][.Be thankful.][

][.Be thankful.][

was pondering upon life.
was thinking over again, what is it that i actually chased after in life.

all this was sparked when a comment was made.
which set me thinking.
things are going in circle.

life is realli like a life cycle.
am i realli chasing after the right priorities?
or am i going with the flow and handle whatever tt comes my way?

what is it tt i realli want to achieve in life?
thought abt this on the way back hm after trng.
my motto in life:
if you wanna do it, jus give it your best shot & dun regret.
if u ever regret, tt means u had nt given ur best.

humans all have fear.
i have mine too.
but we just gotta conquer them.
n keep going..
isn't it?

keep going is the only way out!
so..jus hang it there!
felt kinda lost abt what exactly i m pursuing.

but caught this ad on bs 358's tv mobile.
it was an inspirational quote..
a realli gd one..
"Be thankful that you do not have everything you want..
If not, you will have nth to look fwd to!"

the quote made my day.
be thankful is the key!
keep going fe!
be thankful!
for everything,
every1..=]
i m!

<3s..
it always feel so gd to be back home.
home sweet home.
my protected shelter.
my wonderful parents.
my cute little brother.<3s
this sat is reserved for em =]

hao la..end here le!
take gd care every1!
byee..

in this midst of insanity,
remain sane every1!
jiayou! =D

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][.i m.][

][.Xiang Tai Duo.][

][.Xiang Tai Duo.][

loads of thoughts passing my mind nowadays.
realli.
this is a mad mad wk.
with another madder wk ahead =X

whenever u look at such wks,
you jus haf to take a breathe and fight on.
there's nth else tt we can do.
apart from conquering it.

jus keep gg.
keep gg.
dun grumble.
dun rant.
dun stone.
cz every1 is gg thru e same flow.

wad can it do?
if you could see the love in my eyes.
you should know that i m by your side.

haha so g!
that's realli a song..
typed wad can i do..
n e other 2 lines jus came out.

feels so gd to be back home.
i miss nua-ing at hm.
haven gone bac to e wk.
but i m already looking fwd to e nxt wkend.
if onli wkend could pause.
n remain there.

haha aw..do check out tt song =]
it's nice =]

ok! take gd care every1! byee..

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][.wad can i do?.][

][.Home Sweet Home.][

][.Home Sweet Home.][

it feels so gd to be back home.
realli feels so gd.
so protected. <3

the past wk had been a wk of madness.
with sleep debts that can nv be paid.
mental and physically exhaustions.

it was realli on the verge.
thanks loads to all who asked me to pressed on!
it realli meant alot.
at times such as this..
you jus have to keep each other going =]

thanks loads to all!
you know who you are =]]
thanks to mamajan n matong too!
the offline msgs realli made me felt a sense of nostalgia.
it's like how we pressed on during As with all the Assays!

haha..if any1 ever told you that A lvls is the worst,
dun take their words for real.
cz it realli ain't e case.

but i m thankful.
thankful for everything i haf.
for every1 that is around.

my apologises for any stoned face.
or black mood.
cz..loads is being coped up inside.
but it felt much better after letting it all out.
n sleep realli helps too.

keep going every1!
haf faith in yourself!
u r stronger than u believe =]

take gd care! =D

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][.H.I.T.][

][.time..=].][

][.time..=].][

take each day,
one at a time.
it's passing too fast. =]

let us..
see wads up ahead ok =]

for now..
jus focus on work =]

tonite is a nice nite =]

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][.fate.][

][.Finally!.][

][.Finally!.][

amidst all these madness.
n down-ness.
there's finally a thing to smile over.
i finally passed my driving test =]
haha 20/3/09.
finally an end to these.
n jus so glad! =]
it feels gd knowing tt u can finally drive =]

thanks loads to wen for pei-ing me =]
n jus a few things to remind myself of..
amidst these madness.
i managed to catch marley n me with 2 nice buddies =]
haha xie lo nfb n kg =D
n watching arsenal play w wen n kg at arsenal fc was nice. =]
the hotel stay was gd too!
thanks loads to wen! =]
n thanks fort bump bump too wen!!
n these were the gd things tt happened last sat n this wk.

bad things jiu..
suan le..
dun blog =]

take gd care every1!
byee..=]

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][.Status: Minimum Point.][

][.Status: Minimum Point.][

if there are days which you feel super drained.
this is such a night.
mentally & physically.

guardian angel,
pls come back from your holiday.

n i m jus hoping for a spin by the beach,
shouting at the top of the voice and have the wind blowing against the car direction.
n let it all out.
if only..

take gd care every1! byee..

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][.rars!.][
][.hao xiang ku, dan bu neng.][

][.Status: I need a Kit Kat.][

][.Status: I need a Kit Kat.][

sick.
ha ha ha.
superwoman no more.
in fact, never had been.

holding on.
not seeing an end to anything.
no ends to trainings.
no ends to projects.
no ends to work.

and when all these ends,
it will be exams.
and women's open during exams (once again).

i am looking forward to women's open.
hopefully i can play and gain some experience from it.

i am not looking forward to exams.
yet at the same time, i am.
cz i can't wait to end this crazy sem.
n get away.

get some time alone =]
it feels so gd to be home at night,
on my comfy bed with the air con.
it jus feels so gd to be at home.
n it feels gd at nite.
the time alone to think and rest.

too much thoughts being stirred up.
too many rantings to be shouted out.
but wells..
i will be fine.
every1 is going thur this shit now.
if they can, so can you you n me =]]
let's pull thur it tgt man!
jia you!
Hang In There! =D

now all i wish for is..
more time..
i need more time to accompany my family.
i need more time to rest.
however, it's fair..24hrs a day.
we jus have to arrange it =]
maybe i shuld haf family lunch instead of dinner this sun =]

alright.
take gd care every1! byee..

on a sidenote..
realli nice to attend kat's 4 seasons party.
it's realli an eye opener =]
to see how ppl out of asia party and enjoy =]

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][.kit kat, pls come fast!.][

][.用心.][

][.用心.][

haha i m aching frm top to toe.
from heart to soul.
woohoo it rhymes huh?
haha jkjk la.

but i m realli aching.
jus nua-ing on my bed.
haha can't move le.
lao le ah lao le.
consecutive days of playing bball is no longer as easy.

but i realli enjoy it.
seriously.
it has been 3wks since all this madness started?
nt v sure..
BUT i realli enjoy learning frm all these trngs =]

it is tiring.
no doubt.
but i know..i realli wanna improve myself within this mth. =]
jus learn wadever i can.
n go away with em =]

n jus a little random sidenote..
Defend with your heart.
Make sure u dun let em cut pass u n score.
Yong Xin Lai Fang Shou.
tt was wad coach said.
i heard of it all along.
but when she said it..
it realli rings in ur ear n goes into e heart.
i will work hard on my defence.
cz that's where con-fe-dence will grow.
"zuo de bu cuo" sometimes,something so little can realli make me wanna fight on =]

n apart frm Yong Xin de defence,
i will 用心 for everything =]
like what mamas always say in jc..
wadever tt dun kill u..will onli make u stronger! =]
conquer e projects,training,tuitions and quiz man!
go fe!!!!!!!!!!!!

keep going fe!
haha so g to say keep going to yourself ;p
but wells! haha i m g always ;p

take gd care every1! byee..

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][.I am happy!.][

][.I am happy!.][

haha..wad a g "title" huh =P
not tt i hasn't been happy all these while =P
haha but today is realli quite a happy day with double joy!

haha e double joy in academic stuffs is like wooohooo!
vvv long nv get such happiness from academic le =P
haha jus finished e presentation for hw111.
thankful for the non-verbal communications which made e audience laughed.
thus, it was quite gd =D
happy with it!

haha den came bac n saw the hg220 quiz results.
wah..when i was scrolling down e list..i was realli praying hard for the heart nt to sink man!
haha n for e 1st time in many many times!
my heart leaped with joy instead of sinking!
haha fe shall work hard for her studies! (like duh huh ;p)

haha hao la..
end here le!
gotta go do tut n go teh n trng soon!

take gd care every1!
byee..

p/s offie is here to say hi! haha
n happy 20 wen! =D

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