][.One last time.][

][.One last time.][

There were so many one last time.
but this is really the last one last time.
spent an hour sorting out my thoughts.
Let you know every single thing that i had chose not to.
Feels so much better after letting everything out.
yups, this is it. (no copyright from MJ ok ;p)

This is it.
Goodbye to everything.
Cause life is all about moving on.
I smiled at the end of the last bit of message.
And this is what i exactly need to feel.
Been trapped withing this for too long.
This is it. =]

This time round,
I knew that I let go of it completely.
and I am happy! =]

haha alright! end here le!
take gd care every1!
Bye..=]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.Thanks and Goodbye!.][

][.Dream Interpretation.][

][.Dream Interpretation.][

haha..suddenly a random qn popped up in my mind.
why do we dream?

The key to identifying what the dream was about is its emotion.

The emotion in the dream story is always connected to what you felt but did not act upon the previous day.

So you have to make a self-reflective journey back over the story of what happened to you the previous day to discover that connection.

haha i think..
i get what it meant ba.

dreams and reality are always the complete opposite.
i dun always remember my dream.
but there's a few tt i rmb.

after i woke up from the 1st one.
it was pain, pain n more pain.
cz dream and reality is complete diff.

after i woke up from the 2nd one.
it was pain too.
cz it seems to be expressing what i had been wanting to do so much.

ok! end here le!
off to read more abt dreams =]
take gd care every1!
byee!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.it was the look in ur eye..][

][.Everything, happen for a reason.][

][.Everything, happen for a reason.][

我常常都会告诉大家，
人生中发生的每一件事，
出现的每一个人都并非意外。
也不要后悔与那人曾经相识过。

但是，偶尔。。
偶尔。。
在宁静的深夜里， 当我莫名的回想着许多过去的记忆时。。
就没人在乎的记忆时。。
偶尔。。 还是会难过。

这种偶尔的胡思乱想。。
就留给自己吧。
想说的话没说出口。

只希望，下次。。
下次会是快乐的。

haha ok! take gd care every1!
just some random postings after listening to nice songs!
byee =]
off to watch all the random videos of call outs le =]
lol..they r realli funny =D

][.10.fe.15.][

][.Happy 21 kid!.][

][.Happy 21 kid!.][

haha happy 21 kid!
times realli flies!
haha thanks for another yr of friendship and being such a dependable constant as always =D

went to enjoy a gd meal of BKT!
ice!
tau huay!
and went to a nice nice structure --> Lasella ..
haha another simple and nice day!
things remain the change despite the changes that we have in life.

"We all take different paths in life,
But no matter where we go,
We take a little of each other everywhere."
~Tim McGraw~

Let the pics memo the day!





after which went off w moi to meet snail,pamela n xiao hua. it was a random one..but funny too! haha

n nw i m bac home!
tired tired tired!
dead dead dead!
work work work!
ok! gotta go!
take gd care every1! byee..

ming ming zai yi.
que zhong shi zhuang zuo bu zai yi.
zhuang dao lei dou bu neng reng le.
wo ren rang zai zhuang.

][.10.fe.15.][
][.the best ship of all times - friendship.][

][.ke yi bu yao zhe yang ma..?.][

][.ke yi bu yao zhe yang ma..?.][

mei ci dou gao shu zi ji..
bu neng, bu ke yi, bu xing.

ying wei mei you ke neng.
shuo yi bu yao xiang.

dan mei hui liao dao tian liang shi.
dou hui mo ming de kai xin.
he ni liao dao tian liang de shi guang zhong shi bu hui lei.
zhong shi bu xiang shuo zai jian.

ran hou you jue de hen ben.
ying wei..bu neng zai zhe yang xia qu.

ni gang shuo le zai jian.
wan an.

][.10.fe.15.][
][.dui bu qi.][
][.innauhixowelgnawnamnamiuhow.][
][.zhen de.][

][.平行线.][

][.平行线.][

i still prefer happy endings =]
haha jus finished reading ju zi's 3rd bk for this hols.
realli love reading her bks!
haha thanks loads to sh for getting this for me =]
"Ni de ai qing, wo zai dui mian"
haha thou the ending is nt happy nt sad.
but i still feels a little pity =X
haha but nbm..=X

aw woohoo..haven been bloggin cz quite tired ba ;p haha
this x'mas has been quite..hmm gd?
haha apart from missing forever5 =[
realli feel different without em ard =P

had e green n red jersey theme for our half-day trng =]
n gift exchange!

den went to kim guan's hse for a x'mas party =]
thanks loads to e guys for inviting us =P
quite fun de for taboo =]
we played till super early in e morning? *madness* =P
haha had gift exchange too =]

let the pics memo it la hor =]


haha got more of e food but my hp n computer's bluetooth gt something wrong =P
shall upload again nxt time. =]

den had x'mas party at coach's hse ytr =]
the usual thing =]
got the gift exchange frm daisy n gave mine to yayun =] hope she likes it =]
den..haha got an increase in my tortoise collection from lqjl!
haha van says it's weird to call them coach..but wells..haha used to it le ba =P
den van sent us home! thanks loads van! v nice =D

haha wanted to go joggin today at 530am.
but wells..bed has more charm! haha

hmm feeling quite weird abt e game again.
feels a little shi bai =X
like..can't play e game tt i hope i can =X
cannot be demoralised!
jia u every1!!
Na Da WoosH!! go NTU!!
go hall 9!! =D

hao la..end here le! meeting irreplaceable team for x'mas later! haha
take gd care every1! byee..

i m still wishing for Mr Bump! haha



][.10.fe.15.][
][.两条平行线，走多远都没有碰面的终点.][
~28/12/08~

][.treasure.][

][.treasure.][

no matter how little that thing is to your life,
treasure it.
cz u wuld onli noe e importance when u lose it. =]

went back to cgh to check out my right middle finger.
yups..thankfully there's no nd for op or wadsoever.
jus haf to leave it in e splint for 6 gd wks.
sighs.
jus 1 wk of nt playing basketball is a =[ le.

now, it's 6 mre wks.
ran ard e court while they had trng ytr.
it was a sigh.
'it' fell despite mi holding e head up to look at e stars.
sighs.
was in a nt too gd mood.
sorry to those tt i showed black face at =]
decided to cab hm cz jus dun feel like squeezing on e train.
sorry npo.

aw back to e finger.
when e temp splint was taken out.
wow..it was.haha
numbness.
cz it's been quite long since it moves.
got a permanent splint for 6wks.
hopefully 2 wks later when i go for e appt,
it will be in better condition =P

n treasure everything.
cz even a little finger can cause quite a bit of trouble w/o it. =]
so..treasure everything. =]
n pray for all e victims of e sichuan n myannmar natural disasters.
may they recover soon! =]

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..

n special thanks to e hao huo ban - jeff for waiting w me cz even w appointments, e waiting time 'roxz'. haha xie la huo ban. =P (thou u wuld nv see this ;p)take care n get well soon! =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.impossible.][

][.6 weeks.][

][.6 weeks.][

right middle finger bony mallet finger deformity.
no basketball for u for 6wks.
may be a blessing in disguise?
haha i dunno.
everything happens for a reason.
but as i sat there for 40mins,
i realli felt like crying.
trng for e whole season,
ends w jus playing 1 game.
but nbm..everything happens for a reason =D
shuld be thankful tt it's jus a finger.
n it's just 6wks. =]
for now..i jus can't wait for fri to cum.=]
let mi noe wad i can do.

aw tt's jus e not too gd parts.
but basically, days r not too bad =P
got wen n jing to pei me for e non-govt days =P
thankie!!
"no govt" days:
.made of honour
.visitors of 230 (huo bans)
.macs
.pizza
.chilling!

haha n discussion for forever5's thai trip!
gosh..$_$ everthing needs $!
it's so diff as compared to ppl bringing u abroad.
haha we r all on our own!
l00king forward to our "bi ye lu xing" thou =P

hao la..fingers r tired le..end here!
take gd care every1! nitez!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.look to e sun n e shadow will fall behind.][
][.impossible,thus can't fall into it.][

][.fei ni mo shu.][

][.fei ni mo shu.][

listening to fei ni mo shu nw..been listening to quite a few songs..v nice songs these days..songs that i can repeat non-stop on my mp3...blasting it like no1's business..trying to keep out e noises made by e world..i used to listen to mp3s w vol thats nt as loud but as days go by..i find myself increasing e vol bit by bit..in e attempt to nt listen to wads gg on..cz sumtimes its realli stressful n tiring to listen to it..

aw..ytr was wen's 18th bday! happy bday wen! *5miles* rmb u r loved by us! hee..n wen said sumthing that touched my heart "happiness is e best medicine"..yeah man..glad to noe that u r happy..so m i..=]

hmm den today..A lvls results..heart sank when i heard e results over e fone..today i finally understand wad mamajan meant when she said she was realli worried for her band jnrs results den..awaited their arrival..waited for em to get e results..praying hard n hoping that all will be gd..saw e calm-ness..saw e tears..it hurts..nt knowing wad to do..went for pasta..was raining like no1's business..pasta was nice..had been wanting to eat it since dunno when..

went airport to study for a while be4 cuming bac hm..haiz..there's jus so much things undone..but..bu neng fang qi..shall do wadever i can..

i tink..
unknowingly i haf hurted u as a friend once again..
i m sorry..
1's calm-ness brought abt my worries..
n e worries was diverted to u..
sorry for that..
it mus haf been hard..
cz i been thur these too..
sorry for all these..
but..
dui bu qi..
things changed a little..


][.FEarless.][
][.my heart can't lie.][
][.sorry.][