][.2008.][

][.2008.][

jus wanna blog down some thoughts about 2008 1st =]
jus in case by the time that i reached hm..
it's already 2009 =]

this year had been a v fruitful year?
haha though it's only 1 year.
i must admit that i grew quite a bit.

1st part of the year was..
busy working n learning more about the adult world.
saw both sides =]
had nice collegues who took care of me as well as..
haha lol..there's definitely good and bad.
jus very thankful to have jing with us! =]]
some1 to hear me rant n be there for me when things are bad =]

haha den..
hmm collection of A levels results was another big event of the year?
the uncertain emotional turmoil that was in me was =X
haha so many uncertain factors ahead be4 results were collected =]
what if? what if? what if?
thankfully there was CKs, forever5 and llz who were there for me =]]

hmm..after A levels results..
it was the interviews and the entering to uni?
haha e excitment, e uncertain..a mixture of everything =]]
was at ntu's bus stop telling mummy abt e interview and how much i wanted to get
into linguistics =]

so...
for a few months..
the waiting time was madness..=P
haha den enterance to uni =D
all the orientation, hall life..
a v v diff experience =]
for a home sick person..
haha staying in hall n doing e housework =P

haha ok! those are the phrases of 2008 =]]

~Some Ups & Downs of 2008~

Downs 1st =P
Injuries on my right =P
Stitch on right lip =X
(on foreve5's bbq day! which allow me to see their "wen rou" side for once)
haha n my middle finger?
right middle finger bone mallet deformity =X
haha stop playing bball for a few mths after getting bac to it after As.
it was realli quite down.
BUT..
everything happens for a reason..
so i guess..haha
apart from a deformed middle finger now..
everything is good! =D

losing the last game of sguni =[
losing inter hall game =[

Ups! =D
haha life is a roller coaster right?
with downs, there will be ups!
u jus have to keep believing n keep going =D

for 2008 i m thankful for many many things =]]
thankful for my beloved family.
my best friends =] forever5.
n all the special friends that i have in life! =]
n realli let go of some friendship n gain back some which i will und not to let go again =]

thankful for heaven for allowing me to get into the course i like.
thankful for e nice uni life, nice course mates, nice hall mates, nice team mates!
Na Da WooosH!!

n thankful for the 1st sem of uni =]
thankful that e grades are ok. thou nt gd =P

thankful for the recovery of finger =]

haha thankful for all the support that i had from every1 of u! =]
family,forever5,llz,ah rum n employer n 135,sh, ruth mei,coaches, 230 buddies n all the new friends made in this year =]]

haha n glad tt i managed to finish my dream in 2008 =]
my 1st marathorn =]]

haha realli vv thankful for this leap year =D
2008!
u realli made me grow by a lot =]
i thank YOU for the ups & downs.
i thank YOU for making me stronger with the ups n downs.
i thank YOU for bringing me through after bringing me to it!

for the upcoming year..
pls bless my beloved family & friends with good health & happiness =]
new yr resolution..
i will try to be a better daughter,
a better friend.
a better student! (i promise to study hard!!)
a better team mate =]

haha ok!
gotta end here le!
take gd care every1!!

Have a blessed 2009 ahead!
i love u all =D

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i m thankful.][

][.status: missing forever5.][

][.status: missing forever5.][

haha i must be kidding.
BUT.
i realli miss forever5 thou jing n fungi is still here w me =]
n i m thankful tt they r =]]
BUT.
as we all know..
forever5 is onli forever5 with the 5 of us =]

haha o m g..
so childish n weird to be feeling this way.
they will be laughing their heads off if they see this =P
BUT.
haha they usually can't be bothered by my emo-ing la =]

alright.
without em de countdown shuld be e 1st in hmm..
at least 5yrs?
haha from dte countdown to pasir ris park countdown.
we r boring ppl =P
BUT..
haha still love em as always =]]

may 2009 brings abt a bundle of joy for each n every1 of em =]
iloveus <3

][.10.fe.15.][
][.thanks for the friendship.][

][.it was on e verge.][

][.it was on e verge.][

status: cooled down
ytr was realli quite sad de =X
lost to hall6.
felt super wu nai n fed up with myself =X

shall not let this happen for ivp!
wanna get into e nxt round!
go ntu! go go go!!
i believe in u guys! =D

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
i miss forever5 =X
first countdown without em in years =X

haha n jus some random pics of x'mas =P





][.10.fe.15.][
][.but..held it back.][

][.平行线.][

][.平行线.][

i still prefer happy endings =]
haha jus finished reading ju zi's 3rd bk for this hols.
realli love reading her bks!
haha thanks loads to sh for getting this for me =]
"Ni de ai qing, wo zai dui mian"
haha thou the ending is nt happy nt sad.
but i still feels a little pity =X
haha but nbm..=X

aw woohoo..haven been bloggin cz quite tired ba ;p haha
this x'mas has been quite..hmm gd?
haha apart from missing forever5 =[
realli feel different without em ard =P

had e green n red jersey theme for our half-day trng =]
n gift exchange!

den went to kim guan's hse for a x'mas party =]
thanks loads to e guys for inviting us =P
quite fun de for taboo =]
we played till super early in e morning? *madness* =P
haha had gift exchange too =]

let the pics memo it la hor =]


haha got more of e food but my hp n computer's bluetooth gt something wrong =P
shall upload again nxt time. =]

den had x'mas party at coach's hse ytr =]
the usual thing =]
got the gift exchange frm daisy n gave mine to yayun =] hope she likes it =]
den..haha got an increase in my tortoise collection from lqjl!
haha van says it's weird to call them coach..but wells..haha used to it le ba =P
den van sent us home! thanks loads van! v nice =D

haha wanted to go joggin today at 530am.
but wells..bed has more charm! haha

hmm feeling quite weird abt e game again.
feels a little shi bai =X
like..can't play e game tt i hope i can =X
cannot be demoralised!
jia u every1!!
Na Da WoosH!! go NTU!!
go hall 9!! =D

hao la..end here le! meeting irreplaceable team for x'mas later! haha
take gd care every1! byee..

i m still wishing for Mr Bump! haha



][.10.fe.15.][
][.两条平行线，走多远都没有碰面的终点.][
~28/12/08~

][.i wanna, get away.][

][.i wanna. get away.][

i used to think tt i can play n play n play n not get sick n tired of it.
but tt's used to.
haha when u play it so often,
it realli gets tired.
especially when u have to face e fact that the comp is in 2 wks.
n e attendance is still so unstable.

i guess it would nt be so tiring if i m just a player.
a player tt jus plays n trains n not care abt other factors.
but i can't.
it's not tt i like to win, it's just tt i hate to lose.
n it's ok for lost.
but i hate it if i dun try my best.

*Excellence is not about being the best BUT trying your best*

ivp, ihg, isg.
haha it's enough to let me dread touching the ball for sat!
but nt today as it's van's invitation =D

steal a few moments away frm bball.

Friday nite =]
went ice-skating at kallang!
rounds after rounds around the icy cold ice.
nv tot tt it will be so fun!
it realli took my mind off bball =]
shall go again nxt time =]

Sat noon =]
shopping ard bugis w sh =]
but i guessed both of us were too tired to realli shop ba ;p
wanted to get things for gift exchange but ended up onli getting 1 x'mas present =P
n snacked over n nua at BK =P

Sat nite =]
a few rounds of reversis n chi chess w c mei =]
n nice sing along session n guitar session too!

Sun =]
Met up with e snrs (van, lao fern n employer)
haha what's new?
jus eat n eat n eat.
den went to play bball with lqjl, coach cindy n van.
rounds of 2 on 2 den 1 on 1.
wow i swear it's mre tired than training man.
n it's realli v nan de =X
cz..had nv tot of playing 1 on 1 with the coaches =X
haha..den asked lqjl to teach me center moves!
cz it's been so long tt i feel tt i m doing center moves!
e center moves done during trng is more of shooting so..
it feels realli gd to be doing the authentic stuffs =]

n now it's time for bed.
before the start of the game again.

rest well every1!
take care n nitez!
n ignore my rantings =X
i will be fine.
n i still love the game. =]
despite getting tired.

][.10.fe.15.][

][.all i want for x'mas..is a gd rest.][

][.all i want for x'mas..is a gd rest.][

realli.
realli.
realli.
wanna get away =X

i wan a gd break.
away frm this hectic 'holidays'.

this is nt considered a holiday man =P

i need a day..
to catch e sunrise n set.
n hear e sea sings.
let the breeze bring away e yr's bad experiences (which had helped me grow =])

shall start to plan for a get away.

ok..jus some rantings =P
take gd care every1!
byee..

n if u haf yet to catch cape no.7, do catch it ya! =] nice show!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.with great powers come great responsibilities.][

][.My 1st Marathorn.5:30:06.][

][.My lst Marathorn.5:30:06.][

haha post of the run =
.back aches
.aches
.and more aches =P

lol..but the pain is worth the satisfactions =]
photos from the marathorn is up!
n the actually timing too =]
happy happy =]
allow me to post to memo it ba!
sorry tt these few days are all abt e big run =]
jus wanna memo it =]





















haha ok! not feeling well le =X
must go hibernate n rest =]]
take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][

][.Dream come true.=] - my 1st marathorn.][

][.Dream come true.=].][

so this is how it feels when a dream come true =]
sweet sweet victory taste! haha
You never try, you never know! =]
conquered 42.195! =]
timing should 5hrs 40 mins and dunno how many secs =P
shall cfm it when e results are up =]]
haha n pardon me..but this post will be v long =]
for my memories =]]

haha tired now.
BUT i must note tt all e experiences n feelings be4 napping! =D
haha forgotten since when was it..
most prob sec sch..
i had always felt a sense of pride n feel happy whenever i see those ppl wearing the shirt which says - finisher of 42.195 km =]
always..nv fail to feel happy for them.
n it was since then that i wanted to go for it =D
to complete a marathorn = 1 of my dream =]

n yoohooo..
7 december 2008 - my 1st marathorn! =]
haha i must have been mad when i registered for it =P
missed e saucony race which mean tt i din attempted 10km in a race condition =X
n had nt tried a half marathorn.
n the leap to a full marathorn.=X
madness. lol.

started trng for it 2wks ago..after exams =X
be4 exams, it was all jus the normal runs of ard 30mins.
attempted to run back frm ubi driving center to hm for twice.
n treadmill for a few other times.
in actual fact, less than 5times! =X
all these runs lasted for ard 1hrs ++.

haha n there it is the big big day =D
went to collect my race pack on friday.
n once i stepped into e hall,
there was this adrenaline rush =]
a sense of excitment for the race even thou i m nt well prepared =]
in 19 yrs of life.
haha it just feels v v amazing =] n motivated? =] haha

den rested on the eve after hall trng.
resist e urge to drink my fav green tea for the whole day!
cz..tea is nt advisible on the eve of the run =]
went for a gd dinner with family n god-family. =]]
carbo-load with loads of rice! haha
den came hm n wanted to rest by 8:30pm but did nt ;p
spent e time packing for today..=]
tied the championchip onto the shoe n pinning my bib tag no. 16886 =] onto the race tee =]

haha settled everything n slept ard 10 =X
but can't fall asleep instantly cz i napped in e noon =P
n started to sneeze *faint*
thankfully the sneeze ceased when i woke up =]]
2:45am: thanks to kim guan for the wake up call =]
haha but lol..as expected i went bac to nua n slept till daddy came n woke mi up at 3:15am =X
quickly wash up n grabbed my breakfast n went to meet kim guan.
cabbed to tamp sports hall n took the bus down to city hall. haha somewhere near the memorial war monument =]
4:40am?
haha ard dere ;p
hydrated myself with 500ml den went to washroom at swissotel.
5:15am: went to deposit our baggage (it was super muddy =X my beloved choc sky blue shoes jiu zhe yang bei soaked in e mud le =P)
after depositing our baggage..did some stretching n walked to the start pt =]
gosh gosh e amt of ppl dere is wow wow wow..haha

due to the crowd, i tink we started at ard 5:44am instead of 5:30am =]
haha so dere goes my 1st step to the countless steps =P
haha when we were jus abt to start, the professional were already wow..ard 5km ahead?
haha they are realli realli impressive!
their stides are like those running 100m dash rather than 42km =P
v nice strides =]]pei fu pei fu!

haha so..1st 10km was a relaxing run with kim guan as the gd pacer =]
finished it at ard 6:50am..on target! ( my target was 7am)
haha n e air was realli v v fresh =D
had nv tried running so early in e morning =]
u shuld give it a try too =D
den went to e washroom so lost my gd running buddy =P
nxt 10km was a run on my own =]
haha legs were still gg on well =]
so happy when legs were still listening to me after the 1st 10km =]
cz during trng, e max i pushed was only usually 10km or an hr =]
so 10km to 20km was a nice run too =D
reached the target of 8:10 am =]
but stopped to eat my breakfast bar at the 20km mark =P cz was realli vv hungry!
haha n to be truthful, i was v scared tt i will die during e run man =P (daddy n mummy was v afraid too ;p kept reminding me nt to push myself if i cmi ;p)
so ate a few bites of the breakfast bar n kept gg =P
gosh..it realli helped =P haha

so here i come 21km!
haha tt's e pt when e fatigue starts to come in mentally n physically =P
keep gg fe! haha tt was all i was saying in e mind =P
keep gg! u r half way done!
n it was dere tt i started my 10mins 1 km target =P lol
it helped motivated myself when i did 1km within or less than 10 mins =P
den ard 25 or 26km?
haha my pacing motivator re-appear!
so the last 16km or so was motivating each other =]
it's realli impt to haf a running buddy!
cz..it starts to get realli taxing on e legs! (esp e knees)
n mentally too ;p with the countdowns =]
so dere goes our last 16km!
run, walk, run walk =]
reached 29 or 30km n out of ecp!
haha e nv ending ecp =P
memories of ahs n vj's runs =]

Out of ecp!
haha n i ran ON my fav road!
haha e one whereby we get to see the ferris wheels n nice nice views =]]
haha mus emphasize ON cz..it's e 1st time ;p all e other time was on wheels =P

the last part was realli taxing on the knees for me n on e muscles for my running buddy =P (kim guan)
haha but keep gg man!
u realli can't underestimate the power of will n the desire to achieve a dream / goal! =]]
nice sceneries!
managed to walk n cont running thou everytime we run, we had to agrh yi sheng zai run cz my knees were realli pain n my leg dun seem to belong to me anymore =P
n e cramps for my running buddy was realli bad =P
BUT haha nice nice sceneries =]
got quite close to the ferris wheels n there was the ferrai showcase..e cars r cool =P thou i m nt a car lover =P
n haha last 10km! keep gg! jia you!
last 8km jia you!
last 6km jia you!
last 5km jia you!
last 4km jia you!
last 3km jia you!
last 2km jia you!
last 1km jia you!
haha tt was all u can hear frm e supporters =]]
u can do it!
keep gg!
it was realli motivating!
n i finally get to eat my banana at e last 10km =P
i missed my banana after the 1st 10 km =P

n last 750m!
haha runner's high!
the end pt was so near n at tt pt..i guessed i realli opened up my stride =]
n had a smile on my face!
500m!
250m!
100m!
END! haha
crossed e line with a smile! a smile from the bottom of e heart!
shuo bu chu kou de kai xin =]]
gd job running buddy!=D
gd job fe! haha self praise =P

haha immediately on my hp n called home to inform them tt i m alive n kicking after e race =P
went on to collect our medals n runner's tee!
haha n returned the champion chip =P
n tt's when e legs get realli haha..
walked super slowly to collect baggage be4 cleaning up the shoes n gg for lunch =D
haha n nw i m bac here! hm sweet hm! bed nice bed!leg pain leg! lol

haha met quite a few ppl =D
mr jeff lim (our ex-teacher of vj) haha den saw chai luan at e water station! xie le! without these helpers, we will most prob dehydrate si ba =P
n a few of e ahs jnrs as cheer ldrs during e last few km =] n demaine (my gl) n some vj crossers =]
thanks to all the runspiration cheer leaders too =]

haha unbelieveable, memorable experience =]
let the pics memo it ba =]]
n nt to forget, the cheers tt e runners had for the professionals runners =]
unforgettable day =]









haha ok..realli tired le =P
shall go off to slp =P
haha n jus a few motivating quotes tt kept me going =]

.one step n u r one step closer to ya goal (my dream)!
.the pride is worth the pain!

n thanks to my beloved n faithful mp3 n running shoes tt kept me gg <3
haha v tired..but jus one more thought!
You never try, You never know!
no1 may haf faith in u or believe tt u can make it!
BUT if u lose e faith, tt's e end!
dun let others affect your choice!
never doubt yourself nor e power of will n desire =]
for dreams are meant to be fulfilled n chased after =]]
go for your dreams!
one step at a time!
it may be tough!
BUT jus hang in there tough too!
when e tide gets tough, the tough gets gg! =]]

hao la..realli should go rest le =]]
nitez! or rather noon every1! byee..
n it's 6pm nw =] i m officially awake for 13 hrs =P byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.my 1st marathorn.=].][

][.16886 - Dream.][

][.16886 - Dream.][

Jus a quick post on e eve of the run =]
Jia you fe!
haha objective of the race:
1) complete it at my own time own pace.
2) enjoy the sceneries.
3) chase after my dream.

n so this is how it feels to be chasing after a dream =]
whatever e result is..
jus try my best =]
cz..this is the 1st BUT definitely not the last =]
gd nite every1!
off to bed!
will post more tml! haha
n hp will be switched off during e run =D

take gd care!!
byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.Dreams, are meant to be chased.][

][.n..so this is how it feels.][

][.n..so this is how it feels.][

finally got out to run!
mp3 up!
running shoes on!
n dere u go! =]
love running cz..
u get to enjoy e beautiful sceneries.
u get to haf time to yourself.
u get to tink.
irony.
but u do get to forget n put everything down too =]
ran frm ubi bac home twice =]
it's a hmmm..
haha accomplishment?
but compared to wad's up in a few days, it's..haha

n woohoo
cheers to c mei!
so so proud of her =]]
now i realli noe how it feels for a parent to be proud of their own child =]]
she was so zai =]
all e way mei! =D

haha wanted to blog more..
but shall go n practice "Tears in heaven" le..

end here le..take gd care every1! byee..

je sais..mais..
un peu..
iss..
nv ever..
n now i noe why i always choose e other option. =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.tegrof.][

][.hoooo.][

][.hoooo.][

n it's now a hoooo..
finally!
finally!
finally!

the long awaited break is here! =]]
move blog! haha

quite a bit had happened over e few wks..
exams r bad..
but..
nbm!!
life is a journey that i jus wanna keep gg =]

i wun be discouraged =]
so mus u =]
ikan bilis will become pearls someday =]
dunno if u guys heard it be4..
but there was once that i read this somewhere:
people always tink that the pearl in the seashell is v nice n precious..
but do u noe how did e pearl come abt?
it was in fact forced into the shell which had to go thur loads of pain be4 becoming a pearl..
so..jus keep gg =]]

hmm apart frm exams n a few =[ incidents..life has been pretty normal n gd?
n nw it's time to catch up with things tt i had missed out =]
-family time
-friends time
-guitar time
-own time
-basketball time
-nua time

haha n it's time to shed e wt, wear e shoes n gear up w my mp3 to run =]
run towards my dream =]
even if i can't make it in time for it nw..
it will be e 1st try =]
n i m jus gonna keep gg =]
42.196 here i come!
even if i can only complete 10 in e end =]
it's ok =]
jus keep gg!

haha n thanks llz for the wonderful belated bday gift! =]]
i m nt sure if there's a few images in ya mind tt u always visualize n wanna be dere..
cz i do haf a few..=]]
n i went to one of such ytr!
thanks loads to llz!
it's timbre at mt sophia!
thou there was like a flight of long long stairs!
BUT it's really vv nice n worth e climb.
it's a vv nice place to chill n relax!
the nice n jazz songs..
realli feels v comforting =]
gd atmosphere, gd drinks, gd food (the chicken wings' sauce is my fav!! it's e one tt i always eat w my bbq squid in thai!) n most importantly..a gd gd companion =]]
jus some pics to memo e chill-lax day =]]







heh! n happy 19 to fungi too!
we are all officially 19 le!
haha n welcome a new member to forever5's lifetime friend's circle!
*drum rolls*
-->Offie! haha
n here's some pics to memo fungi's special day! =]
eighteen chefts, panda kaya cake, offie our new mem!
fungi, happy 19!
it's another yr of friendship! (haha copy jing ;p)
iloveus! =]]






n lastly!
my beloved chocolate sky-blue running shoes tt is bought by mummy! <3


haha alright! shall end here le!
take gd care every1!! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.thankful for all of u.][

][.the race against time.][

][.the race against time.][

move bloggy!
haha haven been blogging for a great deal of time.
wells..quite a bit had happened =]
n quite a bit of set backs n e lack of breath while trying to catch up with work.
everything is zooming pass.
n haha my stamina is failing me gradually =]

haha aw, i m officially 19.=]
jus some pics to memo e day!
n thanks for all e msgs! =]]
realli appreciate it! =D

haha let the pics say the words ba!











haha ok! time for bed! (jus a note, it's 5:28PM only!) lol..
nitez! tc every1! byee..

][.thanks for e memories!.][
][.10.fe.15.][

][.grow, gRow, GROW.][

][.grow, gRow, GROW.][

haha ok..this post is to encourage myself.
so..
pardon me =]
n yups, tt's my emo finger =]
things will nv be like be4.
so cherish everything =]


haha it's realli time to grow even more!
oooo
yes, counting down to exams with a unprepared me.
mind boggled with thoughts and so much more.
a long list of tasks to be completed.
a long list of things to check out.
a long list of readings to read.

BUT.
tell me more.
which person in uni isn't gg thur e same thing?
SO.
jia you fe!

had a gd break from recess wk n children's day + cancellation of tut + lect!
nua enff.
sianz-ed enff.
it's time to get up n face things!
jia you!
escaping is nv a way out!
it's time to do it!
"last lap"

n jus a quote tt is motivating me.
Courage is being afraid, but going on anyway! =]
yes,
i m afraid.
afraid of unable to study in time for e exams.
afraid of not being up to the post.
afraid of not meeting my own expectations.
BUT.
if i haf e time to be afraid,
why not have e courage to conquer?

same for u!
jia you!
it's time to GROW even more!

alright, end here le!
take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][

][.夜晚的宁静，总让人胡思乱想.][

][.夜晚的宁静，总让人胡思乱想.][

对于夜晚的宁静。。
我是又爱有恨。
爱是因为，能让我静下来好好的反省。
想一想过去所发生的一切。
恨是因为思绪总在这时候起伏不定。

输了。
输了大学联赛的第一场比赛。
眼泪并没有落下。
因为我没资格。
因为成长了吗？
我不知道。
只知道，在差点落下的那一刻，被发现了。
一句鼓励，让眼泪往肚里流。
谢谢学姐！（老学姐，哈哈，开玩笑的啦！）

虽然只打了短暂的大学篮球，
但我真的领悟到了很多东西。
我们是输了。
但，绝对不能输掉精神。

而且，也学会了多一样东西。
能健健康康的享受打球的乐趣时就要好好的打。
把每一场球当作最后一场的努力一下。
加油！珍惜啊！

每场输赢都教会了我很多东西。=】
谢谢南大！
希望我能继续的成长。

当遇到这种情况时，
一小部分的我，想回到小时候。
希望你能指点我。
引导我。
守后天使，你在哪儿呢？

好啦，累了。
晚安大家！


recess wk is cuming to an end.
n it's gg to be sch again =[
BUT wells..did ketchup up w ppl during this wk!
1) a gd day Eating, Studying (thou i was a huge distraction =P) n Chilling out with llz! n of cz our da tous gui! haha super lucky de =D
2) met up w van, mf n employer for a supper =]
gdgd. at least caught up w ppl =]

ok! gd nite every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i will be bac.][

][.过去的回忆，我会好好的保存着.][

世上有很多东西是钱买不到的。
其中一个就是珍贵的回忆。

那球场有太多充满着我们的回忆了。
今天打完球后，你们都不在我身旁。
我躺在地上，望着天上的星星。。
顺便看见了那颗依然耸立在哪儿的大树。
那是我们的野餐大树。

欢笑，汗水，回忆。
在哪儿，我找到了打球的乐趣。
在哪儿，我们随性的，自由的打我们喜欢的篮球。
在哪儿，我总能找到跌倒后再爬起来的勇气。

你们把我带进了篮球的世界里。
但，偶尔却引退起来。
我会好好的打，
继续的打。
直到你们回来陪我的那一天。

过去美好的回忆，
我会好好的保存着。
它们永远是我最宝贵的回忆。

现在的回忆，
我也会好好的珍惜。
因为，你不会知道，
一切几时会结束。

真的很感激！
感激猪头们！
也感谢陪我们磨练的伙伴们！
和你们打球时，
我真的很快乐！ =】
谢谢！

好啦，我也该去休息了。
晚安大家！

我，不该再想了。
因为，那是永远也不可能的。
专心的打球吧！
用心灵的力量来打明天的比赛。
不去想结果。
只要努力的享受过程。
加油！
南大加油！

][.10.fe.15.][
][.cherish em.][

][.tt instance.][

][.tt instance.][

woohoo!
break BREAK break!
finally! recess break is here! =D
e long awaited one!
so much to catch up on!
ppl tt u had lost contact w,
readings tt u had neglected.
sleep tt 1 is deprived off.
haha so much so much.

so tired.
jus came hm frm kem trng.
haha bball, still enjoying e game.
as much as e legs can't go as fast..=]
but e moments on court is still as nice.
learning frm e mistakes,
playing e game.
sweating it out.
how many more yrs can i go on?
no idea,
jus wanna enjoy it all =]

wells..jia u fe!
do not live in regret!
do not live in worries!
jus live in this moment!
start living! =]]

hao la..aching all over..shall go nua le!
take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.is a motivation.][

][.crushed.][

][.crushed.][

since how long has i felt this lost?
i have no idea.
cz that was realli long ago.
screwed up all 3 tests for the 1st 3 in uni.
sighs, Sighs followed bac a even larger sigh!

the course is nice.
it realli nice.
but screwing up all.
it's jus a moment of silence n trying to plaster a smile across e face.
but, deep inside, it's crushed..
completely crushed.
full stop.

but wells, to get the rainbow, fe! u haf to pull thru this thunderstorm!
nth can put mi down! *self psycho!* lol
wells, haf to be positive! =]
if i can find a reason to be sad n down,
i will definitely find one to cheer up! =]

special thanks to llz for cuming down for e 1st match ytr!
haha yups, 10/9/08, 1st match played for ntu.
hmm haha was quite nice.
but e heavy pt is, thanks llz! =]]
realli appreciate u!

haha n to wen,
thanks!
sumtimes, a random call realli makes my day =]]
n to moi as well ;p

hao la..end here le..
take gd care every1! byeee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i will get up again.][

][.growing up.][

][.growing up.][

time is passing faster than be4..
another wk of uni had zoom-ed pass again =]
handed in e 1st assignment of uni.
attend e interesting lects n tuts (thou i may doze off at times)
but..truly enjoying em all too.
all e walks frm hall to sch n bac.
all these routines haf became parts of life..
n memories tt will be etched to my mind forever ba =]

thou i m nt a gd linguistic students who keep up with all her readings.
however, frm all e tuts n lects tt i attend n enjoy,
e linguist ears n mind is slowly developing..haha i tink..=P
e ear starting to pay attention to the way ppl are speaking.
trying to und more frm their lang.
n always remembering tt we r nt supposed to be prescribtive but descriptive. =]]
we dun judge! =]]
n e mind twisting in weird ways such tt e additional suffixes of -ing is an ongoing process.
subconciously, all these jus echoes at me when i see words.
haha tt's why learning n growing. (cz it's still ongoing..haha e effect of hg234 : structure of grammar, a course tt i din envisioned myself taking in my life =P)

haha n all e catching up w e tones of readings can realli drive mi crazy at times.
BUT they r interesting..they realli are =]]
little amazing facts such as a children by e age of 18mths had acquire up to 50 vocab n they r capable of learning up to 12 new words each day! (rapid rate)
haha isn't lang jus interesting?
w/o these, how m i communicating to u at this moment?
how wuld i be noting down how i feel at this moment?
n jus to quote my tutor nala "what can be more interesting than chasing a kid ard with a recorder?"
haha thou things may be quite uncertain about the future..cz afterall we r e pioneer batch..
BUT..things will be ok =]]

n haha growing up..
in this month time,
i realli feel myself growing up wk by wk..
slowly but definitely..=]]
staying away frm hm (thou it's nt another country..but haha in a ulu place) teaches 1to take care of yourself.
furthermore, learning from mistakes and solving problems.
haha slowly but definitely..i sense e older n inner me getting out.
the desire to resolve things by myself instead of jus calling out to daddy n mummy to get everything done for me (thou to a large extent, i m still dependent on em but haha gradually, growing)

haha so many random thoughts..
guess this is e after effect of not blogging regularly ba =P
random thoughts =]

alrite..i shall end here! haha
take gd care every1!
no matter wad u faces in life..jus rmb, u r always stronger than wad u perceive..n escaping is nv a way out!
you will be able to pull thur it all!
n fav line frm jc: whatever don't kills u jus make u stronger!

i shall start planning n make full use of my day!
n be thankful for it!
but wells..plans may go wrong at times..jus work ard w it den! =]]
things will be ok =]]
take gd care every1!
byee..

o n yah..i wanna go ard e world to enjoy all e beautiful sceneries =]]
super random-ness!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.learning.][

][.Ironies of life.][

][.Ironies of life.][

..the sweetest thing is that friends and family bring us up..
..but people bring us down too..
-quoted frm a 5yr old kid =D-

hello stagnant blog!
move move!
haha yups..haven been bloggin for quite sumtime..
maybe it has all been internalised =P
haha jkjk..
gosh, time zoooooms past like no1's business! i haf already been in it for a mth!
haha..kinda used to hostel life..=]]
sch life..n all..=]
haha taking care of yaself n understanding tt "zai wai realli kao peng you" de theory =P

aw..haha life is kind of like a routine?
settling down into tutorials (is quite an accomplishment for sum1 who did onli her 1st maths tut =P)
n gg for basketball trngs..haha e lifestyle starts all over again. =]]
hmm enjoying life as it is? haha
there's so much to be thankful about in life! =]]
thankful for e friends found in uni! (eg. hall 9 mates, LMS mates, hss camp mates, basketball friends n snrs)
these ppl realli made my uni life mre enjoyable n memorable. =]]

thankful for e old n faithful friends tt stood by no matter wad =D
haha forever5, e 5yr old kid who gives e vibes (is tt a right word? haha i dunno..it feels rite ;p) to move on n jus do it!
thankful for sh n employer etc too..all those ard in their own ways..=]]
haha realli thankful..realli =]]
haha n putting a =]] behind every msg n word seems to be the structure of fe's lang.
but wells..haha it makes mi happier? =P i dunno..

aw..keep gg every1! jia u! haha

~~ haha ok..nw down to e inner self reflections n thoughts n down moments ~~
wells..cliche but no matter how positive one seems to be..
undeniably, there r many moments of reflections n moments of disappointment n dispair? haha is it a right word to use? (lol..nbm linguist dun prescribe ;p we describe! haha)

hmm with e injury of e recently recovered middle finger..undeniably, my heart sank once again..=[
e thought of hafing to get bac once again n e pain is agrh-ness.
spent time picking e pieces up to get bac.
n taking all e broken pieces up bit by bit to get em broken again is jus a big inner sigh.
finally recovering frm e post sickness sickness since e 1st day of sch..
n wanting so much for e body to get bac e fitness is jus put down by e injury once again.
it realli pains mi a little.
it realli did.

effort effort efforts..
sumtimes it take loads of effort to get sumthing gg..
n thus i believe tt wadever it is..
if i lose sumthing or gain sumthing..
it's jus my own fault for nt putting in e effort..

sumtimes, i realli hope tt things can be simpler.
n at moments such as this..
i wuld sit bac n relax..
take a deep breathe n thankful for everything, every1 tt i haf in my life..=]

yups..so no matter wad goes wrong, they will go right soon!
jus face it! cz escaping is never e way out!
if this way dun work..den e other will..=]
jia u fe!
jia u every1!
u r stronger tt u perceive! =D

hao la..enff of emo-ness! ( i wan e emo shirt thou ;p)
things will be well once again =]
jus keep gg!
nth will put u down, unless u choose to put yaself down! =D
take gd care every1!

~till i blog again~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.jus keep gg!.][

][.lets get started!.][

][.lets get started!.][

time zoooooms pass!
it's the 3rd week of sch already!
getting used to walking ard sch.
enjoys n loves walking.
cherish the moments that i get to slack ard in the hall.=]

tut cuming in.
cool.
lects are nice apart frm the occasional dozing off. my bad.
but as compared to jc, e slping percentage = 10% onli.

haha n jus to note,
went for e 1st basketball training.=]
hmm haha it was quite gd =]]
the people there weren't as scary as i tot it wuld be =]]
haha guess i will enjoy playing ba.
after all..this is gg to be the last four yrs of sch life basketball. =]]

yups! everything falling in place already!
time to get started!
jia you every1!
take care and keep going! =]]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.n life is a journey tt i wanna keep gg.][

][.Adapting to Changes.][

][.Adapting to Changes.][

Change is the only constant.
and the only way to be happy is to adapt to it.
enjoy e changes.
n make e best out of it. =]]

was quite tired with all e changes n adapting to uni life.
however..after 2wks, i can say..it's more or less settled down n i m ready for more =]]

haha enjoying sch..
enjoying hall life..
haha enjoying life as it is =]]
yah it's tiring at times..
BUT..be positive n things will be gd! =D

jus a quote to share..
why worry when there's a solution for e problem?
n why worry when there's no solution?
jus let things be..it will be ok! =]]

hao la.end here le! take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.be strong.][

][.Be 5trong!.][

][.Be 5trong!.][

gosh gosh gosh!
sch is gg to start on mon! =X
a mixture of all sorts of feelings..
haha aw, jus came bac frm hall camp today.
haha shag-ed till e max..

ah!!
be strong!
be positive!
jia you x3!
in fact x100 ba =P

a new journey is embarking soon.
a journey full of uncertainties.
a journey that is a complete change frm e past.
a brand new one.
a scary one.
but things wuld be 0k =]

so..jus wanna say..jia you to all freshies (like me)! u guys can do it all too! =D
jus remain positive n strong! =]

hao la..end here le! take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.home sweet home.<3][

][.change is the onli constant.][

][.change is the onli constant.][

e finger is nt normal.
e positive lvl is getting lower.
n sumtimes, i jus feel like watching the world goes by.
all by myself.
a break away frm these.

i must learn to let go.

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
jia u ba!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.derit.][

][.n things will nv be the same.][

][.n things will nv be the same.][

haha post camp = ketchuping up time!
hasn't been doing much apart frm slping!
BUT..
of cz there r things to note down,
things tt r worth rmb-ing =]

catching a movie w sh..haha xie le, it was a gd 1 =P
a gd n fruitful ketchup-ing w llz on msn =]
being discharged by the physio. =]

however, things will nv be the same again.
e degree n flexibility is gd.
but it wuld nv be e same again.
n tt played thru my mind over n over again.
cherish wadever u haf.
cherish e moment =]

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1!n wen, jia you! fe supports u all the way! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.lufknaht.][

][.changes.][

][.changes.][

haha too much happened over e wk tt it's nt possible for e shag-ed mi to note it all down.
but..jus wanna say, i enjoyed myself with khazad!
haha ntu hss foc'08 is gg to be a memorable n nice memory.=]
umjiji um ji, tookie tookie, tongkat tongkat.
haha smiles!

n wells..e game..haha
sometimes, u jus haf to be mre positive abt things.

hao la..tired le..end here le! tc every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][

][.Courage.][

][.Courage.][

i shuld be sleeping soon.
cz, i haf to reach boon lay by 7:50am tml.
haha it's e start of camp le.
14july ~ 18july.
haha been quite long since i been to camp.
n e packing was quite tiring n loads.
aw, dear heaven..pls bless me with the strength n energy to pull thur this long camp n haf fun n enjoy e process n haf an open heart! =]]

haha aw..hmm v random..but wells, getting back is nv easy. =]
it's been ard 8wks ba.
getting back is nv easy.
thankful for e ability to cont playing the game i love.
realli thankful, jus tt the need to tape and secure it in order to put the heart at ease is..nt too gd =\
e stiff-ness level n all.
haha
alright, enff of all these rantings =P
chiong ah fe!
jia u! jia u! jia u!
haha nv seen sum1 so G to cheer for herself ba =P

n o yah..jus a random note..2 consect days of bball is..haha S+S..
Shag + Shuang =P

hao la..end here le! take gd care every1! byee!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.keep gg!.][

][.haha wells.][

][.haha wells.][

haha wells..jus came home from a long yet short day =P
went super early in e morning to gesp.
n all i can say is, i tink i m loving e process of coaching le. =]

n a gd afternoon n nite chilling with ling xie =P
xie le!
haha made mi tink loads abt loads of things.
haha so so much..
but wells..
too tired to blog abt it =P
jus wanna say..
thanks loads to all e ppl that appeared in my life =]

hao la..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.life is gd.][

][.Smile my friends!.][

][.Smile my friends!.][

haha ok 7/7/08 = my 1st official day off work since 2wks after my As = 29/11/07 =P
haha had my last day of work on 4/7/08.
thanks DISCO for the wonderful memories for my 1st official office job!
heh thanks to my nice nice admin dept in particular!
thanks to jinjin,cheryl,sachiko-san n sales admin dept n all for moulding mi for this 7mths =P
wells..life moves on =]
1st exposure to e adult world is a mixture of memories which i wuld always rmb =]
let these pics memo my stay dere ba =D


][.a mixture of sales admin,ce n sales ;p.][


][.my nice nice dept.][


][.n of cz, my ufo phone which tangles all e time.][

haha n apart frm e official end to my work n hafing a gd ktv session with my grandparents place with c mei n all, 5/7/08 = jing's bday!
haha let e pics memo e day ba ;p (tink i m too lazy for words nowadays ;p)
but still! Happy belated 19 jing! We love You! =P


][.Smiles G(s)!.][


][.thanks for e childish moments.][

haha hao la..end here le! take gd care my friends! n smiles!!!! cz u r nt alone =D
be positive ya! cz u r fortunate!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.Seize e day.][

][.times3.][

][.times3.][

it's been quite some time since i blog.
hah bloggy.
life has been normal, nice?
tiring?
lol..i haf no idea.
maybe it's v simple n nice n i m jus too tired to blog =P
but still..i love my life! =D

immersing myself in e world of vcds n dvds.
life in e dramas are jus nice n far frm reality =P
hao la..end here le!
take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.to make it true.][

][.i m back!.][

][.i m back!.][

haha i m back from e tai tai's lifestyle.
why is it e tai x2 life style?
u slp all u wan till ard 10am.
go for breakfast.
go shop till tea time.
haf lunch + tea break.
den massage.
n cont shopping!
den u go back to e hotel to rest.
n go for tonnes of food for dinner! (not forgetting to shop at e same time ;p)
haha overall this is a gd experience. =]
heh haf to apologise for e little "breakdown".
but wells..after an hr or so..things went back to normal =P
haha 6 days 5 nights jus zoom-ed past.
cool.
haf to tighten our wallets le =P
super tired nw =P so..let this pics memo this trip ba! =]


~Off we GO!~


~flying in e airplane~


~On the van to the hotel~


~Our 1st dinner at FUJI~
*gosh, we eat dao can roll le..BUT~


~we still went for earthquake at swensen~
*rolled back to the hotel =P*


~steamboat + buffet dinner!~
*met two holland ppl* haha


~dinner n photo taking with e bridge!~
*moi went up to sing! haha thou can't realli hear =P~





~after we alighted from our boat dinner e 2nd last day!~
*haha i skipped posting some of e pics in e middle, cz dere's too much le =P*


~haha lol, let this conclude e trip ba =P~

haha we had joy,
we had fun,
we had shag-ness.
but all = memories =]

hao la..i m super tired n fall sick le..so shall end here!
take gd care every1! byee..
haha my relaxing graduation trip =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.gd experience.][