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][.wo zhen de hao hai pa deng hou de gan jue.zhen de hao pa.hao bu xi huan.][

i m realli afraid of waiting..
realli..
i realli dun like waiting..

today i found out sumthing that i m realli afraid of..
its sumthing known as waiting..
i din noe that i can be so afraid of waiting..

waiting for some1 who is late..
worries mi..
is it becoz sumthing crops up for that person..
is that person on his/her way..
did sumthing happen to him/her..
shuld i call him/her..
wad shuld i do..
hate this kinda of uncertain feeling..

waiting for a reply..
staring at e blank screen..
waiting anxiously..
a min..
an hour..
a day..
a few days..
no reply means no reply..
why is there no reply..
it that person angry wif mi..
did i say anything wrong..
or is e person ok..
again it worries mi..
makes mi moodless..

i realli hate waiting..instead of saying hate..i wuld say..i m realli afraid of waiting..everytime i wait..n get no reply..my heart sinks..worries..moodless..all e negative feelings..pls..pls dun make mi wait..i m not that strong..

can't help but feel sad..
can't help it..
ignore mi..
i will be fine after tonite..
i hope so..
at least i promise myself..
to be strong after tonite..

ha..all e abv are craps..ignore it la ;p jus venting some mood yeah..hee..but i realli found out sumthing..i m realli afraid of waiting..afraid of waiting n not getting an answer..afraid of waiting in vain..wo hai pa deng hou..

hee anyway fungi jus sent mi a veri nice song ;p its Shan Hu Hai by jay n lara..hee n i haf not study today..not realli in e mood..so haiz..shuld go n try study for now la..hee take gd care every1..byee..

i shall cont waiting..
although i realli hate waiting..
afraid of waiting..
but i guess..
thats e onli thing i can do..

to ..
i hope u wun forget ya "promise"..
i m still waiting..
pls dun be e 2nd person to disappoint mi..

][.FEarless.][
][.npo.][
][.OTBeT Mhe.][