


][.a mixture of sales admin,ce n sales ;p.][


][.my nice nice dept.][


][.n of cz, my ufo phone which tangles all e time.][

haha n apart frm e official end to my work n hafing a gd ktv session with my grandparents place with c mei n all, 5/7/08 = jing's bday!
haha let e pics memo e day ba ;p (tink i m too lazy for words nowadays ;p)
but still! Happy belated 19 jing! We love You! =P


][.Smiles G(s)!.][


][.thanks for e childish moments.][

haha hao la..end here le! take gd care my friends! n smiles!!!! cz u r nt alone =D
be positive ya! cz u r fortunate!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.Seize e day.][

][.times3.][

][.times3.][

it's been quite some time since i blog.
hah bloggy.
life has been normal, nice?
tiring?
lol..i haf no idea.
maybe it's v simple n nice n i m jus too tired to blog =P
but still..i love my life! =D

immersing myself in e world of vcds n dvds.
life in e dramas are jus nice n far frm reality =P
hao la..end here le!
take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.to make it true.][

][.i m back!.][

][.i m back!.][

haha i m back from e tai tai's lifestyle.
why is it e tai x2 life style?
u slp all u wan till ard 10am.
go for breakfast.
go shop till tea time.
haf lunch + tea break.
den massage.
n cont shopping!
den u go back to e hotel to rest.
n go for tonnes of food for dinner! (not forgetting to shop at e same time ;p)
haha overall this is a gd experience. =]
heh haf to apologise for e little "breakdown".
but wells..after an hr or so..things went back to normal =P
haha 6 days 5 nights jus zoom-ed past.
cool.
haf to tighten our wallets le =P
super tired nw =P so..let this pics memo this trip ba! =]


~Off we GO!~


~flying in e airplane~


~On the van to the hotel~


~Our 1st dinner at FUJI~
*gosh, we eat dao can roll le..BUT~


~we still went for earthquake at swensen~
*rolled back to the hotel =P*


~steamboat + buffet dinner!~
*met two holland ppl* haha


~dinner n photo taking with e bridge!~
*moi went up to sing! haha thou can't realli hear =P~





~after we alighted from our boat dinner e 2nd last day!~
*haha i skipped posting some of e pics in e middle, cz dere's too much le =P*


~haha lol, let this conclude e trip ba =P~

haha we had joy,
we had fun,
we had shag-ness.
but all = memories =]

hao la..i m super tired n fall sick le..so shall end here!
take gd care every1! byee..
haha my relaxing graduation trip =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.gd experience.][

][.time for a break!.][

][.time for a break!.][

haha in a few hours,
i m off to Thailand!
haha lao tian bao yu this trip to be safe and 5 of us would enjoy ourselves! =D
haha let's make this a memorable graduation trip ba!
off we go! =D
take gd care every1!
byee! =D

][.10.fe.15.][
][.6 days,5 nights.][

][.woah.][

][.woah.][

haha quite a lot of happening events had been gg on for e past few days.
wanted to blog but always too tired to. =P
shall jus do a random recall to remind myself of the little things tt happened. =]

~Sun~
went for guitar lesson which i can't play..den sph's table tennis event n bac hm to fetch didi n c mei for a movie.
haha those cute little kids. p4 n sec2. lol
we had tons of food man.
fried chicken, fried long beans, nachos combo, pasta.
haha n end up watching indiana jones. (a movie tt i tot i wuld nt watch ;p)
but wells..haha i enjoyed my day w e kids!
cz if nt nw..after they grow up..i m sure it wuld nt be e same experience =P
love em! =]

~Mon~
work was ok.
tuition was bad.
dun push my limits man!
walked hm frm tamp to pasir ris,
ranting to jing n moi =]
thanks pigs!

~Tues~
work was ok.
ketchup-ing w llz over mee sua was gd. =]
haha walked hm frm mrt after tt.
n yeah i love walking! haha
esp when i haf my mp3 w mi.
jus chill =]

~Wed~
everything was ok.
lol

~Thurs~
work was ok.
jus came hm frm a13's bbq.
haha n thanks to sh for walking e whole pasir ris w mi =P
lol.
as i mentioned, i fell in love w walking! =D
aw ketchuping w em was quite gd.
haha recalling e JC times.
gosh, it's jus a few mths..
but i feel old le =P
n i m hafing a tummy ache nw.
die le la.
haha aw it was a gd day =]

*random-ness*
i m nt a gd friend.
sumtimes, u jus wanna ketchup w those special peeps.
but e pace of life is too fast to be kept up w.
n sumtimes,
u jus feel like being laid back n enjoy e loner life.=X

hao la..end here le! live in e present and make it so beautiful tt it will be worth remembering. =]

][.10.fe.15.][

][.treasure.][

][.treasure.][

no matter how little that thing is to your life,
treasure it.
cz u wuld onli noe e importance when u lose it. =]

went back to cgh to check out my right middle finger.
yups..thankfully there's no nd for op or wadsoever.
jus haf to leave it in e splint for 6 gd wks.
sighs.
jus 1 wk of nt playing basketball is a =[ le.

now, it's 6 mre wks.
ran ard e court while they had trng ytr.
it was a sigh.
'it' fell despite mi holding e head up to look at e stars.
sighs.
was in a nt too gd mood.
sorry to those tt i showed black face at =]
decided to cab hm cz jus dun feel like squeezing on e train.
sorry npo.

aw back to e finger.
when e temp splint was taken out.
wow..it was.haha
numbness.
cz it's been quite long since it moves.
got a permanent splint for 6wks.
hopefully 2 wks later when i go for e appt,
it will be in better condition =P

n treasure everything.
cz even a little finger can cause quite a bit of trouble w/o it. =]
so..treasure everything. =]
n pray for all e victims of e sichuan n myannmar natural disasters.
may they recover soon! =]

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..

n special thanks to e hao huo ban - jeff for waiting w me cz even w appointments, e waiting time 'roxz'. haha xie la huo ban. =P (thou u wuld nv see this ;p)take care n get well soon! =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.impossible.][

][.i shed a tear n u caught it.][

][.i shed a tear n u caught it.][

e best ship tt u can ever haf is..
friendship.
thanks wen! =] (my bff..haha ltr sum1 scold me =P)

aw e day hasn't been too gd.
work was ok.
but with e finger getting in e way.
n hitting it which causes pain.
e speed in work was cut down by much.
e agrh-ness.
apart frm tt, everything was rather normal n well.

driving lesson was darn bad n spoilt my day.
w e instructor scolding non stop.
i swear i was swearing in my heart for him to stop.
realli felt like screaming back at him.
wad a B*stard man.
get e hell out of it.
i was already super angry with myself n dere u r scolding n scolding.
i m sure tt helps.
in e end realli cmi n cried.
wad a b*stard man.
drain all my interests n anticipation for driving lessons.
agrh.

thankfully there's bff.
haha thanks for sitting thur e movie w mi.
i noe u jiu kuai cmi le.
thanks wen =D (a big smile for u)
n as i sat thur e show,
if dere's e 2yrs in e future,
i haf no idea how wuld i pull thur each day w/o my greatest ship.
每當我需要依靠你　你一定會在這裡
有你的地方 就有陽光
你總會在我身旁
i noe u wuld miss mi.
won't u? haha
dun worry for tt's e future =]
lets cherish now! =]

p/s: sorry sh =X

][.10.fe.15.][
][.again.][

][.6 weeks.][

][.6 weeks.][

right middle finger bony mallet finger deformity.
no basketball for u for 6wks.
may be a blessing in disguise?
haha i dunno.
everything happens for a reason.
but as i sat there for 40mins,
i realli felt like crying.
trng for e whole season,
ends w jus playing 1 game.
but nbm..everything happens for a reason =D
shuld be thankful tt it's jus a finger.
n it's just 6wks. =]
for now..i jus can't wait for fri to cum.=]
let mi noe wad i can do.

aw tt's jus e not too gd parts.
but basically, days r not too bad =P
got wen n jing to pei me for e non-govt days =P
thankie!!
"no govt" days:
.made of honour
.visitors of 230 (huo bans)
.macs
.pizza
.chilling!

haha n discussion for forever5's thai trip!
gosh..$_$ everthing needs $!
it's so diff as compared to ppl bringing u abroad.
haha we r all on our own!
l00king forward to our "bi ye lu xing" thou =P

hao la..fingers r tired le..end here!
take gd care every1! nitez!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.look to e sun n e shadow will fall behind.][
][.impossible,thus can't fall into it.][

][.possibly.][

][.possibly.][

"now i had to live a whole week with this new word 'mass' " - The Kite Runner
now i understand how Amir of The Kite Runner feels.

now i haf to live with the word 'possibly'.
sighs.
pls be ok my dear finger. =X

haha today is quite a ok day.
shall nt mention e nt as gd parts =P


Good things tt happened for e day!!
.ketchup-ing w llz!
.bbt
.ba ku teh
.durians
.coconuts
.fries
haha satisfying! =D

went to catch e jnr's game after tt =]
thumbs up for e team work n spirit apart frm a little blunder at e last part.
keep gg ok!! =D
jia you!!

after which..went for tuition tt was cancelled cz e mummy forgotten =X
den went to doc n dropped by 230.
cz to quote xiao pang "it's onli once a wk".

hao la..tired le..n pls pray for all those victims in sichun n myanmmar!!
take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.pls be ok.][

][.voices of e heart.][

][.voices of e heart.][

this post is gg to be a random mixture of all tt i feel.
1st up.
uni life.
anticipating yet scary.
went for ntu's tea party today.
went dere as a lone ranger n met many other lone rangers.
haha i realli dislike e whole process of making friends all over again.
however..tink i did quite a lot of crapping afterall.=]
life has many obligations.
n i guess..mingling ard is jus one of it =]
realli haf to devote e whole of july to pulling up my socks for eng.
if nt, i m dead.
to sum up how i felt at e tea party,
it's like..fish out of e water.
but after a while, it was ok.
guess..it's e step i haf to take.
out of e comfort zone =]
jia you fe!

n tml..i m doing sum last min stuffs due to my indecisive attitude.
hopefully they wuld pick up their phones n everything wuld be successful =X
wells..realli haf to thanks llz n many more for their advice n suggestions =]
xiexie ni men!

hmm wad else ne?
basketball..
wells..haha i m e best cheer leader?
jkjk.
hmm fell down during warm up n had daisy n yun2 lol-ing at e toot move.
how great =P
n i realli haf to kudos to brave n strong ppl.
a smile despite e troubles is nv easy.
jia you!! support all those strong peeps! =D
cz i m nv one =X
wad else ne?
e knee is aching despite nt playing.
n i tink..e best period of bball is a history.
cz..i dun see anything else ahead tt wuld be as wonderful as those times be4 =]

den work..haha ending sooon!
hafin e whole july to relax n buck up! =]

n jus a random passing comment..
wen said i changed n prefer who i was be4.
i agreed.
i changed.
so..frm nw..
this moment.
i realli hope tt i culd be who i realli m.
ignore abt those talks n opinions of others.
but tt wuld nt be me.
no more.
sighs.
SMILEZ!

~look at e sun..n e shadows wuld fall behind~

end here le..take gd care every1! byeee...

][.10.fe.15.][

][.coz everything happens for a reason.][

][.coz everything happens for a reason.][

was about to blog about sumthings.
but e words pasted on my desk enlightened mi.
一切的一切都有它的因果。
所以我们永远都有路可以走。
你能找到一个理由难过，
也一定能找到快乐。

得到不一定能长久。
失去不一定不再有。

trng today was.
wells..haha like wad yayun says..
can onli use e subconscious mind to tell yaself.."JIA YOU!"
was telling yayun if this ends,
i wuld be ending my competitive basketball life here le ba =]
but like wad yayun says..maybe there's other things arranged?

haha n all of a sudden,
i recall this -> "Every ending is a beginning" =]

wells..i will hold on.
cz i love e game.
but how long more will it be?
i haf no idea.
i dun und why sum chose tt way.
but..i noe tt every1 thinks differently..
so smiles!
cz smile or cry, u still haf to live.
why not live it happily? =D

n there's always things to be happy over.
i passed my ftt.
n driving is so nice w gd soothing oldies =D

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][