][.it had not been an easy day, but it's over.][

][.it had not been an easy day, but it's over.][

hello bloggy!
had my 1st day back in school! =]
it was ok la!

but today had not been an easy day.
really had not been.
double blow in a day is like ar do gen. (street fighter - ryu x 2)
haha but it's ok.
the darkest hour has only 60mins.
and the darkest day has only 24hours.
smile, cry, just be strong and pull thru it.

就算全世界看不起你，
就算没人相信你，
你还是不能放弃。
因为，一放弃就等于你输了。
举白旗投降固然容易。
但，有勇气放弃，不如放手一搏。
把最后的力气拿出来，再次努力。
就算最后你输了命运的安排，至少你没输给了自己。

我相信命运。
每样事情发生，都有它的原因。
不要怨天尤人。
尽自己的本分就好。=]

tough time don't last but tough people do.
jiayou fe!
jiayou every1!

不开心的事就留给自己吧。
快乐的事还是有的啊！

for eg..
employer is in hall9!
n..she is shifting to blk48!
haha feels so safe and gd w familiar faces ard in hall.
roomie n employer w me is *thumbs ups*
went to visit employer today in her blk 47's room n she bought teh ping for me.
i may not had said be4..but employer 真的蛮疼我的啦。谢啦！
haha..gg to shift my stuffs in tml n employer is gg to acc me. (thou she is jus gg to read her notes cz she have to meet her prof after tt.) haha

thankfully employer is here, thankfully roomie is here.
cz jiaying mama is not gg to be here.
really gg to miss her presence, breakfast n scoldings n all e mugging sessions tgt.
e many times tt she lugged her blanket n bolster down to accompany me when roomie is nt ard.
thanks loads jiaying mama!
we will have our dinner in school ok! =]

another random incident of e day is..
曾经很要好的一个朋友，今天突然发了简讯。
可是，那并不是我熟悉的号码。
原来，她换了号码。。但我并不晓得。
另一位朋友告诉我，她的手机忘了我的号码。
没关系了。
就，都不在乎了。

人是会变的。
情也一样。
人与人之间需要缘分做朋友。
需要更多的缘分做好朋友。
若有天，你发现你和一位好友已不是好友时，
容许我说一句六弄里的话 - 只能说我们的缘分不够。
这句话，我从这段友情中已深深的体会到了。

haha ok!
end here le!
take gd care every1!
nitez =]
5plus hours to slp n to my 2nd day of sch! jiayou! =]

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][.比想象中，坚强.][

][.我的假期.][

][.我的假期.][

hello bloggy!
my holidaysss is officially coming to an end in 8plus hours.
1st seminar at 1130am tml.
looking forward to it..yet there's 忐忑不安，七上八下的心情。
every sem brings forward different challenges, different things to learn and grow from. =]

just blink and here i m, a year3.
been through 4sems, 4 seasons.
2 champs, 2 runner up.
ups n downs in studies.
ups n downs in many other things.

and tada!
yr 3 sem 1! here i come!
jiayou fe! =D
it's not gg to be a easy sem with bball n studies.
calculated the amount of time i m gg to spend on trng.
5nights of minimum 2 hours trng + travelling time = around 15 to 16 hours.
but it's ok.
throw in all i can for basketball.
quote dirk nowitzki "treat it as a game, not a job and enjoy it"
a line from myself to myself : don't forget your passion for e game, fe =]

so..this post is to wrap up my holiday and move on to my new sem!

haha holiday had not been totally rest rest but defintely it had been loads of rest in a way or so. =]

worked as invigilator for uol with jiaying mama, zx n sh.
$_$. just need to keep earning. and enjoy e time spend while working with friends =]

another memorable events for e hols = genting getaway!
thanks loads to ling,sh,sheryl n moi!
i managed to getaway from basketball and e routine be4 i break into pieces.
tt was a much needed break =]
and it was fun!
ignoring basketball, no connections w e outside world, just enjoying yourself with a comfortable bunch of friends. *thumbs ups*



my nice get away kakis + moi (e camera woman) =]]

apart frm genting trip, many meet ups with forever5 for MJ and stayover, meet ups with friends tt u can't have time to during sch term - ck kids, ah xie, llz, clique 5was gd too! =]

other significant events - being volunteer for yog.
it felt like admin job tt i was in after A levels.
but really enjoyed the experience n glad tt i could play my tiny mini part.
thanks to yog, got more time to interact w fungi too.
time with forever5 and best friends are really 可遇不可求.
working time with fungi n chilling after work is really gd.
had not spent so much time w fungi since v long le.
wen was my sec1 to 4's classmate.
jing was working w me after a lvls.
moi is jus here everyday cz we have bball.
fungi is my bus 17 kaki but sec3 n 4 n jc we were not in each other's life as often.

and both of us sadly de agree tt actually through e darkest moments of each life, we ain't able to be there for each other at e 1st moment.
but no matter what, we know tt we will always have each other. *hugs*

aw..that's e friendship part =]
haha more about yog!
tada!
let the pics speak for me ba!



sunrise that i get to see! (cz i nd to reach ntu at 630am = 5plus am i got to leave home!..it was really tiring when u reach hm 12am frm trng n wake up n roll out of ur hse at 5plus am.) but it was gd experience!



pin trading! cool huh! you will see this every olympics! n i managed to trade for a spain pin too =]



haha took this photos for my project nxt time! jkjk..but it's super cool! all e langs in e world! i m glad i m in lms =]



here's one of fungi n me -- pointing to the words below. cherish u guys! <3



heh..they say victory is sweet. (so is my ice cream) *day dreaming tt i have a gold medal too* =]



the cotton candy clouds! yums yums! =]]



haha i traded my shirt! it was like flea market on e last day! every1 trading their stuffs =] glad to be able to experience it! n kids these days are really tall huh!



and finally! one with my denmark xiao didi. e one tt moi say i fa hua chi!
haha jk la..jus tink tt his hair is like sakuragi. n he is quite cute ah. =D

haha tt's abt all for yog!
enjoyed the process of it and glad to be part of it =]

apart frm the da da xiao xiao events during holidays, i managed to read quite a few bks =]
love reading on e way to trng n all.
love how books seem to reflect life and all. read nicholas sparks book.
read chinese books.
n e most recent one tt i finished reading is 六弄咖啡馆.
sh recommended it to me.
really a gd gd read!
it made me laugh, made me cry.
n what touch me e most was e friendship shared btw the 2 main characters.
the relationship part also v touching.
but what's more impactful were the friendship.
it made me really thankful tt i found my true friends too.
you watch my back and i watch yours and we will be alright till the end =]
friendship will never end but relationship do.
tt seems to be e way out for most of e stories i read.
but haha..stories are stories.
i shan't comment on e relationship part.
but jus *thumbs ups* for their friendship and jus wanna shout out "Thank You Very Much!" to those tt should know who they are =]
朋友不需要很多。
只需要真心相对的。 =]

haha and i managed to finish one drama during this few months of holidays!
tt's really quite little compared to what i usually do.
but it was a gd drama - 9ends 2 outs.


*spoiler*
it's abt this pair of best friends who had been best friends for 30yrs.
falling in love n still loving each other but yet pushing each other to other ppl cz they do not want the f/s btw them to end, should their r/s end one day.
they know each other so well that it breaks your heart to see them not tgt.
realli love e show.
人生如戏，戏如人生？
i don't know how to describe. haha but while watching e show, there were many times tt i really 感同身受.those emotions tt they went through.
the things tt they feel..haha

in e end, love it tt the show had a happy ending. <3
as for real life? hahaha..the ending is different.
but choices made and things been through.
all these experiences are things tt made me grow.
i may be immature and all but i definitely had learnt n grew.
thanks for teaching me that =]

haha alright!
shall end here n go rest le!
6hours of slp! new file, n freshly printed notes!
jiayou for yr3 sem1 fe! =D

nice song tt i had been hooked onto these few nights =]


take gd care every1!
have a gd start to e sem too! =D

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][.cz i have more reasons to smile than cry =].][

][.Life is like a bus ride.][

][.Life is like a bus ride.][

decided to make some changes to my blog.
and so..tada.
here's a vv simple blogskin.
got captivated by the words. =]

life is like a bus ride.
always felt this way.
n hence the love for bus rides.

love the views that you get from bus rides.
love sitting alone by the window with my ipod n watching the sun rise or set.
love the time alone - sorting out my thoughts, feelings of nostalgia, read a book or catch up on my sleep. <3

had only shared this with llz.
but today, i shall share with all - I love bus rides. =]

slept my whole day away to clear my sleep debt.
aching from trng but love working hard for things tt matters.
had thought about loads this few days.
school will be starting in a wk.
overwhelming thoughts.

v random..but i m glad to be part of YOG. =]
a guatemala offical gave me a pin and a worry doll.
it really made my day.
saw the official for a few times n helped him with the info he needed for a few times. n e last time he saw me, he gave me these. =]
YOG duties had been tiring but really fulfilling!
According to Guatemalan legend, when you have a problem, you tell it to the worry doll.
Then you put it under the pillow.
Next morning the problem has gone!
Life smiles again =]


n here's my Mr Bump candies which are in star shapes!

Thanks to wen n moi!
they bought me a bump bump mug n candies! <3
love how we love each other without expressing it verbally.
coolios! hee

ok! rest well every1!
time for bed.
need to wake up in 2hrs30mins for yog duty.
last day at it le!
will blog more abt e meaningful event!
take gd care every1!
nitez =]

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][.love life as it is.][

][.Changes.][

][.Changes.][


deleted my tagboard =]
guess i m gg to make some changes to my blog be4 school re-open.

today is a tiring day.
tuition in e morning.
programmer's outing for dinner at farmmart n k-box at cck.
jus reached home nt long ago.
one word = tired.
another word = fun.

change, change and change.
life is about changes.
so many changes.
still can't forget e story tt i read ytr.
the lines by ji mi.
i guess..tt's e 1st lines tt i m gg to write into my book ba.

gosh, 1 last wk be4 sch reopen to all e madness.
n i had yet to get a proper rest this hols.
but it had nt been bad.
in fact thumbs up for short get away. =]

ok la..shall go zzz le.
take gd care every1!
nitez =]

n GO ARSENAL! =D

i really love my jacket! hee

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][.it's nv easy.][

][.错过.][

][.错过.][

read a v 贴切 story on facebook.
no idea how to shorten it..so will just post everything.
read only if you are interested ba. =]

《她拒绝了他100次，第101次他拒绝了她。》

昨天，他拒絕了她。

一直以來，她以為他總會在她的身後跟隨，不論她什麼時候需要他。因為他說過，他會等她一輩子的。可是，他食言了。

她和他是大學時候的同學。她16歲上大學，比他小兩歲。在學校裡，她總是小妹妹，和很多男生關係都很好。當然，和他特別要好。

她確實是沒有想過男女之情的，可能是因為她還小。直到那一天，他突然面紅耳赤地遞給她一張電影票，期期艾艾地說，這是一部愛情片。真是老土，老土得可愛。不過她還是直截了當地拒絕他了。她說他不是她喜歡的類型，不會選擇他的，但是他沒有退卻。

接下來的時間裡，他無時不刻地出現在她身邊，關心她，呵護她，什麼事情，在她要做之前他已經搶先幫她做了。可是她告訴他，他不是她喜歡的類型，不要再繼續下去了。他說，他會一直等下去，直到她同意的那一天。

大學畢業後，他們倆都被保送本校的研究生，不在同一個專業。研究生期間的所有實驗難題，基本上都是他一手包辦了，連她的導師都和他的導師開玩笑：我那個師女婿呢？最近怎麼沒有看見他了？

5年的研究生一下子過去了，她也到了 25歲的年紀。也確實考慮過選擇他的。但是終究沒有開口。為什麼呢……可能還是覺得有些不完美。他總是一副邋裡邋遢的樣子，頭髮亂亂的，不修邊幅。還有就是太瘦，雖然在南方人中不算太矮，卻還不到一百斤，她還是比較喜歡運動型的男孩子。她直接了當地跟他說過她不選擇他的原因，一向健談的他沉默了好久。那時她倒是希望他能夠聽了這句話離開，但是他接著說：「我是對你最好的，這輩子都是。」

博士畢業後，她留校當老師，他選擇了出國。當時同學們給他送行，她沒有傷感，反而有一種如釋重負的感覺。那個在她身邊圍繞了7年的人終於走了，她不用再喋喋不休地說，「我不喜歡你這個類型，你放棄吧」這樣的話了。

很快她交了一個男朋友，他比她大6歲，家境很好，在他父親的公司上班，當了一個財務經理，一個月可以收入過萬，房子車子都有了。

可是交往深入下去，她就發現了差距。她說的話，他總是嗯嗯嗯的，半懂不懂。她的意思，他總是不能理解。這段感情斷斷續續維持了一年半，終於還是分手了。這時候，她才記起那個總是微笑地站在她身後，什麼事情都不用她操心的他來。

從小她都是優等生，考上的也是最好的大學之一。本科時是直博生保送，博士時是優秀博士畢業。所以她覺得身邊的人都應該是這樣子的，不用她費神地表達，可是她錯了。

苦悶中她迎來了她的28歲生日。28歲的女人似乎就給人另類的感覺了，雖然照鏡子她沒有什麼自卑和蒼老的感覺，但是父母親和朋友們都開始為她著急了。於是她開始了一輪一輪地相親。

那些相親的對象，要麼有錢而粗俗，要麼木訥而遲鈍，還有就是唯唯諾諾不知所云。一個一個，都只讓她更加想起天邊的那個他來。那個睿智、懶散、關切、幽默、善辯的他。

在她副教授評審述職會上，突然她發現了他。坐在台下，眼睛還是那麼明亮，人也還是那麼瘦。頭髮看起來還是髒髒的，拿著一支筆，坐在前排微笑著看著她。唯一的變化，似乎就是蒼老了一點，不再像那個沒事就要和人家滔滔不絕爭辯的年輕人了。

原來他已經被學校作為人才引進回來了，不在她們系，但是是一個學院。她還在報副教授的時候，學校已經答應給他正教授的職位了。所以他有資格享受了一套不大不小的福利房，在這個寸土寸金的城市，已經算是不錯了。

他裝修房子的時候她經常去他家給他參謀，似乎又回到了四年前的日子，他給她端水，削水果，給她回答工作中的種種問題。

那一天，他房子裝修完了，邀她去吃飯。只有他們兩個人，晚上的燈光很美。她知道他要說什麼，有點期待，又有點緊張。果然他說，房子有了，缺一個新娘。

她裝作沒有聽懂，其實她是希望他繼續四年前那樣的直白，直截了當地說：這輩子我會讓你知道我是對你最好的。但是他沒有。他只是喟了一口氣，什麼也沒有說。

送她下樓的時候，他竟然握了握她的手，很緊很緊的，握得她有些生疼。幸好他很快就放開了。然後招呼也沒有打就走回去了。

以後的日子就忽然尷尬起來，他碰見她也只是淡淡的，點個頭打個招呼。校車上也不和她坐一起。等車時也不和她說話。她的碩士生答辯時請他來當委員，他也推脫了。

終於她看見他和別的女孩子在一起，說說笑笑的，她心裡確實酸酸的，莫名其妙的還有些憤怒。她最好的朋友勸她說，他大三開始追她，她就算倒過去追他一回又有什麼？都要快三十歲的人了。

可是，當她鼓起平生最大的勇氣和他說的時候，他居然面不改色地說，「我已經有女朋友了！」

她也聽說過他交女朋友了，但是怎麼可能這麼快呢？從她十九歲到現在，這麼多年的感情，難道他一下子忘記了嗎？他不是說過等她一輩子的嗎？

昨天晚上她哭了一晚上。這麼多年來她從沒有這麼哭過。難道男人真的這麼容易轉移感情嗎？真的嗎？

一個朋友說，追她很久的那個男孩今天結婚了。
我說，你想怎麼樣呢？人家喜歡了你那麼久都無動於衷……
她說，去參加了婚禮。新娘很漂亮，新郎也很帥。好像第一次覺得他也蠻有魅力的，怎麼當初就沒發覺呢？
她說，原本覺得自己從來沒有愛上他，
但在新娘新郎交換戒指的那一刻，她的心狠狠疼了一下。
她說，最難過的，不是你愛的人不愛你，而是愛你很多年的那個人，轉身離去。

當看見那個說愛你一輩子，等你一輩子的人，給另外一個女孩子的無名指帶上戒指的時候，你能聽到自己心碎的聲音。

今天的主角不是你，不管她是不是灰姑娘，今天的公主都不是你。

他在全封閉訓練的時候，為了能給她打電話，他都要走很遠很遠的路，去公用電話亭。
冬天飄著雪，很冷。
她卻還不耐煩的說，幹嘛沒事總給我打電話？
她不知道他在那邊已經凍的不行了。
他只是想聽聽她的聲音。
現在，她想起這些來，臉上還是會洋溢著幸福的微笑。
然後定過神來，看著眼前這對新人……
新郎依舊是他，但是他的甜言蜜語海誓山盟，卻再也不是為她所說。

有多少人一輩子承諾愛一個人又付諸行動了呢？
當努力了好多年依然沒有結果的時候，誰還會一直等你呢？
終於明白，我們都能勇敢的面對——你愛的人不愛你，
但是，誰都無力面對—— 一個愛你很久很久的人轉身離去。
那種驕傲，那種幸福，蕩然無存。

請珍惜身邊默默愛你的人。
用心呵護和把握每一份真愛。

不要對那些真誠付出的愛意熟視無睹，
不要等突然意識到失去時才後悔莫及。

或許，當他有一天真的離開了，
你會發現，
真正離不開彼此的，
是你，
不是他……

幾米說:
當你喜歡我的時候，我不喜歡你，
當你愛上我的時候，我喜歡上你，
當你離開我的時候，我卻愛上你，
是你走得太快，還是我跟不上你的腳步，
我們錯過了諾亞方舟，錯過了泰坦尼克號，
錯過了一切的驚險與不驚險，我們還要繼續錯過……
但是，請允許我說這樣自私的話，
多年後，
你若未娶，
我還未嫁，
那，
我們能不能在一起？？

希望你能从这故事中得到一些领悟吧。
珍惜身边的那个人。

take gd care every1!
tc! =]

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][.fate.][

][.smilesss.][

][.smilesss.][

today is a vvv tiring day.
the lack of sleep.
the stiff-ness of body.
the bad day on court.
but everything tt won't kill me, will only make me stronger. =]

one big reason to smile today = the cute xiao didi from denmark.
he reminds of me sakuragi in some ways.
n i tink, i really like crew cuts.
haha jkjk.
moi say i fa hua chi.
anything la.
haha lalala.

ok la.
go rest le.
it's gg to be long days ahead.
take gd care every1!
nitez =]

p/s:ooo n i m intending to lock my blog.
make it private. =]

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][.tired ttm.][

][.how?.][

][.how?.][

these few days had been tiring.
yog,trng,waking up at 5am.
getting back at 11plus pm.
gosh! how did i survived jc with all the monster trngs n ASSays? =P
haha..glad tt i did. thanks to concourse kids! =D

aw..despite e tired-ness, i m enjoying myself.
living life to the fullest.
doing things tt you could recall back with a smile.
this is the kind of life i enjoy. <3

always impressed by the stories of athletes.
would be moved to tears just by reading their story.
there are many players out there who do not have the place to train.
forgotten which country it was..but there was a swimmer who swam in a pool for the
1st time when she compete. cz back in her country, she could only train in e river.
read e stories of setbacks n success.
this is yog.
but it is touching enough.
the sacrifices each make.
no matter they won or not, they are winners in their own way =]
n i m thankful tt i m part of their journey.
although a vvvv mini tiny part.
but still enjoying myself.

body is vv tired thou.
1 wk of rest from the game = super taxing on the body this wk.
it's already hard like stone now.
super un-fit.
let's get back into shape! =]
let's put the sand together into a sandcastle again.
tiring.
but let's go! =]

tt's e 2 main things gg on in my life.
nothing much.

a gd day at work at SID with fungi.
n chilling out after work =]
moi n wen are back. =]

some disappointments here n there.
but there are many more reason for me to smile than to frown.
so here's a smile for you =]

as a friend, i will try my best to be there for all those tt matters to me.
but if it is not enough, sorry.
some1 taught me to always be truthful.
so, i m gg to be truthful.
i m still stunned over what happened tt day.
i m aware tt some things are said at a heat of a moment.
but, sometimes..somethings just can't be erased off easily.
i m not angry anymore.
had nv been.
jus disappointed for being treated this way.
if i m in e wrong, go ahead n scold me.
but if i m not, pls don't scold me this way..

haha ok! end here le!
take gd care every1!
all in all, i m still 100% happy!
80% tired.
tt's abt all! =]]

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][.banzai! fighting!.][

][.just some thoughts.][

][.just some thoughts.][



hello bloggy!
i am back from camp! =]

not using the com, away from internet and commitments.
a form of escape in a way.
escaping from the normal routine of life.

no basketball for a wk! haha this can be record breaking.
give the basketball a break.
i guess when you miss something, there will be a feel to get better!
for eg. i saw a young girl wearing her sch's bball tee at cck interchange..n there was so much thoughts.
i was once like her.
every player worked for years and been thru loads of sweat n tears to get somewhere.
basketball had been my way of life for 10 years.
somewhere along the way, the passion may be put out.
but rest and the feel on court nv fails to fuel it once again.
lan zhong bei had ended.
but my journey to play on a higher lvl had jus began. =]
the season was nt e best.
in fact, played rather badly that i even felt like quitting e game.
but the last game save it all.
the feel was gd.
the feel of putting the ball into e basket.
lay-ups, shots, hook-shots, interception, fakes.
everything.
everything that i learnt was being used.
the pace, the thrills.
everything felt perfect.
nxt aim - finals.
i wanna get better. =]
i wanna soak in e atmosphere of playing in a final.
we will get there!
jiayou kem! =]

and camp was nice.
vvv tiring.
but nice.
programmer is really quite shiok apart from fright night.
haha fright night was torturing with the fear and the endless anticipation of how many more couples do we have to scare.
it was v tiring.
if i could, i would wish to scrape fright night.
but guess this would be e last camp tt i take part in =]
old le. haha
enjoyed myself amidst all e tirednes..=]

there will be more to blog about!
but it's time for bed. 3 hours later, i gotta be up for yog duties.
sometimes, life is crazy.
crazily fun, crazily tiring. =]
the never-ending-schedule.
am i out to tire myself?
i have no idea.
jus smile and face the sun and the shadows will fall behind.
each day is a precious memory! =]

take gd care every11
bye! =]

p/s: i booked my chalet for 21st le! =] hopefully i would be in s'pore den =]

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][.smile n the shadows will fall behind.][

][.sick.][

][.sick.][

gosh.
sore throat changed to running nose.
jus great.

lao tian ye.
pls bao yu wo!
i nd to recover when i wake up tml!

there's camp, yog duties n more.
it's gg to be a crazy wk ahead.
so pls bao yu wo!

ok la!
take gd care every1!
bye~

ok! gg off for a wk!
take care ppl!
will blog more when i m bac! =]

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][.arsenal jacket!.][

][.childhood friends.][

][.childhood friends.][

haha today is a v amazing and random day.
many little joy here n there despite all the tiredness.

woke up super early to go for hss camp briefing.
den started my tuitionsSsS.
yes 4 (s) cz 4 tuitions!
haha declared brain dead.
n top off w a little joy when my last student told me tt "wow jiejie..u had 6hrs of tuition = 6hrs of study! i can nv do tt." haha these little kids always make me happy in their own way. =]

amidst all these tuitions, today was a randomly nice day.
cz mummy called me in e midst of my camp briefing and told me tt she finally got thur to ah eng auntie.

haha which is the mum of my childhood best friends.
apart from diana and tiffany..another 2 person tt saw me thru my childhood - weijian and weiliang korkor.

haha the friend who fights abt power ranger with me..always forcing me to take e pink one so tt he can take e red one.
the friend who asks me to not be so studious cz he keeps getting scolded for nt doing his work while i do mine.
the friend tt practice martial arts with me and kept asking e coach when will we end cz he wanna rush home to watch power rangers!
the friend tt celebrated my 8th bday w me. =P
everything seems so vauge yet so clear. haha

haha n the korkor tt protected me when his didi beats me.
all these nice memories of a kid. =]
it's amazing!
we had not talked since we were p2? after i shifted from boon lay all e way to pasir ris! =]
and we were so young tt we had no way to keep in contact..no msn, no hp.
but jus by mummy's sheer memory of e phone number..we managed to keep in contact again!

haha invited him for my 21st thou i have no idea when m i having it.
n his mummy said tt he wanted to invite me but they can't find us.
haha what a random day. =]

maybe my 21st's theme should be..footprints in my life! =]
ok jus random!
n talking to a friend tt you had not talked for 14yrs ain't as difficult as i had thought =]

ok! shall go rest le!
take gd care every1!
bye~~

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][.smiles.][

][.Truthful.][

][.Truthful.][

口不对心 - that's how we describe a person when he/she say things tt he/she don't really mean.

we always feel that every1 should be truthful about how they feel.
we feel that people should say what they mean and mean what they say.
however, when we are in the shoes..do we do it?

it's always easier to tell some1.."hey! could you say what you really mean?"
but..when it comes to yourself..
sometimes, somethings are just so hard to be truthful.
ever felt this way?
cz..u need to consider another person's feelings.
cz..u can't put down ur pride.
cz of this and that.

there are just more things to consider.
we learn from experiences.
we fall and we pick ourselves up.
we quarrel to understand each another.
and when you get to know each other better, you know what will spark the person's anger.
you know what they like or not. =]

this is life.
we all grow from experience.

things can be v simple.
i know.
i understand.

oo..n i haven blog abt 9ends 2 outs yet.
will do so when i m in e mood =]
it's a gd show.

ok! take gd care every1!
nitez~ =]

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][.tired.][

][.sleep is my form of escape.][

][.sleep is my form of escape.][

sleep.
sleep.
sleep.

i slept my whole day away.
decided nt to have any tuitions today.
just sleep all my way.

woke up for lunch.
read newspaper n sleep.

finally woke up during dinner.
ate n revise work w didi.
watched channel 8 n channel u.
den randomly dug out all my vcds n watched. =]

ok. what a random night.
it's 3am le.
not asleep yet.
i guess i m feeling better le ba. =]

take gd care every1!
bye~~

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][.ain't u glad tt we are friends?.][

][.have u?.][

][.have u?.][

累，但是睡不着。
痛，但是说不出口。
想哭，但是哭不出来。

感觉整个人没力了。
好像就快瓦解了。

比赛，不是你赢，就是我输。
我们输了。
谁比较好，比较想赢就得到了胜利。

比赛就是这样。
明年再来。
失败并不代表不会再成功。

谢谢所有支持我们的朋友和家人。

晚安大家！
今晚会是很长的一夜。

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][.we win as a team, lose as a team.][

][.random tues!.][

][.random tues!.][

what a random tues =]
but *thumbs up* and *big smile*

no trng n no tuition.
jus nua and ketchup w friends = =]

met llz for lunch and a random decision to watch inception.
love the random-ness.
n the show which made our head go in whirl but decided that it's a dream in e end.

a dream within a dream.
had you ever had tt?
recently, i find tt dreams are really a reflection of reality.
as i grow older..everything tt i think in e day, would be reflected in the dream in a diff way.
dreams and reality.
dreams can be funny, scary, happy, sad.

a gd afternoon spent w llz!
thanks kid! =]

came home n cont to watch my 9ends 2outs.
it's like e joy of my life now.
yes yes.
a drama is a drama.
but when a drama seems to reflect what happened in life.
you can't help but lol.
tt's e sort of feeling tt i get.
will blog in detail when i finish e show.
jus one mre ep to finish it but 舍不得 =]

o great..n my best friend jus called frm uk.
pray pray tt e 2 of em exist in peace.
n all is resolved soon.
sometimes, even bff for a decade is not enough.
character differences, thinking differences.
haha..expectation from ppl who you care more.
it gets tiring huh.
lao tian ye..pls let both of em be all gd soon!

aw..today is a random day.
really random day.
after coming home, went out again at 8plus pm.
met jo, ky, xl to go zx's hse to chill.
it was random.
but nice in a way la.
vodka,oolong tea,tobasco.
haha jus great.

had tea be4 coming home.
吵吵闹闹是我们沟通的方式吧。
this is e most comfortable way of communicating. =]
after quarrelling for so many times, i really hope we know each other better.
hurted each other be4.
but let e past be e past.
for one last time, i hope we are both matured enough to not quarrel anymore.
for everything is a growing process.

ok la..rest well every1!
let tomorrow be a gd gd day!
let's go team!
let's go fe! =]

gosh..really love the show 9ends 2outs.
been a while since i m stucked to a drama such as this =]

take gd care every1!
bye~~

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][.=].][

][.11 hours of sleep!.][

][.11 hours of sleep!.][

woohoo! i jus woke up! *opps*
had 11hrs of slp!
haha it feels so gd ttm!

mummy and didi is amazed by how long i can slp!
they nagged and wake me up to no avail. haha
slp slp slp.
dream dream dream.
haha it was a funny dream, but i would say it's a nightmare in some ways.

haha yes!
n now, i am all already to face the upcoming games!
bring it on!
s.t.f will be changed into s.s.
and i will use s.s to gain f.t.
all that i lose, i will get it back.

cz we cannot go back and make a brand new start!
but, we can always start from now and make a new ending! =]

let's go!

n haha..i realli love watching 9ends 2out! it's like nice ttm.
half way thru!
will dedicate a post to it when i finished watching! =]

take gd care every1!
bye~~

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