][.So much to look forward to.][

][.So much to look forward to.][

woke up thinking of everything tt's gg to happen.
things tt i m gg to make it happen. =]

1st thingSsS after exams..
work - uol,tuition
train - get back the fitness, the stamina, n improve on the speed, work on my left hand, my dribbling, my strength. + train for stand chart marathon.
fun - meet up w llz! mamas + lx! forever5 (this one have to be arranged)
random(s) - k-box, photo-taking sessions, golf, n just do crazy fun stuffs =]

may - work n train n train n train.
june - hopefully i can make it for the trip.
july - women's open.
aug - yog + prep for sguni!
sept - sguni + start of sch!
oct - 21st!

haha the nxt few months really very exciting =]
n i hope my grades this sem would improve *praying real hard with all my heart*
cz..i wanna go exchange la =]

woohoo.
plans plans plans.
jiayou fe!
jiayou every1!
can't wait to get back on track.
on court.

n koi's green milk tea is my fav =]
oishi desu!
exams allow me to have more family time by having less trainings.
n these are much valued.
thanks loads to daddy who never ever say it, but always so concerned n waiting for me to get back. =]
thanks loads to mummy who cooks for me just becoz i wanna eat something. =]
thanks loads to ah di =]


haha he is just stunned. hope he grows fast fast vertically! =]

hang in there people!
it's coming to an end le =]

ok! take gd care every1!
Bye~~

p/s: leg still hurts. rars! get well soon pls! =]
- song of the day. =] almost started the tap.

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i m taking all tt i learnt.][

][.just take care...][

][.just take care...][

i guess that's what we need.
a cool down.
i guess it's my immaturity.
i guess it's everything that toil on.
it's the differences in how we view things.
i hate that things go this way.
but i guess this is really what we need.

a cool down.
everything deleted.
bye.

if a year later, we could still talk..
den this friendship is really worth it. =]
if not, just remember the gd things from the past.

i really hate quarrels.
peace to the world.
all drained.
after cooling down, i just laugh at all the immaturities of myself.
2 yrs ago, this happened.
2 yrs later(now), this happened again.
moi say when i turn 23, it will happen again.
i hope not. =]

don't ask me what happen.
i believe a yr later, i will look back and lol at myself.
just like how i lol at myself now.
but for now, i need the break.
take gd care every1!

can't wait to meet up with llz nxt wk.
i need a joy-therapy. =]

n meet up w mamas n lx for a belated celebration =]

end of exams! start of a meaningful holiday!
smile and face everyday!

][.10.fe.15.][

][.Thoughts.][

][.Thoughts.][



had my 3rd paper ytr. (tues)
haha just praying for the best for all of them.

went for a late night jog all by myself =]
din noe where i wanted to jog till.
din noe how long i wanted to jog.
just started jogging.
decided to go see some stars.
the moon was bright n it turned mild.
the stars were not seen till i reached the beach where it's darker.
just listen to the songs on my ipod.
n let my legs get me where i wanna go. =]
it's the kind of jog tt every1 need once in a while.
a time all to yourself.
a solid gd 45mins to an hour.
to think about things.=]
it was gd.
haha n yes! i m gg for stand chart 2010!
excited abt it!
cz gg to do it w llz =] let's jiayou tgt kid!

came bac after e jog,
n watched tuesday reports! 星期二特写!
haha mummy told me tt's my fav show when i was young.
n i still love it.
ytr's story was abt this couple who's dream is to sail the world.
n they did it. they were prof n student who were ten yrs apart.
haha n the report's title for this few series is 寻找爱。
at the end, the guy said something which i realli like.just wanna share =]
when you're not sure if you love some1. it means tt you don't.
when you're sure that you love some1. it means tt you realli do.
v g but v true ba =]

for today,
went to eat lunch w mummy <3
study, train and went to watch date night.
n here i m. =]
highly recommend "date night" if you need a gd laugh =]
it's really funny.
haha love e scene where e car got stucked to e cab.
e whole show was nice n funny.
had not laughed so hard for so long.
we all need to laugh it out =D
n now..just looking forward to the end of exams n mongjia w llz =]

was talking to moi ytr.
n she reminded me of jc times - some past.
it was vv nostalgia.

everything seemed so blurred now.
my memories seem to be really stored somewhere where i m unable to retrive it anymore.
is it gd or bad? =]
i guess tt's part of e whole thing ba.
happy-sad-forgotten.
or rather just =] of it being remembered.

haha ok..just some random thoughts.
exams period always make me nostalgia.
n i edited this post 3times.
cz..somethings are just not worth it.
n there's no need to note things tt i dun wan to be reminded off.
cz..that's non of my business.=]

haha n back to happier thoughts,
i will miss my study n best buddy in hall nxt sem ba - jiaying mama.
jus eating our life and studying our life away.
*thumbs up*
will blog mre abt this after exams.
take gd care every1!
bye! =]

p/s. i love 东来东往's songs =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.2 mre to go!.][

][。千变万化。][

][。千变万化。][

想了许久。。
决定了 - 千变万化就能形容我现在的想法。

长大后，发现世界的千变万化。
东西不停的在改变。

人与人之间的关系，能在一夜之间改变。
也能在不知不觉中渐渐的淡化。
不是我不知道。
只是，小时候会努力的挽回。
长大后，有时真的太累了。
不想去想。

人生真的今日不知明日事。
只能努力的，快乐的过每一天。 =]

haha don't worry ppl!
i m ok! =] haha just some thoughts crossed my mind while studying.
haha stress lvl did emerged today.
guess it's e expectations ba =]
hope this is a gd source of motivation for me.
a bit tired now.
shall rest n keep gg!
u too yups! rmb to take breaks whenever needed.

haha n jus something to note.
i even thought of my fyp idea while revising hg213 today - madness.
jus feel tt my white hair is growing mre.
my eye bags growing bigger.
my stomach growing fatter!
haha but nbm la. it's exam period n i allow myself to eat all i want.
food = life.
just great.
haha it's gg to be madness till tues be4 i can take a short break n keep gg!

haha ok!
take gd care every1!
shall go off to do work le!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.H.I.T.][

][.1 down, 4 to go & my leg is burning!.][

][.1 down, 4 to go & my leg is burning!.][

had my 1st paper today.
1 down 4 to go.
n i am already so tired.
dun tink i will be able to do work tonite.
shall shower n wake up to do tml.
haha had jap n went for aijisan dinner.
super full.
n here's my leg.
still swelling.
but i shall go for a jog if i can wake up in time tml.
eat too much over e few days.
exams jus make me fat.









ok! take gd care every1!
Night!=]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.tiredness.][

][.acupuncture.][

][.acupuncture.][

finally went to the doc today.
had my 1st acunpuncuture in life. =X

doc: what's ur fav no.?
me: ten
doc: oh that's a gd number! we shall have 10 needles!
me: =_="



it was ok =]
it kind of helped.
but e bruises are all out nw.
n e bruise at e botton of e leg = due to gravatiy force.
quite tired nw.
haha. but there's food tt will keep me gg! =]

take gd care every1!
jiayou with work!
have faith in yourself! =]
Bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.jiayou!.][

][.斗志，忍耐.][

][。斗志，忍耐。][

斗志是看着对手的眼睛并告诉她，我绝对防得住你。
忍耐是？
痛也不说出口。
或许吧。

哈哈。。
明天要去看医生了。
希望没事。

只能希望没事。


ok! take gd care every1!
jiayou with exams!
take a break when u need it ba! =D
Bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.extreme mocha =].][

][.把一切跑“抛”在后头.][

][.把一切跑“抛”在后头.][



心情不好时，总喜欢出去跑跑。
呼吸新鲜空气。
看看美丽的星辰。
把烦恼往后抛。
迈开脚步往前跑。

猪脚仍出去透透气。
没有特别的不开心。
就是有点闷。
跑完后，心情也好些了。

haha today was a simple day.
lect, cut hair, late lunch, early dinnner.
prep to do work, jog n back here now.
thanks for e jog running buddy! (thou u wun see this)

ok! take gd care every1!
shall start on work le!
hope leg will get better soon!
e ice is realli cold!
Bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.也许会比较快乐.][

][.猪脚.][

][。猪脚。][

haha so much to say.
yet nothing much to say.
cough & leg, pls brace up.
recover soon.
with the submission of e last report.
it's full blast time for work.
can't wait for a gd cup of coffee n a whole day of studying tml.
ok! shall end here le!
take gd care every1!
Byee~ =]

a nice song tt i love.


SHE 愛我的資格 (a very old song of theirs)

把手放了 我也許會比較快樂
我也許會換個情人 我也許不會再撐

真的夠了 能不能讓雨別再下了
能不能讓心別再疼了 能不能不要開燈

我們的愛跟著 你寫的劇本
出現了越來越多的角色
我是你什麼人 如果不是情人
是不是不要再浪費我的 人生

你比我更清楚 你對我多好
多溫柔 多認真 不構成愛我的資格
除非你只看著我 想著我 只有我
愛本來就該獨一無二 為你傷心多一點 少一點
流下的眼淚都一樣不值得 世界上那麼多人
只有我 一個人 能拯救自己的快樂
不要再為你哭了

][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][

][.Take each day, one at a time.][

][.Take each day, one at a time.][



with reports being settled one after another,
the madness with work is coming to an end.
n the study madness is just about to begin!
one last report - cs818.
n i m off to my mad mugging.

realli love how i get to study on e train rides back from trng. =]
cough ain't getting better.
but i shall be guai n stop drinking cold drinks.
so may e weather be gd tml!
n may i not get choked suddenly.
e many instances of sudden choke n cough is jus mad.
i even prepared a plastic bag in times tt i cannot rush to e toilet in time.

went to trng today.
it's physically fit yet unfit.
wanted to do much more.
but e air just can't reach e lungs.
somehow it's stucked.
thanks to coach for sparing me frm all e runs.
got a super tight calf which caused me to limped all e way back here.
for tt moment, i was realli afraid tt it wuld be e knee.
thankfully, it's not =]
just let it recover soon ba lao tian ye!

e song on my playlist for these days - 忘了哭 (jacky cheung)
haha no idea why too.
maybe it's the "pride" vid ba =]
"footprints in the sand" is also v nice.

that reminds me of something..
write the good things tt ur friend had done for you on e stone so that it will be carved and remembered forever.
write all the times tt u all disappoint each other in e sand so that it will be blown away by the wind.
same for everything.
happy thing = on e stone.
sad thing = on e sand.

i will choose to write down everything tt happened too late n sad, on e sand.
so tt it will be taken away by the wind.
cz the moment had passed.
n e words came too late.
let's keep the happy moments on e stone. =]

ok!
shall go off to do my last report.
n start full blast on studying!
n sometimes, i really cannot imagine my life without basketball. =]
and "The climb" is really a v nice song.

][.10.fe.15.][
][.fight hard!.][

][.Smile and the world will smile with you.][

][.Smile and the world will smile.][

haha just as i was hoping that coughing would be the final stage of my wk-long sickness.
i m wrong.
been coughing my lungs out for the past 2 days.
coughed till i ran to puke during trng ytr.
haha tt's still ok, cz it isn't the 1st time anyway.
but just great.
puked twice today thanks to the coughing.
u cough till u cry n everything "comes out".
rushed to washroom during cs818 today and while printing my notes (after jap listening and oral) at chi lib today.

haha but tt's jus some of my rantings for coughing so badly.
i learnt something today.
something tt warms my heart.
after coming out of e toilet near the chi lib,
i saw e cleaner auntie..(i would think tt she wanna "kill" me)
haha the thought of reassuring her that the toilet is clean occured.
but be4 i knew it,
it was not reprimanding.
it was a complete's stranger's act of concern.
she smiled and asked me if i am ok.
and asked me to take care and drink more water.
and asked if i had seen the doc.
just smiles.

how often would you have the courage to ask a complete stranger if she is ok?
i guess most of us would just wonder within us if that person is ok.
but who would have the courage to ask if she is ok? =]
we would most probably think tt the person will feel tt we are poking our nose into things that don't concern us.
but at moments such as today, i feel the sincerity in the auntie and the smile.
it felt really much better.
smile, and the barrier between people is down. =]
even if it's not completely, partially it will be.
smile and pass it around.
you never know when you would make some1's day. =]

treat people the way you would wanna be treated.

for now, i just wish to recover asap.
went to gym to jog and work on my legs.
can't afford to let stamina go down the hill.
it had already went down the valley.
gotta pick it up.

haha ok.
just some random thoughts.
take gd care every1!
drink more water and eat more vitamins C.
Bye~ =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.and i love my gazouku.][

][.A smile, is something you can give away & still keep.][

][.A smile, is something you can give away & still keep.][

顶尖流行音乐电台yes 933.
haha my favourite =]
it's really nice to listen to fm and do work.
today was a long day.

went for yog's 1st course trng at 9am today.
n can't slp till 4am last nite.
so, it's really amazing tt i woke up n went in time for it.
quite excited for it.
guess it will be an experience and i will learn loads from it ba =]

went back to school after tt.
for momo's shooting w sh. =]
it was random fun.

haha went for tuition after which.
it's fun.
it's nice to impart knowledge to e younger generation and seeing them use the phrases that you taught them can be so fulfilling =]
it's been close to 3 yrs since i taught my longest "kid"?
haha..e bond is what keeps me going. =]
e way they call "jiejie".
haha..yes i have a bao bei didi at hm. n i love him so.
but these "kids" 5 boys, 1 girl - always have ways to amaze me and make me smile.

came hm, apply for hall n surf ard fb.
saw moi's tag of all the great old days.
lol and amazed by how skinny i really was. (now jus great)
haha..all e growing process.
it's really so memorable. =]
n added some of my collegues on fb.
haha..those ppl were in my life for a yr.
n taught me so much =]
it was realli a mixture of experience.
a 1st encouter w the society.
n i do miss them so. =]
haha i tink i can still rmb e extensions of their desk.

haha ok.
i better go study le.
there's jap oral n listening on mon.
brain.dun fail me.
running nose - blocked nose - cough.
is this a recovering process? =]
i guess it is.

oh..n heard 刘若因 - 我们没在一起 on 933 today.
it's really a nice song.
歌曲总能如此潇洒。
生命中又能承受起多少次的潇洒呢？
我真的不晓得。=]

take gd care every1!
Bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.jiayou!.][

][.Status: Sick.][

][.Status: Sick.][

最讨厌生病。
officially sick for 2days.
hopefully i can recover soon.
cz, the mind just can't function when one is not in e right state of mind.
everything tt comes out from e left state of mind is just not right.

took leave from trng ytr n today.
dun tink i wuld wanna worsen it any further.
it's exam nxt wk.
breathe breathe *blocked nose*

take gd care of yourself every1!
drink more vitamins C!
drink more water!
dun fall sick! =]

ok~ shall go shower n set of for home n rest n work.
this is gg to be a mad weekend!
n there's presentation n oral n listening on mon!
ok..all e best to me!
haha ytr was quite funny..
lms friends were saying..
A: "We need a miracle to complete the assignment"
B: "Yes we need a miracle, must pray for one"
A: "Die, we don't even have time to pray"
A & B to others: "Pray for us!"

Take gd care every1!
Bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.recover recover!.][

][.The mad race against time =X.][

][.The mad race against time =X.][

the verdict is out.
death.
the next month will be madness.

but.
it's ok.
breathe in n fight hard!
fe = iron.
iron = strong.

haha..but if u see me not smiling,
sorry yups!
haha..too tired le =]
but i m ok!
jia you everybody! =]


Determination

If you can't get through the mountain, try going around it.
If you can't go around it, try going over it.
If you can't go over it, ask yourself if getting over to the other side is all that important.
If it is, set your heart out to dig a tunnel through it. =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.dig a tunnel through it!.][

][.Smiles.][

][.Smiles.][

smile.
cz i get to spend a gd weekend!
happy birthday mummy! <3
managed to get off trng earlier to have dinner with family n god family for mummy's birthday. =]
always love these precious moments spent with the beloved family! =]

it's gg to be tough weeks ahead.
facing all the deadlineS.
n all the trainings.
but jus smile n face it.
笑着面对。
jiayou ppl!
ok! shall go study rm with jiaying mama le! =]
take gd care every1!
Bye~~

p/s: there's no friendship that is built to destroy. =]
。。的挫折让人越变越成熟。 =]
let bygones be bygones.
let go of the past.
for friends ain't supposed to leave each another in the lurch.=]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.明天以后.][

][.You never know, till the end.][

][.You never know, till the end.][

they kept my heart in e air for 93mins.
but they kept the hopes alive with merely 1 min left in e game.
thankfully they did.
if i had not said be4,
i m a gunner's fan =]
go arsenal!
you really never know, till the end.
the chase for the title ship continues =]

ytr n today had been relatively nice.
ytr was spent w family n the pigs.
went shopping with mummy n didi got loads of food n stuffs =]
studied w moi for a while be4 meeting the rest for a movie marathon at wen's hse.
haha as usual, i failed in the marathon.
only managed to watch one movie - the blind side.
highly recommended.
really nice movie.
showed us that there's really good people on earth.

went to sleep around 5plus am?
thanks to jing who helped me lay out e tatami. =]
woke up officially at 12plus pm.
we ate breakfast.
for the 1st time, it ain't processed food.
thanks to wen's parents.
as usual.
when it's 5 of us.
it's just great.


moi is jus so g in this pic! =P



introducing fungi's new love - cocopops aka popsy!
n here's offie with us - forever6 =]

haha the other pics are too unglam to be shown =P

came hm n went to tuition.
n now i m bac hm.
cycled in e rain thur n fro.
but it was colder on e way back cz it was really pouring.

ok. better get down to work le!
cs818's night.
n i kept seeing this nowadays - we won't take pics of things that we wanna forget.
very true =]
but what if we wanna forget that thing one day?
would you choose to delete the photo?
just a random qn.
cz..i have no idea.
but i have yet to do so. =]

alright!
end here le!
take gd care every1!
Bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.till the end.][