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head is exploding any min.
super pain.
maybe it's due to e lack of slp. (was reading "steve and me" by terri iriwin - abt crocodile hunter and their love, their adventure =] a gd bk tt captured me within. will blog more abt it!)

worked e whole of today.
stood e whole way.
n i calculated.
every min tt i stood = 10cents!
this make me more determined to teach tuition and earn more.
sorry but i m a lazy pig.

went to friendly after tt.
just wanna thank a few ppl.
esp jasmin and bf, celine and cynthia.
for guiding me.
just reached home from watching the video.

e minimal amt of minutes is enough to view.
everything seems to be starting frm zero again.

this is not it.
this is not fe.
this is not what i can accept of myself.
con-fe-dence is nt dere at all.
what's within is nt showing.
e emotions is overwhelming.
the devil within = give up.
but the angel is fighting so hard to keep trying harder.
n i noe, the angel will win.
i will keep trying harder.
but the inner struggle is nt gd.
n it's tiring.
so i m gg to slp nw and not let it affect me.

有些事，越不想去想，就会想到。
所以，面对并不是不好的决定。

take gd care every1!
night. =]

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