][.we are in a whirl of changes.][

][.we are in a whirl of changes.][

we are in a whirl of changes.
we are in a 3hrs movie.
we are like 狗仔队。
but what are we?
we are best friends.
n best friends would never leave each another in a lurch.
just never betray their trust for you.

i love this quote recently..
love is blind.
but..
friendship closes its eyes.

][.10.fe.15.][
][.forever5.][

][.adventure.][

][.adventure.][

things had not been going on well these few days.
but getting out of it all.
thanks to llz n moi in particular. =]

chill-lax noon watching ip man be4 friendly was needed!
haha good company always make one feel better.

thanks loads to moi too.
for more than words can say.
just being a decade of best friend.
i m more than thankful that our f/s did nt end due to our childish-ness last time. =]

n thanks to fungi, sh n every1 tt sms-ed me.
sorry tt i may nt reply cz realli quite down on luck these while.
so nt in e best of mood.
but ok le..getting back e =].
realli appreciate all!

getting back to e game is not easy.
stamina had clearly went down hill within a few wks.
will get it back.

for now..things to look forward to..
bbq with the pigs tml!
forest adventure with kid nxt thurs! =]



ok! end here le!
take gd care every1!
Bye~

][.10.fe.15.][

][.drown in sorrows.][

][.drown in sorrows.][

the harder you work, the greater the disappointment.
drinking is never an option.
but for tonite, heineken is my best friend.
nite every1!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.sad.][

][.Sleep and nua = smiles!.][

][.Sleep and nua = smiles!.][

woohoo!
after feeling grouchy and tired for a few days.
today is gd =]
supposed to work BUT got not feeling too gd so took leave in e morning.
n ended up e whole day cz jy says they have enough ppl.
so slept till shiok.
woke up, eat breakfast, nua, check out e travel packages.
eat lunch, watch tv, sleep.
wake up n go trng.
went xh's 21st bday after tt.
n it's up till now.
ate n played mahjong w sunarko, ahqin n xh n her friends.
thanks thanks to ahqin.
today don't have to jiao xue fei le =]

days such as these are really gd =]
mummy say i m super nua.
but i told her i m deprived of rest.
so haha..dun care.
jus slp all i want.
watched 星光大道and listened to many nice songs.



went trng.
been a while since i trained this way.
the trng is nt tiring.
but e ankle n time tt i sat out made me v tired.
n great ankle is swollen again.
right calf too cz i tried to use all e strength from the right.
o great.
nbm la.
i miss e game. =]
get well soon legs.
so i can change directions and guard my opponent.
n i nd to adjust my shooting for underbaskets.
strength is diff.

n some random thoughts..
在我无法确定我能彻彻底底的把一切当成过往云烟之前。。
我选择固执。
一种连自己也不喜欢的固执。

其实，我已经没多大的气了。
但是，知道自己的脾气。
不希望再次争吵。
所以，选择执着。

世界上，没有任何人需要另一个人才能快乐。
更何况，我不是那个人。
给彼此多一些时间吧。

ok la! go rest le!
take gd care every1!
byee~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][

][.你问我有多累，就有多累.][

][.你问我有多累，就有多累.][

累了。
真的很累。
考完试到现在都还没好好休息。
没有一天是属于自己的。
没有一天是无需想明天要赶这或那的。

考试时睡最多六个小时。
考试后，还是一样。

是人，都会累。

脚迟迟还没康复。
想必也是心情不佳的其中一个原因吧。

我，想放自己一个假。
逃离这无法停下脚步的世界。
享受，我因有的人生。

][.10.fe.15.][
][.getting away.][

][.口不对心.][

][。口不对心。][

在facebook偶然看见这个故事。
想和大家分享。
也当作是提醒自己。=]

时间：一天晚上。
地点：躺在床上。
人物：相互喜欢的双方。

女生很想他，于是决定给他发一条短信：
你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？呵呵，我们还在说话呢。据说明天要降温，多穿点衣服呀！！其实--- 其实--- 我现在挺想你的！！

考虑了一分钟，把短信改成：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？呵呵，我们还在说话呢。据说明天要降温，多穿点衣服呀！！

又考虑了一分钟：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？呵呵，我们还在说话呢。


又一分钟：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？

又一分钟：

睡了吗？在干嘛？

然后，她按了确定发送的键！

( 叹气....)

男生的手机响了！男生抓起来一看果然是她，莫名的激动起来！赶紧给她回短信：

我还没有睡呢，现在正在上网。呵呵，我们宿舍也正热闹的起劲！！听说明天要降温，别忘了多穿衣服呀！其实-- 其实-- 咱们明天一起吃饭吧？

考虑了一分钟：

我还没有睡呢，现在正在上网。呵呵，我们宿舍也正热闹的起劲！！听说明天要降温，别忘了多穿衣服呀！

又考虑了一分钟：

我还没有睡呢，现在正在上网。

又一分钟：

上网。

然后，他按了确定发送的键！

( 叹气....)

有没有试过这样的情况，你喜欢的那个人，你居然会不敢和他说话。

写一个短信给你，到了最后一秒，居然就会删除。

左想右想，怕你知道我的心轻视我，怕哪句话说不好让你不开心，
更怕的是，如果忙忘记了或者因为别的原因没有回应，有多么尴尬。

写一封邮件给你，写了一千字，删除掉八百字。

去掉我想念你，去掉所有的心情，去掉天气，去掉自己刚刚看的电影，
去掉自己昨天心情不好以及今天心情好的原因，去掉所有和感情相关的字眼，
仿佛公事公办的，变成三行的邮件，到了最后，居然也没有发出去。

不喜欢的人，可以容易地讲个笑话，随便地发个短信，
甚至，打去电话问对方有什么节目以便随时去参加。

喜欢的，却变成心里的死穴一个，动都不敢动，甚至，看到的时候，话都说不出来。

喜欢某个人，偏偏见到他，一句话没有。
看着旁边的朋友和他谈笑风生，心里又嫉妒又着急。
暗示或者表白心际，一句我爱你，永远不丢人。

很喜欢这个故事。
因为，好像自己。
选择不把心里话说出来。
真的好贴切。
相信每个人一生总会有类似的情况吧。

你，选择说，还是不说？
选择不说，那人永远都不知道。
但，你也错过了。
只要自己不后悔就好。
对于自己的不说，我不后悔。=]

选择太迟说，时机一旦错过了就再也无法找回那感觉。
错过了才惋惜，一切也太迟了。

所以，作了决定就要面对。
不要后悔。
我学会了。

haha just a random post! =]
ankle, pls get well soon!
take gd care every1!
Bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.你真的知道吗？.][

][.Random FunS!.][

][.Random FunS!.][

been a while since i work =]
had nt worked over e weekend due to cancelling of tuitions frm kids who needs a break.
jus nice, a break for me.
spent a nice sat with family.
bowling, arcade n all.
n it's nt just e kids, e adults had loads of fun too!
family days such as these are treasured mre than anything =]






more photos..but v lazy to upload. =P
sun was ok.
sentosa, trng n home.

today is ok too.
nua at hm e whole day.
went out to take photos of marina bay at night.
realli nd to work hard and buy a gd cam and learn photography nxt time.
always loved to take pics of sceneries!
n one of e greatest dream is to take a nice nice sunset and the northern lights =]



haha for now..jus one pic =]
will upload mre nxt time! or when moi send me hers w e better qualities =P

ok! tired le!
take gd care every1!
n yes..watched dear john online.
nice..but jus felt tt there's a bit of a pity.
time, misunderstandings, choices made.
all this constitutes life.
leg is healing apart frm one ligament.
but i guess i m returning to court tml.
lao tian ye, pls look after my leg.
Bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i think, i m starting to put down.][

][.自己决定.][

][。自己决定。][

一个人的快乐与否是自己决定的。
你决定让自己快乐或继续不快乐。

外头正下着雨。
我的心情也一样。
不说出来并不代表没事。
今晚，我决定放坚强一天假。

累了。
晚安。
脚又肿了。

][.10.fe.15.][
][.tired.][

][.回忆，可以是最美的过往也可以是最可怕的敌人.][

][.回忆，可以是最美的过往也可以是最可怕的敌人.][

不明白。
有时候，我真的不明白。
为何曾经如此在乎彼此的两个人，到最后却变成伤彼此最深的人。

哈哈，不是指自己。
是因为看到好友受伤，为她们感到很气愤。
很心痛。
每回看到好友受伤都很想痛骂伤害她们的人。

不懂得珍惜你的人，真的不值得你珍惜。
或许，这就是人生。
只希望，自己在乎的好友不会再被欺负了。
老天爷，拜托您了。

回忆，有时真的很可怕。
因为，它总是偷偷的浮现。
但，我相信时间总能冲淡一切。

haha ok! end here le!
take gd care every1!
night! =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.protect.][

][.Steve Irwin & Terri Irwin.][

][.Steve Irwin & Terri Irwin.][

today's post would be a tribute to Steve Irwin - The crocodile hunter and his wife -Terri Irwin. =]







i bought a book for $8 and i had the best experience reading a bk since a long time.
a gdgd bk.
by random chance and encouter, i bought it while waiting for mamas to finish their movie. n it's really a gd bk.







written by his wife Terri Irwin, recounting how they first met, all their adventures, and everything.
beautifully written.
started reading and can't stop.
but i delayed a few days.
can't bring myself to read the last chapter.
cause, i know tt would be his death.
something tt you really wished did not happen after you read so much about this wonderful man.

by fate, terri met steve.
she recounted the first time she saw steve and their love for one another.
she recounted all the adventures that they went on which made me really respect steve irwin and all his efforts and his love for the animals.

a few adventures in the book tt i remembered. =]

Funny:
there was once they were in e desert and emu ran past them.
everyone thought tt it would be impossible to catch up with the emu.
but steve told the crew to grab the video cam and follow him.
be4 they knew, he was off chasing the emu and moments later, the emu was storming back with steve.
steve explained the charateristics of emu and allow them to run away again.
but the cam crew told him tt they did not manage to flim it.
n so he darted away to chase e emu again.
a very funny scene went thru my head while reading that.

Mateship:
there are many encouters of steve and his beloved crocs.
there was once some very bad storm is coming and the whole australia zoo was trying to settle the animals to higher land so that they would nt be endangered by the storm.
the water level was up to their waist and they were helping the animals.
steve and wes (his best friend) were in the crocs area when wes was bitten by one of the older crocs.
steve saved him and wes managed to limp to higher ground.
by then, he was already bleeding very badly.
but he saw steve fighting the croc and told him that he is coming down again.
steve stopped him and told him that he could do it.
mateship it is.
touching.

amazing man:
steve made terri conquered her fear for snakes by laying a snake on their couch while fixing a dinner for terri.
this allows terri to interact with the snake and after tt incident, that snake became terri's fav pet. =]
he made her catch her 1st venomous snake.
n gave her all the courage to do so.
n terri knew that he would not ask her to do something which she is nt capable of.

steve taught his child all he knew.
he jumped on his 1st croc at 9yrs old.
n his daughter did it earlier when the family were out on the bushes.
his son only 2.5yrs wanted to drive the motor boat.
n although he told him tt he is too young, the nxt thing he did was to scooped him up and taught him how to operate it. =]

sad part (which i kept refusing to read):
steve had requested that his wife and child stayed for 2 mre days after their 5wks in the bushes.
terri - since i knew steve, i had never once rejected his proposal.
cause i noe it is bound to be something nice and adventurous.
but for this time, i have no idea why i did not agree to stay for 2 mre days.
after which steve set off to flim deadiest ocean life.
while terri set off with the kids for a holiday.
on the fateful day, at 12pm, terri n bindi repeated it's 12o'clock for no apparent reason.
but when the crew finally reached them later in the noon.
they knew e news tt steve had pass away.
he was stung at 11am.
n pronounced dead at 12pm.

it really breaks my heart to read this part.
can't imagine the pain that terri irwin went through.
if i m her, i would be thinking, why din i stayed for 2 mre days.
n this made me really sad.
but terri irwin is a strong woman.
n bindi is a strong little girl who is carrying on what her dad is doing.
so is robert.
their love for the nature is really remarkable.

steve irwin..
wonderful family man.
wonderful environmentalist.
great man whose love for animals and wildlife is really admirable. =]

much respect towards this wonderful man and his wife and kids.
what they are doing is really impressive.
if there's a chance, i would definitely visit australia zoo. =]

check out the book n you won't regret =]

take gd care and live each day to the fullest! =]
crikey!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.一个人就好 - 刘力杨.][

][。礼物。][

][。礼物。][

刘力杨的礼物真的很好听。
我，发现自己真的很幸福。
简简单单的幸福。

这段期间一直受伤。
伤的不只是身体。
还有心灵。
但也让我学会了放慢脚步看一看。
想一想。

执着的总是放不下。
快乐的过每一天才是最重要的。

我很幸福。
因为我有一个再好不过的家。
家家有本难念的经。
但，无论如何，我都很庆幸老天爷把我安排到这个家。

受伤后，爸爸妈妈总是会照顾我。
虽然我就快是大人了。
但在他们的眼里，永远是小孩。
我，喜欢这种被保护的感觉。
有他们在，一切都会没事。

好期待星期六的晚餐。
将庆祝干妹妹的生日和母亲节。
父母的爱是无私的。
总是默默的为我们付出。
我们又何时为他们付出呢？

很希望赶快长大。
赚很多的钱来让他们花。
带他们到世界的各个角落游玩。
为了这些，我会努力的。

today's post is dedicated to daddy n mummy!
the selfless love. =]

daddy working hard to ensure tt we are well fed and always telling us that no matter what happen, he will be here for us. <3

mummy taking care of the family, working 24/7. no off day since the day i m born. care for me as a friend, as a mentor. watch me smile, watch me cry, watch me succeed, watch me fail but no matter what happen, she's always here. <3

they are really selfless.
we earn money for ourselves to spend.
they earn money to share with us.
they take gd care of us, show us the way since the day we are born.
really.
i saw how didi have to be taught how to stand, to walk, to wear a shirt, to eat.
all these basic things in life dun come naturally.
it's only thur their love and patience tt we learn.
so..go give ur parent a hug now and tell them how much you love and appreciate them ba! =]

Love you all, Daddy and Mummy! <333

haha super random post.
but yups!
aw due to ankle, din train today.
will be out for a wk.
if u noe me, u noe tt i hate to be out of it.
but for e sake of not risking it and injuring it further.
i will be gd n listen to e doc.
spent e trng shooting 600 underbaskets with right hand.
gosh, it realli felt like breaking.
n doing some ball handling.
i guess it's a gd time to catch up on all these ba!
n now..there's some change in plans for june.
n i m looking forward to a get away with e pigs! =]

hao la..end here le!
take gd care every1!
Bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.selfless love.][

][.天时地利人和.][

][。天时地利人和。][

成长的过程。

family dinner was gd.
spending time at home after work is gd.
family time, rest time, tv time.
watched 红白喜事 and 明知我爱你is a nice song from the show.
been watching 就想赖着你。礼物 by liu li yang is nice too.
世上最残酷的 恐怕是时间
困住人 一切却还向前.
haha n nw i m watching all e channel8's show on xinmsn =]
gdgd. love it!
想握你的手和红白喜事都蛮好看的。 =]

gg to see doc tml for my swollen leg.
hope it's ok.

haha ok!
rest well every1!
take gd care n haf a great day ahead! Bye~~
smile and the world will smile with you!


][.10.fe.15.][
][.spend each day happily.][

][.oh my 老天爷!.][

][.oh my 老天爷!.][




oh my 老天爷!
are you teaching my legs to revenge on one another?
cz after the right recovered.
e left is nw injured.
tired.
completely.
it's like taking half a step forward and a complete 2 steps back.
i guess this is a sign for e body to take a break.

thankfully tt there's a meet up with llz.
ip man2 and a short ketchup is =].
compared to staying at home and stone with e swelling ankle.
this is really needed.
thanks loads llz =]
n we will cross 2 finishing line tgt! 42.195. here we come!

roars.
pls let it get well soon!
pls let it be fine.
don't be anything serious.
3days ok ankle.
i give u 3 days.
thou e sound i heard when it first twisted is really nt too gd.

but compared to other things,
this is really ok.
was on e train today.
n it came to a halt.
e chao ta smell frm the emergency breaking came into e cabin.
very silly.
but tt moment, i really tot tt i m gg to die.
n wanted so much to call my parents.
but it was undergrd.
i guess its a reminder ba!
that u haf to =] n cherish everyday.
don't let things get u down.
cz nth is more valuable than being able to stay alive and cherish each day.
so smile every1!
minus e =[ and add e =].
we can do it de.
从内心真正的笑。

ok! take gd care every1!
shall go cheer myself up!
Bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.legs,is this a silent protest?=].][

][.Splitting Headache.][

][.Splitting Headache.][

head is exploding any min.
super pain.
maybe it's due to e lack of slp. (was reading "steve and me" by terri iriwin - abt crocodile hunter and their love, their adventure =] a gd bk tt captured me within. will blog more abt it!)

worked e whole of today.
stood e whole way.
n i calculated.
every min tt i stood = 10cents!
this make me more determined to teach tuition and earn more.
sorry but i m a lazy pig.

went to friendly after tt.
just wanna thank a few ppl.
esp jasmin and bf, celine and cynthia.
for guiding me.
just reached home from watching the video.

e minimal amt of minutes is enough to view.
everything seems to be starting frm zero again.

this is not it.
this is not fe.
this is not what i can accept of myself.
con-fe-dence is nt dere at all.
what's within is nt showing.
e emotions is overwhelming.
the devil within = give up.
but the angel is fighting so hard to keep trying harder.
n i noe, the angel will win.
i will keep trying harder.
but the inner struggle is nt gd.
n it's tiring.
so i m gg to slp nw and not let it affect me.

有些事，越不想去想，就会想到。
所以，面对并不是不好的决定。

take gd care every1!
night. =]

][.10.fe.15.][

][.48-2-918.][

][.48-2-918.][

haha freeeddooom! =D
woohoo!
ok so g.
actually nt v excited that freedom is finally here.
but still smiles.

the drag over 3 weeks is really very tiring.
finally over.
holidays is here!
haha been thinking of what i wanna do since the end of paper.
what i wanna do to make it a meaningful and fun holiday?

some told me that my hols is already v meaningful with all the upcoming events.
yes indeed =]
but i wanna do something apart from all these too.
like maybe go on a trip with good friends.
cycle across all the park connectors.
看看夕阳，吹吹海风，看看美丽的世界。
放慢脚步，检讨这一年的忙忙碌碌。
n maybe even learn something new?
haha suddenly tot of saving up to get a gd camera.
always loved to take photographs.
maybe this shall be the big aim for this holidays!

haha i dunno.
still thinking.
but things to do are set!
trainingSsS!
for the game and for the run! =]
get fit! stay fit and be fit!
haha..shall think of what i wanna do and go do it again!

for now,
double trngs and meet up w lx n mamas tml!
ip man with kid on sat!
things to look forward to! =]

oh..n yes.
wanna blog down abt my 2nd home - 48-2-918.
spent 2 sems there.
really loads of memories.
the whole of year 2 spent there.
the happy moments,
the sad moments.
thanks to roomie!
thanks to jiaying mama!
thanks to nan da champions!
these memories and the room.
the place where i cried over bad grades, sad things and stress.
the place where i lol with my champions.
the place where my roomie n i do stupid things when e stress lvl rises.
the place where i hide from the crowd.
the place where jy mama n i mug our whole day away.
never felt so much for a room be4.
maybe yr 2 had really been a very specia yr ba.
遇到了很多挫折。
也学会了很多。

在第三年的开始之前，我一定要更努力的为自己创造难忘的回忆。
做自己。
做自己想要的事。
因为，人长大了。
要努力的往前走。
创造属于自己的未来。=]

some of the fun and happy memories of my 2nd home.
n i will miss my best hall friend - jiaying mama.
so fast! 2 yrs had past.
no mre can9 breakfast. but we shall meet for macs breakfast in sch!
no mre mugging buddy during exam period. but we can stay over n mug during exam period!
no mre friend that i can rely on in times of sadness in hall. but we shall still keep in touch yups! i believe this one ok de la =P
and thankfully i still have my roomie! =P

haha alright..some pics to memo my special room.



welcome~ haha roomie, me and bumpbump (newly bought from jp!)


the garden (the nice view we get daily)


n hall life is not a bed of roses. we have to kill bugs!


jy and me =]


the day when i threw the keys and it dropped on the aircon! we had a gd laugh amidst the studying!


this is how we keep our pizza warm!


haha n here's our pizza after we had western food for dinner! =D not fat den weird wow (bu fei cai guai!)

haha yups!
loads of other pics.
but jus all these to memo ba!
gg to drink my 2nd cup of koi for e day n rest le!
take gd care every1!
night! =D
it had been a memorable yr 2.
time flies.
n here come the holidays!
pls let it pass slower.
n pls let me do more. =]

jiayou every1!
enjoy ur hols! =D

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][.my 2nd home for my 2nd yr.][

][.random lol.][

][.random lol.][

the line of the night that made me lol.
listening to yes 933.
刘若英 - 这是我的最新专辑 “在一起”=]
但是，里头有六首歌讲述的是没有在一起。

but there's one song tt i really like from this album - 我们没有在一起。



haha..amused by this line.
ok! back to work!
one last paper! loads of thoughts on loads of things!
shall keep everything till tml after 7pm!
n yes..it's my last night in hall for this sem!

take care every1!
Bye~ =]

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][.a year later.][

][.a year later.][

a yr later.
this shall be our pact.
2222s. =]
take care, bye!

today is really a hard day.
triple combo of =[.
gg to slp soon n may tml be a gd day.

take gd care every1!
Bye!

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][.when things go the left way.][

][.when things go the left way.][

when things go the left way.
you just have to smile and wait for the right turn.
i will learn, to be stronger.

today is really not a gd day.
had not cried so hard for so long.
felt so silly to cry there.
but it really hurts within.

one thing tt can make me cry over.
i will work harder.
n pick up frm here.
frm where i fell.

it's nt tt i had nt encountered it.
it's just pain.
thanks loads to zl,cynthia, llz, cindy coach and moi.
thanks loads.
i swear, to never ever drop a tear over tt anymore.
but for tonight, just let em be.
roars! i will be ok =]
no worries!

ok! take gd care every1!
bye~

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